#knees tucked underneath myself so much and so often that i permanently warped the chair
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been desperately craving to go back to my bookworm days and, this time, delve into the world of monster romance novels
#i havent been super super bookworm mode since i was in elementary school#i would spend hours in my favorite green armchair in my room#knees tucked underneath myself so much and so often that i permanently warped the chair#don’t get me wrong - i read fanfic almost all the time#ive been reading a prologue fic of a tiktok series im really invested in#and its so well written and pulls such deep emotion out of me that it makes me miss my reading days#tbf tho that could’ve been autism bc I distinctly remember starting a book and finishing it within a day#books were my escape. i had no friends. i wasnt allowed to have friends (more or less)#i couldnt go to anyones house. i had to stay home and do my homework and watch my brothers from a very cery young age#so what else could i do but read my books? read my brothers’ books? steal my mom’s books?#i ended up reading everything in the house#i got so bored and understimulated that i started reading all the mail on the counter#my mom had to start hiding it bc i was so nosy#where the mint grows#i just miss those afternoons spent reading where i feel So Many Emotions inside and time feels like jelly#update I understand why this fic hurts so good - its bc its hitting me right in the mommy issues#thanks! i hate it.
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