#just wanted to also use that OK KO face for something tbh

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that dude Laios.....

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EJ NSFW Alphabet

This took SO MUCH MORE time to write than I thought it would 😭😩 twas a struggle 

BUT thank you for 300 followers, I appreciate yalls’s support SO MUCH 💕💞💓 also im sorry if this one’s boring sksjdhfgsjkl

Masterlist: x

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Because ya boi is part demon, he knows he might end up hurting you without meaning to. This makes him incredibly attentive to your needs after sex; he’ll check if you need anything, if you enjoyed yourself, if you're ok, etc etc etc. If he somehow did end up hurting you, he’ll feel like pure shit. He either won’t stop apologizing or get unnervingly quiet and spacey. Needs some reassurance tbh

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partners’)

He’s got a lot of conflicting feelings about his body, but he probably likes his hands the most; he has a lot of control over them & he appreciates his fine motor skills

On the other hand, it’s not even sexual, but he can’t get over your eyes. Not only do they remind him of his lost humanity, but he gets lost really easily in them. Loves seeing all the subtle shifts and changes depending on what you’re perceiving

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

He cums, like, a lot. It’s thick and dense, has a faint grey sheen to it, and tastes slightly metallic, which isn’t entirely unpleasant

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He wishes he didn’t, but he really gets off to your scent. When you’re not around and he’s in heat, he’ll sneak into your room and jerk himself off, surrounded by the familiarity and comfort of your smell. He might even go through your underwear drawer & find a pair to get himself off to, either by shoving it against his face or fisting the fabric around his cock

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

He had maybe one or two other partners before/during college. It’s not nothing, but it isn’t much, either. He’d rather pay attention to your preferences anyways, so previous experience doesn’t really matter to him

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

He likes anything with a good view of your face, so he’s a fan of missionary and cowgirl. Loves seeing your little reactions as he’s grasping onto your hips and rutting himself into you. He also can’t get enough of eating you out, whether it be face-sitting or regular ol oral--he lives for the taste of your sex on his tongue 

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

He’s a bit more on the serious side, just cause of who he is as a person. Still, he isn’t afraid of letting out a chuckle if something funny happens or if you crack a joke

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

He’ll trim or even shave if it’s an issue, but otherwise it’s pretty messy down there, ngl

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

Mm he likes being very intimate. Lots of body worship & praise. When he’s nearing his end, he starts to unwind & his demonic side shows through. He just loses himself in how fucking good you feel, and that’s when the love bites, bruises & scratches start making their appearances

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He doesn’t usually jerk off, just cause he generally keeps busy, but he does go into heat, and if you aren't around, he’ll lock himself in his room & try to get himself off wishing you were there to help

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

He’s pretty vanilla ngl but um,, biting kink? Does it even need to be said?? He tries to keep it under control cause he knows it could really hurt you, but sometimes he just can’t resist sinking his teeth into your flesh while you’re moaning and squirming so deliciously 

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

He likes it in your bedroom, just cause he’s surrounded by your scent. His room is fine as well cause that means you’ll have his scent. Anywhere private where you can safely have fun is fine by him

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Your scent, the taste of your skin, your little cries and whimpers, your thighs that are just perfect to grasp onto and rut himself into--

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He’s kinda iffy on being tied up or restrained, cause he’s scared it might trigger the demon and he does not wanna lose control during sex

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Lives to go down on you. Any place, any time. It’s practically a hobby at this point. He’ll beg you to sit on his face if he has to

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

He starts off sensual but ends up going hard, fast and amazingly rough. He just can’t seem to help himself when you look so cute and flustered beneath him~

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

He’d rather get down and dirty into it, having you all to himself for an extended amount of time. But he’s also not against quickies. And sometimes when he’s starting his heat, he needs to pull you aside & fuck you raw, risks be damned

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

He’s alright with experimenting, but he probably won’t be the first to bring it up. He doesn’t wanna take unnecessary chances, though he will try it every once in a while if you really want to

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

He’s got the stamina of a god. Doesn’t tire easily at all and most definitely will make you cum before he even considers it himself. He can go for pretty much as many rounds as you want

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He doesn’t own any because he never really had that many partners to experiment with. But he’s definitely considered getting one for himself during his heats. He’s just never followed through. Would love getting you a butt plug just so you can feel nice and full when he’s stuffing himself into you

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not much of a tease unless he’s feeling sadistic when going down on you. He’ll only push one finger in and kiss and nibble around the spot where you need it most, chuckling when you wriggle your hips and whine his name

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Little grunts here and there. If you’re being really intimate, he might purr. When he’s near, he curses under his breath and it’s fucking hot and he might growl if he’s being teased. Snarls when he’s in heat

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

He’s a thigh guy. Loves digging his fingers into them when you’re riding his face and he’s getting smothered. Also, thigh fucking when he’s in heat? Yes please. Loves scratching, slapping and making a mess out of them

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

He’s pretty average, maybe just a bit bigger. Uncut. Curves a bit to the side in a way that makes it easier to brush against your sweet spot

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

He doesn’t have the highest sex drive in the mansion, but when his heats hit, they hit hard. He needs to lock himself away because it’s that intense

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He likes waiting for you to drift off first, because he needs less sleep than humans do, and he also likes watching over you while you’re at your most vulnerable. He’s flattered you trust him enough to sleep with him 

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undercover brother (2002) review

sup been a while but didnt forget about yall and your eager butts to dive head first right in the flooding words coming out of my mouth today gonna rev "undercover brother" (2002), its gonna be solid guys

so we start with an introduction where we talk about how black culture was losing its flavour after the 70s, progress was slowed down n all as we reached 2000 but dont be fooled, its all cause of a buncha events orchastred by "the man"... a big racist mf ig whos also the kkk equivalent of the team rocket boss, sitting in a ig chair, never see his face in the flashbacks or like the bad guy in inspector gadget, more like him ig since we actually see the team R boss face quite often nonetheless, theres a form of mystery folding this whole business... THE MAN acts in the shadows and he hates to see how dark those are, he wants things to be like it used to be back in slavery times good oltime for him but.. not for the fam

ofc then here is introduced THE REAL MAN OF MEN => undercover brother, our hero and damn he has the style of a whole pack of elephants trampling around in pink disco suits every ladies wanna a piece of that sweet fro he is packing up on his head, funky

ngl, the whole way this mov is filmed n edited is sike asf, dope guys especially considerin its actually made in 2002, loving it anyway then were also introduced to the other secondary protags who are from an organisation here to stop The Mans evil doings and careful: undercover bro was actually a solo act until now cause now they gonna collaborate all throughout da mov: its the B.R.O.T.H.E.R.H.O.O.D, with conspiracy brother (tbh a fav here, guys wack like the whole plot guy thinks computer comes from a story involving peanut and idk guys he keeps rambling bout bs which makes him a+ character) smart brother, chief and sister girl (original name/10)

so btw the organization is on a mission rn at the beginning to destroy The Man (lets call him tm for the rest of this rev) financial infrastructure aka funds to stop him better or smthg and it gets spicy as they get caught but ofc undercover bro barges in from nowhere wow big disguise as an old man no one noticed him so like slash bawow boom vlam, bad guys ko and he squeedaddle out of there like twas breeze gg man, he also get fed a nice editing of xrays battle like with a side of kungfu n whatnot, undercover bro knows his stuff

nice sounds effects ah yes btw romantic intrigue with sister girl begins here, its the zinc of the flinch as ub (undercover brother) notices her big wink wink nudge nudge, btw later she is asked to go enlist him in the corps so he can help stop the man with them n shit and he trynna get her in his bed cause thats we this brother is used to, getting laid as soon as he meets a chick, who can resist this dude?

