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spacetrashpile · 2 years ago

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🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Oh my god this is like, the worst question for me, I basically only write sad stuff or at least I don’t go very funny most of the time. The only thing that really came to mind was in “warmer years than you’ve grown used to since then”, between alt!jt and polkadot.

“Are you still in Halifax, or-?”

“Ah, no, I’m in the Core.”

“You’re fucking where?” Jessie shouts. What the hell had she missed? “Polkadot Patterson what the fuck are you doing in- sorry, do you mean the core of the fucking planet or am I missing something?”

“A little bit of both? But yes, I am in the literal core right now. Blaseball is like that.”

“Yeah I guess it is dude!”

It’s not particularly funny but it makes me smile.

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

I HAVE SO MANY IT’S SUCH A PROBLEM. like stuff that’s still in my folder:

flowers short circuits fic about lyra vitamin and lila icicle that i started on christmas 2021 and have touched once or twice since.

at least 3 parker/wyatt fics

a fic about lenny marijuana and alaynabella hollywood and instability

a fic about s2 sausage writing down the fleeting memories he has of the past

a rewrite of s1 of empires’ ending where the twins don’t leave sausage behind

and MORE! i have problems.

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

9/10 no. i’ve outlined 3 things ever, and everything else i’ve gone in with an idea of where i wanted to start, end, and maybe some specifics in between and said “alright now let’s find out how i get there”. i am the definition of letting the characters speak through me because that’s how things happen for me, i rarely go in with specifics. the only things i think i’ve EVER outlined are the york chapter of “you’ve got a pulse, you’ve got a problem” because i kept forgetting what season he ended up on the garages, the nagomi chapter of that that i’ve basically abandoned cause i kept forgetting what season she was on x team as well, and an empires fic that my friend and i planned to write together that hasn’t made it past the outline phase (sorry for airing out our dirty laundry vani but maybe that’ll make us actually finish it lol).

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

ooo this is a fun one. i just started a new empires one, we’ll see if i post it here when it’s done or if i finally cave and make a mcyt sideblog. but it’s basically a conversation between sausage and blood sausage/bratwurst, because i feel like nobody ever acknowledges that they were literally the same person for a while?? and this results in people giving blood sausage WAY less nuance, either totally woobifying him or totally woobifying sausage to make blood sausage look worse. and i think that’s a disservice to both of them and i’ve got so many thoughts about them and their relationship so hopefully this actually gets done before he is no longer a plot point.

#ty for the ask!!#god i gotta write people having fun more

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garthcoded · 3 years ago

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about me:

hi!

I started watching supernatural again after nov 5 and I haven’t left since. I finally caved and made a sideblog

my main is @isa-renee I post literally whatever there it’s mostly writing stuff and memes and cat videos

I am first and foremost a garth stan and also too sam-coded for my own good

it’s in the bio but in case you didn’t read it. if you ship incest just. don’t interact with me. just no. I do not wish to see it. please leave.

I’ll be honest idk what to put here I’m just here to have a good time and scream about fictional characters!

(oh yeah I’m over 18 if that matters to anyone)

(also just an aside if you ever want me to tag for something just send me a message and I’ll do my best!)

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chikkou · 4 years ago

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I'd ask this on your Lisa sideblog but you don't have anon on and I'm shy lol, but do you have any headcanons relating to Lisa the First? Like Lisa's views on religion, her relationship with her mother, if any of the various worlds we see mean anything?

hoh man i didnt even know anon wasnt on LMAO... ill turn it on after i post this!

also fuck YEAH i do holy shit i fucking LOVE lisa the first!! i know its sort of the black sheep of the lisa series, since it is a completely different type of game and was clearly austins first game, but i fucking ADORE it dude. the music - which he made ENTIRELY IN THE FREE TRIAL OF FL STUDIO BY THE WAY - is FANTASTIC, the art direction is actually pretty fucking incredible for an rpgmaker game that uses a good deal of basic assets, and the gameplay.... ok yeah that part is a bit lacking but its a yume nikki-style game be nice it was his first time LMAO

