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belovedivies Ā· 3 months ago
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syndrome ft. thaddeus
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cw: minor spoiler, pining.
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Thaddeus eluded you.
The same way people did him, honestly.
But then there was you again, and you had just kind of been there; standing by Raphaelā€™s side like a loyal dog since day one. Never frowning, never raising your voice. And he didnā€™t think he minded it, not really. He liked that your serenity balanced out the semi-man-child whom Thaddeus now called his new boss. You were soft, gentle, benevolent. Maybe only at times. Greeting him whenever he passed by you in the hallway. Laughing at his stupid jokes. Humming a foreign song under your breath that the Apostle didnā€™t recognize.
One less eggshell to walk on, yet two ticking bombs remained.
He liked your eyes too. Shining, dazzling, so unlike Raphaelā€™s. The redhead only felt that familiar twinge of annoyance when you gazed up at the man you called your little brother with so much love and care. Like you were willing to hang the moon and stars for him. And Thaddeus wasnā€™t jealous, not really. Raphael was your flesh and blood; itā€™s only natural that devotion would dig deeper than any shovel or sword could.
But you only had that impenetrable smile on these days. Moving with grace and gold. Keeping your distance. He couldnā€™t even hold a conversation for longer than one minute before you excused yourself out of the room, not sparing him another glance.
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Your indifference bothered him.
Made him feel like he was a snot-nosed brat all over again, struggling to survive in that dog-eat-dog shithole he reluctantly called a family. Years ago, when you took the knife out of Raphaelā€™s hands and dug the blade into Father Gabrielā€™s heart for him, Thaddeus was stuck kicking his legs somewhere far away until his limbs were bent at an inhuman angle, his lungs burning for air. But he pushed through the pain, the tears, the blood early on. He had to become the strongest.
For what, a six-year-old him once pondered.
Sitting by the pond in the garden and swinging his legs in a pair of dojo shoes he had soon outgrown. Martial Arts is about the body and the mind. Integrity, courage, respect. He never intended to frighten others and should have never been considered a weapon of destruction either. But then came the power. The control. The entire continent soon bowed to the King of Kowloon, and Thaddeus was nothing short of elastic.
As much as he hated to admit it, the fight with your little brother knocked some sense into his thick skull. The Apostle didnā€™t even have time to process his defeat before Raphael wrapped him up in a white body suit that made him look like a goddamn psych ward patient, heavy chains bidding his legs together and keeping him suspended in the air. Thaddeus refused to yield then, gritting his teeth and cursing out strings of profanity that he wasnā€™t taught before. He fussed, yet Raphael was barely fazed. The punishment didnā€™t come right away.
It was the days after that.
Days when he was all alone in the base with nothing but his thoughts for company. Thaddeus kept his head hung low and just stared blankly. He felt like a slab of meat. Static noises played on repeat inside his head; and he was okay with that, really. He didnļæ½ļæ½t want to think anymore.
The hours were so long that he stopped counting. Only then did sleep eventually claim himā€”a stuffy, dreamless slumber.
ā€”
The redhead didnā€™t know how long he had been unconscious. But when he woke up, he found himself on the ground; the chains and ridiculous costume miraculously all gone. He was resting his head on something soft too. Thaddeusā€™ mind tutted its alarm late, but when it did, his body shot up as if struck by lightning and muttered up whatever little strength was left to put some space between him and this unfamiliar presence. Yet the second he attempted to move, his vision started spinning. A stabbing discomfort gnawed on his nape, and Thaddeus realized he was hit with the worst neck pain ever.
He was going to fall at this point. Crashing face-down on the ground like a pathetic loser. The Apostleā€™s legs wobbled like overcooked noodles as he braced himself for the fall that never came. Instead, he found himself on his back once more, wondering if his body had even moved an inch in the first place.
But there was you, staring down at Thaddeus with a smile.
ā€œWelcome back,ā€ he hadnā€™t heard any voice in days, much less one as pleasant as yours. The way your hands cradle his face felt like a hug on a winter day. When you shifted, Thaddeusā€™ stomach did a weird twist.
