#koa aj

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MY BABIES!!!!!!! AT LONG LAST!!!!!!!!!

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Internsip Takeaway

A good year, indeed.

Dulu pas mau isip doaku tuh: ya Allah aku pengen belajar, tapi ga mau kaya koas yang sering ga jelas juntrungannya, dapet konsulen ga ngebimbing, gamau kaya gitu lagi ya Allah. Ya Allah semoga dapet temen-temen isip yang baik hati, ga problematik, aamiin. Ya Allah mau dapet puskesmas yang deket kontrakan ya Allah.. udah terlanjur ngontrak di imogiri barat hehe makasih ya Allah.

Doanya kaya gitu dan jawabannya ternyata RSPS. Awalnya dulu pengen di RSUD Kota aja, yang ga terlalu jauh ke selatan. Eh ternyata emang bukan di kota jawabannya, tapi di (((Bantul))).

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Some seniors said isip tuh tujuannya bisa beda-beda: mau cari uang, mau buat belajar, mau cari rekomendasi untuk sekolah, atau mau buat lewat aja juga bisa.

Buatku isip nih bener-bener waktunya belajar. Selain belajar kasus yang banyak banget di IGD RSPS yang sampe munteh munteh, ternyata juga belajar kenyataan kehidupan kerja beneran tuh kaya apa. Senior-senior DU di IGD bener-bener baik sih menurutku, ngasih tau pandangan mereka kaya apa, ngasih tau dilemanya kalo mau sekolah lagi sebagai emak-emak, dan lain-lain.

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Takeaway dari internsip (the way I see it)

It’s important to tau di mana kita kerja, kaya apa work ethic dan culture nya di tempat itu. Terus penting juga untuk tau orang-orangnya kaya gimana, person to person is better. Jadi gak salah dan kikuk waktu menempatkan diri, gak gampang dimanfaatkan juga pada akhirnya. Kerja sama as the ultimate purpose, uhuy.

Sakit hati tuh pasti ya kayanya di beberapa kesempatan di rentang waktu bekerja, tapi bukan sesuatu yang harus dibawa terus menerus. Mana kalo sakit hati atau sebel karena rekan kerja tidak bekerja tuh bisa banget karena kitanya juga lagi kureng kondisi emosyenelnya. Jadi, kalo bisa diingetin dan posisi jelas bener, ingetin. Kalo gabisa, tandain. WKWKWKW. Alias awas aje lu ngadi2 lagi besok :)

Ngerasa direndahin di awal bekerja? Ternyata emang gitu kayanya ya, semua ngerasain. Bahkan pembimbing icip w kmrn pas lagi ngobrol2 perpisahan juga berpesan kalo besok kita udah kerja mandiri pasti akan merasakannya minimal sekali. Ada satu kali aku jaga poli infeksi puskesmas, nakes yang bantuin aku di situ ga percaya sama terapi yang aku kasih. Akhirnya dia konsul ke pbb ku dan diganti deh sama pbb ku :) Waktu tau rasanya kayak... lah??!?!?!?!?? Tapi yaudah ga diperpanjang. Besok2nya di kesempatan lain ga pernah lagi kaya gitu, karena mgkn akhirnya udah kenal sm eyke. Sekarang kalo inget lebih ke kayak, oh itu maksudnya kali ya kadang kita kalo di awal ya pasti belum dipercaya seutuhnya.

Pun kalo misal di beberapa kesempatan kita lebih bener dan lebih ngerti dibanding senior kita, gaada tempat juga untuk jadi ngerasa mereka ngga bakal ada benernya ke depannya. Karena kuncinya emang di kolaborasi, tetep harus menghargai pengalaman dan jam terbang senior sih. Ga semua-semua juga harus bertindak sendiri, tapi tetep harus strategis kalo mau ngapa-ngapain (edukasi pasien dan keluarga pasien, pemilihan pemeriksaan penunjang yang mau dilakuin, operan sama temen kalo udah tau bakal ga dipegang sm DU nya wkwkwkkw hadeh tp yaudah).

And many other takeawayyys. Bersyukur sih isip di wahana yang udah cukup ideal. Soalnya kalo cerita-cerita sama temen lain, ga semuanya kaya gini :” Banyak juga yang lebih parahh. Belajar gabisa, eksploitasi iya, reward minim.

Internsip is gud in an ideal world and way. Tapi kalo setiap evaluasi ga ditindaklanjuti sebagaimana mestinya, it will be a wasted year tho.

Many ways to go, but this past year, I learnt a lot. Thank you, RSUD Panembahan Senopati and Puskesmas Jetis 1 Bantul!

[glyhndzkr]

"Yang HM Muter Sini Mas"

segeraaa sebelum ga kerasa lagi wkwkwkw, alhamdulillah hari ini (12/03/2023) kelar race Mangkunegaran, yeaaaaaaaaaaah, rekor baruuuu! ditambah pas, milleage 500km tahun ini, rasanya pas bgt buat istirahat sejenak, menyambut kedatangan bulan Ramadhan.

Mari bercerita bagian yg seru seru nya, biar ga terlalu panjwanggg! hehe

Bangun rencana jam 3 karena race mulai jam 5 tet, tapi seperti biasa, 'hah, suara apa ini?!' dan alarmpun dimatikan. Tapi ini sudah diperkirakan, asek, saya memasang alarm kedua pukul 03.30 WIB. Tapi qodarullah, bisa bangun sblm alarm kedua berbunyi, dan ini unik.

Tiba tiba saya merasa sedang solat subuh di mesjid depan rumah, ya seperti biasa, kalemmm gt, tp eh tp, kok ada yg kurang yak wkwkwk, apa yak, hmm HA! HARI KAN LOMBA! sontak ngecek jam, asem udh mepet jam 5 bgt :)), dan saya pun terbangun, bersyukur. Luar biasa, kualat matiin alarm keknya aowkwowo

Rumah masih sepi, mandi, solat tahajud, persiapan barang2, berangkat ke kos nihri. Sampe sono nihri masi tidur aokwowkwo bangunin lah, nunggu nihri ngumpulin nyawa dulu, ke kamar mandi, gas lanjut menuju puro mangkunegaran. oiya btw, itu pas mampir ke kos nihri, udah ada panitia yg jagain jalan di depan gang lazuardi, mbak mbak, dan ternyata juga, di titik titik lain, sama, panitia udah stand by, salut.

