#kim jonghyun fanfics

[gayashawol]

𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐩 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬

Ships: Lee Jinki x AFAB!Reader x Kim Jonghyun

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Hurt + Comfort

Word Count: 4000+ words

Content Warning(s): Mentions of grooming, abuse (specifically past summer camp abuse), also Taemin is aged down in case that’s someone’s trigger (he is 16 in this story), same as the previous story, reader’s genitals is described with the top being vague and the bottom detailed

Author’s Notes: I hope you guys actually like these sort of stories, I really enjoyed making them looool

It was 6 in the morning, time to wake up before the others just to get the food ready for the little campers. I woke up alongside Jinki and Jonghyun, seeming like they had a rough night.

“Morning hun… how did you sleep?” Jonghyun smiled back at me. His eyes seemed half awake, he had a blank expression for a moment before reacting to my comment.

“It was alright… I’d rather sleep in my bed than this…” Jinki stood up afterwards, going towards the shower room. We followed each other, removing our clothes before stepping onto the wet floor and turning on the shower head.

Jinki and Jonghyun were teasing each other, spanking each other butts while I peacefully washed my hair just to then place it in two ponytails. I grabbed my towel and went out, seeing the two fighting each other naked like I was watching the Olympics during Ancient Greece times with their cocks flopping around and their towels on the floor.

“Jinki started it!!” Jonghyun screamed, trying to push Jinki away. I broke up the fight, telling them to get changed so we could start cooking and waking the kids up at 8 am. We did have a lot of time, so we could do what we wanted to do before then.

We finally got changed and went into our camp clothes before we went to the kitchen to make porridge as a part of the breakfast menu. It was a huge bowl, it was WAY bigger than all of our heads combined. While me and Jonghyun were getting the food ready, Jinki went to wake up the campers. Slowly but surely, they came to the window and demanded food.

We gave them a fresh bowl of porridge to eat, as well as a protein bar, an apple and a sandwich of their choice. There were 4 different types of sandwiches. There were eggs, cheese, ham and tuna. They hung out at the tables where we could see them and laughed with their friends and the cliques they created throughout the 2 weeks they had been in camp.

“Alright, that’s the most of them.” Jinki came back while smiling. We had 30 kids to take care of, and we were in charge of the activities for them. Once everyone was taken care of, we had our food and sat with the others.

Our favourite camper was a teenage boy named Taemin. His parents forced him to go after he supposedly kept getting bad grades. He seemed sad the first couple of days he was in the camp, but we did help him get his spirits up once we told him that we wouldn’t hurt him.

“Hi, guys!” Taemin eyes became cheerful upon our presence, walking up to us as he gave us space that wasn’t taken.

“Hey, Taemin! How have you been doing?” Jonghyun smiled back at him, sitting straight while leaning forward towards him. “Did you sleep well?”

“I slept well! This camp wasn’t as bad as I thought!”

“That’s great to hear! We’re so glad to have you too!” Jinki cheerfully replied to Taemin while taking a bite out of his apple.

“Did you get a cheese sandwich again?” I teased him for his love for cheese. He has spoken a lot about his admiration for mozzarella sticks and cheesy pizza, knowing that cheese would be his go-to sandwich.

“Yeah! Jonghyun even made it melt for me!” I looked back at Jonghyun, shaking my head at the nice gesture he made. “This would’ve never been allowed at my other camp…”

“Yeah… some camps have safety regulations, but here is fine. If you want another one, let us know!” I saw him smiling, almost ecstatic at the thought of getting another sandwich. He quickly nodded, in which Jonghyun used that as a cue to go back and make more.

Eventually, Jonghyun came back and that sparkle in his eyes came back. He went in for a bite, feeling the melting cheese pull, getting excited at the view. We all got excited for him, seeing that he had been doing much better than a couple of weeks ago.

Soon enough, it was time for everyone to go outside. I followed everyone and played some games while Jinki and Jonghyun washed the dishes inside.

We played a game of “change seats if” in which it became serious way too quickly. Everyone enjoyed it so much that they got upset when they were told that the game was over.

During that period, Jinki and Jonghyun came out to play along, leading the kids to demand to play again so they could join. We brought out 2 more chairs, so now we were all playing together.

One kid stood up and began thinking of something to say. “Change seats if… you play football!” About 5 guys switched, and one stood back up. “Change seats if…” He paused, possibly thinking about something that hadn’t been said. “…who has an iPhone?” I immediately stood up with Jinki, in which he was brought to stand in the front.

“Stand up if you ate a cheese sandwich today!” Jinki alerted a sleepy Taemin, causing him to be the last to find a seat and have to stand in the front. He seemed shy, and unsure what to say. Everyone started to wait for him to call out anyone indirectly, but it turned out that he was nervous… almost like a stage fright feeling.

Feeling bad for him, I stood up to ask if he was alright. He gave a thumbs up as a sign for me to sit back down. I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, but I knew he had stage fright from the way his face looked, which was exactly how I felt as a kid when I was forced to go on stage at my school.

“U-uh… switch seats if… y-you have a birthmark…” He was pretty quiet, but I was able to just about hear him, so I repeated what he said.

“Taemin said, switch seats if you have a birthmark!” Only 3 people stood up and luckily he managed to sit back down to mind his own business.

After another 10 minutes of that, we stopped the games and allowed the campers to do whatever they wanted to do. Soon, it was 10 am. We were about to go on our morning stroll around the woods. We made sure that everyone was close to each other, going up the hills and going past the same path that we’d been through for 20 minutes straight.

We eventually reached a river, in which we divided into 3 so we had 1 adult for every 10 kids. I managed to be in the same boat with Taemin, having him sit next to me while the others sat in twos.

“Hey Y/N… I need to say something serious…” Taemin has spoken to me in an almost whisper voice.

“Hey, Taemin! What is it that you wanted to tell me?” I said in a rather cheerful voice. I knew I couldn’t break character, so I assumed that it was something light-hearted.

“Um… I think I’ve been abused in the other camp…” I felt my stomach drop so fast. Obviously, I couldn’t show the other kids that I was feeling upset, so I slightly dimmed my smile, demanding he tell me more when we went back to camp.

We finally reached the other side, everyone got out of the boat safely. We waited for the others, in which we reunited with Jinki, Jonghyun and the other 20 kids.

“Ah hey! How was the boat ride!” Jonghyun spoke to Taemin, but it seemed like he didn’t want to speak to anyone right now. I don’t know what he was thinking of, but I could assume that he might’ve had a flashback moment.

Or maybe… maybe he was upset with me…?

Did I sound rude or insensitive? I hope I didn’t come off like that.

We eventually went back to camp, with the kids looking forward to lunch. As soon as it came to 12:30 pm, everyone was lined up for lunch, with the dinner ladies pouring macaroni and cheese into a bowl.

Pouring each portion into each person’s trays, we finally reached the front of the line. We were given just about what we needed so we could sit down and start our lunch break.

“Not gonna lie, this camp thing is super difficult…” Jinki sighed, looking back at Jonghyun. “I want to go home…”

We all broke character for a little bit and sighed, cheering Jinki on to keep going for the entire day. Jonghyun pat his back, stroking it while I held his hands. He let out a couple of tears, but his face was still in a half smile.

“I know… but I really tried… I miss being in our room… making love…” Jinki explained, leaning onto Jonghyun’s shoulder. He was slowly getting it out, but he did go on to calm down and wipe away his tears, acting like it never happened.

All of a sudden, a familiar camper walked over to us with a tray full of food. It was a smiley Taemin, with a tray filled with only mac and cheese. We knew that this was going to be the meal of the week for him knowing his love for cheese.

“Hi, guys! I got myself some Mac and Cheese!” Taemin exclaimed out of excitement. We suddenly smiled back at him, cheering him on for the meal that he deservedly needed.

“That’s so great, Taemin! Let us know if you want more, alright Taemin?” We all chuckled at him, Jonghyun nodded his head and ate along with him. “

Taemin was looking at me while eating his food. Was it regarding the chat we had back on the boat? I hope he wasn’t mad at me…

Taemin then took a deep breath and began speaking directly to me. “Y/N… I do need to talk to you about something…”

In shock, I replied straight away. “Yes, Taemin?”

“It’s about… the other camp… but I can finish my food first.” He went on to eat his food fast enough that after a minute of eating, the tray was completely gone. He immediately stood up and went to my side of the table. I knew that this was my cue to go to the office and speak to him.

“Alright, Taemin. Sit down here. Let me know what happened.” My hands were together on the table, and I was leaning forward. My eyes were alert, and my head was already slightly shaking at the silence.

“Well… it was 4 summers ago… I went to this camp…” Taemin went on with the story, starting from the very moment his parents dropped him at the place.

—

“NOOOOO! I DON’T WANT TO GO HERE!!!” A 12-year-old Taemin screamed at the car of his parents, begging to go back home with them.

“Well, if you wanted to be with us, you should’ve brought home better grades than a D. Really? Are you serious, Taemin?”

The car approached a camp where Taemin could already hear some cries before he even went inside the place. The inside didn’t seem the greatest at the slightest. Everywhere seemed like it was cheaply made. A kid fell on a chair he was sitting on, and the stuff they were eating looked like wasted slop.

As his parents registered him into the camp, they made their way to the exit. “Bye, Taemin! We’ll see you at the end of summer!”

“NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NOOOOOOOOO!” Taemin began running for his parents, but the staff held him back, preventing him from moving until the doors closed. He ran over to open the door, but it was no use. He was trapped in this horrible camp for the whole summer and he had no other choice but to suck it up and survive.

That was when the challenge started.

The staff changed their emotions, switching to a rather scary face. They treated Taemin like he was a rat, throwing his belongings to the staff room to check his items just to throw almost all of his clothes away, including his favourite cheese underwear. At that point, he only had one underwear — the one he was wearing.

He became stressed out, unsure what to do. He had nothing else to wear and was stranded with nothing but his sanity.

The camp didn’t even feed him properly either, giving him slop 3 times a week, which meant that he had only fruits and a cheese stick to eat. He became incredibly skinny and he began to look unrecognisable. The once “happy-go-lucky” Taemin was now this miserable pile of bones whose parents dropped him to camp and left.

However, that wasn’t the worst part. There was a lot of abuse happening. Whenever Taemin did something out of line, he would get beaten — even if it was something small such as his legs pointing slightly sideways when standing. If he slept for too long, he would get beaten for that. If he went to sleep late, he would get beaten the next day. If he tried to escape, he would get beaten for that. There were so many rules that even he couldn’t keep up. In fact, the staff could beat campers up just because they felt like it. It was a horrible time.

Even though there was so much happening, nothing could prevent him from what would happen next. There was a staff that was especially close to him, TOO close. Her name was Haerim, a 28-year-old woman at the time. She found herself attracted to Taemin and she would stare at him as he would walk past him.

One day, Taemin and Haerim were alone together since she wanted to go through Taemin’s files. Once she realised that nobody was coming into the office, she used that time to do the unthinkable to the younger boy.

“Why are you doing that? Can you stop?” Taemin was weak, but he was able to stand up for himself to the best of his abilities.

“Why are you fussing? I’m just checking your clothes for your name!” She lied, it was obvious by the way she was holding up the hem of his jumper.

“Tell you what… let me do what I want to do, and I’ll make sure you won’t get beaten up again.” She held her hand on his cheek, scrunching his lips into a pout. Taemin looked at her in confusion, raising his eyebrow in disgust.

“B-But I haven’t even had my first time…” Taemin quietly spoke but got cut off by Haerim’s disgustingly loud laugh. She went closer to his face, just where her face would take out most of his sight.

“Do we have a deal?” She laid out her hand, waiting for Taemin to reply to her. Unfortunately for him, he accepted her request, hoping that he wouldn’t have to suffer anymore at the hands of the other staff.

Taemin felt like a toy throughout the time he was in the office. He knew what was happening, the woman wasn’t his mother or a doctor. She was a strange woman who wanted to do immoral acts with him, a child. He didn’t know how to feel, or how to act. He knew he couldn’t tell anyone, he just wanted to get out of it so he didn’t need to be beaten up.

As the weeks went on, he surprisingly hasn’t been beaten at all. Haerim even gave him all the food he had been craving, giving him an extra cheese sandwich for breakfast. He has been doing much better physically, but at what cost? Haerim was still demanding to do the ungodly things with him from time to time, causing him to wake up late.

Eventually, the summer camp finally came to an end. He could finally go home, right?

Haerim was going to miss him — taking advantage of his innocence. She made out with him in the office, kissing him with tongue, in which he was unsure what to do. He awkwardly opened his eyes in between, looking at what she was doing to him. She sighed to himself, knowing that it was the last time she could do that to him.

He woke up in her bed, with his clothes gone and nowhere to be found. Across him was a naked Haerim with her bending down with her butt towards Taemin. He felt uncomfortable but sucked it up as this may finally be the end of his “relationship” with Haerim.

As he left, his parents seemed cheerful to see him, but Taemin brushed aside him and walked into the car, almost as if his soul had been forcefully ripped out of him. He was gloomy, feeling guilty, and almost like he didn’t deserve to live.

—

I widen my eyes out of shock, not realising how bad it was until Taemin presented it to me. I saw him taking a deep breath to stop crying, but it was no use. I went over to cuddle him, and he gladly accepted and cried on my shoulder.

