#kiryu (especially at that point) is just a big child at heart in his own way- probably more than daigo was ever really allowed to be-
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it really means the world to me that little 12 year old daigo mentions that kiryu used to hang out with him a lot, meaning a teenage kiryu (and likely a teenage nishiki as well) basically babysat an even younger daigo on the reg for some amount of time. i wonder what shenanigans they got up to
#if im remembering correctly i think they said something about going to the arcade but yeah other than that#theyâre so⊠different. I feel like kiryu would try to teach him a sport and daigo would fucking hate it#unless he could manage to change the rules around so that he can hit nishiki with the ball a bunch of times#and I mean itâs not like kiryu would be helping him with schoolwork#like letâs be real here#all jokes aside I imagine it really meant a lot to daigo to have someone treat him like a normal kid and encourage doing#stupid normal kid things instead of whatever his other caretakers had him doing#kiryu (especially at that point) is just a big child at heart in his own way- probably more than daigo was ever really allowed to be-#so itâd be a nice oasis from the cold strict monotony of daigoâs typical life.#that and kiryu (and probably even more so nishiki) is actually somewhat physically affectionate unlike probably anyone else in daigoâs life#and isnât afraid to like. ruffle his hair or pat him a little too hard on the back or what have you#man those two have known each other basically their entire lives huh???#like damn itâs just now really hitting me that theyâve known each other like. at least 35-40 years?#could be longer depending on if kazama introduced them prior to kiryu becoming a yakuza and all that#kiryuâs just sort of been. always there in daigoâs life. thatâs sorta wild#anyway time for me to stop talking#rambling#daigo#kiryu
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Oh gosh i literally LOVE your analysis thank you. And what about Majima??
Awww, thank you very much ^^; Iâve been having a good time writing these, Iâm glad people are enjoying them. And everybodyâs free to ask for seconds too, if interested. *breathes deep* Hoo boy, you pulling out the big guns there. Okay lads, settle down, itâll be awhile.Â
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I would give my life for Majima Goro. But I wonât because that would trigger him to fuck and back. Best boy, golden son, I am mad fucked up about him. I donât even have time to explain all my feelings about Majima fucking Goro. You can tell because I canât go a single fucking post without mentioning him. *whispers* I love him.Â
ship with: Yâknow how sometimes things are popular and you donât get why? This is not one of those times. Itâs cliche, but Kiryu Kazuma is the popular option here For A Reason. Like, I started Zero not knowing a fucking thing about Yakuza, as I think many do. And I wasnât at all sure how Majima and Kiryu were going to be with each other, I had heard that they were the going ship and that seemed legit enough. Kiryuâs a nice boy, Majimaâs a nice boy, theyâd probably get on. But you make it through Zero and they donât meet, not even once. They vaguely hear about each other and if they thought enough about it, theyâd probably figure out that each other was holding the other half of their story, but thereâs only that 5 second meeting in the epilogue, after the entire game is already fucking over and... Oh Shit.Â
That, my many gendered gentry, was an imprinting in live time.Â
But first, letâs back up a second, because I bet youâre all wondering about the Other important love in Majimaâs life. So Makoto, Makoto... As I discussed in my Saejima post, after Anagura, Majima is living to die. Thatâs it, thatâs his only goal in life, to get back into Tojo and wait there so his brother knows where to find him when he comes to kill him. Heâs not looking for any other attachments in life. Because thatâs the way Majima loves, body and soul, his whole existence dedicated around one thing. And heâs already signed himself up for sacrificing himself as repayment for Saejimaâs sins and wasted years in prison. But then this... tragedy happens. This hit that isnât a hit, this villain thatâs really a victim. Everything goes wrong and Majima is left with do I commit the unthinkable to shorten my wait for my brother or do I forgo my brotherâs rightful revenge to save this innocent? And Majima canât. He canât.Â
He could never kill and he canât turn his back on someone who needs help. And she does need him, specifically, thereâs no one else. Anyone else couldnât be trusted, or if they can be trusted, theyâre dead. Majima is the only person he and Makoto can trust so heâs just here, doing his best, trying to keep her alive in the face of everything he wants and all the power and hate the underworld of Japan can offer. He would sacrifice his one goal of staying alive for his brother if it means keeping Makoto safe. Is that love? Oh yes, but not the livable kind. You donât come back from that kind of dedication. Majima loves Makoto as gods love: completely. It is without judgment and without reason. Thatâs not the love of one finite person to another finite person, admitting, exploring, and cherishing all the flaws and limits therein, itâs not even the love of a parent to a child or vice versa. It is infinite love, all-consuming and all-destroying. It is not cognizant of personality, worthiness, or risk. It just is. In many ways, Majima does not know Makoto, he doesnât see her, neither, ironically, does she see him. These are not two equals of mutual interest enjoying who each other is. This is a far less personal and far more profound experience. Itâs like a calling, a quest. And itâs not something a stable relationship can be built on because it doesnât actually have anything to do with who Makoto is in her day-to-day life or who Majima is in his embodied, finite experience. This is love as a philosophical point, as a moral decision.Â
