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itjazzbicch · 2 years ago
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What's His
Pairing:  Kensei Muguruma x Fem Lieutenant! Reader 
First time writing for Kensei so I hope I did well! 
Summary: Taking charge for the day, the reader hopes to end her days of duties with some self care, only to be interrupted and when Kensei comes to see her, she has more business to attend to...
Warnings:  SMUT! (18+ ONLY! MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!)  (Swearing, spanking, rough sex, unprotected sex)
Word Count: 960 
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"Come on! You mean to tell me that's all you kids got?!"
There could never be too much fun while training, leading for the day while Kensei was attending a meeting and handling some business, the others not fond of my ways as Shuhei was on the ground, panting and complaining:
"Give us a break! We've been at it forever!"
"Forever?!" Scoffing with my arms crossed, I turned my nose and cut them some slack, "I wouldn't say forever, but fine! We can call it a day for combat training."
"Thought I'd never see the day," Shuhei whispered under his breath, not thinking that I heard, till my voice had him running out the door along with everyone else:
"It's not too late to change my mind!"
I don't think I've ever seen him move so quickly, managing to get a laugh out of that, then heading back to my room in the barracks. Stepping inside and stripping, ready for the shower, holding a towel to my chest as my door suddenly whipped open:
"LIEUTENANT L/N-" One of the squad members had the nerve! Just standing there frozen, "I am so sorry!"
"What the hell do you want?!" I groaned, staring into his soul with hellfire eyes filled with annoyance.
"Captain Muguruma-"
"No need, I'm right here," Kensei flash stepped, blocking me from his vision, an intense glare in his eyes too, commanding, "Now, beat it."
"Y-Yes sir!" Kensei had the poor guy stuttering, earning my attention too as he spoke no words, only staring at me, eyebrow beginning to twitch.
I could always read him and have a general idea of what was going through his head, noticing that he seemed to be upset with me somehow.
"Gosh, can't even take a shower," I mumbled to myself, sighing and speaking up to him, "Alright. What did I do to piss you off now?"
"I actually came to make sure you kept up with training while I was gone," Now, he was staring down at the towel that only covered my breast down to the middle of my thighs, barely covering me.
"Then why the look?" I groaned, getting a new set of clothes, explaining, "Everything went just fine! I swear, sometimes you are never satisfied with anything."
"A squad member comes over and you just stand there like that?"
"Hehe," His attitude made sense now, laughing at him more, even being a bit sassy, "I'm wearing a towel!"
"One that barely covers you," He groaned, a swift spank having me on my toes, sucking in a breath at the sting, how his hand squeezed so much of me, growling in my ear, "And what are you laughing at?"
Biting my lip while breathing slowly, the next thing I knew, my breasts were smushed against the wall. He was in the zone already, taking the time to listen to my excuse:
"What does it matter? He wasn't man enough to take a peek anyhow."
"What does it matter?" He mocked, irritation overtaking him and adding another slap on my ass, having my jaw drop against the wall with a gasp, his hands cupping my ass and spreading, "It matters because you're mine."
The way he could just manhandle me, the tone of his voice, the strength that I could feel just by the way he grabbed me; The wetness between my thighs showed how much he turned me on, feeling the tip of his cock nudging my entrance, using his tight grip to pull me back onto him till my ass met his hips.
"You understand?" He'd never kissed me so possessively, hips ramming into me to make sure the tip of his cock smacked into my stomach every time, aching from the stretch, meanwhile, I only grew tighter around his girth.
"Don't be so serious, baby-" I choked out, finding the strength to pick myself up a little, leaning my head back to return his kiss with a hot tongue, "You know that I only need y-yo-OH!"
Our lips popped and my cheek was sweating against the wall, mouth hanging from the raw strength sent through his hips that rippled through my body, kneels buckling at the sting of his slicked thighs smacking into my ass, his tip kissing every sensitive bump along my walls up to my cervix.
"Kensei-i!" My eyes found the back of my head, hands needing some kind of contract and so, tracing the wall, whining while fighting the gravity trying to make me crumble down, just to feel every muscle tense up, Kensei taking my hands and pinning every part of me to the wall, practically fucking me into it.
"Practice wear you down, huh?" He knew that my orgasm was close, of course needing even more out of me before I reached that point.
Not that I didn't want to play this game, but my body just couldn't handle much more.
"You know I'm about to cum!" Right as I finished my sentence my back snapped into its arch, working his hips so that he still hit the sweet spots, sending me into a euphoric bliss, surely needing a shower after the mess I made between the both of us.
"Fuck," He didn't even stop, but let up some, hips creating a slow burn, chasing the last bit of distance for his own pleasure.
"Good thing I didn't get in the shower before you showed up," I joked, head fuzzy and slowly regaining proper feeling in my legs.
"I need one now, thanks to you," He was really trying to sound angry. That only made me laugh, leaning to grab another towel, throwing it over his shoulder with a peck on the cheek:
"Oh, shut it and get in the shower with me." 
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gloryhrs · 1 year ago
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━━ ⟡ 𝓛𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝓨𝐎𝐔 𝓑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘, various. 🐇
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᧔𐓪᧓ 𝓱𝐜𝐬 𝓯𝐭. ━━ Kensei Muguruma, Kenpachi Zaraki, Renji Abarai, & Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez!
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ii. 𝐆𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 // 2/3 part of the animal s/o series!
𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐈 𝐌𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐌𝐀.
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♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄’𝐒 so smitten with you that it was insane. Kensei thought you were an angel that landed on earth waiting for him. Every time he sees you, his heart picks up in an instant; he can’t be sad around you because you are his source of happiness. He wasn’t going to deny that your bunny ears made him soft as well. You’ve both kept your marriage a secret for years since Kensei didn’t want people constantly working his nerves about you and how you hated when people asked too many questions. But when you brought him his lunch when he was training with his squad, that’s when the news accidentally came out.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 clutched the bunny-themed bento boxes in your hands as you began to make your way to the training grounds, where Kensei was. Since he was rushing this morning, he forgot to grab his lunch when he left, so you’ve decided to take it to him (so you wouldn’t have to put up with a grumpy Kensei later on). Once you made your way to the training grounds, you immediately froze in place at the sight of his squad training with him as well. Captain Unohana said he was alone! You squealed inside your head as you took a step back to walk away. "Y/n–san? What are you doing here? And what’s with the lunches?" Mashiro peeked her head from behind the tree as everyone turned their attention on you, which made her die a little inside. Your ears flattened as you tried to explain yourself: "U—Um, I—." "It’s none of your business." The familiar voice made your ears perk up again. You felt your cheeks become warm at the sight of your handsome husband, who was covered in sweat. "Thank you." He took the meals from your hands and placed a kiss on your forehead as everyone around let out shrieks of disbelief. "What? Captain has a lover?" Hisagi's eyes widened at the adorable couple who shared a conversation. "Kensei?! You never told me that someone liked you! And that it was Y/n-san!" Mashiro peeked over his shoulder as a vein appeared on his head. "You damn woman! We’re married!" He yelled at the green haired girl and enough for everyone to hear, which caused them to let out another shudder of disbelief. "WHAT?!"
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒 baths with you most of the time. He always finds it funny how your nose starts twitching when he uses his soap-covered fingers to touch it. You can’t remember the last time you took a bath by yourself. Once you announced that you were taking a bath, Kensei was most definitely behind you.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ "𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐈!" You squeaked at your husband, who ran his wet hands through your curls. The sound of his laughter made you pout and cross your arms, saying, "That’s not funny!" You splashed him with water. You watched his smile disappear for a moment, which made your ears lay flat against your head. "I see." He simply said this before his smile appeared again as he used both of his hands to splash the water on you. Which made you shrink, "Kensei! Now take this!" You splashed him with another wave of water.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 were the peacemaker when it came to him getting into arguments with Mashiro. From time to time, you have to separate the two before they start to fistfight each other. When you take Kensei away, Mashiro will still continue with her taunts, causing Kensei to restrain himself and focus on the view ahead of him.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐈 knew better than to irritate you; the last time he did, he found his captain’s coat and uniform torn to shreds. With a little note saying, 'If you thought you were funny for that little stunt you pulled last night, you’re wrong. Have a great day at work! Make sure to get yourself a new captain’s coat! ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა' That was the first and last time he scared you unexpectedly.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐈𝐒 idea of bonding time is cuddling and going on walks. He found it endearing how your eyes would sparkle and your ears would perk up at the sight of bunnies. Once you see one, you’ll chase after it the entire time, with Kensei following behind and telling you to be careful and not trip yourself up.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ "𝐁𝐄 careful, Y/N!" Kensei trailed after you as you continued to chase after the rabbit who ran away from you. Kensei felt that his lungs were going to collapse on him any time soon if he didn’t stop and take a break. But he refused to let you wander off into the forest without him or knowing how to get back, so he kept running. After hitting another turn, he quickly stopped in his tracks and said, "Damn it, I didn’t know bunnies could go that fast." He panted and wiped the sweat off his forehead; he needed a drink of water for God’s sake. "Look Kensei! She has babies!" You showed him the tiny bunnies that rested in your hands. Kensei decided to give himself a break and sit beside you as you cradled the small bunnies that were falling asleep in your arms. "Aren’t they cute?" You cooed at the animals while the other jumped in Kensei’s lap. He felt his heart ache at the bunnies who tried to jump into his chest but failed. Was this paradise? "I want babies now!" You continued to kiss the animals as Kensei slowly turned his head towards you. "No."
𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈 𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐈.
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♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈 didn’t give a shit about your bunny ears; he thought they were unique and cool. Not to mention, your bunny-like behavior was adorable to see.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 was worried about you having a relationship with the man because. . .he’s Kenpachi Zaraki. People told you that the man wasn’t a loving person and that he sure as hell didn’t have a loving bone in his body. But he proved them wrong with the way he acted behind closed doors.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 give this man some kisses. He’s so touched starved, but he acts like he isn’t. He acts like he doesn’t like the way your hands run through his hair when he’s napping, but he adores it. He adores using your stomach as a pillow while he sleeps, and when you wake him up, his scowl turns into a smile. Your flowery and innocent aura made it hard for him to get upset at you.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄 found it cute how you turn into an actual bunny when you’re scared. Once you turn into the bunny, he’ll hold you and carry you around on your shoulder the entire day until you turn back into a human. With him feeding you carrots and giving you occasional pats.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐔 tilted her head at the captain with the bunny on his shoulder and observed as the bunny nuzzled its nose in Kenpachi’s neck until he brought another apple slice to its face. "Kenny! What’s with the bunny? Where did you find it?" Yachriu pointed to the animal that scratched its nose when Kenpachi tickled it. "It’s Y/N; someone accidentally scared them, and they turned into this." He pointed at you as you stood up on your hind legs to grab his finger. "Huh? Y/n! I didn’t know you could do that! So cool!" Yachriu's eyes sparkled as you nodded your head before jumping into her arms. Yachriu giggled when you nuzzled your nose into her cheek, which meant you were giving her kisses. Kenpachi’s eyes softened at the scene before him. Even when you’re in bunny form, you can be the cutest thing.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄’𝐒 not too fond of PDA but will hold your hand for the longest of time, with the excuse of ‘I don’t want you to get lost.’ Plus he always notices when you get nervous so he gives your hand a reassuring squeeze.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 couldn’t lie to him even if you tried. Kenpachi was far from an idiot, he knows what’s going on through that brain of yours more than you know yourself. So when you lie to him then he’ll force you to stop what you’re doing and look him in his eyes and repeat that, which you couldn’t do.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ "𝐈–𝐈’𝐌 Sorry Kenny, I didn’t mean to lie. I’ve just been stressed for the past couple of weeks." You looked down at your hands while Kenpachi squeezed them. Kenpachi could tell that you were stressing yourself out, but he never said anything because he didn’t want to upset you. "There’s no need to be sorry." His large and warm hands caressed your cheek; he hated when you apologized for sh*t that wasn’t your fault. "Come, get some rest." He sat down and pointed to his lap. You tilted your head before shaking your head. No, you had plenty of things to finish! You couldn’t be caught slacking off again. "I’m sorry, but— ah!" You fell into your husband’s lap while he was using one of his arms to keep you in place. "I don’t care about that shit; those assholes know better than to overwork someone like you." He cursed with his thumb, tracing over the dark eye bags under your eyes. If anyone has a problem with you, then he’ll fix it.
𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐈 𝐀𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐈.
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♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐈 wants to spend every second of his day with you. He wants to pinch your chubby cheeks, smoother you with kisses, and to take care of you. Like this guy was tremendously infatuated with you. His ears perked up like a dog just from the sound of your name, words can’t describe how he acts when you’re around.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐒 up for you 24/7, Every time someone is talking bad about you then he isn’t afraid to pick a fight. If he isn’t there then Rukia will surely do for him. He despised how people thought they could walk over you because you barely talked. Or when they think they can touch your ears and tail without permission. When you came and told him with tears in your eyes that a random shinigami was pulling on your tail, even when you told him to stop. Renji almost lost it.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐈 felt an indescribable anger rising in his body. Who the hell had the nerve to touch you without your constant? Almost everyone knew how much you hated when people touch your tail without your authorization. He walked down the hallway with his fist tightening at the sound of laughter, that was the bastard who teased and touched you. "Hey! What the hell is your problem?" He walked up to the man who looked at him up and down before laughing once more. "So you’re that brat’s boyfriend? I sh—" Renji didn’t let him finish as he punch the man in his face with ease. He watched as he held his bloody nose before giving him another punch to the face.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 shinigami would side-eye him for having a bag of fruits laying around in his pocket, but it turns out it was for you, and when your bunny form activated, He knew that once that happened, you would be in his care for the rest of the day.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐒 lullabies are a must! You couldn’t go to sleep with your lullaby and would get Renji to hum a little tune while patting your head; once he does that, you’ll be out like a light.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 he travels into the world of living, he brings back these cute little bunny figures. You had an entire exhibition of the glass figures he brought; they were so precious to you! Your favorite were the married bunnies holding each other's hands. ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄 never yelled at you before, but when he accidentally did he felt his heart shattered into pieces. Even though you forgave him he still remembers how your ears flattened with your eyes becoming glossy. He always told people about raising their voice at you but he spun around and did the same thing. You weren’t upset with him anymore, but the memory still runs across his mind once in a while.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐈 couldn’t believe what he just did. It may be small to some people but not you, he yelled at you. He stood frozen in the same spot as you sniffled quietly, trying your best to hold back the tears that wanted to fall. Neither one of you moved, instead you both stood in the same spot, waiting for the other to leave. But neither of you could leave. The heavyweight inside Renji’s heart resulted in him reaching his hand up to his chest, then his face. Deciding it was time for you to leave you walked passed him while maintaining the tears. Until the loud smacking sound made you flinch, you turned your head to see Renji with a bright red hand marking on his face. "R–Renji?! Why did you do that?!" You ran towards him and held his stinging cheek that was starting to swell up. "Because I yelled at you, if you weren’t going to do it then I mind as well do it my damn self!"
𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐖 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐙.
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♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐖 was most certainly the definition of overprotective; he may be 6'1, but when it came to protecting you, all of a sudden he was 7'8. No one was going to put their hands on you when he was around. Not unless they want to walk around with no arms and a missing eye.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 his only soft spot ૮₍ ◞‸◟ㆀ ₎ა When he gets teased by other Espadas about his behavior around you, he can’t deny it. You did make him soft; you gave him countless kisses; you trusted him to see your body; and you were always there for him when he was upset. He was glad he was able to be vulnerable around you without any judgment from you. Grimmjow wasn’t ashamed to have you as a lover; if anything, he was proud as hell!