“I-I felt… g-guilty…” He sniffed, before letting it out again. I held onto him, pulling him closer. I just wanted to let him know that he was allowed to talk to me about anything… anything he felt comfortable to talk about.

“Thank you for telling me, Taemin.” He looked up at me and smiled. “Did you tell your parents about her?”

He shook his head. “No… they’d probably not believe me.”

Suddenly, Jonghyun walked in — possibly due to the fact that we stayed in the office for too long.

“Guys, it’s time to go out! Also, I saved you a bit of apple crumble and custard, I know how much you love AC&C!” He teased me, I had a sigh of relief hearing that he would never let me go a day without my favourite dessert in the world.

I took a bite of the AC&C he brought to me as I saw Jonghyun holding Taemin’s hand to go outside. I let myself have a sigh, giving myself time to enjoy my food. It has been a while since I enjoyed a meal this much. Jinki came in, chuckling at something on his phone.

“Yo Y/N, you got to see this video!” The video showcased a funny prank of people getting scared of a moving mannequin. He loves videos like these, almost like my mother. Seeing him happy was all I’d like to see, especially with the fact that he was crying not too long ago.

I eventually ate the AC&C and went to the kitchen to wash the plate. Me and Jinki hung out there for a while, taking a sip of water before going out to meet up with Jonghyun. As we went out, we saw Taemin with some other campers.

“Alright, campers! We’re going hiking! Let’s go in a group of 3!” Jinki called out, almost everyone went in their cliques. All, except Taemin. Eventually, 2 teens went up to him to ask to be in a group.

“Hey! We’re looking for a 3rd, so you wanna join us?” Their names were Minho and Kibum. They seemed to be friends since they entered the camp, getting along with each other like PB&J.

Taemin’s eyes lit up in excitement, smiling at the thought that there were people who actually wanted to be friends with him. “Yeah, sure!” He held the hand of Minho and walked away with them. Us being super excited for him, we watched from a distance as they asked questions about each other.

“So you have a birthmark?” Key asked Taemin. “Where is it?”

“Well… it’s on the side of my buttcheek… it looked like a cheese! My mother said that it looked like a my little pony cutie mark!” The boys chuckled, asking him to show it to them. He pulled down the band of his shorts, having the boys react in awe.

We decided that we were going to go as 3 and look around if any other kid wanted any help. It was a fun time walking around, going up the hills, swimming across the river, hopping on rocks and taking a break on the grass.

They chatted with each other the whole time, even upon their arrival back to the camp. They never broke apart, they were together. By the time they came back, it was 6:15 pm. They stuck together so they could roast marshmallows. They took pictures of their moments, laughing and enjoying their presence. We knew that we didn’t want to disturb them, so we watched at a distance. We were overjoyed that Taemin managed to finally make friends in the summer camp. He went from a quiet boy to a social butterfly in a matter of couple weeks.

By the time it reached 7:30 pm, everyone started going inside their rooms. It started getting late, so everyone had to go to sleep by 8 pm. Some campers were allowed to stay up until 9 pm since they were old enough. Taemin and his friends laughed so loudly that Jinki had to go inside and remind them that the lights were going to be switched off in 15 minutes. He was smiling for a bit at the door, before closing it behind him.

Soon, the campsite became silent. We could finally go to sleep.

We went back to our rooms in a tired state. We finally made it to the best part of the day, which was sleeping. Jinki was especially pleased that he made it through this day that he fell onto the bed like his legs just gave in right there and then.

Jonghyun followed through with a huge sigh. “Great job, guys!” He clapped his hands, holding both of us in a sort of awkward hug.

“Oi, Jonghyun!” I screamed, hugging him back. We went to have another shower, seeing them lazily washing their hair and helping each other rub their backs before leaving to get changed. I went in afterwards, stripped from top to bottom and stayed there until I felt clean enough to leave.

Upon leaving with just a towel, I saw Jonghyun and Jinki making out on the bed with nothing but their towels around their waists. Their hands were holding each other’s, and they seemed like they were so into it that I assumed that it could escalate to something more.

“Mmm… Jinki, should we do it tonight?” Jonghyun asked as they moved more into the bed.

“Sure… I don’t mind.” They both removed their towels, Jinki jerking Jonghyun off in his soft state. He looked up at me, asking with his eyes if I wanted to join them.

Whilst hesitating, I decided to join the both of them. I gave Jonghyun head, causing him to squirm and have his cock grow slightly. It twitched at my touch, and he would struggle to stay quiet no matter how much he tried.

Jinki went in to try and jerk his cock awake. It happened slowly, but managed to do anything. Jonghyun went in to give Jinki some head, doing a sort of yoga pose with his leg up so I could also give him head.

“Mmm… Y/N… can you put your finger inside of me?” I complied, taking the lube that was on the bed and placing a small portion on my finger. He felt the cold liquid inside of his ass, shivering at the sensation that I was giving him.

“Oh yes… that’s so good…” Jonghyun began to give Jinki a sloppy head, drooling over the fact that I was fingering him well. Selfishly, Jinki pushed his head towards his cock, making him choke for a bit.

He pulled out, feeling his attraction towards me. He went onto my body and made out with me. He slid his hand inside of my pussy, making his way inside of my hole after stimulating my clit for a bit.

He licks my lips passionately while he loosens my hole for him to use. Once I was comfortable, he used his lube-filled cock and placed it inside of me. At the same time, Jinki went in and placed his cock inside of Jonghyun’s ass. Once we were all intact, we started awkwardly moving until we found the motion that best suited us.

“Y-yes… mmm…” Jonghyun moaned, trying to make his way to touch my cervix. He accidentally did it a couple of times, in which each time felt better than the next. Meanwhile, Jinki was going balls deep inside of him. He was already gripping onto him, which meant there was more pleasure for him.

“Oh fuck… Jjongie, you’re so tight…” Jinki felt like he needed to force through him in order to orgasm, causing him to pull out and jerk his way through. Jonghyun pulled out of me so he could cum on his face. It went everywhere! From his face to his body, he was completely filled.

“O-oh my gosh… You came so much!” He chuckled, looking at his body in a mirror, and seeing the white liquid dripping down to his chest.

Jinki went back in to finger me more, making sure nobody got left behind. Jonghyun followed through, kissing my chest and licking my nipples. My entire body was sensitive, begging for more in a way.

“T-this is… more!” I told them, and they delivered. I felt a cock going inside of me before I was able to see Jonghyun and Jinki switching places. Jonghyun was about to cum, so he was going to finish up while Jinki watched.

“I-I’m about to cum…” Jonghyun squirted with one last slam, feeling it going everywhere before pulling out. Everything was spilling onto the bed, and all of us were shameless.

We were finally in the dark, looking at the ceiling as we spoke to each other. We sat in silence, tucking each other into bed and comforting ourselves. We soon fell asleep one by one, feeling each other’s snores every passing minute.

“Goodnight, Y/N…” Jinki kissed me on the forehead, and that was the last thing I heard until I apparently stopped talking too.

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dividers by @cafekitsune

[lxvemaze]

shinee bf! headcanons

pairing: ot5!shinee x reader

tag: fluff!!

warnings: n/a

a/n: this is my first time writing in this format, so pls show this some love if you like it !!

more under the cut!

⚝onew

quietly attentive. he doesn't often tell you how much he loves you, but you can see it through his actions. NEVER lets you pay for dinner. he's always sneaky about it, but even if you put your card down, he subtly exchanges your card with his so you don't have to pay a single cent. he's always interested in what you're doing! even if you're just reading a book on the couch or doing your makeup, he's watching attentively and asking questions. he loves to listen to you talk about your day. as soon as you come home from work or from a day out with friends or family, he's asking you how your day went, what you did, if you had a good time, etc. he wants the details, too. so don't leave anything out! he just loves spending time with you. you could be doing the most mundane tasks, and he'd be looking at you with the most loving face. seriously, you could just be like, cleaning the fridge and he'd be staring at you like 🥹 overall, jinki is the most attentive and loving boyfriend you could ask for<3

⚝jonghyun

very loud about his love for you! words of affirmation are 100% how he shows his love in your relationship. you could have just woken up, crust in the corners of your eyes, your hair a mess, stinky morning breath, and creases on your face from laying on the pillow, and he'd just be like "you're so pretty :3" like, omfg. he loooves showing you off, but still likes to keep your relationship private. it's very conflicting for him. he loves taking you to dinner with his family! he loves to watch you talk with his mom while making food and drinking wine. i think he'd like to let you lead the way in the relationship, just so he knows that you two are always doing things that you love and are comfortable with. but!! if you don't feel like making the decisions and just want him to take you out and make the decisions, he's more than happy to do so! he just wants you to be happy :))) overall, jjong wants you to feel as happy, loved, and comfortable as possible in the relationship! (literally my dream man 😔✊️)

⚝key

kibum loooves going out and showing you off !! but unlike jonghyun, he doesn't gaf about keeping your relationship private- he wants everyone to know that you're his and he's yours! will spoil you to no end! you two could just be walking down the street, and you'd point out a cute skirt or something in a store window, and he'd immediately walk in to buy it for you. he treats valentines day like the most important day of the year. he'll pull out all the stops- breakfast in bed, gives you little presents throughout that day, takes you out for a FANCY dinner (probably reserved the whole restaurant for a few hours just so you two would be the only ones there), he even picks out your outfit and jewelry for the day so you two can match. speaking of which!! he loooves wearing matching outfits! not in a tacky, literally wearing the exact same clothes kind of way- but a "classy" matching. like, wearing the same color scheme. just something subtle as another way to show the world that you two are together. in conclusion: kibum is quite literally obsessed with you, and he wants EVERYONE to know it.

⚝minho

immediately obsessed with you from the beginning of the relationship! he is the single most husband-material man in the world, idc. will make you breakfast in bed as often as he can! even if you guys don't live together, he'll literally doordash a breakfast burrito or smth to your house just so he's sure you eat something in the morning. probably starts looking for rings just a few months into the relationship- but he won't tell you that bc he doesn't wanna freak you out. he's so sure that you're THE ONE, though. acts of service is 100% his love language. he just likes doing the little things for you! whether it's hanging up your jacket when you come home from work, washing the dishes, or learning how to make your favorite food, he's more than happy to do it! probably learns how to braid your hair! idk, i just feel like that's something he'd do. like, he'd wanna learn how to braid your hair so it's out of your face while you're sleeping</3. he loves talking about your future together! marriage, kids, retirement, all of it! he just loves to imagine your life together<3. minho is the guy that's in it for the long haul- he's the one you know you're gonna grow old with.

⚝taemin

he's a little weird!! but you love him, so it's okay!! just has the oddest little ways to show his love for you. like, i feel like he bites?? not hard, it's really more like, mouthing?? like, you guys will just be sitting on the couch watching tv, and he'll just gently bite your shoulder. and he'll stay there for a while, just like, holding your skin with his teeth. he likes to send you songs that remind him of you, but sometimes they're just so?????? like, he'll send you a song and be like "this came on shuffle and reminded me of you :3" and you're just sitting there confused like, bro this is literally "fireball" by pitbull??? silly stuff aside, i feel like he'd like to let you plan things!! not bc he doesn't want to- he just likes to let you take charge! you two will be deciding on where to go for dinner, and you'll be like "let's go here!" and he'll just be like, "okay :3" no arguing at all, he'll just go along with whatever you say! but he still likes to take care of you! like, he'll do little things like, zipping up your jacket, or holding the car door open for you, or bringing the blankets up to your chin while you're in bed so you don't get cold :((( also, kind of like the random biting thing, i feel like he just likes to hold you. like, you'll be standing at the stove cooking dinner, and he'll come up behind you and hug you TIGHT. like, you can barely breathe, but you know he just loves you so much, so let him squeeze the air out of you <3. taemin is the type of boyfriend that wants to be romantic, but he's just not really sure how! you two have your own way of going about things, and that makes you happy :)

a/n no.2: i went a little overboard with taemin, but i had a lot to say about that funky guy!! if you liked this, a like and reblog would be highly appreciated!! i love u guys. thanks for reading<333

[xotaemintol]

5HINee MOST LIKELY TO (NSFW)

Writers block is beating my ass rn, I have requests that I can't finish and prompts I want to do but can't, so till it passes l'II at least post things like this to stay active.

PRONOUNS USED: None//fem implied

TWS: Sub!idol, Dom!idol, sub!reader, dom!reader,overstimulation, pet play, oral (m/f receiving), pegging, daddy/mommy kink, bondage, S&M, cuckhold, and dirty talk.

MINHO 9.8/10

Despite being the jealous type he enjoys watching, he mostly likes watching you getting eaten out rather than you fucking someone else, something about seeing one of the members head between your thighs and your eyes rolling back always makes him so excited.

He first tried this with Kibum, you were tied up to the bed frame and blindfolded, your legs were wide opened and you were completely exposed to the two men as you wiggled around and waited for their next move. You weren't expecting to feel a mouth against you and you especially weren't expecting for it to be Kibums, but you weren't against it. The messy sounds of Kibum eating you out made Minho feel so turned on, the way your body spasmed and how your legs trembled made Minho wonder how long you wanted to do something like this, your begging and whining making his breathing heavier and his body hotter.

