#kahalangdon

[weirdsht]

kahalangdon . 5 - last

a/n: rewrote this like 5+ times and i still dont like how it turned out. also I feel like this series should be longer but im afraid ill ruin it more if i continue so im ending it here lol

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd, existential crisis, hints unhealthy coping mechanisms, I can't conclude

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

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kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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Every single living being has dignity. It's a thing that everyone is born with. We are the ones who can hold and decide what we want to do with that dignity. Some strengthen it, some get lost in it. There are even some people who lose it in exchange for degeneracy.

But what about those who are stripped off of it? What does dignity mean to them?

That’s a question you ask yourself often nowadays. A question that you surely wouldn’t be able to ponder on when you were still back with the White Star. The question didn’t stem out of nowhere. You started  questioning everything a few days after you reunited with your hyung and got officially adopted  by the crown prince, oh you should really start calling him appa now.

A few days after everything settled, the lessons and training that every royal has to go through started. Yours is a bit more special since you have a dragon teacher. At first it confused you. Why is Goldie Gramps, the only name you know because that’s how Raon introduced him, one of your teachers when you’re supposed to be learning etiquette?

It was that day you learned what you really reincarnated as. Everything started to make more sense. Reason why White Star was so meticulous when it came to you, why they kept insisting that you’re the only one they can use for the mana and black mana fusion thing they wanted, why they kept whispering and researching about how to not make you ‘grow’. Things you didn’t understand back then you can now comprehend. 

Of course that didn’t stop your poor brain from overheating from the information that they loaded in you. Luckily Cale-hyung knew it would happen and went with Eruhaben, who he formally introduced to you since he doubts Raon would. 

Now that brings us to the predicament you’re in.

Existential crisis started seeping in from every bit of your being. 

You’re a dragon. A great and mighty dragon as Raon-hyung, how he insisted you call him, taught you. You’re supposed to be someone who has a lot of pride and dignity, someone who’s  supposed to be proud of yourself.

Someone who's suppose to be majestic just by merely existing.

However you aren’t anything like that. Maybe you being human in your previous life was to blame. Maybe the trauma you accumulated back in that ruined world was the reason. Maybe you can even shift blame to White Star and his actions.

None of that matters though. Because no matter how hard you think about it, it still results in you crying in your soft pillows in the middle of the night. Weeping silently inside your lavish room that you previously thought was a mere guestroom. 

You opted crying when no one could hear you. Wanting to show everyone that you’re moving forward made you do so. Mentality that you can’t show any weakness slowly eating you alive as you suffer every night.

Inside you know that it’s safe now. You may not be with your beloved hyung but your new appa isn’t so bad either. He guides  you in every step of the way. Provides you everything you want and need. He even told you the secret of his lineage and let you meet his dark elf relatives, something that resulted in you being greatly confused because these beautiful creatures seem to praise your every breath. 

Still even with how prominent Alberu’s care and protection is, you still didn’t allow yourself to be weak. There’s a lot of nobles that are against the crown prince’s decision and that fact didn’t go past you.

Okay maybe you will admit to yourself that all of this is just excuses. All of the reasons that you pile  on top of one another are just you being in denial that you're traumatized. Because you don’t want to be seen as weak, especially after hearing how common people praise the names of your guardians and the others associated with them.

But no matter how hard you try to put on a facade, someone was bound to notice. Someone that knows you probably better than yourself and someone who knows too well what it looks like to hide something. Both of their parental instincts nagged them before their observation skills even caught on.

Hence the reason why both of them are by your side right now, busy schedules be damned. Kingdom, continent, world, even the entire universe doesn’t matter. All Cale and Alberu wanted was for you to lean on them. Know that there’s people that will help, there’s people that will grab you if you just reach your hand out.

Reach your hand out was what you did. On that day no one bothered the three of you as you spilled your heart out, more than you did when you reunited with your hyung. No one judges you as you tell them the things you’ve been thinking, detrimental thoughts and nightmares that ate you alive every night.

“No one will ever hold it against you for acting like a child, because you are one.”

“Healing isn’t something that you can force, it also isn’t something that comes overnight”

Meaningful words of consolation from the two finally reached you. Perhaps you can’t still fully grasp the meaning behind them but don’t worry they’ll be with you at every step of the way until you fully understand their intentions.

After that day they seemed  to be more attentive when it comes to you. Alberu always makes time out of his busy schedule to spend with you, Cale also deliberately causes trouble to keep his sworn brother busy so he can steal you away. It doesn’t help that Raon has a knack of suddenly appearing and teleporting you away so the two of you can roam around the marketplace, of course everything you buy is on the palace's tab. 

Everyone took it upon themselves to simply give you the liberty to act like the child you are. Give you the childhood you missed in both of the lives you’ve lived. Sure you ‘paid for your meals’ but Cale and Alberu never made their people do something they know their people can’t handle.

Surely the love and affection you received from everyone amounted to something. You started showing what you’re really like, the you that Cale and Choi Han know, the latter knowing thanks to a certain descendant's memories. You started being more open and vulnerable with them, you even started being more cheeky.

Poor Alberu can only curse and get agitated at his instructor and sworn brother for not informing him just how playful  you are. To which the two just laughed at him with the red head saying.

“Where’s the fun if you knew?”

One of your quirks seems to be you quickly jumping into absurd conclusions that no one knows where you got from.

Like that one time where you woke up in the middle of the night so you went to your appa’s room to sleep beside him. What you weren’t expecting though, was for your dad to be wide awake and talking to a communication device.

