#kevin day you will always be my muse

[doesephs]

seeing visible improvement in your own art is crazy

[kohabielnin]

General Relationships

To celebrate my birthday today (February 5th), I thought I'd share some General Relationships with my favorite characters, I just put those that don't have a general relationship or bf

To be honest, I had forgotten that the Cheshire Cat has one, but as I only remembered it when I was finished, I decided that it would remain

Morningstar/Ithaqua

• As a king, he is a bit busy and sometimes forgets to pay attention to you,

• For me, there are few things he doesn't know how to do,

• Another who is cute when he wants to be, but to the public he is an evil sadist,

• You are still the only person who has seen his gentle and loving side,

• A complete little love in private,

• He is very afraid of losing you, even if you say you won't leave him

Moonlight Gentleman/Joseph Desaulnier

• He often acts like a dog,

• He loves to caress his ears and especially if you massage them, you can be sure that you will have a puppy with a wagging head,

• Exorcist to this day has not said his opinion due to the relationship you have with Moonlight,

• This dog man, just hearing his name makes his tail wag,

• He tries to hide the fact that his tail is wagging in your presence because he thinks it's embarrassing, even if you say it's cute,

• To be honest, I would like to have a Moonlight of my own because he's so cute, but I have to settle for his skin

Exorcist/Aesop Carl

• I have some controversial opinions regarding him,

• He could go from calm to cold in seconds,

• Moonlight really likes your relationship for some reason he never said,

• As an Exorcist, he sometimes comes home very late,

• He's not much for physical contact, but he enjoys stroking your hair,

• You, him and Moonlight watch the sunset every day together

Phoenix/Aesop Carl

• This man is cute and shy because of his fear of being hunted,

• Likes to watch the stars with you,

• In my opinion, he and the Cheshire Cat are the cutest, right after Victor Specter,

• He tries not to be so cute, but he just can't,

• He really likes sweets and his food,

• A great, gentle and kind companion who won't leave your side unless you ask

Cheshire Cat/Naib Subedar

• He's cute, without a shadow of a doubt the cutest after Phoenix, or even before,

• Purrs while you stroke his hair,

• Even though he is half feline, he doesn't have much freshness to eat,

• Don't think you can pet his tail, he will still bite and scratch you if you do that, he doesn't like having his tail touched,

• He likes to sleep on your lap or on top of a tree like a cat,

• The only thing he doesn't like is you changing your tone of voice when calling him, after all he doesn't like feeling like a pet

Luca Balsa

• To this day he wonders why you chose him,

• Already made a kitten robot for you,

• He doesn't really know how to be affectionate, but the important thing is that he tries,

• He's a bit annoying because of his low self-esteem,

• Alva never stops thanking you for taking care of Luca,

• He's a little jealous and doesn't like seeing you around Kevin

Edgar Valden

• He is annoying, very annoying, doesn't like anything and complains about almost everything,

• The only thing he openly says he likes is painting with you, but only also,

• He's a real tsundere,

• When he wants to, he is kind and leaves his arrogance aside, but only if you two are alone,

• He likes having you sitting on his lap,

• You may have accidentally become his muse

Matthias Czenin

• His attitude has always been a little shy and almost everything scares him, not that you can blame him,

• You two already tried to get rid of Louis, but it didn't end very well, unfortunately,

• He loves your company and feels calm in your presence,

• Louis seems to have a strange attachment to you, honestly, this scary doll,

• Please try to get rid of this doll, he is completely scary...

• Sometimes, just sometimes Louis lets you two have your privacy, but just as he disappears, he appears

[sillypenguinwitch]

isaac's books in heartstopper s2

episode 1:

Tillie Walden: I Love This Part

Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé: Ace of Spades

episode 2:

Nina LaCour: We Are Okay

Oscar Wilde: The Importance of Being Earnest

episode 3:

Ocean Vuong: Night Sky with Exit Wounds (the one he is carrying under his arm, I'm assuming that's his and not for the display?)

has read: Ritch C. Savin-Williams: Bi: Bisexual, Pansexual, Fluid, and Nonbinary Youth

Emily Henry: Book Lovers

episode 4:

Victor Hugo: Les Misérables

Antoine De Saint-Exupéry: The Little Prince

Kate Chopin: The Awakening

Nina LaCour: We Are Okay (again)

episode 5:

Albert Camus: The Outsider

episode 6:

Martin Handford: Where's Wally? The Great Picture Hunt

Meredith Russo: Birthday

Jules Verne: Around the World in Eighty Days

Sara Pennypacker: Pax Anne Berest, Audrey Diwan, Caroline de Maigret, Sophie Mas: How to Be Parisian Wherever You Are ? ? ? Damian Dibben: The Color Storm Alice Oseman: Loveless Susan Stokes-Chapman: Pandora Katy Hessel: The Story of Art Without Men ? Evelyn Waugh: Rossetti Arthur Conan Doyle: The Hound of the Baskervilles A.O. Scott: Better Living Through Criticism ?: Then We Came to an End (?) Ruth Millington: Muse Dr. Jaqui Lewis: Fierce Love Charlotte Van Den Broek: Bold Ventures - Thirteen Tales of Architectural Tragedy ?

Richard Siken: Crush

episode 7:

Garrard Conley: Boy Erased

George Matthew Johnson: All Boys Aren't Blue

Samra Habib: We Have Always Been Here

episode 8:

Akemi Dawn Bowman: Summer Bird Blue

Angela Chen: Ace

bonus:

Truham school library pride display (seen in ep. 3 and 8):

top to bottom, left to right: Angela Chen: Ace Andrew Holleran: The Kingdom of Sand Mary Jean Chan and Andrew McMillan: 100 Queer Poems Scott Stuart: My Shadow Is Pink Lotte Jeffs: My Magic Family Tucker Shaw: When You Call My Name Ritch C. Savin-Williams: Bi - Pansexual, Fluid, Nonbinary and Fluid Youth Alok Vaid-Menon: Beyond the Gender Binary George M. Johnson: All Boys Aren’t Blue Mason Deaver: I Wish You All the Best Alex Gino: George Melissa

on top of shelves (left to right): Kevin Van Whye: Nate Plus One Xixi Tian: This Place is Still Beautiful Becky Albertalli: Leah on the Offbeat Mya-Rose Craig: Birdgirl Bernardine Evaristo: Girl, Woman, Other Connie Glynn: Princess Ever After Saundra Mitchell: The Prom

Charlie's choice at Shakespeare and Co (ep. 6): Allan Hollinghurst: The Swimming Pool Library

That's it for now.