"…Oh god!" You had screamed so loudly, struggling against the restrictions of the handcuffs that dug into your wrists as you tried to escape the pleasures of Kibums tongue. You could feel Minho's eyes on you as Kibum ate you out, the feeling made you feel so dirty but so pleased. "Does it feel good baby? Is he pleasing you?" You nodded at Minho's question, desperately wanting to look at him as you answered.

TAEMIN 8.3/10

While he usually portrays a more possessive and jealous persona, Taemin loves it when you punish him by doing something like this, he's a slut for all things lustful in life and the filthier the better. He's full game to watch you get on your knees and let one of his members fuck your face, and matter of fact, he likes it even more when you tell him to touch himself while he watches.

It first started with Jonghyun, Taemin had been a brat for days now and you kept letting him get away with it but you were fed up and decided that you'd need to show him that if he didn't behave then he wouldn't get his way. You had pulled Jonghyun's hand leading him into your bedroom with Taemin sitting on the bed, telling him to sit there and look pretty as Taemin sat anxiously biting his lip as he watched. The way your hips looked as you rolled them against Jonghyun made the slight erection in his pants grow faster than what he'd like to admit, he watched with heavy eyes as you slowly undressed him and kissed all over his neck and shoulders, pressing your butt against his crotch and glancing back at him with sharp eyes. Taemins whole body felt hot and when Jonghyun started to touch you too, he was dying to join, but the moment he stood up you told him to sit back down and watch, so he did.

The way you slowly got on your knees and removed the last of Jonghyun's clothes made Taemin's hands sweat, even seeing your pretty lips wrap around the head of his dick made him whimper as if he could feel it himself. And the way Jonghyun grabbed your hair and began guiding your head left him shamelessly touching himself as he waited for his turn.

JONGHYUN 7.1/10

He was a little more hesitant but when he thought more about it he decided to give it a try and now, he doesn't mind seeing you being kissed or groped by someone else, especially when it's one of the members.

The first time he tried it was with Taemin, the three of you were sat on his couch and Taemin's hand was in your shirt as he kissed you. But Jonghyun didn't just sit and watch, he'd rather play too, so as Taemin's tongue went inside of your mouth he kissed the side of your neck, the way you moaned into Tamins mouth and put your hand in his hair made him bite his lip. He stopped for a moment to watch a little more, encouraging Taemin not to hold back as you lean in closer. The moment Taemin stopped holding back you were sitting on his lap, his hands all over your body as he kissed you till your lips were sore and your underwear was soaked, for a moment Jonghyun thought about letting you have them both, the way you gripped Taemin's shoulders told him how much you were enjoying yourself and as he was opening up to the idea.

When you had both slipped off your pants Jonghyun positioned you so that Taemin was behind you and that you were on top of him, the three of you playfully grinding against each other as Taemin kissed the back of your neck, the tension was getting heavier and it was becoming clearer that the night would end with both of them inside of you.

KIBUM 7/10

I know I'm rating him lower, but I think he's just as into it as Jonghyun actually. He enjoys when you tie him up to a chair and force him to watch you ride one of them, he didn't expect to enjoy it at first but being completely stripped naked and forced to watch makes him so painfully horny.

Jinki was happy to fill the spot of a third, you had come to him about it with Kibum and you were originally asking for advice on if it was a good idea or not, neither of you expected for him to volunteer to try it with you but you were both happy to accept. So you led both the men to your bedroom and with the help of Jinki, after stripping Kibum down you tied him to the bed and kissed him. For a while you and Jink were only playfully touching, slowly building up before you got on your knees and started to suck his dick, reacting right away Jink threw his head back and cursed softly, his eyes closed as he put his hand in your head and forced your head down. Kibum watched with his cock twitching between his thighs, biting his lip so hard that it was turning red, he wanted to touch you so bad and the sound of Jinki's voice as he praised you made that desire worse. It didn't take too long for him to be squirming against the restraints, the way you looked at him and degraded him made him whine.

"Please.." As Kibum watched Jinki bend you over on the bed beside him his desperation became too much, his needy expression was so pretty and as Jinki pressed himself against you with his hands holding your hips in place you giggled, reaching and touching Kibums thigh gently. you had decided that this was enough torture for now.

JINKI 5.1/10

If it pleases you then he'll allow it, but he'll only allow so much, surprisingly he's a lot more possessive than he looks, rather, he just doesn't like the idea of sharing as much, but if it's what you really want then he'll do it.

He had let you pick and your choice was Minho, he expected it and didn't ask why, he just agreed. His eyes watched carefully, he sat back with his legs spread. He was still fully dressed as the two of you hungrily kissed, he paid close attention to the way your hands explored Minho's body and nodded his head every time you looked at him for approval when you wanted to explore more. When Minho had led you to get on your knees you looked back at your husband, biting your lip as you pleaded with your eyes for a yes, of course, he let you, telling you that you didn't have to ask if it was what you wanted and telling you to make sure you did a good job for him.The way he spoke to you made sucking Minho's dick so much more exciting, you could feel him watching you as you slowly licked up the shaft of his cock and put your hands on his muscular thighs, the feeling made you unbelievably wet, and as you felt yourself becoming more excited you stopped and asked him for permission.

"I've let you do enough haven't I?" But he didn't let you suffer for long, instructing you to get on the bed he gets behind you as Minho gets in front of you. The feeling of Jinki fucking you as Minho pulled your hair and fucked your face made your whole body tremble."This was what you wanted?" As Jinki leaned down to your ear your walls throbbed around him, clamping onto him tightly as your moans are muffled by Minho's cock. "Do you like being fucked like a dirty slut baby? Does my pretty girl like being fucked from both ends like this?"

Most likely to be Whiny During Sex

TAEMIN 20/10

Pegging

It doesn't matter what role he's playing, a sub, bratty sub, power sub, soft dom, service dom, whatever the role he plays he's always so whiny during sex. Even when he doesn't start off that way, he always becomes so broken when you fuck him, especially if you overstimulate him, ruin his orgasms, or peg him. He'll get so whiny and it always sounds so pretty.

Taemin gasped, biting his kiss bruised lip as the head of your strap on brushed against his prostate, his sensitive cock already throbbing and leaking shiny ropes of precum as his back arched. "So pretty. You teased, your hands caressed his hips before you slowly ran your fingers through his hair and pulled harshly, a loud moan left his pillowy lips and he called out your name, his voice cracking as you started to fuck him faster. "s-so...so good.." You could hear him starting to break, the way his voice faded as you let go of his hair told you that he was enjoying himself. "Is it that good baby?" You asked, pushing his head down into the pillows you pressed your body against his firmly, angling your hips against him as you pushed him forward.

The slight change in position made his head spin, it felt like he was going to melt and when you reached down between his legs and started stroking his cock at the same pace he had lost it. Moaning loudly as he pushed back into you and whimpering as he became sensitive.

KIBUM 10/10

• Oral

Kibum is vocal no matter what he's doing. Dom or sub Kibum is going to let you know how he feels, what he likes, where he likes it, and how good it is.But he only gets whiny when he's subbing, especially when you're giving him head. Even when hes trying not to, he can't help but break every time he feels your mouth wrapped around his cock.

"Baby.. Kibums low voice trembled and his body quivered as he looked down at you, the feeling of your tongue teasing his cock made his head feel empty. "Don't tease me all night, l've been a good boy for you haven't I?" As you look up at him he trembles and grips the pillow behind his head tighter, he can't tell what you'll do next—the desire to feel your tongue against the head of his cock again clouds his brain so much that he couldn't guess if you wanted him to. "If you're such a good boy, why are you being so impatient?" As your hand slides up his thigh he whimpers and closes his eyes, it pains him to beg like this but he can't help it. "P-Please ma'am, please don't- a…..ah..” Finally when he feels your soft lips wrap around the head of his cock he's silenced by his pleasure.

As you slowly take him deeper he moans louder, his head leaned back against the pillows as he struggles not to move his hips. Every desperate cry that leaves his pretty lips pushes you to please him further, and the deeper you take him the louder he becomes. "God…..oh God!" He cries out, "Y/N! You...please... fuck, please let me cum in your mouth, please?" Kibum looks down at you, his eyes wet with desire and lust as he pleads with you. But he's given no response—not that he could complain with your tongue ruthlessly sliding across the slit of his pretty cock. His hips shuddered as he looked away and his toes curled, he could only manage gentle, raspy cries of your name that were too pretty to be ignored.

JONGHYUN 10/10

•grinding/foreplay

Jonghyun is very vocal in bed no matter what since he's usually praising you or guiding you, he often talks you through orgasms so it's not new for him to be vocal. But whiny…..Jonghyun only gets whiny when he's been waiting all day. When he hasn't seen you in about two days and only got a few kisses before leaving, that's when he becomes a mess. During foreplay he won't be able to keep himself from huffing and moaning, just kissing you has him losing his mind and when he starts grinding against you he can't help but become desperate.

The room felt hot, the air was thick and the lights were still on. Jonghyun hadn't even stopped to close the door, he needed to get his hands on you as soon as possible and he wasn't going to waste another second trying to set the mood. The mood was set the moment you told him how badly you wanted him, you should've expected your clothes to be on the floor the moment he got in. The way his hands restlessly touched you and stripped your clothes away told you how tonight would go, those two days away from you was enough to make him feel unbearably impatient.

"Did you miss me baby?" He asked in a shaky voice, his hips moved slowly against you. Your legs spread and pushed back as his cock slowly dragged up and down between vour lips, every time the head of his length bumped your clit you shivered. It felt so heavy, precum leaks from him and your love wets him even more. "Mhm…so...much." Your breathing became heavier, you were becoming so desperate for him and he felt the same about you. His quiet moans were becoming shaky and with every thrust he became slightly louder, going faster as he looked down between your body's to watch. "So...hmmm…..so pretty, you're so pretty..." As he continued to speak his voice cracks, he wanted to be inside of you so badly but knew that a little anticipation would make sliding into you feel heavenly. "F…Fuck..”

MINHO 9/10

During sex/penetration

When Minho gets really riled up, when he's so impatient, when he's been waiting for hours to feel you—that’s when he gets whiny. He's always vocal, usually it’s because he leads 80% of the time, but also because he knows you like it. Whatever it takes to get you off he'll do, but luckily; being vocal in bed comes naturally for him. But he's the most vocal when he's inside of you, especially when he's been waiting for hours to fuck you. He's not afraid to admit that he enjoys when you make him wait, something about the way you respond to him being brought to his knees and desperately pleading with you turns him on so much.

As he slid inside of you he shuddered, his bottom lip quivered from the feeling of you—your walls felt so hot, so wet and tight that he could cry. The soft pulsing of your warmth was so intense and his cock felt so sensitive, he thought he'd burst before getting all the way inside of you and the look of pure bliss in your face as every inch of him slowly disappeared inside of you made him tremble. His breathing became just as shaky as his body as he finally bottoms out inside of you—he could feel your excitement pooling and dripping as he paused to breathe. But even stopping for a second couldn't save him.

As you looked up at him with lustful eyes and a needy expression he softly cursed and waited for your next command. "Ming..baby, fuck me," You said breathlessly, "Fuck me baby, fuck me." Your desperate orders made him whimper as he nodded his empty, and his eyebrows knotted together as he began to slowly withdraw his cock from you, watching every inch come out as he bit his lip and gripped the pillow underneath your hips. "..F...Fuck..” His soft whimper made you throb, his voice cracked just a little as he paused and looked back at you. "You..You're so pretty Y/N, fuck you're so pretty…so fucking pretty." Finally he begins to move again, his slow thrusts turn into lust filled rutting as he whimpers and moans in your ear; chanting over and over again that you're so fucking pretty.

JINKI 7/10

Mutual/simultaneous masturbating

Jinki isn't as vocal as the others but that doesn't mean he's silent, he likes using his voice to guide you or to tell you when you're doing a good job but you had proposed the idea of mutual masturbation and he couldn't really tell where to use his voice during this type of play. Of course, he knew he could easily praise you and tell you what to do but he's well aware that you know what you're doing—but his concern was easily put to rest when you suggested that he just go with the flow. And when he did he seemed to be just as vocal as he is when he's fucking you, maybe watching you touch yourself to the sight of him was what turned him on so much; or maybe it was you watching him get off to you.

As you rubbed quick circles against your clit Jinki watched with his lip trapped between his teeth, you looks so sexy like this. The sight of your hand between your thighs and your pretty pussy dripping as you watched him made him feel so feral—he did his best to match his pace with yours, but when you slid your fingers down to your entrance he couldn't help himself anymore. As he began fucking his fist Jinki watched you with hungry eyes, the way your hands explored every inch of your body; and the way your body shivered when you caressed yourself made him weak in the knees. He wanted you so bad.

Without thinking about it Jinki stood up as he decided that watching wasn't enough for him. He had to get you off and be inside of you; but you stopped him before he could reach you and said; “What are you doing baby? You're supposed to be watching...” A soft whine left his lips as you grinned and motioned for him to sit down in front of you, with your legs wide you pointed to the floor in front of you and bit your lip. "Or do you want a closer look?" Feeling impatient but willing, Jinki sat down in front of you. You were both breathing so heavily and so horny that you could explode. But that feeling only got stronger when Jink grabbed your leg and pressed his face against it, slowly stroking himself as he looked up at you with needy eyes. "You don't know how bad...oh my God..." As he inhaled the smell of you he leaned his head back and let out a mixture between a soft moan and a whimper. "..I can't, I need to fuck you baby, will you let me?" As he looked up at you he began to beg.