he gots moves, fro, style, skills and also at times he is a pussy but k, not everyones perf sometimes you just simp for a white blond blue eyed woman (spoiler) and crawls on all four looking like a big preppy nerd btw in this review im trynna not spoil the whole plot cause guys, this movie gotta be on yo watch list kay? im not here to ruin this experience in yo life itd be pretty uncool of me so im just gonna state the big lines then its up to you to swoop the tiny ones out of the watch, knot your own breds n stuff

back on the whooper slapping: intro credits roll, we get some nice back story for our hero, making sure we can understand his cause in saving the black peeps from TMs assholery might truth n justice be your guide

so what the big plot then? well yknow how a big antag cant do shit on his own cause hes too busy sticking brooms up his ass in his private quarters? yea well same goes here so there this gay guy who will be twerking later on btw, a scene to behold, rumps to ogle at, so hes a bad guy and gay n gonna do most of the dirty work for TM, whats new? idk what to think of it yknow its a stereotype in movs so ig ok still uncool but ill see it as all in good spirit cause theres bad n good im not excepting this to be the best watch of my life, nah it wasnt either, but i had a good laugh kay? makes up for it cause unlike some here i got no shit up my ass alley its clean scrubbed up n down so i can smoothly take a chillax up n a shit out without a night tormented by constipation, nah its all sliding where it should no pain no sweat

so the big lines is that a war hero whos a black man is gonna become president and wtf no is the only react racist mf could have which is what they have, bad guys gonna stop it from happening at once and the brotherhood aint letting it happens cause obvs something is wrong as every black peeps gonna turn into a stereotype like waddup in this mad world? its all because of the poisonous fried chicken brand TM will get around ty to another poison to make our war hero delusional n so on were also introduced to white evil she-ra later btw, just dropping this in cause undercover brother really wants to make oreos with her n sister girl (his words) ig shes the second love interest, im not too invested in this romantic intrigue it was just necessary not like twas very developped anyway its even more of a bedroom intrigue when it comes the the white blue eyed blond chick, sister girl before hoes yo

whats it in conclusion about this movie? first, the plot: hilarious biznasty worthy a+ bs especially how its turned yknow, the clichés were turned upside down n if not theyre just turned into a big satire of themselves editing + music ? yknow its actually good, and funky asf im digging it, a travel in time nostalgia of times i lived acting is pretty neat its not an ironically good movie cause its hilariously ridiculous in the making way its all about the plot here, plot twists and characters, the whole universe ig like its superior to big mamma sorta plot or maybe im dropping this comparison cause its been a while since i saw big maam, for sure twas under estimated while over brought when this here? it got freshness packed in

the spoiling was light and this is cause this movie got a 69/10 rating jk 8/10 if were gonna be serious, im gonna list wats unwoke n uncool here: 1 gay villain stereot, gotta be honest here its not that big of a deal tme seeing when it was made and how i still laughed yknow idc this much but some could go apeshit over it 2 not enough conspiracy brother content: this is all i ask for 3 had no snacks while watching the movie, too bad id dig a aj or grape soda right about now n then 4 more lines for car wash chicks jk this last one idc about, but car wash representation is lacking once again in american movies, i cant believe how looked over it is, as if they didnt need smore rep in the medias its not an easy job washing car all day long, standin in those ghost buster lookin suit while staring at the hot guys in hot wheelys, whos gonna pay you a drink when youre just an old carwash lady? thought finally a hero would step up in this movie but there it goes thrown out da window, the potential was real until it got blown away sure sister girl was a solid character but give the washers some credits cut them a slack of free time n have a lil date together there on top of a truck to keep it native

nonetheless this is a top rec for anyone who feels like slipping into some conspiracy slippers

tg, out

[shoushatohaisha]

report: haikyuu!! summer week day 3 (karasuno, fukkatsu!!)

previously: day 1 (shoen) day 2 (itadaki no keshiki)

guests: shouri, naoki, shou, acchan

it's been really interesting to see how each screening has a different flavor depending on the show and the guests. for example, the first two shows were very much influenced by the interaction between the audience and the screened content, while the first act of this event was not so much a screening of "karasuno, fukkatsu!" as it was a live-action show of "kondou shouri, fukkatsu!" like. oh my god. I THOUGHT KENTA WAS BAD ABOUT REENACTING CHOREO at least he stayed seated half the time, shouri was straight up diving and rolling across the stage for every single one of nekoma's matches plus some of his white coat scenes as well. because if you put him in front of an audience this is just what happens.

BUT I DIGRESS. let us begin at the beginning.

first let me apologize for the fact that the first act will be light on shou and acchan because i was way up front, meaning i could only watch one half of the stage at a time, and it was real hard to watch anything other than The Kondou Shouri Hour. but more about them in the second act and aftertalk!!! ...also, i'm not gonna lie, i did not absorb a lot of the first five minutes or so because i was like, entranced by naoki's face. good lord that man has cheekbones. ANYWAY.

shouri: tbh this is the first time i've had a script to MC an event… honestly, who needs it. (tosses the clipboard over his shoulder)

he also mentioned he was at the screening the night before to figure out how this whole cheering thing worked, WHICH WOULD EXPLAIN THE PART WHERE RYOUTAROU AND JUSTIN WERE CLEARLY LAUGHING AT SOMEONE IN THE WINGS fldajfkldjf i thought at the time it was juudai and sonde, or maybe that kenta was there again (…i mean, he was, lol), but i bet it was shouri.

so then it was time for cheering practice. nice kill, nice receive, jump serve… shouri: oh and then when someone gets a point, cheer for them. you know like, I-I ZO, KU-RO-O, O-TO-KO-MA-E (roughly "NICE, KUROO, YOU'RE THE MAN") naoki: LOL WASN'T THAT YOUR CHEER IN HIGH SCHOOL shouri: yes :D shouri: ii zo, shouri, otokomae!! naoki: oh my god shouri: …let's do it now :D naoki: WE REALLY DON'T HAVE TO shouri: (already backing up for a run up) naoki: ok. cheer for kuroo, ok. shouri: no, for shouri :D naoki: ……………. shouri: (runs up and does a massive jump spike) audience: I-I ZO, SHO-U-RI, O-TO-KO-MA-E!! sound tech: (WHISTLE BLOWS)

to explain the whistle thing – so each night when the cast got too far off track or were going too long, a ref's whistle would sound. the previous two nights, it happened once or twice. how many times did shouri get whistled off? A LOT.

of course we practiced the datekou cheers as well! shouri: datekou, please show them how to do it acchan: but i mean, in the actual show, nekoma-san did this part, right shouri: right!! we did!! in the white coats acchan: so we'd like to leave it to you now ok thank you :) shouri: ...wait

(in the end they both did it.)

they then cued up the next screen… which was the entire datekou vs karasuno rap. XD shou: look. the rap is long and complicated, it's tiring, i'm sure it would be tough to do the whole thing. but even if you can't. everyone just please be sure to do sakunami's line. "funk it block." naoki: and yamaguchi's. shoubu no wakareMEEEE.

then shouri started explaining the special cheers/moves he thought up that he wanted us to do flfjaf;djkfdf. when nekoma sway back back and forth to their theme he wanted us to wave our thundersticks in time. "I THOUGHT THIS UP A MONTH AGO," he said proudly. "I WAS REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS EVENT!!!"

shouri: and here's another one i thought up a month ago shouri: in the manga there's a cheer that goes ike ike nekoma, right. so this is what i want us to do -- shouri: ike ike nekoma, nyan nyanya nyanyanyan! (waves cat paws) sound tech: (WHISTLE)

as before we ended by chanting ose ose nekoma / go go datekou except this time after about two seconds shouri and shou were like, yelling out at the top of their lungs running around the stage while naoki maded increasingly desperate whistling motions toward the sound booth. shouri: let's do it again! naoki: ISN'T THIS ENOUGH shouri: IM THE MC I MAKE THE RULES naoki: kansai people are terrifying. shouri: (super thick kansaiben) I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR A LAUGH

(and that, incidentally, is the difference between what shouri and kenta were doing w/r/t choreo -- you get the impression that this is probably how kenta watches these shows at home whereas put shouri in front of an audience, even if that audience is two people, and he can't help but perform. his and takato's consistently over the top ad libs suddenly make so much sense…)

all this, and the actual screening hadn't even started. deep breaths.

tonight the audience started calling out "furudate haruichi!" "worry-san!" "nakayashiki-kun!" when their names appeared on screen just like they were some of the players, it was cute. XD also even though kiyoko wasn't yet physically present, every time she "appeared" off stage the audience swooned "KIYOKO-SAAAAN".

so for the opening, of course they came out and did their own parts (props to acchan and shou for how well synced they were with the screen, their timing was super impressive) but then they all took turns doing not just a little bit of the rest but EVERYONE else's. iirc shouri was oikawa, naoki was iwa-chan, shouri was daichi, naoki was suga, shou was asahi, acchan was tanaka and ennoshita (the timing broke down a little bit here XD), naoki was takechan, shouri was ukai, naoki was kageyama, and shouri was hinata.

it was funny because like, when they first start doing other characters naoki was like, laughing at himself, still a little self-conscious but by the time he ran out to do kageyama's jump he was super into it and getting huge amounts of air lol. that was sort of the pattern of the night, naoki was clearly enjoying himself and excited in a normal person way but then kept getting dragged into increasingly weird shit by shouri and by the end would be like FINE LET'S GO LET'S DO IT.