You didnā€™t seem to mind him gaping at you like a dead fish, tilting forward with that same mysterious quirk on your lips. Your hair falls around him in soft curtains, blocking the flicking lightbulb ahead that was starting to hurt his eyes.
ā€œHow are you feeling?ā€ Your fingers weaved through Thaddeusā€™ hair. And it felt good, so good he thought he could fall asleep again right here, with his head on your lap. The stinging pain at the back of his nape went away almost instantly when the tips of your digits grazed through the spot.
He opened his mouth, trying to get the words out. Itā€™s useless; his throat was so parched. Thaddeus guzzled the bottled water you handed him in less than two seconds, not caring if his whole face was drenched too in the process. He heard a giggle from you, sounding like mist drops on leaf dripping down a pond.
You came here by yourself.
That much he collected when you pat his face dry with a handkerchief, the silver cross embroidery at the edge tickling his jawline. The movement was still nothing but gentle, yet Thaddeus noticed the corner of your smile turning icy. You came alone, but not without purpose.
ā€œWhat do you want?ā€
It might be a little too late, but his inquiry came out nonetheless. Thaddeus tried propping himself up with his elbows but soon realized they were shaking.
At the question, your head tilted to the side ever so slightly. Legs tucked under your thighs in a too-expensive dress. Not a single wrinkle or hair out of the place. Unfeeling. Unmoving. Pupils blown wide like a dollā€™s.
ā€œI came to check up on you!ā€ You sing-song, beaming too bright, too superficial he had to stop himself from cringing outwardly. ļæ½ļæ½Sit up.ā€
The command barely registered in his weary mind when Thaddeus felt his body moving on its own, and he was sitting face-to-face with you.
The smile you gave him was nothing short of satisfactory. Eyes glinting with mirth. Like he was a puppy and just did something endearing.
ā€œHere,ā€ something warm slipped down his throat; soup? Thaddeus blinked in awe, feeling the herb soothing his deserted taste bud. He hadnā€™t eaten anything for a whole week, ā€œhow does it taste?ā€
ā€œG-Good.ā€ His response came immediately this time, albeit rasped and still shaky. But you didnā€™t mind, feeding him another spoonful of dumpling that he eagerly bit into. Thaddeus was left starved, and he was gonna rot here to death if you didnā€™t come.
You were technically his savior.
And you looked pleased too, letting him have the rest of the bowl until it was empty. Wiping his mouth clean. Guiding him to lie back on your lap. You were warm, so perfect. Thaddeus wondered why he wanted to get away in the first place.
ā€œIt will get better,ā€ you hum, running your hands through his hair, ā€œonce you move in with us.ā€
Thaddeus perked up at the last part, meeting your eyes. Your gentle smile remained as your fingers slipped underneath his bangs, resting on his forehead. ā€œHave you thought about what he said?ā€
He did.
More than he begrudged to relent. Between the endless hours hooked up to the ceiling and nasty bug bites bruising his skin, Thaddeus didnā€™t have much of a choice. If he somehow walked out of here alive, he would be dragging his feet until the friction scoured the heel of his shoes. Bitter. Humiliated. He didnā€™t want to be reduced back to the disappointment he was back then.
He needed to be strong.
ā€œGood boy.ā€
Taking his silence as an answer, you giggled and ruffled his hair. For once, he was sure he had made the right choice.
ā€”
Thaddeus was all over you. In the hallway, in the garden, in between those meetings he rarely ever showed up. Always saying your name with an ear-splitting grin. Always have something to say. A stupid joke to tell.
You never seemed to mind it. You never even liked him to begin with. But he felt comforted when you were there, passing him by like an invisible wall. Thaddeus remembered the way your hands felt on his skin that day. He wondered just what he had to do to have you close again, looking at him like he was precious. Like he meant something.
Raphael was so gonna kill him.
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peacetingyawaka Ā· 30 days ago
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OG Thaddeus has mad strong genes
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ivyines Ā· 2 months ago
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The way Iā€™m obsessed over these two
(Anyone interested in joining discord channel for this webtoon?)