[imaginidol]

Taemin: Stars Under the Rain

“Taemin!” You hissed at the giggling boy as he practically jogged away from you with your shared umbrella, leaving you to be slowly soaked under the evening rain’s mist.

“You menace,” you whisper, pulling at his ear once you’ve caught up to him for the umpteenth time. “If I have to say your name one more time, someone’s gonna recognize you and the rest is history!”

Taemin only giggled some more and looked around the street at the walking pedestrians around you.

“What if a reporter hears us? Me with you? How funny do you think the headlines will be?”

“Taemin, that’s not funny!” You can’t help but stifle a short laugh at the ridiculousness of the boy in front of you.

“Fine, how about you hold the umbrella now?” He offers you the bright green umbrella along with a sheepish grin.

“Wow, thanks, Tae,” you roll your eyes at the realization that the only reason he returned the umbrella was because evidently, the mist had suddenly stopped.

He giggles again and pulls his hoodie over his head.

“Okay, okay,” he smiled, offering you his hand. “I’ll be good now.”

You pinched his arm before generously accepting his hand, wrapping your cool fingers around his.

While he was a bit of a menace to be around, you appreciated and loved the way Taemin would turn into a completely comfortable and playful version of himself when he was with you. There weren’t too many people he would show this side to.

“Look,” he says, stopping shortly before a line of street-way trees decorated with holiday lights.

You look up to see where his eyes have landed. You’re taken aback by the breathtaking sight of brightly-lit trees. While you always knew the city decorated their trees for the holidays, you had never actually stopped to admire the work put into the heavenly sight and how beautifully it complemented the dark sky at night.

“Wanna know what I think of these trees?” He looks at you quietly.

“Tell me what you think,” you reply.

“I really like how each bulb, regardless of its shape or size, is very pretty on its own. It’ll light up the dark pretty well. But I do prefer how they all complement each other when they’re all together, different shapes and different sizes. They look like cosmos when they’re all together.”

“I like that thought,” you say, admiring the twinkling lights all around you both. “Do you see those star-shaped lights, Tae? I think of you as one of those, in a sense.”

“Is it because I’m an artist and being a ‘star’ is my career?” He smiles.

“That’s too literal, Tae. I mean like… you’re very admirable in your own way. Inside and outside of your career. You work hard for what you give, you give your best when someone asks for your advice. You have people all around you that support you and help you succeed well. It makes you stand out like one of these star-lights. And if you put you and your supporters together… you all become a big, lit-up beautiful tree. You give inspiration to many in more ways than one.”

Taemin was quiet for a while, soaking in your calming words. The corners of his lips would curl to the tiniest of smiles when he thought of you at times like these.

“You know,” he says after a while, “I appreciate the way you see me for me, in and out of my career. But you’re missing something in your analogy.”

“What am I missing?”

“While it may be a beautifully lit-up tree that I’ve cultivated over my life, it takes just one precious person to notice it all and truly appreciate its existence. You see me and you appreciate me, my supporters, my life when the lights are turned off, my life when I’m shining at my brightest. I appreciate having you be that person. You make me feel very… seen.”

Your cheeks redden warmly and you can’t help but pull your boyfriend’s face close to plant a sweet kiss against his cheek, to which he smiles and returns one against your lips.

One, two, four little kisses later, the mist of rain is back. This time, you have the upper-hand with holding the umbrella. You realize this and immediately jog away from Taemin, leaving him in a heap of shock and giggles as he runs calling after you, the rain mist hitting his face and yours as you both briskly ran away under the brightly shining holiday trees.

[xoalsoxtt]

Be careful little girl PART 1

Taemin×Reader(fem)

sugar daddy sites... those websites are my job. I am 18 years old and I need to go to university but I am not someone who will study at any university. I will go to a private university and of course I need money for this. I am sorry but unfortunately I do not hate myself enough to work for myself.

Generally, not everyone knows that I am a whore and I try to do my job at home, but that day I went to a bar and found myself a 29-year-old man.

Actually, I didn't find him, he found me and tried to talk to me. But I was so drunk that I couldn't even have a proper conversation, so he took me to a restaurant and said he thought we could talk calmly and get along. So, did I clearly find a new sugar daddy?

-Let's start from the beginning I'm Taemin

-I'm suyeon

-I won't make it longer. You admitted to me that you needed money, right?

-uhmm... right.

-If you spend certain days of the week with me, I can make you a large payment every month.

-huh?

-You heard that, I want you to spend some time with me.

-But will I start working right away?

-No, you can come to my house the next day.

-oh okay

-how old are you suyeon?

-I'm 18

-ohh young and crispy

-:))

-I have some requests from you because I will pay you a really big amount.

You will come to my house whenever I want, baby, okay?

I can fuck you whenever I want

You have no right to be with anyone other than me while we are in this contract.

I can do whatever I want with you, baby.

You will wear the dresses, nightgowns, sexy underwear and erotic clothes I bought for you without saying anything and you will show them to me.

If you do all of these I will pay you $10,000 per month.

-Taemin... can you give me some time to think?

-oh. Make your decision tomorrow and call me

-okay

*While we were hugging him to say goodbye, he suddenly squeezed my ass. It's not that I didn't like it, he's handsome and I can't understand how he hasn't married yet, but he's a bit of a cold person*

[skzhocomments]

In the Dark - Choi Minho SHINee Fanfic - Story Masterlist

Pairing: Minho (of SHINee) x OC (name: Jieun)

Genre: non-idol AU, single dad trope, prostitution, angst, romance, fluff, mature

Word Count: ~60k

Warnings: mature, swearing, feelings of hopelessness, angst, depression, death, crying, explicit sexual content, and others.

This is just a story that doesn’t describe SHINee members' true characters in any way. It’s just a product of my imagination and should be treated as such.

This story is also on Wattpad (click here) and AO3 (click here)

A/N: As any other writer out there, I would appreciate reblogs and your comments on this story. Please let me know if you enjoyed it, and most importantly, have fun!

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Summary:

inthedark.com A site that promises to fulfil each and every wild fantasy you've ever had in complete darkness and, most importantly, in complete anonymity. Privacy is ensured for all parties involved, be it customer or prostitute. So, how exactly would this site change the life trajectory of a single dad and a mere elementary school teacher? Read and find out in my SHINee Minho fanfic titled 'In the Dark'!

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The story and cover are original and my property. Any similarities to other stories are purely coincidental. Jieun, the protagonist, is a made-up character.

SHINee members or any other famous people mentioned along this story DO NOT represent their true character in any way, they are simply mentioned in order to provide a visual representation for the readers. Their personas obviously have nothing to do with their true personalities. They're just characters I've created for this story, so please don't take this too seriously.

Mature content ahead. Lots of trigger warnings apply, so please read carefully.

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©storminsidemycore

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Chapter 1 - inthedark.com - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 2 - Take my breath away - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 3 - Always tired, but never of you - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 4 - Uncanny resemblance - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 5 - Babysitter duty - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 6 - The wine talking - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 7 - When our lips touch - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 8 - Letting go - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 9 - The virus - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 10 - Falling apart - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 11 - All fell down - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 12 - Somewhere I belong - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 13 - A night to remember - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 14 - A family - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

Chapter 15 - A happy forever (Final Chapter) - Tumblr + Wattpad + AO3

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Thank you so much for reading.

Hope you enjoyed it!

Love,

Storm

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Masterlist

[itstheoneshot]

Kinktober Day 5

Exhibitionism: Jonghyun

!dom Jonghyun

“Jagiya,” He murmurs, his voice a little croaky from sleep and the dryness of the air in the plane, “Why aren’t you sleeping?”

You aren’t a huge fan of flying, not because you are afraid of it, but the seats are uncomfortable, your legs and back get sore from being in the same place for so long. The food is always trash, and you can’t focus enough to watch a movie or play a video game to keep yourself occupied.

“I just can’t, oppa,” You reply, leaning up to kiss him on the lips, “Did you sleep okay?”

Jonghyun hadn’t been asleep for long, but while he was, you watched him lovingly, the way that his mouth hung open a little, his long eyelashes cast shadows on his high cheekbones, how did you end up so lucky as to have him? 

“Better than not sleeping, I guess,” He chuckles, adjusting the blanket that covers you both, “It’s so damn cold in here though.”

You lean your head on his shoulder, nuzzling in as he runs his fingers through your hair, giggling as he tickles your neck. His hand slips under the blanket, trailing down your arm to your fingertips. You try and get closer to him, as if that were possible, finding so much comfort in his closeness, but soon you realise that he had an ulterior motive in the position he has gotten you in, his hand moves further, further still.

“Jjong,” You mutter under your breath, “What are you doing?”

You attempt to steady your breathing as his hand moves to your thigh, fingernails gently grazing your skin as he travels upwards.  He smirks a little, taking a moment to answer, hand not pausing as it moves further, inching closer to where it absolutely should not be in public.

“Keep quiet, jagiya,” He soothes you, “I’m just going to help you relax.”

You bite your lip, adjusting yourself in your seat, feeling your cheeks burning. You glance up at the air conditioner vent above you, nope, it’s still on, and wonder how the hell it got so hot in here. 

Jonghyun’s hand roams over your core, but continues moving upwards to find the elastic waistband of your leggings. You shut your eyes just as his hand slips under the fabric, trying your hardest to contain your voice as he moves back down. Your nails dig into the seat when he touches you, and you open your eyes to see him straight-faced, as if this wasn’t happening at all.

He expertly moves your panties aside to touch you, one finger tracing the outside before he breaches. You take the first finger easily, able to maintain composure even when he curls it slightly. When he adds a second finger is a different story, and a third, and he circles your clit with his thumb. You whine, unable to hold it back, eyes wide and frightened, glassed over with pleasure.

“Oh, baby,” Jonghyun murmurs, “Do you want everyone to hear you?”

You shake your head, your blush deepening as his fingers move a little faster, and you moan involuntarily, covering your mouth with your hand to try and stifle it.

“I think you do,” He continues, “You need everyone on this plane to know how much of a slut you are, how desperate you were to have me make you feel good, you couldn’t even wait to be somewhere private, could you?”

He is right, and you both know it. The thrill of being seen, being caught, it makes you insane. Having to hold yourself back, focus on keeping quiet, having little to no control over your body, your movements, your sounds, it made the pleasure hit you tenfold. Jonghyun works your body like magic, thighs shaking after mere minutes passed by, your eyes sparkling with tears as you try so hard to remain composed and steady.

“Oppa,” You warn him, your nails digging so hard into the seat that you fear you will puncture holes, “I’m so close.”

Jonghyun smirks at you, his rhythm remaining the same, not slowing down or speeding up, just continuing the pattern that has you seeing stars and falling towards an orgasm that you fear may completely destroy you. You fear that you may not be able to hold back, that your cries will wake every passenger around you, but it is coming, and coming fast.

“Then cum,” He urges you, leaning down to kiss you as he feels you begin to shake, “I’ve got you, don’t be scared.”

You let go as instructed, falling apart around his fingers as you quietly moan into his mouth, the pleasure is so much more intense than you let on, only out of fear of getting in trouble, though that helps the pleasure too. Jonghyun coaxes you through it with ease, prideful that he has this power over you, loving the way that you break so easily. 

“Now try to sleep,” He chuckles, your chest heaving as he pulls his fingers out, lifting them to his mouth to lick clean, “We still have hours to go.”

You readjust in your seat, leaning your head on his shoulder to try and do exactly that. Feeling much more calm, relieved to have not been caught, though still embarrassed at how badly the thought of that had turned you on in the first place.

“And when we are at the hotel,” Jonghyun goes on, “I’ll be getting my fix, too.”

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kinktober masterlist

[xiaoderyy]

(I'm actually OT5 & Key biased 🫣)

(love his sass😆👏)

[shykpop]

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Like or reblog, If you save/use

Credits always welcome

Ask is open

[namelessdubu]

I just decided I will start promoting my SHINee fanfictions on AO3.

So as an introduction: I write canon compliant (with a few exceptions), I dedicate mostly to Minkey but I've been trying with some Onyu aswell as 2Min and Jongkey. I love writing long romantic/drama trops but they usually have some smut (at least a bit), I also write quite some PWP because hey life's short.

[hika19dori]

Sob as estrelas (TaeKey)

O acampamento foi ideia do Onew, que, como sempre, o mais velho buscava momentos de descontração em meio à rotina agitada. Todos os membros do SHINee concordaram sem hesitar, ansiosos para se afastar das luzes brilhantes e respirar o ar puro da floresta. Taemin, no entanto, tinha outro motivo para aceitar: seria a oportunidade perfeita para finalmente se declarar a Kibum.

Desde que se conheceram, Taemin nutria sentimentos por Key. A personalidade vibrante, o sorriso afiado e os olhares calorosos que ele reservava para as pessoas que amava eram impossíveis de ignorar. E, embora o mais novo fosse normalmente confiante no palco, a ideia de confessar seus sentimentos fazia suas mãos tremerem.