as previously mentioned this resulted in them reenacting the vast majority of nekoma's choreo in full, in the center of the stage. flips and rolls and dives and all. shouri also kept forgetting this was not, like, a concert or something and would literally be bouncing up and down waving his thundersticks when he wasn't actively dancing. but then he got all embarrassed during kuroo's "that sparkling stage…!" speech and walked off stage... but BARELY, he was hovering so close in the wings that i could still see him ahaha. the closest he could physically force himself to actually leaving the spotlight. XD in contrast, naoki was so embarrassed during his first couple lines/closeup that he tied his nekoma towel around his face, walked off stage, and didn't come back for a full minute. hee.

shouri also made naoki leave the stage with him so that they could walk back on for nekoma's pre-match entrance, this time with shouri wearing his jacket specifically so he could reenact the dramatic toss and catch, which he then intentionally dropped a la the DVD blooper roll, as naoki took hinata's role of pointing at it in shock.

naoki was also apparently the "voice" of kiyoko behind the "tobe!" flag, shouri was very excited to make sure we knew that. OH for the first scene between kuroo and kenma, SHOU came out as kenma with shouri trailing after him measuring the height difference between the two of them and making exaggerated confused faces. and after nekoma waved goodbye and left the stage after the practice match was over, naoki also waved goodbye and walked off but shouri was so caught up in watching that he didn't notice naoki was gone for at least a minute and then did a huge doubletake at the empty chair. XD

last but not least, for the kurotsukki fans out there, i know you're reading this, during the practice montage at the end of act 1 shouri acted out tsukki's bit standing there tossing a volleyball with one hand like :|, and his attempt at a bored tsukki expression was hilarious, shouri's face just doesn't do that naturally. XD

so while the first act was like a show on stage we were watching, the second act was, of all the screenings so far, the most like an actual proper call-and-response cheering event. first was the tokonami match, of course, and honestly the biggest compliment to how well and effectively this match was staged is that there was zero snark – instead, i heard several people sniffling -- and the applause after ikejiri walked off stage went on for a long, long time.

but then the datekou match had so much for the audience to do! there was a LOT of cheering and chanting to take part in, and of course acchan and shou acted out big scenes like aone and futakuchi's "lock ON", the big blocks, "TEPPEKI DA" etc. by the end acchan was just on his feet making frustrated faces when he got blocked out ahaha. but this is the part that felt closest to actually being part of the student cheering squad at a volleyball game… if part of the cheers were a rap.

(at some point shouri and naoki came back on stage as well, and to be fair to them, for a split second when they came out again i was like OH NO LET THE DATEKOU KIDS HAVE THEIR CHANCE TO SHINE but while shouri did get very into reenacting their choreo he stayed off to the side and didn't distract from the main characters. thanks kondou-kun. XD

daichi: like [iwaizumi] said, datekou are really strong acchan: ^__^ (nod) suga: three months ago their iron wall totally destroyed us acchan: ^____^ (nodnod) suga: to be honest, we still haven't wiped out the fear from that time acchan: ^________^ (nodnodnod)

my favorite part about datekou, though, was at the end, when we got our first real emotional casualties of summer week. so first, aone's handshake with hinata also got a really, really long ovation, and shou started to look super emotional. then the datekou third years' retirement scene happened. because i know kimura atsushi, i was locked on (heh) to him from the moment it began, and was therefore able to watch in real time as his mouth slowly turned down and his face crumpled and his eyes glinted with tears. then when moniwa started talking about how next year's iron wall would be even stronger, he suddenly stood up and just nodded emphatically at every line but couldn't even smile. acchan i love u.

another sweet thing was that during that scene, the final "we played… we played volleyball!" scene with the losers, shou just took a long, slow look around the audience with this really gentle expression and later in the aftertalk he said he could see people crying and that he was really touched and grateful.

so, speaking of the aftertalk!

shouri and naoki also talked about aiia closing and how it felt kind of destined that it was where they had both their haikyuu debut and now their last haikyuu event. naoki: appearing as members of the cheering squad. shouri: as the ensemble cast. naoki: shouri, you were definitely the loudest person here. shouri: because i'm the MC!

they dragged-slash-complimented shou for his scary aone face. "yeah, i'm kind of scared by myself when i see the recording tbh because it's not like i could SEE myself when i was made up on stage." acchan: but off stage he's really nice!! naoki: yeah, you always gave off this kind of sweet idiotic air in the dressing room. shou: …actually… something like that happened today…

and then he explained how during the scene when aone is blocked out by hinata and lands with a thump back on stage, he reenacted it today… and when he landed in a crouch, his pants tore. XDD CUE EVERYONE DUCKING BEHIND HIM AND LIFTING UP THE SHIRT TIED AROUND HIS WAIST TO CHECK OUT THE TEAR AND FALL AROUND LAUGHING like literally naoki was lying on the stage paralyzed with laughter. shouri kindly demonstrated to us exactly where and how large the tear was, thanks shouri. "lucky i wore a shirt around my waist today!" shou said.

acchan also explained how he and shou did different variations on the "lock ON" on asahi, so of course shouri made them demonstrate – and they did one in which futakuchi tries to push aone's arm down, it pops back up, and futakuchi then walks his fingers cutesily up aone's arm as he says "yamenasai!"

then naoki told us about how during the scene when hinata spikes with his eyes open, one day takeru came up to him and said super seriously, "what's the deal with hinata closing his eyes? don't you normally spike with your eyes open?" naoki explained there was a line about how he hits with his eyes closed earlier, to which takeru replied, "i didn't hear anything about that, idk what you're talking about" and that was when naoki realized he was speaking as yaku. "i get staying in character but he WENT OUT OF HIS WAY TO ASK ME ABOUT IT."

speaking of, shouri also said that the show was just around the time the volume with the nekoma third years' backstory came out so that if you watch the full stage recording you'll see kuroo and yaku squabbling and kai trying to break them up in the background and such.

then, another takeru story, for one particular scene when the nekoma cast was holding up the iron wall it was always incredibly hot, because they'd already worked themselves into a sweat during their actual match as nekoma, then they'd have to put on these long white coats, so it was unbearable… and then on top of that, takeru would come over and like. squish up next to him. and it would be even MORE hot. so naoki would be like, "pssst get away from me" and takeru would just sit crouch there dead still staring straight ahead. "i got SO MAD AT HIM."

so that’s why today takeru was tweeting "…what did shouri and naoki say about me." XD

finally, their final messages! that's when shou said the bit i mentioned earlier about how moving it was to see the fans' reaction, and added "I'M DEFINITELY COMING BACK i mean i don't know if that's actually possible BUT I DEFINITELY WELL." acchan fell all over his own words and then was like I CAN'T PUT HOW GRATEFUL I AM INTO WORDS i love haikyuu bye. naoki said how how grateful he is that his first and last experiences at aiia were both, specifically, "karasuno, fukkatsu." and shouri just talked about how WOW HAIKYUU'S AMAZING WORRY KINOSHITA IS AMAZING. (naoki: just pretend he's an alien or something, ok guys?) and then, also, that he owes his career to the show basically and is super grateful and proud to have been involved.

OH, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST -- the sound tech got the last laugh on shouri. they thanked us for coming and bowed... and then the credits music didn't start like it did for everyone else, they had to start singing it themselves – "da da DAH da da da DAH da da da DAH da da da dah" while shouri yelled at the sound booth "HEY, DON'T PUNISH ME" until the tech took pity on them and cued up the music. then shouri purposely "tripped" and fell going off stage, naoki held back shou and acchan from going back to help him, and they got whistled off one last time. XD

…the end. jesus that was a lot, how the hell are we going to get through shinka no natsu as led by shouri, we're all gonna die.

tonight: shousha to haisha………………. pray 4 me. see you tomorrow!!

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Answer all 100!

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1. Soundcloud!

2. Messy

3. Dark Brown

4. Hm, I do like the name Joshua, it has a nice ring to it and is one of the top tier names in my opinion, though I also dislike it for other reasons.

5. Single :/  (Maybe someday not!)

6. Chill, excitable, and reserved

7. Brown

8. Well, when I get a driver’s license soon I’m going to be driving a dark grey Santa Fe Sport.

9.  Any store tbh

10. At the moment, I’d call my style plain, but in my mind I envision having a really cute pastel style of some kind, I dunno.