Oke lanjut, sampe mangkunegaran pamit sm bos nihri, udh kek diantar bapak sekolah aj asem, dan udah subuh. Pertama, tentu bos, cari musholla, wudhu aman blm batal, eh tryt gaada, solat di gerbang masuk klo mau ke istananya, ngikut yg lain. kelar solat, persiapan, baju, celana, leg sleeve, no. Peserta, gelang.

Jujurly keknya krn baru pertama yak, kan no peserta di pasang di dada pake peniti, empat, geterrrr wkwkwkwk tremor bgt dah. Kayak pas osce hecting, tapi alhamdulillah pas itu lulus hehe. Mana, penitinya kecil lagi, nyambung2 lagi, duh. Tapi overall, amann, no peserta terpasang dengan cakep bin tampan, A101 Galyh ND, yoi, angkanya cakep, namanya tampan, orangnya apalagi aowkwoowo

Kelar siap siap, nitip tas dulu ke panitia, panitianya bilang, 'mas ini maksimal jam 8 diambil ya' heh jam 8? sampe gak yo? wkwkwk 'oh oke mbak' dengan tidak mantap, tapi tetep tampan wkwkwk, oke habis itu langsung ke corral? colateral? poko e panggon meh mulai ne, mbuh jenenge.

Karena belum pemanasan, pemanasan dikit dikit dululah walau space nya sempit. Pas lagi pemanasan, ga sengaja liat bawah, eh buset, ini kenapa sepatu gw aj yg saaangat baguuus :). (baca pake nadanya coki sitohang, eh coki pardede) Kennnapa, semmmuanya, nnnike, adidaaas, alhamdulillah ada 910, fiuh, nnnike lagi, e new belensss, asicss... (nada bacanya balik lagi) bole juga nih klo jumatan hehe, canda canda, berusaha menghibur agar tida minder, gapapa 910 ku, tetap semangat poko nya, trabas! apa itu alphafly, zoom, dkk nya, kanzaki ttp dihati! huah! akhirnya tak hanya kaki yg panas, dada juga. mantap.

Markinjut, sebagai orang yg datang tanpa teman, ya cari teman dong, suwung bgt dewean, kenalan sama bapak2 di kiri, nama beliau... lali 🙏🏻 ternyata beliau ini temen dari kaprodi koas yang sudah wafat, dokter Vicky, sering sepedaan bareng, dan bapak ini juga kaget pas mendengar kabar wafatnya beliau 'saya itu jam 5 masih chatan sama beliau' begitulah kalimatnya. Singkat cerita, race mau mulai, pamitan dulu, 'nanti ketemu lagi ya pak difinish!' 'siapp!' dan ternyata tidak bertemu, karena kita sama sama pulang cepat, tapi beliau cukup gokil juga, di stravanya, pace 6:15 half marathon untuk usia beliau yg tampaknya sudah cukup berumur, karena anaknya beliau pun sudah lulus kuliah.

Yak dan race pun dimulai!!!!!

Sebagai pendaftar sub 2 jam, tentu, tidak mungkin saya dapat tempat paling depan, otomatis, dan mungkin ini juga yg bikin semangat dan satisfying di awal, balapin orang orang gesss senangnya... saking senangnya sampe sadar, ini biasanya panjang langkah kakinya ga segini deh, lanjut cek pace lari, buset 4.30 tapi ga ngos ngosan, walau heart rate udah masuk zona 5 si hehe. Tapi, buset, enak bgt coy, km 7 ga kerasa, sampe akhirnya... weh ini kok... depan jauh, belakang juga wkwkwk, sampe akhirnya saya merasa sendirian. Sendiri, di posisi agak depan, bukan paling depan, ga mungkin, dan udah ga masuk juara. Tapi bomat lah, target finish full lari udah cukup

Sempet pas lari, pas nyalip nyalip orang terutama, muncul hasrat untuk menargetkan juara, tapi di lain sisi juga ngerti, pengalaman di moewardi kemarin, sesek banget wkwkwk, kek jadi merasa udah all out, menggeh2 bgt, padahal pace nya sama 4.30 dan masih di sekitar km 3-4 dari 5. Akhirnya berusaha tetep turunin target dan ekspektasi, sans leh, finish full lari aja udab strong bro, selebihnya alhamdulillahhh. Yak akhirnya, jadi bisa tetep stabil.

Lanjut km 7, dimana Galeh merasa kesepian.

Karena kesepian, dikit dikit, kerasa kek tambah berat wkwkwk pace agak turun walau dikit sih. Oke, klo gini mo gamau ya, Cari temen! kalo cari yg belakang tambah lambat, cari yg depan. Oke target locked mas mas baju merah, daaan, ngebuuuuuut sampe masnya. Nama masnya... lali 🙏🏻 berbaju merah, dan sepatu.. merah, alphafly, waduh. Sans, bomat bro, kanzaki tetep di hati. 'Kalo sendirian gaenak mas' *sambil menggeh2 'oh iya mas' *masnya tersenyum ramah, fokus lari. Kita cuma tahan 2 km sebelum saya duluan 'duluan mas' 'yow' dan berganti ke temen yang lain Bapak Bapak baju hitam. 'Master?' Bapak e nanya 'Ehh.. bukann saya masih mahasiswa pakk' *sambil cengengesan jawabnya. 'ohh oke, saya sudah kehabisan tenaga sepertinya' 'oh oke pak, semangat saya duluann' dan saya kembali sendiri lagi. Btw apa wajah saya setua itu yak, sampe dikira Master 😅

Km km selanjutnya sampe di uns, terasa sepi, hape an dulu, update ke lazuardi, mumpung udah sampe deket. Tapi ternyata mas Nihri tida nongol, weslah lanjut wae. Akhirnya di sekitar km 12 dapet temen, yg dengan beliau ini saya bareng sampe akhir. Namanya Jibril, yoi ga lupa kl yg ini, kelas 1 SMA, awak e luwih duwur, luwih berisi, otw daftar Akpol, sepatunya Alphafly, sans, poko e Kanzaki Tetap di hatiiiiiiiii!