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anjeliquesworld Ā· 12 days ago
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Thaddeus Ɨ reader
note:decided to give my baby sum hype šŸ’‹šŸ™ˆ
cw: slightly nsfw, intrusion
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A feather caress
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You were lying in bed, relaxing after a stressful day.
You closed your eyes as you took deep breaths, trying to clear your mind.The moonlight was illuminating your room.
Suddenly the windows in your room opened violently and there he was.... Standing nonchalantly against the wall.
-: Wha-What the hell?!How did you get in?!
You say sitting up, gripping the covers tightly.
Thaddeus grinned mischievously as he walked over to your bed.
-: Don't worry about that, I have my ways, little one
Sitting on the edge of your bed,he reaches to caress your cheek.
He leaned in closer, slowly pushing you down onto your back.
His voice dropping to a low whisper...as if he was sharing a secret,...a dangerous one.
:-You know.... you're always on my mind
Your heart raced as his fingers traced your features softly...He trails a finger down your collarbone, sending shivers down your spine.
Thaddeus chuckles darkly, admiring how you react to his touch.
:- I could do so much more to you,
he whispers seductively, his voice dripping with promise.
His touch felt like a sweet slow torture.
He leaned closer,you could feel his hot breath against you...he brushed his lips against yours slowly...you closed your eyes,giving in to the desire.
His lips felt like a feather caress
-: not yet,- he whispered.
And just like that he disappeared...
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qyuubu Ā· 3 months ago
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new chapter just released but all everyoneā€™s talking about is how his ass is so fat šŸ˜­
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analysisiinternet Ā· 5 months ago
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Yandere Headcanons for Thaddeus from ā€œKiller Peterā€
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(note: why do they always make the villain hot i saw no headcanons or fanfics of him or "x reader" so I decided to do a headcanons yes red is my favorite color)
1. Obsessive Affection With his complex personality, Thaddeus exhibits an intense and obsessive form of affection towards those he cares about. His love is not a gentle fondness; it borders on an all-consuming passion that can quickly spiral into possessiveness. He meticulously keeps track of every detail about the object of his affection, whether itā€™s their daily routines, favorite foods, or even their friends and acquaintances. This obsession drives him to protect them at all costs, leading to a darker side where he might resort to extreme measures if he feels threatened by anyone who comes too close.
2. Jealousy and Paranoia Thaddeusā€™s yandere nature manifests prominently through his jealousy. He cannot stand the thought of anyone else getting too close to you the one he loves. This jealousy often leads him down a path of paranoia, where he imagines scenarios in which his beloved(you) is unfaithful or is in danger due to othersā€™ intentions. He may confront perceived rivals with a chilling calmness that belies the storm brewing within him. His jealousy can escalate quickly, transforming him from a caring partner into someone who will go to great lengthsā€”potentially violentā€”to eliminate any threats.
3. Duality of Personality One of the most intriguing aspects of Thaddeusā€™s character is his duality. On one hand, he can be charming and charismatic, drawing people in with his wit and intelligence. On the other hand, there lies a darker side that emerges when he feels betrayed or threatened. This duality makes him unpredictable; readers are left guessing whether they will encounter the sweet Thaddeus or the cold-hearted protector at any given moment. This unpredictability adds layers to his character and keeps readers engaged as they explore how far he might go for love.
4. Manipulative Tendencies Thaddeus possesses a keen intellect that allows him to manipulate situations to his advantage seamlessly. He knows how to play mind games with both friends and foes alike, often using charm and persuasion to bend others to his will without them realizing it until itā€™s too late. His manipulative nature extends even to his beloved(you) he may create scenarios that make you dependent on him or isolate them from their support systems under the guise of protection.
5. Dark Romantic Gestures In true Yandere fashion, Thaddeus expresses his love through darkly romantic gestures that may seem sweet on the surface but carry sinister undertones upon closer inspection. For instance, he might surprise his beloved with gifts that have unsettling originsā€”like items taken from those who have wronged themā€”or orchestrate elaborate dates in secluded locations where they are completely alone and away from prying eyes. These gestures serve as both declarations of love and warnings: no one else can have them.
