#kiwifae writes

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i just reread my merlin fic looking through my docs and it still rocks, y'all should read it too 💕

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okay. i caved

(individual versions under the cut!)

i had SO much fun rendering their skin tbh

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pov you’re a corpse @ the tokyo branch morgue

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it's kinda funny the disconnect i get from my art, like today my art teacher called me over and had a picture of a project that i'd done and lowkey hated cuz i thought it was ugly lookin and she asked me if i wanted to join ap art lmaoooo like sure? but that's what made you ask?

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i actually kind of get the not having enough time in the day to do all the things i want to thing now... having a life is lowk crazy

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they invented a new torture method and it's called writing a chapter straight through

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📂📂📂write as many as you want lol

bellroc has gorgeousssss handwriting, imagine the prettiest cursive ever. they've got their feather pen (one of The Black Feathers, with a nib they crafted themself ofc) and they use all these pretty dark red and dark blue and shimmery black inks.

they're literate, of course. but they're medieval literate, which means spelling is a uh. personal and adventurous affair.

they'll have these beautiful lines of script in their notebooks and if you look closer it just says:

'I haff began adding two mor stele peeces to the alloy and it has mayd it far mor duruble to wethering'

(plaintext cuz that's really hard to read 😭: 'I haff began adding two mor stele peeces to the alloy and it has mayd it far mor duruble to wethering')

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doodle page feat Actually Bald skrael (and badly edited gollum game skrael), young merlin, and a peek at modern au (carseat conversations) bellroc 👀

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wrote 1k in a single sitting i'm an actual god

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the duality between what douxie thinks bellroc is thinking and what they’re actually thinking in swticharoo is kind of hilarious he Does Not know how to read them so it’s literally like

douxie: i think i’ve got them mostly fooled, they think i’m really skrael. i have to be really careful to not say anything un-skrael-like or i might tip them off!!

bellroc: oh god oh fuck skrael has brain damage doesn’t he, why is he acting like that what the fuck am i gonna do

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first time i've been able to work on switcharoo in like a month 🫡 thank god for gayass fight scenes

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can y'all pls wish me luck for my math final tomorrow i really want to do well 😭

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i know this has been said but oh my god bellroc and jim post canon friendship is so good

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why didn't we get canon banter between them

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writing this fight chapter is killing me irl. the worst part of having multiple characters' main weapons being staffs is that everything sounds like an innuendo

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i've got almost 7.5k of switcharoo written 😳