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gaslight gatekeep girlboss (250 words, rated E) - Ziyal/Kira/Winn. At last, the ship that everyone’s been clamoring for! 😂 Anyways, please enjoy this unhinged fic about microaggressions and retaliation. Kira’s just caught in the middle of Ziyal and Winn’s mutual hatred. <3

Written for the Sapphic Summer ‘24 prompt “taste me when she’s kissing you” and for @startrekfemslashweek Day 7 (free space).

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🙏

conduit

[Kira/Winn, ~300 words, rated M]

“I’m holding you responsible for this,” Kai Winn huffed haughtily.

Kira restrained herself from rolling her eyes, barely. The Kai had made her own choice to stay on the station after the rest of her Vedek entourage headed back to Bajor by passenger shuttle, to continue chewing Sisko out. It was hardly Kira’s fault that the next shuttle to Bajor had been temporarily grounded for major repairs, nor that all the station runabouts were unavailable too. 

“You’ll be on your way soon,” she said with all the patience in the world.

“That’s not good enough, my child,” Winn condescended. “You know perfectly well that it’s time for someone to tend to me. As the Kai, I must remain an open conduit to the Prophets. Find me a suitable vessel, and all will be well.”

Kira sighed. If Winn didn’t even consider any of the station Ranjens or Prylars suitable, which clearly she did not, then surely she wouldn’t stoop to paying a Dabo girl to fuck her into the rapturous ecstasy that was her duty as Kai to experience regularly. Well, fine. Kira didn’t want to subject anyone else to dealing with Winn’s unpleasantness anyway.

But she did want her Kai to stay open to the Prophets. She’d felt that kind of clarity herself in the throes of her own pleasure, and she knew it was holy…

She stepped forward.

“Am I… suitable?” she asked through gritted teeth. (She found herself half hoping for a no, even though that would entail more work for her.)

Kai Winn glanced her up and down. “You’ll do,” she said, still frowning. She sat down in the nearest chair, then gathered the front hem of her robes and spread her legs apart. 

Kira knelt down, and let the Prophets guide her.

(ao3 link)

(link to my version of the ds9 rarepair ficlet game) (round 2 requests now closed)

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This would have fucked Bareil up so bad lol

KiraWinn Fascination AU

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not unfaithful, but i’ll stray

[Kira/Winn, triple drabble (300 words), rated T, set during the episode “Strange Bedfellows,” written for @hellostuffedtiger during the Star Trek Femslash Drabbles Exchange 2024]

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When the Prophets spoke to Winn plainly for the first time in her life, she’d felt transcendent. The illusion had crumbled quickly, though, and she’d crumbled with it. Pah-Wraiths. Not Prophets.

Broken, lost, she could only think to summon Kira.

Kira: touched by the Prophets, chosen as their vessel in the reckoning that Winn had cut short. If she’d let the battle play out, would Kira have prevailed? Would that have saved her from being tricked by the Pah-Wraiths? (On the other hand, wouldn’t a lesser Kai than her have been deceived sooner?)

Or had she been doomed to stray ever since the Prophet wearing Kira’s body had coldly ignored her?

Kira arrived, interrupting her spiraling thoughts.

In lieu of a greeting, Winn sank to the floor before her, knees cushioned by the layers of her robes. Tear-streaked, she looked up at Kira and clung to her heavily, trying to drag her down. She wanted comfort or, failing that, she wanted to find whatever it was that the Prophets loved about Kira and rip it from her. She was the Kai! She needed it more.

Kira braced herself, keeping her balance. She gazed down at Winn with no malice, only concern. In fact, she used all of her strength to help her back up to her feet, as though she had merely fallen accidentally.

This was too much to bear. How could Kira always be so trusting? It was insulting how effortless she made it seem.

Unsteady but supported, Winn leaned further into her embrace. She kissed her deeply, hoping to drink in some of her holiness and regain the Prophets’ favor.

(Or else to poison the Prophets against Kira by association. Then at least she wouldn’t be forsaken on her own.)

Kira froze… then kissed her like she was worth saving.

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Tomorrow, Winn would storm into Sisko’s office and demand this blasphemous mission be canceled. (Tomorrow, Kira would let her into Ops, avoiding eye contact with everyone.) But for now, Winn just caressed Kira’s delicate ear.

Hey everybody, who wants to read a smutty lil ficlet about Kai Winn and Kira? ^_^

Written for @cardassiangoodreads' prompt for Sapphic Summer '23 and Star Trek Femslash Week 2023 Day 7 (free space)!

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Gonna self-rec bc you encouraged it in the tags haha, but there are many many incredible fics in the fandom that you should check out too! I’m just being lazy rn. (In general I post/reblog my fic recs under the tag “fic rec” and I have like probably an overwhelming number of fics bookmarked on ao3 haha. But you can look there until I stop being lazy.)