6. Unwavering Loyalty Despite his darker tendencies, Thaddeus embodies unwavering loyalty once someone has earned his trust and affection. He would go above and beyond for those he loves, often placing their needs above his own desiresā€”even if it means making morally questionable choices along the way. This loyalty can be both comforting and terrifying; while it provides a sense of security for those close to him, it also raises questions about what boundaries he might cross in the name of love.
7. A Tragic Backstory To fully understand Thaddeusā€™s yandere tendencies, one must consider a potential tragic backstory that shapes who he is todayā€”a past filled with betrayal or loss could explain why he clings so tightly to those he loves now. Perhaps early experiences taught him that love is fleeting or conditional; thus, when he finds someone worth loving again, he becomes desperate to keep them safe and never let them slip away.
Ā Clingy Yet Charismatic:
Once Thaddeus develops an attachment to someone, he becomes incredibly clingy. He thrives on their attention and affection, often showering you with compliments and small gifts that seem innocent at first glanceā€”like handmade trinkets or baked goods. However, this clinginess quickly escalates into possessiveness. He believes that anyone who gets too close to his beloved must be eliminated or kept at bay, leading him to orchestrate elaborate schemes to isolate you from potential threatsā€”friends, family members, or even romantic interests He will go out of his way to be near you often inserting himself into your daily routines under the guise of wanting to help or spend time together.Ā 
warning: a lil NSFW(if your comfortable with NSFW you may read if not don't read this)
how would he be in bed-
he would definitely be dom or switch he would do it rough such as if you told him to go slow he would go faster thrusting inside you I don't even know why yall create a safeword he would be the type to call you "good girl your taking me so well~ "while he is fucking you from behind and whispers in your ear "your fucking mine" I feel like he would make jokes while yall are doing it (it is a canon at this point) he would purposely gag you on his dick while your giving a blowjob and laugh about it, I just know if he is good at martial figthtin he is good with fingers
Aftercare-
he would be the big spoon putting you to his chest as she cuddles you and he would act all innocent and shits and he would say how would a good job you did pleasing him as he kisses you smiling at you pullin' closer to him his hand is on your waist, he would make you a bath for him and you can wash off(there might be a round 2) but after all he is clingy don't get me started on him kissing all over your face telling you how much he loves you (he might be a villain but he would hug me if I was sad)
Thaddeusā€™ hugs become more frequent and enveloping as the relationship develops, offering a sense of security. Kisses exchanged in these early days are tender and sweet, leaving a lingering warmth that hints at deeper feelings. You might notice small tokens of his affectionā€”a favorite snack he brings you or a shared playlist that reflects your growing bond.
His kisses transform into fervent expressions of desireā€”more passionate and demanding than before. Thaddeus seems insatiable, always wanting more closeness and connection. Love bites become a playful yet possessive mark of his affection, signifying that you belong to him in this chaotic world.
Cuddling Dynamics At home or during quiet moments together, Thaddeus often plays the big spoon role during cuddling sessions. He wraps around you protectively, creating a cocoon where you both can escape from reality for a while. This nurturing side reveals his softer nature beneath the tough exterior he often presents to the world.
(note: comment who yall want me to do headcanons for the next post you can either text me or ask in the box but I would prefer if you text me instead if you read all of this thank you so much and reblogged this)
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lexxiie Ā· 15 days ago
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Can I request something like falling asleep on the four apostles (Nathaniel, Kageo, Aliepde, Thaddeus) + Raphael???
Thanks again! Really love all of your headcanons šŸ’•
FALLING ASLEEP ON THEM
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Hello anon! I must admit that while I like Kageo as a character, i don't have a crush on him like I have for the rest, which makes it hard to write for him. As for Raphael... ANON, HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A FACE YET!!!! So here's the deal. I'll wait till the reveal cause I just know I'll like him, and then I'll update all my killer peter posts to include him.
Fandom: killer peter
Featuring: Nathaniel, Thaddeus, Alipede.
