#just waiting for Sam to come back
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Do you think Tara was there when Sam left?
#I was listening to Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms#and got to the lyric 'with tears in my eyes I begged you to stay. you said hey man I love you but no fuckin way'#and was struck down by blorbo thoughts#I'm just imagining 13 year old Tara waking up in the middle of the night#(I'm choosing to believe it happened at night. it's angstier this way)#and going downstairs for a glass of water#only to see Sam about to walk out the door#she tries to asks Sam what she's doing#but Sam just tells her to go back to bed#she doesn't really register what's happening until it's too late#when she finally unfreezes and runs out onto the porch#it's too late#Sam is already gone#Christina finds her the next morning#still standing on the porch#just waiting for Sam to come back#(honestly there might be a line in 5 that directly contradicts this. it's been a while since I've seen it lol)#I might eventually write and/or draw this#Tara tag#horror tag#hc tag
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Sam Nishimura haunting the narrative of Tomb Raider: The Legend of Lara Croft
This video hopefully contains all appearances, mentions, and scenes which Sam's character indirectly influenced. If I have missed any, please let me know!
btw, if you love Sam & Lara and are excited to see Sam's return in Season 2, please come check out our S.S. Endurance discord server! We'd love to see you there!
discord.gg/wsgWH7uD7R
#Tomb Raider The Legend of Lara Croft#Tomb Raider: The Legend of Lara Croft#Tomb Raider#Lara Croft#Sam Nishimura#Samantha Nishimura#Salara#S.S. Endurance#my edit#compilation#I can't fucking wait for season 2 omg#the wait is going to kill me fr#Sam is coming back and she's voiced by KAREN FUKUHARA?? Literally a dream come true#anyway enjoy the video#and yes I did revive my tumblr just for this lol
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something something, i'll always be enchanted by people gathering through the blur of the crowd to watch that someone playing their music in the city as the music echos through the streets with the sound of their craft, whether its a young teen trying out on their guitar trying to share what they can do with the world, or older folk reliving the dreams of their youth through the flow of the instrument, they are under the tunnel in the dim flickering street lamps, the young creating memories of their first days as a musician playing for a crowd whose faces they cant recognise or the old coming back to the roots where they first began and made those very memories under the tunnel with the dim street lamp, it wasn't flickering back then, but the moonlight still shines down just past the entrance to the tunnel, and the older joins younger because one day the young will become the old playing the sweet tunes of their youth
#did i write this at eleven at night because im filled with nostalgia for a place i've never known and people i've never met?? yes.#so that is why this is not coherent#i apologise profusely#however i just *had* to get this down or i'd lose it#haha isnt this so funny because i disappear for a day and then i come back with this??#okay im going to bed now#i'll post this tomorrow#wait no i'll schedule it#sam screams into the void#O'wonderings of writing#musician#this was also me playing Ella Fitzgerald on loop#phshshshhshs#and laufey#dark acadamia aesthetic#poetry
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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔
(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)
#also the show was great#I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter#ben schwartz#bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben#ben schwartz my beloved#me#also forgot me tag#editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience#so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures#he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him#Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them#I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me#as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute#he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of#but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them#so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side#so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know#he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure#he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has#he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol#he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel#he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible#he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture#she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’
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Favorite character from Throne of Glass so far? And try to guess mine 😜
Ooh, a good question! One that I actually have an answer to; despite the fact my answer really is all of them😂 (well all minus the obvious ones your NOT supposed to like; Arobynn, Maeve, Rourke Farran, the Blackbeak Matron, etc.) and while I am going to try & self-edit (something I’m terrible at, as any glance at my blog will show😂) the easiest explanation I have is probably this:
I will always utterly adore Fleetfoot like no other. Same with Abraxos. And Elide (who I seem to be in agreement with the characters; we would die for that cinnamon roll😂)
Fenrys snuck up on me & I’m still figuring it out, but I think he’s funny, and very charismatic/compassionate.