Garashir:

and if you don’t love me now, you will never love me again - Broken Link getting together scenario <3

save me from the dark - The Wire AU where Julian has to do some mad science to save garak. Re-Animator aesthetic.

home is wherever I’m with you - Garak exile angst plus Julian fucking him so good that it makes him doubt his loyalty to Cardassia.

nothing to hide - I write a lot of Our Man Bashir AUs but this one is my favorite (Garak got incorporated into the program as a hologram too, and Julian is telling Garak later about the embarrassing way that that went)

Siskarak:

you’re a criminal as long as you’re mine - it’s a long way back to the station from Cardassia after the events of Second Skin and Garak and Sisko make good use of the time ;) my most lighthearted yet not insubstantial siskarak fic

so I lied, I cheated - In the Pale Moonlight AU where I make everything worse. siskarak longfic with a side of insane garashir. truly Heathers but with middle-aged men.

redacted - not really siskarak but rather Sisko&Garak. I wanted to explore some headcanons about their potential dynamic during their time on Starbase 375 in the beginning of s6

a sampling of even more cursed rarepairs, mwahahaha:

a contract is a contract is a contract - Quark/Brunt fic set during Body Parts. dubcon

a drop of honey - sloanshir and garashir. Julian attempts to honeypot Sloan during IAESL, Garak comforts him before and after

the pros and cons of being possessed - messy but sweet Kira/Keiko ficlet. dialogue-heavy. I have ThoughtsTM about The Reckoning and The Assignment

these sordid kinds of things - Kira/Winn ficlet about political power struggles and reluctant alliances and fingerbanging

gaslight gatekeep girlboss - Winn and Ziyal ficlet. women being horrible to each other <3

speech is silver, silence is golden - bahaha i just remembered this one. pre-canon Garak/Morn crackfic (Garak gags Morn during sex lmao) with a heavy dose of Garak angst (and pre-Garashir implications)

Hey who's got the DS9 fic recs?

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fucked up ship bingo, properly this time

Siskarak

Bonus addition: Kirawinn

Thank you!! <3

Siskarak:

Kirawinn:

They need 2 get weirder with it is like a free space to me, because I always believe this about basically any ship

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hopefully this works my wifi is spotty right now

pick whichever ones you like for fucked up ship bingo:

terrible for each other (affectionate) - Siskarak

terrible for each other (derogatory) - kirawinn

they NEED 2 get weirder with it - O’Brien and Sloan (if you’re feeling inspired)

Haha omg I was going to just fill out the chart with my opinions on a ship but I like whatever this is better! I'll just give you some concepts that fit the ships+vibes you've listed, since I think that's what you're getting at <3

terrible for each other (affectionate) - Siskarak

Sisko commanded the computer to delete the personal log. It had been a little bit cathartic confessing to the computer, and he'd certainly had made up his mind about some difficult truths during the course of his ramblings, but he knew that this file couldn't be allowed to persist. It all had to stay between him and Garak. After a few minutes of contemplative silence, he realized that he wasn't quite done talking about it yet though, so he headed for Garak's quarters, hoping it would turn out last contentious than the last time they'd talked.

terrible for each other (derogatory) - kirawinn

Winn seducing Kira to get more insight into the times that the Prophets have spoken to her (not to mention that one time they picked Kira to host one of them in that anime battle against the Pah Wraiths!). Winn jealously craves to hear their voices herself and be their favorite, and instead of learning anything new from hearing about it from Kira she just gets more and more bitter and resentful about not being chosen herself. Maybe she also spitefully tries to convince Kira that all her experiences with the Prophets mean she should have a more spiritual career (we KNOW Kira is a little bit susceptible to this kind of thing from Accession), because she wants her as a Vedek under her thumb and she wants to be able to take credit for any communication Kira has with the Prophets. And maybe it almost works.

they NEED 2 get weirder with it - O’Brien and Sloan (if you’re feeling inspired)

Extreme Measures AU where Sloan can only remember the formula for the changeling disease cure while he's orgasming, but he doesn't manage to say all the instructions for it when he comes at Julian's hands (or whatever he uses...), so it's O'Brien's turn during round 2.

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for fanfic end of the year asks:

1, 4, 14

Hiii, thanks so much for the ask! <3

1. favorite fic you wrote this year

This is a tough choice but I think my fave from this year is nothing to hide! It's an OMB AU where Garak got downloaded into the program as a holo character too... as a femme fatale character who is Sisko's character's love interest, hehehe. >:3 I also really feel like I outdid myself with the STRUCTURE of the fic - it cuts back and forth between the new version of OMB events and Julian's conversation with Garak later about those events in a really snappy way I think.

