#keep me posted on things on dscrd if you want

[strywoven]

today is the unofficial start of my final term for my degree , tomorrow being when i really head back to campus for classes. from this point onwards (~16 weeks or so ) , i'll be dead to the world and my presence / activity will be incredibly scant. don't expect much out of me during this time ; my academics are INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT to me , so my time to my studies take precedence over my blog. the best way to reach me during this time for chatting / plotting / writing is via discord , which i can give you if you want it , otherwise ... i'll see you when i check in a month from now !!

[aintashes]

i have to be honest, y'all. this site has done a giant number on my mental health and i think that being gone has shown me that it's actually just really bad for me. i've got a lot going on and every time i'm here it only makes my mental health worse, so i think the best decision that i can make for myself is to step away completely.

i don't know if this is a permanent goodbye. i hope that it's not, because rping on this site has been a giant part of my life for years and i genuinely want to be here, but at the same time, i can't take care of myself if i am.

if you want to keep up with my writing, i decided that i'll be posting ( mostly daryl-centric / twd-centric ) fanfics on ao3. i'll also be posting on a sideblog here, but it'll just be somewhere to dump my daryl / twd edits and i won't be actively engaged or checking notifs very often.

i sincerely appreciate everyone here and i love the things we've been able to create together. this community is full of wonderful writers and amazing people, and it's been a great privilege to meet and write with y'all. genuinely, thank you for the love you've always given to daryl and i on this blog. i cannot express enough how it truly means the world. ♡

tl;dr: my mental health is significantly better off without this site, so i'm stepping away. i'll still be writing and creating, just not here.

if we're mutuals and you want to keep in contact, please feel free to come find me anywhere listed below if you haven't already!

dscrd ( mutuals only ): glargyldixon edits sideblog: @finaldixon ao3 username: aintashes

i love y'all. thank you for everything. take care. :')♡

[sunshinechae]

hey there party people! some of you might know me, it’s ya girl (gender neutral) jamie (she/they, 24, gmt+1) w/ a sparkly new gender And a whole new muse because i can only do the same thing so many times. for everyone who doesn’t know me from past ventures, hi there, nice to meet ya. i’m not here to blabber on ab myself for too long, i am however here to introduce my little princess eunchae. you can find her profile, biography, career page & wanted connections (haha just kidding... one day... maybe???) all linked accordingly for further reading. in case that’s all a bit much, i’ll leave a quick lil rundown about her below the cut. if you want to plot, simply like this post or hmu on dscrd ( watercrystals_ ) and we can work something out together!

so, here we go, seung eunchae, variety starlet and laureled actress 

also the result of [huh yunjin vc] nepotism

her parents are famous ballad singers seung kyungtae and kim jangmi, big stars from the ‘90s/’00s, a this point they’re retired and mostly keep out of the public eye but they make the occassion appearance, never Really shaking their celebrity status

as the youngest daughter, eunchae is in fact their darling baby princess who has never done and could never do anything wrong in her life

needless to say she grew up filthy spoiled, her parents werent around that much and 

they made up for it by giving her Absolutely Everything they could think of

sadly enough the only thing eunchae Really wanted was attention and because that was the one thing she couldn’t get... well let’s say it had lasting results on her still developing psyche

in school eunchae was very popular, not that hard when you’re pretty and rich, but most of her friendships were very shallow and superficial and it involved a whole lot more backstabbing and gossiping than genuine friendships should which Also didn’t really teach her much more about how to maintain healthy interpersonal connections

the cummulative experiences through her formative years left her her with some crippling people pleasing issues, eunchae has a pathological need to be liked, by everyone, and she’s willing to bend herself into whatever shape it takes to achieve that

that’s also how she ended up wanting to enter the entertainment industry, a family friend told her that she was pretty enough to be a celebrity and her teenage brain quickly reasoned that celebrities were Very Widely Beloved, her parents being a shining example even post their career

so it was decided, all she had to do was become famous and then people would like her

