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hey google how do i not cry?
#shut it salem#kind of venty tags#fuck#its not even related to me#its my mum and stepsister fucking goibg off at eachother#literally anything happens and mum swoops in like “oh so shes been home an hour and she still hasnt done her chores”#or “why didnt yiu tell me you were going out/had a job interview”#or “fucking leave then”#shes 18#and i end up alone in the kitchen cleaning up while by mum and stepdad “talk” (read: have strong worded conversations)#and i cant even go ask how mum wants me to split up our brownies or if she wants me to serve dinner#because i know shell go off at me#but i feel like if i dont show im useful and good that shell turn it onto me#and fuck i want to start telling her to go upstairs and calm down and think about what she actually wants to say#because i feel like thats the only way shell actually think about what shes saying#for all of her apparent emotional intelligence she fucking sucks at this#vent
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(Spoilers for 4.5 Potion event (just in case lol I know I'm late on this))
At this point, I'm really wondering if we're gonna end up getting some payoff in the future for much Paimon absolutely hates Venti for no discernible reason. Because he isn't the only person she's been kinda standoffish with over the years, but he's by far the most consistent. Like, when you consider the fact that Paimon even warmed up to Al-Haitham by the end of Sumeru, it kinda says a lot about her apparent grudge against Venti by comparison. (And I love Al-Haitham to death, but I'm not about to say he's a ray of sunshine compared to Venti.) (Event interaction-related stuff under the cut)
The contrast to how Paimon treated Diona versus how she treated Venti when they came to the potion shop together was like night and day. I've been going around to all of my friends today and describing Paimon's reaction to them as something like "Diona omg hi it's so good to see you it's been forever how have you been!!! .........And Tone-Deaf Bard." which is obviously a comedic exaggeration, but also not entirely off the mark. And all Venti did was... exist? Try to help Diona out with what she was trying to do? Yes, he's going to get free drinks out of it but he also went truly above and beyond to help Diona find a new ingredient all the way from the middle of nowhere in Dragonspine. If he didn't care about Diona's feelings and what she was trying to do, he wouldn't have done that. (But of course, Venti does care because he's a good Archon and a good person and I love him for that.)
There are genuinely very few things that make me believe in the theory that Paimon is some kind of agent from the Heavenly Principles than the fact that she hates Venti so steadfastly. There's so much evidence that connects Mondstadt and specifically Venti/the Thousand Winds to the old civilizations of Teyvat that the Heavenly Principles once destroyed. For Venti to still exist in the world and let his people make their own choices in the way that he does, of course they and by extension Paimon would hate him. Plus, even if her annoyance with him started with his tendency towards being cryptic, why would Paimon care so much about what he knows? Why does one of his voicelines imply that he doesn't want to tell the traveler things with Paimon around?? It's just so incredibly suspicious.
The scene is kinda funny though when you look at how good Venti is with kids (how helpful and kind he is to Diona despite her wanting to get rid of alcohol, which he loves) and yet one of the most childish characters in the entire game absolutely despises him. Every day I wake up and wonder what in the world Paimon's damage is and if we're going to get a justification for it, or if this is sincerely just what the writers think is funny.
#navi gets meta#genshin impact#paimon#venti#Am I biased in this? Yeah of course. BUT ALSO-#I don't even think having her have beef with him is necessarily a bad choice#It's just the fact that it's Venti of all people#He just feels like someone on the less offensive end of the character's we've met#There are so many people Paimon has warmed up to who have come off and also remained more annoying than Venti ever was imo#So it just makes me feel like there has to be some kind of reason for it#And like I guess it's not a big deal if there's no payoff I will just be sad about it :(#maybe today i'll finally make a meta tag... i feel like i should
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I want Furina and Venti interactions sooooo bad. They can gush about their dragons and music and overthrowing the heavens together.