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄 was also incredibly possessive. He didn’t like it when the other Arrancars flirted with or touched you. It made his blood boil at the thought of someone other than him making you blush and giggle. He hated it; you were his. And no one else’s could make you feel the way he does, physically and mentally. You would have to reassure him that your eyes were only on him, and he knew that. He just didn’t trust the Arrancars, who thought otherwise. He didn’t care if he had to kill one of them to make the point that you belonged to him.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐖 was on the verge on snapping. He watched as the Arrancar flirted with you. Since you were a bit innocent, you brushed it off as a friendly gesture, but Grimmjow could see right through that sh*t. His final straw was seeing the bastard reach out to stroke your ears; that’s when he grabbed your wrist and pulled you away from them. The anger that ran through his veins made him want to kill that asshole. "Grimm? What’s wrong?" Your voice snapped him out of his thoughts, and his glare was quickly put to the side once he saw your gorgeous e/c eyes staring back into his worryingly. "I–It’s nothing. I was being dramatic." He released his grip on your wrist as you took your hand into his. "If you’re talking about what happened back there, then you don’t have to worry; I’ll still be your true love. No one here can change that. I love you." You stood on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek. Grimmjow’s jealous rage disappeared within seconds after that; your reassurance was what he needed. "I love you too, Fuzzy."
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄’𝐒 so in love with you that he’ll listen to any command you give without any backtalk. You want him to jump off a cliff? He’s going to do it! Kill every living thing around you so he could have you all to himself? Say no more! Once you ask or tell him to do something, his mind is completely set on that task.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 you turn into a bunny, he’ll always play with you! He’ll put you on your back and give you a series of stomach rubs while giving you treats. When exploring outside of Hueco Mundo, he’ll jog ahead of you and laugh as you struggle to catch up with him. Your tiny bunny legs were fast, but not as fast as Grimmjow's running!
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐇𝐄 loves play fighting with you as well. Even if you were his dear love, he isn’t going easy on you. Even when you’re in your bunny form, you've always found a way to strike him, only for him to pin you down by your stomach. He still remembered when you turned into a bunny while fighting with him and how you stood on your back legs with your two paws balled up to imitate a fist. Grimmjow never cracked up that much in his life.
♡ 𓈒 𓈒 ୨୧ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 pouted and crossed your arms at your boyfriend, who had tears in his eyes from the endless laughing he was doing. You huffed and leaped on his stomach as he halted for a moment, but when he glanced back at you, his laughter started up once again like an engine. "B–Bunny! You’re hilarious!" The blue-haired man wiped the tears from his eyes as he picked you up and gave your chubby cheeks multiple kisses while still grinning. Since you couldn't talk in your animal form, you glared at him before turning your paw into a fist and waving it around, signaling that he should shut up.
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kuronanox · 1 month ago
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Hanahaki My Love - Muguruma Kensei
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(Author note: this the longest one shot I've ever written ;-; I'm so sorry for the wait. I wanted to make sure I was satisfied with the story. Although I felt the ending to be rushed a little I think everyone will enjoy it! Please read with caution there is a smudge of nsfw and angst! I wanted to make yall suffer with me fyi)
To live a grey life was to hold on to feelings and emotions, never having the ability to let go even if you wanted to. There was no color in the way (Your Name) saw the world around her, especially since this painful sickness had taken over her body a month ago. She use to think it was okay if Kensei was with someone else besides her as long as they remained good friends. Although that wasn't the case, her own heart was falling apart. Her mind telling her 'it's okay to let go' or 'there is more joy in other things' but in her heart there was nothing.
She laid naked and deep in thought as she coughed, her lungs hurt and peddle came out. The pain felt like glass cutting through her throat till it was raw and bleeding. Most days were manageable, when she didn't see Kensei and his fiancé. (Your Name) was usually in better health but on certain days when she happen to cross path with him was when her illness acted up and she would have to swallow all her pride not to scream at Kensei.
(Your Name) wanted to yell things to him such as 'you stupid bastard can't you see I'm the one who stood by you all these years' or 'you are the root to my illness but you can also fix it'. She knew by saying those things it would be selfish of her. She could never make someone love her even though it was painful wishing for it. Since sleep did not take over her body today (Your Name) checked her phone to see a few messages from friends, none to which excited her. Most of it was checking up on how she was feeling and her health. Her eyes widen as one did catch her attention, it was from Kensei.
"Why didn't you tell me you were sick?" She read his message out loud. And then she scoffed and threw her phone on the other side of the bed to fall back asleep. Unbeknown to her Kensei would be knocking rage on her door early that morning.
"Get your ass up now (Your Name), I'm not playing." She heard his gruff voice coming south of her body as her feet were nudged lightly to get her attention. There was a whine that escaped her mouth as she rolled into the bed, her bare back and ass in full display as Kensei brow knitted in confusion as if he should look away or throw the covers on her. He choose to throw the covers on her.
"What do you want so early in the morning, meathead!" (Your Name) jerked forward from her sheets, exposing her breast and harden nipples from the cool air. Kensei looks away and she was hurt but decided to leave the bed and throw on a robe. "You never responded to my message." He replies giving her a proper look watching as she ignored his stares, not that they held any longing that she wanted from him anyways.
(Your name) walked through her bedroom down to the kitchen to start coffee as she ignored his statement. There was no way in hell she was gonna tell him about her illness, disease, problems.
The frustration grew on Kensei forehead as a vein popped out, he followed her to the kitchen as he slammed a fist onto her counter causing (Your Name) to flinch before turning his way again.  "It was a mild fever that's all." She lied and offered him the black coffee before taking a seat across his very angry face.
"You lie." He says but continued "don't hide things from me, I know it's serious if you haven't been to work for a week now." (Your Name) mentally rolled her eyes but at the same time those coughs were threatening to show itself to him as she held her breath to stop it from coming out.
"Why does it matter to you? I'm on medication. There are you happy?" The shaking in her voice threatening to show signs of weakness as she looked down in guilt.
Kensei was in disbelief, his life long friend was holding secrets from him and one that was very serious to her health. He wanted to be there for her, help her and make sure she was gonna be alright. The (Your Name) he was conversing with looked like a ghost in a shell, her body had become thin, and her reflection pale. Eyes were sulking as well as her attitude towards him was that of a child.
"Well I'm sorry if I wanted to worry about you. You're my friend." Kensei says to her, she did catch the hint of sadness and disappointment but pettiness took over her lips. "Stop worrying about me and worry about your fiancé Kensei, no good will happen if you worry about another women."
There was an awkward silence between them as (Your Name) looked towards the window and Kensei was looking down at his fist now. They both thought this was it, there was a certain boundary in their friendship and of course he was the one pushing it. To Kensei it seemed as (Your Name) never tried.
"I'll see you around." He says roughly and leaves. She looked at his back leaving and then threw her coffee mug against the wall. Tears were threaten to spill as she started to have a coughing fit. Without having any control of her body she fell to the floor in a hurling position covering her mouth that was dripping red of blood and of little peddles.
"When will this illness go away?" She asked Unohana as she went for a check up for her health and of course medicine to heal the pain in her throat. The older lady gave (Your Name) a sympathetic look, there was hesitation in the captains face before she chose her words wisely.
"Unfortunately the other few cases with this disease had left the patient to pass away, there is no time limit for the disease and it can consume you whole.... though I advise you if there is something or someone causing you to feel this immense pain... to let it go. Maybe then you will return back to normal." Unohana voice was gentle and soft, she look a bit sad to have to tell (Your Name) the tragedy of it all. The doctor knew best though, in all her lifetime no one has ever survived or at least none that Unohana knew of.
"I see, thank you." (Your Name) says in a ghostly manner as she left squad 4 feeling even more depressed than she was this past month. Life threw a curve ball and wanted her to suffer for it. On her walk back she bumped into someone causing a bag of groceries to fall onto the ground.
"Oh my (Your Name) I'm so sorry!"
It really was her unlucky day as she met eyes with Kensei finance, she was gorgeous, had a beautiful face and amazing figure. Her voice was the sound of silk and flowers. (Your Name) winced at the thought before squatting down to pick up the food that had fallen. "Please join us for dinner tonight, me and Kensei are grilling up some A5 wagyu!" She wanted to kill herself at that moment, Kensei fiancé bare no bad intentions towards her but (Your Name) couldn't help but hate everything about this women. "Im fine, thank you for the invite. Maybe next time."
Kensei fiancé insisted grabbing (Your Name) arm dragging her towards the 9th squad. "Please! Kensei has been worried sick for you and he misses you-"
Those words burned (Your Name) heart, she felt a red hot fury past into her as she snatch her arm back and yelled "Don't say those thi-" she stopped herself before correcting her tone of voice, her breath evening out. "I mean, don't say that! I can't ruin yours guys dinner date!" She says jokingly... right jokingly. Before Kensei fiancé could protest again (Your Name) bid a fast farewell and walked back to her squad quickly to avoid anymore attention they may had drawn. The house was cold again and she like the house feeling cold. Why bother turning on the heater. It was the beginning of winter but she felt as if it didn't matter. Nothing was going to cure her disease anyways. The buzzing of her phone caught her attention. Mashiro and Shuhei wanted her to join them for dinner.
(Your Name) didn't mind, they were a good distraction and good company. The trio met around 8 at a local bar that sold food and drinks. There was a few people playing instruments on the stage allowing for a upbeat atmosphere. "Beautiful as always." Shuhei compliments her as he held the door open for the two ladies. Mashiro snickered at the compliment before picking the seats for them. "Thank you sweet boy, you're still to young for me." (Your Name) says to Shuhei before winking.
They decided on getting ramen and pork sticks before picking up a few sake bottles and beers. It was one of those nights she guessed. Mashiro didn't seem like the one to drink and she knew how Shuhei was with alcohol. Maybe Kensei was in a bad mood causing the lieutenant's wanting a fun night out. "So when will you return to work?" Shuhei asks as he build them a sake bomb for the first round. "Probably soon, in a few more days. I'm enjoying vacation still."
"Vacation my ass, we rarely get work days off." Mashiro butts in as Shuhei elbowed her on the side. (Your Name) eyes widen at the statement before laughing, she didn't take any offense to the comment. Well she knew they probably guessed her and Kensei weren't on the best terms right now. "Awe is big ole daddy stressing you guys out?" she coes to Mashiro jokingly as the seat next to her gets occupid.
"Who are you calling big ole daddy?"
(Your Name) faced whipped to her left to find Kensei staring at her with amusement. She cleared her throat before throwing Shuhei and Mashiro a accusing look. The pair decided to help each other make the drinks avoiding her eyes. She couldn't be upset with them even if she wanted to. In her heart she knew they meant well.
"OH! So you guys are fighting." Mashiro continues to say, the girl had no filter with her mouth. The adults, Kensei and (Your Name) ignored her comment. It was going to be a rodeo tonight. It was either (Your Name) lashing out on Kensei or they would all enjoy the night. She preferred to enjoy the night. Shuhei passed all the drinks out as they all drank on the count of three. The atmosphere was nice mostly except Mashiro and Kensei bickering but that was usual between them. "Shuhei why don't you go up the stage and play the guitar!" (Your Name) says pointing towards the emptiness of other shinigami leaving it.
The younger man couldn't refuse, he wanted to show off his guitar skills to his captain and longest friend. As Shuhei went on stage to play some songs Mashiro danced along with (Your Name) as they laughed and held each other. Kensei couldn't help but have a soft smile on his face. She looked at ease, she looked happy and even a little more healthy. He thought she was getting better. A hand on her head stopped her from dancing as she looked up to Kensei and he used his head to show the direction of his request. The small bar across the room. Agreeing to his request they left Shuhei and Mashiro together.
"What's wrong?" (Your Name) asks with worry in her eyes. Kensei opens a stool for her to take a seat as he followed after. "I wanted alone time, those two knew we were fighting and set this whole dinner bar thing. I told them no but..."
(Your Name) gives him a sympathetic look and holds his hand lightly giving it a small squeeze of encouragement. "I could never stay mad at you for long Ken. We've been each other rocks for many years. A small petty fight won't change anything."
Kensei sighed in relief, maybe he didn't need his lieutenant's help but at the same time there were periods of time when he couldn't recognize the person (Your Name) had become. She would lash out on him or simply ignore him. He couldn't figure her out anymore and that frustrated him. Kensei didn't know how to tell her and he wasn't going to ruin her night. "Will you let me walk you home tonight, I don't want creeps lurking after you."
There was hesitation on her face when Kensei asked that request. She didn't want to be alone with him, no she couldn't be alone with him. "I'm okay, I can manage. Plus it's not like I'm all that attracting that someone would follow me." He knitted his brows in annoyance and held her hand tighter. "I insist a beautiful women shouldn't walk alone at night. Especially you." Kensei points out and he couldn't read what her thought were, but she silently agreed before making her way back to the stage to watch Shuhei.
The night came to an end with a very drunk Mashiro since she was with the drinks most the night and a tipsy (Your Name). Of course Shuhei knew it was his job to get the annoying girl home safe. He sighs as Mashiro complained on the way out. Shuhei gave Kensei a nod before the two left. The night was chilly as Kensei and (Your Name) left right after. He was bundled under a sweater and scarf, she was wearing a long dress. On the beginning of the walk he put his scarf on her. She blushed lightly but didn't show. Because of all the alcohol she coughed wanting to throw it all up, her body refused to hold it in as she used her hand to cover any evidence it might show.
"No no don't cough, kensei will lose his marbles and start questioning me."
The walk was silent and she looked towards his ring finger. Her heart was yearning, aching and numb. The thought that Kensei and his fiance would share forever with each other actually made her puke as she fell to the floor onto her knees and threw up. "(Your Name)!" He shouts as she pushed him away swallowing the remainder of it but it did her no good as there was a mixture of food, drinks and blood. "I'm fine." she states but Kensei refused to let her go and looks at her in worry. He knew something was up, drunk people don't throw up blood.
He shunpo them back to her place and took the spare keys out of his jacket. "I knew it jackass, you still have the keys to my place." She laughs now and of course it was the last remaining alcohol that was still in her system. "How can you laugh in this situation?" Kensei asks frustrated she didn't seem to care. (Your Name) gave a big sigh as she stripped out of the dress throwing it somewhere in the living room. After she opened the fridge, it was practically empty but she found what she was looking for. A new bottle of sake.
"Because why not?" There was a cold tone under her amusement as Kensei stalked towards her. His breath fanning her face as she scrunched her face and pushed him away. "Ugh you reek of alcohol."
"I don't care, explain to me what's going on." he persisted as she dropped down to the couch and took a swing of the sake. He could tell she wasn't going to give in the argument. Fine he would force it out of her. Taking a seat next to her he took the bottle and set it down. "You are killing yourself." he calmly states as she glares back at him with anger.
"What happens to my body is none of your concern Kensei, mind your own fucking business and let me deal with it alone." She was angry, he could tell. (Your Name) rarely cussed and when she did that means business was business. Kensei couldn't bear to see her destroy herself, he wanted to throw the table, fuck up the kitchen even fuck her silly to see she is loved by him. "Don't do this (Your Name) let me help you." he begged grabbing her waist to scoot her closer to him but she retaliated and threw his scarf towards his face.
"Don't touch me." she coldly says making her way towards the bedroom. Kensei followed worried she might harm her body from the drunkness that was now taking over her body. He slightly grabbed for the arm before she turned around and yelled. "Don't fucking touc-" the flowers were coming up her throat as she threw a coughing fit. Her body shaking and hurling. The pain to intense that tears fell from her eyes as she looked down to see her hands covered in red. She was frozen as Kensei princess carried her into the bath tub to bathe her body.