Selama bareng beliau lumayanlah, saya ngikut cepet, dan tentunya ga sendirian. Kadang teriak ga jelas juga, huuuaahhh, heeeaaaah, kurleb kayak video tiktok 'ingatlah kata ultraman.. heahh swoshh...' wkwkwk tapi gokil, saya ikut teriak, dan malah sempet kasi semangat ke peserta dan panitia yg lain aowkwowo.

Bersama beliau ini terasa cukup worth it, hingga takdir peserta Half Marathon dihadapkan pada 'Ayo mas semangat semangat..' sudah terlihat lagar putih mangkunegaran... 'Yang HM muter dulu mas' AAAAAAAAAH. Emang kenyataan kadang gitu, ketika dirasa udah mau sampe, ehh... muter dulu mass. Dan itu ga sekali. Dan jalan muternya itu, sepi banget dibanding yg sebelumnya, karena yg sbelumnya, gabungan sama jalur cabang km yg lain. HOAHHH, muter masss, HOAHHH, muter mas, HOAAHHH, mas minum mas, oke.

Sampe akhirnya km 18, cuwapek pol, 'eh ayo mas ayo!' HOAHHH gas lagi, capek lagi *tepuk tangan, HOAHHH gas lagi, capek lagi 'ayo mas 2 kilo meneh!' HOAHHH gas lagi, sampe akhirnya, saya melambat, karena sudah masuk 21, masnya duluan, tapi ga cuma masnya, ada bule yg tiba tiba ikut nyalip, vibesnya udah kek balapan upin ipin mobil jarjit, eh apa siapa yak, yg tiba tiba, muncul, trus klakson, dan menang. Yak bule ini langsung menyalip kita berdua, seperti tidak ada apa apa. Jos bule, fyi bulenya ternyata bisa basa indo, dan istri beliau indonesia, kita sempet ngobrol sebentar pas lagi ndinginin kaki. OKE BALIK LAGI.

Merasa kek agak nyesel kalo. ga maksimal, peserta dengan nomor cakep A101 dan nama tampan Galyh ND pun, mengebut dengan kerennya, membersamai kembali mas Jibril, dan akhirnya Mangkunegaran Run HM 2023, finish bareng, dengan total waktu sub 1:45, pace 4:45 21 km, gila dan luar biasa. New personal best sejak terkahir kali bulan september akhir 'Selamat Wafer Run', new friend, new experience, ditambah total milleage jadi 500km, rasanya sangat nyaman untuk sejenak istirahat lari, menyambut bulan suci ramadhan yang tinggal 11 hari lagi. Alhamdulillaaaaaaaah!

Semoga bisa lari lagi, btw ternyata mas jibril ini, first HM langsung segitu dan temannya, adalah potential winner 5 :). Emang lingkungan keknya pengaruh bgt yak. Semangat ayo semua yg mau mulai lari, kalo. ada butuh bantu apa apa, terkhusus temen kuliah dan sma smp sd, insyaa allah tak bantu, walau pasti juga perlu partisipasi aktif dari kalian hehe, SEMANGAT! fiuh kelar.

i am coming marathon! (kalo ada duitnya)

A101 Galyh ND; 12/03/2023; 21,57 KM; 1:42:13; 4:44

[annieandro]

Annieandro Pinkpaws Guest Stars Final Day

Lucita Sky AJ Gadgets Sara Snap Benny Bubbles Mr. Sparks Fur Blur

Elinor Rabbit Olive Elephant Ari Bat Ranger Rabbit Mr. Rabbit Ms. Elephant Koa Wombat Mary Goat Lizzie Goat Siggy Squirrel Ms. Mole

Donkey Hodie Purple Panda Bob Dog Duck Duck Grampy Hodie

Alma Rivera Ruben "Junior" Rivera Lulú "Mami" Rivera Ruben "Papi" Rivera Gustavo "Abuelo" Rivera Eddie Mambo Tia Gloria

Jelly Ben Pogo

Rosie Fuentes GatitaIggy Fuentes Liz Fuentes Marco Fuentes Crystal Fuentes Javi Fuentes Margarita Fuentes Beatríz GómezJun Liu Quinn Liu Mrs. Liu Mr. Liu

Watt

Malik Zadie Zeke Snout Grandma Super Mr. E Ellie Louisa Leiko Duffy Sammy Quique JunJun Kaya Amado Gabriela

Power Paige

Rocket Little Yellow Bird The Pest

Carl

Lyla Stu Everett Liana Lydia Louisa Louis Luke

Mecha Abby Cadabby Mecha Elmo Mecha Cookie Monster

Milo Lofty Lark

[poe-tic-a]

List of things i honestly HATE about my medschool life

1. IT DOESN'T GIVE US TIME AND SPACE LIKE IT'S ALL DEDICATED FOR YOUR MAJESTY CONSULENT FREAK BNGT KYK HAH KNP GUE HRS TERUS TERUSAN YG NGALAH SM JADWAL LU ITU KYK KNP LU GA NGEHARGAIN JADWAL KITA JUGA SIH ANEH BNGT!!!! KYK APAPUN MAU LU HRS GUE IKUTIN EMGNYA LU SIAPA???? TUHAN JUGA BUKAN!!!! HIH KESEL DAN GUE LBH KESEL LG KARENA KYK SEMUA ORG MANUT MANUT AJA DIGITUIN HEY ADA HAK TIDUR DAN HAK SEHAT DAN HAK ISTIRHAAT LU DI SITU DIINJEK INJEK GITU AJA AND PEOPLE NORMALIZE IT KYK HAH ANEH BNGT FREAKKKKKKK ABISSS DUNIA FK IN SM KONSULEN IYUH. KYK GELS GUE GABISA SIH KRN SMEUA ORG DI SINI LEBAY BNGT KE KONSULEN KYK KONSULEN TUHAN AJA HIDIH. PADAHAL MEREKA JG MANUSIA SIH KADANG BUTUH YE DIKAISH TAU KL MEREKA TUH DAH TOO MUCH!!!!!