Naquela noite, após um dia cheio de risadas, trilhas e comidas queimadas na fogueira, o grupo decidiu observar as estrelas. A clareira aberta onde haviam montado as barracas era o local perfeito. Taemin estava com o coração disparado, viu sua chance quando Jonghyun e Minho decidiram voltar às barracas para jogar cartas.

Key ficou sentado sobre a grama, absorto no céu estrelado, enquanto Onew resmungava algo sobre um cobertor que havia esquecido no carro. Restaram apenas ele e Taemin.

— Hyung, posso me deitar aqui? — perguntou Taemin, apontando para o espaço ao lado de Kibum.

— Claro, Taem, vem cá.

Taemin hesitou por um segundo antes de apoiar a cabeça no colo de Key. O gesto foi tão natural que o mais velho não questionou, apenas passou a mão pelos fios macios do cabelo do outro, algo que fazia instintivamente quando estava confortável.

O silêncio entre eles era leve, quebrado apenas pelo som distante do vento nas árvores. Mas Kibum começou a notar algo diferente. Os olhos de Taemin, iluminados pelas estrelas, brilhavam de uma forma que ele nunca havia percebido antes. Ele parecia tão sereno, tão... bonito.

— Você é... — Key começou, mas interrompeu-se ao perceber que a frase escapara de seus lábios.

— O que foi? — perguntou Taemin, virando o rosto para olhá-lo.

Key desviou o olhar, fingindo observar uma constelação. — Nada. As estrelas estão bonitas hoje, só isso.

Taemin riu suavemente. Ele sabia que estava corando, mas respirou fundo. Era o momento.

— Hyung... quero te dizer uma coisa.

— Hm?

Taemin sentou-se devagar, encarando Kibum de frente.

— Eu gosto de você. Não como amigo ou irmão, mas... gosto mesmo, sou apaixonado por você, sempre fui.

Os olhos de Kibum se arregalaram por um momento. Taemin mordeu o lábio, nervoso com o silêncio que se seguiu.

— Taemin-ah... — Key sussurrou, um sorriso pequeno surgindo em seus lábios. — Você realmente acha que eu não percebi?

— O quê? — Taemin piscou, confuso.

— Você me olha como se eu fosse uma estrela cadente. Achei que um dia fosse tomar coragem para me dizer.

Antes que Taemin pudesse responder, Key segurou seu rosto com as mãos e o puxou suavemente para um beijo. Foi lento, carinhoso, e sob o céu cheio de estrelas, parecia que o universo inteiro havia conspirado para aquele momento.

Quando se afastaram, Taemin estava sorrindo como um bobo.

— Então... isso significa que você também gosta de mim?

— Significa que eu sou um idiota por não ter dito antes. — Kibum deu um leve empurrão no ombro de Taemin e riu.

Eles voltaram a deitar na grama, agora com os dedos entrelaçados. A noite parecia mais brilhante, mais quente, e tudo estava no lugar certo. Sob as estrelas, os dois finalmente encontraram o que estavam procurando.

[gayashawol]

𝒟𝒶𝓎’𝓈 𝒪𝓊𝓉

Ships: Lee Jinki x AFAB!Reader x Kim Jonghyun

Genre: Smut, Fluff

Word Count: 1500+ words

Content Warning(s): Anatomy used for the reader’s genitals is detailed, but the top half is referred to as chest and nipples, also the guys are dating lol

Author’s Notes: Not gonna lie, the sex is pretty realistic and based on my own experience looool

It was the day that I was going to meet Jinki and Jonghyun for the first time. All I knew was that they were a couple looking for a third, sweet sub — and I was chosen to go on a date with them.

We wanted to go to a cafe, so we went to one in North London. I was nervous walking closer to the shop, feeling my stomach aching more and more as I took another step forward.

Eventually, I reached the outside at the designated time, which would be noon. I opened the front door, where I was greeted by the staff members that were there. I bought myself a coffee, then went to find them once I was handed my order.

There they were sitting down at the back of the cafe in a hidden space, with both of their eyes lighting up at the sight of me, they stood up to greet me, even allowing me to sit close to them.

“Come here Y/N! You can sit next to Jonghyun!” Jinki stood up from his seat so he could sit on the other side. Jonghyun was especially very touchy, cuddling me as they gave me both of their foods.

“You smell so good…” Jonghyun complimented my scent, which was a cheap perfume that I bought from Superdrugs. I smiled at the gesture, feeling his nose on my neck. Jinki went towards me to smell me too, in which they both had the same reaction of pleasure, before complimenting me again.

“Yeah, they do smell really good!” Jinki cracked up a smile, having them gaze at me for what seemed to be about 5 minutes while I ate a bit of their sandwich and hash browns.

The two chatted to each other in what seemed to be Korean. Based on my poor Korean skills, I could assume that they were talking about me, as I heard my name being mentioned multiple times, while Jonghyun would point at me with his pupils.

“Hey… Y/N… we’re thinking of coming back to the hotel, do you want to come with us?” Jinki asked whilst Jonghyun was looking sort of hyped up for what seemed to be unknown to me.

“Oh… sure!” I didn’t hesitate to say yes. They were 2 attractive men. The way Jonghyun would look at me with a smirk, and Jinki would hide his face made me get into them a lot more. They were so cute, that I’d sleep with them without thinking it through first.

“Alright Y/N, but finish your food. We’re gonna go to a shop first before we go in.” Jonghyun placed his arm around me, watching me eat as he looked up at Jinki, in which he smiled back at me.

I finally finished my food, even taking the hash browns with my hands and eating them while we walked in the streets of Camden Town. We went for 15 minutes by bus to go towards their hotel, even stopping at a nearby corner shop to buy some condoms, lube and whiskey.

Afterwards, we made it to their hotel, walking upstairs to reach their room where Jinki opened the door and revealed a nice-looking room with a king’s bed. They placed the bag on a nearby nightstand, allowing the two to sit on the bed. I went towards the bathroom to wash my hands, then came back to see them making out with each other. I wasn’t exactly shocked since they disclosed the fact that they were dating.

“Hey Y/N, come and join us!” Jonghyun pulled out of Jinki to drag me in. He sat on top of him so I could sit next to them. They were enjoying themselves, and I didn’t want to disturb them.

It wasn’t until… I felt a hand on my crotch. It was Jinki’s.

I felt him digging through my pants, trying to rub me there. He was still holding onto Jonghyun, kissing him passionately as he arched his back for every pleasure he got. His shirt got removed, just so his nipples could be played with. He was especially sensitive there, loving the way Jinki’s hands glided through his buttons. He groans ever so gently, seeing him pull out to cuddle him.

“Ohhhh… mmm… please… m-more…” He started grinding on Jinki’s lap, slowly getting louder as it went on. Meanwhile, I was feeling a bit left out. Perhaps they just wanted someone to watch them, like a voyeur?

Of course, they didn���t, because they pulled out of each other just to tell me to take off my clothes. I eventually did, being completely bare from head to toe. They both got excited at the sight of me, so they started using my body — Jinki’s hands on my hole and Jonghyun on my chest. Jinki went over to kiss my lips at the same time, while Jonghyun was playing my nipples.

“Oh fuck…” Jonghyun cursed, feeling himself wanting to touch himself, so he did just that. He pulled out his cock, showing it to me with a smirk on his face.

“Do you know how to suck?” Jonghyun said while breathing heavily, his hand still on his cock and stroking it. I nodded at his question, giving it a lick as he got closer to my face.

Jinki was on my pussy, eating me out as he places a finger inside. He went on my clit as he owned it, feeling my hole getting looser and able to find a nicely shaped cock inside. Jinki had that cock, and wasn’t afraid to show it to me. It was much bigger than Jonghyun’s, but I loved both of theirs.

“Mmm… go inside me…” I moaned out loud, the both of them heard me. Jonghyun went in first, placing his cock balls deep. His deep groans gave me goosebumps, I loved how manly but whiny he sounded. It wasn’t what I expected at all, I thought he would’ve sounded more feminine.

“Mmm… oh… mmm…” He wasn’t playing when Jinki said that he’s sensitive. He has been moaning the entire session, feeling Jinki’s slight touch and his face tells the full story. He already had enough and might blow at any moment. He held onto me from the shoulders, swaying his hips fast enough that he could come inside of me.

“Y-yes, yes, yes, yes- I’m gonna cum!” Jonghyun used his last slam on my pussy to squirt all around the inside, feeling the slight warmth and liquid substance from within. He laid on me for a moment, laying next to me as he kissed my cheeks and then eventually my lips.

He pulled out after a couple of minutes, allowing Jinki to have his turn. He used Jonghyun’s cum as a lubricant and went inside of me. He was much larger, so he added a bit of lube in case. Nonetheless, he still managed to go inside easily with no issues.

Jinki managed to go balls deep after a minute of gathering enough lubricant substances so he could make his way inside and out. His cock began to feel slippery, so he started thrusting slightly faster than Jonghyun and going even deeper, touching the cervix. I felt the pressure of him hitting me there, knowing that it was going to hurt later on.

He turned me around, going into a doggy position so he could go even faster. Jonghyun was watching from below us, making out with me while he was continuously playing with my nipples.

I felt him going faster, I held onto Jonghyun while I orgasmed and moaned in his mouth. He used his tongue on me so he could feel our mouth doing dirty things from inside there. Jinki began to groan loudly, feeling him spanking my ass as he gets closer and closer to cumming.

“I-I’m cumming… o-oh my god-” Jinki did one deep thrust, and the cum came right inside me like hentai-level shit. It went in fast and in max. Some of it must’ve gone through my cervix, I might need to get myself checked tomorrow. But either way, I was next to Jinki and Jonghyun and we all lay together on the bed.

They both made out with me, showing their love and affection to me. I started feeling a bit of pain in my uterus, but it was alright since they were looking after me and it went away within about 30 minutes.

“That was so nice… we should do it again sometime soon!” Jonghyun expressed his happiness for the sex. Jinki smiled, seeming like that was his idea in the first place to have a third.

“Hey Y/N… do you want to regularly see each other again? We can go to another shop? Do you want to go to a chicken shop?”

“Jinki, YOU want to go to a chicken shop.” Jonghyun teased him, pushing him gently jokingly. “Jinki loves going to chicken shops. It’s a good thing that we came to London, there’s plenty of shops here.”

“Can we go to Popeyes? I always wanted to try it, but they haven’t opened a restaurant here in Korea yet.”

“Sure, why not! Hey Y/N, what do you think? Should we go to Popeyes the next time we meet up?” Jonghyun asked me, the both of them turning their heads towards me.

“Sure, that sounds fun!” I smiled.

—

Dividers by @cafekitsune

[dibidibifiction]

Reasons to Live

Pairing: Kim Jonghyun x Reader

Category: romance

TRIGGER WARNING: depression, self-harm, death, foul language

Word count: 3.5k+

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction made for personal entertainment of readers. The writer does not ever intend to offend her readers nor does she aim to spread false information about anyone as to pay any disrespect to the real-life persons whom the characters are based on. She also does not claim ownership to any of the images that are being used.  

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TWO YEARS EARLIER

JONGHYUN

I hear the curtain metal rings slide harshly two opposite ways, shocking me awake. 

“Oh, good. You were sleeping with your mouth open.”

“Great. Thanks, Mom,” I say sarcastically, rubbing my eyes.

“It’s already ten past five. I’m going home. Are you going to be okay?” my mom asks. She has taken care of me since day one I’ve been in this hospital. But now, since I’ve improved a lot, I insisted that she doesn’t have to visit every day. 

“Yes, ma’am,” I roll my eyes jokingly.

“Aww, Jonghyun, you should find a woman who will take care of you from now on instead of bothering me,” she joins my kidding around.

After she pinches my cheeks and kisses me, she heads out the door. I sit up to reach for my phone on the side table. I got messages from the boys on our group chat.

14:36

Kim Kibum: Hey, Kim Jonghyun! When are you getting discharged? You’re delaying our project. Get your shit together, yeah? Love you

15:18

Jinki: They ran some tests on you a few days ago, right? How did they go?

15:24

Minho: Hope everything’s okay, Hyung. We’re just here waiting for you~

16:20

Taemin: Hyung, did you receive my fruit basket? Hope you like it.

Reading their messages instantly puts a smile on my face. I start typing to reply that everything’s good and that I’m getting out of here soon. Maybe next week at the very least. 

I’ve been in this hospital for almost a month because of the car accident on my drive to my parents’ house after work. It was already dark and I was on the expressway when it started to rain so heavily that visibility was close to zero. Unexpectedly, a huge truck was running too fast in my direction. I managed to avoid it but then made me hit an electric post. Even though I was in a coma for three days, still, lucky for me, I had very little damage compared to others who have gotten into accidents like this.

I’ve never felt more alive. It may be hard to believe or even admit, but it might be a miracle, what happened to me. I was in such unbearable pain that I could already imagine my loved ones crying at my funeral.

I grab my little notebook and head up to the rooftop. I sit in my usual spot, which is at the very corner of the floor, overlooking the city. The city lights are like stars, the cars like elves, and the people like ants. It’s like a whole new weird world. I pull up my pen inserted at the last page I wrote on. Every time I have an idea for a song or a poem, I always write it here. 