#furina#neuvillette#venti#genshin impact dvalin#I'll admit#I kind of ship it#platonic is very good too though#they just have so much in common but they still have differences that make the dynamic interesting#also venti's voiceline about her is just great#I love the blatant subtext of it#I just super feel like he gets her and thats great#though it does make me realize I have a trend with the people I ship Venti with pfft#the sustainer/Istaroth if she isn't his mom/Lumine/Zhongli/Furina#Ancient cool powerful ladies pfft#they all look at this genderless little wind spirit taking the form of a man and go yes this is the dude for me haha#my art#fic stuff#dedil stuff#sort of#i'm tagging it for my own organization#genshin impact
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🫵 PROTO-MOE SPOTTED‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#feh#the LIPGLOSS.... okay work!!!#like i know. i know. most likely this summoner is probably meant to be a 'female' option.#but to me they're a cunty femme tguy.....#esp the energy they have. this sort of smugness and mischief.#OBVIOUSLY. not suggesting those are gendered/genderlocked traits 😭😭😭#but LIKE. to me. it's the combination of those traits w an androgynous style and just.#the cutest sweetest face w the prettiest eyes you'll ever see.#idk maybe my proclivity for pretty boys who Cause Problems is showing (ala lio fotia and venti)#funnily enough all that said i don't think moe qualifies as a pretty boy. it's more of a guything.#moe just veered waaaaay into being a fucked up scruffy creature and never looked back.#AS IS ITS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!! 😤😤😤😤😤#moe tag#summoner oc#fe kiran#technically.#kind of.#eyeing them suspiciously.
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redrew this meme with my sona because. yeah
#my art#my mom's making me a doctor's appointment tomorrow i think#shout out to my mom for real#yeah though even when i feel sorta better i still can't do what i need to do#i wanna work on a piece for a zine i'm in but it is. so fucking complex. and i'm so dizzy i can't do the lines properly#it's fucked up. medicine hasn't helped.#hopefully i feel better enough to get stuff done tomorrow.#and/or i get a doctor's appointment soon#here's hoping it's an easy fix like some kind of infection and not another chronic thing#or a new symptom of my existing chronic things. eugh#please for the love of fuck just let me have energy to do more than game for an hour tomorrow#aughhhhhhh#sorry about the venty tags i just. augh.
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when everyone realizes that minthara is actually a fantastic character who has great chemistry with different party members and actually cares about people even if shes very vocal about how shed kill people who even so annoy her slightly. then you will all fucking see.
#metronome.txt#i know she gets a bad rep for act 1 which i dont blame people for. but also your honor i love her.#im very emotional about her response to shadowhearts 'karlach speak to me. whats wrong?' with#'vengeance is a bitter tonic to kind souls. give her a moment'#she CARES DAMN YOU#usually i have venty posts as nonreblogable but im saying character names so im noivous about it being in any tags#i just wanna say how emotional minthara makes me sometimes okay
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Do they actually know what it is... ?
Our group were reading Outlander by Diana Gabaldon, and were inspired to write headcanons about what Genshin Characters know about sexual intercourse.
It’s part of a history study as well. We tried to be “realistic”, so we’re also a bunch of boring gals and pals here...
Also, we all warmly recommend the books. It’s a story about a 1940s war medic isekaid to historical Scotland.
Mondstadt Edition
Albedo has the textbook info-pack of a Khaenri’ahn, which is very close to modern times. He’s never done it. He has little to no libido, and is infertile due to being a homunculus. Although his interests lie with the Art of Khemia, and not the art of the bedroom, Albedo isn’t rejecting the idea of having and studying about sex. He’s just, as an outsider, a bit too aware that it is a touchy subject and avoids it.
Amber knows very little about it, has never done it and is too young to be interested. While adventuring, she might’ve seen animals do it in the wild and has based her knowledge on the subject on that experience, while also knowing full well that people don’t do it like that.
Barbara Pegg had the talk from the nuns when her periods started. She knows how it happens and what it’s supposed to be like for the woman, and only the woman. Yet, she’s far too young to think about the subject.
Bennett, oh Bennett... Rised by his “fathers”, meaning the men of the Adventure’s Guild, he’s heard a lot about it. Never done it. Too young to be interested. It’s just... this unlucky guy has double the misconceptions about the whole thing...
Diluc Ragnvindr is a nobleman from a rich and esteemed family. He’s had the talk, has been taught to not do it before marriage and knows how it’s supposed to happen. However, it wouldn’t be absurd that he doesn’t know about but one position, one erogenous area and knows nothing about female orgasms, yet it’s likely he’s heard that part from Kaeya.
Eula Lawrence is another noble waiting for marriage to get deflowered and she upholds her duties to a point. She views sex as “sweaty exercise”, and while she knows about her own and generally the women’s erogenous areas, she might just think men are all penis and humping.
Jean Gunnhildr might think of her work more than her future, but thanks to her friends (like Lisa), she has less misconceptions and knows more about the subject than she thinks is proper for a noble woman.