11. Tumblr

12. I’m not sure... Twin sized?

13. I have three brothers and one sister.

14. I’d just wanna live in a cozy house somewhere, location doesn’t really matter, though not too down south, cus I like being up north.

15. Don’t have one.

16. I don’t even know any brands tbh

17. Every day

18. Star Vs. The Forces of Evil, OK KO, Destination Truth, so many others.

19. 10 Mens

20. 5′8

21. Sneakers

22. I mean, I go to the small gym in my apartment building and work out sometimes.

23. A lot of cuddles and snuggles! A lot of cheesy date stuff, smoochin’, all that stuff! A lot of eating as well! Eating with a date would be so sublime!~ We could just be wrapped up in blankets at home and enjoy our presence and warmth! Maybe play video games and other fun stuff! Don’t get me going on dates because I get like this haha! Going to the mall with a date would be fun as well!

24. 17 Clams, yo

25. I’m not wearing any.

26. Two

27. I don’t have a job, I want one though, I’m just horrible at looking.

28. Twelve or so, that I’d consider friends and not people I talk to sometimes (though I love y’all acquaintances too!)

29. I’m not sure, probably me getting angry and yelling at them and saying things I shouldn’t say. Also maybe something else that I forgot??

30. I think it was some kind of plum candle? Or one that was like, “Stormy Weather” or something.

31. Joshua, Jeremiah, Alex

32. Juniper, Catherine, Hazel

33. Sir Patrick Stewart and Kyle McLaughlin 

34. Sheryl Lee

35. Mary Elizabeth Winstead

36. Short Circuit or The Brave Little Toaster. Probably others but I’m bad with names.

37. I used to read a lot, now I read every now and then. My favorite book is Night Watch!!!

38. This question confuses me, I’d want both haha. Unless it means what I like? I guess brains? But you don’t have to be smart for me to like you! I’m hardly smart myself lol. 

39. Some people call me June, wonder why.

40. I don’t think I ever have... hm...

41. The Sign - Ace of Base, Scatman’s World - Scatman, Tie a Yellow Ribbon Round the Ol’ Oak Tree - Tony Orlando & Dawn, Warszawa - David Bowie, Take On Me - a-ha,  Superman - Goldfinger, Hey Ya - Outkast, Second Wind - Billy Joel, Dancing in the Moonlight - King Harvest, and 99 Luftballons - Nena!

42. No

43. Oily, I think...

44. Being a bad, amoral person

45. I dunno, never thought about it, probably none.

46. This weird medium longish parted hair, don’t know the name, I’d want a bob cut if I could have one.

47. I live in a smallish apartment.

48. My family and friends are my role models.

49. Hm, I remember a while ago I got called cute by a girl after homecoming dance. That one came to mind, but it probably isn’t the most recent, recently people have been saying I’m a nice friend!!! So that’s good. My memory is bad though so maybe there is more recent stuff.

50. “Yeeee”

51. Nine, I think?

52. A Beetle of some kind would be a neat car.

53. Very bad.

54. I don’t, but I want to.

55. I’m not sure...

56. Suburbs

57. No

58. No

59. I try!

60. 325

61. Yes

62. Yep

63. McDonalds

64. Honey Mustard or BBQ sauce of some kind.

65. Jammies 

66. No

67. Drawing, Video Games, collecting stones, collecting figurines, and reading, etc.

68. Yes!

69. No

70. Some concert at the place where the ferry for the island comes, I forget the bands name.

71. Tea

72. Dunkin’ Donuts

73. Maybe someday.

74. I don’t really have a crush, I try not to get them, but I fail at doing that often haha!

75. Sure, why not!

76. Brown or Blue, I think, I don’t know though, I have terrible fashion sense.

77. Yes

78. Closed or partially open

79. Yes

80. People acting cocky gets on my nerves, also people not paying attention to people speaking, though I’m guilty of that one. Probably something else as well.

81. My mother

82. Cookie dough

83. Regular oreos 

84. Rainbow

85. A Nike exercise shirt thing.

86. An anthro rat person with a donut outfit lol.

87. Shy, I guess.

88. I’d love it, if anyone ever did it haha, lol

89. Don’t really know them, they seem ok though.

90. I wash my face at night and in the morning!

91. No

92. No

93. Popcorn!

94. Sorry, can’t think of anything!

95. Winter

96. Day

97. All, though I kinda prefer Dark.

98. July or December.

99. Cancer

100. My family.

[fannishcodex]

oh no not another quickly brainstormed AU/theory that’s growing out of control

and for a new fandom: OK KO Let’s Be Heroes!

About Professor Venomous!

Okay, so I have a lot of (positive) thoughts about Prof Venomous’ first appearance in the episode “We’re Captured!”--

But the one relevant to this post is this stray thought I had about the episode.

I always wondered when Prof Venomous spots K.O. , if it’s just him realizing there’s something up and realizing a hero’s here...or if it’s also because he recognizes K.O. specifically. If there’s a connection between Prof Venomous and K.O. . And I wondered if that’s something the show subtly covers up for now with the idea that Prof Venomous in the episode plot is just finally figuring out what Lord Boxman has been trying to hide, rather than really exploring his full reaction in depth. 

(If I recall correctly, it’s also a shot of only K.O. that Venomous reacts to, not a group shot of all the heroes, K.O. , Enid and Rad together--so it could be that Venomous is at least partly reacting to K.O. -by-himself in particular.)

And given that K.O. ’s dad has been a mystery, K.O. and Prof Venomous at least have hair color more similar to each other’s than different (they both have dark hair), the trope “The Hero’s Mysterious Missing Father is the Bad Guy” is something the parody-themed show could play with--when I combined that with my thought that Prof Venomous’ reaction involved a specific recognition to K.O. himself that could imply a connection between the two, I wondered, “What if Prof Venomous is K.O. ’s missing father?”

(While still shipping Prof Venomous/Lord Boxman tbh. Prof Venomous is bi and things have been over between him and Carol for years, she’s a previous ex. Prof Venomous unattached and interested in Lord Boxman.)

I personally thought the idea was neat, and could make for a good fic--

AND THEN I SAW THE LABOR DAY PROMO FOR THE NEW KO EPISODE, AND NOW I’M EVEN MORE INCLINED TO THINK MY STRAY THOUGHT MIGHT HAVE MORE WEIGHT TO IT AS A THEORY.

The promo has:

-A voice that sounds a lot like Prof Venomous, I’m pretty sure it’s his character and voice actor.

-A lot of purple used, the color of Prof Venomous’ skin, and likely his signature/theme color.

-Silhouette figure that seems like it could resemble Prof Venomous’ own figure. (And the silhouette figure seems like it could be wearing a hood, meant to cover up features K.O. could recognize from a brief meeting, i.e. their brief interaction in “We’re Captured!”)

So that all makes me think the silhouette figure in the Labor Day promo is Prof Venomous.

And these lines from the voice that sounds a lot like Prof Venomous:

“I see something in you that no one else sees.”

Let me show you how to unleash it.”

Makes me think of my “Prof Venomous-is-K.O.’s-Missing-Mystery-Dad” theory. To me, those lines make me think of a familiarity--specifically, that Prof Venomous sees something in K.O. and he can show him how to unleash it, because Prof Venomous possesses something similar, and he knows K.O. has inherited it from him because they’re actually father and son.

It looks like K.O. ’s shadow self returns in the Labor Day promo, covered in purple too. I rewatched a clip of when K.O. first uses that shadow self from the “Face your Fears” episode, and even then it does have traces of people in its design, like a purple outline/glow around its shadow figure. It’s this dark shadow with purple that’s present before the Labor Day promo. That does suggest that it really is something already inside K.O. , and it is something Prof Venomous could show him how to unleash, rather than it’s all something Prof Venomous adds to K.O. , as I’ve seen others consider when theorizing it’s Prof Venomous in the Labor Day promo. I don’t think it’s that, I think it will mostly be that K.O. really does already have something, and Prof Venomous shows him how to unleash it. And I theorize that’s all because K.O. was born inheriting that something from his father Prof Venomous, who can show him how to unleash it because he’s more familiar with it, more experienced with what he ended up passing down to K.O. . 

More below the cut, including some headcanons I have about this idea.