It is the greatest thing Iâve seen in my life that he lets her go. That sort of love will destroy you if you let it, it crushes your existence, your personality and sense of self, entirely into that of another. And you canât live as a part of someone else, you cannot actually live for someone else, not sustainably, no matter how badly you want to. Itâs the strongest thing Iâve ever seen done that Majima has the power to walk away from her and walk away from that sweet, blinding death. To choose a finite, flawed, embodied, but his own individual existence rather than let himself be consumed in an idea. And that they walk away from each other where they can both survive it. Where the idea of what was and what might have been doesnât drive them into despair of all earthly, finite joys. Because who would choose to have a normal, dirty, working life where you are required each day to be an individual with your own wants and desires that are spurned and rewarded by turns of luck rather than the pure, golden existence of perfect moral agape? And Iâm so glad that they walked away before they could be blinded by it, again, ironically enough.Â
But the fact that Majima is capable of that level of love is truly terrifying. And then how fascinating that he walks away from it. That he chooses a harder, darker life that will have the normal range of joys and disappointments. The restraint it takes. The incredible, unbending sense of self and to decide that there are selfish, individual things worth caring about, even if you had the chance to become selfless for the rest of your life. I donât think we talk about or think about that Majima walking away there was a moral choice. He wasnât walking away from happiness, he was walking towards a different happiness. And, most importantly of all, even though he is still waiting to be killed by his brother, the fact that he walked away means that Majima is much healthier and much less self-destructive than he was at the beginning of Zero. He could have escaped it all if he went with her. But he doesnât. And that fucking blows my mind.
I love that Majima grows after Zero. That his absolute nihilism changes as he allows himself to care about people again, maybe even care about himself again. Especially after Shimanoâs death, he starts to develop relationships and things that he cares about as soon as it is safe to do so. He decides that he isnât going to waste away waiting for his brother, he will live in this time, even if it has an expiration date. He will build something he cares about. And I think, in no small part, knowing Kiryu gives him the courage and the will to do so.
Because Kiryu is this shooting star in the dark night of Majimaâs world. He is this mighty pillar standing amidst slag and waste. Kiryu does things that are right because they are right, with no thought to his own gain or risk. Kiryu does things that are right at tremendous personal risk and will fight through people trying to stop him. And Kiryu will win. Not only does Kiryu agree with the way Majima thinks and feels but, mother of god, eh actually has the power and strength to survive.Â
Think about that. Youâre Majima Goro and every day since you became yakuza, you have been kicked down, tortured, and abused just because you wanted to do the right thing. You have watched countless friends, allies, and enemies be shot and killed in front of you because they were trying to do the right thing. You have no choice but to do right in the secret places of your heart, to do good only in ways that can never be traced back to you, in ways no one would confuse for being good, kind things. Because it will get you killed, or worse, it will get the people around you killed. Itâs not paranoia, youâve seen it happen, your nightmares are filled to the brim with the blood and horror or good people dying just because they were good and itâs your fault, itâs all your fault because you didnât warn them, you let them get close, you let them see you were a good person and you can NEVER. EVER. let that happen to anyone again.Â
And then thereâs Kiryu. Stupid, mutton-headed freak with the arms of a lumberjack and a heart as white as lilies. Heâll be dead tomorrow, you know it. Heâs too good, heâs too kind, and heâs not afraid. Heâs not damn near afraid enough. He has no idea whatâs waiting out there to snap him to pieces. But heâs there tomorrow. Not even a scratch on him, still standing, still strong. You try to warn him, you try to beat him in a way he can survive so that he learns to never try to be good again. But he beats you. He actually fucking beats you and what the fuck are you supposed to do with that? Heâll still die anyway, thereâs no way heâll live where so many have been slaughtered. And heâs still there tomorrow. You pester him, you follow him, you watch him closely, to see what he does, who he is, how is it heâs still alive? It must be some trick, heâs either not as good as you think he is or not as strong or, or... something! Because itâs impossible, itâs impossible that anyone could, that anyone could...Â
And he smiles. He smiles at you, like he can see right down to that tiny, beating, pure heart youâre trying every second to wrap in barbed wire. And youâre done. Youâre fucking done for. He smiles and... itâs all fucking over. Whatever happens now, whether he dies or lives, itâs too late. Heâs everything you ever wanted and it breaks you that he, somehow, wants you too. Because who would smile at you if they didnât know you? Oh, heâs dumb as rocks still, but... the way he looks at you, in those moments when you fuck up, in those moments that if someone was watching, they would see you. And he sees you. And worse, he thinks he likes it. And... oh god. You love him. This will all end in tears.Â
But it doesnât. Kiryuâs alive and the same and thatâs... thatâs wonderful. And thatâs the love of two people, two people who see each other and know each other and, god help them, like each other. Despite it all, the risk and worry and the problems, they just... get along. Thatâs why I ship it.Â
(I also ship Kiryu/Majima/Tachibana sometimes and weâll save my essay on that for an entirely different post.)
