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dulcet â sunday
summary. it is within the safest parts of the world that sunday loses himself, and it seems that only you can provide him the salvation he desperately searches for.
notes. i wrote this for mags :)))) hiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!! confiteor part three THATS IT. DONT ASK ME FOR ANOTHER ONE. you can read part one and two here or on tumblr if you want. i'd recommend because this series is mind boggling. i wish you all an open mind, because if this confuses you, that's the point.
warnings. mdni, 18+, gn reader with fem anatomy, you are implied to do street work, crazy freaky shit, long ass 11k post, whatever form of body worship this counts as, sunday needs to be medicated asap and needs therapy, angst if you look at it with your eyes open, religious guilt & themes, and again its literally just a dirty smashing session. nobody is surprised.
Sunday laid and simply waited for sleep to come. It was dark now, and the clock on the other side of his room was ticking and ticking with each minute that passed. Something twitched with every noise; a finger, his eye, his lips.Â
Exhaustion crept behind his eyes, and yet they refused to remain shut. Every tick of the clock, every creak of the bed, every single noise he heard put him on edge. He stiffened like a corpse when the sheets moved.Â
Itâs just him.Â
It was just him and nobody else. It had become harder and harder to convince himself that he was alone. This was his bedroom; the same four walls he surrendered himself to every night and prayed to see tomorrow morning. A home such as his didnât warrant nor promise his safety when he laid his head to rest.Â
And that was what had scared him. The window to his bedroom was cracked open just a tad; he had his rhythm. All the windows shut and the door locked tight from the inside. Any draft of wind from outside would stir him awake in an instant, as well as the fact that anyone would contort through the gap and come forth and touch him andâÂ
Sunday only clutched at the neckline of his shirt to calm himself. Usually, heâd twist his hand into the pendant he wore around his throat, but that was stowed away in its jewellery box â and Robin had highly discouraged the bad habit because he was growing ghastly scars on his palm from repeatedly splitting the skin open on the white gold charm.Â
He swallowed hard, and the lump in his throat remained. He gritted his teeth and shut his eyes tight in frustration. He tried to relax, loosening the tension in his shoulders and stiffness in his legs, but he locked up again almost immediately.
Like a corpse.Â
He could hear tapping outside of his room again. Clicking of heels, footsteps trailing back and forth down the hall. There was no light bleeding beneath the door, but shadows passed beneath as if someone was standing outside. Waiting.Â
Sunday turned over and faced the window. Itâs open. He stiffened up even more and swallowed even harder. It shouldnât be open. He found no courage to stand up and close it himself; the floor would be too cold. His feet are bare. The wind picked up hastily and the silk curtains drifted lazily like the breeze did not freeze him to his bones.Â
At the same time, he felt hot in his skin. Burning like the sun, like hot wax and sweat glittering down his skin. Like rain and sand and molten metal mixed into his chest, ready to burst through the flesh and leave him without a heart. The pathetic muscle beat frantically despite having to convince himself there was nobody here.Â
He knew there was nobody in the room with him. He knows this. Thereâs never anyone with him.Â
And yet, he felt as if one thousand different eyes were peering down from the shadowed corners and staring and peeling back every layer of his skin and delving into his very being. And it hurt. Like lead weighed down his bones. Like he couldnât move a single muscle in his body.Â
So he laid there and hurt.Â
He tried to breathe as the feeling entrenched through his veins and twisted against the walls of his organs until he was swallowed whole by whatever this was. Stabbing and burning and bruising blossomed in his legs. Breathe. Just breathe.Â
He tried to think of birds. The old small doves outside of the window that used to visit him when he was very, very small. Small enough that he remembered being accompanied by his mother, and too little that Robin wasnât even in the picture yet. He would lean over the windowsill and reach out a small hand to one of them. Usually, theyâd run away, but he found if he remained still for long enough, theyâd curiously come close and use his hand as a branch.Â