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Nathaniel
He met you a couple of weeks ago, and felt completely mesmerized when he saw you, he just had to ask you out.
He first invited you to have dinner with him, and the date went pretty good. You mentioned that there was this movie that you really liked and he said heā€™d never seen it, so after a couple of dates, he decided that it would be a good idea to invite you to watch it at his apartment. You said yes.
He made popcorn and door dashed Chinese food. The date was going smoothly, and the movie was so good that he initially didnā€™t even realize that you had fallen asleep on his lap.
Oh.
He had never seen you like this before. If he already thought you were beautiful awake, this might just be the most wonderful view heā€™s ever seen.
The doctor couldnā€™t help but caress your face as he watched you, now having forgotten about the movie. Nathaniel felt moved that you trusted him enough to fall asleep with him. He spent the rest of the night wondering if you would still like him this much once you got to know all of him, the good and the bad. Soon after, he fell asleep as well. You both woke up till the next morning, still together.
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Alipede
He doesnā€™t get along with work mates. He doesnā€™t like them, he avoids to have any sort of contact with them.
So why in the world is he allowing this?
You were both on a mission, and the heavens know he hates team work, Raphael knows this, too. He doesnā€™t need anyone, in fact, other people get in his way when it comes to workā€¦ or anything, really. Which is why he can't understand why you were assigned alongside him.
Just like always, he was right. Nothing can work out when heā€™s with someone else. The plan was to retrieve a document from a building without being seen, but it started raining. John decided to not risk it and wait till the rain was over so that he could regain his senses fully. You both hid in an alleyway nearby to wait.
Not even an hour had gone by and you were already asleep. You unconsciously laid your head against his shoulder and he wanted to push you so, so bad but for some reason, instead of doing so, he accommodated his body so that you wouldnā€™t be in such an awkward position.
Now here he was, caressing your hair, realizing how stupid this all is and wishing he couldā€™ve come here alone... but you smell so nice, and your hair is so soft, and your skin is so warm and your breathing-
And it stopped raining. But for reasons he doesnā€™t understand, he waits a little more to wake you up.
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Thaddeus
He liked you. He really did. But whenever he was around you he felt the need to act "normal." Thaddeus just assumed you didn't feel the same way, and he didn't want to make you uncomfortable.
His plan was to never make a move and keep acting cool until his feelings dissipated. Yeah, it was a good plan. It was a great plan.
"Would you like to have lunch with me?" He asked you, immediately mentally reprimanding himself for ruining the plan. He fucked up, didn't he? You seemed quite taken aback. The killer attempted to make it less weird, "you know, cus it's getting late and we haven't eaten and all, but I can go on my own if you aren't hung-"
"I'd like to go." Great.
You both found a food stall nearby and walked through the little town you were sent to while you finished your food. At some point, you decided to sit on a bench to watch the sunset, and before Thaddeus realized, your head was resting on his shoulder. Suddenly, the mesmerizing view of the sun disappearing into the sea was nothing compared to you. And nothing could compare to the feeling of your body against his, so calm, trusting him enough to fall asleep on him. He didn't want this to be the last time. Fuck the plan.
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MASTERLIST
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miyuki71 Ā· 3 months ago
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thaddeus reminds me sm of gojo yā€™all šŸ˜­ be goofing around 90% of the time but once they lock in youā€™re as good as dead
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daiseukiis Ā· 14 days ago
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the chokehold these two have on me rn is insane
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sundiced Ā· 2 months ago
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not enough people read killer peter on this website. or at all. so actually I'm going to have to recreate the entire fandom experience all on my own starting with the fan theories.
Theory 1: Thaddeus is going to die
"I'll protect you" is the biggest death flag of all time paired with that smile and the sun on his face. He's consistently demonstrated a marked lack of care for his own wellbeing in favor of revenge and protecting Kowloon Hell. He has expressed the desire to be Peter's family and the last person to do that was Simon right before he got his arm cut off. Likely scenario is that he either dies trying to save Peter, hence the multiple promises that he won't put Kim Soongu in danger. Alternative is he joins Peter's new disciples (since Peter specifically starts making that an actual organized thing in the middle of Thaddeus's arc, which I don't think is a coincidence) and then dies later in the manhwa, solely because literally everything about him is likable which means he's much more likely to die than characters who are purely comedic relief or characters who are purely antagonists. From Nathaniel's arc we can tell that the author doesn't have any qualms about offing already-developed plot relevant characters (and Yuika, technically, but there's an argument for her being fridged, in which case her death wouldn't count towards deducing the author's typical stance on how willing they are to kill a character.)
