#juststatingmyshitaroundhere

[minaashido22]

some depression blog

I´m usually not the one to post much but I feel kinda quirky today so might as well write something here. Depression is a real thing and I'm literary struggling for years. I just recently asked myself what my personal persuit is and purpose is. I mean in life in general and the answer? I' ve bin blind. Blinded by social media especially Instagram. Everybody seams to have a thing that he/she/they can do like really really good. and I always thought that I can't be good enough because I dont have that. and You know what? Fuck that. I dont need something to be really really good at because I am already. I have things I can and thats enough. I am enough. I dont need to compare myself anymore. I will enjoy what I have and can and I will get better and better at it in the time I need. In MY time. I dont need that damned pressure from social media to be something special. I already am and I have friends who know that.

Another thing I've been struggling with was my weight. I need weigh much cause of depression and in general I'm not eating much. Never have. And I m sick of people telling how thin I am. I know that and I am fine. I will work on it and I already do and I will not take that damned pressure from my family. Because I will do it in my time.

What I am trying to say here is. Take your time folks. Its okay to struggle, to be thin, to be thic, to be sad, to be yourself. People love you for who you are and in case there is no one, I love you for the way you are and it is okay. People make mistakes and thats okay. Take your time. Take responsibility for yourself and work but dont overwork. No pressure.