2. SUKA RESCHED SEENAKNYA KYK HEH EMG LU DOANG YG SIBUK GUE JG SIBUK HEH GUE JG PUNYA KEHIDUPAN BKN LU DOANG KOK LU KYK NGESELIN BNGT GITU SIH?????????????????

3. APA APA HRS DIIKUTIN KYK HAHHHHHH YG BNR AJA SIH!!!! SBNRNYA ITU SIH YG IRK ME THE MOST KYK NI ORG ORG FKUI MAUNYA DIIKUTIN DAN DINGERTIIN TP GA MAU NGERTIIN KOAS KYK LU SEMUA ZERO TOLERANCE SM KESALAHAN KOAS TP LU SENDIRI SUKA BIKIN "SALAH" DAN SEENAKNYA GAK NGEHARGAIN WAKTU ISTIRAHAT ORG DAN LU GAK PEDULI MENTANG MENTANG LU DI ATAS DAN KITA YANG "BUTUH" KYK IH JIJIK BNGT. I AM VERY MUCH DISGUSTED SIH SBNRNYA KYK. GUE GAK SUKA BNGT KELAKUAN SEMENA MENA KYK GITU. MANA KL POLI DSB JG LU GA NGAJARIN KITA HIDIHHHHHHHHH CAPEK SIH KT GUE NGELIATNYA.

4. gue skrg mo kek biasa aj sih mandang konsulen dan mau lbh bomat aja gitu kyk bodo amat org org kyk too much menghormati gue sih akan secukupnya menghormati ya. Dan gue ga akan tkt lagi sama konsulen org dia cm MANUSIA BIASA heh. Gue respect sebagai ortu dan pendidik tp SECUKUPNYA. Gak yg kyk malah jd merendahkan diri gue di depan org itu dan jd kyk sampah keset tidak berharga. Gue punya HAK sebagai mahasiswa dan LO adalah kosnulen yang gue HORMATI tp BUKAN gue sembah sampe hrs gue takutin dan ikutin semuanya IDIH. Gak lah ya good bye. Secukupnya aj menghormati lu semua, termasuk sekre dan lain sebagainyam terserah lu semuakalo mo "nyelakain" gue krn sbnrnya keselamatan hanya ada di tangan Allah dan GUE UDH GATAKUT SM SEMUA SEKRE AND KONSULEN YOU ALL SICK kl hrs sampe ga memghargai HAK KOAS SEBAGAI MANUSIA YANG PUNYA HAK TIDUR DAN HAK SEHAT. You all sick sick sick in the head.

5. DAN GUE JG SEBEL BNGT SIH SAMA TEMEN TEMEN GUE YG KYK LEBAY BNGT KE KONSULEN KYK KOK LU MAU SIH DIINJEK INJEK GT KYK SEENAKNYA KYK HAHHH MANA ABIS DIPERLAKUKAN KYK GT MALAH LU YG OVT DAN MERASA BERSALAH HAHHHH ANEH BNGT CUY HRSNYA LU TAU KL THATS TOO MUCH DAN HRSNYA LU GA PEDULI SM HAL ITU BKN MALAH YG KYK TAKUT TAKUT GAJELAS GAENAK GMN GT. GUE SIH GABAKAL GAENAKAN DAN TAKUTAN YAH I WILL LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO BUT STILL RESPECTING OTHERS. KYK IM OKAY YOU ARE OKAY. GUE GAMUA GUE HRS GA OK CM DEMI LU YG HRS OK ITU. GAMAU HUWEK. KECUALI TERPAKSA DIDZALIMI SM LU SEMUA HEH. TP GUE GAAKAN OVT DAN GAENAKAN LG. I WILL BE ME TERSERAH LU PADA MAU NGAPAIN SIH.

5. I have had enough of FKUI and gue ENEK BNGT SO LET'S JUST let it be i mean kayk yaudah at this point gue lg capek dan gak mau fokus ke FKUI. I'll still do what i am capable to do and i still have willingness to learn. TP GUE AKAN MENGUTAMAKAN MY WELL BEING rather than YOUR EXPECTATION DSB HAHAHAH FREAK EXPECTATION IM NOT GOING TO FULFILL THAT FOR YOU. I live for myself first you are SECOND. This medschoolcan wait. Nobody needs it if it BREAKS me. HUH.

[ncisfranchise-source]

THE NCIS TEAM INVESTIGATES THE DEATH OF A NAVY SAILOR AND GOES HEAD-TO-HEAD WITH A RUTHLESS LOCAL CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION, ON “NCIS: HAWAI’I,” MONDAY, OCT. 17

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WRITTEN BY: Yalun Tu

DIRECTED BY: Tawnia McKiernan

[nostalgicbones]

Could I get a playlist? For Shay

symptom of your touch — aly and aj

heaven — the band camino

at the end of the day — mali-koa

you are in love — taylor swift

send me your name/url and i’ll make a playlist spelling it out!

[andis-photos]

Devil’s Tower, Night and Day.

(C) AJE

Devil’s Tower KOA, WY.

Do not remove the credits.

[archerincombat]

Hello! I just saw your 5sos recommendations for aj, and I didn't realise Luke had a solo album (I like 5sos, but don't follow them super closely).

BUT I just looked both up (and really liked Luke's album, Ashton's was not my fav), and wondered if you had any other recommendations? I'm always looking for new music and artists

hey anon! agree with you on the solo albums — i think ashton's very talented but i don't listen to rock. anyway! jumping into recs!

Jade Bird: she's amazing, her lyricism is amazing, anyone who's ever spoken to me knows i'm obsessed with her. favs: lottery, candidate, and something american

Holly Humberstone is great! Halsey's new album is god-tier if you haven't listened to that one yet. Mali-Koa (who's actually Calum's sister) put out a great album in 2021. And definitely listen to Adam Melchor if you're looking for something more acoustic.