Sorry about the ones i couldn't identify and sorry if i missed any! Might try and do some of the ones in Isaac's room later but that'll take a minute

[alexxx362]

Ok hear me out here- Imagine Neil knew that he was meant to be prefect court the whole time and genuine hating Kevin because why?Why did he get to have everything? Why did he get to have friends? Why did he get to play? Why did he get all the fame and glory? Sure he had to live in hell just to obtain it but didnt neil also have to live in hell? a difrent kind of hell but hell the same, but he didnt get freinds. He didnt get to play A family (be it a found one). He didnt get fame and glory. All he has is a dead mother that berly even loved him in the first place. Thats simply not fair.

Now! to relate this song to Brutus by the buttress and think about it!! (not the whole song just parts)

"I've been watching him for my entire life I hate the air he breathes, his foolish decrees His words so contrived And I hate the way the townspeople gather outside They hang on every breath, cling to his chest Home to his heart full of pride"

The oracle told him to beware the Ides And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't wishing For untimely death or demise (or just his hand being broken)

Or am I just wishing I could be like you? That the people would see me too as a poet (player) And not just the muse (?)

Oh, it's not true, I don't wish harm upon you From birth we've been like brothers of different mothers Within the spirit of the same womb

May the gods (Andrew) strike me down if I forsake you

I'll never forget that you showed me to make art And I know the love you showed me came From a pure and noble heart

I love you, and if you want, I'll call you King queen But why do I lie awake each night thinking "Instead of you, it should be me"?

Something wicked this way comes And as I set to face it, I'm unsure Should I embrace it, should I run? What motivates me? Hatred? Is it love?

What's more wrong; that I too wish to be great Or my mother wished she'd had a son? (the wish she had a son part doesn't make much sense but the vibe does if you get me lol)

And even if I can't be the one Maybe I could at least help make way for him Until the day that he comes Maybe my name could also be known That I helped return good to the people And restored greatness to Rome Brutus, Brutus, Brutus, Brutus! Brutus, Brutus, Brutus, Brutus! Brutus, Brutus, Brutus, Brutus! Brutus, Brutus, Brutus, Brutus! My name is Brutus and my name means heavy So with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger into the heart of my enemy

My whole life, you were a teacher and friend to me Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy I, too, have a destiny This death will be art The people will speak of this day from near and afar This event will be history, and I'll be great too I don't want what you have, I want to be you

I always knew I could be the one Though I feel the endless pain of being And I am scorched by the Sun Of humble origins and born of the cursed sex My name is Brutus (Nathaniel) , but the people will call me Rex (Neil)

[all-about-kyu]

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑺𝒊𝒙: 𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒚

Summary: After doing a videos to do promotions for your upcoming album, your group mate tells you about a new side of the internet. You have no idea the chaos you and your group mates cause. Pairing: fanboy!Eric x fem idol!reader (Fey) x fem!Hyunjoon (Hwall) Side pairings: fanboy!Kevin x fem!Jacob (Jackie), fanboy!Sangyeon x fem!Younghoon x fem!Haknyeon, fanboy!Juyeon x fem!Hyunjae, fanboy!Sunwoo x fem!Chanhee (Chanhi) x fem!Changmin (Changmi)

Tropes: idol x fan, strangers to lovers, gender bend au  Genre: humor, smut, fluff  Rating: R 18+ 

Warnings: language, implications/mentions of sex, kissing, hyunjoon kleptomaniac era, lesbians Smut Warnings: groping, mentions of threesomes Word Count: 615

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Chapter 5 ➔ Masterlist ➔ Chapter 7

“Where’d this come from?” you ask, perched on your girlfriend’s lap, lazily playing with the necklace in question. 

Hyunjoon smirks slightly, holding your waist. “ Remember that pretty boy at the fan sign earlier?” she mumbles, pressing a kiss against your jaw. “ The blonde one that I flustered and you made panic?”

You gasp as her kisses linger and progressively get wetter, “mhm, he was really cute.”

“cute enough to bring him back home one day?” she chuckles.

You let out a slight whine, dropping the necklace in favor of holding onto Hyunjoon’s shoulders as if it’d help you stay sane. She lets one of her hands slowly drift higher until it’s cupping one of your breasts.

“You’re distracting me.” You whine, still leaving into the touch.

“Yeah? I think you can still answer a question, baby.”

“He was really cute. I’d bring him back home with us.”

Hyunjoon lets her other hand drift from your waist to grab a handful of your ass and hums at your response, lips still leaving wet kisses any place she can reach.

“The ring is his.” She admits, “Took it right off his finger when I was playing with them.”

You let out a whine when her fingers barely brushed against the edge of your covered folds. 

“His hands looked pretty with those rings on, didn’t they?” She muses further, “Couldn’t help but take one as a memento. after all… we wanna see him again.”

“H-hyunnie-“ You practically moan, trying desperately to get her fingers right where you want them.

“Hmm?” She hums, pulling back just enough to look at you through hooded eyes.

You surge forward and capture her lips. Hyunjoon lets out a surprised noise but happily lets you guide her to lay down on your shared bed as you control the kiss. Her hands fall back to your waist now opting to let your hands do the wandering. The ring on the necklace lies just at the base of her neck, right in the dip of her collarbone. Hyunjoon has almost always kept her hair in a short bob cut. Her short hair still falls out around her head in the most beautifully messy way you’ve ever seen. 