Similar theorizing from YouTube [x] :

“Ok, here's a theory. About this dark side being inside of K.O doesn't makes any, as like the powers he have. As I can see, Carol's is all physical and strenth; so why his son has this kind of abillyties? Then I have the thought about K.O.'s father. Who was he? Where he is? Does K.O. has this powers because of him? Was the father a hero...? Or maybe a villian/anti-hero?“

And this:

“i think the idea of the man being K.O.'S dad is interesting. i bet its professor venomous, but it would give the plot so much more development and theories if it turned out to be his missing father. maybe ko's dad turned out to be a villian (maybe he participated in the robbery in the sandwich flash back) and carol separated from him because of it and now he's seen ko's ability and wants to teach him about his past and potential...but then again the villian is probably professor venomous“

But I really do think those ideas can be combined: the silhouette figure is K.O.’s dad, who is Professor Venomous. Prof Venomous is K.O.’s father.

Also there’s this:

“The man is his dad and he is teaching ok about some dark powers he really has. The man had those powers and now showing him the dark power. Ok will someday have control of them when he is older.

The thing inside him is the same one in the fear episode

I think the man is his dad

Then that means his dad is professor venomous”

Pretty much.

I can see Carol hiding the fact that Prof Venomous from K.O. because she thinks he’s too young. She has used “it’s a grown up thing/it’s an adult thing” as a reason to not to tell K.O. everything before.

I can even see her more positive words about K.O.’s mystery dad as something like an Obi-Wan thing, rather than an outright lie--Carol thinking of a time when Prof Venomous could have been different and someone she cared for, but he changed, and stopped being the man she cared for. 

This may go into more headcanon territory:

I think it would also be interesting to have Prof Venomous be K.O.’s father, and really play with that idea--like, I keep being entertained by the idea of this being played out in a generally deconstructive parody series that’s even sweet--that is, the fantastical setting meeting more domestic/personal themes in a way. K.O. actually building a relationship with his villain dad Prof Venomous. Prof Venomous didn’t even know K.O. existed until Lord Boxman’s dinner, he just immediately recognized the resemblance to his ex that he hasn’t seen in years and that gap of time could be as long as how old this kid seems to be, and who has dark hair like his--and, well. Prof Venomous and his suspicions confirmed, and he’s curious to see what else K.O. inherited from him. Later after some conflict, some gray happens--K.O. would like to get to know Prof Venomous as his dad, and Prof Venomous actually reciprocates, in his way. Carol and Prof Venomous talk, start to sorta reconcile enough that Carol more willing to let K.O. get to know Prof Venomous. Prof Venomous figuring Carol would have every reason for never telling him about K.O. before, and this is true for her reasoning. Carol and Prof Venomous as exes dealing with each other again because they both know they have a kid now. Fink as sorta K.O.’s adopted half sibling.

Definitely headcanon:

There really are a lot of wonderfully strange names in the show, but I also think about the joke where K.O. had to think and remember that his mom’s name is Carol, and that Carol did have a separate hero name, Silver Spark before. So thinking Prof Venomous is a separate villain name, and he does have another name, like Carol does. Headcanon that Kent Oliver is Professor Venomous’ other name, and Carol actually named K.O. after him, her son’s full name being  Kent Oliver when not written and said only as the initials K.O. Carol in her mind separates between Prof Venomous and Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr.; she cared more about Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr., she was thinking of him specifically when praising K.O.’s mystery dad before.

Pre-Prof Venomous/Kent Oliver/K.O. Sr.: Actually both similar to and different from Prof Venomous. Generally a nicer and more chill version of Prof Venomous before. A combination of “grown up stuff” and just generally drifting apart and changing priorities/beliefs resulted in his separation from Carol, taking on the name Prof Venomous and his villain career.

Part of what happened with Prof Venomous is why Carol seems to have pretty much stepped away from hero-and-villain industry and isn’t directly or officially involved anymore, and is more devoted to raising K.O. to be kind and thoughtful.

Carol and Prof Venomous have known each other since they were kids, and their relationship then had similarities to K.O. and Dendy’s relationship today.

K.O. very much takes after Carol the most. He only has dark hair and some abilities from Prof Venomous.

K.O.’s hair may spike at the tips a little more like Prof Venomous’ hair.

Prof Venomous’ enthusiasm for villainy and fighting heroes may be similar to K.O.’s enthusiasm for heroics and fighting villains. Prof Venomous still in villain-hero biz while Carol’s retired; and K.O. is just starting in the biz. Prof Venomous and K.O. could have more to talk about what’s currently going on in the villain-hero biz.

Carol and Prof Venomous are forever exes and are never getting back together. Prof Venomous is bi and is interested in Lord Boxman now.

Prof Venomous may have a type--drawn to a passionate fighting spirit that Boxman and Carol have.

Mr. Gar and Prof Venomous were never romantic rivals for Carol’s affections. Prof Venomous was aware of and neutral over Gar’s infatuation with Carol. Gar always a true gentleman and never tried to cause waves in the relationship between Carol and Prof Venomous. Now as Carol’s ex, Prof Venomous takes some pleasure in teasing Gar about his crush on Carol.

K.O. really wants to get along with Fink too. Fink is more grumpy over this revelation about her Boss’ personal and family life.

This is all a theory I enjoy, and canon may make it a completely fun AU come Labor Day. I’ll see soon enough.

[la-appel-du-vide]

THAILAND 2019 - Day Nine {Phuket}

We had actually planned ahead for Phuket, which is unlike us haha. Usually we sort of plan as we go, but this time we had arranged tours for both of our full days. We had a scheduled pick-up time for 8:45, so I set my alarm for 8:00. For whatever reason, it’s way easier to go to bed early and wake up early here. We wake up on our own usually around 7 everyday, but I set an alarm just to be safe. It’s definitely not like that at home. If I have to get up before 10, I hate myself.

Sure enough, I woke up after a terrible night’s sleep on a piece of CEMENT and went to get my phone (because if you remember, the only outlets that work are in the freaking kitchen). It was like 7:45, and we were just lounging around, because we knew we had a whole hour before we needed to be down in the lobby waiting. I decided to check my email, and that’s when the panic set in. I had an email from the tour company from 30 minutes ago, saying our driver was there and that we needed to go down ASAP. I also had a missed call from a Thai phone number. FULL PANIC set-in, and we jumped out of bed, threw on whatever swimsuit and clothes were closest, grabbed as much stuff as we could think we might need in like a minute, and full sent it downstairs. We were upset, because we didn’t think it was fair for them to tell us one time, and then change it last minute. We were pretty sure they wouldn’t have waited that long for us – it had been like 45 minutes at that point – but thought we’d check anyway. Sure enough, no cars were waiting when we got down there. We were super upset, so I tried to call the company to find out what could be done. Luckily, when she answered, she told me she had sent that email to us instead of another group by mistake, and that she was calling to correct it. So we panicked for nothing, and still had our original pick-up time of 8:45. We went back up to the room to reorganize and regroup for a few minutes, and then we went down to meet our driver, who was there right on time. (;

It was a short ride over to the marina, where we were greeted with a minimal, but still nice, complimentary continental breakfast. We ate some muffins and fruit, purchased water shoes and waterproof cell phone cases for the tour, and then headed down to the boat docks. We had a three-engine speed boat waiting for us. We sat in the back, and enjoyed a very quick (it’s a super-fast boat!) ride over to our first stop of the day, Koh Khai island. This was a pretty crowded island. There were a lot of tourists there already for that early in the morning, especially since there aren’t any hotels on the island and it’s more of a day-trip destination. We were given an hour of free time there. We started off with a full send into the beautiful water. We had snorkel gear, so we tried to swim around and see what there was to see there, but with so many boats and so many swimmers, there was so much dust you couldn’t see anything unless it was directly in front of your face. We did see a lot of sea urchins though, and they spooked us. We were pretty glad we had decided to get the water shoes, because those suckers would really hurt to step on. It was a failed snorkeling effort overall, besides seeing a couple of fish.

We hopped out of the water, and wandered around the island, and took some photos while we were at it. All the rocks are covered in clam shells/mussels or something, and they hurt if you touch them so we had to be careful. Then our time was up, so we made our way back to our base camp to meet our group. We had a couple extra minutes, so we ordered some smoothies from the beach bar – bad news, they were terrible.

Then back to the boat! Next stop? James Bond island! This was the part of the tour that I was definitely most excited about. James Bond island is one of the most iconic landmarks of Thailand. It’s in all the pictures you see! It’s called that because a scene in one of the James Bond movies was filmed here. We pulled up to the shore, and had to climb up some steps to the other side of the island to get our first glimpse of James Bond island! It was just as stunning as all of the pictures. I was floored. This world is such a gorgeous place, and I’m so happy to get to see so much of it.