“Appa why are you awake? Oh you’re talking to Rok- uh Cale-hyung, are you courting each other or something? Should I start calling hyung appa too?”

Alberu should’ve been happy that you finally called him appa. He would’ve found how you were draped in a blanket while hugging one of the stuffies he gave you cute if it weren’t for the next words that came out of your mouth. So instead the poor overworked man nearly choked on his tea while the man on the other side of the orb can only sigh in exasperation. 

Most of the time Alberu can’t  help but think that he adopted a mini Cale. How can he not think that way when your personality is so like his dongsaeng. From the way you like novels to you always insisting that slacking off is the best to even your impressive smarts, it’s just so Cale  like. When he brought this up one time to Cale the man just shrugged his shoulders, but Alberu could clearly see the way the corner of the red head’s mouth went up a bit.

Naturally nothing ought to be fun and games. Healing is also never an easy process. Still you’re more at ease now that you know you have people you can trust with you. Yesterday might always leave it’s stain but at least now you aren't alone.

[yiskashekina]

Nabanhaw nga HARI Ang ulo nga gakorona'g tunok Himaya na gikorona Ang miluhod para manghugas ug tiil Miyukbo mis tiilan Niya Ang nagsul-ob sa atong sala ug kaulaw kahalangdon nay gisuloban Ang kahayag sa Iyang gugmang higpit Nagdan-ag tanan makakita Imong Ngalan kadaugan Tanang pagdayeg kang HESUS lamang (REPEAT) Ang kahadlok nga naghupot namo Nawagtang sa kalinaw NIYA Ang iyang katapusang ginhawa Sa krus Nagbuhi nako Imong ngalan, kadaugan Tanan pagdayeg, YESHUA Hari lang (REPEAT) Sa spiritu mo gabangon ko Gikan s' kapildihang abo Ang nabanhaw nga Hari, nagabanhaw ka nako Sa ngalan mo nabuhi ko Ipahayag kadaugan mo Ang nabanhaw nga Hari, nagabanhaw nako The tomb where soldiers watched in vain Was borrowed for three days His body there would not remain Our God has robbed the grave Our God has robbed the grave (yes He has, yes He has) Your Name, Your Name is Victory All Praise shall rise to CHRIST our KING (REPEAT) By Your Spirit I will rise from the ashes of defeat The Resurrected King is resurrecting me In Your Name I come alive to declare Your Victory The Resurrected King is resurrecting me

[weirdsht]

kahalangdon . 4

a/n: idk which one is longer this chapter or chapter 2

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

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kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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Cale, no Kim Rok Soo is the type of person that just adjusts and goes along with whatever’s happening. He's someone that’s rarely shaken no matter what life throws at him. But this was just too much.

‘I’m going to smack that God of Death later and have Cage curse him’

But no matter how flexible one is, living beings will always come face to face with disadvantageous things. That thing has now come face to face with Cale.

Ever since he saw the kid’s face that’s residing in his sworn brother’s arms, he knew in his soul who that kid is. How could he forget the very last person that slipped away from his hold before transmigrating as Cale Henituse. She may have been reincarnated but she looks and sounds the same as the kid Cale knew and cared for back on Earth, and when she slowly muttered “Rok Soo-hyung” his heart leaped.

Cale still needs to stay vigilant, no matter what his heart and soul tells me, he must put logic above first. Maybe it was him being in disbelief, maybe in denial, no matter Cale thinks that he made a sound decision. Thus why he decided to first sit and observe.

“Ahem I may be someone who’s been confined for a long time but I am not that naive. I think I have an idea on why I am brought here and I’m willing to cooperate. Just please don't expect too much from me as they also tell me, a kid, pretty much nothing.”

‘I see she’s still sharp and witty. Although she’s speaking as though she wasn’t admiring the setting and the characters of the novel this came from a few minutes ago’

He couldn’t help and suppress a chuckle as he listened to what this cute kid had to say. Cale wouldn’t usually describe something as cute, but he thinks this one time is warranted since she’s acting based on how he taught her before.

[Human, this baby dragon is also great and mighty! Too bad we already decided that she’ll be under the kind crown prince’s care]

Raon’s words felt like a bucket of iced water to Cale. Due to the longing he was trying to suppress, he nearly forgot about the deal that went on before they met the child. Nevertheless Cale is good at suppressing so the conversation went smoothly.

Questions after questions came, some easy to answer, some she didn't even know existed. Still, the brave little girl in front of Cale tried to answer all the questions they had.

Things went on for longer than they had taught but all now they had more information that could help them. The group was about to leave the room and let the exhausted child rest when Cale pulled them aside.

“I need to talk to her alone, all of you can go on ahead”

“Are you sure Cale-nim?”

“Yes, you too Raon. Maybe you can get some sweets for her, she likes those.”

Choi Han may have his nephew’s memories but he wasn’t with them when they first met the girl. That’s why he has doubts, but decided to trust Cale and his decisions.

“Just promise that you’ll give us an explanation later. I’m going to be the child’s guardian after all so I at least should know this things”

With that the group left to give the two privacy.

For the first time today, Cale took a good look at the child sitting down on the bed the palace workers had prepared. Signs of abuse and malnutrition were visible on her body. Her features and voice may be the same, but at the same time she looks different from the girl Cale and his closest friends from earth raised.

“I.. let me introduce myself to you. I’m Cale Henituse, eldest child and trash of Count, no it’s Duke now, Henituse. Before that, I.. I was first KIm Rok Soo. I was first on earth, I first watched the world turn upside down, I first fought for my survival, and I first brought in a kid that me and two other guys raised not long after I went under Lee Soo Hyuk’s company team.”