“I think it would look so pretty dangling in my face.” You giggle.

“Yeah? Around my neck or around his?” Hyunjoon flirts back.

You kiss her harshly before responding, “Right now? Yours.” 

You let your hand wander up to the base of her neck, hooking a finger around the chain of the necklace before tugging it. A small gasp escapes your girlfriend’s lips at the action. Your perfectly manicured fingers pick up the ring on the chain, and you slip it onto your pointer finger. It’s too big on you, but that only serves to give you an idea of how big that fan’s fingers are, considering it was placed on his ring finger when Hyunjoon swiped it. 

You let out a yelp when Hyunjoon flips you both over and has you pinned beneath her. The necklace now dangles in your face perfectly as if it was meant to hang there.

“Seriously, though, baby,” Hyunjoon says, her voice laced with arousal. Would you like to seek him out and have a little fun?”

You nod so quickly that it makes her chuckle and drop a chaste kiss on your lips, “ I want that… eventually… right now, all I want is you.”

Reaching up, you pull her down into another heated kiss by the chain of the necklace. 

“You’re in for it tonight, pup.” Her voice was almost dangerously laced with lust. The nickname makes you shudder and nearly melt. 

“As long as we get to have some fun.”

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[megamindsecretlair]

WIP Wednesday

Thank you for the tag @nerdieforpedro 🥳

I'm not sure if anyone's that vested in my upcoming stuff but I love hearing about what's on tap from you and my writing moots so I'll keep the updates coming 🤸🏽‍♀️

There is a lovely WIP game I responded to a few days ago that you can find here. In case ya missed it and wanna see 15 titles I'm working on.

So far, I know I need to update all my series 🤣 I have not lost any love for Loki, Sam, or Vampire Tyrone. But I must obey the muses and the squirrel brain. They play tug of war with me and ya girl is tiredt 👏🏽 and right now, all it wants is to be wined and dined by Tre from Candy Cane Lane. That is a man 👏🏽👏🏽

Do expect some new blorbos 😻😻 I finished Rap Sh!t thanks to an anon and I NEEEED RJ Cyler in my life. Also the guy who played Lord AK. I loved his vibe and I think we need more Black alternative men to lust over. We have Hobie and we need MOOOREE. Also Kevin Atwater chuz when I tell yall the thirst is real 🥹 and fuck it, we going after the JJK mens as well.

I know I have some requests to get to. Dont hate me yall. Sometimes a story plum dont speak to me as quickly as others. And I been slack a lackin' on Franklin fics. I feel like I abandoned my baby 🥺 I aint mean to. S6 just really pissed me off. Dont make me climb on my soapbox why. We'll be here all night 🤣

I have 2 requests for Incubus Tyrone. Which, WHAT. Yall 🥹🥹 thank you so much for loving that story! I will get to him, I promise. But there's also a mob boss Tyrone on the way 😈😈

If you've read this far, I love you. I love your support. Even if its silent. Even if its spam liking. Even if we've never exhanged words a day in our lives. I love you. And may both sides of your pillow stay cold. May your beverage of choice stay the perfect temperature. May you always find an extra $5 when you need it.

Nerdie, you tagged my usual suspects 🤣 so anyones free to join in.

[capcavan]

idk if you've done it b4 but rank the aftg characters by how much you like them or find them interesting or whatever u want

done it few times but I'm always happy to talk about how much I love Riko 1. Riko I projected onto him had and md dissociate about him every day he's my pookie patootie and there is no logic or reason involwed in the way i interact with his character. He is alive in my heart and alive in my heart he will stay. ---- everyone else (I am delusional and mentally ill about riko) based on being my muse for art and writting 1. Riko Moriyama --- i will be honest the spots below this line do not matter much just depends what i draw or roleplay that week 2. Renee Walker (Beside every great man is great woman @leedee013) 3. Jean Moreau & Elodie- Inclusion of his sister in narrative even though extremally brief made me feel extremally deeply about him. 4. Jeremy Knox I think he leaves a lot of space for fucked up and I'm extremally attracted to design and headcannosn I made for him 5. Robin cross , adore her lore even without her attachement to other foxes as well as have a lot of ideas I can explore with her inclusion 6. Nathan Wesninski, hes hot, propably cannibal and provides so many angst opportunities but also? i like big beffy men and this is how i draw him. 7. ichirou moriyama , to be fair i do not like him at all but he is in my art and writtign frequently bc again a lot of creative stuff i can do here sorry for leaving kevin out of this he needs to be humbled a bit! I like foxes just fine but based on content i make and stories i explore i just did not developed as many headcannons and stuff for them

to be fair kengo should be higher idk why it put him this low

[kerink]

ben and i were on vc last night ironing out some wtse stuff and we got on the topic of what fear rules desert bluffs too and how that all shakes out. and i've talked before about how it's ruled by the flesh but benny finally asked the pressing question: what about the corruption?

and i'm so glad they brought it up because for a couple days i'd been thinking about how, if at all, the corruption fits into it.

in wtse the fears aren't divided and identified the same way they are in TMA,because the fear designations in that universe were just something smirke and his buddies came up with and not The Real Thing and night vale's universe provides different opportunities for the fears to present themselves in different ways. night vale is ruled by an amalgamation of the beholding and the spiral, for example. not the beholding and spiral jon knows, but close enough to be familiar

and while there are slaughter-y elements to desert bluffs, senseless violence isn't a core tenant. the violence is controlled and purposeful, even if it may not seem necessary to someone outside of the culture. it isn't really violence for violence sake, whether it's for food or decor or worship purposes, there is always an identifiable motive or rational for causing harm

and putting aside the fact they worship a big bug, the joyous congregation does have some of the corruption in it, namely the import it places on community and conformity. the corruption is, after all, an entity that works off the power of love, of belonging to a larger process, of being so entwined with it you let it literally eat you alive.