[tirednotflirting]

okie dokie was tagged by @pixiegrl, @allsassnoclass, and @clumsyclifford to share ten songs i’ve been obsessed w recently : )

1. don’t come down - the maine

like VERY recently. like twelve hours ago-ish. thanks to pals in the club but also listening to rian being Very Cute about his love for the maine on this podcast i listened to last night. we are feeling sad today and this song is helping

2. six feet under the stars - all time low

this has become my new go to song on my drives home from work at 2am bc it’s a good scream into the highway song.

3. potential breakup song [explciit] - aly & aj

listen these gals were baby’s first concert in ‘06 and i’ve waited all of my adult life for the moment i get to hear aly and aj sing fuck okay

4. la on a saturday night - hearts and color

a couple months ago i asked bella if she had a playlist of songs about LA bc i was trying to write a thing (this thing that ended up being not really about LA in the end but ya know) and of course she did and then i decided that this song sounds like a prequel to the whohurtyou stages ep and i’ve been obsessed since

5. lesson in letting go and wish we never met - whohurtyou

yeah no i can’t pick just one of them but i feel like they should also be together. sad boy barakat and kevin fisher made the PERFECT ep like i will never get over how they wrote the PERFECT pop ep

6. long story short - taylor swift

everything taylor put out last year spoke to me in a way that her music hadn’t since 1989 honestly but the reflective(?) nature of this one really hits me every damn time. this one really reminded me that i’ve been lucky enough to have her lyrics as the soundtrack to most highs and lows in my life. (long story short i survived gives me CHILLS)

7. drug - simple creatures

on xmas eve i was alone and one point it just hit me and made me VERY SAD so i spent like probably an hour and a half dancing around my living room with a bottle of pink wine to this song until i felt happy again. simple creatures is SO FUN. also fun fact: i spent like a month when this was released also obsessed with it and then just? forgot about it? guess my subconscious wanted to save more of them and atl for 2020 lol

8. dancer - mali-koa

yeah it took me too long to listen to miss mali i KNOW but now i am JAMMING okay. another good living room dance party song

9. kicking and screaming - all time low

idk man it came up on shuffle the other day and i got hooked on it for awhile. 

10. house of memories - panic! at the disco

i got victorious on my time capsule playlist the other day (which is weird but whatever) and then listened through doab for the first time in a while and forgot how sick this song is. doab is So Good wtfffff

feel like everybody already did this buuuuuuut i’m tagging @haikucal, @mashlums, @calumcest, @ilovegolden, and @aspiringwildfire and anybody else who wants to share :))))

[hauntedziosportrait]

they should be jamblr’s equivalent of the tbh creature. just look at that design. so critterful and creaturely

[shelvesandwhelves]

21 questions tag

rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better

ty for tagging me @24kcalum ♥️

nicknames: no clue how you can shorten maci (other than mace or mack but they’re the same length so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

zodiac sign: cancer

height: 5’8″

hogwarts house: ravenclaw !! 

last thing i googled: woodstock 2019 cause my parents’ friend made a joke about this little girl going to woodstock (she was wearing leather boots and a bandana)

fave musicians: the aces, 5sos, george ezra, dean lewis, lorde, troye sivan, the 1975, aly & aj, lewis capaldi, onerepublic, halsey, niall horan, lany, kacey musgraves (there are more probably that i can’t remember)

song stuck in my head: i want it all by coin

following: 714

followers: nearly at 500 (on this blog at least) which is cool, esp considering that my queue is a mess of various things

do you get asks: hardly any

amount of sleep: recently too much, buuut usually around 6-8

lucky number: kinda not really but 7

what are you wearing: an old camp counselor t-shirt & sleep shorts

dream job: tour photographer! or film editor/director

dream trip: european cities (london, paris, barcelona again, amsterdam, etc)

instruments: violin and piano, even tho it’s been a minute since ive practiced on them (also was planned to learn guitar and drums this summer but who knows)

languages: english, some korean, many years of learning spanish, broken duolingo french

favourite songs: (my favorites playlist is nearly at 800 songs yikes) but atm it’s her - chase atlantic, sorry - mali-koa, don’t go changing - aly & aj, easier - 5sos, stay awake - dean lewis, hollywood - lewis capaldi, invisible - 5sos

random fact: [i’m pretty i’ve done this tag now that i’m at this point lmao (edit: i’ve searched and i’ve done it on my writing blog so there’s a lot of repeat answers)] but im gonna hopefully be helping film a parody of the office for my friend’s film project so that’s exciting

aesthetic: mugs of tea, books, sweaters, doc martens, listening to music in the car late at night, the deep dark blue of a sky or deepest parts of the ocean, the warm smell of something baking, buying journals with no purpose in mind

tagging: since i’ve done this before, i’m too lazy to find people to tag, buuut uh here’s some off the top of my head (ofc if you have done it or don’t want to, ignore & if you want to do it do it, even if you’re not tagged. and pls tag me cause these things are interesting) @ohhmuke @rosesfromcth @rosecolouredash @ezrageorges @napsnnarry @infinitiae

[glyhndzkr]

Hahahaha

Kuberi judul yang satu ini hahaha, bukan karena pedas, tapi ya emang karena pengen kasih hahaha aja buehehehehe.

Masih ada rasa senang, tadi pagi juara 1 5K Moewardi dengan pace 4:33, edan, rekor baru tercepat, kalo kata sistem di strava berdasarkan histori lari selama hampir 4 tahun ini. Walau mungkin hadiahnya skip dulu hahaha. ha ha ha. hiks hiks hiks

Awal tau ada lomba lari ini dari temen, tiba tiba tanya, kamu daftar lari yang moewardi itu po?! sontak kaget, saya menjawab, yang mana?, trus dikirim gambar, tertulis, khusus civitas hospitalia, preklinik ga masuk, ah skip lah. Sudah pasrah. Tapi gregetan, soalnya jaraknya yang tidak jauh, dan pesaingnya yang terbatas tidak untuk umum, ditambah hadiah yang lumayanlah buat beli omelet asam manisnya raos eco 70+ kali.