Asterin Blackbeak has really grown to have such a joy-filled place in my heart. & I really enjoy the 13’s dynamic & badassery. So, of course Manon is on there too (from the first introduction when I was like… she’s killing people… but somehow I like her? To now being the child of peace, the hope & heart of the “heartless”).
Aedion (despite our occasional moments of a tiff) I love the way he loves. Dorian (I don’t think we share an opinion on this one, which is totally okay) I just really appreciate his mind! Chaol was for a while then the opposite, right now I think I’m positive neutral-ish? … I can pretty much always find things to love in main/side/random characters.
And don’t get me started on Sam Cortland… that man… always beloved😭
Lysandra Ennar (despite that EoS plotted ending lol😅😅) I love her, I love the way she loves her found family, I love her sisterhood with Evangeline (esp. dear to me in my own life), & I appreciate the way her trauma is NOT her entire story.
Rowan Whitethorn (who funny enough was NOT a favorite for a while; twas a rough start but once I loved him, (& will never) not love him).
And now dwindled down to the answer of all answers, beyond even this series or Maasverse (of all fandoms this & she have become an all-time fav) Aelin Galathynius; I almost can’t explain it & would just say READ 8 BOOKS & you’ll get it😂 she’s such an arc & fleshed out character, a kind I don’t see often (especially in powerful female character personalities when a main character or any role for that matter) she makes sense to me, there’s a lot beyond the surface, she & that have meant a lot to me in my own life/trauma/grief & (much like the MANY characters that fall for her for this same reason) she's just something else; wild, fiery, witty & hilarious, impossibly smart, sharp but king, empathetic/understanding & compassionate, fiery yet controlled, deep-feeling & loving, bold & somehow joyful, brave (even if afraid), & very much the force of life & humanity & falling in love with living. She’s the (fire) heart of the story for a good reason.
Now, as far as your favorite goes THAT'S is a very good question (one that I will also leave in your ask box in case it’s easier; whichever works best for you whether here or there :-) is it cheating to have glanced at your blog previously?😂 … okay, so, I’m going to guess based on that & conversations plus general vibes Manon, Rowan, or Aelin. Less so the latter, esp. as I think it just vibes a little more (idk why… total guess here😂😝)? I definitely think your questions/thoughts are very well-put & intelligently written, plus fun & kind… so I’m leaning towards Rowan more so because of the amount of heart & “a dreamer's heart” he does have? We’ll see, regardless I have no doubt it’s a great one & can’t wait to hear it😆 so, thanks SO much for the double fun ask!!😊🫶
#EMRYS Mistward Marion always I already love Yrene somehow Madame Florine has always been liked & Petrah has good vibes Kaltain deserved more#always wished Nox would’ve come back & have also been enjoying Ansel’s return (I wish we’d met Ben) and OF COURSE EVANGELINE IS ADORED#ask#answer#guessing game#favorite characters#Throne of Glass fandom#this series just does such great arcs & writing there’s something to everything & everyone#can’t not ramble lol I love them all#can’t wait to hear yours#Throne of Glass series#Throne of Glass characters#TOG#SJM#one of my fav series too#Maasverse#Aelin Galathynius#Rowan Whitethorn#Manon#Abraxos#Fleetfoot#Lysandra Ennar#Asterin Blackbeak#The Thirteen#Sam is always beloved#Fenrys moonbeam#Aedion Ashryver
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hunting gore crows