makes me think of a hive of grinning office workers, whose worth is only measured by their productivity.

but also, in it devours when darryl is showing nilanjana the Eleven Stages of Human Education, it seems like the primary figure killed its family to keep them close

the line "had a toothy smile—or possible snarl?" always reads to me in the same tone as when people comment about kevin "is that a smile," and given kevin founded the church and stephanie muses they use fox imagery because kevin likes foxes it makes more wonder about kevin's own beliefs about keeping his loved ones close

which then makes me wonder about what someone (i think it was bulk) said to me about kevin not being interested in carlos' work, only the results. more importantly, that kevin wanted carlos to keep finding results, he wanted to keep carlos busy, and he wanted to keep carlos busy to keep carlos in the DOW

one of the first faults carlos has to over come in WTNV is being a workaholic, it's the first complaint cecil has when they start dating. but when carlos goes to the DOW kevin pulls that fault right back out of him, encourages and enables him to keep working. and work is the excuse he gives cecil about why he can't leave. a toxic dynamic forms between kevin and carlos where kevin brings out the worst in carlos in order to keep him there

and thats what the joycon does: it encourages working yourself so hard you have no energy left for anything else and encourages you to keep yourself ignorant except for what the pastor spoon feeds you. and all of this is for the good of the community, the good of the collective

anyway, i'm at that point where i either need to stop or i'll start really getting on my soap box. the point is, dbt is flesh-corruption aligned

[prpfz]

hola all 🥰 Amelia here again with a mixed fandom request, which I hope is okay to submit. I have a few pairings in different fandoms that I would very much like to fulfil on Discord. Yes, all of my writing will take place on Discord as I pretty much only use Tumblr to find partners and post gif sets these days. I'm over 30, reside the UK and work full time so some days are more active than others. I do love to get to know my partners and chat ooc but I always respect if my partner is not much of a chatter. I am looking for 21+ partners. I would like a decent paragraph in replies but it can be longer, I am just not looking for anything novella as that is just too time consuming for me right now. Below I will pop the fandoms and pairings, I will bold and ** the muse that I will be happy to write in the pairing.

FANDOM: Supernatural

PAIRING: **Meg Masters x Castiel

FANDOM: FRIENDS

PAIRING: **Rachel Green x Chandler Bing

FANDOM: Beetlejuice

PAIRING: **Lydia Deetz x Beetlejuice

FANDOM: SPLIT / GLASS

PAIRING: **Casey Cooke x Kevin Wendell Crumb

FANDOM: Cobra Kai

PAIRINGS: **Tory Nichols x Robby Keene, **Ali Mills x Johnny Lawrence, **Tory Nichols x John Kreese

FANDOM: The Boys

PAIRINGS: **Kimiko Miyashiro x Frenchie, **Victoria Neuman x Billy Butcher, **Victoria Neuman x Homelander, **Cate Dunlap x Soldier Boy

FANDOM: MARVEL MCU

PAIRINGS: **Vanessa Carlysle x Deadpool, **Lady Deadpool x Deadpool, **Wanda Maximoff x Pietro Maximoff

FANDOM: DCEU

PAIRINGS: **Harley Quinn/Harleen Quinzel (any variation) x Joker, **Harley Quinn (any variation) x Harvey Dent (Gotham Knights), **Rachel Dawes (The Dark Knight) x Harvey Dent (Gotham Knights)

Thank you for looking at this. Please like this post or shoot me a message in my DM's. Only interact if you are actually interested as I keep getting people showing interest when they don't actually want to write (not sure why! but that's Tumblr for you lol)

like or dm

[qu0kkarambles]

Day 16 - Kevin

Warnings- smut(minors dni), praise, blowjob, teasing

Creative block was tough. And Kevin never handled it well. His art was his outlet for stress, and when he couldn’t find the right outlet, he became a bundle of anxiety. With nowhere to outlet his nervous energy, he bottled it up until he could no longer handle it.

Thankfully, you’d known kevin your entire life. From childhood friends to now married, you knew the signs of his stress, and knew when he was creatively blocked. It was only a matter of days until something sent him spiralling off the deep end. But before he could, you would intervene.

When you got home from work to the low sound of music echoing from deep in your apartment, you knew exactly where Kevin would be. The small spare bedroom of your apartment had recently been converted into a small studio for him, his art beautifully displayed and his desk set to his exact preference. A space for him to do his art, uninterrupted and out of the way of anything else. Music usually meant he was trying to find inspiration, and you knew he’d been struggling recently with finding his spark.

When you cracked the door open slightly, you didn’t expect to find him, head in hands, looking sorry for himself. It was obvious his stress was becoming too much, and so you quietly snuck into the room.

‘Kevin, baby?’ Your voice was quiet so as to not startle him, and as he looked up from his hands you could see the tear tracks down his cheeks from where he had previously been crying. ‘Oh baby what is it?’ You asked as you rushed to his side, hands cupping his cheeks as you pulled him closer into your tight embrace.

‘I just- I don’t know what’s wrong with me at the minute I’ve just lost all my creativity. I can’t draw I can paint I can’t do anything’ as he finished speaking he began to cry again, his emotions becoming overwhelming.

‘Hey. Look at me. You are an incredible artist. You just need to rediscover your muse.’ You said, placing a soft kiss against his forehead. ‘But my muse is you my love. It always has been’ he replied, his fingers interlacing yours as his tears slowed.

‘Then maybe we need some time for just us. We’ve both been busy lately, and we’ve not spent much time just doing nothing together. Why don’t we both call in sick tomorrow. We can waste the day doing nothing.’ His smile grew as you spoke, clearly agreeing to your plan.

‘And hey, why wait until tomorrow. We’ve got all night for you to rediscover your spark’ you said as you dropped to your knees in front of him. ‘Baby what-‘

‘Shhh. I’m gonna help you rediscover your muse.’ Your devilish grin was all Kevin needed to know what you were planning. His hands found his zipper before you could, releasing himself from his fabric confines as you looked up at him through thick fluttering lashes.

