#justignorethis

[nevadas-mostwanted136]

I WANT TO CRY EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO IT, IT'S DISGUSTING.

[shadow-heart-077]

Y’all I’m depressed, stressed, and angry! What else is new :)

[blankedwriting]

Testing!

I just want to see if I can edit posts after releasing them.

EDIT: Yes I can!

[supernaturallyholland]

😭 Hey Everyone😭

You’re friendly neighborhood loser here. My mom keeps calming me Dusty because of what happened to my poor boy, Peter Parker, and keeps referencing the FGL song, Dirt. I’m pretty sad right now. Well, thanks for coming to my Ted Talk, have a good day! 💗🖤💗🖤💗🖤💗

[justcallmetaylor1]

i’m not ok

For the past few weeks, my depression has been so much worst. this is the worst it has ever been. i dont remember ever feeling this sad, hopeless and so overwhelmed every day. i havent been eating. I havent been sleeping. its like there’s this dark demon luring around me. its like it keeps whispering awful thoughts into my head, making me feel like a prisoner in my own head and body. i don’t have the motivation to do anything. i’m not looking for sympathy or anything, i just... i literally dont have anyone to talk to about anything. my family doesn’t understand at all. i just feel like i just need to die all the time. it physically hurts. at this point, i’m only pushing through because i’m so close to graduating and looking to find a job. but even then, they both look like chances that will never happen. i’m just looking at false hope. i just don’t know anymore.

[studywithyashu]

Conflict in the Elysian Fields?

Okay so I’m in English class right now and I just had  to get this our of my head because there’s no way in hell I’m actually going to say all of this in real life in class. *shudders*.  We’re reading a wonderful play by Tennessee Williams called Streetcar Named Desire, where there’s tons of family drama and abuse and whatnot. This is all caught up in a post-war America that’s still trying to adjust with modernization and racial co-existence. 

Blanche is basically the princess of the play, and lives a very opulent life. She enjoys fur coats, pearls, and puffy evening gowns. This transition from old to new (modernization) is certainly a shock for her, but more than anything arriving in the rather down and out neighborhood that her sister lives in was what drove her over the edge. And yet, you may ask, why is Blanche even there? This is where things get interesting, because she’s only there out of financial necessity. She has nowhere else to stay, and must ‘sink’ to living in the downtrodden area that her sister lives in. 

Now where do the Elysian Fields come in? Elysium is the final resting place for heroic souls. Can you already sense the irony here? Most in my class would disagree, but I think there’s room for heroism in the district of downtown New Orleans. This was the house where Blanche watches her sister get domestically abused. This was the house where Blanche lied about (almost) everything- her age, her love life (she lied about having a rich yacht owner boyfriend, for heaven’s sake) , and her wealth. This was also the house where Blanche was (spoiler) raped. Where in the elaborate lace costumes and spilt talcum powder is  there possibly room for heroics, you ask? And why on earth would Williams liken this place to the Elysian fields?

I think there’s plenty of heroism if you look at it, but it took me a good four or five reads to really understand what made this house Elysium. Blanche has a drinking problem (and a lying problem, and an insecurity problem), Stanley’s got a wife-beating misogyny problem, Stella (Blanche’s sister) has a bad case of being weak, and of course all of us onlookers and readers have a judging problem. There is so much heroism in all of these raw flaws. There is kindness and love if you look hard enough. Blanche’s insecurity manifests itself with her lies, and Stanley’s insecurity manifests itself with violent shows of masculinity. Stella’s inactivity and passiveness is simply her needing to please everyone. These are all characters struggling to find their identities, grasping for goodwill in a place where it’s seemingly absent. Look past the image of Stanley as the typical macho brute. Look beyond Blanche as the shallow delicate liar. Look beyond Stella as the weak and easily swayed wife. Anyone in an America that is economically, socially and ideologically changing would have had the same inner conflicts to find their identity, and Williams has used personal conflicts within and between the characters to act as manifestations of this universal conflict. This is what I think the true message of the play is. 

Trouble in paradise? Well, there was no paradise to begin with. There’s always conflict in Elysium.

[samgirl4life]

Today has been the first day I haven't been sad or had disgusting thoughts about myself. It feels pretty damn amazing👏🏻

[lynne9121]

I'm done. I'm so stressed out it's ridiculous. I can barely sleep at night no matter what time I wake up. I dread going to my job. I'm being completely irrational over stupid situations I know I don't need to worry about. I have no motivation to go anywhere with friends unless I'm forced too or already promised them I'd be there. I feel like my boyfriend doesn't care even though I know he truly does care and love me and that I'm just being a bitch whose life is spiraling down the drain. I'm done fighting with work. I'm done having promises broken. I'm done being nice to people who just turn around and talk about me and stab me in the back. I feel like I'm about to break at any given moment and I don't know what to do anymore.

[superseejay721517]

I just need to rant for a minute, somewhere we’re no one I know will read it.

I am so damn sick of hearing about how fat I am and how I don’t “fix myself up” anymore. I have brought two children into this world and provided nourishment for them with my body (still am for one of them). I am sorry that I wasn’t able to do it while maintaining a size 6. I am working on losing the weight, but providing the milk that my son needs to LIVE is more important to me than losing weight faster.

My husband has gained weight as well. His excuse? He likes beer and food. Does anyone say a damn thing to him about it?!? Of course not. But I’m the housewife who’s “given up” so clearly I should be made to feel like shit about it.

I dress up, wear makeup, fix my hair, even wear perfume every time my husband takes me for a date or we go out in public as a family, but I wipe butts and jam hands the majority of my day so I refuse to spend money we don’t have to look nice for the five minutes until my kids ruin it.

[icycoldbeanieweanies]

It’s crazy that the whole month I thought “This month is trash as fuck” and turns out that it is actually TRASH AS FUCK

Fuck my birthday, fuck every plan I made, and fuck both the 12th and the 31st! I hope I never have another month like this one.

[bumbamhapi-blog]

+shit.post

is it okay to post a shitpost here? lol

[nobodyknowshunter-blog]

Do we really matter?

I’d like to start out with this simple question; do we really matter?

Not to sound like a pessimist, but what do we actually mean in the game of life? Can we just take a moment in our busy lives to think about our significance to this world; this universe.  It doesn’t take long, but it makes a lasting impact. 

Let’s just say, Tumblr just added a new member who will make you see the negatives in this world.  

Enough said...

[bailey-mart]

Okay guys what meat should we get?

P-p-pineapple!

#thiswontmakesense #justignorethis

[supernaturallyholland]

HEY EVERYONE

GUESS WHO HAS 65 FOLLOWERS!?!? THIS IDIOT!!!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR FOLLOWING I CAN’T BELIVE YOU ALL WOULD ACTUALLY WANT TO SO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

[lovelylazylo]

I so badly just want to tell you how I feel. Make you feel like shit for how you treated me but you don’t deserve to even hear from me again. I just don’t understand how you could call me babe/baby and promise the world to me then just drop me so suddenly because I have insecurity issues. But when you opened up to me about your depression and how unfulfilled with your life you felt, did I judge you??? No. I didn’t. I really liked you so I looked past that and wanted to be the one that made you feel better. But now I realize you’re just a careless and heartless asshole. Just a fuckboy looking for attention I was giving you all this time. I hope you’ve realized what a great girl you lost. Three chances I’ve given you. You’re out.

[aorekkusu]

YEY

I AM BACK