(of course, this is in fact Not how it works, but that’s a problem for Later)

anyway, eunchae wanted to be famous and she had set her mind to it so the only logical course of action was to throw a fit until her parents used their industry connections and gave her her way

and that’s how she ended up signed with everlast entertainment more or less

eunchae started out as a welcome face on variety shows, at first mainly on the merit of being ‘the daughter of’ 

a year and a half into her career she made her acting debut and from that point onward she slowly established a bit more of an image of her own, who her parents are still gets mentioned here and there during promotional work and such of course, it remains a topic people love to hear about, but the Nepotism is a little less blatant and on the nose at this point, proving that she has Some talent of her own as a break-out actress

as of recent also slowly starting to dip her toes in some brand deal modelling stuff, just because Pretty Face Sells Things

her image very much rides on the whole sweetheart with a personality as pretty and angelic as her face thing, sweet, a little ditzy, innocent and all that

for those that alrdy don’t like eunchae to begin with it can feel a little over the top and annoying

eunchae’s actual personality is... hard to pin down

sure she’s a spoiled brat to the core and it shows, she can be super bratty, knows how to get her way by using those pretty doe eyes and a little pout, can be incredibly out of touch because of her upbringing and generally is just, very uncritical towards the privilege she grew up in which might just make her come across as very tone-deaf when it comes to these topics

but she is very genuinely really sweet, a little too sweet maybe, she’s very anxious and almost obsessive about attention and being liked, she will do almost anything to impress the people she really wants to be liked by, even if the results ends up being harmful to her. she’s just very desperate for approval and a little gullible on top of that, making her a very easy target for anyone looking to toy with her. also just, very conflict avoidant, will not speak up about things that are bothering her, god forbid people will grow tired of her if she does

gets very hero worship-y with the people she befriends/likes/looks up to in general

tldr i’m sorry if she’s an insufferable brat at times but pls be nice to her, she really just wants people to like her, she might simply d-word otherwise (very tinkerbell core of her)

[gyujeongfmd]

P L O T C A L L 

following the trend, and using this as a new year / new me — jk, not really i’m still the same. but consider this a post to get new connections / build on old ones, see any possible overlap with schedules and what not. i’ll be on dscrd or ims (probably on minjung, but you can still reach me on gyu) :~) anyways, spiel over, under the cut are my babies’ current doings.

if you wanted to keep any of the event threads, let me know and i’ll continue to respond! :~) 

G Y U J E O N G

emotionally, he’s still stunted. probably borderline on the edge of getting back with his first love despite not knowing what he’s falling into — either way, he’ll be caught up with that mentally to the point where he won’t have time for other conversations / be short-fused for a bit (idk maybe your muse intervenes and it just gets plain-out messy, angsty chaotic roll of confusion)

as a result, old friends he might have more arguments as he’ll be more pensive / uptight in the current situation while new friendships may have to be paused because he’ll be hard to get a hold of (on a day where you might get a hold of him, drag him out because 99% of the time he’s been cooped up in his room)

in addition, his personal life has been aired out by today’s seoul — so bring it up and you get an even bigger bitch

career wise, he is still working on his otakgyu line. lmao, it’s been a while since he released the last batch, but gold star has him worked to the point where he hasn’t been able to release. so, he’s finally gonna release it this quarter, so hit him up and get that promo box of shoes

music wise — he’s working on his own solo project as gold star told him he had to get that shit done because fans have been asking for it after his last album. so, he’s working on drafting up a song to appease them. catch him in the studio this quarter

on top of that, he’s been tasked as gold star’s teddy to come up with things for ultraviolet’s comeback — ask him about it, or don’t either way he’s not very happy with either of those things since he feels he has so many other better things to do but has to do this shit instead

platinum, he’s created two of their title tracks which he’s not that happy about? but then again, when is he really happy about creating things for gold star’s capitalistic greed? nonetheless, he’s been working on those tracks so when they get released maybe your muse is a fan or not? idk let him hear it out or any overlap in promotions work! 