‘Fuck baby look so pretty for me’ he praised as your mouth wrapped around his tip, teasing him with your tongue. ‘So fucking good for me. My perfect little princess’

His praises encouraged you further, your head bobbing down his length as he moaned out your name. You set your pace, bobbing up and down his length as he threw his head back, moans falling from his lips interspersed with praises. Good girl, pretty princess, my baby.

Your teasing pulled deep moans from him, his hand threading through your hair as he controlled your pace. ‘Such a good girl for me. Taking me so well. Fuck you’re so good for me baby.’ His words were broken up with small whines as you swallowed around him, the extra stimulation pulling whines from him.

His fingers tightened on your hair as he reached his high, release coating the back of your throat as you swallowed around him. You continued to kitten lick his tip as he caught his breath, his hand relaxing in your hair as you looked up at him, a sinful sight beneath his desk.

As you stood, he pulled on your shirt, tugging your face closer to his before his lips crashed against your own, the taste of his own cum fresh on your tongue.

Your kiss was slow and full of longing, and you could already feel how Kevin had calmed down, his body relaxing into your kiss. When you broke the kiss, a small trail of saliva connecting your lips, you smiled at how dazed he looked. ‘So good for me baby. God I love you so much’ he said as you wiped his lips, his eyes trained on your movements.

With your hand interlinked with his, you left his small studio, trailing to the kitchen hunting for food before finding a long discarded take out menu in a drawer.

‘How does takeout sound my love?’ You asked him, his head resting on your shoulder as he hugged you from behind. ‘Sounds perfect darling’ he replied, leaving a small kiss against your neck before walking with you to the sofa.

Comfortably snuggled up with food ordered, you put on a film, content in each others company as you felt the stress leave your husbands body.

Mission success

Taglist- @jungwonseyebrowsonflick @sunghoonmybeloved @lix-freckle3 @yoswagmuffin @meuusea

[hostilecityshowdown]

I'd love love love to hear more about your version of Kevin Nash from that one Heartbreak Hotel fic 🙏

shaking diesel in my teeth and dragging him under the cut

chapter one • additional notes • credit for the AU, lore and character development, original fics, and accompanying material in the series: @cyberslam

this guy. while my little pocket dimension within mango's heartbreak hotel AU is his main 'verse, almost every other time i write diesel, i'm just writing HHAU diese in yet another AU. you can actually thank slater for this one!! they love him so much and are so inspiring for me, and if i could i'd churn out fics based on our conversations and their OCs and headcanons like a machine. slater i am holding ur hand.

in terms of the patented* Diesel Writing Process, his muse is headstrong, stubbourn, and self-centered, and most of the work i do when writing involves convincing him to share the spotlight. my offshoot of mango's universe would be all flowery prose, cerebral horror, and... diesel, suffering largely alone on centre stage, if i couldn't coerce this big lug to cooperate. some aspects of that are still preserved, but i've been able to avoid writing all my chapters in this world as solitary experiences; silent hill one and two deeply impacted me as a tiny xentex, and i always want to write that slow, surreal, murky trudge through dreams and summoned memories laid atop the burnt-out husk of reality that the SH2 hotel section, especially, captures.

*patent pending

diesel loves being the star of his own show, but so does the heartbreak kid - shawn's a begrudgingly necessary fulcrum for diesel, once he decides he has to be. my diesel muse genuinely suffers from OCD, and projecting his compulsions onto other people is an unhealthy coping mechanism of his. shawn likes the attention and benefits enough to encourage and enable this in his own ways, until he's able to take over performing compulsive rituals for diesel, becoming a mandated aspect of the rituals themselves. i wrote an example of this in diesel's testosterone injection, and shawn's absence will leave an impact on diesel's compulsive thoughts and behaviours in the ongoing narrative. shawn likes when people are dependent on him (to his preferred degree, not for anything... substantial. he just likes feeling special.) sure, but the heartbreak kid and, inherently, the hotel, need that dependency.

diesel also collects matchbooks from hotels, motels, rest stops, tourism welcome areas, reservation smoke shops and other native-operated establishments, and casinos, which he started as vinnie vegas. dallas collects poker chips, and kim collects ashtrays, cigarette boxes, and dice. studd much more passively collects coasters and glass bottles (especially tiny ones) but competes with kim for dice. and scotty flamingo, the most notable member of the diamond mine (duh /j)... he likes to swipe cosmetics, towels, notepads - anything free! and sometimes even things that aren't free. he doesn't collect but outright hoards various forms of tickets, too, but that predates the stable. i was going to include a huge section on these habits, quirks, and compulsions, but... in the end, most of that was cut. it detracted from the atmosphere too much, and it started to spoil plans i have, which you can see the beginning hints of in that heartbreak hotel branded ashtray in my most recent chapter contribution.

diesel's muse solidified for me very quickly and easily, and i barely even need to keep notes on him. big wolf keeps track of himself and comes to me with whatever i need when i need it, or chases me down and demands i devolve into a crazed, sweating, dizzied madman, writing twelve thousand+ words in a single sitting with no breaks. always something with this guy. in a diesel/undertaker fic that will eventually see the light of day, i write in his beloved ford bronco. it has a wolf howling sticker on the trunk, an Idle No More bumper sticker, genuine leather upholstery, leather conditioner and a rolodex (with hundreds of names, numbers, and addresses of people who died of AIDS and their loved ones, roadside memorials for 2SLGBTQIA+ people and missing and murdered indigenous women, and various gay clubs, bars, bathhouses, safehouses, shops, farms, and other gay establishments - including many that are defunct even by diesel's modern time) in the glove box, endless atlases for different states and provinces he swaps out as needed (most of these go with him to his truck cabs as needed), and a dedicated, custom case for depeche mode CDs and cassettes. i hope that gives a better overview of the guy he is than i could ever provide in mere words alone /j

[aibhilin-atibeka]

Past/Current/Next WIP Game

I got tagged! Thank you for the tag, @blind-the-winds!!!