There was an uncharacteristic vulnerability in his voice as he spoke. Cale knew who this kid was and he knew that she would understand his words, but that didn’t stop the anxiety from creeping in. The anxiety and guilt that has been gnawing Cale inside-out only seem to worsen as he saw the child look at him with teary eyes.

He knows more than anyone else in this world just how brave this child is. He knows more than anyone the hardships she has gone through back on earth, especially before he met her and took her in. More than anyone in the world, and most especially in this castle he knew what this girl is like. Thus why he also knows just how innocent and vulnerable she really is.

“I- Are you really my hyung? You’re not lying right? You don’t have to mind reading magic or something like that right?”

“It’s me, it’s really me. The one that took you in and the one who introduced you to books.

This is the hyung you used to call lazy as he seem to just read books but still join him on reading until you fell asleep.

The hyung that read the first three volumes of Birth of a Hero with you and laughed as you complain about why isn’t there someone like the protagonist Choi Han to beat up all the monsters back on earth.

It’s me one of older brothers that you refer to as hyung just because it had a nice ring to it

And this hyung is sorry for leaving you to go through all that alone but I promise that you won’t go through that ever again, not on my watch.”

By the time he finished speaking the kid had flung her weak body on him and was sobbing. Incoherent sobs and wailing were probably heard outside the room but neither of them cared.

Soon tears dried up and the conversation continued with the polymorphed girl’s eyes swollen red. Cale listened as she shared everything that happened to her ever since she was born in this world.

How she was scared when she woke up after clearly dying in a new world

How a man who strangely looked like him insisted that he was her father, or at the very least her guardian.

How she was almost deceived and trusted the man

How she learned the cruel reality, and suffered for years under the White Stars watch.

How bad she wanted to cry and almost gave up but remembered what her hyungs taught her

Eyes that were already swollen were filled to brim with tears once more. The years that Cale has missed in his child’s life were explained in detail. In turn, Cale also shared his experience of what happened to him throughout the years they were apart.

What happened to him after she died

What books he read and continued in her stead

What he did instead of grieving as that was a luxury in their world

What are his goals

What he did right after learning he was now Cale Henituse

What mess he committed to achieve his slacker life dreams

What trashy actions he committed in front of the nobles

Everything, just everything that came to his mind he told her. Like that the two of them caught up with each other. Wounds weren’t healed but they stopped stinging for the time being.

The moment that Cale said to his group turned into minutes. Minutes turned into hours and just like that two of them fell asleep with no regard whatsoever to the world.

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kahalangdon . 1

a/n: barely started this and there's already another fic idea on my head. i'm so good at thinking of plots but lack the skills to actually write it. Anyways enjoy and lmk what you think!

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

Pls don't repost my work anywhere without my permission

If there's something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it

Any form of interaction toward the post is appreciated <333

kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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The cleanup after the battle with White Star and the Sealed God was going surprisingly well. Sure there were some difficult people that they had to deal with but it was fairly manageable with Cale and Alberu’s glib tongues. All that was left to do now was tidy up some of White Star's base that they haven’t gotten to yet.

A certain dragon half-blood must’ve gotten a whim of things as the Roan Kingdom’s crown prince is now directly talking to him.

“And what made you think that you have the basis to strike a deal with me?”

Honestly, Alberu was somewhat curious about what the half-blood had in mind but of course he wouldn’t give in immediately. The crown prince needs to think this through first as they cannot wholeheartedly trust this chimera given their history.

“You need information as to where some of the base and workplace that White Star has and I need a favor regarding one of those places”

“Hmmm, alright then speak. I’ll hear you out first before I decide on what to do.”

Alberu got comfortable on the chair as he started to listen to what the half-dragon could possibly want.

“In one of the places I can provide the location of, there’s another dragon there. I don’t really know how old that thing is but I do know she’s younger than the kid here. My request is pretty simple, get that thing out of there then dispose of it or something, I don’t care.”

If Alberu was surprised he did a good job not showing it on his face. The quarter dark elf knew that White Star has some prejudice towards dragons but Alberu never expected for him to keep one.

‘He didn’t kill it or feed it to the fake dragon slayer or this half-blood here?’

For a moment he contemplated asking that to the pile of bones in front of him but rejected it. Seeing as he was taking his time to ponder about the request the half-blood spoke again.

"I know I'm not trustworthy and you might think it's a trap but there's really a dragon younger than that kid there."

"and you're telling me this and not Cale because?"

"I don't want to see that nuisance of a kid and I'll surely see her sooner if I tell him. Do what you want with that soon-to-be chimera just keep it out of my sight"

Even the crown prince is starting to think that this half-blood is weird. It’s so obvious he cared about the young dragon in captivity but is so in denial. To be honest, the attitude made Alberu want to curse him but at the same time he understood why the chimera was acting this way.

‘Probably from what he went through under White Star’

He got bits and pieces of the story from Cale, but not the whole story. Well it doesn’t matter anyways as the guy’s sob story wasn’t that important to him or his plans.

“Elaborate on what you mean by soon-to-be chimera first then I’ll give you my answer.”

The half-blood’s explanation did the trick, Alberu agreed to ‘get the dragon out of his sight’ and he’ll compensate by providing coordinates of the other bases. After finishing that conversation the quarter dark elf promptly went to talk to Cale Henituse and the golden dragon Eruhaben.

“So that’s why you need Eruhaben-nim to go with you?”