Kaeya Alberich is no virgin. Raised by Diluc’s father; he’s had the talk and as a social and generally liked by many, he’s had a chance to get experience in a relationship. However, it’s unlikely he’s been in that many relationships. Perhaps two, maaaybe three.
Lisa Minci had sex ed in Sumeru, country rich in knowledge and if kama sutra exists, it’d be from Sumeru. Lisa knows the positions, health benefits, importance of consent, types of orgasms, erogenous areas, equality of both partners, etc. She has very little misconceptions, although she is still a virgin.
Mona Magistus will study about it “when it’s time”, but now is the time for astrology! Jokes aside, she thinks the subject distracting, thinks it as “wet” and unlikely that she’ll have to know more about the subject yet.
Noelle is chaste and modest and virgin. She has had the talk, but is far too romantic to think of the possible physical exercise that comes with sharing a bedroom.
Razor is a feral child. He’s seen wolves do it. Lisa is trying to fix this animalistic view, but at the moment its too early and Razor doesn’t understand enough about the subject to have the talk.
Rosaria has seen things while living with the bandits and has had experience. She is honest with herself and her feelings, and if she wants to do it, she’ll count days and be careful. There’s nothing wrong with liking the earthly pleasures.
Sucrose has cat features. After maturing sexually, she was told all she needed to know and studied the rest with her undying curiosity. Ruts are difficult for her, but she’s held her virginity and knows how to take care of herself. Yet, she knows only how her people do it; nothing about the human version. She’s too shy to ask...
Venti is two thousand and six hundred, and a bard. His outlooks makes it difficult to have partners, but he’s had plenty experience and knows the tricks.
#genshin impact#this was actually kind of interesting#we started studying about medieval europe and sex myths#but we tried to make this with a fantasy world in mind#albedo#kaeya#diluc#jean#lisa#mona#rosaria#razor#venti#i guess that's enough names tagged#amber
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men when the cycle is endless
#vent#and all that#its been so rough recently for me so be warned these next tags are . venty as hell bc i just kinda need somewhere to put my feelings!!!!!!!#i dont get why my art is never good enough. i dont get why my writing isnt good enough. no one ever notices it. no one ever comments on it.#i left the last server i was in to get away from it and it happened again#im sorry my poses arent dynamic and my style is boring im sorry my writing is just dialogue heavy i just#i want some kind of positive reassurance that its good from at least one other person
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Hope you're doing okay! I miss your posts 😢
🥺😭 this really does mean a lot to hear, thank you so much anon ♡♡
Things have been a bit touch and go, I'm trying to be here for my friends who need me while also dealing with my own stuff n it's got me wrapped up in a heavy brain fog where I just can't seem to think of stuff to draw
Even then most of my drawing energy has been put into rebooting my ask blog @ask-edd and doing drawings for it when necessary
I do genuinely wanna post here more and keep up my drawing energy and such, maybe yall can send requests in if you've got any
Idk if I wanna do a fun little song based one or maybe I can reblog an expression challenge or something or just give yall free reign idk
Maybe one day I can just do a request stream in my EW server (which is linked on the ask-edd blog if you wanna join)
#slightly venty/negative tags but like#i forget sometimes that im a whole person that people remember and know things about#so hearing that someone actually misses me and wants me back just gets me all teary eyed and means the world to me ♡#i would genuinely love for this to be a daily post blog#even if it's just talking to yall or posting sketches#i just cant seem to form ideas without some kind of prompt or even be able to focus in general#im constantly getting distracted and side tracked and it sucks#i just wanna draw all day like i used to 😭😭😭#but yeah ramble over thank you again for the ask ;-;#ask
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My computer is fucked frfr :((
#Just some integral parts having issues - seems like a consistent thing with that brand/type/whatever#And the parts I need are end of life so no commercial sellers have them#I'd upgrade but I just. Don't have that kind of money I really don't#I need me a sugar daddy or something smh. Morax ?? Pantalone ?? Someone ?? Anyone ??? /Lh#Sorry to get venty on here im just so bummed out :( I really wanna write again#But I'm having issues pulling up motivation to do it especially on mobile or with my laptop orz#Say whatever you like about pc gaming being 'better' but an Xbox 360 would never fucking do this to me#General barks#General growls#<- that's gonna be my tag for more serious/negative stuff in case you'd like to block it#But I doubt it'll be used often I'm just a smidge bummed out rn and needed somewhere to get it out#Negativity#Venting
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i should draw
#im not even tagging this one properly#i really should draw#ive been working on that render for like#a month now#and im still not done#im tempted to restart#the entire thing#and just redo it#im really not liking how its turning out#but i also dont want to delay you guys any more#i know like#nobody is really hyped for it#since im just kind of in a little corner of tumblr#dont get many notes#and stuff like that#but i also wanna crank out something im proud of#instead of just#making something and going “thisll be fine haha” but deep down i just#dont like it#im sorry if thats kind of venty#thanks for reading if you did <3
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SEXUALITY + GENDER
primary muses // secondary muses
◇°˖ — ZHONGLI is asexual and demi-panromantic, which is to say: he's not repulsed by sex, but feels no desire to engage in it of his own volition. If he had a partner that did desire such things, he wouldn't be opposed! However, romance is also not a high priority for him at this point in time, so he's not seeking a partner.