Rules: past is a WIP you stopped working on/finished; current is a WIP you're currently working on; next is a WIP you want to write

Past: Uhm. Well. There's this list of completed works I've got? Doesn't count though, if a single one is needed... hmmm. Alright then, the latest is this one here: He'd seen lions less brave. Literally, the title was the hardest in that one, regardless of my muse not cooperating in the first place. I loved finishing it, in any case! The plot goes:

Shanks drags Buggy into the woods to drink in peace. Buggy allows it. He comes to regret that decision.

Current: I'm most active in the Batman or Batman/Danny Phantom crossover fandoms rn (reading, mostly), so my interests lie elsewhere than One Piece atm. Still, there's this that I keep most often working on at this point: Clowns be Clowning. Another gift fic of mine; it's been fighting me in places, but most of it is done by now. Only the last two (?) chapters to be doing and the editing's not entirely been through yet. Other than that, I'm quite satisfied with it, though. It's spent a year (or two) in stasis in one of my fic folders on the computer, so I'm happy to have it out now. The plot goes thusly:

Buggy and his crew arrive on an island in East Blue that they haven't visited in a while. They meet a young boy that's in all sorts of trouble, it seems like. They meet a butler. Shenanigans ensue. Aka Kevin Alone At Home but with One Piece characters. Kuro, watch out.

Future: There's always my longest fanfic to date cluttering up my thoughts these days: Through Troubled Waters. Most likely than not, I'll be writing another chapter for that one sometime soon. Its plot? I'm glad you asked:

Older!Buggy with tons of (mental) baggage travels back in time and meets both his younger!self and Shanks. Naturally, the two follow him like little ducklings. Shenanigans ensue. A bit angstier than the summary lets on, but with hope lining the horizon.

Tagging, no pressure: @stereden, @airuna, @mydetheturk and anyone else interested!

[arkadavinia]

hi, you probably aren't even showing up here anymore but just wanted to say that I hope you don't give up on your fic We grow up apart, together and again! because I recently discovered it and it broke my heart to know that you haven't updated it in over 3 years. hope you come over there soon 😢❤

Oh anon, im always here, creepin'. Never fear. And 'given up' is a strong phrase for it, but whenever i sit down, reread or think about 'We grow-' i got 3/4ths of the way through the story, and then, as it does, life happened. Whenever i try to find that muse these days, its really faint, and i worry about writing more, and how much the voice will have changed.

But if you want, I can tell you more.

Cause, when they go to Ohio, Kevin was supposed to bring up telling their friends, like a doof, and Aaron was all like, "we haven't told anyone so far and basically everyone knows." Which may also just be because he did already tell Dan, and theres no knowing how many of their friends she told.

Ohio was to be a meeting and remembering and then an accepting of how being friends, who have become together, doesn't always change how you interact with others. (We Grow with Friendship) Its not a brand or a sign you have to display constantly, large and loud. Its a casual reworking of how a group of people sit in an area, where just because your a couple doesn't mean you have to be attached at the hip. Even if Nicky follows them around all week cooing when they even so much as pass a snack bowl.

After Ohio I was planning a bit of a time skip. (We Grow into New Shapes) Into Aaron's residency, because honestly, the with how busy Kevin is always, and how much busier Aaron would be while doing class and residency, I knew it was a place where I could see them doubting their relationship. And Kevin being Kevin I can imagine he would stew in it. He would want to talk about all the horrible things Aaron may see, and the hardest part of being a healthcare worker in any capacity would be losing a patient, but legally, you really can't talk about those moments. Which is hard, to comfort someone without really understanding why they need comfort.

The last chapter tho, was supposed to be for Kevin. Cause a large part of how or why they got together was around Thea. (We Grow Again) The plan was that Thea would finally hear that Kevin was with Aaron, cause her head was so far up her butt, she assumed he would just come back- which is mean, but the way i built her up in this story was also mean. So when she finds out he's actually moved on, is living with someone, and in a relationship with them and still seemingly thriving in his professional career, would probably make her want a confrontation.

(That was the other thing about this voice- muse- story, i am not a confrontational person and writing confrontational people like this, was hard for me. Finding this voice is hard, and now being so removed from it, i feel it would only let people down to continue it.)

But chapter 12 was to show Kevin standing up for himself, his relationship and trying to make someone he used to care about, a lot, understand that he's happy now. He's okay. They're okay. And that's okay. It doesn't have to be great- probably would never be great, but it was okay.

I started this story at a point when my life was going in a direction that I hadn't predicted, and i felt very powerless to control it, but i was able to find a way to make it okay- again, not great, barely even good, but okay.

A lot of it had to do with COVID, and being in college where things were turned up on their heads. I live in a state that was one of the first to shut down, and we got a lot of flack for it. I think it was the right call, but i was also in hospitals doing clinical work and seeing this new illness tear through the facility was scary. I had those moments later, after the bans and shelter orders were over though, where i stood outside hospital rooms and watches people die from an illness they didn't believe could affect them. I had to sit with my husband while he cried because his parents refused to listen to anything scientific, did not take precautions and ended up in very sever situations because of it. (his mother is an RN, i was livid, still am) (they are okay now, for the most part, three weeks in the hospital changed their tunes a bit tho) But my voice is better now, generally. i graduated from college, passed my registry exam, worked in that same facility for 4 month and then found a better position for me. My relationship is much better and while there have been other twists, I am a better me than i was.... in January of 2020. Man, that was three years ago, whhhhaaaat.

Sorry for the long post, but Ive been meaning to post something about this for a while. So thanks, Anon. But also sorry, if this isn't all you wanted, literally. But i don't think I have these voices in my any longer.

[purpleshadow-star]

WIP Wednesday!