We walked down to the water, took some photos, and enjoyed swimming around for a while. All too soon, it was time to head back to the boat. It was a moment though I won’t soon forget.

We drove around to look at the other side of James Bond island by boat, and then jetted off to Gypsy Island, which I think is actually called Ko Panyi. But it’s a cute nickname. This was a super interesting island for us! This is a residential island and about 1400 people live there. All the houses are built on stilts over the water, they have a school and a floating soccer field, and though everything seems to be falling apart and a little ghetto when you really look at the houses closely, it’s really a beautiful place to live! We started out with lunch at the New Fern restaurant. We had another Thai buffet style lunch, and it was actually really good, even though we were super nervous about it. I ate fried rice with sweet and sour chicken/vegetables on it, onion rings, and some delightful watermelon. You never know how the Thai food will be, it’s hit and miss, but we enjoyed this lunch. Then we got to wander around the village. We saw some cute little Thai babies in Kindergarten, in the middle of their school lessons, we saw the floating soccer fields, wandered through the rows of homes, and even bought some real pearl earrings! I guess this area is abundant in pearls, so they sell them for much cheaper than we could get them at home. We picked out some really pretty ones, and we are excited to wear them.

Then, what do you know, back to the boat! (;

Next up, was kayaking through caves in Phang Nga National Park! We drove a little ways, and then met a blow-up kayak stand in the middle of the bay. We debated bringing our phones, but were worried the kayak would capsize and we’d lose them, so we didn’t. And boy do we regret it. We’ve got to stop doing this. From now on, the rule is always to take the phone. We hopped in a kayak and had an employee in the back to paddle us around. He took us through some caves into what reminded me a lot of the Mexican cenote. It was gorgeous blue water, surrounded by rock walls with lots of plants growing down, and it was just stunning. We had to duck a bit going through the caves, because the stalactites were hanging down so low. Super cool experience, I just wish I had some photos. Then he paddled us around a little more outside the caves, and it was super relaxing. When he took us back to the dock, it was free time for swimming. We grabbed some life jackets and jumped right in. While we aren’t big fans of the salt water, we freaking love swimming here. The water temperature is perfect and refreshing, not to mention so pretty, and we just floated around for about 30 minutes really enjoying ourselves before it was time to head out.

The nice thing about this tour company too, is that throughout the day, they’d offer us cold water bottles, Coke and Fanta for free, and occasionally fruit as well. That was a nice plus.

Our driver drove us around more of Phang Nga Bay, to see some more of the 42 islands in the park, and then we headed back to the marina. It really amazes me that of this vast ocean, the driver knows exactly where to go. I can’t imagine looking at all this water that looks the same and having any sense of direction tbh.

We got back to the marina, loaded our stuff up, and walked back over to the tourist office. They had us fill out surveys, and then they took us back to our hotel. Between all the swimming, sand, and insane wind on the boat, our hair was not in good shape. But we were already wet, and already dressed for it, so we went up to the roof to check out our swimming pool.

Ok, I know I’ve hated on this hotel a lot, but honestly, the pool was literally the greatest thing I’ve ever experienced, and it might have made the bad stuff worth it. It was this gorgeous infinity pool on the roof, with perfectly crystal-clear FRESH water, of the most amazing temperature. Swimming in nice water with the most amazing view? Yeah, that’s my dream. It was the perfect way to unwind after a busy day. We swam around for a while, and I just loved it so much. I’m obsessed with being in the water. I even found a flower for my hair. (;

Then we headed back to our room to shower. It was nice to clean our hair up after all the trauma we put it through, haha.

We were starving at this point, but didn’t really want to walk back down to the Pizza Company, so we went and asked Ms. Jub if there was a nearby mall we could go to. She called us a taxi to take us there, and it was such a gorgeous mall. We were a bit under-dressed haha.

We found a place called Lucky 13 Sandwich, and decided to eat there. It was super good, actually, and a nice change from what we’ve been eating. Then we rounded out the night with a DQ cone, of course. (;

We texted Ms. Jub and she sent the taxi back for us. We did a few little housekeeping items, but then it was bed time, because we had an even earlier morning ahead…

[0225pm]

04 dec 2017

yooohoo

so it's currently 11:43pm and i'm writing this in the toilet as i poop.

didn't do much today but i met dayah and we went to bedok singpost for awhile in the afternoon cus she had to top up the current for the house. and then we went to bedok mall to have our late lunch. i suggested eating at fish n chicks cus i really wanted to try their hawaiian chicken set but we ended up just having lunch at 18chefs instead cus she didn't really feel like having anything there after looking at the menu. kinda bummed but i guess there's always a next time (hopefully!!). i wanted to have my usual (the tomyum fusilli or the curry rice with beef) but didn't wanna go over my budget of 10 bucks so i just got the cheese baked rice under the student meal which is also my usual when i wanna eat something nice and filling but at the same time still save!! cus their student meal automatically comes with a drink (the standard ice lemon tea) and dessert (ice cream of the day). so for about $10 or less, you practically get a whole meal which to me is really worth it if you feel like having "normal" food instead of fast food all the time.

after our lunch, she had to fill the current up so we went back to her place and i waited for her with the neighborhood cat. super cute, i should have taken a photo so i post it here but i didn't lol. and then she booked an appointment at the doctor's cus of an injury she had during her trip at pulau ubin. damn clumsy af wth. her hands and a side of her face were covered in scars from all the thorns and she has a really bad bruise around her abdomen and bladder area wtf. i fuckig told her to go for an xray since it's such a sensitive area but stubbornly refused zz no matter how many times i advised her to.

but ya anyway while waiting for her appointment, han suddenly called me and asked me if i want to accompany him cut his hair or not today. i said yes!! cus i told him before to bring me if he wants to cut his hair but i can only leave around 7 or so i thought.... cus i actually reached his place around 9 lol. i felt bad just leaving dayah there so i waited till she sees the doctor before i left and took an uber down to han's place. unfortunately, by the time we reached the barbershop it was already 9:15pm and they closed at 9pm so we actually missed it by 15 minutes. sadly.

then han raged like a madman for awhile, kinda like a screaming child throwing a little bit of tantrum (jk lol i love you bb!!!!!!) because he really wanted to get a haircut today. he couldn’t tahan how long and bushy his hair has become cus he felt rimas hahahaha. imo, he can style his hair up a little like what he did last time since his fringe was getting in the way but lol i didn’t really suggest that to him just now cus i don’t think he’ll do it even hahahahha. and then he had a short moment of regret cus he felt that he should have just went ahead and got his hair cut, instead of waiting for me and going together.

after he was done being a madman, we walked towards the mrt because there’s an eatery nearby selling really cheap food, something like ananas. and he bought set A which is nasi lemak. there were pretty much only noodles and other fried food available since the eatery was already preparing to close for the day. 

then we walked around, to look for a sitting area at the void deck so he can sit down and eat. honestly, it would have been easier if we just go sit at his block’s void deck, but i was trying to avoid all chances of seeing his mom since i wasn’t properly dressed. the thing about me is that, i like wearing shorts or skirts more than jeans or pants or whatever long bottoms because i feel so restricted covering up all the skin on my legs (lol) but at the same time, i think it is rude for me to show up with a “naked” bottom, especially in front of the older generations. i think most malays (muslims) can relate to this. like tbh, my parents are super okay with me wearing shorts or skirts out but i don’t want to give a bad impression to others you know. and like, i know i should be myself and all but i don’t want to put whatever good (i hope) impression his mom have of me in jeopardy (even tho she already saw me wearing a skort ONCE). and tbh it is hard for me to be super comfortable around his mom cus she seems so traditional. like you cannot have any skinship because it’s haram and all lol whereas for my mom, she’s like super duper ok with skinship (she kept teasing me by saying things like “ooooh later far touch touch here (my thighs)” whenever i wear shorts/skirts out to meet han) but ya like apparently she’s totally fine with skinship. like even when han went over to my aunt’s and then sat beside me, being all chummy and touchy by laying on my thighs, or my shoulders, holding my hand etc, she didn’t even say anything when she saw it. it’s like she’s totally ok and sometimes i feel like she’s even encouraging the skinship actually LOLLLLLLLL istg!!!!