#old kingdom#prince sameth#mogget#i love the volume of the cloth in leo and diane dillon cover designs hhhh#doodle tag#ugh sam is just. he's a good kid ok#i'm obsessed with him and ellimere but ellimere gets dust in the books#imagine going to school and seeing your namesake on a plaque commemorating a disaster every day of your childhood#no wonder she's so serious & so intolerant of what she sees as slacking in her brother. she was close to the Wall too she saw the goings on#meanwhile sam went to school further south of the Wall and there were times he could barely feel magic#and per the book he was sometimes treated like an oddity/unwanted ward#i think he became a bit of a golden boy and worked at excelling at everything ancelstierran bc of it#two different kinds of isolation#anyway i love my kids#GET BULLIED BY A CAT IDIOT#no wait im not done he's lit the same kind of self punishing & devoted as his father#but with the added bonus of being as quietly out of his gourd intense as his mom.#sabriel comes across so staid bc of her narration and competence but she was 18 and set out with a pair of skis and a dream like#'yeah i am completely prepared for spooky death land. im bringing my dad back im built different'#sam: do i wear the gilt heeled boots to rescue nick or the black leather#the whole family is insane thank you for your attention
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Anyways Dean loved Cas too, the song Watchin' Over Me proves it 😤
#i really really need a fic where Dean goes & sits in the dungeon looking at where Cas died and writes Watchin Over Me#he goes there to pray to Cas too. or just to talk to him#Sam thinks it's unhealthy to keep doing it to himself ((because Dean doesn’t let anyone into the dungeon anymore. it's *his* space))#but then one day while Dean is out Sam goes into the dungeon to… do whatever. maybe thinks he's gonna wait there to confront Dean?#either way he walks into the dungeon and sees a small little setup that Dean made#i'm talking a singular beanbag with a little table in front of it. some pictures of Cas (some he drew some he took and had printed out)#the song in a notebook. a few other things wrote down in said notebook#Cas's favorite blanket of deans#it's not exactly a dungeon anymore in the small space Dean carved out to be with Cas in#he's got lil snacks & drinks in there for himself#Sam leaves and never mentions how he thinks Dean going into the dungeon is unhealthy#then one day jack says he can bring Cas back but he has to go into the dungeon because that's where Cas was taken from#Cas & Jack come back from the empty and Dean is there waiting for him#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#supernatural#spn
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tumblr mobile updates are really consistently just one step forward three steps back every single time huh
#trousled rants#i have polls now but the search tab is megafucked#i dont give two ounces of a shit about what's trending or staff picks or whatever give me back my easily accessible tags#n i haven't gotten this update (hopefully never will) but apparently they've changed the video ui too?? n they're trying tumblr tv again????#and images are part of that for some reason????????#i hate the tiktokification of all social media websites i hate it so much sam i am#the only reason i even have the app is bc of easier access to tags and notifications and now those 2 reasons have been halved lmao#just wait until they find some way to mess with the notes tab i Know Its Coming.............#blegh not to mention they got rid of the permalink dogear at the corners of posts so now it's even more custom-blog-theme-hostile#shaking staff by the shoulders Will You Knock It Off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AINT NOOOOO WAYYYYYY IN HELL YOU TELLING ME GRIFFIN AND HARPER HAD A KID IN THE FUTURE THAT ALSO FOUND THE BUNKER AND TRAVELED TO THE PAST????? HELLO?????
#this is going to be an endless loop where the future generation just continues to travel to the past huh?#secrets of sulphur springs#this is very…..#but sav bbg#she’ll probably be back though#either as a kid or as an adult#loving ruby hours#sam baby boy i miss you come back#i’m not looking forward to waiting a whole other year for season 4#anyways goodnight
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also i must know about the mamma mia au pls 🥺🎶🕺
@rewritetheending asked too! i rewatched both mamma mias with my best friend a couple months ago and was like WAIT A MINUTE YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD SLAP lmao anyway this is exactly what i have saved in my drafts from sometime in august.