H-1 lari ada kabar, kuota 80 bagi yang berminat, bisa menghubungi CP, tanya lagi, masih hanya civitas hospitalia, dedek preklinik gabole, kata kating. Yowes coba kontak CP langsung, lha kok slores, ga jawab, hhh. Ah gapapa, gregetan lagi. TAPI tapi tapi tapi, skip, intinya setelah itu, ada jalan dan yes, terdaftar. Senang. Tapi beberapa detik kemudian bingung, kalo ini nanti menang gimana yak?

Ah bodoamat lah, yang penting ikut dulu aja, udah di daftarin pula, itung itung ukur kemampuan hasil lari selama ini, belum pernah ikut lomba lari offline, pernahnya VR aja, yang orang orang pada bisa lari, sambil naik motor, pacenya 1. Walau sedang ada kegiatan di organisasi, di arah tawangmangu, sampe jam 12 malem, masih maulah nyempetin pulang biar besok bisa bangun dan harapannya fresh. Yang kenyataannya, alhamdulillah tetep bangun, tapi idung meler (sampe sekarang).

Oke, skip, langsung sebelum lari. Masih ada rasa khawatir, kalo menang gimana, ya bukan mau merendahkan yang lain, cuma berdasarkan data di instagram curhat pelari dan beberapa kali cek activity group di strava, rekor tercepat 5K selama ini insyaa allah bisalah, bersaing ditambah pesaing yang juga terbatas, plus, khawatir. Start dibuka sama wagub Jateng, dan kita semua lari.

Wah bakno, posisi start di paling depan, cukup berpengaruh ke posisi saat berlari, terutama untuk jarak tempuh lari yang sekiranya tidak terlalu jauh, 5K, 2K, dll. Sumpek bro, kaga bisa nyelip, ditambah jalan yang sempit, di rumah sakit, semoga masih kebal covid, asik, eh aamiin.

Agak lambat larinya, di awal sampe keluar moewardi. Sampe di luar, asem, orang paling depan mayan juga nih kalo mau dikejer. Mau ga mau, ngepush kecepatan agak di atas rata rata, biar kesampean.

Masih awal, stamina rangorang masih sakjose, dikejar kejar, kok ga kekejar wkwkwk. Mulai jalan sebelum pasar Gede, ga kerasa, udah nomer 3, bareng mas. Sebenarnya, dibelakang mas, ada rombongan gitu, pengen barengan sekalian turunin pace istirahat, eh lha kok ada satu mas mas yang tiba tiba duluan, gabisa dibiarin nih ngab, gas lagi, gajadi numpang rombongan.

Sampe bareng mas maunya gitu terus, maunya bareng aja, biar kalo yang aku didiskualifikasi, ya at least masku dapet lah, koas og, civitas. Eh ternyata terdengar hembusan ngosngosan dan perlahan tertinggal, yowes sisan balep aj karena emang mau ngukur batas maksimal.

Kurang satu orang di depan, baju biru, jauhh amat joon ya 100 200 meter lah wkwkwkwk tapi untung tiba tiba masnya melambat dan ga liat belakang. Tanpa berpikir panjang, diam-diam melipir, pas belokan, salip. Alhamdulillah dari situ, nomer satu sampe akhir.

Selama menuju garis finish, entah kenapa nomer dua kok kek ga keliatan, lambatin dikit lah, kebetulan juga nih dada serasa sempit wkwkwkwk dag dug dag dug heart rate kalo remindernya di on in, kayaknya udah di warn terus terusan wkwkwk. Cek pace di jam tangan, wow, Pantes. Dan akhirnya finish. Ambekan sek, diwawancarai, ga tak jawab wkwkwk poko e ambekan sek. Padune pengen meneng jane hehe.

Yes juara! satu lagi. Hadiah I am.. ohiya, kalo juara gimana yak? panik, tapi capek, ditanya, nama siapa pak, sebut nama, mas aja mbak panggilnya, dari ksm? ppds? hmm saya mahasiswa mbak, oh oke mas. lega dikit.

Juara dua, juara tiga, empat, dst udh finish, mas juga. Ngajakin kenalan nyapa sama juara yang lain. Eh! ternyata nasib juara 3 sama kek saya, jalur keluarga civitas, fiuh, tenaaaaaaang ges. Aman nih, ada temen, ngobrol dikit dikit lah, sesama senasib seperjuangan.

Hingga tiba saatnya pembagian hadiah peserta. Seluruh pemenang harap berkumpul di sebelah selatan panggung, ketemu bu Meri. Oke, Selatan panggung, Bu Meri, noted. Sampe lokasi, ngantri dulu nih, beliau emang sibuk kayak e, rangorang pada minta nomer, akhirnya MC nya turun, kukira mau bantu ambil hadiah, eh ternyata mau ngabarin ke pemenang, buat Juara 2 sama 3, karena bukan civitas, ga bisa dapet. Hah? Juara satu aman, tapi karena senasib seperjuangan sama juara 3, panik, agak banyak.

Kamu anaknya pak Agus kan? wets, Pak Agus? perasaan bukan deh, tapi, anaknya? anak.. nya?! dalem hati, jika Pak Agus adalah civitas, sedangkan anaknya ini adalah non, hanya cuma keluarga, berarti?!

Bukan mbak, saya mahasiswa, tapi keluarga saya, kakak saya, koas disini. Oh, kalo gitu, berarti gaboleh mas.

The End, jujurly, aku gapapa, daftar gratis, dapet pengalaman dan mungkin foto hehe. Cuma habis itu, sekarang lebih tepat e, sepertinya lelah sepekan kemarin, baru muncul. Hasil non stop lari 6 hari, 55 km plus acara ormawa, bolak balik motoran ngebut dan acting, cukup menguras tenaga.