ANYWAY back to ur question. first and foremost, i think this is not even a headcanon so much as straight up canon, but lisa DESPISES christianity. marty is christian, probably catholic given the golden crosses everywhere, and he is a fucking scumbag hypocrite. lisa likely associates all of christianity with this line of thinking, as there is one room in the bile area where the melted martys (although i suppose we can just call them joy mutants now LMAO) simply stand in a circle surrounding one big cross. the role of the melted martys is up for interpretation of course, as is everything, but after playing the painful and seeing them described as “mindless sheep,” i think this is how lisa viewed them. so they likely represent other people that, to lisa, are probably just as sick and disgusting as marty

lisas relationship with her mother... i go back and forth on this one a lot. i can never decide if i prefer the headcanon that lisas mom died in childbirth, and so lisa never met her, or if i prefer that lisas mom was around for a very short time and then either left or died. the fact that she says “i didnt want to leave” at the end of the first leads me to believe that she most likely died. in either case, the memory of her mother was clearly important to lisa, as she wears her pendant through the entire game and its explicitly noted as being a gift from her. in either case, i think that the death/absence of the mother is heavily implied to be the primary cause behind martys descent into alcoholism and lisas abuse, since the white room strongly implies that marty did at one time sincerely love and care for her as a father properly should

as for the meaning of each of the rooms, i think most of them are fairly self explanatory, but some of them are a bit more vague, so ill break it down in terms of how i see it (and ill put them under the cut because its long as hell):

martys house - this is the most literal one. pretty self-explanatory. the dark, yet vibrant colors and the ear-bleedingly loud tv are pure sensory overload, something lisa probably deals with on a regular basis. when lisa goes outside and it turns into a sky of marty faces, i think this is the transition into the psychological part of the game

the lobby - this is honestly just pure yume nikki ripoff LMAO... but if i had to ascribe a symbolic meaning to it, i think its probably a quiet and safe area for lisa to retreat to in her mind when she needs it, but even that eventually gets sullied as tricky rick makes his way there, too (and tells her hes “just waiting” when she talks to him). the majority of gameplay is lisa searching for items with which to kill tricky rick, who always abuses and disparages her whenever she talks to him, telling her she’ll never forget. as for the reason why... well, take one look at him and its pretty clear whats going on there. (the name is also a reference to richard nixon, whose nickname was... well, you can figure it out!)

the town - the bar area is 100% my favorite from this world; lisa clearly hates alcohol and anyone who drinks it, associating them all with marty, and that music... all i can say is YUCK. the entire section also consists of lisa having to give up something in exchange for what she needs to move on, and usually getting the raw end of the deal out of it (she gives one marty a banana, he gives her a banana peel in return). she does all that while avoiding a marty following her outside who repeatedly tells her “you cant escape,” and upon reaching tricky rick (who is atop a narrow, columnar, PINK mountain), it becomes pretty clear whats happening to her.

the sea room - fucking marty spiders man. im assuming they represent the sickly feeling of crawling skin she gets when she looks at him or is anywhere near him, but holy GOD they are annoying to deal with. she kills tricky rick with pills here - we dont know what kind of pills these are, but i interpret them as sleeping pills, and given the rumbling music and the rapid cycling marty background, i wonder if he forced her to take these. marty is everywhere here, but the only one she can speak to is seen chilling on a raft of some kind. marty likely spent much of his time recreationally, i.e. drinking, so it makes sense why this would be here

the rope room - theres no symbolism here this is just pure comedy (LMAO). if i HAD to assign some meaning to this area, it would be that lisa likely is so despondent at this point that putting in effort to do anything feels utterly pointless, much like climbing this long-ass rope was

the white room - as i mentioned earlier, i personally believe that this area depicts the previous relationship between marty and lisa (and also has one of my favorite songs in the game). he is shown doing traditional fatherly things - he is no longer wearing sunglasses and is wearing a suit, meaning he was likely employed, and is actually smiling. he also spends time with her in a completely platonic, familial way. when she interacts with him, there is a little heart over his head. after lisa walks through the golden statues (which will reappear later), the entire world becomes filled with bile, and martys appearance returns to that of the other martys, but with an extremely warped, grotesque face. the item she needs in this area to kill tricky rick is found between two golden crosses.

