#kae web weaving

[carefulfears]

loving what is mortal

(if i am hopeful by all_these_ghosts / the x files demons / george seferis memory I / the x files irresistible / mary oliver in blackwater woods / the x files milagro / the x files deadalive / the x files monday / mitski i will / the x files redux ii / the x files herrenvolk / edmund jabes / the x files william / the x files fight the future)

[all-chickens-are-trans]

1, 5, 9 - The Modern Gomorrah (1978) script / 2, 3 - Thunderheart (1992) / 4 - Richard Siken, "The Torn-Up Road" / 6 - Jenny Holzer, Marquees, "Truisms" (1993) / 7 - Kae Tempest, "Man Down" (2014) / 8, 11 - Richard Siken, "Little Beast" / 10 - Jenny Holzer, "Plaques"

[vertlghoe]

jia tolentino on anne carson on sappho, kae tempest, richard rees on simone weil, fiona apple

[mary-wollstonedcraft]

kae tempest ft confucius ‘smoking’ x shiv roy

[carefulfears]

because this life will end

(the x files “tithonus” / taylor swift “lover” / the x files “the field where i died” / the x files “the unnatural” / the x files “pilot” / foo fighters “walking after you” / the x files “the red and the black” / j.r.r. tolkien “the two towers” / the x files “little green men” / the x files “deadalive” / greta gerwig “frances ha” / the x files “milagro”)

[carefulfears]

part of your grief

(an oresteia translated by anne carson / blood on the first four knuckles / rosemary (for remembrance))

[carefulfears]

like someone's along with me

(jamie anderson / the x files conduit / jazmine hughes / audries the mummy / the x files my struggle / the x files redux / michael dickman killing flies / the x files paper hearts / the x files amor fati / ? / the x files sein und zeit / louise gluck vita nova / the x files closure / the x files dreamland ii / emma cameron cinnamon rain / the x files little green men)

[carefulfears]

lost time

(jandy nelson the sky is everywhere / the x files ascension, little green men, founder’s mutation / richard siken little beast / the x files existence / the x files pilot / audries string theory / true detective the secret fate of all life / the x files never again, redux, anasazi / the x files ghouli / the x files my struggle iv / the national sleep well beast / the x files closure)

[carefulfears]

dying in your best friend’s arms

(“what will happen” by leila chatti / the x files “memento mori” / taylor swift’s “my tears ricochet” / the x files “redux ii” / phoebe bridgers’ “killer” / jon foreman’s “learning how to die” / “if you weren’t so” by @seek-its-opposite / “crush” by richard siken / “planet of love” by richard siken)

[carefulfears]

i hope someday he reads this and knows

(the x files little green men / ? / the x files closure / ann brashares my name is a memory / the x files dreamland ii / anne carson antigonick / the x files my struggle i / jandy nelson i'll give you the sun / michael dickman killing flies / the x files amor fati / the x files closure script / the x files conduit, redux / the x files conduit script)

[carefulfears]

i know how you hate to be lonely

(julien baker’s “conversation piece” / the x files “memento mori” / the x files “elegy” / the x files “firewalker” / the x files “redux ii”)

[carefulfears]

and he doesn't understand (and i wish that i could take his hand)

("litany in which certain things are crossed out" richard siken / "elegy" the x files / "the lakes" taylor swift / "memento mori" the x files / "tithonus" the x files / "inkpot gods" the amazing devil / "demons" the x files / "redux ii" the x files / "if you weren't so" @seek-its-opposite / "one breath" the x files)

[carefulfears]

i’ll rewrite this whole life

(warsan shire’s “backwards” / the x files “dreamland ii” / the x files “conduit” / the x files “paper hearts” / the x files “demons” / the x files “biogenesis” / the x files “little green men” / adrienne kalfopoulou’s “poems in pieces, a log” / jandy nelson’s “i’ll give you the sun” / the x files “herrenvolk” / the x files “redux ii”)

[carefulfears]

you can’t get the truth.

(albert camus "the myth of sisyphus" / the x files "i want to believe" / the x files "never again" / true detective "the secret fate of all life" / the x files "my struggle" / the x files "dreamland" / julien baker "repeat" / the x files "conduit" / frank spotnitz / the x files "one breath" / the x files "the truth" / the x files "je souhaite")

[carefulfears]

beyond what could be recovered from

(hera lindsay bird)

[carefulfears]

where it first started

(the x files ascension, patient x, the red and the black / the national slipped / linda pastan the five stages of grief / the national i am easy to find)