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[you-were-burned]

I wake up in a cold

cold sweat, yeah

the blankets stuck to me like a second skin

staring at the cracks in the plaster

staring at the cracks in him

Every day every day every day he

pulls the same old shit, yeah

every day, every day I'm just tryin to survive and

he can't seem to let me live

I'm just

burnin up, burnin up, burnin up in here, it's

been too long, been too long, since you even gave a

glance in my direction and

even with the heat of flames I'm

freezing up in here with you

I'm freezing up because of you

its a long long day in hell when you deign to spend time with me

did you forget about us failed creations?

too busy breaking your prodigy

its just

another burn, another scar, another token of your love

another fracture, another way to prove you wrong

i promise you

you will regret

the day you wrote me off as

a failed creation, a first attempt

the "perfect successor: mark one"

im just

burnin up, burnin up, burnin up in here and

you havent noticed, you never notice, you never act like you even care

im burnin up, burnin up, burnin up and hey whats

with

these falling tears

you arent here

youre never here

why does it have to hurt so much?

its a cold time

cold time in hell when i came back to your door

the same reaction, the chain reaction

what was i expecting?

three years you havent changed one bit

the scars on his face reflect mine and

i am dead to you

the final chapter

i killed myself off but

it seems you survived ending

so hey lets dance

here in hell

lets keep going till the knockout bell yeah

let's watch this world burn together

the death of an age-old religion

i always believed less in gods

and more in kicking your fucking ass

im burnin up, burnin up, burnin up with you and

it feels good

to watch you burn

you finally get what you deserve.

youre burnin up, burnin up, burnin up out here

it brings a smile to my face

my skin burns as i watch you ache

i guess you really havent changed

i guess we'll never really change

i will just watch as you burn with rage

yeah, its just as freezing,

the heat of your flames.

Poem title: "freezing heat of flames". written 19 Jan 2023