“Yes I need someone that can confirm the child’s race as the half-blood said it doesn’t seem to be aware of what she is.”

“Just what did the White Star do for a dragon to not know that she’s a dragon…”

“Another dragon, and it’s younger than me! I wanna go! Goldie-gramps sucks at socializing so he might scare the poor baby!”

Cale and Eruhaben who were quietly thinking things through, with the latter silently setting, froze at hearing what the young dragon said. Raon may be a dragon but for everyone in the room he was a kid first. That’s why they aren’t sure how to answer as they weren’t sure if he can take it. If the half-blood’s words were true then Raon might have a hard time because he also has trauma about being imprisoned and tortured.

[weirdsht]

kahalangdon . 2

a/n: I think this is the longest chapter I wrote for this miniseries lol

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

Pls don’t repost my work anywhere without my permission

If there’s something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it

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kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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The black dragon might have understood what the three adults were thinking as he looked over at Cale and spoke with confidence.

“I’m the great and mighty Raon Miru, I can handle something as easy as this. Plus if she’s younger than me then doesn’t that make me her older brother? As her older brother I have to care for her like how On-noona and Hong-hyung do for me.”

Although a bit reluctant, they know that the dragon won’t be backing down soon so they continue planning. Directly after planning they instantly made preparation and made rescuing the soon-to-be chimera, as the half-blood calls her, their priority.

‘I might be royalty and the crown prince but I’ve had my fair share of neglect. That and she might go berserk if she stays there any longer.’

That’s what Alberu told himself as they quickly, but not hastily, made their way to the facility the half-blood provided them.

“...Why does this look like a scientific laboratory?”

“Human I don’t know what that is but I can sense a young dragon around here somewhere.”

He heard Cale mutter to himself as soon as they opened the door. Alberu had an idea on what his dongsaeng was talking about because of his trips on earth 2 and couldn’t help but silently agree. The three started inspecting the seemingly empty place. There were only three of them, Eruhaben wasn’t with them as there was no need to. Clean-up might be going smoothly but there still a lot they have to do so they have to be efficient hence why the ancient dragon is somewhere else right now.

White walls, clean, organized, the bed with straps on the center, and the alchemy tools scattered all across the room. It really looks like a science laboratory but instead of scientific experiments they had alchemy and was that dead mana over there? Observing the dead mana Alberu recalled the half-dragon’s words.

“I’m certain you or someone else in your group met that magician White Star kept by his side. By now I’m not sure about their progress but they are using the dragon to mix mana and dead mana. That’s why that kid might be a chimera right now.”

Alberu ignored the black dragon and red haired man looking around as he set his eyes on the closed door a few centimeters away from him. The two were probably looting stuff that they deemed useful or profitable so he opted on leaving them alone.

He didn’t know what he wanted to expect when he opened the door, he didn’t even know if he was expecting something. Nonetheless his heart couldn’t help but ache a bit as he saw a young girl on the corner of the tidy bed in the tiny room.

The child had her eyes closed. Anyone can see that she was expecting for someone to come in. Anyone can also see that she was scared. But there’s one thing that the man slowly walked towards the bed that others might not notice saw for himself.

This kid was ready to die

This kid probably deduced that she was going to die today and nobly accepted her fate. She probably had no choice but to do so. The crown prince hated that the human-morphed dragon was giving up but had no choice but to understand as he can acknowledge where she’s coming from.

“Ho? This is surprising that half-blood was telling the truth”

Was it because she didn’t know him or was it because the child wanted to at least look at her executioner? Alberu Crossman doesn't know what might be the reason why the young girl before him slightly opened her eyes but it was a welcomed gesture. As the dragon stared at him he could see a child-like shine filled with innocent curiosity in her eyes. Concluding that she was intrigued by him, he decided to take this opportunity and held out his hand.

“Let’s go, you’ve suffered too much already. Let me help you get out of this hell.”

No matter how curious the child may have been, she was still wary first and foremost. But she seemed to have made a judgment quickly as she took Alberu’s hand after a few moments.

‘Skinny, she’s too skinny, just how long has this child been starving?’

She might be in human form right now but she’s still a dragon. Despite that the dragon was too light for Alberu’s liking. He was carrying a child but he felt as if he was carrying a bag of bones with maybe a few rocks mixed in. The girl was clean and didn’t seem to have any threatening disease but she was light, as if she had been deprived of food for a few days. Pushing his thoughts aside as he can fix it later, Alberu walked out of the room with the kid in his arms.

As they step into the previous room he was in he can feel the girl try to bury her face in his chest as an attempt to not remember terrible things. Try as hard as she might, Alberu knows that she’s still hurting and can probably envision the things she went through in this room. He knows that there’s little to nothing he can do right now as the brain works in wonders but that doesn’t stop him from tightening his embrace in an attempt of comfort.

Sure after hearing the situation from the half-blood Alberu’s mind instantly went on as to how he can benefit and use the dragon. But he wasn’t so calculating to the point that he was heartless. Alberu still sympathizes with the poor child that didn’t know any better and promised to thoroughly look after her as he is now the one who’s responsible for the dragon.

“Oh crown prince there you are, we just finished looting the place clean!”

“I see you found her, we can go now then. Hurry up I wanna slack off after finishing this whole thing”

Sensing that he came back the two turned around and greeted the crown prince. He can see the previously empty dimensional pouches now filled. The room that was previously filled to the brim looked emptier compared to when they first got in. As he nodded in acknowledgement the black dragon flew over to him and handed him the vial of dead mana he was eyeing earlier.