That was years ago.Â
He shook harder and pressed his lips together. He couldnât tell if he could see something in the corner of the bedroom, but he couldnât move his head to affirm it. He felt eyes. Eyes and mouths and hands and they reach lower and lower and beneath his clothes and he canât breathe.Â
He felt claws.Â
The pointed ends of them sank deep into his stomach, the flesh denting and daring to tear beneath the tips. He swallowed hard, hard enough that the lump in his throat cut into his jugular.Â
And that familiar sensation of heat began to return. Again. He finally found the strength to let a finger by his side twitch, and he realised then the hand delving towards his navel was his own. His nails tap at the skin again and again as if waiting, as if his hand had its own mind. He felt it did.Â
He felt it was yours.Â
He finally turned over to face away from the window and tucked his hands beneath the pillow underneath his head. The clock in his room ticked away. His heart beat in tune.Â
Why does it hurt?Â
Paranoia set its teeth into his neck, and he had the love bites to show for it. He remembered the feeling of sharp canines digging into his flesh and ruining his throat. And he remembered crying out, not from fear as he did now, but from the pain, the rushing of blood through his veins, and the hot press of skin against skin. And that feeling.Â
Alive.Â
Thatâs what it was. His blood boiled, and he was afraid, but he felt alive. Above this plain, and the next, and in your arms instead.Â
The paranoia persisted.Â
He finally sat up and stared at the back wall of his room. The walls were barren, stripped of character, and his room was something of the same. There isnât much on display. Thatâs too much clutter. Thereâs a jewellery box for his earrings in front of the mirror he refuses to look into. He doesnât own a lot of things â and what is there to own? Other than a few books he has at his disposal, they tell nothing of his character.Â
If he had it his way, the bookshelf would be filled with romance novels. The terrible kind. The ones that were so over the top that he simply had to put them down and stare at nothing for five minutes before turning to the next page.Â
And then heâd think of you.Â
Idiot.Â
He pushed the blankets aside and swung his legs over the bed, careful to readjust his shirt. A light sheen of sweat stuck to his skin like hot glue as he stood up. The floor was freezing, and he promptly made it over to shut his window and lock it tight. He did it quietly, tip-toeing across the floorboards with shaking fingers.Â
He ignored the pain in his limbs, tugging on the window until he was sure the lock wouldnât slip free. He did this hours ago before he tried to sleep. His mind was muddied.Â
He closed the curtains swiftly before trudging towards the bathroom. He locked that door, too, and tried to cool his face with water. It seemed to work for only a second before the burning returned. That sweltering heat lingered again and again, and the bruise on his neck was only growing darker.Â
The only thing on the bench is his toothbrush and a pair of scissors. There were bits of leftover blue feather tufts on the sharp ends.Â
He doesnât look at his reflection, afraid of the silhouette forming behind him.Â
And then there was a creak from outside the door.Â
He choked on his breath before he held it silently. The window. He recognised that sound; the dry hard rubbing of the sill against the joints. His teeth gritted hard, and he swore the shells cracked in his mouth. And that is pain. Pain and pain and pain and fear and it swallows him whole and he feels small still. Like heâs little. Like heâs that little boy who cried with a scraped knee for his mother.Â
And that hurt.Â
His heart ached and his stomach dropped. He held onto the bench, leaning his weight against it, afraid heâd double over and dry heave â whenâs the last time he ate anything?Â
Breathe.Â
Itâs nothing. This has happened before. Many times.Â
He stood up straighter and pushed off of the bench. He ignored the pain shooting up his legs, and he grew lightheaded as he tried to move towards the door. The blood rushed to his head and his vision dimmed into nothing for a moment.Â
His hand rested against the door handle, and his fingers wrapped tight around the cold steel. It bit at his fingers like ice and he fought the urge to retreat and stay locked inside of the bathroom. It was too cold here. He was already shaking just staying in here for three minutes.Â
He swallowed hard and tried to control his breathing.Â
