do you think i've forgotten about you?
🎵 About You by The 1975
Coming up through the academy and stuff and seeing all of our young players grow into the first team you know, something I want to carry on doing. I can't wait to see what the future holds, but I definitely want to become a legend here, 100%.
i don’t know how much understanding emile would have for the endless, tbh. everything about it feels so cruel to him—taking away people’s memories to spare them pain, taking living people to keep the dead propped up and half-alive in a daydream.
so much about his loss has shaped him into who he is, and though he’d love to see his father again, he would never give up the memory of him. he lives on in emile, who fights to make him proud and honor him in all that he does….
Today's Dead Boy Detectives edit is an interesting one! Lovely editing with an unexpected choice in music--if you are more of a heavy metal/rock person, you will love this.
I want to be like.. gently hurt by the people I love which those are two conflicting words but hear me out here!! They can show people that I’m theirs. I put my life in their hands and they can choose whether or not to keep me around. They can choose if they only want me to themselves. As long as it’s done lovingly, I wouldn’t mind at all
I'd almost buy Edel's "fuck your feelings. toughen up" speech towards Byleth to be about her motivating them to find a goal and put aside their grief if she also didn't say "promise to reach for my hand when I need to move forward uwu". And at the point, it becomes clear what this is ultimately about. Her disliking others' weakness especially when it hinders her.
I'd say,
This "tough up" method is oddly consistent with what we know of Supreme Leader and how she considers Billy.
FEH got a ton of flak for the 4 Koma, but Flamey tries to recruit people with "low sense of selves", which means, Flamey tried to recruit Billy because Flamey thought Billy had no sense of self, and was/felt so detached that they would be willing to be only used as a weapon.
This is what Supreme Leader tells them in Tru Piss, with the delicacy of a hammer, to her, Billy is someone "like her", someone who is detached from the others (when we know it's not true, and how much Billy craves for bonds and companionship and how they hate the detached self they present to the world and the fitting nickname "Ashen Demon").
So maybe Supreme Leader thought she got a good read on Billy : they are someone without any sense of self or goal, so to prop them up, she gives them a new goal : help and assist her.
It is a bit self-centered (but what can you expect from Adrestia's head??) but it sorts of work, and it also makes me wonder about Emile - apparently Supreme Leader was fully aware the Death Knight existed, but didn't give a fuck as long as she could use the DK to reach her goals, even if we know Emile doesn't like "being" the DK.
I think I started to see Emile under a sort of new light (even if it's stil subdued because kittens and ice cream) in Nopes, through his Catherine Support. Basically Emile (who defected) doesn't care about dying, and Catherine refuses to help him with his death wish. Emile is disappointed, because he thought Catherine could kill both him and the DK, and she's merciless for telling him to stop looking for death, but look for life instead.
But when Emile was the DK under Supreme Leader's command? He wanted to find powerful foes to fight with, until one of them died - far from making Emile realise he can still look for something else than death (thus giving him a reason to live), Flamey is content enough with having a powerful peon without any sense of self or preservation at her command.
And in a way, considering Tru Piss and how FEH depicts her, I'd say she had the same plans in store for Billy - but without any malice because I think Supreme Leader genuinely believes serving her IdEaLs is a good calling for anybody!
I spent so much time and energy trying to fix Emil and Todd's shit in FO4 with Sim Settlements 2's writing and ya know what, thanks to the TV series I'm done. I'm fucking done. You guys fucking ruined it. When you both die I will piss on your graves.
Since on your F/O list you have some OHSHC characters and I recgonise them 🏳️🌈 for Tamaki, Kyoya, and Renge
You know who doesn't have Transparents on the internet? Ouran Highschool Host Club characters fkjgkdf
I ended up doing the whole host club and not Renge sorry. She's Cis/Bi with preference for men to me
Haruhi - Bisexual, Agender, Any Pronouns - Mostly just bisexual because that's what her dad is, probably more Pan by definition but that's too complex for her to care about.
Tamaki - Pansexual, Bigender, He/She - Learned all of this in collage, spent all of highschool being homophobic, learned and got better. He likes being a feminine man the most. Would probably mess around with Neopronouns until Haruhi tells him they're too complicated.
Kyoya - Biromanic with a preference for men, Demisexual, Cisgender, He/Him - Has a very low interest in romance but identifies with Bi for simplicity. Tamaki was his original awakening.
Kaoru - Gay, Cis man, He/They - Knew he was gay from a very young age, use to be scared of being different from Hikaru so he stayed in a closet for a long time
Hikaru - Bisexual with a preference for men, Cis man, He/Him - Freaked out when Kaoru came out because he didn't want them to be too different, it took a long time after that for him to realize he was Bisexual. Kaoru knew the whole time and just didn't tell him.
Takashi - Gay, Cis man, He/Him - Always knew he was gay, didn't think anything of it, never really came out or thought much of it. Shocked the hosts (other than Hunny and Kyoya) by getting a boyfriend in collage.
Mitskuni - Heterosexual, Cisgender, He/Him - Token Cis/Het of the group, probably could be a xenogender like Bunnygender or Gendercute, but he doesn't really care about labels like that.