ok ya then we walked around looking for seats, petted some cats (we saw 4 cats!!!) and then finally just decided to walk back towards another block near the mall and found an empty sitting area!!! han ate and then we talked about his work, and other stuff. today was also the day i realised that han doesn’t like jobs that are gaji buta HAHAHAH. he prefers to be doing something on the job rather than just idling away not doing anything. but he also told me that he might not be able to last long at his current workplace due to experience-wise as well as the people there who are not really willing to teach him hands-on. just passing him some paper/manual thingy and asked him to read it instead of using his phone. tbh i find that quite shitty???? it was pretty much mundane at the start of the day until he was given a task to cut boards thingy till the end of his shift.  by 1030pm he was already getting really sleepy and tired, i guess his body clock is rewiring itself since it was pretty much fucked during the weekends and then i suggested that i should go home then so he can have an early rest. our meetup was short but honestly it was worthwhile going back and forth just to see him even if there wasn’t any skinship involved. and i’m not sure if he feels the same way but to me, just being around him makes me happy tbvh. like we don’t even have to be looking at each other or whatever, but his presence makes me feel like i’m not alone. i’m not talking about companionship but like you know the feeling of being able to share someone’s joys and pains. ya it’s that kind of feeling. i don’t think i explained it very well but i think you somewhat get the gist of it. then he wanted to book a grab home for me even though i said it was ok and i can just take the train cus it was only about 1030pm anyway and there’s still trains available probably up to 11+ even!! i told him to save his money (cus he got his pay of 3 days! the company damn good sia i thought usually most companies will bring forward the extras to the next month) but he stubbornly refused and still wanted to book a grab home for me so i gave in and since i haven’t had dinner, i told him that i wanna singgah 7-11 for awhile to get something to eat.

initially i was looking at getting a tuna onigiri (number 1 fav onigiri filling!!) and then i saw garlic + cheese bread and i really like garlic bread as well even though your breath will stink for abit due to the garlicky flavor but lmao idc and thought of getting both the garlic bread and the onigiri. but then i walked around and saw nissin’s cup noodle which is my second fav brand of cup noodles for tom yum flavor!!!! super love because the soup base is spicy and sour and salty wah damn shiok la but i don’t think it can beat this other brand that i super love but idk the name of the brand cus its in another language lol i think chinese???? but it’s only sold at sheng siong outlets and it costs about 90cents per cup. fucking nice istg it’s the most spiciest tom yum/shrimp flavored cup noodles i have ever tried. if i can find it one day, i’ll remember to snap a photo of it! ok but ya so i ended up getting one cup noodle, the garlic bread and instant tteokbokki. tbh i want to spend all my money on 7-11 HAHAHAHHA i love instant fooooood so unhealthy but so good wth!!!! why do unhealthy food taste so good omg 

and then han grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the store cus he knows if we stay there any longer i might make impulse purchases on food haahahahahah

after that he booked a grab for me which i had to share with someone else apparently cus the person was already on the ride. tbh i don’t mind sharing but i don’t really like sitting in the front cus super leceh esp with my bulky bag all then still must put on seatbelt (ya ok i know actually should put on seatbelt at the back also just in case anything happens) but ya then i told han that if there’s only one rider i’m gonna sit at the back je. the grab came and then we quickly kissed and hugged each other goodbyes and yesss lol i sat at the back cus there was only one rider sitting on the left so i decided to just sit on the right instead of the front hahahahahhaha the guy inside was kinda shock that i chose to sit behind i think cus usually second riders would rather sit in the front than with another random passenger at the back but lol idrc. then the driver dropped me off first. i got home around 1130pm, the journey felt so long but yet so fast lololol but by the time i’m home, han already ko HAAHAHAHHA

it’s gonna be another working day for him tomorrow!! second day of the week, 3 more days to go :>

jiayou my sayang hehe i love you!!! <3

[junmyuns]

i’m finally back home in melbourne and now it’s time to talk about kcon australia!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (both days).

so, i had to fly in from melbourne to sydney for this, and i flew in on thursday (but landed at 6pm, so couldn’t do early check in unfortunately...i was told from other people that victon were actually there just walking around the arena and exploring sydney on thursday so damn).

day 1

it takes over an hour to get to the convention from where i was staying, so my friend and i didn’t get there until about 10:30am?? and the first thing we did was join the first queue we saw (which ended up being the convention line). it was kind of disorganised bc no one knew what we were all queuing up for, and then we realised after ten minutes of queuing OH WE HAVE TO CHECK IN (we were p1), so we went further down, found the check in tent and managed to get our wristbands and scratch cards. scratched everything for day 1 and i got: audience for sf9 and hi touch with pentagon (WHICH WAS WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR SO I WAS SO SO SO HAPPY OMG).

sf9 were first up, and we were actually almost late for it, but we got in and they were cute and INSEONG. inseong’s always been my bias, but he really solidified it this kcon. his english is great (which i knew already!!), and he talked so much and I LOVE HIM OK. I LOVE THAT BOY. so sf9 were cuties. stayed in the audience to watch hi touch after their little meet and greet thing (shout out to kevin!!!!!), and they looked so happy and i kept yelling inseong’s name like the fangirl i am. he’s beautiful.

SO after the sf9 artist engagement was victon’s so my friend and i got something to eat. once we did, i came back for pentagon’s hi touch and started queuing up at the exact time i was supposed to (12:15pm). there were already people in the line, so i got in and sat down for over an hour in the hot, hot sun and it well and truly sucked bc i could feel myself melting. not a fun time. BUT worth it when we finally got in bc i was right in front so i got a GREAT view of the boys.

they did their meet and greet thing (kino danced to the key dance point of ‘like this’), and then hi touch began!!!!! order: yan an, shinwon, yeo one, e’dawn, jinho, hui, kino, hongseok, yuto and wooseok. YAN AN, SHINWON AND HUI ARE LIKE SUPER SUPER BEAUTIFUL IRL I WAS IN A W E. yeo one is my bias so ofc i was a mess when i saw him. i also remember e’dawn and jinho pretty clearly?? maybe bc i had the most eye contact with them? everyone else is sort of a blur now bc it went by so fast (like all hi touches). all i could think about was that this was the first group that i ever stanned pre-debut!! and i still remember bawling my eyes out watching pentagon maker when shinwon was eliminated (even with the knowledge that he got into pentagon in the end but STILL I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HEARTBROKEN BY A ‘SURVIVAL SHOW’...even if it didn’t really end up being a survival show?? idk). so. I TOUCHED ALL THEIR HANDS IT WAS GREAT.

after that, i made my way inside the convention centre, and just stayed inside for like an hour or so bc it was too hot for me to even try to venture outside, but eventually i had to go out to line up for the red carpet, and when i went outside: MASSIVE LINE. it was 4:30pm :/ so of course, i lined up and then ended up making friends with the girl next to me (we were p1 left), and so at least i had someone to chill with for the next two hours of waiting in line (my friend didn’t go to red carpet, she only came in for the show). so lots more waiting until finally FINALLY we were let into red carpet. i was pretty much in the back, so i didn’t get to see much (esp when exo came out bc everyone lost it. lots of phones everywhere). and then we were (in a very, very disorganised manner) herded to the concert area, where there was more waiting, but i managed to find my original friend in the meantime!

eventually kevin came on to talk to us about hotels combined (the sponsor), and then cover dances, and it finally started. suho and sehun did some mcing and i cried. SUHO’S ENGLISH. MY HUSBAND. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. so after them, first up was sf9!! they did: easy love, jungle game and fanfare. it was amazing (i was especially here for jungle game LOVED That dance). after them was pentagon. I LOST IT. my friend pushed me in front of her bc she knows i love them. they did: like this, can you feel it and gorilla. I WAS YELLING THEIR NAMES SO LOUD. oh, and kino did a solo dance at the beginning too. i think they did the piñata game?? but honestly, everything is a mess in my mind at this point, so i can’t remember for sure. after pentagon was victon! i don’t know them that well, but i’ve learnt all their names now (seungsik is soooooooooo cute ok THAT EYE SMILE). they did: unbelievable, blank and eyez eyez. i’m officially a fan now. then it was girl’s day!! i can’t believe i got to see girl’s day irl omg. minah is SO BEAUTIFUL. she came over to my section the most out of all the girls. i’m hyeri biased, but minah had a hold over me the whole time tbh. they did: i’ll be yours, something, expectation and ring my bell. I ACTUALLY GOT TO SEE SOMETHING AND EXPECTATION IN THE FLESH IT WAS INCREDIBLE. and then of course it was exo’s turn and i was YELLING SO LOUD BC MY BOYS. i’ve literally never in my life been so starstruck by a group before bc they’re EXO. they were RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME IN PERSON (minus d.o. and lay unfortunately though). i actually could have cried. i almost did. btw, chanyeol did a special stage of stay with me (from the goblin ost) with seola from wjsn and it was SO GREAT I LOVE THAT OST ONE OF MY FAVES ACTUALLY. ok so, exo performed: power, tender love, heaven, the eve and ko ko bop. I CAN’T BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE THE EVE LIVE THAT DANCE IS EVERYTHING GOOD IN THE WORLD. suho came over to my section and looked in my direction and smiled and his eyes literally GLITTERED and i have never felt so flustered in my life i almost sobbed. i’m actually really, really happy that i got to see ko ko bop and power live too bc i love love love the dance to power and they always look like they’re having the time of their life when they perform it (esp kai and he was so smiley!!). and then, before i knew it, it was all over and they all came out and said their final goodbyes and i had to go home. i was so exhausted, but still ready for day 2 of course.