And then, and only then, did Sunday swing open the door as quick as he could and shut it briskly behind him. He rested his back against the hardwood of the door and held his breath. Hold. Hold. Breathe.Â
The window was open.Â
He couldâve sworn he closed it.Â
He couldâve sworn heâ
He could still feel the cold wood of the sill on his fingers. He did. He canât do this again because he knew he closed it and he remembered closing it and why is it so hard to breatheâ
He barreled toward the window sill and shut it again. His stomach twisted and his lips parted to try and suck in more air. He only succeeded in accelerating his heartbeat.Â
He stepped away. Closed. Itâs closed. Itâs closed itâs closed. He closed it. He knew it now. He breathed out again, this time slower, trying to calm himself down. The back of his heels hit the foot of his bed and he sat down on top of the blankets. Itâs cold.Â
Itâs cold but the window was closed. He knew it. He knew it, he knew it.Â
He heard a knock from the wardrobe.Â
The inside.Â
His breathing stuttered and stirred in his chest, and it felt like small animals crawling through his lungs and clogging his throat. Like rats. Creeping rodents clawing into the weak muscle tissue and tearing through his bronchi. Violating.Â
It was dark. So dark he couldnât see the figures in the corners of the bedroom. His feet were cold from the floorboards. The acid in his stomach churned and burned, and feared the worst. He scanned over the room once, twice, before he slowly took a step towards the wardrobe.Â
It knocked again, and this time the door jolted on its hinges as if something were trying to break out.Â
Another step.Â
He hurt.Â
Just go back to sleep.Â
He opened the closet.Â
Two shadowy figures, one hunching over the other, too close for comfort, and ants wedged themselves through every pore and blemish in his skin. Itâs him, and you. Youâre half undressed, and he looks worse for wear, covered in stains and spit and taking it all in stride. His clothes were a mess; pants ruffled and loose, his hair was wild from being tugged on, and despite your hands roaming dangerously low around his hips, his own hands drew around your face and pulled your lips onto his again and again.Â
One blink, and he was there. In the church again, in the back in a storage cupboard, and he was startled. Heâs dreaming. He had to be. His clothes were different; his usual attire, though heâs shedded his overcoat and you were busying yourself undoing the buttons of his shirt.Â
âI told you not to come back,â he remembered whispering defeatedly.Â
Your hands dipped lower down his navel.Â
âGetting cold feet, priest?âÂ
And, yes. His feet were cold, because now the closet was empty, and he was standing in his bedroom again with his hand on the knob. The bruises on his neck ached with the memory.Â
He shut the door.Â
Then, he turned, almost like less of a person and more of a shell, and stumbled back to bed. The sheets were still warm from the imprint of him, and he held the blankets to his chest defensively as his eyes searched around the bedroom again.Â
Nothing to see. All empty and dark and neat.Â
His eyes flitted toward the window.Â
Itâs open again.Â
His heart skipped a beat, but he made no move. The draft froze him stiff. He contemplated leaving and searching for Robinâs room; he was sure sheâd understand â and she would. Sheâd make room on her bed instantly for him.Â
But heâs not a child anymore. Humiliation stirred in his stomach like acid, and he swallowed the fear rising in his throat. Itâs closed, he reminded himself. He has closed it. Twice now. Itâs just all tricks of the light, or his own mind, or you.Â
There was the familiar rhythmic tapping of heeled shoes from outside his door. They sounded louder than before, but he knew they werenât really there. He had heard the same footsteps for weeks now, bordering close to months. He had purple rings beneath his eyes to show the constant dreams heâd been forced to endure.Â
Ignore it. He laid down again, curling beneath the blankets. Pain withered and whittled his bones like frostbite, and the wind that blew through the gap in the window made him shiver.Â
The blankets were still warm, at least. It must have been only just past midnight. He still had hours to hold onto and toss and turn.Â
âWhat have you done?â he asked you one day, the only soul remaining on the podium in the church. âWhat did you do?âÂ
You stood quickly. âNothing, sire,â you answered. âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
âYou play dumb when the sun is out and crawl on your knees at night.âÂ
You stood, stiffening like a corpse. âWhat are youââ You cut yourself off, frantically searching around the room for some sort of answer to your question.Â