As I’m turning the pages to look back on what I’ve written, I catch a glimpse of someone’s legs way across this wide rooftop. It looks like a person lying on the floor. 

“Hello?” I call out. 

No response. 

“Excuse me, are you okay?” My voice is a little louder, hoping to be heard.

Still nothing. Not even a subtle movement.

I drop everything and walk briskly over to check on them. 

I gasp at a young girl in a hospital gown like mine, which means she must be a patient too. I draw closer to see that she’s unconscious. And pale.

My heart twists, I hurriedly kneel down to her side and lightly put my head on her chest to check her heartbeat. 

Shit, I hear nothing. A quick shiver sends through me. 

Her pulse. I quickly grab her hand to feel her wrist and hope to feel something. 

Thank God. I exhale after what feels like twenty minutes. “Stay here. I’ll go get help.” 

I run down four flights of stairs and realize how ridiculous that sounded since she couldn’t even hear me. I finally reach the nearest nurse’s station, catching my breath in order to get words out. 

“Excuse me! There’s a girl up on the roof. She’s unconscious. Please help!” 

A nurse nods once and quickly picks up the telephone. She recites something I didn’t quite understand. Two guys with a stretcher appear immediately and ask me to let lead the way.

. . .

It’s now hours later and I can’t stop thinking about her. My last sight of her keeps flashing before my eyes. She was pale and almost lifeless. She looks pretty with her dark neck-length hair, her thin bangs fly off her forehead because of the wind. I wonder what’s wrong with her. I hope she’s okay now. Turns out she is the one who stays in the room next to mine.

My door slowly opens for a nurse to take the tray of my already finished dinner. “Hey, um, do you know what happened to the girl next door?”

“Do you know her?” he asks me right back, his eyes dead.

“Actually, yeah, I went to college with her.” I lie.

“Oh, okay, then,” he sighs. “Well, she attempted to kill herself again.”

My jaws drop in shock. “What?” I stutter. My heart sinks even more at the word ‘again.’

“It’s the third time she’s done that during her stay here. I really hope she'll stop. I’m worried about her. She doesn’t even have a family for us to call for a situation like this. There’s only this one guy that comes over every now and then.” His eyes suddenly change and fill up with pity when he walks out the door.

---

PRESENT DAY

Y/N

I run to the bus stop to see Jonghyun already waiting for me by his car in hazard mode at the side of the road. Two weeks passed and this is the most I’ve seen him since he’s been busy with his comeback. 

He spots me, then waves so happily that he’s almost jumping.

I land in his arms. “Jonghyun, I missed you,” I weep on his chest. 

He pulls away to look at my face, cupping my cheeks. “How’s my girl?” his eyes twinkle. He lovingly leans in for a five-second kiss.

“I’m sorry I kept you waiting,” I pout.

“No, I just got here,” he smiles. “Shall we?”

We both hop in his car and drive to Taemin’s house to have dinner with the boys. It was supposed to be a celebration for their comeback promotion weeks ago but it always fell through. Now that their promotion ended, they decided to have the gathering tonight. It was Minho and Kibum’s idea. Taemin offered his place to hold it. 

They love a good party. Kibum wanted to invite as many people as they could but Minho wanted an intimate gathering with just close friends. The decision was made democratically but it was tied up. So all that long heated, turbulent discussion led us to the lowkey one with just close friends.

Jonghyun and I arrive with three handsome boys already in sight. Minho greets me with a warm hug and then leads me toward the kitchen where Jinki and Kibum are preparing food.

“Mmm, smells good over here. Where’s Taemin?” I ask no one in particular while I make my way to sit on a spinning stool by the island.

“He’s not here yet,” Kibum answers me while he holds a wooden spoon in front of me to let me taste his soondubu stew. 

“What? He’s late even at his own party being held at his house. Great.” I say as I nod approvingly to Kibum, telling him that it’s delicious.

Jinki giggles. “That’s our youngest.”

I laugh, wiping off droplets of soup on my chin.

“Speak of the devil,” Kibum mutters as soon as I hear the front door beep. 

I welcome Taemin with a giggle and my arms open for a hug. “Hey, what are you doing late at your own party?” I say, pulling away from his one-hand embrace.

“I came as fast as I could. You’re at my house. Stop complaining!” he laughs too.

. . .

It is now four hours later. Jonghyun and I are back in his car on our way to his apartment. I insisted he takes me home but he insisted harder for me to stay at his place since it’s closer.

“Plus, I missed you and I want to be with you a little longer,” he says, kissing my hand while his eyes are on the road. 

“Really? Well...” I say, having something in mind. I start drawing closer to him and slide my palm on his lap up to his crotch. I lean in closer, humming into his ear.

He swallows. “Hey, I’m driving.”

I laugh at him. “Fine, I’ll wait until we get home.”

“Home?” He looks at me for a second, smiling. Then back on the road.

I pause, thinking of what I said. “What?” 

“Did you just propose for us to live together?”

“Where’d that come from? You’re making stuff up again.” I playfully punch his arm.

He laughs out loud. It is so beautiful that it is the most musical sound I’ve ever heard.

After a few seconds of silence, he grabs my hand. I turn to him, waiting for him to say something. “So, do you want to move in?”

My mouth opens in quite a confusion but immediately curves into a huge smile. “Yeah, of course! I’d love that,” I screech. I lean into him for a kiss on his cheek, then rest my head on his shoulder while he pulls over into parking.

He turns to me, cupping my cheek. “I love you so much, Y/n.” 

It makes me melt every time he says those words to me. My eyes fill in with tears. “I love you, too.”

---

TWO YEARS EARLIER

An overflowing burning sensation boils in my stomach, making me abruptly sit up and throw up on myself. I feel like my internal organs are about to come out of my mouth. I feel so heavy that I can't open my eyes. When I do, it’s brief and cloudy.

I suddenly hear the door open. Somebody walks into my room. A nurse perhaps. After I feel them carefully laid me back down, I catch a blurry figure of a man standing in my direction by the door outside my room. Before I can control my own consciousness, everything goes black again.

. . .

I slowly open my eyes with the sun blaring at me. It irritates the shit out of me. I get out of bed in an attempt to close my blinds but somebody stops me.

“Whoa, wait, be careful.” A guy in a hospital gown like mine suddenly appears before me. 

“What the fuck are you doing here?” I glare at him.

He looks startled by my sudden rage. Despite this, he adjusts the wire connecting the needle inserted in my arm and the IV that’s hung next to my bed before I could mess it up. 

“Let me get that for you,” he mutters before closing the blinds for me, leaving a bit of sunlight.

My face relaxes from frowning as I watch him walk back toward me. He sits on the chair next to my bed. I notice his attractive appearance. Dark hair that covers his entire forehead, a cute smile and a muscular body. I somehow get lost in his stare with those innocent and sparkly eyes, making the anger inside me fade. I feel some kind of warm relief. 

“Uh, I’m Jonghyun. Sorry to disturb you. I just wanted to see how you’re doing. I have not heard about you since I found you on the roof a few days ago.”

I snap out, bringing back my scowl. “Why?”

He stutters. “Well-”

“We don’t even know each other.”

“No, but-”

“Do you like me? Is that why you saved me?” I’m getting more pissed with this stranger in my room. “Or are you just trying to be some kind of a hero that saves my life, then our story would turn into a cheesy romantic cliché?

Silence. He just stares at me. Probably awkward and shocked.

“Get out of here before I call security.”

Without saying anything else, he gets up from his seat and walks to the door. Looking flustered, he glances back at me before sliding it close behind him. 

. . .

The moon has come out. It’s the only time of day that I appreciate the outside. I stand before the window, looking out, watching the cars and cabs go about down there. Thinking that there are millions of people existing, I question why the fuck I’m alone. 

Literally. 

Emotionally. 

I fall on my butt, and for the first time in almost a year, I cry out loud. Extremely loud. Numbingly loud. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” I pull my hair out, punch my head, slap my own face. Dig my nails into my neck, scratch down to my chest, and then my arms. I kick my legs hysterically. Repeatedly.

I hate being alive. 

Eventually, my hearing went faint, abandoning its purpose. I feel someone grab me from behind, restraining me tightly. 

“Let me go! Just please let me go. Please! I don’t want to be alive anymore.” I continue to scream furiously, trying to escape everything that tries to come at me.

But then, I see that it’s Minho who’s hugging me. I crash into his arms, shut the fuck up, and cry silently. 

“Y/n, I’m here. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay. I’m here for you. Please, stop now,” he hushes me. I can finally hear his voice. He's the only one I can trust. His embrace is the only comforting thing to me.

I’m breathing heavily, trying to calm down. I watch a nurse approach with a syringe but Minho immediately shoves it away. 

We just stayed like this. I have not idea how long but I don’t want it to end.

After some time, the noises in my head settle down. I can see clearly again. 

---

PRESENT DAY

JONGHYUN

After my radio show, I come home to a beautiful lady waiting for me on the couch in the dressing gown I got her for Christmas last year, and a pair of thick-framed reading glasses with a book in hand. 

I join her, laying my head between her breasts. “Hi, roomie.” I look up at her, then give her a wink. We talked about moving in together weeks ago and the day I’d been waiting for has finally come. She’s finally settled in with me. There couldn’t be any other day happier than this.

She hisses. “Shut up,” then goes back to reading her book, blocking my view of her pretty little face. 

I hiss back. I then crawl out off the couch to pick her up bridal style, spinning her around.

Y/n shrieks, laughing. “Jonghyun, stop!” 

So I do. “Oh, hey, we haven’t done that thing couples do once they move in.”

“I thought you were going to be too tired from work,” she says, her arms around my neck.

Her thinking about sex is heaven to me! But that’s not what I’m talking about. “No, stupid,” I chuckle at her while I put her down on her feet. “Come here.” I grab her hand for her to follow me out the front door. 

“Wait, what? Where are we going? I’m not dressed,” she complains.

I close the door once we get out. Y/n is still confused about what we’re doing. I pick her up again, bridal style. “Now, enter the code.”

She doesn’t say anything else and does as I say.

Once she opens the door, “Welcome home!” I cheer.

She laughs out loud. “Oh, so now we’re officially living together. Amazing!” she says playfully.

But I don’t put her down just yet and head to the bedroom.

“What are you doing?”

“We’re doing that other thing that couples do when they move in together.” 

“Yay!” she cheers, then kisses me deeply on the spot as I bring the action to our bedroom. 

---

TWO YEARS EARLIER

There’s a knock on the door while I watch a movie on the flatscreen. I hit pause on the remote control.

“Hyung!” Minho calls out enthusiastically as he enters my room with bags of food in his hand.

“Hey! What are you doing here?”

“What? Can’t a guy visit his guy friend who is unlucky enough to get into an accident?” he jokes around, handing me my lunch.

“Thank you very much,” I bow to him. 

Minho and I do some catching up, talking about his new drama series, and some other work stuff until our conversation finds itself about the girl staying next door.

“Then she just kicked me out of her room and threatened to call security on me. This is what she did to a person who saved her life?” I pout.

“Oh, my God. You’re the stalker she’s been talking about?”

“Stalker? Woah, that woman. After what I did for her?” My blood is boiling with intense irritation. But it subsides quickly once I realize something. “Wait, you know her?”

“Yeah, I actually spent the night in her room.”

I pause, staring at Minho in confusion. “You’re not… Nothing’s going on with you two, is there?

“Oh, no. Nothing like that. I’ve known her since childhood. Our parents used to be close. That was when her mother was still alive and her dad hadn’t moved to Japan.”

“Wow, she has it tough, huh?” Just like that, irritation turns compassion. 

“Yeah, but there’s more to that. Something that no one can explain, not even her herself.”

She’s been suicidal. Her depression has taken a lot from her. Hearing this makes me want to look after her more.

---

PRESENT DAY

Y/N

Since then, Jonghyun had been visiting me every evening to have dinner together even when I kept pushing him away, asking him to stop trying to save me.

Days after he got discharged, he came back, but I wasn’t in my room anymore. When he found out that I was transferred to the psychiatric ward, he came running to my door.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were being transferred?”

“Why would I?” I frowned.

“Right,” he laughed awkwardly. 

His phone vibrated in his pocket. 

“Hey, what are you-” 

He trailed off, his face turning red as he listened. It’s definitely Minho.

I suddenly snatched the phone from Jonghyun’s hand and walk near the door out of earshot. “Hey, where the hell are you?” I scolded Minho in a whisper. “You are not letting him-”

“It’s okay, Y/n. He means well. Maybe it’s time for you to let somebody else in for a change,” he laughed statically. “Love you.” 

I sighed in irritation as I heard the dial tone. “Here.” I hand Jonghyun’s phone back to him while he just smiled at me goofily.

If it wasn’t for Minho, I never would’ve trusted anyone again. And because of Jonghyun, trusting and loving again was worth it. 

By the time I got discharged from the ward, Jonghyun and I eventually started dating officially. He was always there for me. Offered to come with me to my therapist twice a week but I insisted that I could go by myself. I would meet the rest of the boys not long after we got together. Since then, I’ve got the best friends ever.

Sooner or later, I would get back to work in teaching kindergarten. I can’t imagine my career going any other way. I thank myself for being alive today. Some days, I’d join Jonghyun and the boys in organizing a charity mission. I’d teach kids in far provinces. I forgot how fulfilling working with children was when I was too busy being miserable.