the very very loosely based mamma mia au:
where chris’s mum has never really been in the picture in his memory and the diaz family never talks about her because she left / they never knew her. so chris doesn’t ask many questions because no one wants to answer them he’s barely a teenager when he finds eddie’s diary from the year before he was born. and there are three women eddie writes about romantically: s, b, and a idk maybe something at school about parents day and he’s thinking about mothers and writes them all letters to the addresses eddie has scrawled in the back of his diary idk to let them know they live in LA and not texas anymore, in case they ever want to meet. but writes as eddie, not chris and he gets a polite letter back from a, saying she’s with someone else but hopes eddie is happy and doesn’t hear back from s and one day when eddie’s at the corner store the doorbell rings and. a large tall man is on the other side. very confused at the sight of christopher. but taking it in his stride. and he doesn’t come in because chris is all of thirteen and alone at home but. eddie catches sight of this ghost as he’s walking home with a bagful of groceries and eddie and chris talk about shannon because eddie knows she died a little after she left, not long after chris was born. and how much he loved her and she loved them both even if she had to leave. it’s not her fault she wasn’t able to come back. it wasn’t because she didn’t love chris. and it’s good, it’s so good to talk to each other about this, about her. but also—this guy, because b is a guy, kind of just? sticks around? he’s going to leave, eyes big and smile tight when he sees chris, but chris makes him leave his number and eddie—eddie texts him and it’s not that there was a gap in chris’s life, a hole needing a parent or something, but. having another person love you this much, this fast, this completely? like a friend and a dad? without ever needing the biological connection chris’d been counting on to make a convincing case for having a relationship? it’s pretty fucking sweet
have not actually thought about the buck and eddie of it much... just buck falling in love with chris instantly
#i was fully just self-indulgently daydreaming im almost certainly never going to write this#but how fun it would be to write flashbacks with an eddie who’s slutty with his heart and body like just that much less guarded#and writing buck chris......#fuck how am i tempting myself... nina no#oh my god wait maybe eddie finding out about abby like how donna does about sam’s fiancee except it’s fr a misunderstanding but too late#oh the POSSIBILITIES#jaded in love eddie unlocking that part of himself when buck comes back to him......#stop it stop it#morgan zahli please nip this in the bud#ask#morgan#zahli
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today my older coworker asked me why i was so Despair and i explained i am part of the T of LGBT and she didn’t respond for an hour and i got very nervous but then. she sent me a wild geese
#i immediately started bawling lol wfh perks#it’s been a really rough few weeks. it’s been a rough year. i’m so tired of just trying to survive#i want to have joy. to be able to think about the future with excitement instead of dread#it’s been over a year since i felt happy and safe and excited about my future#i’m so tired of being so sad all of the time#i’m tired of waiting like a loyal dog left behind for happiness to come back. i have to go make it#it’s just. Exceedingly Hard right now. considering everything#i just want to feel loved and safe and cherished.#sam soliloquizes
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I hate them I hate them I hate
Yeah he wears the floor length robe with the fur fight me
#NOT putting this in maintags#sigh. reblog#<spn tag now#YEAH i ship sabriel now i guess. gabe might b another fav character#cant wait for him to come back (and die again)#i hate this show#and sams shirt is just a reference bc idk ehat else to put there
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They are doing a LOTR marathon in the cinemas but it's Saturday and I fucking work Saturdays, why do I have to submit to the fatal order of needing money 😭😭😭😭
I can still go to watch ROTK though 👀
#it's starting at 11 finishing past midnight hdjjdsjz#if i push people outta my way skip lunch i could maybe be on time for ttt#but it's betting on good public transport#oh and by the way i might not be able to come back home if there's the slightest delay#but that's a problem for the me after having seen rotk#i think im gonna go only for rotk#cause ttt is not realistically possible#and i do need to it and stay hydrated lmao#so.... what if i just do that#honestly i appreciate the marathon idea#but also to be completely honest#even if i could#i now have the body of someone lowkey burn out from sitting behind a desk for 9h#so they could do a run on three Saturday nights for the elders (my 32 ass lmfao)#but hey they are playing it it's all that matters#i didn't see them in the cinema back then#so even if i only watch rotk#im gonna cry so fucking much#i wouldn't bear Boromir's death on a giant 4k screen#but like helm's deep battle on fucking giant screen??? i would combust#WAIT#SAM SPEEECH ON A GIANT SCREEN???? IM GOING TO PASS OUT#i won't survive only one movie#guys im already crying sususjjzjzjz#aaaaaaahhhhhhhh#misc
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I can't remember if I told this story before, but have I ever told you about how I abandoned my imaginary friend Luna in a Sam's club?