He stepped forward, finding a somewhat semblance of strength to face you fully. He wanted to scream, or fight, or flee, or do something other than gape like a fish.Â
Lying. Bearing false witness. Itâs all the same cardinal treachery he knows too well. He saw it now on your face like you were carved permanently in the stone of the statue behind him on the podium.Â
âItâs my job, sir,â you responded meekly. âI didnât willinglyââÂ
âI donât care whether this is a job. You donât understand,â he snapped quickly. âI am not paying you to torment me.âÂ
ââPaying me?ââ you repeated. âSire, you have not asked me for my service.â You took a step back, closer to the entrance of the church, but the aisle was long, and you had an even longer way to go until you reached the exit. âI only attend here because I am guilty of where my life has led me.âÂ
âI did not ask for your service, nor did I ask you to lead me down your path of destruction.âÂ
âWe have not slept together, Reverend.âÂ
Sunday stirred again. The same thing. His pendant being discarded left him only to clutch the neckline of his shirt and breathe harder. Heâd already torn his palm to shreds. The cut through the bandage around his hand still stung, but it was no longer bleeding.Â
Maybe he is losing his mind. Maybe heâd be locked away again and forced into confinement until he was finally let out. Maybe heâd be brought to his death; heâd wake up standing on a chair with his hands tied and a rope around his neck.Â
And youâd be the one standing by his side with your foot ready to nudge the chair out beneath his feet.Â
He swallowed hard, and his hand moved to soothe the ache around his neck. Like rope burn. Heâd already been shunned from church today for an inadequate morning service. One of the priests had commented on his behaviour.Â
Sunday had thought nothing of it at first. He hadnât been sleeping properly for weeks, and any sleep he did achieve was plagued with you, your scent, and your legs, and his fingers twisted into the soft and warm flesh of your breasts. And heâd woken up without failure after every single one with his hands clammy, sweat pouring down his neck, and a flaming ache between his legs.Â
Liar. Itâs just shame and guilt that wracked your rotten guts. He wanted to rip your organs from you and tie your neck with them. And the fear ate at him again, and again, and again until his bones were gnawed to their limits.Â
âYâknow, Rev,â he started slowly. âYouâve been⊠distant.âÂ
Sundayâs eyes flitted away from you quietly chatting to another attendee on the pew. He said nothing but only gave the priest a strange look.Â
âAre you feeling okay?â The priest placed a hand on his shoulder after a moment. âIf you need to talk, or⊠confessâŠâÂ
ââConfess,ââ Sunday echoed quietly. âIâve done nothing wrong.â His eyes searched for you again, and you were still attentively listening to the other person with your hands laced together in your lap.Â
Beautiful.Â
You glanced up and found his eyes as if youâd impeded through his head and gotten to his mind.Â
He sneered.Â
Your face twisted with confusion for a moment, maybe even guilt, before you offered a small nod of your head and an awkward smile before you turned back to continue your conversation.Â
âI am only looking out for you.â The priestâs eyes followed Sundayâs gaze. He grimaced. âPerhaps you should go home and rest. You look tired.âÂ
Robin thought the same, that poor girl. Sheâd sit by him before service and try to coax him with some encouraging words, maybe even singing if he allowed it. She couldnât get through. She couldnât understand what was going on. She tried with all her might, and all the care in her small frail little heart to find the strength to make his beat again, but nothing would work.Â
Because nothing was going on.Â
Itâs just him.Â
There was another creak from the window. He stiffened up harder to the point where his limbs threatened to snap from their tendons.Â
He doesnât understand what it is. Attraction, fear, interest, connection, loneliness. If this is love, he doesnât want it. It hurt, like a rope around his neck, like being pelted with stones until his skin and bone caved, like being tied and burned, like being nailed through the hands and feet and left for dead.Â
Just him. Just him.Â
âAre you lonely?âÂ
He lost his breath.Â
There were arms wrapped around his middle from behind, and there was hot breath running down his neck. And itâs so familiar, and itâs so warm, and he startled a gasp from his throat.Â
Sunday tried not to throw his head back as heâd done so many times before. Instead, his hands almost immediately found yours, as they had so many times before.Â