all in all, grumpy gyu back x100 — if you want something antagonistic or just neutral, you know he’s your guy

M I N J U N G

if gyu is emotionally stunted still, minjung is emotions on haywire. she’s reeling in what she feels for the people around her / the people of her past, and wrapped up in processing those viscerally one by one that you’ll probably get more bits of abstractism from her this quarter? more aloof, and more times she’ll be staring off doing nothing than being proactive and moving

friendships, she likes to keep the small fraction of people she’s close to. so, she’ll answer calls pick up, and invite for face to face interactions over any texts / phonecalls. hang out with her and she’ll probably just want to get drunk and talk about how the world likes to fuck her over time and time again despite her being the catalyst for her own demises

career wise, equinox isn’t doing anything too flashy. the next round of comebacks are also so… not her. she’s really regretting re-signing with gold star at this point since each comeback has just been plain out shit since she’s resigned.

however, work doesn’t have her that stretched thin group wise? so, catch her at gold star buildings — recording, dance practice, etc.

solo wise, she’s released some good bops (i’m biased) — so, gold star’s ready to bust her in the first quarter of 2022 with a comeback album. she’ll be writing songs during this time, and finding bits of inspiration in her time off. music talk of past releases / future releases or just getting her out of work, all of it fits her schedule

aka if you just want your muse’s head to be fucked with riddles, minjung can be your gal

others

anything base complex related or just related to the friendships within gold star / volunteering could also work since both of my muses are in gold star! or it doesn’t have to be schedule based, so if you want to do something outside that realm, i’m down too!

[fmdjaewonarchive]

event post time lets goooooo. as usual, under the cut there will be some general ideas for event, pls like this post or slide into my ims/dscrd if u wanna plot! i’m trying to be as detailed as possible but like, there is a lot going on, this list probs won’t be exhaustive. i’m also open to p much anything so pls don’t feel limited to any of these plots!! im down for anything!!! either way, continue below the cut if u wanna know more ab what my kids are getting up to (any dates that arent specified i just... didn’t decide on anything and am open to Absolutely anything):

JAEWON: 

general: backstage at the concerts is v welcome for any of the days, just idk, hanging out, i’m tryna keep this v general. pros: jaewon is p proud for unity snatching one of the three closing performance slots, dimensions’ pride indeed. cons: he probably has his tits out, jaewon always has his tits out on stage, he rlly lives like this. anyone is allowed to feel whatever way he wants ab either of those two things.

dec 26: jaewon pulls a blue card cuz sexy pool montage of jaewon. ok im kidding (kinda). idk, kick his ass at games, team up w him to crush the competition,  drown his stupid ass, literally anything.

dec 26: so SOMEONE learned his lesson from the halloween party, no alcohol at the ball for him. come clown him w/ memories of that night (he sure doesnt have any) or idk, try to talk him into drinking (he won’t)

dec 26: in general, i think jaewon might forego most of the party, just find a quiet spot to hang out, look at the sea or some fake deep shit. if anyone is feeling up to it come hang out w him and, idk, reflect on the past year. it’s a time for realizing stuff. (the muse in question would have to b somewhat close to jaewon for this but like im always down to plot that out!)

dec 27: idk, jaewon will probably forego most of the traveling and exploring, opt for a calm day on board instead, anything re: that is super welcome.

dec 28: jaewon ends up in team red for the day so like, kitchen antics w/ jaewon. he’s a surprisingly good cook (shoutout to grandma park, the real og, for kicking this idiot into the kitchen since a young age)

dec 30: jaewon pulls blue again and... you’d think he wouldn’t be as disgruntled about it? someone pls kick his shins till he accepts going to the spa isn’t such a bad thing sir just relax for one (1) day it will Not kill you

YUANJUN: 

dec 26:  yuanjun pulls a yellow card cuz dancing king xiao yuanjun sure as hell is fucking involved in this god damn flashmob sUE ME. local enthusiastic dance teacher, will annoy anyone who Doesn’t Want To Be There into having fun and partaking, cutely messing around w people who are having a good time anything you need him to!