Theory 2, which needs to conflict with Theory 1 for the full fandom experience: There's no way Thaddeus is going to die
Don't listen to the previous person, she's full of shit. This manhwa has been known to bait what feels like death flags. Simon is a noted example of this. I thought he was going to die when Peter left the island. I thought he was going to die when Yuika and Kaego first showed up on the island. I thought he was going to die when Peter found his arm in a box, and when Peter was running back to his room on the cruise, and when there was a flashback scene to them making a promise when they were younger, and when Simon was packing his bags and there was a shot of him walking off into the sun waving goodbye and promising he'd be back soon (you cannot fault me for this pls). This could mean multiple different things, namely a) Simon is going to die, b) this manhwa has a history of making you think a character is going to die with typical death flags and then not actually going through with it, or c) I have completely lost my sense for interpreting what is and isn't foreshadowing. Both b and c stand in favor of Thaddeus living. Also I would really like him to live, which doesn't really increase the likelihood of him living in any way but it does mean believing he's going to live is the right thing to do from a logical standpoint regardless of whether it's plausible because it will make me happier now and make me sadder if he actually dies, both of which are actually good things in the grand scheme of things.
Ideal Situation (surprisingly partially likely given that this is the type of manhwa where Peter will probably never lose):
Thaddeus ends up on Peter's team of new apostles, either via betraying Raphael or after refusing to betray Raphael but being allowed to be there anyway because Peter seems fairly understanding about the whole wanting-to-kill-him thing. Peter finds a way to save Kowloon Hell that doesn't involve Raphael's government connections, because if that was going to be a central plot point there probably would've been some form of a government worker type character introduced already instead of Raphael's influence existing as an unfightable concept. Alternatively Thaddeus gives up on Kowloon Hell and lives his own life and also his mother comes back and buys him tanghulu and everyone is happy yay.
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belovedivies Ā· 2 months ago
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HAPPY BABY THADDEUS POSTING!!
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can he get anymore precious than this?? šŸ˜­ā¤ļø latest chapter revealed his (tragic) backstory, and we got his real name drop too: ė ˆė² ģ˜¤! (read as: Leveo)
this arcā€™s slow buildup is lowkey killing me šŸ„¹ thaddeus is a good guy at heart and he genuinely deserves happiness. im still a little anxious ngl, but hopefully peter can find a way to settle everything and get the redhead on his side šŸ« 
pic creds: Mį»³ cay cįŗ„p đį»™ 7 cį»§a Alipede šŸ˜‹ā¤ļø
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peacetingyawaka Ā· 2 months ago
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the scream i scrumpt
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HE IS SCRUMPTIOUS, ENCHANTING, MOUTHWATERING, AND EVERYTHING THAT'S SYNONYMOUS
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busyverymuch Ā· 3 months ago
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Thaddeus ; from Killer Peter !
Hi ! this is my first time using tumblr and blender ( i have no idea how to use it ofc, so i did my best TT ) and both of this pic was just a normal screenshot.
plus i can't find an exact glasses for him and a lot of other things he wears such as his earrings and hair
but anyway i hope u guys like him ! ! ^^
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anjeliquesworld Ā· 6 days ago
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Thaddeus x reader
Note: yes,I love Thaddeus šŸ˜­
I tried to highlight Thaddeus abandonment issues and his dark side so here's the final version,I hope you enjoy it šŸ’‹
cw: obsession, stalking, thriller, manipulation, abandonment issues
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Twisted Love
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The moon lies high in the sky, full of stars, illuminating the empty streets of Kowloon Hell with its tender light, where darkness reigns and the nights seem endless.