Gender is a slightly more complex subject for him, since archons can take on any form they desire... but Zhongli currently considers himself 'male' and constructed this human form to match.
✤˖° — ALBEDO is demi in every way, as he feels pretty detached from physicality and romance. He enjoys the idea of it all and would not mind experimenting a bit if an opportunity presented itself, but... it's not something he's actively seeking out.
Also, while I do say 'experimenting' here don't be fooled: Albedo is an artist, and has very romantic ideals regarding this topic!
���𓂄 — CYNO is bisexual. He doesn't really draw attention to the fact aside from the occasional terrible pun. And while he's not on the ace spectrum... he's devoted to his work right now, which has not left him with much time to pursue other things even if he'd like to.
❍°˖ — AYATO is predominantly homosexual. He doesn't have the time to pursue an idle 'romance' even though he would like to, and the only reason he's not married yet is because there were NO viable candidates for him to seek an engagement with in Inazuma.
(Perhaps this is one of many reasons he's become so interested in improving foreign relations...?)
○࿐ — VENTI is asexual and demi-panromantic, like Zhongli (and for similar reasons!) He is also not actively seeking a romantic partner, and prefers to play match-maker for others.
He uses male pronouns to honor the Nameless Bard his current form imitates, but is actually agender himself and doesn't really care what people see him as.
#✩ [ resonant waves ] zhongli headcanon#✩ [ flash of genius ] albedo headcanon#✩ [ unceasing vigil ] cyno headcanon#✩ [ to admire the flowers ] ayato headcanon#[ this is why I just have Zhongli's gender listed as 'male' without any kind of tag btw ]#[ I don't consider him cis OR non-cis he's some secret third thing (has a non-human perception of gender) lol ]#[ and Albedo just... doesn't feel super attached to the concept even though he's comfy with himself ]#[ and you KNOW Cyno must love bi puns lmao ]#[ also I doubt these things will come up in RP much but it's part of the whole way I view them SO HERE YOU GO ]#[ added Ayato and Venti too ]#[ another piece of Ayato's that doesn't directly relate to his sexuality is that he DOES want to have an heir ]#[ which somewhat affects the sort of 'partner' he is seeking ]#[ IDEALLY he could arrange a marriage with a nice lady who wouldn't be opposed to him having a lover ]
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ultimately I just want someone I can be like this with
(credit to @\bun0nthemoon)
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(you have nothing to apologise for, you're not doing anything wrong)
(adding read more for comfort and also there's some triggering shit under it)
honestly? spite.
and not the cute, quirky 'oh, someone told me I don't deserve to live so I'm gonna live to prove them wrong!' type of spite, though I know that works excellently for some people.
no, I'm talking about clenched teeth, rage at the injustice of the world, you tried to break me and you fucking failed type of spite.
knowing that every day I live is a day beyond what I was meant to get, beyond what I was 'allowed', beyond what they tried to turn me into.
knowing that everything I experience is breaking the rules, especially the bad. I wasn't meant to be sad or in pain or feel all the fear. But I am anyway, because they don't fucking deserve to win.
my well of hatred for the people that hurt me, my desire for revenge, is so deep and powerful that it eclipses all else.
for a long time I was convinced that there was nothing in the world I could hate more than myself, but that was before I got the memories of what happened back. safe to say, I was wrong.
there is nothing in existence that could make me forgive them, or to move on, or to not be angry.
I will drag myself off a bridge with white knuckles because I have lost so much to them, I will not lose my life too.
It would be easy to fall to it, the urges, the pain, the trauma. they made sure it would be easy. but for once in my fucked up life I'm not taking the easy route. I refuse.