dec 26: in their free time after that he’ll def drag someone along to come explore the ship with him so like!!! will they get lost? possibly, but it will be Fun

dec 26: someone decorate sugar cookies w him at the holiday ball pLEASE

dec 27: yuanjun is DEFINTELY exploring the hecc out of taipei, grab dinner w him, go late night shopping w him, sightseeing, ANYTHING

dec 28: he pulls yellow again so you know how it is, photo session at the zoo, you just know he’s going to vibing so hard taking pictures of animals. whether they succeed or not i’m not decided on, im down for either way tbh

29 dec: YUANJUNS BDAY BITCHESSSSSS. ill probs write up an open ab this, but he’s !!!! going to be so annoying the entire day, he WILL be acting like bc has organized this entire thing Just for his 21st bday and u can’t stop him (you can try tho, feel free to attempt and burst his bubble). again, i’ll do a general open for this but if anyone wants to do anything specific for his bday let me kno uwu

30 dec: this time he ends up w a red card and he will be whining and pouting about his, he rlly has to clean up? the day after his birthday? preposterous how dARE they

31 dec: firework go boom and yuanjun WILL be endlessly fascinated by it, idk man why do we let him look at dangerous explosive things. this isn’t an idea but? it could be? i think? idk man

MINAH: 

general: someone that teams up w/ minah and makes a pact to try every restaurant on the ship at least once,,, good food is important okay

dec 26: minah pulls blue and... why do they expect her to play pool games? idk man she’s just going to be worried ab people cuz pls don’t drown children. also good luck if u are on a team w her for anything, you’ll probs lose

dec 26: someone,,, come make,,, gingerbread houses w minah,,, i just think it’d be neat,,, pls i need this

dec 26: minah will mourn not having like a classic christmas at home watching stupid movies and shit, someone that sets up some kind of small tradition w her at the ball to make up for it?

dec 28: minah pulls red and wow kitchen work w minah thats neat she knows how to cook this will be easy WRONG ur stuck w her and shes a huge control freak and will correct every little thing you do and jesus christ woman leave them ALONE they’re TRYING

dec 30: minah pulls red,,, again,,, and tbh this time she won’t be as annoying, just some therepeutic cleaning, if ur muse complains ab it tho she might lecture them. alternatively: ur muse pulled yellow and they think they’re being casual but minah calls them out cuz “hey i didnt see u around before have u been slacking???”

dec 31: minahs baby sister minji is attending the busan concert and minah will be over the moon about it, odds are she will chat ur muses’ ear off ab it backstage, sorry not sorry!

YENA:

general: first things first, yena doesn’t have a roommate yet so like,,, any female-presenting muses hit me UPPPP 

general: yena will be complaining backstage at the concerts tbh, she’s tryna celebrate a vacation here why does she have to WORK, does anyone really care to see gal.actic perform anyway?

dec 26: yena pulls red and has to help decorating which honestly she’ll enjoy but i also just need someone to playfully fuck around w her cuz yena doesnt Do excessive labor and instead decorate her in tinsel instead because yes, yena IS the main attraction here thank you

dec 26: yena WILL spend most of the holiday ball in the indoor pool, chilling in a jacuzzi w a glass of champagne or smth, real hot girl shit, you know how it is

dec 28: lucky queen pulls blue which means she gets to go shopping, it also means she’s going to try and scam someone into spending their money on buying her pretty things, whether she’s succesful or not

dec 30: this time. yena is on team yellow and she ends up later tagging along to the spa day and tbh, id like to think she’d do a pretty convincing job at it, acting queen nam yena pop off

dec 31: if u think yena will see the new year sober ur WRONG and truly u should know better, if there is any night she goes stupid crazy its this night just saying

jan 1: god she’s going to complain the living FUCK outta the day cuz of that god damn fansign, in part cuz shes hangover and part cuz ew who even is a gal.actic stan in 2020. either join her in her complaining or lecture her ab being thankful for fans or smth!