Lying on the edge of the main rooftop:
Thaddeus.
His head is full of thoughts.
~HIS POV:
Loneliness isn't just a horrible feeling; it's a companion that doesn't leave. My mind replays my past, each abandonment reminding me of how fragile I truly am. It's the weight of how easily people I cared about left me, as if I were a burden in their lives. It happened many times beforeā€”people have come and gone, and each departure left a scar deeper than the last.
"Ah, little bunny," I say, closing my eyes as I visualize your pretty face.
Your existence haunts me. The way you laugh when I make a stupid joke makes my heart skip a beat. Thatā€™s strange because Iā€™ve always been good at keeping my distance, but with you, it's different. I can't stay away from you.
When I feel alone, I remember your small hands touching my faceā€”gentle, soft strokes caressing me. You treat me as if I were someone worthy of your love. Thatā€™s why sometimes Iā€™m overprotective: youā€™re too precious, and I donā€™t want you to suffer.
Itā€™s funny, isnā€™t it? I pretend to be the good guy around you... I pretend to be the good friendā€”when in reality, I want to take you away from everyone. I just want to keep you safe from anyone who could hurt you. Iā€™m the only one who can give you what you need.
You said it yourself the other day as we were walking to the park:
"You're the only one who truly understands me."
The affection in your eyes, that smileā€”no one ever gave me that. And I told you, playfully, "That's because we're meant to be." You blushed, looking so cute. But I wasnā€™t joking. We are meant to be. Together. Forever.
Sometimes, when the cold breeze of my domain envelops me, I wonder if this is what I deserveā€”being abandoned, left to face this cruel world alone. But when those thoughts overwhelm me, you come to mind. Youā€™re the light that chases away the monsters.
I want to be the only one to whom you give your attention, your warmth, your smiles.
What I feel is not love.
No, itā€™s something darker, deeper.
Something I canā€™t control, something lurking in the back of my head, a sickening feelingā€”itā€™s obsession.
Youā€™re not aware of the way I hide in the shadows to capture a glimpse of you. You donā€™t know how many times Iā€™ve climbed up to your room to watch you sleep... so peaceful and innocent.
Too innocent for this world. Too innocent for me.
Youā€™re too pure to be with someone as dark and twisted as me, but I am a selfish man. I have no intention of letting you go, little bunny.
My heart wouldnā€™t bear the sight of you in the arms of another man.
Before meeting you, it felt like I was invisible to everyone... a shadow fading into the background. Just one step away from being forgotten. But you, with your kindness, taught me that even I matter.
Sometimes I wonder if you feel itā€”if you feel my twisted love for you. When you look at me, I see it in those pleading, soft eyes of yours.
You canā€™t deny it, little one. Youā€™re attracted to me, I know you are. Youā€™re just too afraid to admit it.
But donā€™t worry. Iā€™ll keep playing the charming prince for now. After all, Iā€™m good at it.
"You're so cute when you blush, little bunny."
I chuckle, teasing you. "I'm sorry for teasing you... but I can't help it. It's just too fun."
We'll keep playing the cat and mouse as long as you want. I donā€™t mind.
At least I get to stay close to you.
Sooner or later, you will succumb to your desires.
You will come to me.
You have to.
You need me as much as I need you.
And Iā€™ll be more than happy to satisfy you, my little bunny.
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vovoloyo Ā· 8 days ago
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why the fawk is no one writing about thaddeus from killer peter.
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qyuubu Ā· 1 month ago
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have u read latest killer peter chapter????? omg..
PETER'S OLD ASS LITERALLY WENT: no no, you're misunderstanding it, thaddeus! i can't be ON peter's side (pregnant pause)
...because i AM peter.
LIKE???? why give him false hope in those two milliseconds šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
now big booty king thaddeus is asking shit like ā€œwere you happy with me even for a second? šŸ„¹ā€ GIRL STAND UP!!
but i have faith in my goat peter iā€™m sure he knows what heā€™s doing šŸ™ this is all gonna make sense soon trust šŸ™šŸ™šŸ™
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