brotp: Saejima Taiga, obvs. I will not repeat my sentiments on why thatâs the brotp here, thereâs the Saejima post for that. But I also put Nishida and Kage right up there as Majimaâs best bros. You got Nishida out here doing his best to keep his boss from dying and facilitating Majimaâs ridiculous courtship ploys and trying to articulate Majimaâs feelings for him when Majima Wonât because Nishida cares So Fucking Much about Majima. And he knows that Mjima hates it when people care about him, he knows Majima actively does tno want you to like him but... Nishidaâ worked with him for too long not to know what a good, kind person Majima really sis, even if heâs trying his best not to show it. And god damn it, but Nishidaâs not going to let him live in misery when heâs got a heart of gold like that.Â
And Kage too, he and Majima look out for each other. They enjoy the odd cage match and a morose drink of fine liquor. Theyâve both seen tragedy in their lives and Kage tries his best to convince Majima not to give up all hope. That Kiryu boy, he really likes him. Even Kage can see it. Heâd be happy to... no, no, alright. Just thought heâd say.Â
Because Majima has that effect on people. He makes friends wherever he goes because heâs a good time, heâs generous and kind and has a knack for picking up people who are down. And heâd do anything for you if you didnât have a friend in the world. He has so much love to gives and slowly, slowly, with time and healing, with the death of Shimano and the return of his brother, slowly Majima is allowed to feel safe in loving people once more. And it warms everyoneâs heart to see him happy and whole with a family and friends. Everyone heâs touched just wants him to be okay, after all heâs done for the world, please, just give him this little bit. Itâs all he ever wanted.
general opinions: I Am Love. I LOvE HiM. I lOVe. I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE. I Love HIm. *sobs*
#Majima Goro#There's more to say. There always is. But I'll cut it there for today#Yakuza#ask Lemon#blurred-voices
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A Chance for Normalcy
Commission for my lovely friend monotcchi on twitter! Please check out their stuff, theyâre a wonderfully talented artist and deserves so much love!Â
Big shoutout as always to my friends who proof read the story. This one was a lot messier to fix up lol
Word: 2k+ Fandom: Yakuza Pairing: Kiryu x OCÂ
Congrats, Tsubomi-Chan. Youâve proven yourself to be a trusted member of this family.
Those words of pride and commendation were all Tsubomi wanted to hear since she was a little girl. All she wanted to do was make her family proud. However, that came at a cost. She did not realize what she had gotten herself into until it was too late. Being accepted by her family and seen as worthy of being part of the Yakuza patriarch⊠it all left a bad taste in her mouth.
Ever since the incident, she hadnât been able to think straight. Her mind wandered; she wouldnât pay attention in class. It had gotten to the point that her grades were suffering because of it. Her teachers began to confront her. âAsagiri-san! Youâre usually such a good student, whatâs happening to you?â They would tell her, following up with advice on how to study better.Â
However, their words fell on deaf ears. Her grades werenât the top priority, for once. Instead, it was her self-worth.