#funny story#i swear#it is really funny#but ever since I left her I have a fear of Sam's club#because what if she was just waiting for me to come back and she's going to inact her revenge?#what if she's still stuck up on the shelf?#anyway#if anyone wants to hear about the story then do something with this post idk
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honestly I am big time upset about this holiday-Pride clash for some reason and I THINK. it's that I already feel like there's not enough time for me to just like. do fun things with my friends without thinking about work. and like work is the one thing that doesn't give. so any time I do Leisure Activities they get traded out against different leisure activities and I'm only ever missing out on stuff that's GOOD and that I WANT to do. I can't be like 'hmmm hmmmm work or hang out with friends?' it's only ever 'pick which friend to hang out with in the slivers of time you have around work'
like fuck me. goddamn. there's ONE WEEK I'm taking off work and suddenly THAT'S the time everyone's going to be in the same places doing fun stuff? when I'm not there? and the only way I could be there is to not do the other fun thing I'm excited about? FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU. my life should contain more fun shit and less worrying about how to fit fun shit in. I don't need to be at work 39 hours a week and have that take precedence over everything else in my life!!!!! fuck off!!!!! fuck offffffff!!!!! I want to go to a party! I want to be on the beach with the leatherdyke meetup! I want to go on a rollercoaster! I want to have a nap! I want to tend my garden I want to get drunk I want to go to a barbeque I want to climb a hill I want to take mushrooms and lie in the grass I want to draw I want to make t-shirts I want to cook I want to go for coffee I want to drink wine and bitch I want to have difficult but important conversations I want time to travel and see friends I've not seen in years I want to look the fuck after myself and do things that nourish me and make me happy!!!!!! I don't want to choose!!!!!!!! I don't want to work!!!!!! I should get to choose between work and fun sometimes instead of between fun and fun! This sucks! This fucking sucks!!!!!!
#red said#NOBODY'S EVER AVAILABLE#why would everyone only be available when I'm not here why would they DO THAT TO ME PERSONALLY#<<knows that this was entirely my decision#but also that the only reason we MADE that decision was because sam couldn't get the July week we wanted off work#so again it comes down to#WORK FUCKS US#like fuck you man! fuck you! why does work always have to take precedence over the people we care about or the stuff we need?#why does someone have to be So Much More Worried about when work Can't Do Without Them than about what people in their life need?#literally who gives a shit if repairs or emails have to wait a week oh no the world will end will it?#who gives a fuck???? who cares????? it's not that important!!!!!#i refer to my past claims that all offices should have staggered summer closures. give us a fucking summer holiday you cunts.#it sucks SO HARD that the only time in the whole year you get an ACTUAL holiday where stress isn't just building up for you to come back to#is the middle of the winter when everything sucks anyway and nobody wants to do anything#like you know what the world will not end if we shutter for a week in June/July#and pay overtime to people who have to work through it
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That latest reblog explains so fucking much about how the plot is trying to make the Benson's + Drew free of criticism.
The writers are just clamoring for me to despise Nina when it's making me hate Carly "I didn't even succeed in the insider trading why am I in trouble" Spencer and Drew "I would absolutely murder and destroy you if you weren't a woman" Cain.
Which. By the way--
MASSIVE RED FUCKING FLAG.
#general hospital#and then we got Drew yelling at Sam for deciding what Scout wants without him#but just wait#he's gonna justify his attitude on “Nina took me away from her!!#when he did that himself#fuck Drew Cain i hope Jason comes back and slaughters him
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