OH, special stages were: pentagon peforming got7′s hard carry, sf9 performing exo’s monster and victon performing bts’ fire!!

day 2

so day 2 i was all by my lonesome bc my friend only wanted to go to day 1 (bc she wasn’t too familiar with the day 2 acts), so i headed off on my own a bit later this time since i already knew who i’d pulled for audience engagements/hi touch: wjsn and up10tion for audience engagement and monsta x for hi touch!! i’m not too familiar with wjsn and up10tion so i didn’t end up going to their audience engagement (i was also really, really tired), but i rocked up to the arena at about 11:30am for the monsta x hi touch (i still can’t believe i pulled monsta x bc they were the ones i wanted the MOST). there was already a line there (even though the queue for up10tion was still lining up), so i quickly got in line and had to wait even longer than pentagon this time since i came so early (but i knew there were going to be A LOT of monsta x fans). this time i learnt my lesson and brought an umbrella though, so it was a lot more bearable at least. so i sat there in line chatting with the girl in front of me (it’s really easy to make friends at these conventions and i’m shy as hell) who was a big monbebe. eventually, we got in, and then it was slightly cooler and kevin came out again to introduce monsta x and i was pretty close to the front? like maybe second row, so i had a wonderful view of all of them once again. KIHYUN WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME I WEPT TEARS BC HE LOOKED IN MY DIRECTION AND SMILED. i’ve always been both wonho and kihyun biased, but i truly think that kihyun finally took the bias title for me (with wonho still at a close second) bc i honestly could not stop staring at that boy. jooheon did a rap and it was fire ofc. then hi touch started and i was FREAKING OUT. i was literally shaking so much. i’ve never been so nervous to do a hi touch before (and i’ve done a bunch of them), but monsta x has this effect over me idek. order: shownu, hyungwon, jooheon, wonho, i.m., kihyun and minhyuk. i just kept going HI SHOWNU HI HYUNGWON HI JOOHEON HI WONHO HI I.M HI KIHYUN HI MINHYUK bc i didn’t know what else to do or say. kihyun actually grasped my hand and i shook some more. he was so smiley!!!!!!!!! i don’t remember all that much of this hi touch, but def kihyun’s face. and minhyuk bc he was at the end and real cute too. and shownu bc i was hyping myself out since he was first haha.

so after hi touch i went to go grab some lunch, and chilled for about an hour before going back and then finding some of the friends i met yesterday. we ended up lining up for red carpet at about 4pm, since the line had already started, and we wanted to be in closer than before. so more hours lining up until we were finally, finally let in. unfortunately, wanna one didn’t do red carpet bc i heard their hi touch ran long or something? idk, so after red carpet, we were herded once again into the arena, but this time it was too fast and it was kind of like a mini stampede. it was kind of dangerous actually :/ but eventually we got to make out way inside, and this time i was actually a little closer to the stage, but bc of that it was more pushy. also wanna one fans were really energetic (hah). they were more crazy i feel than the day 1 fans at least, but again, maybe it was just bc i was closer to the stage this time? who knows.

anyway, so kevin comes out and does more ‘hotels combined’ talking, and then introduces the cover dances (which i feel were better than the day 1 ones. they did really good). and then inseong and rowoon did some mcing (which they also did yesterday), and jooheon and shownu did a special collab stage together. sf9 were up first again. this time they did: easy love, roar and fanfare. so instead of jungle game they did roar this time round. there was some ongoing theme of taking off their jackets that they seemed to start bc every other group kept doing it after them bc it was so hot haha. cue me screaming INSEONG some more bc INSEONG (also jaeyoon!!). after sf9 were up10tion. they did: runner, so dangerous and white night. again, i’m not that familiar with up10tion (i like wooshin but...he’s still getting better so he wasn’t there). sunyoul, hwanhee and jinhoo REALLY caught my eye though. and they’re songs were so good?????? why have i been sleeping on them. so yeah, they did their thing and were very, very cute. after up10tion was wjsn, and they did: happy, secret and catch me. i don’t know them that well either, but i do like secret (and the more than i listen to happy, the more that it grows on me). they also did a cover medley of kylie minogue’s locomotion and can’t get you out of my head (the girl next to me was a huge fan and burst into tears when she saw them). i don’t have a bias yet, but luda, exy, yeoreum and dawon though!!!!!!!!!! so, so beautiful omg. cheng xiao and bona weren’t there though :( then wanna one came out and the crowd went mad. as soon as energetic started, everyone had their phone up and i could barely see anything haha. they did: energetic, wanna be (my baby) and burn it up. they also did some talking in the middle and seongwoo literally came over to my section and sat down and did aegyo IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. jisung did too and all my vids of that are literally just me screaming JISUUUUUUNG at the top of my lungs bc MY FAVE OK MY FAVE BOY I ROOTED FOR HIM FROM THE START. minhyun also came over at one point and did his infamous dance and i’ve recently become a nu’est stan all over again so MORE SCREAMING FROME ME. and woojin came over and did a sexy dance legit right in front of me and i caught it on video it’s the most beautiful thing in the world i am #blessed. also, it was guanlin’s birthday so daehwi (bless that boy) brought it up off script and everyone sang happy birthday to him :’) it was so cute. so after wanna one and their little aegyo/sexy competition, it was monsta x’s turn. SO MUCH YELLING I WELL AND TRULY LOST MY VOICE. they performed: shine forever, beautiful, ex-girl, fighter and hero. I GOT TO SEE FIGHTER AND HERO IN PERSON MY TWO FAVE TITLE TRACKS FROM THEM!!!!!!!!! they did this thing where they proposed to this girl in the audience. i.m. said something cheesy haha, kihyun serenaded her (i survived that somehow), and then wonho. MY MAN WONHO. he went down to the crowd, gave her a heart, took her phone and took a selfie with her and hugged her. HIS FAN SERVICE IS NO JOKE. i know i’ve seen vids of their concerts and always known but actually seeing it live is something else entirely. my lightstick gave out halfway through their set too (prob bc it was too overwhelmed by monsta x as well haha). so yeah, anyway, they did hero and my phone ran out of space (luckily i had my ipod), and then it was over and everyone came out to say goodbye :( but monsta x were the only group to run to the end of the stage and bow again THEY’RE SO CUTE I LOVE MONSTA X SO MUCH I STAN THE RIGHT GROUP. i hope, hope, hope they come back down to australia again at some point (they were saying they would!!) and this time to melbourne too bc i would do just about anything to get to see them again. i love them :’)

conclusion

i am sooooooo tired still. and sore. i had to wake up the next morning at 4:30am bc i had a flight back to melbourne at 7am, and it’s great to be back home, but at the same time the post concert depression is so, so real, and i’ve hyped this up for so long that now i’m like what do i do?? what to look forward to now?? no, but really, it was such a wonderful experience, and i really hope that they do kcon australia again next year (this time in melbourne PLEASE I’M POOR). it’s kind of funny bc most of the people i met there weren’t actually from sydney (most were interstate, and there were a lot of melburnians there interestingly enough). but either way, it was kind of awesome that we all came together for this experience, and it was super, super easy to strike up conversations with people, so if you ever go alone, don’t be afraid to do it bc you’re bound to find someone you can latch onto and hang out with even if you’re introverted. also, make sure to dress appropriately (esp if it’s hot: wear sunscreen!! and bring an umbrella). i hate how they kept making us throw out our water to get into the convention/meet and greet centres when it was so important for us to stay hydrated :/ but anyway, that’s enough from me. i’m sorry this is long. if you got to the end, HOW?? it was so much fun and despite the hot sun and the waiting around for hours, i’d do it all over again :D