His tongue failed him.Â
There were lips on his neck. Gentle, warm, and so so familiar he grew breathless within an instant. The bed was soft, and he melted into the mattress, and the warmth. He swallowed hard, and he was so exhausted he must have been dreaming. He mumbled under his breath, and his hands instinctively moved to yours.Â
Theyâre yours, right?Â
ââLonely?ââ he murmured.Â
You hummed in acknowledgement. âYou look lonely.âÂ
Heâs just tired.Â
His hands wrapped securely around yours, holding tight. Let this be okay. He dreamed it for so long. This is what he wants. He wants your warmth, and you, and your devotion. To use whatever faith he has in the church, in THEM, and everything youâve ever worshipped, and spin all these twisted lies into him. Him and only him.Â
Just love him.Â
Thatâs all.Â
He couldnât admit it then. âYour concerns are appreciated,â he mumbled. âIâm just tired.âÂ
âI can help you sleep,â you promised. Your hands grazed over his hips.Â
âI beg your pardon?â His teeth dug into his lips hard enough to draw blood. But he knew what you meant because it is what he meant. Itâs just him. He refused to turn around and face you, and thus found content with the disillusion of your warmth draped over his back. It was comfortable, as two lovers should be, but it was all the more wicked when, through your body, he felt the breeze from the window.Â
His breathing shook when your lips returned to his neck.Â
Vile, this is. He had admitted it so many times before. All of this was vile and disgusting, and wretched and wrong.Â
And he loved it. He loved the traitorous words that spilled from your lips, and the trembling of your fingers, unsure â just as his were â as they delved beneath his clothes as they had done so many times before. He remembered every other second heâd spent with you.Â
Where heâd met you, where youâd returned again and again before youâd pulled open the confessional door and had taken him in the booth, and where youâd pried and delved deep into his head, up when you sat innocently during service and refused to look at him.Â
Where youâd forced his head down between your legs and ordered his tongue, or heâd stood frozen stiff as your hands delved over his thighs, or when youâd touched him in all the places he never used to dare venture.Â
Because it is real.Â
He found himself unable to ask if it was, much too afraid of the answer.Â
âTire you out,â you explained softly. âMake you dizzy.âÂ
He already was. He was grateful he was already lying down, for he was sure heâd have fallen to the floor by now.Â
He hummed lightly and your teeth set softly below his jaw. He hoped in some twisted part of him that youâd leave scars upon his flesh.Â
Then, he mewled when your teeth grazed over the joint where his wing protruded below his ear. Sensitive things, the feathers. The bones were brittle too, and thin enough to snap with one wrong move.Â
This wasnât right.Â
It wasnât right to convince himself heâd be fine if you cracked every bone in his body and left if youâd touched him all over and kept him yours to do as you pleased, or if you did nothing but bite and tear into his skin until he was nothing but shredded flesh and bone. And still yours. Thatâs what mattered.Â
He had been raised to climb above personal desires, much less his own carnal ones. This shouldnât be what he wants â he should want nothing. Itâs selfish of him to think of you like this, and to feel your hands on him every night, and to indulge in your touch. It was sin like hot wax dripping down his stomach, and it tasted like warm sugar.Â
He hummed lightly, heart fluttering as you kissed another bruise onto his throat. His thighs ached to part and to grab your hand and move your fingers between his legs. He was already throbbing with need and it made his stomach churn.Â
Your lips were warm, and they served well to block off the wind blowing in from the cracked window.Â
Your lips grazed down over his shoulder before your hands slowly slid over his throat and reached from behind to begin unbuttoning his shirt. He let it happen. Because he wanted it to. Anxiety jittered in his limbs and his throat, but he helped you in undoing his buttons. He was much too afraid to shed the item off entirely, terrified of judgment and his willing vulnerability.Â
Terrified of his own skin, he shut his eyes tight and turned his head to kiss you properly.Â
His stomach exploded, he felt. Warm lips and an even hotter tongue that slid past his mouth. He wanted to choke and swallow your spit, and as disgusting as it felt to realise all of these thoughts, it only made him dizzier.Â