4. total number of words you wrote this year

19,236 words posted to ao3 this year! That's about 20-30k less than last year (not as easy to pull the number from my ao3 stats page bc I had two long multichapters that I started before 2022 but finished in 2022 and the words for the whole fic all get counted toward whenever the fic was most recently updated), but I'm trying my damnedest to not let that notable decrease get me too down hahaha. Like, I keep reminding myself that I've def written some absolute bangers this year, so who cares if they were all short?

14. a fic you didn’t expect to write

Easily, these sordid kinds of things. Genuinely did not expect to ever write Kira/Winn smut lmaoooo. Really glad I did though! I had so much fun exploring the age-old question of "what if we used each other as weapons in a power struggle... and we were both girls? 😳"

(fanfic end of the year asks)

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Fic where after Winn goes crawling to Kira for guidance in late S7, she takes her advice and resigns as Kai and tries to find a new way forward for herself

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whump fic where Kai Winn is displeased with/feels disrespected by Kira, and so has her punished...

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fanfic end of year asks!

a fic you didn’t expect to write

something you learned this year

fic(s) you completed this year

fics you’ll continue next year

Thanks for the ask! ^_^ (For this ask game.)

14. a fic you didn’t expect to write

speech is silver, silence is golden, lmao. I really truly did not expect to write Garak/Morn smut. But when my friend requested it, I knew exactly how to write it lol. <3

15. something you learned this year

I may have already learned this, but exchanges with delayed fic reveals and then author reveals a week or so after that are BRUTAL on me, and I may (or may not) just avoid them from now on hahaha. The usual fic-posting waiting-for-comments anxiety but drawn out over a muuuuuch longer time period (finish the fic before the deadline to submit, wait a million years for it to even get revealed anonymously, then wait another whole week before I can even link to it on my blog...).

16. fic(s) you completed this year

27 fics finished this year!! Wooooo! (...And I may update this post later if I post any more hehe.)

completed fics posted:

the looking-glass war (Past Prologue Sisko POV, background Garashir)

and if you don't love me now, you will never love me again (Garashir, Broken Link getting together fic)

lockstitch (Sloanshir, embroidery as torture, sometime post-IAESL)

partners in crime (Siskarak, post-ITPM smut)

kiss me hard before you go (Garashir, Extreme Measures getting together fic)

Unlikely Weapon (Garashir, Julian killing Sloan = Garashir getting together scenario lol)

a contract is a contract is a contract (Quark/Brunt smut set during Body Parts)

me and the devil walking side by side (Siskarak smut about devotion and corruption and recognition of the self in the other and all that good stuff)

you're a criminal as long as you're mine (Siskarak smut set during Second Skin, about crossing and setting boundaries, and the homoerotic relationship between a weapon and its wielder)

speech is silver, silence is golden (Garak/Morn smut with pre-Garashir feels. Garak obvs gags Morn during the sex lol.)

every breath you take (Sloan records Garashir having sex)

going up, going down (cracky Siskarak smut, blowjob in the turbolift during ITPM)

A Professional Interest (augmentphobic Sloan interrogates Julian)

Deserted (Garashir stranded on a desert planet)

touch (Garashir IPS/BIL missing scene multichapter fic)

fics for events/exchanges that had restricted word counts (250 words or 300 words):

gaslight gatekeep girlboss (Kira/Winn and Kira/Ziyal, exactly what the title says lol)

the pros and cons of being possessed (Kira/Keiko, argument about what happened to Kira in The Reckoning and what happened to Keiko in The Assignment)

feels so right (Jadzia/Kira, Kira's fun way of coping with her internalized homophobia)

both lips on the mirror (Intendant/Kira, mirror Kira is obsessed with her counterpart)

not unfaithful but I'll stray (Kirawinn, Strange Bedfellows)

chirality (Intendant/Kira smut, Crossover)

drabbles (100 words):

lying down with dogs (Siskarak smut)

i think we're alone now (Garashir, IPS/BIL cuddles)

The Descent (quodo, The Ascent smut)

never loved nobody fully (Disko, two alternate versions provided depending on which Cardassian you want Sisko to actually be into lol. also some amazing people made a podfic of this, which is just so cool!!!)

The Mole (Sloan vs Kukalaka >:3)

sunshine bouquet (Garashir fluff, DBIP)

aaaaand, not fics, but while I'm rounding everything up, here's links to the two amvs I finished this year too:

Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls - Garashir (tumblr, youtube)

meet me in the pale moonlight by Lola Violet (tumblr, youtube)

17. fics you’ll continue next year

Sleep Awake is my only partially posted wip, but I have many unposted wip documents that I intend to post next year (or whenever I finish them)! These include wips with document titles such as: siskarak strip poker, Sub Rosa sloanshir, soulmate sloanshir, aphrodisiac sloanshir, Inquisition in the Abscess 'verse, julian jealous of imagined siskarak, and garak jealous of imagined sloanshir. :) (P.S. - Anyone can always feel free to ask me about any of those and I will immediately go write/edit at least a sentence on it. Trick me into making incremental progress on my shit, please!)