The thought of him seeing her in this situation made it worse as she broke down in a sob fighting him in the shower to leave her alone but he stayed silent and refused any of her request. Even when she screamed and threw things at him, Kensei let her throw a tantrum. He dressed her and gave her water, made sure she had no cuts or bruises before taking her into bed.
The last thing (Your Name) confessed to him that night was that the disease had no cure and she would die soon.
As she drifted asleep, Kensei arms wrapped around her body tightly making sure she wouldn't leave his grasp. He felt at odds with her confession earlier that evening. He had convinced himself that she was purely drunk and pulling an excuse out of her ass.
"(Your Name) please be joking." He begged to himself as he inhaled her scent from her shoulders to neck cuddling his head between them. Kensei was afraid to lose her, death was inevitable in their line of work but something about losing her drove him mad. He was wary. He knew he shouldn't be sleeping in another womens bed but it was not any random women. It was (Your Name)
(Your Name) was up before the sun had risen, her body was sore and she still felt woozy. With a sigh she tried to move from the bed but Kensei body was locked against hers. A warm flush brushed against her cheeks as she turned his direction and examined his face. His scowl was no longer there, his face was relaxed and his hair down. She smiled softly while brushing some of his hair away from his face. He twitched a little from the sensation but ultimately gave into her touch pulling her even closer.
"Kensei you have to get up." She whispers, and she felt guilt in her chest. This was wrong of them to do, but it didn't feel wrong. The feeling of his arms caged around her body and his natural scent drove her crazy, she couldn't think straight. This was all she ever wanted and it's now here in her arms. (Your Name) could be selfish, for once she could and she wouldn't regret it. If death was to take her soon then she wished to have him once.
Nuzzling her head against his chest gave her comfort as she drew little pictures around his abdomen, letting Kensei rest while she contemplated what to do now that her secret was out. (Your Name) was lost in thoughts when she felt callous hands engulf hers. She looked up to Kensei as he slowly open his eyes.
"How are you feeling?" His voice was gruff, it was low and it sent a shiver down her spine. She couldn't remember a time when they were this close.
"Fine." She softly says lifting her body away from him but he still had her caged. There was an awkward silence between them. "I want to apologize for last night." She continued relaxing into his touch once again.
"It's fine, just making sure you will be alright." Kensei says as (Your Name) winced at his statement, the aching in her chest and throat already beginning to arise as she gently pushed herself off him. Her sudden movement alerted Kensei as he pulled her back into him. "Let me help you." He begs laying his head on her shoulder, he would do anything to keep her alive. "Name it and I'll do it."
(Your Name) held herself, knees close to her chest as she kept her eyes close. She did enough crying, she was tired of crying. The sensual touches and pleading voice of his made it worse for her to compose herself. She just wanted him.
"I just want you." She whispers painfully as her voice cracks, she locked eyes with him. He couldn't read them clearly. They were a mix of pain, sadness and longing. A sense of guilt washed upon Kensei has he lifted her chin up. He knew his next actions would be unforgivable but he wanted her right now. She wanted him. The consequences would come after.
Slowly they inched their mouths to one another letting the kiss settle in as (Your Name) gasp but Kensei took that opportunity to move deeper into her sighing into her touch. His hands grabbed onto the plush of her waist as he caressed all the curves her body held. Her hands went straight to his hair begging for him to give her more. Their tongue entertained each other as she moaned into him. "Please more." She begged as he lifted her into his lap making his way to her neck sucking on her sweet spot as she moaned and rolled her hips against him. Kensei took turns on sucking and biting her sweet spot giving her a taste of estacy waiting to be released. His hands on her ass massaging them apart.
"Shit you're driving me crazy." He groans as she grind her hips more needy and whines wanting for him to bite her sweet spot again but Kensei refused and slid her shirt off massaging her perfect tits in his face and he moaned taking them into view. He imaged them full of milk and leaking as he took one into his hot mouth swirling the little buds. "Pretty little ladies waiting to be drank from baby." He groaned into her as she whined rubbing harder into his bulge wanting it deeper into her core. "Please kensei suck on them more." Her voice raspy as she looked down towards him watching Kensei smush her tits together swirling on her nipples on one go. (Your Name) didn't think that was possible but oh how she felt so wet right now watching Kensei suck on her pretty tits as he was a starved man.
Slapping her ass Kensei flipped her onto her stomach and probing her ass in full display. "You won't be needing these babe." He says while ripping her underwear in two pieces. She gasped as the cool air brushed against her most intimate area.
Kensei couldn't tell what brought this upon them but he was so painfully hard watching her slick pussy asking to be eaten out and oh he would, he would eat her out till she was crying and begging for him.
Anticipation ran through her body as she shook her ass swaying them as a invitation to him. Kensei grabbed each cheek and threw a spit on her clit before lapping her clit on his tongue. "Yes." She sighed "please."
His warm tongue played with her clit as he switched from sucking and swirling circles. Kensei couldn't get enough of her taste, her wetness melting into his mouth as he moaned into her pussy causing the vibration to shiver up to her burning core. "I'm going to do something so don't freak out." He states as she halted herself and stared back at him. He looked feral, he looked hungry. "Okay." She agrees and smiles softly.
Kensei kissed each side of her ass cheeks before spreading them apart and kissing her little hole. She jolted from surprise as he held onto her. " 'so kay baby, let me take care of you." He whispers as she relaxed her body and he slowly drew saliva onto her pretty little hole. Diving his tongue to rim her ass she moaned into the sheets. He smirked and continue to lick her ass while rubbing circles on her clit. "Oh Kensei." She whines as he hummed in response. "Feels good baby?"
"Yes feels so good." She says as he alternated between licking her clit all the way up to her ass. After making sure (Your Name) was wet enough he slipped two fingers into her cunt making her moan. "Oh fuck yes more." She plead as he pumped his fingers into her while eating her ass out.
"Didn't know you were so dirty." Kensei smirks as he slaps her cheeks once more before pumping his cock a few times.
"Of course you wouldn't." She says with sass and he tilts his head in confusion before giving her clit one last kiss. Kensei was painfully hard now that he just wanted to fuck her silly for all that mouth she was giving him. "Condom?" She asks and he shakes his head in delusion. No he wanted her now, needed her cunt squishing his dick like he needed air.
"It's fine Kensei I trust you." She says giving him a genuine smile of trust between the two.
He couldn't help but chuckle at her, of course she trusted him. They were life long friends after all.
"Hold still babe." He whispers as he inched himself into her and she moan softly into the sheets. He could get lost in her but Kensei wanted to make sure she was not in pain.
"More you dickhead!" She complained under him as he slammed his hips into hers and she groaned. He bullied his cock into her pussy until she was moaning so load the whole seireitei would wake up to it.
His grip on her hips bruised as her eyes rolled back and he took a fistful of her hair pulling her up to meet his rhythm. "Tell me you always wanted this? Tell me you always wanted me." His voice husk into her ears as she moved her hips more into him.
"Yes I've always wanted you." She cries out as he flips them over into a mating press. Her eyes are closed, she can feel him everywhere. She can feel his warmth, his breath, his dick abusing her insides. (Your Name) wants this to last forever.
Kensei gives her a sensual kiss onto her lips as his hips slow a little but still enough force to feel everything. She opens her eyes to meet his. Kensei eyes look sad, he looks torn. They meet foreheads as he groaned when her nails claw his back lightly. "Fuck, you drive me crazy." He says inching his face into her neck biting her sweet spot again before picking up the pace.
"Please don't stop." (Your Name) moans as he helped her ride through her orgasm before chasing his.
There body stilled for a moment before he lightly slumped down onto her, cuddling into her naked chest.
"I'm sorry, we shouldn't have done that." She quietly whispers trying to pry his body off hers. He grunts and lets her move.
"I don't regret it." He says watching her head to the bathroom.
(Your Name) could cry, of happy tears and sad ones. It was too late for him to make her his. He was too late to confess his love, his regrets, his decision to marry another woman. She throws him a rag before taking a shower.
While in the shower she scrubbed her body so hard her body turned red, she felt gross, she felt like a whore, an attention seeker. She cried and cried until the bathroom door swung open and Kensei rushed to her figure taking her hands away. "(Your Name)!" He shouts as she cried with her head hanging low.
"I can't do this no more Kensei, please leave me alone." She yells as he made room for himself taking her body into an embrace. She clung to him, clung onto him as if this was the last time she would be able to touch him.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Kensei chants to her cuddling her body into his.
After a while she finally stopped crying and decided to get out the shower. Kensei was right next to her trailing before his phone rang and she tilted her head to see if he would answer. She knew it was his fiancé.
"It's okay, you should go now."
Kensei had a nagging feeling this was a goodbye like this was a make or break situation and he didn't know what to do. "I won't leave. Not until you tell me how to cure your disease."
Anger flared into her face as she slapped him in the face. "Stop shitting me right now Kensei! I told you already there is no cure! I'll die and you will live your happy little life with your fiance! That's how it was meant to be and how it's suppose to be!"
With her little tantrum she took his clothes and phone throwing them out her door for the whole seireitei to see if they walked by.
"Get the hell out, this is the last time you will see me." She threatens before slamming the door.
Kensei was stunned from her actions before he angrily left, he didn't go home. He went straight to the fourth squad.
"I'm here to see Unohana." He rudely says to a squad member before they ran with a tail between their legs to find Unohana Taicho.
"I wasn't expecting to see you Muguruma Taicho." She softly smiles leading him into her office. He was annoyed and angry but mostly towards the situation not because of (Your Name) temper tantrum.
"I know patients have rights to have their information kept secret but Im here to ask about (Your Name)." He explains to the older women and she already knew he would come once he found out of the disease.
"Must had a fun night." She muses staring at his love bite before he looked away in annoyance. "But yes, her records are private I can't give you that information."
Kensei cursed under his breath he didn't want to cause a scene in someone else's barrack and he had very little patience left in him. Unohana could see his exterior cracking as she sighs.
"Her disease is called Hanahaki, her lungs grow flowers until she can't breathe anymore. The cause is because of unrequited love Muguruma Taicho. Perhaps someone she loves dearly couldn't return the feelings. This disease is very rare and usually the patient is to loving to let go that they die from heartbreak." Unohana emphasizes to Kensei with a keen eye to make sure he understood what she meant.
There was no telling on Kensei expression as he nodded his head in regret trying to process the information that was straightforwardly thrown at him. "So there's no cure?" He asks swallowing but his throat was dry.
"Do you love her?"
"Yes!" He says quickly and defensively. Unohana could only chuckle as she walked away.
"Well there is your answer Muguruma Taicho, good day."
(Your Name) didn't hear from Kensei for the next month. She knew it was for the best. Walking back from the store she sees his fiancé. She groaned under her breath and hid her face to walk past but ultimately his fiancé saw her.
"(Your Name)! Long time no see!" She cheerfully says giving her a hug. (Your Name) hugs her back softly and cleared her throat. "Um how are you?" She asks Kensei fiancé trying her hardest to be nice but only guilt held her heart.
"You didn't hear? We aren't together no more." She whips her hand up to see her ring finger empty. Guilt was definitely eating her up right now as she had tears threatening to spill over.
Kensei ex fiancé now gave her a sympathetic look before taking (Your Name) hands in hers. "Don't feel guilty about anything. I know what happened that night. I've always known.... I was second in his heart. There were times when I hated you. I really did for a time but I couldn't hate you. You've always made him special. He left me the day after. (Your Name) be happy." She softly says before taking her leave but she must have also been heart broken too (Your Name) thought staring back at the beautiful lady who held her head high and walked with grace. She indeed was a strong lady and (Your Name) felt envy because she was also a good woman.
Walking home with empty thoughts in her head she didn't notice her lights on. Her head still hanging low. She couldn't process if she was happy or sad. The lady, Kensei ex fiancé forgave her and even wanted her to be with him.
"Took you long enough to get home." Kensei gruff voice awoken her senses as she closed her door softly.
"Hey." She says softly setting her bag down making her way to the kitchen where he had food laid out.
"I-" he starts to say but stops midway. He didn't see her for a month, the longest ever since they became friends long ago.
"I saw her, your ex. I'm sorry." (Your Name) starts but Kensei could only give her a hum while plating her dinner. "Did you love her?"
There was silence in the room as he thought if he loved her. He thought he did or until he was threaten you would leave him forever. "I did for a time, thought you never liked me so I moved on. I realized I couldn't love her wholeheartedly though but I still stuck around. It wasn't until I heard you were dying that I messed up, I was too late. If I can fix us now I will (Your Name)." Kensei say's uncharacteristically to her without much of an expression of discomfort but that of regrets and longing.
(Your Name) could only giggle softly at his face. Those expressions were not made for him. "Yeah I guess so." She says taking his hand into hers. "But there's still a lot of healing to do." She continued as he held her hand back with more pressure.
"I'll do anything, I'll make you the happiest and make up for loss time." Kensei confesses as he left small peppered kisses on her knuckles.
"Stop, I love you for you. We've had miscommunication before but now that we are here together, you don't have to change a thing. I want you for you."
Kensei could only pull her into a hug sighing with relief that he had his (Your name) back. How he wished he confessed to her in his younger days. "I love you." He says as she smiles into his hug.
Her home felt like home again.
(Authors note: you guys thought I'd make yall suffer haha I'm not that cold hearted! But thank you to everyone who voted and comment on my book it means a lot even if my updates are now millions of years away! I was thinking the next one shot will be Grimmjow! Since the anime is back I've been missing my big ole kitty cat!)
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Kensei Muguruma (Bleach) - Oneshot
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You’ve gotten yourself in a lot of bad situations, but this by far seems like the worst.
“Shit..”
You coughed, spitting out some blood as you leaned against the wall of the building. You’ve never been good at just walking away. When you saw a group of men cornering a woman, of course you felt like you had to intervene. You beat the shit out of them too. But not without some damage. They were men after all. Six against one isn’t exactly a fair fight. It’s guaranteed they wouldn’t be messing with you again.
The abandoned warehouse felt like a good place to recuperate. In your state you wouldn’t be able to make it back home, much less a hospital. You just need a moment to catch your breath. Possibly reset your shoulder. The pain was starting to make your vision a bit patchy.
“How did you get in here and who the hell are you!?”
The female voice catches you by surprise. Lifting your head, you’re stunned to see a group of people casually chilling around the space. There’s a couch and a few other pieces of furniture.
“W-What the…”
There’s a taller blond male, short hair, brown eyes. He was standing on the railing on the upper floor.
“Hachi has a field around this place, so either he’s losing his touch, or you’re not what you appear to be.”
When he jumps down from his spot, landing right in front of you, you’re almost positive that you’re hallucinating.
That should not have been humanly possible.
“We’ll ask again, who are you?”
He takes one step and you feel panic set in.
“S-Stay back!!”
You backtrack to make a run for it, but your path is blocked by another man. Grey hair and piercings.
“You’re injured.”
Swallowing, you glance to the side. There’s at least six of them. You’re greatly outnumbered and hurt. From what that blond just did, you can only imagine what the rest of them are capable of.
“How do I get out of this?”
It’s taken you a moment to realize that at least three of them are sporting blades.
This is bad.
“Shinji, she's a weakling, let’s just kick her out.”
You frown at the younger girl’s statement.
“Who the hell are you calling a weakling, snaggletooth!!”
“WHO ARE YOU CALLING SNAGGLETOOTH YOU STUPID HUMAN!” She charges, but is grabbed by Shinji.
“Calm down Hiyori, like Kensei said, she’s hurt. She might just be like Orihime and the others. We should help her.”
“Let me go!!”
She’s fighting against Shinji. The man with the pink hair approached cautiously. As if not to startle you.