notice that all of the items she kills tricky rick with - a razor, pills, and now a plastic bag - are things that a child could plausibly get their hands on; none of them are explicitly weapons. i think this shows both her age and how often she must have considered using those things against him.

the bile room - probably my favorite area in the game, and also features what i consider the quintessential lisa song. this area really drives home lisas disgust with marty and with christianity as a whole - it almost certainly has the highest concentration of crosses, and it is also quite literally covered in wall-to-wall bile, dirty water, and disgusting houses. a lot of the most graphic sights, like the melting martys and the pond martys (no idea what to call them LMAO) are here, so i think this is pretty much the lowest circle of hell for lisa. marty gives lisa a freshly cut finger in exchange for a napkin here; im not necessarily sure what that represents, but i think the napkin was used by marty to masturbate (as he says “i needed that” after he takes it), so perhaps the finger is martys?

lisa kills tricky rick here in a cave that is not-so-subtly shaped like a penis, and gets a vhs tape in which he pretty explicitly states what is going on in the game; he even pretends like he doesnt know who lisa is at first, which somehow makes it even more disgusting. the fact that vhs tapes play a role here sort of makes me wonder if marty really WAS filming some of what he was doing, and given that lisa the joyful confirms that brad was forced to somehow participate in lisas abuse, that is.... horrific to think about, honestly

the marty tape - this tape just has the player (as marty) walk up to lisa and suited marty, who are having a tea party with a plastic tea set. they both get hearts over their heads if you talk to them. i think this drives home that he and lisa did once have a normal relationship, and perhaps theres some part of marty who misses that? theres a LOT of ways you can interpret this; having the player become marty really calls a lot into question.

the mansion - the room leading here has a marty staring directly at the player who informs lisa that she needs a sword to progress. unsubtly, the sword must be placed into the crotch of a womans statue. the mansion inside is beautiful and ornate, and easily the most gorgeous area in the game - and it all leads to what appears to be a proto-joy mutant marty, sort of looking like jabba the hutt. i dont doubt that this is intentional, given that jabba the hutt is associated with slave leia, and its not at all a far leap to call lisa martys slave. the golden statues of women, as well as many golden crosses, are everywhere in this area. its actually quite a large space with a lot of thought put into it, so im really upset that i cant figure out more of what it represents LMAO

the final area - lisa seems to go back to her actual house, but upon leaving her room and entering whether the living room would be, the whole area changes. she encounters herself in a blood red room, but when she talks to the other lisa, she turns into marty. i think this represents a clear question - who is lisa without him? IS she anyone? or is she just a vessel for him to do with what he pleases? she encounters a naked marty telling her to give up shortly after, and flees from him, but is followed by voices repeatedly telling her that she must accept her fate. i think this clearly show the mental state of lisas last days. she was tormented, eternally. she truly felt there was no escape from marty. even the background becomes nothing but martys face, over and over again, as the end screen flashes.

at the end text, she finds a video tape, and in the tape sees someone who is ostensibly her mother from behind. she apologizes for not being there for her, but when that figure turns out, its martys face that she sees. the sky turns into marty. the music becomes corrupted and overrun with pretty fucked up laughter. she tries to run, but marty is already everywhere. theres nowhere for her to run. and then the game is over.

note that the video tape comes AFTER the games end screen, which stops not long after the appearance of the naked marty. so i personally believe that the “game over” represents her deciding to take her own life, rather than just give up and accept her fate. by running from him into the blackness, she got away from marty the only way she could have. it is sad and horrible, but that is honestly the best ending that she could have gotten in this game.

the first is definitely not as good as the painful in terms of gameplay, that much i can agree on, but i really think people miss out on a lot by not playing it. i think its really crucial to see lisas life from her own perspective before you can see it from brads - after all, brad may have known more than anyone else about what was going on, but he did not experience it like lisa did. for brad, lisa is a symbol of his own regrets and failures, but lisa was a PERSON (well, in-universe anyway LMAO). she suffered on her own, with pretty much no one to help her, and then she suffered so much that she couldnt take another second of it.

#anya's anons #long post #lisa the first #ok NOW im gonna open my anons on my sideblog LMAO #i got wayyyy too into this #and i had to put it under the cut bc its really hard to not be graphic about the first given the subject matter #rape mention #abuse mention #lisa

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pxppinmolly-archived · 5 years ago

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Hi Welcome To “Me Time” - Jenna Marbles

♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?

