#justrandom

[lavender-honey-arts]

The where i tried to do adoptables but i got too attached to the designs.

[lovvvmmve]

Love my freedom too muchh****

Free to draw

Free to read and play along

Free to speech

Free to use internet

Free to see others do

Free to feel something more than just seeing/seeking

Free to…….

Just a random thoughts

[gayspock]

ugh

its like i try not to be so pathetic about it but fuck it man i dont know. i guess iwas already spiralling again but its just... every time justrandom strangers decide to harass me its just like. ok. itws not that im even taking it personally like i genuinely dontcare what theyre saying no matter how persistent it is. its just that thatsthe only interaction you ever get. and i dontknow. something something ifeel like im always either completely fucking invisible to people or just... the vastmajority of people in this world think youre weird. or dislike you on principle for tenbillino things i cant fucking balance at once on top of the rest of it. and like i mean it wheni say the majority. like i genuinelyjust feel so fucking disconnected every time someone tries it with the "nobody is judging you"horsehsitwhen its like this isnt... me being fucking delusional here it keeps. happening. it happens so regularly. and not just ppl bothering me on the street. i feel like everywhere i go or everytime i try to integrate into somesort of place irl it just.... slowly slowly slowly i feel like peoplejust think im really fucking stupid and assume i cant tell cuz yeh i cant tell a lot of things but like. dude i can catcdh the snide remarks. and like everytime i start thinking about it-starty thinking about trying to get out there again- it just all comes back to me. likeiwant to fucking think people are nice and not maliciousand i think mostly theyrenot but i just i dont know. ive managed to exist inthat little pocket of freak that i cant get the fuck out of and i think ... do you ever feel so fducking dehumanisedall the fucking time and itsjust like. genuinely imtrying not to be pathetic about it. but why dontfucking people care man why dont people actually fucking care i mean for real i mean idont expect them to CARE-CARE but whatswrong with me why am i such fair fucking game im not trying to be a cry baby little victim i jsut. i dont get ti its jsut over stuff i cant deal with and i dont expect people to liek me i just. i dont know why it has to be genuinely so funny to everyon e like. i dont know again. isometimes think about triyng again and trying to date or do anything fucking remotely normal but something something..... evenif you manage with the rest of it, the already way too fucking hard part of pulling yourself together, how much more is there to to dealwith. becauseits one thing to just. handle it when its like some people or a small percentagebut i jsut feel like ... i dont know man . i dont know who im not a fucking joke to on some level and something somehtign. i think im going to be alone forever becausetheres too many things ot fucking overcome and e and like. andits already so fucking difficult exisitng and if i have to bealone i wish i was just. alone. properly. sometimes instead of it always jsut being like this. andits like baby mode shit.

like i dontknow why man. why can somepeople just walk down the street and not getpestered . the same as always.why do you haveto work so so fuckinghard and it never to even matterwhen everyone else can just. exist. and ifeel like . i dont know. ive been feeling so fucking revolting recently cuz i cant getit together and redacted and et cetera and i just i feel like im fucking delusional hiding onlineall the time and triyng not to think about it but then it htis again the second i try to goback to reality or go into work or anything ifeel so fucking disconnected and out of place and i jsut. its already fucking bad enhg is my point why is it like. actively fucking funny. to people. why is it so fucking funny. i dontknow. or the people who whisper about how youre so sad and quietlaughter about how theyve never heard you talk about anyone or seen you talktoanyone and its like pleasewhy g away fucking come on i know itslike i know i just. its even the people who are meantto be "accepting"

. i dontfucking know. whatever over and out i stink of fucking juice after ive been sprayedwith it for like 40 minutes straight on the bus and afterive beentrying to pickapart some. Comments. sent my way and after this and that and during the whatevwer the fuck neverending fucking cycle of just feeling like i dont know what to fucking do with myself everand this and that and why am i always just a fucking joke to peoplewhy what the hell is on my head THE SPIRALLLERRRRRRRRRR and im actually fucking crying about it cuz i was sat there thinking about offingmyself already

[moaninmoonen]

"Yeah I'm in a band" - The Band in question:

justrandom

[letmeisekai]

I tried to be happy and toss those negative thoughts away. Distracting myself by doing my hobbies. But in the end, those negative thoughts will haunt me back. Just thinking a little bit negative then all of your efforts will be gone. It’s sad, really. The only thing I need to do is just cry quietly.

[stellamorose]

"Plus and equals"

—Stellamorose, Just Random

[magicallyclicked-blog]

Duniya ... Duniya main tere peer ka Ya takdeer ka maara hun... Awaara hun... Aawara hun... #shotononeplus #justrandom #mobilephotography (at Ghar Par ;)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B__L1tRg_mY/?igshid=1m02uhspirmwd

[harmonytre-reblogs]

Hah! My tumblr finally shows up when you search “nebulafelions” in Google! It used to show some sort of cheerleader group?

[cerasketchfly]

sky is the limit #justrandom #breakfromwork #lunchhours #bougainvillea #climber #trellis #windyday #sunnyafternoon #winter #delhincr #gurugram #cybercity #indianhighline https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsm-0gYHeX-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8irdy5kwttd8

[whohardikjoshi-blog]

[vinaysanathan]

#JustRandom #Music #musically #Evening #Sundown #SunsUp #Moonlit #Shadow #BundleOfEcstasy #asthetic #nyc #Polaris https://www.instagram.com/p/CPONSx_hckY78xUqh750jc2U5yZbH7cCnFZ7Gc0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[paperkutzs]

Question Fun—S4–G2

https://aguycalledbloke.blog/2021/02/11/question-fun-s4-g2/ Question Fun—S4–G2 by A Guy Called Bloke QF – S4 – G2 – Topic – “Just Random!��� Question 1Favourite pizza topping?Alfredo sauce, extra cheese, and grilled chicken Question 2What do you do too much and too little of today?I did too much telling myself not to do too much and too little of what I can’t do Question 3Do you live by the 2…

[uncadasspreadlove]

#JustRandom If Yu Feel Some Type Of Way Yu Probably Should… #SpeakLyfe #Meditate #Vibrate #VibrateHigher #Haya #Hiyah #GiveThanks #SpreadLove #EveryDay https://www.instagram.com/p/CEoxKdPghsK/?igshid=1ej30ynphx4wc

[msnikk]

#MsNikk #justrandom #love

[letmeisekai]

It’s really hard to pretend to be okay.

[stariijabi]

Had been to the lake with bestie @gohealthy_nz, weird windy patchy weather lol #samiiBlog #justRandom #samiiSelfie #Stariijabi #scenic #Huntly シ (at Lake Hakanoa) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJZZJWygTVW/?igshid=bzaijsjribhd