“I know this might seem strange, but we’d like to help you. You’re hurt.”
His words seem sincere, but you’re still terrified. One, you’re already weakened from your fight, two, it’s definitely suspicious that all these people are living in this run down place. You have no reason to trust them.
You try to open your mouth to say something, but a flash of pain hits you and your body caves. This time you cough up a mouthful of blood and they flinch. Kensei is at your side in seconds and you stumble into his chest. He lifts you off the ground.
“Hachi!”
Hachi nods and you can feel your consciousness fading.
“Damn it, you better not die.”
Somehow the words are a bit comforting.
It’s weird.
When you woke up the following day in a hospital, practically untouched you were convinced that you dreamed it up.
Those people, that strength. It felt unreal.
That’s why when you saw that gray hair and those silver piercings at a store on your way back from work, you were a bit frozen. You’d just stepped out, and you knew that he saw you. That frown was fixed on his face.
“Guess you didn’t die after all.”
You weren’t sure what words to say. Because the people at the hospital said you were fine. But you were positive that you’d broken a few ribs that day. Possibly damaged an organ. If the mouthful of blood you spat out was anything to go off.
But here you stand, unharmed.
They must have done something.
Helped you.
Saved you.
Swallowing your fear, you clenched your bag, bowing fully, right there.
“A-Arigatou!!”
You weren’t sure what happened, but above all else, you were grateful. They quite literally could have dumped you out in the street. When you felt the hand on the back of your head, you raised slowly.
“Be careful in the future.”
Despite his stoic expression, he looked genuinely concerned for your wellbeing. You couldn’t do much but give a short nod.
You really do hope you see more of him and his crazy friends.
As luck would have it, your wish came true, turns out you all pretty much shopped in the same district.
“It’s you again.”
Hachi was the second one you ran into. You couldn’t help but smile.
“Hai! O-Ohaiyo.”
He offered a smile, and the both of you had casually fallen into conversation.
“I’m happy to see you recovered. After I healed you I wasn’t sure if I had been too late.”
You pause.
“You..healed me?”
“Yes, although it may be a bit difficult to explain. “ He suddenly looked a bit bashful and you couldn’t help it, you were curious.
“Please, tell me.”
He took in your inquisitive gaze, nodding.
So he told you about his power. It seemed impossible, but when he summoned a kido to demonstrate, of course you became a believer.
After that you just kept hoping to see them again. It felt a bit strange to just walk over to that wearhouse again. That’s why when you ran into Kensei on your way back from the gym, you didn’t want to waste the opportunity.
“Please give me your number!”
He looked a bit startled at the declaration.
“I want to see you more often, so please!”
You looked like a puppy and his eyebrow twitched.
“Whatever, just stop giving me that look!”
You grinned, exchanging contact information.
Since that day, your meetings have become more frequent. You used any free opportunity to learn more. To see him. To understand his world. Because you hoped it would explain yours a bit better. Especially after what you'd witnessed a few days ago.
“You’re quiet today.”
His statement broke your focus, and you looked over as he walked you back home. He wasn’t wrong. You were just thinking. You weren’t sure if to ask.
“Kensei, have you ever seen monsters with masks before..”
It was somewhat of a whisper and he stopped, grabbing you by the shoulders in a panic.
“Shit, were you attacked by a hollow! Why didn’t you say something earlier!”
Your eyes were wide.
“A hollow..”
He sighed, and you lowered your head.
“So I’m not crazy, you’ve seen them too.”
Weirdly enough you were still scared, but relieved that you weren’t the only one. You took a step forward, burying your face into his chest. He lifted his hands, a bit stunned. You gripped at his vest.
“I’m scared Kensei..”
He knows you well enough to understand that it’s taken a lot for you to admit that. His hands lowered slowly, and he couldn’t stop himself from wrapping them around your body.
“You ain’t got anything to worry about, I’ll protect you.”
At that moment, that’s all you needed to hear.
You hold on tighter.
It’s not weird that you became somewhat attached to him. He was strong, dependable. The attack on Karakura was eye opening. You also learned that apparently that there was a lot more out there than masked monsters.
“So you were a soul reaper?” 
He could see the confusion at the term, and Kensei nodded.
“Yeah.”
Before you had the bits and pieces, but now you knew the full story. The town was safe. Everything felt like it would be okay.
“They’re gonna give you your old position back.”
“Apparently. I guess they really need the help considering all that’s happened. It’s gonna be a hassle.”
Even though he said that, you could tell that he was pleased. It’s taken a while for you to read all of Kensei’s expressions. Walking along the river, you gaze at the water.
“Guess I won’t be seeing much of you anymore then.”
The thought was a bit upsetting. When you feel the hand on your head, you look up.
“Gonna miss me huh?”
You pout.
“L-Like if!!”
You were huffing childishly and his hand moved to your cheek. Your angry little motions stopped almost immediately.
Nothing was said, just that look. 
Somehow you understood what it meant.
This wouldn’t be the last time you both saw each other.
Fortunately, that was the truth. 
You’d made constant trips to the soul society. It took some convincing on Kisuke’s part. But you’d gotten good at bribing the shop owner. All in all, you were happy. Kensei was back where he belonged and you could see him wherever you wanted.
“Oii! Why are you daydreaming?”
You smile, taking a sip of your tea.
“You still have a terrible temper Kensei.”
He clicks his tongue and you laugh.
“I still can’t believe you’re a captain. I guess they will appoint anyone to that position huh.”
An irk mark pops on his head at the casual insult.
“Be quiet.”
Hisagi watches the back and forth banter.
It’s not that strange for the both of you to bicker whenever you come to visit. It’s a bit comforting to say the least.
“I’ll head over to the fourth squad to prepare for our mission taicho.”
Kensei nods and Hisagi takes off. You go right back to drinking your tea.
“It’s weird how it all turned out, isn’t it Kensei.”
He turns in your direction.
“You mean after we found you beaten to a pulp.”
“That wasn’t exactly my fault.”
“What kind of idiot picks a fight with six people.”
“They were messing with someone.”
“You’re human, you should know your limits.”
You just roll your eyes.
“You’re always lecturing me like a nagging older brother.”
You expect another jab from him, but he’s gone silent.
“Hmm, usually you fight back, did I win this time?” 
You smirk, but his expression has changed. He stands from his spot at the desk, moving over to you. You’re still seated, so you look up, clearly puzzled. He’s just towering over you now.
“Is that how you see me?”
Those words aren’t what you expect. You place the cup down.
“Eh? What are you talking about?”
“I’m not your brother.”
Your brows furrow.
“Of course not, why are you saying strange things?”
He’s still somewhat glaring, and now you’re confused.
“Kense-”
“I’m attracted to you.”
For a full minute nothing is said. You try to play over all those words in your head.
“Attracted….attracted…he’s attracted..to me..”
The realization of the statement finally processes and your face becomes every possible shade of red. You shoot out of your seat, backing away.
“W-What the hell!! W-Where did that come from!!!”
His hard stare is fixed on you. When he approached, you panic. His hands press to the wall at the sides of you and you gulp.
“You shouldn’t take me so lightly. I’m a man after all.”
“S-Stop saying weird things!!”
You bolt out the door as fast as you can, and Kensei just stands there, watching the trail of dust.
He smirks.
“Guess she’s not as airheaded as I thought.”
You would be back. 
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justimaginescenarios · 2 years ago
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Could you write a Kensei Muguruma oneshot where his crush is the 10th Division’s 3rd seat and he overhears her be protective/ defend him against subordinates who decided to discuss his Visored status?
Thank you for asking me, you’re the first (ꉺᗜꉺ)
My apology for letting you wait for so long. I hope this would enjoy you(´∀`)
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Warning: SFW, comfort, neutral reader
Character: Muguruma Kensei, minor Hitsugaya Toushirou, Rangiku Matsumoto, Hisagi Shuhei
Words: 658
(*˘︶˘*).。.:*♡
“How long do we have to hide?”
“Shh, just a little bit, be patient, captain.”
Veins of anger pop up on the 10th division captain’s forehead. He wonders why his lieutenant always takes him out of the barrack, and she is really excited whenever the captain of 9th division passes by their squad.
Talking about Muguruma, recently he often comes to meet him for nonsense reasons. Then, after two or three times, Rangiku forced him to leave the office before he came. How she knows when he passes by, he’s so curious. And they have to hide just to watch things happening in his own office from a far distance.
“Captain Muguruma isn’t as brave as his appearance.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You don’t know?”
“Know what?”
Her surprised face pisses him up.
“He has a crush on our dear y/n.”
As exactly as Rangiku said, Muguruma kept visiting the 10th division whenever he had done his missions. He is not good at making excuses, but luckily recently the captain was often not in the office when he arrived. He just comes to see you. Therefore, thanks to the captain and lieutenant who ran away and left a ton of documents for their 3rd seat.
But somehow he is so glad that he has a chance. Even though you had no time to notice his silent eyes on you. Even though you refuse his help with the tower of documents, he ignores all. He wants to be with you, walk around with you in another division under the coat of helping.
He doesn’t only help you, but sometimes he brings some sweets or dumplings if he comes at lunch. That is as a thank you for your delicious tea, he told you that. You don’t know that his heart keeps beating up when he sees your happy face as you eat the sweets he gave. He wishes for the moment could last longer when he is with you. That doesn't sound like him, but he has to keep his feelings away from you.
“Why doesn’t he speak out?”
“Dunno, maybe he’s as shy as you, captain.”
He really pisses up with his lieutenant. He gives up the hideout and goes back then.
Muguruma never expects the captain’s return, and you at the same time are called out by other officers. So, today ends here. You left and he also made his steps out of the room.
He is walking on the hallway, coincidentally hearing your voice from a distance. You yell at someone. He takes a way toward your voice.
“He’s a captain.” You are talking with your co-officers. There are two of them.”In the war time, he protected us with his power.”
“That power could kill us someday…”
His power, not as a soul reaper, but a Visored who had gained Hollow power as well. He becomes more powerful in his hollow stage, but… if one day he loses the right to control it. When that day comes, he unconsciously hurts you as what he did to his comrades years ago.
“We’ll help him.”
Muguruma holds his breath listening to your soft words.
“If we can’t, the one’s got hurt is him. Attack others unwillingly, that guilt feeling will obsess your rest of life. I’ll be stronger, I could stop him hurting others and himself then.”
There was a time, Rangiku told him that “do not underestimate our 3rd seat, they’re stronger than they look.”
“Nice words y/n.”
Rangiku appears behind him. The three soul reapers jump up. Muguruma doesn’t move his eyes from you. He more assures his feelings for you. It’s gotten deeper and deeper.
His gaze makes you not comfortable. You didn’t realize his appearance and spoke out your thoughts. How embarrassing you feel now. You follow others to get out of the awkward space, but his big arm blocks the entrance.
“Y/N…”
He has wasted his time for so long.
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Extra:
“My Cap has returned, he’s going to your squad.”
From Hisagi
“(●`・ω・)ゞ<ok!”
From Rangiku
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areaphim · 3 years ago
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Ichigo Kurosaki x Reader- Sefless and Careless: OneShot
the hollows never bothered me anyway~
Y/N and Ichigo walk down the sidewalks of Karakura Town together, Ichigo catching her up on the most recent events of the Soul Society.
Ichigo: "-And then I called him, CAPTAIN CARROT! Man, you should've seen the look on Renji's face!"
Y/N: "I bet that pineapple head wasn't happy! Bahahaha!"
Suddenly, as the two students laugh harder, a SCREEEECH roars through the air. It's a Hollow, and it's running towards them.
Y/N: "Not to fear, Ichi, I got this. I'll save the both of us, and we'll get out of here unscathed."
Ichigo: "I understand, but how many times do I have to tell you, I can protect you this time! You don't have to be independent all the time! Let me help you!"
As Ichigo chases Y/N as she chases the Hollow, he feels this strong urge to protect the girl he loves. Ichigo has had a crush on Y/N for as long as he can remember. They had known each other since elementary school, first grade, to be exact. Y/N's father is a soul reaper, just like Isshin, Ichigo's father. F/N is a cousin to Kensei Muguruma. Her family tends to be on the stronger side, also protecting everyone they care about, making sure that even if they die, at least their loved ones were safe. This is how Y/N is to Ichigo.
Ichigo doesn't want her to die before he confesses his true feelings.
As soon as Y/N tries so make her final strike onto the Hollow, Ichigo intervenes by slicing the creature's mask in half. Y/N turns and looks at Ichigo, highly upset.
Y/N: "Ichigo, why did you do that! I was so close to killing it!"
Ichigo: "Well for starters, you think you can go through this world without someone helping you. You can't do EVERYTHING on your own! Let me help you!
Y/N: "Help?? I don't NEED nor WANT your help! I'm a Muguruma, I can hold my own! What makes you think you can protect me, I had everything under control here! I don't understand why you think I can't do this by myself! One Hollow or a hundred more, I GOT THIS!"
Ichigo: "What makes me think I can PROTECT YOU?! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE THE PERSON I SEE MYSELF HAVING A FUTURE WITH DIE! I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LET YOU DO EVERYTHING ON YOUR OWN, DUMBASS!"
silence fills the air.
Y/N: "Ichigo...is it true? You, love me?"
Ichigo: Yes. I was gonna tell you some other time, but I guess my emotions got to the best of me. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I just care too much.
Y/N: "Oh Ichi, I love you more. I'm sorry for being so stubborn. Maybe you're right. I'll listen to you more. It's just that, I kinda wanted to impress you with my strength. To show you that just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I need a Prince Charming to come and save me all the time."
Ichigo: "Wha-? Y/N, I know you're strong. You don't have to impress me with anything. You are smart, beautiful, you may get on my nerves sometimes, but it's tolerable...can I ask you a question?"
Y/N: "Yes."
Ichigo: "Will you Y/N, become my gir-"
Y/N cuts Ichigo off with a strong yet passionate kiss to Ichigo's lips, sealing the deal. The teens don't realize how long they've been lip-locking, separating themselves to breathe for air.
Ichigo: "Well, seems like I got my answer."
Y/N: "Yes, it seems so. I'd say yes a thousand times more."
Ichigo: "I-I love you, Y/N. Thanks for understanding. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."
Y/N: "Oh, don't worry about that. I love you too, Ichi."
The two teens interlock hands, and walk the rest of the way home, full of blushes and smiles.
END.
