#justsaveme

[matteohudson]

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[dark-revelation]

Just save me

It has been nearly 2 years since I was here. So many things happened, and time flew so fast. I remember how I thought that life would go easy on me when the first time I stepped out my feet in the Schipol airport. However as you guess, it was not as easy as I thought even I managed to survive, at least, until now.

My life has been full of complicated problems, I has been used to it. But.. I have never thought before that a simple problem can become so depressing especially related to sex. Yesterday was my second failure of my sex intercourse. Not that because of my lover is not appealing. But, I don't know why my thing can suddenly be too shy to shine in before I reach my orgasm. Maybe its because of I am mentally stressed due to my final project? Or because of too much sugar in my blood just like what my friend said to me. I really don't have any idea.

There is a time when I thought to hire a professional lady escort to be an effective solution. That is because I believe that if it continues my lover will leave me anyway at some point. * I tried a doctor, and psychologist.

[hawkeygirl2427]

GUYS! GUYS! I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO TUMBLR!

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