#kafka asagiri 🤎

[kaurwreck]

beast is not a good timeline for akutagawa.

[kaurwreck]

in my lowly and humble opinion you're having fun and engaging in your interest and fandom community, while doing your best to be considerate of others. It's totally fine for people to not like certain blogs and I really hope they just block and move on and arent being mean. your excitement is so fun to see on my dash and you have a unique perspective on bsd that I like hearing about

idk. I guess I just have empathy for putting so much thought and effort and overthinking into posts and then you misread the vibe and someones irritated idk idk

your lowly and humble opinion has made me feel very warm and beloved, so thank you 🤎

i do put so much thought and effort and overthinking into my posts; like, chronically too much; like, if I were to attempt to audit and quantify the amount of thought and effort and overthinking and like just actual time I spent waxing poetic about bsd instead of literally anything else I might actually have to hunt kafka asagiri, like, he'd become the most dangerous game.

but I'm not going to do that, so just know that the more you nurture my excitement and coax me into a sense of belonging and safety, the closer i come to rewriting yokohama's municipal tax code to reflect my pitch for how bsd!yokohama can afford the shit that keeps happening there. y'all need to start bullying me immediately for the good of us all.

(In all sincerity, thank you 🤎 I love bsd so much, and it tends to spill out of me. so I'm very, very grateful that there's a space for that, and that i can share that space with others who also love (/are trapped in a copedendent situationship with) bsd. I think often about kokoro and loneliness and how bsd's themes say fine! loneliness kills! but maybe if we're lonely together, we'll have a fighting chance. and yeah. I think that's right.)

(this is also why, instead of killing fyodor, they should keep him in the Agency office in a complex network of interconnected, multi-level wire cages with plenty of tunnels, ropes, hammocks, ladders, and toys for enrichment; a warm nest box to sleep in; shredded Bible pages for bedding; and bamboo cane sticks or lamb bones for gnawing—)