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animeloverskylarmoon · 2 years ago
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Anime Masterlist
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Jujutsu Kaisen
Sakuna Ryomen- Oneshot
Gojo Satoru- Oneshot
Gojo Satoru/Nanami Kento
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Haikyuu
Wakatoshi Ushijima- Oneshot
Kuroko No Basuke
Kuroko Tetsuya
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3 
Chapter 4- Final
Kagami Taiga- Oneshot
Murasakibara Atsuishi
Oneshot 
Extra
Beastars
Legoshi
Oneshot
Extra 
Extra 2
My Hero Academia
Dabi- Oneshot
Hero Killer - Oneshot 
Hero Killer
Oneshot
Bleach
Yasutora Sado
Oneshot
Extra
Extra 2
Mayuri Kurotsuchi
Oneshot
Extra
Komamura Sajin- Oneshot
Shunsui Kyouraku- Oneshot
Kensei Muguruma- Oneshot
Yumichika Ayasegawa- Oneshot 
Shinji Hirako- Oneshot
Hisagi Shuhei- Oneshot
Kisuke Urahara - Oneshot
Shinji Hirako- Oneshot
Hanataro Hamada- Oneshot
Komamura Sajin- Oneshot
Renji Abarai- Oneshot
Ikkaku Madarame- Oneshot
Urahara Kisuke- Oneshot
Jushiro Ukitake/Ichigo Kurosaki- Oneshot
Ichigo Kurosaki - Alternate Ending (Extra)
Mayuri Kurotsuchi
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Kenpachi Zaraki
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8 - Final
Jushiro Ukitake- (Feelings)
Oneshot
Extra
Kensei Muguruma
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4- Final
Sousuke Aizen
Oneshot
Extra
Jushiro Ukitake (Shy)
Oneshot
Extra
Byakuya Kuchiki- Oneshot
Extra 
Extra 2 
Extra 3
Extra 4
Ichigo Kurosaki (Short Story)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4- Final
Shinji Hirako
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8- Final
Ulquiorra Cifer 
Oneshot 
Extra
Ichigo Kurosaki (Fear)
Oneshot
Extra 1
Extra 2
Ulquiorra Sciffer
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5- Final
Byakuya Kuchiki (Short Story)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Naruto 
Kakashi Hatake- Oneshot
Shisui Uchiha (AU)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5- Final
Iruka Umino
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9 - Final
Madara Uchiha
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5 
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
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kuronanox · 2 years ago
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Strangers - Shuhei Hisagi ft. Muguruma Kensei
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(Authors note: what character would everyone like to see? I've yet to write kisuke but for some reason I find his character very hard to write ;-; Also if I wrote a new book for just rengoku would y'all read it?)
It wasn't as if Shuhei hated himself, it was quite the opposite. He was strong, mature and level headed but whenever (Your Name) entered the room he would curl into a little ball and hide all emotions. The feeling of jealously and envy carved his heart every time he thought or saw her.
As lieutenant of the 9th squad he had duties to uphold but he was poker faced watching the scene in front of him. He thought about nothing and only wanted to lay in bed to feel sorry for himself.
"Kensei! How many times did I tell you not to eat so fast!" (Your Name) scowled as she stood behind the muscular man with a cup of water and slapping his back.
"Oi! I'll really choke if you keep slapping me women!" The older man grumbled rubbing the part where it stung.
She looked down in concern and apologized before kissing the part where she slapped. Sensing a third person in the room she looked up to see Shuhei. He was standing still and looking straight ahead.
"Oh I'm so sorry!" (Your Name) gasped as she looked down in embarrassment.
Shuhei chose to ignore her voice as he informed his Captain about the whereabouts of some new recruits he settled in.
"That's great, thank you for the hard work. You want some kid?" Kensei asks picking up an extra bento (Your Name) had brought. It was slightly decorated childishly but was stuff with protein and veggies, it was made with craft and love.
"I'll pass." And with that Shuhei bowed before walking out.
(Your Name) looked down sadly as she remembered the good times they shared together. He became so cold to her, sometime acting as if she never existing in the first place. She knitted her brows in frustration as the room became quiet.
She couldn't remember when it all started but as time flew he disassociated himself completely from her.
"Are y'all fighting or something?" Kensei asks noticing his girlfriend had became really quiet after seeing the dark haired lieutenant. She shook her head and gave him a sad smile.
"See you at home."
Watching his girlfriend leave the room a little less happy he raised an eyebrow. The two children he had came to know acted as if they never knew each other.
"Shuhei!" She called out happily as she ran after the taller man who happen to be taking a nap out in the sun. He groaned from grogginess and lifted his head to see (Your Name) running in his direction.
He smiled softly to her and extended his hand out as she took it softly in hers.
"What's going on?" Shuhei asks in heavy concern not noticing her face was smiling from ear to ear.
"I'm going on a date!"
His smile fell a little, but he couldn't understand why she was so happy. 'So she was going on a date? So what.'
"With who?" His voice becoming a little possessive as (Your Name) tilted her head in confusion with his tone of voice. "I mean with who?! I'm sure you will have fun." He try to play it off as she started to smile again.
"Secret. I'll tell you who if we ever get serious."
Shuhei walks back into his room, the place was a bit messy. It was hard to get out of bed these days. There was trash in a corner and his clothes thrown into a pile across the room. His fridge was empty as he sighed in defeat. He wish only a little to take that extra bento. Removing his top for some extra air he sat on his bed with his head down.
"Shuhei?" (Your Name) voice called out as she softly knocked on his door. He stayed silent watching her figure stand in front of his place. The man contemplating on wether he wanted to talk to her or ignore her. She called his name out again before he sighed and open the door.
"What is it?" He asks roughly as her eyes widen and she walked into the small place.
"Since when did you ever get this messy?" She huffs and helped pick the trash up before opening his fridge and seeing it was empty. "I brought you food, you've been working really hard. Have you been taking care of yourself?" The concern in her voice was irritated Shuhei by the minute but he was a grown man and didn't want to lash out if it was unnecessary.
"(Your Name) you didn't answer my question." He says as she bit her lip and took a seat next to him. A little fluster he didn't have a shirt on she looked the other way.
"Since when did we act like stranger together." (Your Name) started as she played with her fingers and whispered she missed when they were close.
"Boys and girls can't be just friends." He tells her before opening the made bento she brought.
"What are you implying?" She asks a bit offended he didn't care about her feeling anymore. The Shuhei she knew was lost, she was talking to a stranger.
"(Your Name) you aren't a stupid women, how can I associate myself with you. How can you think I can be okay with you with another man. And he's not some random man. A man I call captain and respect heavily. How can you be so dense to my feelings towards you all these years." Shuhei asks painfully with a little bit of heat radiantly coming off his voice.
There was a thick silence in the air as (Your Name) found sitting there suffocating. She never knew of his feelings. 'Was I the only one who thought our closeness was because we were close friends? But he never told me he wanted me.'
"I didn't know you felt that way Shuhei." She quietly says and touched his face. There was a bit of tears forming as she felt ashamed of herself. Her close friend she loved was hurting and she continued to be happy without him.
Removing her hand he looked down, maybe he shouldn't have used to much force but she jumped from the roughness he had used on her.
"Shuhei!" (Your Name) shouts at him as he kept his gaze away from her. Shuhei knew what he was doing would only hurt them both but he didn't want to be friends. He only wanted more and if he couldn't have that then he didn't want to see her anymore.
"You should leave, I'm a man (Your Name) I don't want to keep hurting you and do something I'm going to hate myself for."
(Your Name) couldn't believe that words that were coming out his mouth. She held back what she wanted to say before leaving the man to himself.
Shuhei smiled with passion as he held a container of soup in his hands. 'This will make (Your Name) feel better!'
Knocking on her door he heard small shuffling as she peeped her head out. A feverish smile came as she let him in.
"Who told you I was sick?" She asks guiding him to the kitchen as he helped her sit.
"You weren't at work today, I knew something was up when Taicho said you weren't feeling well, I made you soup."
They ate together and talked for a few hours but it was mostly Shuhei as she listened to him. (Your Name) coughed here and there as he helped her with water and even brewed her tea.
"You didn't have to come, I'm sure you are busy."
"Of course not! I just hope you will feel better."
There was a comforting silence before she looked up to him "thank you for being a good friend." His smile fallens a little as he heard friend from her mouth.
"Of course (Your Name) should I put you to bed it's getting late."
She shook her head and insist she wasn't sleepy. He nodded his head till he heard a loud noise from her living room.
"Babe im home!" Kensei calls as he walked into the kitchen and cursed a bit. "Shit I blew our cover, oh well it's just shuhei he won't say nothing." The older man pats his lieutenant back and kissed the top of (Your Name) head.
Shuhei was shocked, he didn't know (Your Name) man she would talk about was his own captain. He was quiet but suddenly laughed, not at them but at himself. How could he be such a clown. He was to late. Kensei was a great man and what was he? A cry baby child who couldn't even tell the girl he liked he wanted her.
"It's getting late. I should head home." Shuhei then says wanting to leave the house before he could break his cover.
"You sure kid? I'm sure (Your Name) would enjoy your company more." Kensei asks as he set dinner down for himself.
"Yeah, plus I don't want to invade in your private life Captain."
The older man and (Your Name) only chuckled.
"Of course you aren't, I'm sorry you had to find out this way but we wanted to wait a little longer before telling the squad. I know you are mature enough to hold it in."
Shuhei could only chuckle back awkwardly as he bowed and made his way to the door.
(Your Name) called his name as she followed his steps to the door, she looked so cute wrapped in the huge blanket. Giving the dark hair man a hug she smiled and said "thanks for taking care of me and keeping me company."
Shuhei could feel his heart clenching as he rubbed her back.
"Good night (Your Name)."
There was muffled cry's as she laid in bed and hugged herself, she was such a fool. (Your Name) should have seen the signs. Of course he liked her. 'I'm such a horrible person.'
Although she felt conflicted and lost she didn't know what to do. Do they ignore each other now? Would they ever be friends again?
"I'm home babe!" Kensei yells from outside their room as she wiped her tears and sat up from bed.
"Damn it's dark in here. You eat dinner yet?" He still calls from the kitchen as she fixed her hair a little and walked out.
She couldn't tell Kensei, not after everything she heard. It would only make matters worse.
"Babe, what's wrong?" The older Shinigami says and walked towards her as he pulls her to warm and engulfing hug.
She couldn't form any words and she cried in Kensei shoulder. Shuhei had hurt her but she knew the pain wasn't as bad as the man who loved her.
"I'm sorry, my cycle has been killing me." (Your Name) lied as Kensei rubbed her lower back and helped seat her on the chair.
"I'll prepare you a hot bath and towel." He offered as he left the room and she wiped more tears out her face.
(Your Name) could only pray that Shuhei would find someone that could reciprocate the same feelings he bore to her. Accepting that their friendship had officially came to a end she held her heart for a bit before making her way to the bathroom.
The following months had past really fast for Shuhei, his strange cold behavior towards (Your Name) had mellowed out but he still refuse to acknowledge her sometimes. His captain had brought it up a few times asking if they were okay but Shuhei just told him that sometimes friends grow apart and it wasn't anything serious.
Although he knew Kensei had his suspicions their conversation would end there and a new topic would be brought up.
He was learning slowly to accept the fact that not everyone gets a happy ending and he was just one of the lucky ones.
Not a day goes by where he thought about (Your Name). Secretly he wished her happiness and her well-being to be healthy and productive.
Although he knew the good old days of them lounging in the sun and talking for endless of hours were at a end. He was accepting his heart break and learning how to mend the wounds that were still open.
He knew not seeing her was for the best and he was thankful that (Your Name) did exactly that and manage to avoid seeing him. He was a selfish man it seems when it came to love and he knew it. But one could only do what's best for themselves and Shuhei was doing just that.
They both walked down the same hallway as their eyes made contact until it went straight ahead and they walked past each other like strangers minding there own business.
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kuronanox · 4 years ago
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Jazz lies - Shinji Hirako
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It would be wrong to say that (Your Name) was having fun at this jazz bar that a few coworkers wanted to check out, but it definitely wasn't a place she would call fun.
Out of courtesy of some of the artists at the bar they decided to stay for about an hour and half listening to the music.
"Excuse me miss the lovely gentlemen over there bought you a nice drink." One of the bartenders told (Your Name) setting the nicely made drink in front of her.
She looked at the man who bought her the drink, he had weird teeth and a grin on his face. His hair was a bit long and girly for her taste.
By the time the performance was over (Your Name) and her coworkers got up to exit the bar. She didn't touch the drink once. The whole time it sat in front of her as the man with the weird smile stared at her most of the night.
"Awe yer really left a man hanging!" Shinji jokes as he leans against the door watching her exit.
"Sorry I don't take drinks from strangers." She responds blandly not looking at him in the eye.
Shinji just chuckles and walks out after her side by side, as a few of her coworkers were a bit ahead of them.
"Can't a man try?"
"I've seen better." (Your Name) awkwardly says looking him up and down and then straight ahead to avoid eye contact.
"Damn girls these days sure are harsh." He says with hands in his pockets. "Yer new to town?" He proceeds.
"No, just checking the place out."
"Ahh! So you will come around more often?" Shinji pipes up excited to see her more since jazz bar tended to be on the older side of age.
"Nah, Jazz isn't my vibe."
"Ouch, I thought you were cute too."
"I'm sorry but who are you?" (Your Name) stops walking and looks at Shinji with slight irritation. "Isn't it weird to talk to a man I don't even know the name of?"
"It's Shinji and this man is trying to make a friendly conversation with a cute girl."
A feeling of guilt build in her because he was rather nice the whole time, but it was always good to be defensive just in case he was a real weirdo.
"(Your Name)." She says and continues "sorry I'm just being cautious, there are a lot of sick people out there."
Shinji sighs and rolls his eyes. "It's okay baby doll I've seen sick people in my life time and I ain't one of em."
(Your Name) just smiles, she was still being careful though because he was still a stranger, but it was good to converse with someone new once in a while.
"So I'll let you go now only if I get yer number!" He grins noticing the hesitation in her eyes. "Don't worry, if you don't wanna talk to me anymore after this just don't respond to me." He assured the girl as she willingly gave her digits.
"I'll see you around." (Your Name) says bidding a farewell catching up with her coworkers.
(Your Name) couldn't help but be a bit interesting in this Shinji man because he was a sweet heart. Shinji was being a hopeless romance, but she couldn't tell if he was being over dramatic or if he was foreal.
He told her she was his 'first love' but she knew he was probably joking.
Although they didn't meet a second time they spend a few weeks sending text messages to each other. (Your Name) thought he was going to be pushy and ask her out again, but to her surprise he didn't.
Shinji genuinely was interested in her.
"Why the hell you keep smiling at your phone like a idiot baldy?" Hiyori says peaking over him curious who Shinji had been texting the last few weeks. "AHH!" She screams and snatched the phone reading a loud.
Shinji - "Good morning baby doll, how was yer day?"
"HIYORI STOP OR ILL-!" Shinji screams chasing the smaller girl as the other visords attention grew to them.
(Your Name) - "Good morning! It's been nice! I've just been cleaning my place. What about you Shinji?"
Shinji - "I'm glad you had a good day <3 I went to the store to get the newest record."
"Like I said Hiyori it's no one!" He continues as she kicks him in the face and continues to read out loud.
Shinji - "Shopping alone ain't fun, when yer going to join? I'll pay for dinner!"
(Your Name) - "is this a lame way of asking me out to eat lmao?"
Shinji snatches the phone back with red tints on his cheeks as Hiyori laughs on the floor. "Shut up will ya!"
"Oi Shinji, my books will come in handy if she decides to go out with you." Lisa seriously says flipping her book the couch.
"Hate to admit it but she's right." Kensei butts in getting ready for dinner.
"Oh shut up." Shinji says embarrassed as he walks into his room and slams the door.
To Shinji luck (Your Name) agreed to go eat with him for dinner a week after he asked her. Although it was their second time meeting the atmosphere was smooth and easy.
"Yeah! I graduated college a year ago and I work at the hospital in town!" She tells Shinji passionate about saving life's everyday. "What about you Shinji?"
Shinji was sweating because he didn't actually work. So he tightly gripped his knife and put the steak in his mouth as he smoothly played it off. "I work at a company, top secret for the government only." He winked.
"Kami I'm safe, being dead actually is inconvenient."
(Your Name) face lit up as she took a bite of her wagyu. "Nice! Never thought I'd meet someone so high in status."
"Yer not missing much baby doll, I live ina abandon warehouse actually."
Shinji grins as they take a toast together and enjoyed the view of Tokyo below them.
"So what are your future plans?" She then asks Shinji as he tilts his head.
"Oooh we already wanna start thinking about the future together?" He jokes as she laughs and playfully roll her eyes. Which for (Your Name) was good because it lighten the mood.