I’ve never felt so alive. Not to mention grateful. 

“I’m so proud of you, honey,” my dad tells me with a big smile on his face.

“Thanks, Dad,” I smile back at my computer screen. “By the way, when are you coming? You should tell me ahead of time so I can prepare you something.”

Before I can hear his response, the front door of my apartment beeped. “Oh, I have to go. Jonghyun’s here.”

“I should really meet this Jonghyun. You’re talking about him a lot,” he says.

I shake my head and laugh at him before hanging up.

“Was that your dad?” Jonghyun asks as soon as he approaches and kisses me on the lips.

“Yeah.”

“Is he coming to visit?”

“He didn’t say,” I tell him, shutting down my laptop.

I stare at Jonghyun while he removes his shoes and walks towards me.

“What?” he asks, then kisses me on the forehead.

Trying not to tear up, I just shake my head and giggle at him. If it wasn’t for Jonghyun, my life would be so much different right now. Hell, I’d be dead. Because of him, I regained my bond with my dad. 

Months ago, they had to go to Japan for work and he made me come with them so my father and I could finally talk. We had never seen eye to eye ever since Mom died. We had drifted apart. Now, we are closer than ever.

I’m not saying my depression is gone and my attacks are non-existent anymore. They still come every now and then, although not as bad as before. Jonghyun has always been so caring and understanding. I could cry just thinking about it. I got to be with the best person and have the best friends in the world. 

[xotaemintol]

SHINee KINKS (ot5) edited

*Quick disclaimer! I know there will be some who are upset or uncomfortable with me or anyone writing smut for Jonghyun or including him in anything smut related or maybe anything fan-fiction relation and I understand and hear you, but not only have I done a poll asking what people would think with the majority saying that they’d want it, but I also think that as long as I or anyone else isn’t disrespecting him or anyone else, and is aware that it is all fiction and is making sure to be mindful of everyone, that it can be done right. If you are uncomfortable or upset by it, then feel free to block me, not in a “I don’t care way”, you can also send feedback. But I’m saying this to let everyone know that I do plan to continue writing about him, he’s one of my ults and I think that continuing to write about him as anyone does another idol is also remembering. I will be deleting anything hateful or triggering in anyway shape or form. Let’s all be mindful of each other and be kind, thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy.*

Pronouns used: NONE (good girl/fem reader implied a few times)

TWS: Breeding, hair pulling, impact play/spanking, dirty talk, choking/breath play, sensory deprivation/blindfolding, BDSM, bondage, praise, degradation, feather play, ice play, biting, cock warming, authority play, sub/dom dynamics, exhibitionism, pet play, and dumbification.

MINHO

•Hair pulling

It's pretty straightforward, he likes pulling your hair (doesn't mind having his pulled if he's eating you out), and seeing the way you react turns him on so much

-Doesn't do it often but when he does he's more of a "grab and hold tight" type than a "yank and pull type" (that's more of Jonghyun and Kibum hehe)

-Will pull your hair if he's fucking you from behind, or if you're sucking his dick, he'll grab a handful of your hair and make you go slower or he'll fuck your face and guide your head with your hair

•Warming

-He likes when you sit on his lap anyways, he loves how you’ll wrap around him and nuzzle your body against his, despite him being muscular he’s very soft and loves it when you treat him as such. So even if you aren’t warming he loves it anyways, but it just adds another layer when he’s inside of you and you’re just sitting there on top of him.

-Sometimes he’ll sit and read a book (when he’s not out and being the active man he is) and you’ll be sitting on top of him with nothing but a loose dress on and him inside of you, occasionally “readjusting” himself and pulling you down just a little more. Sometimes he gets a little carried away and instead of it just being peaceful he’ll start moving his hips and hint for you to move too (which you always do) it’ll quickly go from you clinging to him while he does some relaxing mundane task, to him slowly fucking you while you both hold each other and softly moan into each other's ear.

•Impact Play (specifically spanking)

-Sometimes he'll role-play with you and will have you lay across his lap while he spanks you, he's more of a hand guy than a belt guy because he likes to feel your soft skin against his hands

-He'll spank you if he's (once again) fucking you from behind, walking past him, bending over, in public, changing, in the shower, it doesn't matter. Minho will smack your ass no matter where you are or what you're doing

•Authority Play

-He likes to take charge and you love seeing him do it, he'll get his military uniform from the closet (because of course he kept it) and will be like "Get on your knees" and will have you hump his leg

-He sometimes handcuffs you and will pretend to be an officer, he'll be all rough with you and grope you, grind against you and give you a "pat down" That's just him groping your entire body and bending you over then fucking you.

JINKI

•Daddy Kink

-He loves it when you sit on his lap and call him daddy, he encourages you to do it in public especially (surprisingly), and will have you ride him and call him daddy

-Even if you aren't having sex, he still wants you to call him daddy, especially since he loves taking care of you, he loves how you say it too when you get whiny and call him from another room or complain and get all bratty he gets so excited

•Ice or feathers

-He likes them because they usually call for slow and careful movements, at first he thought that it would make you a little uncomfortable but after seeing your reaction he decided to add feathers into the mix. It could be included in kissing, him eating you out, teasing, and just about anything possible.

-He’ll slowly drag an ice cube down your body, sitting it on your stomach for just a second until the heat radiating off your skin melts it just enough for him to lick up the drips of water, or hold it in his mouth while he’s between your legs and since he doesn’t want it to be too cold he makes sure to keep his hands warm and switch between his tongue and his fingers. With the feathers he’ll brush them against your thighs, slowly going up to your hips, stomach, nipples, then sides of your neck, every breath, gasp, and shiver makes him feel more and more pleased.

•Choking/breath play

-He's super careful when it comes to choking you and made sure to do plenty of research on it before trying it on you because even though it's exciting it can be dangerous

-He'll wrap his arm around your throat while fucking you from behind, choke you while you're underneath him, cover your mouth and nose while he's fingering you, and even force you to hold your breath while you're cumming

•Breeding

-He looooovveesssss breeding, although he's said plenty of times that he's not ready for kids (and you have said the same) he can't get enough of cumming inside of you and the thought of you being marked as his

-He puts you in mating presses so often that you're surprised when he doesn't, he'll have you walk around with a vibrator inside of you to keep his cum in all day and when you get home he'll take it out and clean you up while calling you a good girl for holding it in all-day

KIBUM

•Degradation

-Loves calling you things like "dirty whore", "My pretty slut", "Fuck toy", "pretty bitch", "dumb whore" and more, and loves it when you call him things like "stupid boy", "dumb slut", "Man whore", and especially "Sexy bitch"

-If he's in charge for the night he'll fuck you while he's degrading you, he talks dirty to you and talk about how he's going to fuck you dumb and how good you feel, how you're such a pretty whore while he's deep inside of you

•Pillow talk or you talking about your day

-He doesn’t mean to but hearing you talk about your day and rant or ramble turns him on so much, he loves to watch the way you explain things, the way you talk and your mannerisms make him want to sweep you off your feet, kiss you, and explore every inch of your body. He especially loves it because he thinks your voice is so beautiful, he always asks you about your day but not because he wants to be all horny and stuff, just because he wants to know but every time he’s so hard that it’s impossible to hide.

-He’ll ask you if he can eat you out or finger you while you talk about your day, he won’t go super fast because he still wants you to talk but he will put his all into pleasing you, he loves it when your voice gets all shaky and you can’t help but let out small moans in between words. You can always tell when he’s getting turned on from listening to you talk because his face gets all red and he won’t stop smiling and will avoid your gaze, he’ll get so cute and shy when he listens to you talk. Sometimes he even asks you to ride him while you talk about your day or ramble about random things.

•Dumbification

-He loves fucking you till you can't speak, the sound of you babbling nonsense and shouting out random strings of pleas, curses, and jumbled messes of praise, it turns him on so much to see you so thoughtless

-He loves to see your face when he's fucking you because he can see that switch in your brain turn off and watch you go dumb off the pleasure, he is so obsessed with you looking so lewd and smiling, crying, begging, moaning, and rolling your eyes back as you cum, you look so pretty when you can't think to him

•Latex

-No matter who's in it, he loves the feeling and the sight of it, it's a healthy mixture of you both wearing it and he especially loves it when you wear it, latex books, thigh highs, gloves, pants, whatever. It turns him into an animal

-You have a pair of latex pants that hug your legs and waist perfectly, when he's subbing he'll grind against you and let you overstimulate him. But when he's domming he'll wear a pair of latex gloves and spank you with them on, or wear a pair of latex boots and make you grind against them until you get overstimulated

TAEMIN

•Pet Play

-He bought you an adorable collar, cute cat ears, a tail, and your very own cat bowl, he loves seeing you crawl to him and drink water out of the bowl, and he loves when you climb up on his lap and nuzzle into him while poking your butt out like you're in heat

-He'll fuck you on the kitchen floor while you're on your hands and knees, or he'll put a leash on you and pull it while he's fucking you and yank your collar, he'll lean in really close while he's fucking you and whisper in your ear calling you a 'naughty kitty' and a 'bad girl (I wish I could go on omg)

•Blind folding/ sight deprivation

-He likes it when you blindfold him, but he likes to blindfold you just as much. He thinks that it’s romantic that you are trusting him with your body and that he’s trusting you with his, he also likes the idea of just feeling. Following each other's touch and being so excited for the next touch, when he first told you about him wanting to be the one wearing the blindfold he was a little shy to admit that he wanted to try it too, but you were more than happy to try it.

-The blindfolds are only used for foreplay, you both like it more since foreplay is all about building excitement and anticipation. You’ll be kissing him and will suddenly pull away for a few seconds, he gets all pouty and will whine and ask you to come back but instead, you kiss him on his shoulder or his chest, he loves it when you pick random spots to kiss or run your fingers along. When you are the one being teased he likes to worship your body, he’ll kiss you from head to toe, his fingers dancing across your skin, and his hair tickling the inside of your thighs ever so slightly. He’ll pull away a few times, but you can never guess when he’ll do it or for how long he’ll do it, he thinks it’s more exciting like that.

•Exhibition

-Those giant windows in his living room come in handy when he's feeling extra risky, since he knows that’s the closet he can get to doing anything anywhere really public he always limits it to in front of those giant windows, in his car in an empty parking lot (with probably his own music playing...Move most likely lol), one of the dance practice rooms, the recording studio, an empty dressing room, and one of the bathrooms in the sm building

-Presses you against the glass while telling you to look out the window at all of the people he'll be fucking you and will be like "Does it feel good? Do you like being watched?" Loves it when you play into it and mention how it makes you excited to think about someone catching him fucking you. He especially likes it when you can't keep your voice down and will whimper and bite him to stay quiet.

•Kissing

-He has a rule about kissing him in front of other people because he knows how you both get and even though he's into public play, he'd rather not fuck you in front of his manager (in front of SHINee is a different story though but I'll save that for another day) the minute he kisses you he's itching for more

-Kisses you while fucking you, he likes to see your face when he's fucking you because he wants to be able to kiss you. Pillowy lips + A1 stroke game + Pretty moans = Lee Taemin. He'd even make out with you while grinding against you, he'll even pull you off your knees when you're giving him head and kiss you right after

JONGHYUN

•Hair pulling

-Isn't the "Pull and hold type" he's the "pull and keep pulling" type, he'll pull your hair while you kissing and yank your head back by your hair, and sometimes he'll be playing in your hair, and will randomly pull it because he just loves the way you react

-He won't pull your hair if you're on your knees but he will while he's fucking you, your scalp will get sore from the pulling but he feels so good inside of you that you don't even care

•Biting

-Sometimes you'll playfully bite him while you're out and nibble on his shoulder or his bicep and he'll give you that bedroom look to warn you, or he'll bite you and it'll start as a joke but then he'll bite even harder and will go from biting you on your shoulder or arm and then will move up to your neck and game over when he gets there, no turning back when he finally gets excited

-He fucks you in whatever position gets his mouth the closet to your shoulders, neck, and lips, he loves the feeling of your skin in his mouth, the way you sound, it makes him so excited (he's a vampire like frl) and he loves the way your teeth feel against his skin, he doesn't like it when you try to hold back and will bite him softly, he wants you to bite him to the point that he leaves a mark. He'll have you sit on his lap while he fingers you and he'll let you bite him, in short, he loves biting

•Eye Contact

-The softer sweeter side of him loves eye contact the last and lingers. He loves how pretty your eyes are, and he always makes sure to look you in the eyes before kissing you, he’ll sit in front of you and just stare for a second then lean in a kiss you, eye contact with you gives him butterflies and because he has the prettiest eyes to ever exist you love it just as much.

-During sex, he’ll go slow, caress your face, smile a little, and look you in the eyes while telling you that you look so pretty, he’d be glistening in sweat, his hair sticking to his forehead, his lips slightly red with your kisses scattered over his skin (soon to be covered by the makeup artists lol) and breathing heavily as he tries his best to hold himself together and keep the romantic atmosphere.

•Praise

-He's always complimenting you, no matter what, but you know when that switch goes off in his head and it goes from compliments to praise from the way his tone will change. He'll go from "You look so nice today." To "You're so pretty baby, who's my pretty girl? Huh?" And "Wow, this is so good baby." To "Such a good girl, you like being a good girl for me baby?"