Overall, alhamdulillah pertama kali beneran ikut berlari di lomba lari offline, pertama kali juara satu, kedua kali didiskualifikasi. Senang berkenalan dengan lari. Besok istirahat dulu. Lusa gas lagi hahaha

[crustybreadcrumbs]

Idaho Van Trip 2019 Day 9

August 25, 2019

This morning we hit the road into Montana. The drive was beautiful through canyons and forest along the Clark Fork River. A little ways into the drive AJ mentioned one of those little espresso shacks would be nice right now. Well ask and you shall receive because 100 feet up the road was saw Beagles Coffee. We stopped, got coffee and let Wren out. She met her first Beagle, but she wasn’t a fan. I think the beagles howl was a bit scary for her.

We stopped for lunch along the Clark Fork and fished for a little while. Both of us caught small Cutbow trout. It started getting pretty windy and frustrating along the river, so we called it and continued driving.

It was getting time to do laundry again so we stopped at the KOA in Deer Lodge, MT. The KOA owner, Cass, was really welcoming. We got hot showers and clean laundry. There were lots of other dogs staying at the KOA so Wren had a blast running around and making friends.

[tuttifruiti]

ngaji hari ini tetiba kepikiran keadaan gue sekarang yang memegang banyak tanggung jawab.

gue sebagai anak di usia dewasa muda, yang udah bisa bantu ngurus urusan rumah tangga dimana ortu juga semakin menua.

gua sebagai cucu berhubung kakek gue yg skrng tinggal bareng, dimana kakek gue yg kelakuannya makin kek bocah, trus w abis baca ar ruum dan ada ayat penjelasan tentang penciptaan manusia oleh Allah dari lemah-kuat-lemah:""

gue sebagai anak pertama yg punya adik masih anak anak, yg apa apa masih bergantung orang lain.

gue sebagai anak pertama, yg ortu punya bisnis rumahan tanpa tambahan karyawan, membuat gua juga dikit dikit diminta ini itu

gua sebagai mahasiswa profesi kesehatan tingkat akhir yang lagi disuruh beburu lulus tapi kopit

gue sebagai mahasiswa kesehatan yg sering ada di rumah, membuat gue jadi ditanya apapun kalo ada yg sakit, pdhl seringnya gua gugling sendiri.

gue sebagai anak magang, ya sebenernya ngikut magang nie karena biar ada pemasukan buat bayar koas, biar gak nambah beban aje.

gatau tiba tiba nangis pas mikirin ini. gilak, seumur umur ternyata gua punya privilege buat berkembang di luar sana, cari banyak pengalaman, ikut segala macem dari yg berguna sampe engga. trus sekarang byar byur berubah semua. sebetulnya udh berasa dari 2020 pas gue banyak di rumah, lah ternyata berlanjut aja di 2021 dan semakin parah. jujur bersyukur bgt Allah ga menakdirkan gua jadi koor, kalogak gua matik bgt. ini aja engap engapan.

yaaa jadi ada hikmahnya sih kalo orgorg yang susah bekerja sama di kampus atau ga ikut ini itu bukan artinya dia males, bisa aja banyak threat yang gak keliatan. kayak gua ni.

gituuuu pokoknyaaa kalo dipikirin mah seteres gilak untung aje w dah baca buku overthink yg membuat gue lebih bisa mikir "yuk kerjain yang sekarang ada aja"

yaudah mau sambat gitu aja. pengen caper ke org tapi bingung ke siapa.

5/8/2021

[hoenn-hakase]

TPP Bronze: Day 8. The End

Where we last saw Fifer, she had just become Champion for both Kohto and Kanto and had begun to explore the lengths of her domain as she'd hardly knew anything about Kanto. Prof. Koa gave her a Cave Pass that allowed her to go through Cerulean Cave where she found and fought her toughest opponent yet: TPP's own, AJ. Unable to beat him, she returned to Kanto's mainland where she seems to be seeking the greatest treasure of all: Her Purpose.

We start the day bright and early in Vermilion City. Having never been in a port city, but having been in a train station, Fifer sure wanted to check out the docks. What would be found down there? A big fancy boat? A rare pokemon in hiding? A gateway to HELL? Well.... APPARENTLY! D8!

Going down the stairs to where the loading area normally would be, Fifer instead stepped out of the port and into the Glitch Worl!!! Which bizarrely enough, also seems to be the source of the Plague o' Rocks that's been slowly trying to encase Kohto for some time now. A stray NPC tries to ask her if she came from Johto and admires her rare Pokemon he wonders can be found there. Glitch Worl seems to be a pretty enclosed space, having the doors blocked and buildings too fragmented to hold anything. No treasure to be found... So Fifer heads back to the Lost Boy and decides to ask the.... clone? Yes, she didn't notice at first, but there's a girl in blue who turned toward Fifer when she tried to get the girl's attention, and... SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE HER???

The girl suddenly takes her through another doorway, (down the rabbit hole indeed...) where she found herself suddenly TRAPPED in a mess of world fragments and somewhere in the distance, a horn blows, signalling that they're being taken away somewhere. Even as she can feel the "ship" moving, she eventually manages to kick the door open and stepped out to find... she was still in the same place. In front of the fragmented gym of the town she departed from anyway. How strange. Talking to another girl this time, or what she THOUGHT was another girl, turned out to be some copy of her as well and the pair of Fifers decided to shove her back into the pocket dimension to seal her away.

Wriggling out the side door this time, Fifer seemed to be quite put out with this place, and these... "twins" and decided to see if she could just fly back to Cerulean City. Somehow... that worked? She eventually went back to do a bit of a test, and certainly the port still lead into the Glitch Worl. But she could leave it just as easily with Fly. Having learned this, she heads back to the League, presumably to talk with the council about barring off the docks until they figure out how to prevent people from falling into The Void.

After dealing with those bugs, Fifer decides to go beat up some real bugs and does a long grind session in the Viridian Forest where she stumbles across a fisherman who is mad about someone telling him there was a good fishing spot there, but only bugs!

Feeling her training is complete, it's time to rechallenge AJ! And fail. ... Multiple times. So instead it's BACK to training! Off to the League to again get the help and advice of her fellow League members. There's something troubling about all this, I'm sure. AJ is known destroyer. Has he only been going easy on her?