After dinner was finished and Shinji paid they walk down the busy streets of Tokyo admiring the views. "Isn't it pretty?" (Your Name) asked Shinji as they walked side by side with linked arms. "What? My face? Oh I know!"
"No dummy the lights of Tokyo!" She lightly flicked his forehead as he shuts his eyes tight.
"Yeah, one day I'll show you the view of Tokyo at a better place, maybe." He tells her as she happily nods her head eagerly.
The night was getting late as she grew tired but the city was still awake. "I'll see you off then? Please get home safe baby doll."
"I will! Maybe we can go out again later!"
"Of course I'll really like that." Shinji grins as she walks down her path towards home. Watching from afar Shinji shunpo to see if she got back in the house safely and after he left.
"Spill the beans how could anyone possibly like you baldy?" Hiyori asked one night as they all sat around.
"Oh shut up! I'm pretty handsome!"
"More like a hand full." Kensei added.
"That's Mashiro who is." Shinji bites back as Kensei could only agree to that statement.
"Young love, can't wait to see what the future holds for you." Rose says.
Shinji just left to his room after that, they were giving him a headache. He laid onto his bed and closed his eyes. (Your Name) was pretty, kind and mature. She had a future ahead of her, but Shinji was living in a dump with lots of roommates and plus he was basically a soul.
Shinji was surprise she stuck around as long as she did. They had went on many dates after that and he successfully earned a kiss on the 5th date.
The only problem for Shinji was the fact that he basically lied about his whole life to her, he wasn't sure if it was right to tell her the truth or wait it out.
It wasn't until 6 months into their relationship that the problem he feared worse appeared.
They had left the bar shortly after midnight, Shinji was walking her back safely to the train station, and then he would secretly watch her go home to make sure she was safe, but a drunken man had appeared from a ally way.
The drunken man was causing a problem for (Your Name) as he said some rather vulgar remarks. Shinji was a laid back man as he told the drunken man to beat it and go cat call someone else.
"Yer really pushin my buttons." Shinji tells the drunken man giving him a glare and lightly grabbing (Your Name) to safety behind him.
The drunken man crossed the line when he tried to grabbed (Your Name) shoulder as Shinji puts his foot onto his chest not allowing him to come any closer.
Before they could walk away the sound of a gun click appeared as Shinji pushed (Your Name) out of the way.
"I don't hurt humans but it seems like you want to harm someone precious to me. I don't mind being naughty just for this special occasion." Shinji grins calm and composed as he stopped the bullets from flying between his fingers.
(Your Name) was in panic mood at first because they were at gun point and then second Shinji was using some unknown godly powers to her.
"Don't worry baby doll, yer safe with me." Shinji says disappearing from her sight as he grabbed the gun from the man and broke it in pieces with his bare hands. "Don't play with toys sir, I've seen scarier!"
Of course the man got terrified and ran away scared for his life. "See ya!" Shinji calls out.
(Your Name) watched from her spot unsure what to be afraid of.
The man who was about to possibly rape her or Shinji who was lying about his identity the whole time. The tears grew in her face because of how frighten she was.
"What's wrong bab-"
"Stop, don't get any closer." She tells him as Shinji sees the water in her eyes. She looked terrified and hurt. "I can explain to you about all this."
"Explain what? That you've been lying about yourself the whole time? What are you? Some kind of god?"
Shinji knits his brows and grabs her hand lightly but she pulled away. "No. I'm going home alone tonight. I'll talk to you when I'm ready."
"I'm not letting ya walk home this late alone." He tells her as she protested but by a flash of a step they were back at her place as he set her down lightly.
"Talk to me when you are ready, I'll be waiting." Shinji says as she looks away from him obviously surprised on how they got home so fast.
"Whatever, thanks for tonight." She slightly says in a forgiving tone as she walked into her place.
He didn't hear from her in weeks, it was only 6 months together and during that period of time he felt happy and light. He didn't think about Aizen or any ill thoughts when he was with her.
Shinji knew it wasn't going to work out, they were so different and so far from each other's world yet he wanted so bad to make it work.
"Is this the common word to say that I got ghosted?" He sulks in the corner as his phone rings to see a message from (Your Name).
(Your Name) - "Meet me at the bar we first met."
Shinji walks in and spots her sitting alone but beautifully shining. She notices him and gives a small smile.
"Alright get it to it, if you wanna call me a freak I understand." He says.
"No one is calling you a freak, I just want an explanation. I had time to think and I'm sorry for the way I acted. I was scared and confused."
He takes her hands and grins. "Of course baby."
The music started to play as the bartender served them a couple of drinks.
"Just please let me finish before you ask any question. Basically you are dating a dead man, I'm from the world where souls live and we have powers that protect and balance the living and dead. Remember when we were talking about how sick people can be? Well there was a guy that got me and few of my comrades exile from the Soul Society and that is how I ended up here."
(Your Name) had to process everything, it was so unreal. At the same time she was curious and slightly interested about another world out there. Of course she wanted to be angry at him for lying about his identity, but she understood from his perspective.
"Well that was a lot to take in, you must be serious about me if you told me all this."
"100% percent, I ain't leaving soon." He sips his wine now.
(Your Name) smiles and then looks down.
"Just don't lie to me anymore. Keep everything real."
"I won't. At the mean time, I'm glad we had this talk so now I can finally use my godly powers as you say." He grabs her hands as they run out the bar.
Stumbling a bit she grips his hand tightly and follows. "Where are we going?!"
"You will see!" He shouts as Shinji hoisted her and lifts them up to the sky.
The view from Tokyo was below them and this time she could see everything.
"How?! This is so beautiful!"
Shinji was happy, although they haven't talked serious yet, he was willing to give it time and effort.
"Remember I told you I would show you a better view. Well here it is!"
(Your Name) was overwhelmed with happiness as she clung onto him. It was weird for her because they were basically standing in midair.
"We won't fall right?"
"Nah just relax I got you."
The night came to an end in a positive way as both parties understood each other and why things were the way they were. Shinji had a sense of relief because he didn't have to hide anymore.
They laid in bed at her place, god forbid he brought her back to his.
The night was cold but the room was warm, they laid peacefully and in each other arms.
(Your Name) would make sure in the future to talk about their relationship because it was a complicated subject. A human and soul together as a couple.
Everyone always says it doesn't hurt to try something new so that's what she was taking this as but genuinely she wanted to brag about how strong and cool her boyfriend was but that was for another time.
For now they both just want to cherish the easy and smooth moments together before anything complicated comes up.
"So our next challenge is to meet my peeps." He tells her as she groans.
"Are they weird like you?"
"Oh baby doll, we are a mix of hip and style."
(Author notes: Heya! I'm taking request at the moment! I'll be on vacation so I might have some time to write a few pieces! The rules are telling me a character and a general plot on what you want the story to be! Also none of my one shots have been edited.)
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kuronanox · 4 years ago
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Childhood promises - Hisagi Shuhei
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"Shuhei wake up! It's snowing!" (Your Name) says putting on her torn up shoes while running outside. Rukongai in the winter was harsh and they were poor but it didn't mean they weren't happy.
"I'm coming!" He calls out putting on his robe and touching the white floor.
She was playing with the snow and smiling. He shyly watched. "Come on!" She yelled out and grabbed his hand.
"Ahh!" He protested and stood next to her and she smiled.
"Let's make something!"
They made a snowman and laughed as it fell apart from their poor attempt of it.
"I'm hungry (Your Name)." He says clutching his stomach.
With a worried face she walks back into their house and looks at what they had left. "Here eat this."
It was the last of their rice balls they had.
"But you won't be able to have any."
(Your Name) smiles and gives it to Shuhei anyways. "It's okay eat it."
Looking at the rice ball he broke it in half.
"Thanks." She smiles and eats it in one bite.
Shuhei zones out in the office and smiles sadly to himself. He had missed (Your Name) deeply and regret being a weak friend at the time.
He remembered he thought of her as family, they had no one. Although she was 5 years older than him (Your Name) worked hard for them.
Shuhei remember she worked at a small stall in rukongai and she made enough money for them to live enough to survive. Although they starved from time to time they were happy.
Kensei walks in with papers and places them on Shuhei desk. "Need these done by tomorrow."
"Okay Captain."
Kensei stares at Shuhei and walks out the office. He noticed that his Vice Captain had been spacing out recently but he didn't want to push any matters that were unnecessary.
"Are you okay (Your Name)?" Shuhei asks with teary eyes as he watched her wrapped a cut she got from work that day. "I'm okay thanks."
She smiles and sets down some hot soup she warmed up, although there was no rice today.
"What did you do while I was gone?"
"I played out in the fields with some friends."
"Fun, I'm glad you made it back safe."
"Actually... we were almost killed by a hollow."
"What?! Shuhei you could have gotten killed!"
He looks down and starts to cry. "I know, I'm sorry I was so scared. I couldn't do nothing. It was so big and strong. I didn't want to leave you either."
(Your Name) pulls him to an embrace like a mother would and kissed his head. "It's okay you are safe now."
"I met a Captain, and he saved my life. It made me realize that I wanna be a Shinigami when I'm older. I can take care of us and get strong!"
(Your Name) laughs and ruffle his messy hair. "Okay one day, promise me."
"I promise!"
The next morning they were rudely awakened when their door was knocked down and a group of men came in.
Shuhei eyes frighten as (Your Name) became alert and pulled him behind her.
"Your the bitch that sold us the fake metal." One said and grabbed her harshly.
"(Your Name)!" Shuhei yells and runs after her but she stops him.
"Don't come after me!"
He panics and watches as she struggles to get off the grip of the men. They were dragging her somewhere unknown.
"Leave her alone!" Shuhei screams and grabs the stick to hit the men.
Shuhei was sent flying a few feet in the air as they punched him and his nose bleed. He wanted to cry but he was losing (Your Name).
As they dragged her off Shuhei was left with one other dude as he beat Shuhei black and purple.
Lying on the floor (Your Name) was out of sight as he cried and ran to find her.
He screamed and fell to the ground.
Shuhei grips his hand in a fist as he laid in bed looking at the ceiling. He thought about (Your Name) wondering if she ever survived.
Rubbing his eyes he pushed the tears threatening to fall. She had sacrificed everything for them and he couldn't even save her that day.
The next morning Shuhei walked into the publishing office and greeted everyone with a smile. It was a new day and new opportunities waited for him.
"Me and Renji are giving some rookies a tour of Soul Society wanna join me?" Kira asks him as Shuhei had to pass. "Um nah seems kinda boring but good luck though!"
(Your Name) ended up stuck with a group of new comers like her as they toured the place, the blonde dude was kinda bland and gloomy but he showed everyone the important stuff which was the only thing that mattered.
"What squad do you wanna join?" A girl as her as she looked around amazed at the place.
"I'm not sure yet! I guess any that accepts me!"
Passing all the barracks Kira goes into the editing room. "And this is where we publish all the paper work, stories and headlines. The head of editor and chief is Lieutenant of Squad 9."
Shuhei greets everyone and smiles talking about how fun and hard working the publishers are.
(Your Name) looks at him with confusion. He didn't state his name but he looked familiar to her. "My name is Hisagi Shuhei! I can't wait to see what squad everyone joins!"
"What a minute? That's!"
"Okay everyone follow me." Kira boringly says and walks them out as she turns to find Shuhei but he was already gone talking to a few coworkers.
"I guess I'll catch up to him at another time. He's so grown now."
She smiles knowing that he successfully took care of himself. Although the scar and 69 was new.
"(Your Name)?" Shuhei calls out as she washes the rice for them that night.
"Yes?"
"Will you ever leave me for someone else?"
She tilted her head in confusion and laughs. "What do you mean?"
"Like if a guy came and you liked him."
"No silly, we have each other."
"Promise?"
"I promise! Trust me when you get older all the ladies will swoon for you."
"He's so hot!" A few girls giggled to themselves as they continued the tour.
By night time came they entered a dorm place for all new comers. Tomorrow was the day that they picked their squad whether they wanted to be in it or not.
(Your Name) was placed under the 6th squad, which to her seem pretty good because her Captain was a noble and everyone seemed fairly strong. Although she wasn't nearly as good as a seated officer she didn't mind working her way up.
"Abarai Fukutaicho?" She calls out one day as he turns to her. "Um? Do you know where I can talk to Shuhei?"
"Uh?? You mean like the Lieutenant from squad 9? Are y'all close like that?"
"Yes, I'm his childhood friend. We lost contact a long time ago but I just found him."
Renji was bewildered, he didn't know much about Shuhei past but it sounded a lot like him and Rukia so he couldn't reject her.
"Yeah I'll let him know."
Shuhei was in the middle of a rush when Renji walked in. "Yo! Someone was asking for you!"
"Not now! I'm kinda busy." Shuhei states skimming through the papers rangiku messed up on.
"It's (Your Name) she really wants to see you." Renji says as Shuhei drops the papers and looks up shocked. "You mean it?!"
"Yes, like she's in my squad and everything."
"Where?! Where is she!" Shuhei yells with a big smile on his face as he gets up from his desk.
"Woah woah calm down!" She's over at the fields training-" without letting Renji finish his sentence he made a run for it.
Renji smiles and scoffs. He was happy knowing that the reunion was going to be a good one.
Shuhei saw her with her sword training hard as she sweated and concentrated on her spiritual energy. "(Your Name)!" He yells out as she turns to him.
She smiles and ran towards him as they pull each other in a embrace.
"Shuhei! You're so grown now!" She says and he crushes her with his inhuman strength now. "Well you're so tiny!"
They let go as they both couldn't stop smiling. "How?" He says as she sat on the grass as he took a seat next to her.
"Remember when they took me, I managed to escape but we were so far away I couldn't find the way back home."
Shuhei groans and looks down. "If only I was strong back then, I would have saved you."
"It's fine, you were a kid. I don't blame you."
He smiles softly as she touches his face and he starts to blush. "What happen to your face?" She asks with concern.
"Don't worry, just battles and the 69 is something I got from the man that saved my life. He's actually my captain now."
She laughs and lets go. "Well you succeeded, now you can protect me from now on."
2 years later
"Why don't you tell her!" Hinamori pouts at Shuhei trying to push him into the restaurant.
"Be-because it's weird! She was like an older sister to me."
"But you like her right?" Rangiku jumps in unintentionally popping her breast out as Shuhei looks away in awkwardness.
"Better tell her before someone else beats you to it." Kira adds looking into the restaurant spotting (Your Name) dressed in a nice kimono waiting for a certain childhood friend.
"Come on! Renji even asked Kuchiki Taicho to reserve the best restaurant in Seireitei right now!" Hinamori says making Shuhei feel a bit guilty that Renji made the effort to beg his captain.
"Oh fine fine fine! I was going to do it my own pace but since everyone is telling me to."
Shuhei takes a deep breath and enters the restaurant.
"Shuhei!" She calls and waves him over.
"Sorry I'm late, how was your day?"
"It was good! I can't believe you got a place like this for us!"
Shuhei sweats a bit and drinks some water before answering. "Yeah me too."
"Ahh little Shuhei is so handsome now." (Your Name) smiles and push the messy part front of his hair away from his eyes.
He blushes and grabs her hands with his. "You've grown to a fine lady also... but you kept your promise."
"What promise?"
"Remember when we were little, I didn't want you to leave me for another man."
(Your Name) laughs and covers her mouth with her free hand and tighten her grip with his hand.
"Of course, why would I want anyone else?"
"I wouldn't want anyone else but you (Your Name)." Shuhei confesses as she drops her smile.
They had been through so much she could see a life with him and he could see a future with her. A future with laughter and happiness where they no longer starved or lived poor.