Here's a sneak peak at the first chapter for my aftg cruise au:

“Well?” Allison asked, ignorant of, or just ignoring, his displeasure. Neil gave her a deadpan look that roughly translated to do you really think I was paying attention?

Allison rolled her eyes. “Seven day cruise out of Galveston, Texas on the Fiesta Prospect going to Jamaica, Grand Cayman and Mexico. Saturday to Saturday in May after finals and graduation. Yes?” Neil wasn’t sure what Fiesta Prospect meant, but the idea seemed relatively straightforward.

“I’ve never been on a boat.” Neil mused. “My mom and I always flew or drove everywhere. Seems like it could be interesting, but why out of Texas? I thought you said it goes out of South Carolina.” Allison sighed heavily.

“Honestly, you need to stop staring at your boy toy and pay more attention. I already explained, Grand Cayman is supposed to have beautiful beaches and the cruises that go out of South Carolina don’t go there. Jamaica and Mexico seem like good places to go too.” Neil wasn’t interested in beaches, but he figured that made sense. 

Neil looked back at Andrew, who was still looking at Neil. Neil raised an eyebrow in question at him. Andrew rolled his eyes and pressed his thigh into Neil’s where they touched on the beanbag. Neil took that as his silent agreement. “It’s a yes from us, only as long as we drive to Texas.”

“Road trip!” Nicky hollered. “It’ll be fun!”

“Fine.” Allison raised her arm. “All in favor of going on this cruise?” The Upperclassmen and Nicky agreed enthusiastically while Kevin threw his hands up in defeat.

“Can we bring a plus one?” Aaron asked, finally looking up from his phone.

Neil answered before Allison could.

“Sure. I’ll pay for us. Nicky, you can bring Erik too.” Nicky thanked Neil profusely while Aaron just scowled at Neil, but he didn’t argue. No one bothered commenting on his offer to pay for Andrew’s family and Kevin. At this point they knew about his mother’s leftover money. Neil didn’t really ever spend it, so he figured he might as well treat his family.

And just like that, they had a cruise planned.

[more-than-a-princess]

@quickdeaths asked: [ cherry ] what is one thing you love about yourself? + [ canary ] do you have pets? if yes, how many and what? + [ olive ] what gives you the most inspiration for your muse(s)? + [ mauve ] give one random headcanon about your muse / one of your muses.

Colourful Interview (Munday meme) - Accepting!

[ cherry ] what is one thing you love about yourself?

These questions are never my favorite because it's awkward to brag about anything in my family unless it is professional/career success, but in contrast to a lot of my extended family, I'm very determined to succeed that way but on my own terms. A lot of my family rests on their laurels, so to speak, and feels they don't really have to work hard to be well-off and successful. But I've worked my way from the ground up at my job and while I'm not satisfied with where I'm at right now (and can do much better), I can still say I did it myself.

This is in contrast to extended family members being terribly puzzled why I simply can't 'summer in Tuscany' this year, or spend all of fall exploring wineries throughout France. No, I have a full-time job with health insurance, a 401k, and limited days off but I've earned them with my own hard work. And I'm proud of that (and used zero parental connections to get hired in the first place).

And in a slightly vain love: my fashion sense is on point and my friends know that if they want my opinion, I will not sugarcoat it for them. It's not easy to dress a plus-sized body with decent fabrics, cuts meant for my size, and not have it look like a fast fashion disaster or something a retiree might wear.

[ olive ] what gives you the most inspiration for your muse(s)?

Probably the best answer is what doesn't give me inspiration for my muses? Ha. And it's mostly things like fantasy literature/TV/movies (Game of Thrones would be the obvious example, but other things similar to that), video games, and most anime/manga interpretations of royalty. While they're fun to read, they don't really help cultivate the vibe I've always wanted to write for Sonia and her family, which has always been rooted in historical fiction, biographies, documentaries, contemporary fiction of royalty and upper classes in general, and news/current events. Not that there's anything wrong with the fantasy royal route: it's just not my thing.

But otherwise here's a few things:

Books: From classics written by Jane Austen, F. Scott Fitzgerald, and Edith Wharton to more contemporary offerings from Dominick Dunne, Julian Fellowes, Tom Wolfe, and Kevin Kwan...I read. A lot. And beyond romance novels of all sorts, rich and/or royal problems are my particular literary interest. Ironically, the reading list that the character Corinna provides Kitty Pong Mrs. Bernard Tai in China Rich Girlfriend as part of her 'Appeal to old Hong Kong money crash course' is a good start. (Mild spoiler for book series that's been out for years, but still)

TV/Movies: Split between historical dramas (of comedic and less-comedic varieties), documentaries, and contemporary dramas most of the time. Considering how both quiet luxury and mocking the super rich are both trending right now (ahead of the likely recession), it's hard not to watch things like The Menu, The White Lotus, and Succession for some inspiration. Otherwise, everything from Downton Abbey, Bridgerton, The Gilded Age, and The Great to The Royals, Gossip Girl, Elite, and The Crown is up for fair game. I watch some Asian dramas too, but often more contemporary than historical for inspo. And plenty of royal documentaries (and I'll probably be watching King Charles III's coronation live, too).

Publications: Tatler (and I've mentioned it IC, too!), Town and Country, and Vanity Fair especially. But I look over gossip magazines as well for scandal inspiration.

Royal websites and social media: Yup. These too, for a variety of royals. Great for checking out social diaries, charity ideas, etc. For the fan questions Sonia and her family are asked? I follow royal confession and shitpost accounts for inspo. I had no idea there were so many people who diligently tracked when and where pieces of various crown jewel collections are worn, but they exist.

Real life: And finally, some of my ideas/plots/headcanons come from people and situations I know and/or experience personally.

[ mauve ] give one random headcanon about your muse / one of your muses.