What was her role in the world? Was it truly to just be a weapon? A thing? Did her parents even care about her anymore? Did they ever care to begin with? These questions kept clouding her mind.Â
As she walked out of school, she couldnât help but stare at all her classmates. Watching the different friend groups as they socialized with bright, happy faces, chatting about all the different plans they had today. Her bitter expression was making her stick out like a sore thumb.Â
The way home was even worse. The bright lights felt more like the glaring sun, and the sounds of the busy streets were ringing in her ears, giving her a pounding headache. As she looked around, watching and observing the people around her, something caught her eye.
It was an older couple with their child, a little girl. They were holding her hands, bouncing her up and down as she giggled. It was a heartwarming scene that you would see in a typical family photo, and it broke Tsubomiâs heart. Seeing that simple image made her feel something, an emotion she had never felt beforeâ envy.
While some people had happy, fond memories about their childhood, Tsubomi did not. She was constantly reminded about the duties and responsibilities she had to uphold for the family name. Meanwhile, she would watch as other children her age would play and spend time with their loved ones. Whether it was a small date or an extended vacation, they were making wonderful memories. She craved a life like that, where she could be happy and not have to endure the pressure of her familyâs expectations. She clutched her bag tightly. Her body quickly overtook her mind as she rushed off, her heart pounding in her ears.
The walk to the pier went by in a blur. Her mind had completely zoned out. As she walked across the wooden planks, her eyes wandered around. There wasnât a soul in sight. She slid her shoes off, keeping them beside her as she stood on the edge. She opened her fist, letting the bag slip out of her hand. This is what needed to happen. If her parents, her family, the people she trustedâ simply wanted to use her as collateral damage, then they had no right even to have a daughter. This was her only chance to free herself.
Her body froze. She couldnât move a muscle. Was it fear? Maybe a little. However, she couldnât live like this anymore; she didnât want to live like this. She closed her eyes and relaxed her body. Her mind began to take over as she slowly lifted her foot off the edge.
Jump, jump, jump, jump, jump, JUMPâ!
âHey!â
A loud voice snapped her out of the trance. She thought she was alone! Well, she had hoped she was. Her gaze went right, towards the sound. There he stood, a young teenage boy, looked to be about the same age as her. He didnât give off the threatening aura as his voice did; if anything, he seemed concerned.
Tsubomi simply stared at him. She couldnât help but be annoyed. The last thing she needed was a witness. She huffed, slipping her shoes back on. Another day, perhapsâŠ?
The boy kept watching her like a hawk, his eyes scanning her for any sudden movements. It only made her more uncomfortable. She didnât want to say anything, but at this point, she felt compelled to. âWhat?â
She watched him tense up a little. âSorry⊠it looked like you were about to do something foolish.â He said. Was it foolish? Perhaps. Why wouldnât you want to live the rest of your life being used as a fucking attack dog? Then again, he didnât know that. How would he? She wasnât planning to let him find out either. âI guess.â She replied with a bitter tone. Her hand trembled as she picked up her bag. The sudden wave of emotion snuck up on her as she felt a soft pain in her chest. She took a deep breath. She didnât want to start crying, and in front of a stranger no less. She was too wrapped up in collecting herself. She didnât pay any mind as the boy walked up to her, closing the gap between them.Â
âDo you need help?â
âHuh?â For a moment, she didnât even register the question. This was the first time someone offered to help her. Usually, it was the other way around. âN⊠no! Itâs nothing. Just⊠home stuff.â She replied, forcing the words out of her throat as she shook her head. âHmm⊠I understand.â
She watched as the boy sat down on the wooden pier. He looked up at her, his hand patting the spot next to him. She pondered for a moment, should she sit with him? For all she knew, he could just be using her to kill time, not caring about what she may be going through. Then again, she didnât want to go home. She didnât want to face her family, especially not in this mental state.Â
She took the seat next to him, sliding her shoes off and placing them next to her. She gripped the wood below her, staring out across the water. The sun was just setting. Its glow looked gorgeous as it reflected against the clear ocean. However, it wasnât enough to distract Tsubomi from the racing thoughts clouding her mind. She glanced over to the boy beside her, unsure if she should speak or just remain silent. âHey, Uhââ
âYou donât have to say anything if you donât want to.â He said, cutting her off. âI figured it wouldnât be right, leaving you alone like this.â
She couldnât help but smile. She was pleasantly surprised by the kind words. âThanksâŠâ
The silence came as quickly as it left. Tsubomi glanced over, studying the boyâs face. She could have sworn she had seen him before, most likely at school. She was blanking on a potential name. As far as she could remember, she didnât share any classes with him. âUmmâŠâ
It was hard to speak all of a sudden, especially once their eyes met. She was usually decent at talking to people, but now, she felt anxious. âIâm sorry⊠whatâs your name? I feel like Iâve seen you before.â
âKiryu Kazuma.â He answered. âWe go to the same school together.â
Good to know I havenât gone completely nuts, she thought. âAsagiri Tsubomi.â She introduced herself, almost mumbling it. She felt it was only polite to give her name as well. Kiryu smiled, easing away her tension. âNice to meet you.â He said. âYou too.â
It became quiet yet again. It was almost comedic. Tsubomi wasnât too sure what to do. She was curious about the boy who, unknowingly, saved her from her own destruction. It seemed unwise, but she wanted to know more about him. âDo you⊠come to the pier often?â She asked, leaving a small pause in the middle of her sentence. She was surprised she managed to form one at all, considering her mind was giving her a million suggestions at a time.
