#kinda feel like posting everthing ive ever writte

[aldaranye]

maybe i should return to free writing for a little bit. god my head hurts. and there is a woman in our house. i dont like her. because. physiognomy. is that a horrible thing to say. i dont know if shes ugly and anyway its not about attractiveness i just dont think she would be a pleasant person. not that ive talked to her. and now my father is sleeping upstairs and it feels all wrong and crowded and i hate it. it was already crowded it felt less crowded when all of them were here but with this one person it suddenly feels more. mahbe because there is a bubble around her. of unfamiliarity and stranger ness. i dont like it !!!! stranger in the house. am i even still capable of free writing. i havent even said a single swear word. that sounds so funnny !!!!! and there are so many fullstops. and i always taste the vape at this time of night. god my head hurts.