“This one is yours, you came here with us so this one is free. We also saved some to give to good little Mary when we come back”

‘So this one is free’ Alberu couldn’t help but shake his head at the implication they also saved some to sell to the dark elves later. Well that’s none of his problem, he was sure that Cale would sell it at a fair price as the dark elves were their people.

Out of curiosity the young girl residing in the quarter elf’s arms looked at the new voices she heard. He could see that the polymorphed dragon made eye contact at a certain red haired ex-commander as she turned her head.

“KIm Rok Soo-hyung?”

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kahalandong . 0

a/n: i have nothing else to say aside from pls lmk what you think because i have no idea wtf i'm doing rn

Warnings: hints of abuse, inhumane experiment, not explicitly said but reader is a dragon, but was a human in their previous life, reader's gender isn't rlly said but reader is fem but the term hyung is used, idk ok hyung sounds good so i used it hehe (kinda sounds like kuya iykyk), dark thoughts, normalize blaming white radish for everything, if i miss something lmk and i'll add it

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

Pls don't repost my work anywhere without my permission

If there's something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it

Any form of interaction toward the post is appreciated <333

kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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How long has it been since you’ve been locked up here?

How long has it been since you’ve seen the sun? Or the sky in general?

How long have you been suffering under the hands of these people who call themselves alchemists and priests?

How long must you endure this torture under the guise of experiments?

How long must you be under this man called White Star who insisted that he is your father and that you have no one else but him?

You may be young but you know that the so-called White Star was wrong. He may not be aware of it but you know to yourself that your life hasn’t always been like this. Before he found the egg you hatched on, you knew that once in your life you knew warmth.

No one else might know and no one else might believe you but you yourself know that once upon your life, there were people who loved you.

As young as you might be you know that you are now living a new life. It’s a bit concerning how you can remember your hyungs but that doesn't matter right now. In fact your intact memories are a blessing in disguise.

The memories you possess are all you have, the only thing keeping you sane through all these things you’re going through. You promised to yourself that no matter what they do, no matter what they take, they can never take the memories you adore so much. No matter how hard White Star tries to probe and poke your past life out of you, you will never budge and will never tell him anything. You try to console yourself that no matter how hard your new life is, it still wasn’t as bad as what your three hyungs had to go through.

But something was weird, it was too quiet these days.

A part of you hopes that they have finally abandoned you. Maybe they deemed that you were useless and left you to die in the tiny room you’re residing all alone.

But no matter how hard you try to convince yourself, you know that that wasn’t the case. White Star and his people weren’t the type to just abandon something. You heard enough gossip from the people ‘taking care of you’ to know that once someone is of no use to them they thoroughly dispose of it.

That’s why you can’t help but just wait for the inevitable death that’s waiting. You remember that your hyungs told you several times that ‘being alive is the best’. You tried to live up to those words. But you can only do so much. Ever since you got reincarnated to this world your life was never in your hands. Not a bit of control was given to you, everything belongs to White Star. Even the smallest of your atoms belonged to the guy that looked like your Kim Rok Soo-hyung if he ever dyes his hair red.

So when the door of your abode, if you can call it that, opened you prepared yourself for the inevitable fate this cruel world has bestowed to you. Closing your eyes as you hear footsteps getting nearer, you wish to be with your hyungs in your next life. At your last moments you tried to remember your previous life.

The team members that bring you candy.

Friends that help you prank your hyungs.

Your hyungs that loved you so much.

Choi Jung Soo-hyung that always manages to convince you to do something improper only to end up being scolded by Lee Soo Hyuk-hyung.

Lee Soo Hyuk-hyung who’s serious when it’s business but is also willing to play with you and your toys no matter how childish the game is.

And your Kim Rok Soo-hyung who introduced you to the great world of books, just sitting in silence getting immersed in another world that words from pages has to offer you.

Remembering them and having hope that you’ll see them in your next life makes things easier for you. For a moment you forgot everything that happened in this life and just went back to being a child of the ruined Korea. Just a kid trying to survive with the people that took you in.

As you were reminiscing, the door to your room finally opened making you halt your breath. You tried to be strong, tried so hard to be brave, but you’re still a kid and a kid can only take so much.

But surprisingly instead of the tired yet bone-chilling voice you’re use to hearing, you hear another voice. The voice of someone you’ve never met before.

“Ho? This is surprising that half-blood was telling the truth”

You slightly opened your eyes to see a man looking at you. This man was wearing luxurious clothing you’ve never seen before. His white and blue outfit matched his luscious blonde hair that looked as if they were kissed by the sun itself. The prince-like man you’ve only heard of in novels looked at you as he offered his hand.

“Let’s go, you’ve suffered too much already. Let me help you get out of this hell.”

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Kahalangdon . 3

a/n: yea no now I remember why I don't like writing, idk how to conclude things

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

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If there's something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it

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(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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“Kim Rok-Soo-hyung?”

You muttered it to yourself but you’re sure that everyone in the room heard it. You didn’t mean to blurt out the name you’ve engraved in your mind. It was just that his eyes, not only their color but the certain look his eyes had, this red haired stranger had the same exact eyes as your hyung. Everyone looked shocked at your words. You don’t exactly know why they were shocked but you can’t trust these people, or the dragon, no matter how princely the two men looked.

“Um I’m sorry you’re clearly not him it was a mistake

I mean uhh that guy doesn’t exist

No, no um he exists, well in my mind he exists

Yes! His my imaginary friend

That’s wrong no no, imaginary friend? What imaginary friend?