âKind of.â He started, his voice held a sense of awkwardness. âMy friend Nishiki and I used to come here during junior high. Itâs been a while.â He added. She simply nodded, her eyes drifting towards the water to see a few fish, just below the surface. Kiryu opened up his bag and pulled out a small loaf of bread, wrapped in plastic. He pulled off the wrapping and ripped up the dough, throwing it in the ocean. They both watched as the fish ate each piece, bobbing up to the surface, fighting over the food. âWhat about you?â He asked. Tsubomi shook her head, staring at the fish, watching as they swam away. âI didnât know this place existed.â She replied. She never took scenic routes on her way home. She wished she did, though. The ocean breeze, watching the waves roll by. It was relaxing. She suddenly felt something drop on her lap. She looked down, seeing a small bag of bread. âYou look hungry.â
As if to confirm it, Tsubomiâs stomach let out a loud growl, causing the two of them to snicker. Biting into the bread, she let out a hushed, pleased hum. It was good! She felt kind of guilty, eating in front of him. She tugged off a significant portion, holding it in front of him. He raised an eyebrow, looking over, clearly confused. âYou look hungry too.â
âHeh⊠thanks.â He smiled, taking the bread and popping it into his mouth. The two ate together in silence, which she honestly didnât mind anymore. She hadnât felt this content in a long time.Â
She suddenly had a sick feeling in her gut as she swallowed. The slowly setting sun had finally hit her. She didnât want to check her watch; she knew it was getting late. She didnât want to leave, but it was naive to believe she could just sit here forever. As soon as she finished eating, she stuffed the wrapping in her bag and stood up. âI should get going.â She said, grabbing her stuff as she made her way off the pier. âWait!â
She paused, looking back at Kiryu. âCome back tomorrow. We can hang out again. I⊠if you want.â His voice quivered when he uttered the last part. She blinked. To be honest, she wasnât expecting that. No one has ever asked her out like this before. Then again, sheâs never really bonded with anyone either, not until today. She nodded.
âSee you tomorrow.â She waved. As she walked off, she could hear his soft voice. âSee yaâŠâ
On her way home, her mind raced, still processing what had happened. She was a bit disappointed in herself, not being able to go through with her original plan. Then again, she could always do it tomorrowâ
NoâŠ! No, she couldnât! Kiryu wanted to hang out again tomorrow, and she couldn't let him down. That thought alone made her stop dead in her tracks. She barely knew him⊠why the hell would she care about disappointing him or not? She knew the reason; she just didnât want to admit it.
She may have found a friend. That boy, someone she barely knew, came to her aid. He didnât go out of his way to try and fix all her problems or get inside her head. He simply offered her companyâ which is more than anything anyone elseâ including her parents, had done. From that conversation alone, she could see how kind and caring he truly was. Sitting on that pier, chatting with Kiryu, the plans to do it all over again. She wanted that every day.Â
She wanted to live a life outside of the Yakuza, outside of her familyâs legacy. She wanted to be normal. Honestly, it sounded like an impossible dream, something she could probably never achieve. However, Kiryu showed her that there is a life of normalcy. It was just out of her reach, and she could grab it if she tried. And thatâs precisely what she was going to do.
#I know very little about Yakuza apart from the few bits i've seen from what my friends played#so sorry if this is an annoying read LOL#Yakuza#Kiryu Kazuma#Kazuma Kiryu#OC#original character#Yakuza OC#Kiryu x oc#Kiryu Kazuma x oc#Commission#My Writing#Writing Commission
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