I've spent my entire life playing their shitty fucking game of pretend, I'm not dying before I can escape it. I'm not surrendering my chance to exist without their shitty rules, not now and not ever.
If they want me dead they can fucking do it themselves.
I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site
I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are
You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose
Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now
#don't have energy to trigger tag#but please read with caution#also kind of venty?#it's not really - just very emotions#wishes actual thoughts
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⛈️ ❌ ❌ ❌ // 2:09 am, tbd ;
#this is a fucking vent so just gnore the venty ass tags but i have nowhere else to place this that feels safe other than just.#shouting into a void where no one hears. aka here ig.#bc its better i shout into a void alone than drag others down with me somehow—i dont. know#regardless… i’m just… i dont know what to think.#things are really bad lately & i’m struggling again to stop myself from sh utting down every time i try being vulnerable & opening up.#i keep clamming up & letting my mind take the reins when it tells me to just erase anything i say. to not open up.#to swallow every single emotion & experience that’s hurting me & let that poison kill me slowly instead. deal with it alone#because it feels like its wrong to open up. like its wrong to say anything. like me being open is just.#me being a fucking burden or something. i don’t know. i shouldn’t be like this. i’m supposed to be fucking better than t his.#what the fuck happened to the version of myself that could just keep suppressing & suppressing & not being a goddamn thorn in ppl’s sides.#esp bc all the things i’m having a difficult / painful time with is all fucking trigger heavy shit or things that i just don’t.#fucking know what to do with anymore because its not shit within my control.#a lot of it’s shit im still just processing that has hurt a lot & havingg to cope w that grief alone.#but then there’s also other circumtances too that are hard to navigate & my BPD having a field day w me in recent history too#i don’t know what the fuck is wrong w me at this point. & im scared & i can’t stand being fucking alone in this shit yet.#i feel like i have to. i have to. i have to. beccause this is my own issue & to dare express anything is me just. using ppl isn’t it.#that’s all it is right. & besides how many times has it been proven that ppl get sick of me for not being okay.#how many times have ppl walked away because they realize im just some fucking deadweight emotionally or something. id on’t fucking know.#am i spiraling? who fucking knows! maybe! because im fucking tired of what my life has been in general & im. overwhelmed.#overwhelmed by existence itself i fucking guess & what its meant for me overwhelmed by expectations overwhelmed by vulnerability thats just.#bleeding out through the fucking cracks of this fucking mess of a person i am.#& constantly fucking afraid that im just. too much. too much. too much for anyone.#too emotional in fucking general too intense too overwhelming for others regardless if its overwhelming them via pos or neg emotions.#afraid im going to get discarded afraid of what’s to come afraid in fucking general. fear & grief & pain & rage & hatred &.#desperation to feel anything other than this & desperation to feel loved thats got me having rly foul compulsions too#all my emotions feel like some kind of fuckihng hairtrigger & its hard to stop it in fucking general. i dont fucking know. & like i said it.#feels like shit to deal with completely alone. not bc i wanna deal with alone but bc i /have/ to bc if i dont then im just. a problem. or.#i dont know. im tired of everything tired of my emotions tired of this life tired of all that ive had to face up til this point & tired of.#fear & idk how to handle things alone anymore. my friends deserve better than this emotional burden i am to be around ig.#it feels so much like i have to apologize to those i befriend for being. well. this. for all of me & for being ‘too much’ in general.
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honestly the only thing that could make me come back to star rail at this point would be them adding wendy AND making her playable and honestly i doubt that's gonna happen lol
#just so you guys know i know absolutely fuck all about hi3#but i do know who wendy is bc what kind of Perfectly Rational Venti Enjoyer™ would i be if i didn't#like. star rail is fun and all but playing it just made me remember just how much of a fucking slog the start of genshin was lmao#and the amount of work and investment you need to put in to get to the point where you can comfortably farm 5-star relics and shit is just.#no.#like. i am ar58 in genshin i do not need to worry about not being able to efficiently farm artifacts and stuff#i think my main problem with star rail was that i had already played genshin at that point so i knew everything that i needed to do#for progression#and it was reallyyy overwhelming#the thing with genshin was that i had Never played a game like that before so i was completely ignorant about how the game actually worked#until i got to like. ar45 or something and actually got into the fandom#but by that point you can pretty much do whatever you want anyway#tempest's dumb thoughts#star rail#hsr#sorry i talked more in the tags than i did in the actual post again lmfao#someone should take the tag function away from me
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