I

I don’t know what that is, I don’t know anything, I’ve been locked up here for my whole life.”

The more words you stammer the deeper the grave you dig. As someone who never had to lie you’re very bad at it. Afterall, the only thing your Rok Soo-hyung has taught you were acting skills, not lying skills. As for your second life, there wasn’t even any reason to speak much less lying.

The three baffled beings quickly composed themselves and decided that the important thing right now was to get out of this place. Teleporting to the Roan Kingdom’s palace was peaceful. No one questioned you for the time being as all of them seem to be busy thinking among themselves. The cute young dragon with them appears to be fond of you for some unknown reason though.

You might’ve stayed in the golden man’s arms but that didn’t stop the dragon from trying to be affectionate. Instantly once the four of you came to the castle a room and food was prepared and soon the four of you were settled.

As this is the first time you ever went out after being born, you couldn’t help but admire and take in what this new world has to offer you. Well there was admiration but also confusion. Being born in a fantasy-like world wasn’t as surprising for you as you remember what happened to your old world. The thing is everything looked familiar. You know for sure that you haven’t been anywhere in this world and that you’ve never met these people but they were still familiar.

Those thoughts were pushed aside as you sightsee in awe. Well they were pushed aside until a chef and a butler came inside the room you were in to bring the food.

“Eat a lot, little dragon! Our chef Beacrox is a very good chef so I’m sure you’ll like them! Oh and this lemonade gramps here is our gramps Ron! He's a very good guy who takes care of us.”

Dragon? Beacrox? Ron? You might've snapped your neck in half from how fast you looked at the young dragon encouraging you to eat. That shocking statement solidified an info for you, you were born inside of the last novel you read with your Rok Soo-hyung.

‘Dragon? What dragon? The only dragon here right now is you silly. Hmm but is this really Birth of a Hero? Then that must mean that the golden guy is Alberu Crossman and that other guy is Cale Henituse. But wait, why is Cale here? Wasn’t he some guy that was only introduced for a short while? Shouldn’t it be Choi Han, the protagonist here?’

Young as you might be in both this life and your past life, the experiences you accumulated from your old ruined world still accumulated to some wits.

As soon as the food was properly set and the lemon honey tea had been poured there was another knock from the door. ‘Who could it be?’ As if reading your thoughts a black mop of hair popped out from the door.

‘It’s Choi Han! It’s really Choi Han! I think I can die in peace now that I've seen fictional characters. I wonder how my hyungs would react if they were with me…’

Excitement quickly turned into longing when you remembered your hyungs. As if sensing your mood, the dragon, who you learned was named Raon, urged you to eat more. After Choi Han’s entrance no one else came and you all ate with minimal noise.

Dread soon replaced the awe and excitement you previously felt. There might’ve been some incredible things you’ve seen but you still didn’t forget that right now you don’t know what these people want with you. Sure the young dragon seemed to be fond and Choi Han looked at you with kindness in his eyes but that doesn’t really tell you anything.

But what choice do you have? You barely know anything so you just have to accept what’s happening and hope for the best as you can’t do anything. At times like this you wished you were back on earth with your ability maybe then there was at least something that you can do for yourself.

Despite the negative thoughts brewing, you still tried to stay optimistic. From what you’ve read the people here are good people and they haven’t locked you up or anything. Instead, they seem to be treating you like you’re a guest. Well you aren’t sure just how many children visit the palace for them to have a children's guest room, but you welcome it as it reminds you of your room back on earth.

All things must come to an end and anxiety creeped up more and more as dinner was slowly having its closure. You might’ve never watched TV in your previous world due to you still being young when the world flipped but you’ve read enough books with your hyung to know where this is going. In an attempt to lessen the blow of the upcoming interrogation you initiated as soon as you and the other kid in the room finished your rations.

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dignity; a sense of pride in oneself; self-respect.

parental figure Cale and parental figure Alberu reincarnated child reader

Prompt

Chapter 0

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

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a/n: so yea this is the prompt for the series i'm trying to write. as usual everything will be platonic because i can't write romance to save my life and i just preferred it that way overall. since i'm not really experienced with writing series' and fics in general i'd keep this one short, maybe 3-5 chapters. oh and this series can honestly be connected (but not rlly) to my cale oneshot adapt. lastly the first part will be released around 9:12 p.m. GMT+8

The Dragon half-blood likes to think he doesn't care about anything, he likes denying that he saved Raon's egg, and now he's denying that he wants to save another younger dragon who's suffering under White Star.

"I know I'm not trustworthy and you might think it's a trap but there's really a dragon younger than that kid there."

"and you're telling me this and not Cale because?"

"I don't want to see that nuisance of a kid and I'll surely see her sooner if I tell him. Do what you want with that soon-to-be chimera just keep it out of my sight"

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me: oh i have some time today let's write maybe half a chapter

also me: [has currently wrote four pages and is still currently writing]

um so yea i have two chapters (or more) right now so maybe expect chapter 1 later?

