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[theraefiles]

Can We Always Be This Close

In which they never left the hotel at the start of 18x18 and nothing of what came after that happened.

So here’s some soft and smutty hotel room Kaimelia <3

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a/n: it's been ages since i've written so i'm not entirely satisfied with how it turned out, but i wanted to finish it before the finale airs tonight cause god knows whats gonna happen.

Hope you enjoy! <3

- Rae

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Amelia is panting as she rolls off to the side of them, caressing their arm as she laid back down onto the pillow beneath her, their arm resting right beneath it. Her hand coming up to tangle in their hair.

“Wow..” her breathing still not quite back to normal. “That was..”

“Better than forcing me to go sightseeing?” they tease, smile beaming at her.

“Ah. I don’t know.” she sighs, “The view from the space needle is pretty spectacular.”

“Hmm. More spectacular than this?”, they say, voice hoarse with lust, coming up to nuzzle up closer to her, their nose slightly squished against her face as they plant soft kisses across her cheek and jaw.

“Mhm.. You can see Mount Rainier..” she pauses briefly at the sensation of their lips on her neck. “Puget Sound, Meredith’s house..” the sudden realization quickly snapping her out of their perfect bubble. “We’re late, we g- we gotta go. Maggie is gonna freak out. We gotta go.” she continues, sheets rustling as she starts getting up.

“Hey, hey..” they interrupt, arm snaking up across her chest. “You sure?” they ask, lightly brushing her chin with their thumb, hand traveling down and spreading gently actress her throat. “We could just stay here, call and say we’re not feeling well. Could say I have jet lag or something.” they smirk, their hand now on a journey across Amelias chest.

She looks at them with a slight side eye, her voice soft “Kai, Seattle is only a 2 hour time difference from Minnesota, you wouldn’t get that jet lagged from jus-” She starts, but is quickly interrupted. “Hey!” Their tone slightly raised, brows furrowing in that playfully mad way only they could make look cute. “For all they know I could be really sensitive to time differences, I just flew in last night so for my body it’s 2 hours later than it is here. Ergo I’m not feeling well and need to rest, too bad.” they chuckle, other hand coming up to cup the back of her head as the other pulls her closer to them.

Her hand coming up to softly cup their cheek, fingers lightly tangling in their hair.

“You know what? Yeah, screw the party. It’s gonna be weird and awkward anyway with everyone trying to test Nick, seeing if he’s good enough for Meredith, and to be honest, I don’t have the best experiences with big dinner parties. I would rather just spend the day here, cherishing every last second with you.” eyes beaming up at them, butterflies spreading throughout her whole body as their fingers dance across her chest, gently caressing her breasts before slowly continuing down to where she wants their touch the most, mouth coming down to meet hers in a soft kiss. “Good idea, you know I’m not that great in large crowds anyway.” They whisper as they plant kisses across her jawline, gently nipping at her ear, eliciting a moan and a sharp inhale as she pulls them closer, leg coming up to grant their touch entrance once again.

“We.. we should te-“ Her voice breathy as she makes one final attempt to collect her mind before letting them take her to heaven again. “I should text Maggie, let her know we cant make it..” Trailing off again, breath shaky. Their touch hot against her already sweaty body and it takes everything in her to keep this one thought collected.

“Yeah, that’s probably a good idea..” they whisper, their breath dampening her jaw as they reach for the phone on the nightstand.

She immediately misses their touch, a groan slipping out at the interruption as they hand her the phone.

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“Can’t make it.

Kai’s not feeling well from the flight.

Tell Meredith we’re sorry.”

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She presses send as she blindly aims for the bedside table, missing, phone falling to the floor. But she doesn’t even notice the thud of the device hitting the floor as they’re leaving a damp trail of kisses all down her torso as her hand comes down to intertwine with theirs, their mouth making its way past her bellybutton, their free hand gently caressing her outer thigh. Their touch deliberately just inches away from where they know it would make her lose any ounce of sanity she had left.

She lets out a moan, her body involuntarily thrusting into their touch in a desperate attempt to get it to where she wanted, needed, it the most. The desperation of her movement eliciting a light chuckle from underneath the covers as their fingers finally dip into her, the heel of their palm pressing against her pubic bone as they quickly find the spot they’ve come to learn is her most sensitive. Her hands coming down to tangle in their hair, pulling them as close to her as possible as she’s panting, feeling her orgasm build quickly under their mouth and hands, every last nerve in her body tingling as the wave takes her, grabbing onto the sheets for dear life as their hand comes up to her neck.

They chuckle at the sight of her bright red face as they come up from under the covers, flicking away the strand of hair that’s gotten stuck to their forehead as the fresh air hits their face. Placing soft kisses across her stomach as they come up to settle next to her as they both catch their breath for a minute.

Amelia chuckles as she turns her towards them, stroking their flushed cheek as she softly presses her lips to theirs, tasting herself on their lips. “Yeah, this is definitely better than going to that dinner party.”

“Mhm..” They hum into the kiss, nodding softly in agreement as they run their fingers up and down her back, tracing little maps and shapes onto her slightly sticky skin as they both start to cool down, heart rates slowly returning to normal, as well as their breathing.

Amelia lets an “I love you” slip as they’re cuddled up, their head nuzzled into the crook of her elbow, their palm spread across her ribs. At first she doesn't think they heard it, thank god, as they’re both starting to doze off, but Kai turns to fully face her, looking deeply into her eyes and the realization that they’d heard what had not been intended to be said out loud. Not now, not yet, and for a moment she panics, “Oh my god, it’s too soon. I’m so sorry” she trails off, turning to get up but gets stopped by their hand coming up to gently cup her cheek, their thumb wiping away a tear she hadn't noticed escape her eye.

“Amelia..” They start, their voice soft as they gaze deeply into her eyes and it felt like they were looking straight into her soul as she felt a sudden rush of anxiety wash through her body.

“I love you too”, they whisper, pressing a soft kiss to her lips and she feels herself melt into them. Her arm wrapping around their back pulling them closer, inhaling their scent. A scent she would never get enough of. A scent she hoped she could spend the rest of forever waking up and falling asleep to. They fall asleep like that, their hand in her hair, her arm draped across their waist, legs tangled under the covers. Just pure bliss.

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i have this published on my ao3 too, if you wanna go over there and show it some love that would be super appreciated ❤️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/39245361