Authors? Not really. Muns? Absolutely! I’ve listed them before and I won’t go @’ing them but like.

People like Toxic, Summer, Redacted, V, Illicit, Kiwi, even people like you and Zick ! All my mutuals, really !! Everyone is so talented and creative I sob;;

♡ Would you ever write a poly ship?

I’ve never written one and I’d be down to explore one ... It’s just with Molly she is.. Very hard to poly ship with.

She has INSANE insecurity and inferiority complex so like. It’s hard. She’s SUPER easily jealous and like. It’d be unhealthy for her to be put in that situation BUT

There’s been some scenarios where she’s been like. Okay with the idea -- only like. Twice really and funnily enough both involve Angel so like SKDJ (obviously, not dating Angel, but them dating the same person. Shenanigans!)

☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?

Molly spends them curled up inside! Probably reading a book or watching some television if anything catches her fancy. I spend them also curled up inside on the computer as well, but I tend to like having my window open and listening to the rain! I love rainy weather sobs

▽ Why did you create this muse?

I sat up to write this reply I want you to know.

I was first introduced to Molly as a character by @/stripesncigs when they were getting me into Hazbin and giving me a list of all the characters. When I first saw Molly it was love at first sight. Literally. I was so focused on her I just.. I don’t know, it was a deep connection. I remember I legit changed my icon to be of Molly like within the next minute. I remember scouring for art for her, and back then it was SO hard to find ANY Molly content, there was probably only like.. four pieces of popular fanart and one artist who doodled a lot of her.

I was like. Hyper fixated. And it sucked because Tord told me legit “there’s only two bits of canon info” and I just rolled with it.

I remember the two of us going back and forth with funny spider fam scenarios, I already brewed up my headcanons and perception of her.

I remember I saw like. One or two blogs for Molly at the time when I was in Tumblr RP and had one foot in the Hazbin RPC (I had an Alice Angel blog at the time w/ a Hazbin verse) and I just.. Didn’t like how she was portrayed, not my cup of tea. Same in some posts and art I’ve seen of her.

A lot of people painted her as like. Soft uwu baby and like. Cry baby and thing that needed Angel or Arackniss to protect her and I just... No? Lol.

She grew up in an Italian crime family, she’s named after the drug of Ecstasy. She isn’t like. uwu baby uwu.

So, I finally decided to delve into Hazbin RPC like. With an actual muse for Hazbin. The idea of rping Molly has been on my mind a LOT but since we had like. No canon info and she was a character not very well known it made me hesitant, as well as feeling like I would be intruding on my friends who rp’d Angel and Arackniss and had their set lore for where the hell Molly was.

Finally said fuck it and caved and I did ONE test reply as her and it was immediate. I made the sideblog and fell in love. It was originally low activity because I didnt think I’d be active here but low and behold I write here more than any other blog and wish I did make this it’s own blog, but, ah well.

Molly is a character I just immediately felt connected with. She resonates deeply with me! She’s very important to me and like.. Is my baby! I care so much about this spider. She grew and has changed so much over the like.. A little over a year, year and a half, since I’ve been introduced to her. Both on my blog AND like. In the community.

Causation doesn’t equal correlation but since my creation of the blog I’ve seen a LOT more recognition for Molly, she began being mentioned more in streams (and once even someone donated 5 dollars for Viv to Draw Alastor hugging Molly and I was dead.) and Tord has told me, who has been in Viv’s circle since the dawn of time, that Molly in the fandom/media has changed to fit more how I portrayed her than when she was first around as little baby fussy Molly.

So many people told me they had no idea who Molly was until me, told me they thought Molly was straight up on OC and also have made so many people fall in love with this spider with me.

And honestly I can not be more thankful.

So, simply put

tl:dr: her design was cute, I felt connected immediately and decided to rp her because I was tired of how people seemed to portray her as and I wanted to finally join the hazbin rpc, essentially.

#long post #sorry i rambled but im v emotional over molly man OASDKIJ #this was me even condesncing myself cus i couldve gone on LONGER #fever sugar #Interview (Ask)

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