I'm not going to publish everything at once though lol

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So i'm releasing a new series soon rsfgiougeptgerg

well kinda like a first series technically since creterion (my first one) was more like a bunch of oneshot under one au

anyways-

I'll be releasing the prompt that made me write this a few weeks ago first. TBH initially, my plan was for it to be parental figure!Alberu x child!reader but I love Cale sm that it turned out parental figure!Alberu x child!reader x parental figure!Cale

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April fools already passed in my country BUT IM STILL ACTING LIKE A MASSIVE CLOWN FCK

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PLS IM GOING INSANE SOMEONE TELL ME IF THEIR TUMBLR IS ALSO ON A SILLY GOOFY MOOD

and yes I'm leaking the chapter I'm suppose to post tomorrow because I'm literally about to loose my mind rn

I realize that u can't see the side of my screen but the beta option is gone

Also whenever I update it something goes wrong like lines mixed together and stuff, I've been trying to fix my kahalangdon Masterlist the whole day😭😭😭😭

There's like 3 chapters in my drafts and all of them are in shambles and I rlly wanna post the next part tomorrow, it's literally already scheduled 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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pair tagging follows the ao3 system: character/character = romantic character & character = platonic

GENSHIN IMPACT

Series

Creterion . Sagau

Sagau series that can be read as a one shot Genshin & Reader Platonic God!reader (but they don't know it) complete

Fics

huí jiā

Home is where the three of you are. This is your only principle as you travel worlds with the twins. Traveler Twins & Gn!Reader Reader is unconscious lol

A-Dreaming

Aether is helping Angels Share by bartending and there's no way you'll miss it Aether/Fem!Reader base on the bartending event

Summer Ennui

you miss your phone from your world, albedo comes to your rescue SAGAU base on GAA (2022 ver)

Drabbles and Headcannons

Pocket Genshin

Sagau

Reader with Social Anxiety

Holding Hands

Picnic

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LOUT OF THE COUNT'S FAMILY

Series

Kahalangdon

a child from Kim Rok Soo's life who got reincarnated and somehow went under the Roan Kingdom's crown prince care Cale & Alberu & Reader Child!Reader complete

Spectator

add together a lazy genius child and an accident that made said child remember their past life and what do you get? the attention of the famous sworn brother duo of the Roan Kingdom Lotcf & Reader Child!Reader complete

Disillusioned

Cale meets someone who looks like they should be a prominent character in TBOAH but there's not a single mention of them. He then tries to dismiss it as it's not his problem. His efforts will be proven futile Cale/Gn!Reader complete

Fics

Adapt

Short Cale narrative about the people he cherish Cale & Gn!Reader (but that isn't really the focus) Child! Reader

Pledge

You were his hands and feet, you're someone who vowed on your life as proof of your loyalty. Sadly that life was taken too soon, but you were given a second chance. Better make things right Cale/Gn!Reader or Cale & Gn!Reader (up to you)

Close

Everyone treasures something or someone and Cale lost his precious. Twice. Cale/Gn!Reader

Peer into the Past

Alberu strikes a deal with the God of Death, he honestly should've known better Alberu & Cale

Jib-eseo

Korean meaning at home your past life was difficult, painful. but everything is alright now for you have a new family and a very kind big brother with you Cale & Fem!Reader Child! Reader

Paperback

If there's someone who knows Cale better than himself it would probably be you Cale & Gn!Reader or Cale/Gn!Reader (it's up to your interpretation) Pt 2: Hardbound

Uphold

You weren't sure why he did the things that he did but you know him well enough to know what he wants to happen and trust him enough to have faith he had a good reason for all the things he did Lotcf & Male!Reader hints of one-sided Og!Cale/Reader

Fickle

Getting to know someone rather than instantly hating them is much easier than you think Cale/Fem!Reader Enemies to Lovers

Stratified

Cale and his problems with historical noble clothing

At Ease

the rare moment where Cale actually gets to laze around for once Cale/Gn!Reader

Lost

when you suddenly get transported into a new world with your attacker staring at you, what will you do? Lotcf & Fem!Reader

Disorientated

how and why did you wake up in another world when you were so sure transmigration couldn't be real Lotcf & Gn!Reader

Leaves

No amount of worry and reassurance from your not-so-friend Alberu can quell the insecurities dwelling in your mind. Alberu/Male!Reader

Affiance

The future may be unstable, but your love for him isn't Alberu/Fem!Reader

Can I Really? (pt. 1)

More Than Deserving (pt. 2)

It could've been a beautiful love story, sadly the cataclysm prevented it from even starting. Kim Rok Soo/Fem!Reader

Cliché

Why can't you have a normal isekai like in those stories you've read? LoTCF & Venion Stan! Reader Pt 2: Platitude

Out of Their Minds

A mermaid runaway meets a half-blood whale. Surprisingly, it doesn't go wrong. LoTCF & Male! Reader Mermaid! Reader Hints of Paseton/Reader Pt. 2: Out of My Mind

Overboard

Just a short fic of subtle yandere Cale. Subtle Yan! Cale/Gn! Reader

Selective Vacuous

4 times Cale and reader thought they were being scammed by the Church of the God of Death, and the 1 time Cale realized it wasn't a scam Cale/Fem! Reader

Flowerbed Full of Thorns

In an au where Kim Rok Soo transmigrated after dying in battle that will eradicate the monsters on earth, where would it leave reader who is his last friend? 3 Soos & Reader (all of them are dead and its focused on reader)

Our Fragile Promise in Magnolia

A childish promise from your previous lives that will never come true. Cale/Reader Kim Rok Soo/Reader (yes it's the same guy but I feel like I have to specify)

Bestfriend Bob

Cale just wanted to conduct an experiment. It somehow ended with him becoming jealous of himself. Cale/Female! Reader

Unwanted Hue

4 times everyone thought you were embarrassed/flustered because of the blush in your face, and the 1 time you actually were. Cale/Gn! Reader

Clogged Pipes

You just wanted to inform everyone of the lack of running water. How did it turn to you crying your eyes out and Choi Han being bullied for making you cry? LoTCF&Reader

Biased Concern

You were supposed to visit your lover Cale but it looks like the kids are more of your priority. Cale/Reader

May Our Fates Intertwine Once More

Loosely based on ORV's "incarnation Kim Dokja will be killed at the hands of the person he loves most". That's it, that's the tweet. Cale/Reader Fiance! Reader

Longing

What if the Molans had another child aside from Beacrox? What if they thought that child died? What if that child was you? LoTCF&Female! Reader Molan! Reader

Hershey's

4 times you kissed your friends to show your affection, and the 1 time they returned the favour. LoTCF&Gn! Reader

Blood-Red Garnet

It was for your own good when Cale gave you that ability suppressing bracelet... Why did it cause your detriment instead? Yan! Cale/Gn! Reader

Can't Two People Be Friends?