And he fell in love.Â
He felt warmth burst in his chest. His hands trembled before they wandered. They settled hesitantly on your hips, and he was pushed roughly onto his back. His chest pressed against yours, and he felt your heart race against his skin. The familiar pulse put his mind at ease and his head pounded with the scent of your flesh.Â
He grew dizzier as the time passed. His lips refused to part from yours, spit stuck like glue. His face grew hot, and his cheeks flushed a gorgeous pink. Sweat pooled down his throat and his hands and he gripped harder at your hips and felt the world spin. Vertigo grabbed at the chains clasped around his wrists and ankles and pulled, and he spun around again and again with you until he pressed you into his mattress, and one of your knees lifted to rub between his legs.Â
His breathing stuttered and he gasped out your name, as ridiculous as it was.Â
This was pathetic. He knew it so. His stomach twisted with pleasure and panic and the dizziness surged so hard in his head he had to stop for a moment and bury his lips into your shoulder.Â
Your hands were busy pushing past the waistband of his pants and venturing low between his legs. Your hands were hot, palms tracing the smooth skin of his hips before your thumbs brushed over the side of his cock. He shuddered, already hard and growing worse with every second.Â
He moaned. Moaned. Him. The Head of the Oak Family. That simple touch made his knees buckle, and he almost toppled on top of you.Â
Instead, you shoved him over, and you weighed him down onto the mattress. He let out a startled noise when your hand abandoned his cock. Instead, your nails trailed upwards. Up and up and up until your fingers grasped at his neckline and pulled him up from the bed.Â
âYou seek reverence,â he murmured against your lips. âAt a time like this.âÂ
âSurely you can fight it this time?â you asked.Â
He tried to kiss you again, but your grip held strong and your other hand twisted into his face, holding him still.Â
He swallowed hard. Anxiety bubbled in his veins like boiling water. âThis happens every night.âÂ
âAnd youâre still pining?âÂ
Heâs sick. Thatâs what this is. Sick and in love.Â
His father had told him that to love is to give in. Giving in was not a part of him; he wasnât supposed to cut open his chest and offer you his beating heart on a silver platter. That was the consequence of obsession.Â
âThis is your fault,â he tried.Â
âIs that what you tell yourself while you fuck your own hand every night?âÂ
The humiliation stirred deep within his chest. He hadnât even realised his hand had snuck beneath his pants to tease the head of his cock, flushed a furious red and weeping. He wanted you to ruin him and scar him and make him yours andâÂ
âIâm in love,â he admitted to nobody. His words were muffled as you grabbed his face harder. He looked to the left. The window was closed. âAnd Iâm a heretic.âÂ
His heart leapt through his throat.Â
He understood it now. He knew then a nightingale was watching from the window. He knew it. This would taint him if whatever was left of his purity was not already stained the shade of your skin.Â
His wings fluttered. Fear. It crawled back up his spine.Â
He fought through your grip and kissed you again, this time with that newfound anger that had been boiling in his blood. His nerves and fury mixed to create some sort of poison that fueled him forward, grabbing your face and ignoring his twitching cock with a frustrated sound. He ended up sprawled on top of you, desperately trying to smother you with his lips, and pressing his hips to yours slowly. So slowly.Â
His kisses were frantic, uncertain. He wasnât sure where to touch, what to do, how to respond when you nipped at his lip or your tongue crawled to press against his teeth teasingly. He found you tasted of nothing, but that was to be expected. Because itâs notâ
His hands found the buttons of your shirt. That same shirt you wore when he first laid his eyes on you. All buttons and silk, and that awful embroidered stocking pattern ran up your legs.Â
Sunday slotted himself between your thighs, and his bedroom spun in a circle. The mattress dipped as he leaned against you, his hand sprawling across your chest to feel the rhythmic muscle beat frantically. He was sure he was in a worse condition; he felt as though the pathetic heart beneath his ribs would give out any second.Â
His cock twitched in his pants.Â