"I'm making enough money for us and I'm strong enough to protect you now. That means I'm the man I told you I wanted to be and the man you deserve to have."
She chuckles and set their hands down on the table as she rubs it softly.
"Always, I don't see why we wouldn't work out. The future tied us back together."
Shuhei grins like the child he once use to be and boldly kisses her from across the table.
"I've been waiting for this for years, our first kiss."
"And many to come." (Your Name) adds with a blush.
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kuronanox · 4 years ago
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𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐿𝒾𝓈𝓉
𝐵𝓁𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽
Shuhei Hisagi
Pushing him away
Childhood promises
Strangers
Byakuya Kuchiki
Serving Royalty
Not enough
Hidden emotions
Kensei Muguruma
Hanahaki My Love
Different views
Second chance
Crimson
Ulquiorra Schiffer
Healing (AU)
Home is you
Ichigo Kurosaki
A new beginning
Forgotten memories
Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez
Domestic Life
Apart
Insecure Love
Ukitake Jushiro
Hesitant
Every moment with you
Her troubles
Izuru Kira
Reminiscing 
Bad Dream
Kyoraku Shunsui
Looking from afar
Weak
Aizen Sosuke
Trapped
Betrayal
My sweet girl
Gin Ichimaru
Comfort and lost
New Years
Hirako Shinji
Jazz lies
Jazz out the bar
Renji Abarai
Something there
A Helping Hand In Need
Kaien Shiba
Our little Secret
Zaraki Kenpachi
Someone like me
❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎
𝐵𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒞𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇
Captains harem ft. Julius
Nozel Silva
Jealousy
Our paths unwind
I can’t let go
Fuegoleon Vermillion
Recovering
My own fae
William Vangeance 
Helpless
Dependent
A Women’s Determination
Patri
Happy ever after
Unhealthy love
Yami Sukehiro
Best friend and Lover
Admit it
Luck Voltia
Genuine Smile
Julius Novachrono
A promise in heaven
Leopold Vermillion
Your knight
Nacht Faust
I just wanted you to be happy
Zenon Zogratis
Accept My Love
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kuronanox · 4 years ago
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Second chance - Kensei Muguruma
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Yes she knew Kensei was dead, yes she knew that Kensei would leave one day and yes she still allowed herself to get hurt by him.
"What's on your mind?" Kensei asks her one day as they laid on her bed. "It's nothing." She replied flatly back, afraid to show she was feeling down.
He grunts at her response and flips her body towards him. "Stop with the stubborn talk." His face filled with concern as she knits her brows at him.
"I just wanna sleep." (Your Name) argued back as Kensei clicks his tongue in annoyance before facing his back away from her. "Suit yourself then."
(Your Name) turned her back away as tears fell from her eyes. She tried her hardest not to make a noise but her body was shaking. Her sniffles made Kensei picked her body up so she was sitting on his lap.
Kensei demeanor now changed as he could see she was feeling down about something. "Hey baby what's wrong?" His voice showed no roughness as she covered her face with her hands.
"I'm fine." She replies not looking him in the eyes.
Gently he removes her hands away from her face as she looks down.
"(Your Name)." Kensei calls out moving the hair out of her face.
"You." (Your Name) started to say and continued. "You are going to leave me behind."
He let out a big sigh and brings her body to him in a big embrace. Although he wanted to comfort her Kensei knew every word she said were true.
Initially Kensei didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone let alone a human but he fell in love and it was crashing downhill fast. Every word he wanted to say were lies because he wanted to make her feel better, but he knew it would only hurt her more.
They lived in two different worlds. She would die as he stayed behind.
"Don't worry, I'll always be watching over you."
Those words were not enough for her.
"Go to sleep, it's been a long day." Kensei continues as she stayed silent. He lightly placed her down and switched to big spoon as he caresses her body. "Just relax and sleep."
The next morning he was gone, probably back at the base with his other friends. (Your Name) just got ready for the day and walked down the streets of Karakura town.
At first (Your Name) didn't believe Kensei was actually a spirit, but one day as they walked back from a date a hollow appeared from behind them.
(Your Name) knew about the shinigami and how they killed hollows to bring peace to the city. Most of the time she ignored them though because people often called her crazy for seeing spirits ever since she was a kid. Never did she expect Kensei to be one of them.
Kensei didn't waste a second as he crushed the hollow in seconds. At that moment (Your Name) noticed that no one could see him.
Ever since that day she had doubts about their relationship. Often times she felt bad because it affected the way she would act towards Kensei. He didn't need that from her.
Kensei left early morning because Shinji needed all of them at base to help that orange hair teenager with his hollowfication.
Honestly he didn't even want to help but Kensei knew it would benefit for the war to come.
The war.
Kensei hated to admit it but he was feeling a bit uneasy for what was to come. He wanted a good fight though, it had been decades so he wouldn't be surprise if he was a bit rough on the edges.
Then his mind wandered off to (Your Name) he constantly thought what would happen if they helped the Soul Society, would they allow them to come back? What would happen to their relationship?
He knew in a realistic point of view that he would have to leave her. She deserved someone that would grow old and die with her.
After training with the orange hair kid he walked to (Your Name) work place at a elementary school. He could see her smiling and helping all the innocent children.
Children.
Something he would never get to experience with her as Kensei hands turns to fist. The world was cruel at the moment for him. If only she could be with him for as long as he lived for.
Spotting Kensei (Your Name) smile brightly and wave. After letting the last child home with the parents she rushed to give him a big hug. "I didn't think I'd see you today."
"I left without saying goodbye, of course I'd come back."
Packing her things they walk back together hand in hand. "How was your day then?"
Kensei wanted to say good but all he had were thoughts about the future. "Interesting." He replied shortly as she raises an eyebrow.
"How so?"
As much as Kensei wanted to keep her out of the war and fighting he eventually told her all about it.
"When the times come I will be going to fight. I don't know what will happen though."
There was silence between the two, Kensei knew there was tension about their relationship, but he tried to make her happy in every way so she wouldn't feel any doubts.
"I see, I'm not worried. I know you will come back." She smiles trying to bring some positivity.
It was a sleepless night for the two as they hungrily craved each other bodies. This night was different, the love making was more passionate and raw.
Kensei made it about her that night, pleasing each sensitive area till she was off edge and screaming his name.
He didn't know what came across him that night, but he felt like this was the last time they were going to be this close together.
"I love you." He whispered to her ear.
Those very words hurt to hear as she smiled to herself sadly.
"This is the first time you've ever said that to me." she says to him as he embarrassingly turned the other way.
"Shut up, I'm learning." He sheepishly says as a blush formed on his face.
There was a silence before she got curious and leaned onto her elbow for support. "Have you ever.... you know. Loved anyone before?"
Kensei shakes his head and looks up to the ceiling. "This is my first and it will be my last."
(Your Name) didn't know what that meant but she could tell he was speaking the truth.
"(Your Name) you know I will always do what's best for us and for you. Promise me one thing." He looks at her as she nods her head slowly for him to continue. "If I leave you won't be sad."
"What do you mean by that? Aren't you staying here?"
Kensei doesn't answer her question as he kisses her forehead. "Just expect the unexpected."
(Your Name) didn't know what happen but she felt like she was asleep for ages, when she woke up Kensei was on the bed in bandages. He was asleep so peacefully. A warm feeling began to bloom in her chest.
"He survived the war, that means he's staying." A smile spreading across her face as she kissed his soft lips. Kensei lightly stirred around as he pulled her closer to him out of habit.
"(Your Name)." He murmured in his sleep.
"Sleep, you look rough." (Your Name) whispers to him as she caresses his face.
"I can't if you're going to baby me like this." Kensei says with his eyes closed as he groans and sits up from bed. (Your Name) notices that he is bandaged on most parts of his body.
"Are you okay? How did everything go?"
He silently pulls her body to sit on his lap. She nervously swallows her saliva, usually when Kensei pulled her onto his lap, its usually bad news or when they were having sex.
"We won the war but with a heavy cost."
(Your Name) didn't know why but her heart was aching, she knew something bad was about to happen. Kensei wasn't smiling, he looked tired, stressed and a wreck.
"I'm going back." He announced to her, as easy as he said those words they were heavy to bare. Kensei knew it would hurt her, but it would save them from the heart break later on in the future.
"But I thought everything was good?" (Your Name) hesitantly says hugging herself out of the habit of feeling insecure.
"(Your Name) it not that, we have always been good it's just we live in totally different worlds. I don't want to watch you disappearing from my eyes every living day you have. I would stay the same and it would torture both of us... I have to take the position as captain again."
(Your Name) felt ashamed and selfish at the moment. She wanted to yell at him that he didn't love her, but she knew this day would come. Although she could see him as a spirit he'd be gone in a different place and as time passed by he would forget her.
"So what now? When do leave?"
"Tonight." The air had heavy tension.
She whined in pain, he was leaving so fast. Kensei pulled her in a tight embrace as he rubbed her back as she cried.
It wasn't the break up that hurt her, it was the thought that they were being separated and she wouldn't be able to see him for the rest of her life.
"If you leave tonight please do it when I'm asleep. I'm afraid I won't let you go if I'm awake."
Kensei could only chuckle, he felt bitter.
"I love you (Your Name)."
Laying on top of him she let the tears fall "I love you too."
The world was going the same pace but (Your Name) had a hard time adjusting, she wanted it to stop completely because she didn't feel whole anymore. Kensei left no trace of himself, which pained her. At least a t shirt would make her happy. She knew he probably left nothing to make things easier.
Her life began a new routine, going to work and coming home. She didn't have much friends, nothing helped her mind. All she thought about was Kensei. Wondering what they would be doing if he was here or what he would be cooking.
"Stop, you promised him not to be sad." (Your Name) says grabbing her head lightly as she took the sleeping pills she had prescribed to her.
Going to bed was the worse part of the day, her mind would wander off to unless thoughts. Many of them were unpleasant, so she relied on the pills to sleep. It helped so she wouldn't have to think.
Kensei didn't smile anymore, he was neither sad or angry. He understood that was how their life was. So many times he wanted to leave and go see her, so many times he had to stay up in bed lost in his thoughts. He didn't like the feeling of heart ache, he realized that's why people never fell in love in the first place. They don't want to be hurt.
It effected his work environment at first, his grumpiness and being easily irritated made the place have tension. Kensei was a grown man and once he felt that the 9th divison was not a good place to be at the moment he changed his ways for the better.
It wasn't till night time where he tortured himself, he stole all the pictures they took with each other from her house, he was no selfish man but just for these precious moments they had together he was.
Kensei would rather torture himself with their memories rather her because he wanted her to have a normal life in a normal relationship with a normal person.
He would often dream about her, it was a unless cycle. With special permission he left to the world of living to see her one last time to ease his mind.
Walking to her house he noticed the lights were off, knocking on the doors for a few times there was no answer. Getting irritated he was about to break the door open when the landlord appeared from behind him.
"May I help you sir?"
"Um yeah, I'm looking for (Your Name)."
"You didn't hear?"
"Hear about what?" Kensei asks his eyes lowering down in suspicion as the landlord sadly smiles.
"(Your Name) died 5 years ago in a car accident, a drunk driver hit her."
Kensei eyes widen, how long has he been gone? He felt like it was only a few months since he left. His world was crashing down on him. Leaving the place quickly he looked around Karakura town for her soul. She was nowhere to be found.
Kensei wanted to wreck something, he was angry, angry for not checking up on her and angry how someones life could easily be lost.
She had no grave, her ashes sent with her parents. He couldn't even see that. Kensei let his frustration out as he hit the wall causing it to break in pieces.
Realizing she wasn't here anymore he went back in loss. Her soul was somewhere out there.
Years passed by and if Kensei thought the first time he tortured himself was bad this time around it was worse. He overworked himself, slept constantly to bring the guilt away. He got irritated a lot and became more cut throat than he would like. Of course he felt bad for Shuhei and Mashiro but it didn't change that he fell into depression.
Never did he think he would fall into depression, it was different for him. Kensei stopped yelling at Mashiro at one point. Shinji and everyone was concerned for him, but he assured them that he would pass over it.
Kensei even searched the Ryugongai district in his free time to find her. The place was so huge he never had luck. "Where are you?"
(Your Name) woke up one day in a barren area, she was still the same as when she died. The memories and everything still in place when she was human. At first she didn't know where she was till it it her. She was dead.
A part of her was happy but at the same time she didn't know what to do. There came many times where she had to fend for her life. This place was definitely not the heaven that she imaged it to be.
Determined to find Kensei she joined the academy. (Your Name) worked hard endlessly night and day to train her body. She wanted to see him again but not as the weak human she used to be. So she decided she wouldn't see him till she was strong enough.
Poor Kensei tortured himself not knowing her intention and how she was right under his nose.
(Your Name) finally understood everything about the Soul Society, being a seated officer was nearly impossible, but it was the only way for her to be close to him. They were treated like celebrities so seeing Kensei was not going to be easy.
After years of endless training she was finally getting some recognition and was offered a seat as vice captain to the 13th squad under the command of Rukia Kuchiki.
They placed a small ceremony for the vice captains to welcome her, everyone was so accepting. Till she saw Mashiro the tears fell from her eyes as they embraced each other in a sisterly hug. "Kensei would be so happy to see you!" The green haired girl exclaimed.
"I know, you don't know how hard I worked to get here. It's been so many years. I thought you would have forgetten me too."
"Nonsense we have to go see Kensei!"
(Your Name) wanted to see him now, knowing how close she was to him. She grew impatient. A older man with scars on his face introduced himself. The similar 69 tattoo on his face as he wore a bright look in his eyes.
"You must be (Your Name), my captain has been looking for you." He warmly smiles knowing Kensei would be at peace now.
With the help of Mashiro and Shuhei they guided her to the barracks where Kensei back was facing her. She can hear him yelling at other seated officer about a mission that was not completed and how it was Mashiro fault for not taking the lead.
"MASHIRO! I TOLD YOU THEY NEEDED GUIDANCE! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT BEING A SUPER LIUTE-"
Kensei turned around to see a familiar face he yearned to see everyday, all the yelling got his throat dry. No words came out.
Stepping forward (Your Name) ran into his arms as he shockingly looked down at her. "(Your Name)." Kensei breathlessly says.
"You don't know how much I've missed you Kensei." She sinks into his chest the happy tears falling down.
His squad stood in awe at the sight, they never seen their captain so vulnerable.
A wave of emotion came crashing over him as he tightly held her, a few tears fell from his eyes. Only visible to her as she wiped them away.
"Stupid, why didn't you come see me?!"
"Because I wanted to be strong when I saw you!" She argued back as Shuhei and Mashiro stood next to them happy to see their captain in a brighter mood.
The 9th division and the Soul Society knew about Kensei having a human lover in past, they also knew he fell into the dark for a long time. So seeing him smiling made them feel at ease.
"Tch, so your the newbie Kuchiki appointed as her Lieutenant."
(Your Name) proudly shows her badge on her arm. "That's right! And this time I'm not leaving."
Kensei chuckles with a bitter sweet feeling. A part of him wanted to be upset that she was dead but another part is relieved to be with her again.
"Yeah, I'm not leaving either." His toothy smile brought shivers down her spine. It was something she hadn't seen for a long time.
"Looks like we got a lot to catch up on (Your Name)."
A big grin on her face as she leaned her cheek on his hand.
"Yeah, we do."
(Author Note: Kensei is bae!)
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Different views - Kensei Muguruma
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"Stop being so shy and tell him!" Matsumoto encourages (Your Name) as she sighs and grabs a fistful of her hair. "I HATE MEN!" She screams as Kira nods in agreement and Shuhei sit across from them awkwardly.