Alberu is tired of you and Cale, so please just get together already... Cale/Gn! Reader Told in Alberu's perspective

Apparently Not

Maybe the "3rd time's the charm" thing also works when it comes to regressions LoTCF & Gn! Reader Regressor! Reader

Miscellaneous Information

TBoaH is good at giving unnecessary information to some degree and Cale is grateful for it, or else he might be charged with child neglect. Cale & Fem!Reader Child! Reader

I Triple Dare You

Cale can stop disregarding his well-being now that he has a vice commander who made him promise to not get hurt. Cale & Fem!Reader or Cale/Fem!Reader (it's up to your interpretation)

...Seriously?

A transmigrator they barely know anything about suddenly crying about how she missed her husband... LoTCF & Fem!Reader LaDS Mentioned but not a crossover

My Field of Flowers

White Star's secret weapon is such a delicate thing. LoTCF & Male! Reader Dragon Half-Blood & Reaader Cale & Reader

For Your Safety

Yes, Alberu is practically keeping you on house arrest, but it's for your own good. Yandere! Alberu/Male! Reader

Queasy

The 4 times Choi Han had to help you and the 1 time you faked it to help him out. Choi Han/Fem! Reader

Die With A Smile

Trapped in a cave with your lover, racing each other to see who dies first. Cale/Reader

(Un)Attainable

Alberu says he won't get married, won't fall in love. But he still did, and out of all people he fell in love with Adin's fiance. Alberu/Fem! Reader

My Beautiful Stranger, My Soulmate

There's a familiar stranger Kim Rok Soo has kept randomly seeing since he was a kid. Cale/Reader Kim Rok Soo/Reader (yes it's the same guy but I feel like I have to specify)

Definitions

Cale takes another troubled teen under his wing as if he doesn't have more than enough of those Cale & Gn! Reader Teen Reader

Leave Me Alone!

The isekai curse of being haunted down by the main characters. That's it, that's the fic. LoTCF & Gn! Reader

Recuperation

You are tired of being bedridden but Cale won't have it any other way. Yan! Cale/Reader

Eternity Has Started Before We Even Knew

Wedding preparation shenanigans Cale/Fem! Reader

Drabbles and Headcannons

Yandere Cale Henituse hcs

Yandere Cale drabble

LotCF and Grocery Stores

Opaque - Cale/Reader

Cale Henituse and groupings (school au)

Henituse Twin AU by twin anon

Henituse Twin falling for the same person

Cale with someone who's the opposite of him

Cale with a gun

Cale with someone stronger and taller than him

Reader who manifested a blood manipulation ability but has to cut themself when using it

Cuddling with the kids

LoTCF with reader who easily tears up/cry

LoTCF with reader who loves money (maybe more than Cale)

Cale with reader who is directionally challenged

Will Cale become yandere for someone who gets stronger every time they get hurt?

Cale with reader that spaces out a lot

Alberu with male dragon reader

Cale with reader that sings to the children

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OMNISCIENT READER'S VIEWPOINT

Series

nothing yet

Fics

One Chance

you have something going on with the constellation the oldest dream but you can't tell them what it is ORV & Gn!Reader (but more Dokja focused) Pt 2: A Reader's Reader

Live Admiration

5 times Dokja openly expressed his admiration for YJH and his significant other, and the 1 time reader expressed theirs YJH/Gn!Reader (but it's more focused on Dokja and him fanboying)

None Of His Business

its really none of Yoo Joonghyuk's business but why can't he forget about it YJH & KDJ

Drabbles and Headcannons

They thought you died (HSY, YJH, KDJ)

NU: CARNIVAL

Series

nothing yet

Fics

Intricate Weaving

Even if one gives Kuya another chance, even if they turn back time he'd still do the things he's done but there is one thing he regrets not doing Kuya/Eiden or Kuya & Eiden

Drabbles and Headcannons

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DEBUT OR DIE

Series

nothing yet

Fics

Depleted

The constant in Shin Jaehyeon's multiple regressions has become tired. Cheongryeo/Male!Reader or Cheongryeo & Male!Reader (it's up to your interpretation) VTIC Member! Reader

Drabbles and Headcannons

nothing yet

JUJUTSU KAISEN

Series

nothing yet

Fics

Catalyst

Musings after the Shinjuku Showdown Yuuji&Reader Implied Gojo/Reader

Drabbles and Headcannons

nothing yet

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Kahalangdon OML HOYYY YAWA I LOVE IT SGBSENNEKRJREJKEOS I NEED TO SEE MOOOOREEEE

HELP THE YAWA SAYS IT ALL HAHAHAHAHAHA

But I'm working on the next part for that. I just need to get my schedule for the next term in school straight first, but I promise chapter 1 is coming soon rbdjdjdkdkd💜💜💜