-He'll be fucking you and will hold you against his chest from behind while whispering in your ear that you take him so well, he'll tell you that you're doing such a good job and will encourage you to be louder, he'll call you pretty, kiss your entire body, tell you that you look so beautiful when you cum for him and will praise when he's done and shower you in love and kisses.

[imaginidol]

Taemin: Distant Bells Are Ringing

I don’t always leave an author’s note but I loved writing this for my anonnie’s request <3. So much so that I listened to both the instrumental pieces I mention in this headcanon whilst writing it, and I 100% would recommend you guys do the same bc I felt like crying the whole time lolzzz hope u like it !! :)

A sound of faint, classical music catches your attention as you’re exiting your dark SUV. Your bodyguard outstretches his hand in your direction, offering to lead you carefully out of the vehicle. You look around happily as you lift the sides your long, elegant gown, planting your heels firmly on the ground as you made your way to the entrance of the wedding venue.

“Thank you for coming tonight,” the familiar voice of your wedded friend’s brother greets you at the doors. “I can’t believe you made it!”

“Of course I had to come, how could I miss one of my closest friend’s wedding!? Thank you for inviting me,” you say as the boy leads you inside.

You walk into the beautifully decorated wedding venue, admiring every detail about the grandiose place in awe. Your eyes travel from the high vaulted ceilings to the intricately designed stained-glass windows. The center isle is filled with gorgeous arrangements of flowers and floral arches. All around, people were murmuring in excitement as the ceremony would soon begin.

You’re about to walk to your seat when all of a sudden, you nearly let out a shriek at the touch of a person’s arm against your shoulder.

“What the—,” you quickly turn around and find yourself making unexpectedly hard eye-to-eye contact with none other than…

Lee Taemin.

Honestly? This probably wouldn’t have been so bad if it weren’t for the absolute heart-wrenching heartbreak I had to endure all alone after we broke up…

Your mind quickly threatens to recall all the miserable nights you cried yourself to sleep for the boy standing in front of you, but you immediately brush them aside and plant the biggest smile on your face instead.

I can’t think of the past now.

“Taemin! Oh, I didn’t know you were here,” you say, awkwardly looking around to make sure no people were looking your way. It was no secret to the media that you and Taemin were once a favorite celebrity couple sought out by all kinds of fans, journalists, and paparazzis alike.

“Of course I’d be here. Don’t you remember we met through the bride?”

“Oh, right,” you answer, letting out an awkward half-laugh.

“I saw you walk in and I couldn’t not tell you how… how amazing you look!” he says, an innocent smile spreading across his face.

“Thank you, Taemin. You look pretty handsome yourself, actually,” you cheekily say back.

“Mister and Missus,” the voice of an older gentleman approaches you both. “Allow me too guide you to your reserved seats tonight,” he says, guiding you and Taemin into the ceremonial room.

“Oh, we’re not togeth—” you stop your sentence when you feel Taemin place his hand against your back, following the gentleman to wherever he seemed fit.

“Thank you,” you say to the gentleman anyway once you’ve reached your reserved seats.

Taemin sits next to you and, to your surprise, there aren’t many other people sitting in your section yet.

“Uh, Taemin?” You carefully look around the room before whispering into his ear, “we’re the only people sitting in this row right now… doesn’t it look a little…”

“Scandalous?” He finishes, giving you a smirk. “I’d be surprised if someone doesn’t take any pictures of us tonight.”

“Right,” you huff, turning your attention back to the front of the room.

For a moment, neither says a word, until Taemin finally speaks up.

“So… how’ve you been?”

“I’ve been… I’ve been good.”

“Yeah, I hear you’ve released a few albums since we last spoke. They’re really good. I really liked your most recent comeback,” he says quietly.

“Thank you, it means… a lot, actually.”

There is another awkward silence, before you speak up this time.

“How about you? How have you and SHINee been?”

“We’re still aiming to be the best we can be,” he smiles. “You don’t listen to us anymore, huh?”

“What? Of course I do. Just because you and I were… a thing… doesn’t mean I don’t love Minho any less.”

He scoffed. “Minho was always your bias, huh? Even when we were a ‘thing’?”

“Well, duh,” you roll your eyes, “look at him. He’s gorgeous!”

“Whatever,” he says, looking around him as a few other couples and guests slowly filled the seats more and more.

“You know,” he says, crossing his arms and turning his eyes toward you, “I only started talking to you just now ‘cause I don’t think I know anyone else here…”

“I thought you said you wanted to talk to me to tell me I looked pretty?”

“Oh, oops, yeah, that too,” he smirked. “It worked, ‘cause you’re still talking to me.”

“You’re still so annoying,” you say, crossing your legs.

He laughs mischievously, lightly punching your thigh.

“Isn’t it crazy how we almost instantly clicked again after so many years of not talking, though?”

You don’t answer him for a moment, thinking carefully of the words you’d say next.

“I guess,” you start to respond, “even after we went our separate ways, our comfort when being around each other never really went away.”

“Hmm,” he ponders, “why do you think that is?”

You don’t get a chance to respond because the ceremony begins, and all guests’ attention turns towards the front of the room.

The wedding ceremony of you and Taemin’s mutual friend plays out flawlessly beautiful.

An organist begins playing O Holy Night, at the request for the bride’s entrance. The bride walks in gracefully as ever. Her princess-styled silk dress was intricately decorated with mesh flowers, her long-sleeved white gloves featured complex designs of floral delicacies. Even from the bride’s back-view, her long, delicately designed dress tail captured and maintained all eyes on her.

Taemin had quietly moved his eyes from the bride at one point and turned his attention secretly to you.

You also looked lavishing in your dark green gown tonight, beautifully complementing the colors of the wedding decor altogether. Taemin couldn’t help but wonder if…

…if you could ever be his bride.

His eyes slowly began to water at the recollection of hundreds of shared memories alongside of you as your partner.

All the laughs, the jokes, the cries, the arguments, the make-ups, the love you shared privately in more ways than one.

He had… missed you.

Why’d we have to break up? He thoughtfully wonders as the bride and groom begin taking their vows.

If only we’d worked through our problems and not run away from them…

But it was almost every day that the arguments would arise.

The bride and groom exchange wedding bands and hold their hands together.

Taemin turns his eyes from the soon-to-be-married couple and focuses again on you.

Yes, while you were physically close to him at this very moment, he couldn’t help but think about how far you truly were.

If only I’d tried harder from my end, Taemin thinks defeatedly. I’ve been through the best and the absolute worst of this industry. If only I hadn’t let the malicious false rumors of that cheating scandal get the best of you…

The old priest raises his hands towards the crowd.

…maybe it would’ve been us on that pulpit by now.

He announces the couple as husband and wife.

But I couldn’t protect you without losing myself in the process.

The groom and bride share their first kiss as husband and wife, and the room erupts into loud cheers and happy tears. The organist beings playing the all-too familiar tune of Mendelssohn’s Wedding March, and the new man and wife begin preparing to make their way back down the isle for their final grand ceremonial exit.

Taemin closes his eyes as a couple tears begin rolling down his cheeks. He’s in too deep in his own thoughts when he feels the soft touch of a cloth rubbing against his face.

His eyes open and he makes direct eye contact with you.

You’d taken a handkerchief from your purse and wiped the tears gently from his face, not saying a word.

All around you, white confetti and red flower petals fall as the bride and groom begin exiting the room, the cheers of their guests roaring louder, the organist’s musical arrangement filling the room with l endearing excitement.

You and Taemin are caught frozen in each other’s gaze for a moment in time. Your hand is gently cupped around his face, his tears have slowed, and your emotions are caught in a trance.

What ever will we do? You think to yourself.

How could I ever move on from you? He thinks to himself.

How could I ever… you look into his eyes,

…have left you? he wonders,

…And now I find myself, you ponder,

…having feelings for you, he comes closer,

…even after all, you close your eyes,

…this, his nose brushes lightly against yours,

…time! your lips clash against his.

All around you, couples take notice of you and Taemin sharing an intimate moment together. The gentlemen cheer and begin taking their partners hand in hand, leaning them back against their arms to share kisses of their own in celebration of light of a new marriage.

White confetti and red flower petals continue to float about the room and around all the couples, guests, the newlyweds as the organists begins intensifying the final chords of the infamous Wedding March.

Taemin pulls away slightly, a few more tears escaping his reddened eyes.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers to you. “I’m sorry I couldn’t do more for you.”

You shake your head, not wanting to hear the words you longed to wish for.

“No, Taemin, I’m sorry I ever doubted you. I’m sorry I abandoned the trust I had in you… in us.”

“I should’ve gone back even after all the—”

“There’s no point in bringing up the past anymore, Tae,” you whisper.

“But I have to—”

“Shh,” you gently place a finger against his lips. “I received all the proof from your agency once the investigation was over. I now know you never had betrayed me like that.”

“You… you do?”

You smile. “I’m sorry I never went back for you. I was too ashamed to face you after you were proven innocent.”

“No,” he whispers. “I’m the one who should’ve fought harder.”

“Tae—”

Your words are cut short at the realization that there was no point in arguing further. You had grown and reflected, and so had he.

Knowing what you both knew now, there was an opportunity for the trust to grow back.

Perhaps tonight you could start over.

Perhaps tonight at the wedding reception, over delicious dinner and sugary wedding cake, you could start over.

Perhaps tonight you and Taemin would finally be able to reach the closure you both longed for, and start walking together towards a happily ever after of your own.

—

The wedding reception had gone just as fun and smoothly as the ceremony. The guests had gathered around the bride and her groom to cut their enormous marbled-flavored cake. A couple minutes before the cake-cutting begun, the bride caught a glimpse of you and Taemin and quickly walked over to you both.

“Hey, you smoochy lovebirds, why didn’t you tell me you got back together!?”

“What? How’d you even know—”

“Oh, please!” she giggled, “You started the little kissing-train back at the venue, didn’t ya? Look, it’s already making headlines!!” She excitedly pulls out her phone from her sleek reception gown’s pockets and points the screen at you both.

Indeed, there’s a half-blurry picture of you and Taemin sharing a loving, lasting kiss amidst the newlyweds’ grand exit. The headline at the top reads in bolder letters: BREAKING!! HAVE THE STARRY-EYED COUPLE ALLEGEDLY MADE A COMEBACK!?

Underneath the post, thousands of comments were already flooding the media with fans excitedly screaming their heads off at the sight of their favorite celebrity couple rumored to be seen together again. Fans from all around the industry—even fans who didn’t actively listen to you or Taemin’s music—enthusiastically shared well wishes and celebration for you both, many of these fans hoping that this time your relationship would lead to a much happier ending.

“I’ll say, your kissing stunt was absolutely perfect!” the bride excitedly bounces up and down. “All my wedding exit pictures have guests sharing kisses in the background and it’s so… so beautiful!! I’ll have to get that moment framed for our new home!”

Taemin places his hand around your waist, pulling you closer.

“If it weren’t for your wedding, I wouldn’t have gotten closure with my love again,” he smiles. He then turns his attention to you.

“And,” he adds, “I never would’ve believed I could fall in love with the right person all over again.”

[kumikeroppi]

I'm practicing this writing style that seems very poetic and hypnotising. It is also inspired by the man himself!

Please give me some feedback on how I could write better! I'd love to hear what you guys have to say! Annoying for me to say this all the time, but please do not harass me at all whatsoever. Writing is a form of a coping mechanism for the events that occurred and isn't supposed to offend anyone. If you don't like my content, just block me. My blog is a ot5 safe space and any sort of vile language or harassing messages over my stories will be blocked.

I see him laying on the floor, looking at the moon in the deep, crisp midnight sky above him. From the look of him, he must've been having a lot of thoughts about where he was and now, at this very moment next to me at the roof of his house.

I was his first girlfriend, and he had never thought that he would ever be with someone as loving and caring as I was. Seeing how he would reminisce about how he used to me, he would continuously think of himself as he was this young and naive little boy, constantly having thoughts that he wasn't good enough and that everything happening now was just an illusion.

Every time he forgets my name, a teardrop falls from my eye and I wouldn't even dare to look at his face when really, his body would spasm out of his consciousness and would tell him that he was still 14.

He never truly believed his age was 25 when I made him look at his ID that was inside of his wallet, making him stand up from his place and reach out from his back pocket to reveal a small leather fabric that his late father gave him. He could see his name, age, date of birth and even when he got his driver's licence. Yet, those cards would grab their legs and run away as his mind starts to play those dirty tricks on him.

He was having a midlife crisis, but he hasn't even used the age of 30. It was the most bizarre thing I've ever witnessed. Traumatic events could be due to his behaviour, but I've never seen it this bad at the point where he would feel like a stranger whenever someone says his name.

Now he's looking back at me, still with his tears in his eyes. He swiftly started panicking, thinking that he was going to lose me. I don't ever want him to feel this way, and so I leaned in for a warm embrace. I felt his arms behind me closing in, making me feel safe. His head was on his shoulder, with teardrops clearly pouring out. I stroked his head and I whispered to his ear that I'll never leave him, no matter what.

"I'm right here, Jonghyun."

I'm so sorry it was a bit sad, but that was all I could come up with lol