"GO GO GO OR ELSE ILL TELL MUGURUMA TAICHO MYSELF!" Kira's flush face offers as he slams his hands on the table causing the sake to spill. "Oi! The drinks is expensive you know!" Shuhei lectures catching the small shot glasses in mid air. "WHAT ABOUT YOU KIRA?!" Matsumoto shouts grabbing his shirt and tugging him towards her. "Everyone knows how you feel about Hinamori!"
"Ya ya ya! NOO I don't want my death bed by Hitsugaya Taicho." He crosses his arms as Shuhei attempts to help a very drunk Kira sit up after. (Your Name) just watches the scene and sulks in the corner this night was suppose to be fun but the only ones having fun is Kira and Matsumoto. She sighs and thinks about how her and Kensei relationship turned to friends with benefit rather than a couple as she hoped for.
It was about a year and a half ago, it was the New Years Festival (Your Name) drank to much alcohol on a empty stomach not realizing how fast it was going to hit her. She was lit though, dancing with everyone and making new friends. She was so drunk she attempt to kiss Yumichika and he allowed his cheek since he was probably gay anyways. That's what her problem was, she was so open and lusty when she was drunk.
"Kiss?" She asks Matsumoto as she gave a kiss to her and Hinamori even snatching one from Renji. Of course his face got so red he had to walk away. "(Your Name) you can't go around and keep asking people for kisses." Kensei lectures her and sighs as she pouts and crossed her arms. "You are just upset that I didn't ask one from you." She jokes and he lightly hits her head. "No stupid, I'm not trying to catch anything."
"MY MOUTH IS CLEAN!" She shouted and joined Ikkaku in another round of a drinking game. By the end of the night everyone was pretty sauced and making their ways back to their barracks. (Your Name) saw that everyone was slowly going home and she decided that she needed to head back home or else she was going to black out.
"God damn I can barely stand." She whines using the wall for support looking around for help because everything was blurry. Kensei sets Shuhei and Mashiro in their rooms and goes back to the party to help other members of his squad just in case they were to drunk to get back. As he expected he catches (Your Name) trying to walk back home. "Come on." He offers his hand as she looks up at her captain and takes it. "Captain, I don't think I can walk." She slurs as he clicks his teeth and picks her up so she was on his back. "I guess this is how Yachiru feels everytime she's on Zaraki Taichos back." She half jokes and silently falls asleep on his back.
"Oi don't fall asleep, I don't know where you live." He says and looks to see she is fast asleep, he sighs and takes her back to his place. After placing her on a extra futon he had Kensei makes his own a little further from her.
After a few hours of deep slumber (Your Name) wakes up and looks at her surroundings, it was unfamiliar to her. She turns to her side and sees Kensei fast asleep. "Huh? I guess I blacked out. Awe Captain is going to kill me when I'm in better shape." She shrinks still kinda drunk from a couple hours ago.
'The moon is still high.'
Laying down she scoots closer to Kensei attempting to warm herself from the cold winter night. After a few attempts she couldn't get comfortable and sits up. Going through his cabinets she saw there was extra blankets. "How can Captain sleep in this cold weather!" She says and grabs two. One for her and one for Kensei.
Placing the heavy comforter on him he awakens by shifting around him and he grabs her arms rather roughly. "Ow!" She shouts as his eyes widen. "(Your Name)?" Kensei questions as she rubs her armed that was grabbed from him in his sleep. "Sorry Captain it was cold so I got more blankets."
"Are you still drunk?" He asks because her face was still red and her words still a bit slurred. "Yes, but I am able to function again." She admits, hugging herself from the cold breeze that flew in. Noticing her gesture for warmth he looks to see he only gave her a thin sheet to sleep in.
"Are you cold?"
"No shit Captain!" She rolls her eyes as he knits his brows and clicks his teeth. "Sassy." Kensei says while opening up his spot next to him. (Your Name) stares at it hesitantly before climbing in the cover with him. At first it was awkward because he wrapped his body around hers to warm them up. She was still wide awake and turned to face him.
They stared at each other for a fat minute till she leaned in and placed her lips onto Kensei's rough ones. It was a small kiss till he pulled in and kissed her back in a more aggressive and needy way. Flipping (Your Name) onto her back and climbing on top of her he caressed her sides as her breath hitched from his touch. "Mhn." She moaned into his mouth as he separates their lips and gave her neck some attention. Grabbing a fistful of his hair she moaned in pure bliss as Kensei bit onto her neck as she squirmed by the rough gesture but he held her in place as he sucks the rough patch he bit. "K-ken-Kensei." She moaned out as he groaned in her ear.
"I'm sorry (Your Name)." He says then letting her go as she felt rejected from his warmth and kisses. "Why did you stop?"
"I don't take advantage of drunk women." He says as she shakes her head. "I'm not that drunk."
Kensei looks at her she was beautifully flushed and he couldn't tell if she was lying or just embarrassed. "Are you sure?"
"I'm sure."
(Your Name) cringed thinking about the first night they had sex, after that night they made it official that everything they did was just for their own benefit and they had no relationship status. The first year was fine, they act like nothing happen and it wasn't awkward or anything between them.
Slowly Kensei started opening up to her and even sleeping with her after those sessions they had instead of leaving like he usually did. On some occasion he would invite her over and they wouldn't have sex but just for some  company. A few times they cooked together at his place and watched a few movies he really liked back when he was living in the human world.
It fell apart for (Your Name) when she realize that she was catching feelings for Kensei her captain and the worse part of it was that he didn't return them. He already made it known when they first started that this thing they were doing was for their own individual pleasure.
As time passed by they started learning what each individual liked in bed, luckily for her they both were into rough sex. But recently he was not as rough but more slow and passionate. It confused (Your Name).
"Ugh stop it!" She says walking back with Shuhei back to the barracks. She was on his back as he looked up and questioned what was wrong.
"Nothing! I'm fine!" She reassured as she looks up to see Kensei waiting outside infront of their barracks. "Taicho?" Shuhei says as Kensei sighs and shakes his head.
"(Your Name) how many times I told you to pace yourself when you drink?"
She looks down as Shuhei apologizes because he was also tipsy and not sober. Kensei walks them both home and drops off Shuhei first then (Your Name), she knew he was angry but tried not to show it. "Are you mad at me?" She asks him as he places her onto her bed. "It's fine (Your Name)." He says before leaving her. She sighs and falls down before sleeping.
The next week she didn't talk to Kensei much, he avoided her sometimes and didn't acknowledge her presence half the time. He only called her for training and paperwork but either then that they didn't speak. She was getting upset that he was acting the way he was to her. She wasn't dating him so why was he so upset?
"Can we talk?" She says to him as he went through papers on his office. "About?" Kensei asks raising a brow and crossing his arms now. "You are mad at me." She simply stated as he gave her a straight answer. "Yes I am."
"Well why are you mad at me?" She says staying the obvious slapping her hands into the air looking for answers.
"(Your Name) you realiz-" he started but was interrupted when a squad member barged into the room to say there is a emergency meeting for all captains and vice captains. He dismisses and tells (Your Name) to meet him at his place tonight.
"Ahh!" She moans as he roughly held onto her neck for support as he thrust into her. He came back stressed and upset but before she could ask what was wrong he slammed her against the wall and claimed her mouth with his. Now they were on the bed as he aggressively took out his anger into each thrust as she held on for dear life screaming his name. "Fuck." He says and flips her onto all fours.
"Ken-" (Your Name) says but he ignores her and places one arm around her neck to secure her from moving and pulls her hair with the other free hand he had so she was staring at him as he thrust into her. The sound of clapping turned him on each time their skin slapped as he groaned and she screamed. "Damn." He says as (Your Name) was left with her back arched all the way and her mouth was parted and she looked at him with lustful eyes. 'So fucking beautiful.' Kensei says in his thoughts and chokes her harder as she pleas under him.
"Ke-Kensei I can't." She says as a safe word and he realizes that he was choking her kinda hard as she holds her throat and coughs a little bit. "I'm sorry did I hurt you?" He worriedly asks as she faces him with tears in her eyes.
"You've never been this rough before, what's wrong?" She asks as he felt bad for making her tear up. "I don't know." He admits.
"I don't know if I can do this anymore?" (Your Name) tells him as he sits next to her and places a blanket around her naked body. "What's wrong? Am I being to rough?"
"It's not that, it just.... I've had feelings for you the last few months and I don't wanna keep sleeping with you knowing you don't return the feelings and me ending up with a cold bed every night." She shamelessly admits hugging her two legs towards her.
Kensei doesn't saw a word for a while and says "I was angry at you because you were drunk and Shuhei was tipsy."
(Your Name) looks up confused and tilts her head. "But I-"
"I know you tend to get really touchy with people when you are drunk and Shuhei was also not sober so the thought of you guys doing something made me angry because I also.... I also like you." Kensei admits as she widens her eyes and he looks away from her.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"Because I didn't know how, I thought you were in it for the sex only, but I started to open up to you and you genuinely were interested and was there for me. Even when I showed my hollow mask I thought you were going to run away from this monster I have in me but you didn't.... I realized then that this was the girl I wanted to be with."
She sighs and leans against Kensei, relief and a smile on her face. "You idiot."
Kensei hugs her bare body and smiles back. "Now that we know how we feel about each other you don't have to feel down anymore." He reassures and gives a small peck on the lips.
"I agree." (Your Name) says and straddles his hips. "So let's continue where we left off at."
"Oh?" Kensei smirks and holds her hips firmly, getting ready for a night filled with adventures.
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Pushing him away - Shuhei Hisagi
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"What is it now?" (Your Name) sighs and runs a hand through her hair before looking up to the 9th seat lieutenant. The taller man walks in and points towards his journalisms that he had to submit by midnight or else Kensei was going to beat his ass again for a late submission. "You will get it soon, can't you see I'm kinda busy at the moment."
Shuhei face stiffens at her choices of words as he felt a bit offended, after all the past months his girlfriend has not been acting the same and distant for quite sometimes. "You know (Your Name) maybe we should break up." Her eyes meets his again before she flips through her paperwork again as she kept a straight face like she knew this moment was going to happen soon. "If that's what you want." Was her reply as he walks to her and makes her give him his individual attention.
"(Your Name)" he says before she slaps his hand away before shuhei attempt to grab her hand. "Don't touch me."
"Why won't you talk to me, I want to help you, I don't know what's wrong but it's like a switch flipped and you turn cold hearted towards me." He pleas as she turns her back to him. The room was filled with silence that brought out negative vibes and he couldn't handle how distant their relationship was turning as each month came by. She stop eating with him, stopped going on dates and stopped sleeping together. Shuhei last attempt to get close to her as he lightly grabbed her shoulder as she shoves him and storms out the barrack.
'Stop (Your Name) you don't deserve him, walk away now, walk away.' She convinces herself as she fast walks out the place and hugs her arms as if she was protecting herself from hurting. 'All you ever do is push him away when he tries to love you but I can't accept that when I can't even love myself.'
She sees Mashiro and Kensei they were all sweaty from training but before Mashiro could even talk to (Your Name) she quickly bows and continues off . A look of worry comes past Mashiro as she turns back to look at the younger shinigami, Kensei knows but never says anything, it was like he was respecting her space and privacy.
Night time came and Shuhei couldn't sleep at night. He tossed and turned every night, hoping she would return to their place together that they use to call home. He thought of every reason why she would act the way she is now. His only guess was that he had a small crush on Rangiku but who didn't. Shuhei wasn't that type of guy so honestly that probably wasn't the reason. He sighs in irritation and sits up from the futon. 'It's going to be another sleepless night I guess.'
(Your Name) woke up late again from training and she cursed because Kensei was going to beat her ass again. "Awe shit! I don't wanna run laps!" She screams putting her hair up and running out her room. Since her and Shuhei broke up the news got around seireitei and it was so uncomfortable for the both of because everyone was bombarding them with questions of what happen but of course none of them said anything. It was like they mutually understood each other.
As she makes it towards the field the shinigami's were all already their and she heard some whispers about the break up and how some of the girls were going to take their chances now. She rolls her eyes and just focus on their task for today. Looking around she noticed that the captain was late but that was never likely. 'Maybe captain had something urgent come up but that means.' She looks up and makes contact with Shuhei.
It was awkward as he looks away from her cold eyed. She felt the poison now that she gave him for months. She wanted to yell and scream, it was so embarrassing. After all she wasn't a high rank officer or anything special so it was like he was laughing at her face that he downgraded to date someone like her. She also looks away and makes her way to the back of the group so he wouldn't have to see her as much.
Their task today was sparring and on captains orders you went against anyone that was next in line because he told his squad "You never know how big or small your opponent will ever be."
(Your name) turn came and she was up against a big fellow, unlike the girls the boys in her squad were all usually nice to her so she wonder if he would hurt her. He wouldn't though. The first swing came fast and she jumped back onto a tree branch and used it as a stepping stone to lunge towards the big guy. "This is easy." She thinks and catches his arms and flips him over and twisted the other arm.
"Alright alright I lost!" He shouts and storms off a little pissed a tiny girl like her beat him.
Shuhei doesn't say a word and watches the next match and she scoffs and walks away from the training. "Where are you going (Last Name)" He asks looking from the corner of his eyes.
"Great we are on last name terms now?"
His back towards her and she felt a parallel memory of this scene. "Leaving." She replies as it caused a small scene from the other squad members that were around them. "Mashiro take care of the rest of this." He orders and follows (Your Name) to the barracks.
"Stop following me." She says to him and opens her room door. He stops the door from closing as he leaves his arm on the wall so she wouldn't slam it. She rolls her eyes and let down her hair. Shuhei mesmerizes the color of her hair as it sways down and lands softly on her back. He looks away as she turns to face him now.
"What do you want?"
"You know why I'm here." He says.
"If you want a blowjob I'm sure the girls out their is happy to give you one." She jokes and pushes him out but he doesn't move a inch as she gives him a look to leave or else. "How can you joke like that when you know how I feel about you." He defends back as she looks away from him now.
"I can't." She whispers and walks backwards till she's up against a wall and Shuhei is holding her waist for support.
"(Your Name) you know I'm here for you, stop acting like you are alone." He comforts and she places her hands on his chest so their was still space between them. She sighs as he rest his chin on her head.
"Worthless."
"Ugly."
"Weak."
"Attention whore."
"STOP!" She screamed and pushes Shuhei back causing him to fall and hit his head on the floor and she looks at him with scared eyes before running out again. He rubs his head and curses. "Shit."
Running out she didn't know where to go, every corner she turns their was someone asking if she was alright. "Right, I know I look crazy."
Her thoughts were interrupted when the captains voice called her name. Kensei happen to be walking back from a meeting when he saw her running like she was being chased down and she looked physically drained. "Captain." She whispers as she finally broke down.
Kensei rushes and catches her before she fell on the floor. "Oi!"
"I'm sorry, captain I haven't been feeling well." She argues and gets up attempting to walk back to the barracks. "(Last Name) you need to keep your head up, we are team for a reason." He tries his best to comfort her and ruffles her head. "Shuhei is your other half, we live to rely on each other, being alone is burdensome. Try to understand where he is coming from."
The next few weeks were a blur for her, she took some days off when she wasn't feeling well and she hadn't seen Shuhei since, but every now and then he'd send her some food he made on his free time. It was always her favorite foods and desert, it helped with the healing and gave her comfort. At first she didn't want to believe that someone had her back but as time passed by she knew that Shuhei was always going to be there for her through thick and thin.
"Hey." She said smiling towards him as he got home late from a mission. He looked at their house surroundings and it seems that she moved everything back in place.
"Welcome home." He warmly says giving her a long comforting hug as she nuzzles his chest.
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