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occupation era kirawinn

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Tagged by @nostalgia-tblr

1. What ratings do you write most of your fics under?

T (29), E (27), M (21), G (13).

2. What are your top three fandoms?

DS9 (90). Looks like I anoned my one (1) homestuck fic at some point lmao, so yeah just DS9.

3. What is the top character you write about?

Elim Garak (67).

4. What are your top three pairings?

Garashir (59), Siskarak (9), Sloanshir (5).

5. What are the top three additional tags?

Episode Related (37), Getting Together (23), Fluff (20). I sure do love a fic set during an episode lol

6. Does any of this surprise you?

I was expecting a greater percentage of E-rated fics tbh! (Also, wow, if I just write one more kirawinn fic it could tie with Sloanshir for third place in my most written pairings??? Incredible. Probably it would just be temporary though, bc I have so many sloanshir wips lol.)

Tagging @sapphosewrites @ernmark and anyone who sees this and wants to do it.

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for fanfic end of the year asks

16. (you can list them all or give me a count total of the # of stories you wrote this year.)

😈. (My own question). All the ships you wrote this year and the number of times you tagged for each.

Hehehe yaaaay, more questions, thank you! ^_^ (fanfic end of the year asks)

[EDITED on Dec 31, 2023 to account for my insane December writing binge]

16. fic(s) you completed this year

31 fics!!! 7 of those were drabbles (that is, exactly 100 words long, which is what drabble means), 3 of them were written for a challenge that strictly limited the length to 250 words, and the other 21 were one-shots of varying length. I'm grouping them like this because the word count limitations def produces a different style of fic than when I can just write as many words as I need in order to tell the story I want to tell. XD Anyway, I've also included brief notes after each fic title about which fic is which, bc I can never remember my own fic titles so how can I expect you to, lmaooo.

drabbles

wrapped up in books: the mortifying ordeal & hearts on a shelf (Garashir + books)

your move (Garashir + board games)

With a Bow (Garashir + gift giving)

Presence (Garashir pre-slash + The Wire)

waiting in vain (Sloan POV Garashir)

dirty little secret (ITPM Siskarak)

250-word ficlets

intergrown (Kireiko + the trauma of pregnancy)

all the things she said (Kireiko + cheating)

these sordid kinds of things (Kirawinn + power plays)

the rest of my fics

cover your hand with mine (Garashir fake dating to real dating speedrun)

the next thirty (old married Garashir)

on point like a laser (OMB Garashir)

The Inherent Homoeroticism of Citizenship Paperwork (post-canon Garashir + greencard marriage. by me and @sapphosewrites)

Whisper a Dangerous Secret (Garashir + secrets. also by me and sapphose)

home is wherever I'm with you (Garashir + Garak exile angst + Second Skin)

The Chloe Aka Incidents: nothing to hide & only bought this dress so you could take it off (OMB AU feat. holo!Siskarak and Garashir getting together)

save me from the dark (Garashir + mad scientist Julian bringing Garak back to life + The Wire)

the world will never take my heart (Garashir pre-slash + Julian getting beat up by Jem'Hadar + In Purgatory's Shadow/By Inferno's Light)

uninvited (Sloan vs Garak + Garashir)

sleeping with the enemy (Goran'ashir)

a little less alone (Garak/Odo)

conduit (Kirawinn crack fic + sexual religious ceremonies)

nightmare (Sloanshir + noncon somno)

seat of power (one-sided Disko with Dukat wanting desk sex)

physical (Garashir + infirmary sex)

lose the battle, win the war (Sloanshir + Julian letting Sloan fuck him as part of a plan to bring down s31)

don't rain on my parade (Garashir + OMB + airplane sex + so much cum)

the calm after the storm (Garashir getting together + haircuts + post-IPS/BIL)

expectant (Garashir + pregnancy kink + the episode Cardassians)

😈. (My own question). All the ships you wrote this year and the number of times you tagged for each.

Oooh, I love your question 😈 <3 Here's all the ship tags I used on my fics for the year:

Julian Bashir/Elim Garak (21) Elim Garak/Benjamin Sisko (2) Kira Nerys/Keiko O'Brien (2) Julian Bashir/Luther Sloan (2) Kira Nerys/Winn Adami (2) Dukat/Benjamin Sisko (one-sided) (1) Elim Garak/Odo (1) Julian Bashir/Goran'Agar (1) Elim Garak & Luther Sloan (1) Hippocrates Noah/holo!Elim Garak (1) lowkey unrequited sloanshir (1) (this is the only freeform tag I used this year I'm including, and just because it amuses me ^_^)

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omg wait. you've all heard of KiraWinn Fascination AU but what about Garak/Bareil where Bareil keeps chasing Garak down with a betrothal bracelet