Things only turn weirder (and Glitchier? Come on, Bronze you were holding up so well....;o; ) as she has a total WHITE out

Perhaps the answer isn't just in sheer brute strength, but something... more. Remembering Sabrina's words in how the power of the bond Fifer has with her Pokemon, the love they share, is more powerful than anything, Fifer appears to be working on strengthening her bond with Lucy

Working her way through the LITERAL Maze of Trees, Fifer finds a hidden house that seems to be some kind of Game Corner... Only there's no games inside the building. Instead a shady man tells her CONGRATS on her excellent sleuthing skills in being able to find the Secret Room. His friend then proceeds to give her AS MANY MASTER BALLS AS SHE WANTS 8O 8O 8O The chat proceeds to get so many, the game goes into a sort of "hyper mode" where the music, text, and character movements all suddenly move at an accelerated pace to speed things up XD

Having been deemed a Master of Glitchcraft, Fifer decides to test her strength elsewhere. She eventually heads to the Kanto Power Plant, where she walked through the door into the Old Couple's house in the heart of Deep Cave. Stepping out of the house proved she was, in fact, still in the cave, so it wasn't that they were removed to the Power Plant, but that she figured out how to create a portal of her own. Digging her way out, she returned to the Power Plant entrance just fine. Magic~ 8D <3

Fifer seems very excited to discover such powers and immediately decides she MUST try this elsewhere to give herself confidence in this new ability. She returns to the Glitch Worl and proves she doesn't even need to Fly to leave this weird place, as she can just step back through the doorway she created to enter it. Entering and leaving Vermilion City Gym also appears to form a gateway, giving her a shortcut back to Memoria Town.

A new plan forges as she seems to piece things together, eventually setting up a gateway at the entrance to Dark Tunnel that would lead her directly into Cerulean Cave so she could bypass the guards and go more quickly after AJ. In the end it was a long, and hard fought battle but with a bit of luck and strategizing, we FINALLY CLAIM VICTORY! >O

AJ actually doesn't have much to say (not to US anyway XD) and just as mysteriously as he appeared to Fifer.... he vanished. Leaving one to wonder if he was ever truly there... The credits roll and the Chat cries and Fifer... Well Fifer managed to warp into the game's true finale. A mysterious lookout spot where she could see all of Kohto through a lense and found --?!! waiting for her with a happy Congrats on her completing all there is to do in their tiny home. She also meets with Freako, a strange man who thanks for playing "the game". One of Koa's aides is even there, saying the professor sends his regards. Everyone's so proud of her ;o;

As she talks to all the people, and takes in the sights, her ItemFinder starts going off. A... a treasure? It doesn't appear to be in the building, but stepping outside reveals the "lookout" is in a house by the sea. It... It's Cerulean Cape! I mean, Enders Isle. Fifer continues to look around the clearing it sits in, thoroughly cut off from the rest of civilization. The ItemFinder starts to react to something outside now... she follows... She follows until she finds herself back in the gateway to Cerulean Cave and a soft mist fills the area. The Voices leave, some sending hearts and well wishes as they do so. The game ends.

This was long but still kind of fun. I think if I do this for the next run, I'll start doing it from Day 1 so hopefully I won't be SO far behind as I started this when it was almost over. I know my points of interest are kind of wonky, but I hope I could at least make these info-dumps amusing at least. Thanks! <3

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Okay, well since no one asked about it, here's a few bonus notes and lore ideas to come up while I was going through all this.

The PokeGear was back in full swing this run, and we had several numbers calling us at all hours of the day, but the ones that stood out to me the most were: Youngster Zach, Camper Nate, Lass Dana, and PokeFan Beverly. I suppose given the chat's reactions whenever one of them called had something to do with it. (Dana is Bae though apparently)

I'm not sure if it was a bug or what triggered it, but while we were in Viridian Forest, Mom called after EVERY. SINGLE. TRAINER. to tell us she went and bought something and it's in the PC. Whether she was pushing for PC use or simply seems to be gaining a bit of a shopping addiction due to just how much dough Fifer's been raking in through her battle and treasure hunting skills, it was really funny. I really do wonder if the same phone call just kept getting triggered even though she only meant to call us once, or if there actually was a new item in the PC for every time she called, but we'll never know.

For anyone curious, I believe I saw we had 171 Master Balls over the course of Bronze. According to Kelcyus: "and most Masterball'd mons: Master Alakazam, Master Golbat, Master Graveler, Master Goldeen and Master Tangela which was caught with the original masterball."

Speaking of, Kelcyus made a comic about the incident, but I didn't actually notice it since I was more or less skimming over events in my vid watching so while skimming I didn't see anything out of place with a trainer battle and the continuing on down Route 9 toward the Power Plant though knowing that the area was off limits now explains SO MUCH about the stuff that happened in that area. Like the gateways to different areas because nothing was programmed in place of the Power Plant and Rock Tunnel and so forth. If I calculated correctly, the Edna OH SHIT incident happened back on Day 7. While it's hilarious that after turning into a Magicarp, Edna accuses us of hacking, the truth is, the gate house to the underground between Cerulean City and Vermilion City was meant to block the path to Route 9. Instead it was about two spaces over, creating a one space gap for Fiver to simply walk through and then use Cut on the tree as normal.

While I keep making jokes about the Plague o Rocks that seems to be tormenting Kohto (that one village I never got the name for, Acre Forest, Cerulean Cape, ect all having the large square boulders blocking off places for seemingly no reason) and then finding them EVERYWHERE in the Glitch Worl, and the stray NPC still talking about Johto, (as well as a few others like in Saffon and in the Route 9 forbidden zone) I can't help but wonder if the random rocks are Glitchwork or actually (from a lore prospective) actually from the remnants from Brown when Johto was basically buried due to (I thiiiiink?) an earthquake. Seeing how Kohto and Kanto are directly connected, and both areas have these rocks to some extent, and Johto was basically destroyed, I wonder how far flung the effects of that disaster struck. o.O;

And that's all I can think of at the moment. ^ w ^