Going to piggyback off the last question for this, but one of my headcanons for Sonia's younger cousin Sam (Prince Samuel of Novoselic. His father, Prince Arthur, is the King's younger brother. And a duke in his own right, alongside being a giant headache for a lot of people, Sam included) is that he learned how to fly a plane before he learned how to drive a car. This was an acceptable hobby growing up for him, as it would allow him to serve in the national air force for mandatory service required of all Novosonian royal men. But mostly, he wanted to learn because he could blissfully block out all of the family stress and squabbles thousands of kilometers in the air.

In the clouds, no one cares about the royal line of succession, net worth, who's who in the peerage, who went to which school and knows which person, who runs which charity, etc.

It's just him (and an instructor, and a bodyguard), the controls, and the sky.

This headcanon and the reasoning for it are based off of someone I know very well, and while they don't know I included this in one of my OCs for Sonia's family (hell, they don't even know I RP), I'm happy to honor them in this way.

Maybe after I eventually write the whole "Royal Residences" headcanon post I should work on a Sonia's family tree headcanon post

[ canary ] do you have pets? if yes, how many and what?

Ah yes, time to pay the pet tax!

Yes, I have one cat of my own. This is Molly, aka. Princess Molly, the true ruler of the house and my life.

She is a formerly feral buff tabby tuxedo girl, thus the notched ear. A rescue organization saved her from a cat colony when she was six months old, holding her own against a bunch of adult cats. I knew she was the cat for me at adoption day when she tucked herself into my arms and hissed at kittens and human children alike.

I like kittens, but I've got no interest in having human children of my own, so we really are kindred spirits.

Molly enjoys: sunny spots, windows, seafood feast, chicken feast (but only if the chunks are mushed up by me or my husband with a fork before presenting it to her. She doesn't like the pureed version: only the chunks but further pureed by hand), quiet, solitude, sitting on my belly while I read, watching the electric kettle come to a boil, my leather shoes and handbags (the higher the quality, the better to rub her face on), heated blankets, watching British dramas, grooming herself and her parents, sleep, ordering her mother and father around.

Molly dislikes: noise, anyone besides her mother and father entering the house, when her mother and/or father leave the house (they may not be coming back!), closing the bathroom door so she can't supervise shower and/or toilet time, stompy feet, salmon, turkey, coughing, sneezing, other cats, dogs, children of all sorts, people, cleaning her perch mats, when her catnip toys lose their flavor, and Amazon Alexa.

[silver-heller]

KISS for Viktor, please. I hope you've been doing well, friend/loved one.

Hi Kevin! I'm doing alright, thank you sweetums. I got 28 which is middle of the back. I haven't written much Silver x Viktor, even though I should, so thanks for this!

I've Got Your Back

T | One | Viktor | Read it on Ao3

Tws: Discussed bruise/injury

Viktor was fixing the main car’s ignition when Silver stumbled into the garage. The cat was slumped over as he went through the entrance on the side, letting out small whines as he dragged his feet across the concrete floor, keeping his head down.

Viktor tinkered for a while longer, finishing up before putting down his tool and brushing at his sweaty forehead. He watched as Silver went to sit down on the bench just off to the side, shivering at the act and struggling to do so without gritting his fangs.

Enough was enough.

“Vhat is wrong, Silver? You have been hunched over all day. It has me vorried,” Viktor said, turning to him and leaning on the car to indicate he was listening.

Silver sighed, struggling to become comfortable on the bench and eventually just leaning back in surrender. His face had become all scrunched up, rubbing at it.

“I think I hurt my back or something. It keeps aching and it hurtssss to walkkkk,” Silver whined, placing his head back and staring up at the ceiling.

Viktor wiped his hands off at that, mentally musing that Silver always looked like he did after hours of work with the black tips of his ears and tail. The flicking of both always made him smile. Silver’s hair always became mussed too after some point and, when they didn’t, Viktor was always willing to do the deed himself.

As if reading his thoughts, Silver tilted his head toward Viktor with a smile.

“Anyways, is it okay if I stay here with you for a little while? I felt crazy just sitting in my room…alone.”

Viktor nodded, ears going down at the solemn look in his companion's eyes. Silver never could sit in one place for too long. He was an overly energetic, sometimes violent maverick, which was the best thing about him. Or, so Viktor thought.

“Yes, but let me take look at your back. Ve vouldn’t vant it getting vorse,” Viktor said and Silver hesitated.

However, after a moment of looking Viktor up and down, and seeing how concerned his expression had become, Silver turned around. He lifted up the bottom of his shirt, Viktor kneeling down to take a look. He reached over, then paused. He peered up at Silver’s expression, who was biting his lip nervously.

“Can I?” he asked, waiting for Silver’s hum before daring to touch him.

After brushing back his fur here and there, having to look past his rather distracting stripes, Viktor eventually found the problem. A large bruise had made itself known on the middle of Silver’s back, stretching quite far both ways, which explained the pain. Viktor frowned, wincing at the sight.

“You are bruised. You should ice it down,” Viktor said, though he continued to stare at it, wishing there was more he could do.

He lingered and, after a moment of consideration, he pressed his face forward. He made sure to control his strength, pressing the gentlest of kisses he could muster to the wounded area. Even if it was only the thought that would count, he hoped it would soothe Silver some and make recovering that much easier. He could not imagine how annoying it would be until it was healed, making a mental note to remind Silver to ice it and rest until it was.

He flinched back when Silver let out a yelp, dropping his shirt in shock and turning to Viktor with wide eyes. Viktor took another step back, holding up his paws. 

“Am sorry. Did I go too far?” Viktor asked, feeling his cheeks heating up.

Silver felt the same, apparently, tail swaying at a record speed behind him as he just stared. He broke eye contact, however, when it sunk in, pulling his paw up to his face to hide his expression.

“N-no,” Silver said at first, eyes slowly peering back, “Thank you, Viktor. I feel a lot better already.”

Viktor smiled at that, putting his hands on his hips and nodding at Silver.

“Glad I could help.”

Silver’s eyes sparkled at that, and Viktor could tell he was feeling better already.

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