But he was a patient, patient man. Heâd been drilled with this mindset, this front since he was little. So little he couldnât think for himself. Now, he could, and he was distracted and losing sleep every night touching himself to the curve of your legs. Gopher Wood would be laughing in his grave, heâs sure. Laughing and jeering and shaming.Â
âWhat do you want, Reverend?âÂ
He didnât know.Â
He couldnât answer.Â
Instead, he chose to kiss downwards from your throat, following the intricate lines of the bones and trying to remember what the scent of your skin was like. And it hurt to try because it was a reminder.Â
He decided to ignore it. Ignore everything entirely and focus on you, and solely you, and nothing else. It helped, if only a little.Â
Reverend Sunday worshipped like no other. It was instilled in him for so long that it was second nature, but never in his life had he been at the mercy of something much more important than a God. Heâd never believed it to be true, but the way your breath hitched and you squirmed when his thumbs brushed over your nipples riled him further than he would have thought. He sighed, overwhelmed, and his teeth ran over the expanse of your breast, desperately coaxing that same noise from you again and again.Â
His heart spiked once, twice, and when he was convinced the muscle was truly about to stop, his lips continued downwards, centring lower to your navel. You squirmed, but his heart fluttered at the feeling.Â
âI want this to beââ He stopped himself, lips and nose squashed against the soft skin between your hips. âIâmââÂ
His father would be laughing at him.Â
Misery plagued his bones, and his halo flickered quickly the lower his lips dragged. Devotion. In and out. Pure, unbridled devotion. Taste and touch and blood and sweat. He breathed out finally, and his teeth came forth to pull at the waistband of your skirt. His canines caught on your stockings, and the fabric was dry on his tongue. He tugged downwards, snagging the wiring between his teeth.Â
He wanted to tear through the rose pattern, but he decided otherwise.Â
Instead, he pulled them down past your thighs, to your knees, and then your ankles, careful with the thin and delicate material. You kicked what remained off.Â
He grinned, but it was shaky and uncertain. It was suddenly cold. Another draft he felt from the window. He couldnât undo the button of your skirt with his mouth, so his trembling fingers pulled their weight and decided to just shuck it upwards to your hips. Your bones splayed so nicely all for him, and his mind ventured elsewhere for a moment.Â
How many others have seen you like this? All pliant and pretty, covered in sweat and his spit and the marks from his teeth. His thumb pressed to the sensitive skin of your stomach.
Maybe it was twisted, the image of you both. A poor pining priest and the object of his desires. A scared little boy looming over the image of an Aeon. The scent of your skin and the touch of your hands. He pulled back for a moment, simply leaning over to admire you.
You reached up towards him and grabbed the bottom of his shirt. You tugged once, twice, before you said, âcome, Reverend. Make this one real.âÂ
âYou cannot tempt me like this,â he argued weakly. Still, his hands splayed over your thighs, soothing over them. He couldnât bear to look down past your hips.Â
âScared?â you asked him.Â
And he was. Very, very scared.Â
When he glanced down at his hands, he noticed his fingers warped.Â
He ignored it.Â
He followed his hands then to your hips again, careful with his movements, slow and unsure. He moved between your thighs, watching closely for any twitches. His cock throbbed when he brushed his hips against the mattress.Â
He wasnât sure what to do. He wasnât sure about anything, really. But your thighs parted wide to accommodate his shoulders, then his head and his heart almost burst when you swung a leg over his shoulder. It pinned him further into the mattress, and a soft pull at his left wing closer to your hips made his cock twitch.Â
Devotion.Â
His unsteady hands held on tight to your hips, and one of yours found solace in interlacing your fingers with his.Â
Hesitantly, he brought himself forward to taste.Â
The mind plays funny tricks on its victims. Sunday knows heâs no stranger to disillusions, illusions, and the like. To the decayed mind, all things seem real. His tongue tasted, his hands felt, and he heard your breathing and your quiet mewls, and yet his eyes couldnât seem to stay open for more than seconds at a time.Â
Funny.Â
Sunday lost his breath at the noise you made. It was a stir in his stomach like fine wine, and your hips encouragingly ground back on his lips when he reeled back for a moment. His mind grew foggy, and his eyes fluttered shut again.Â
Oh, is he a man in love.Â
His tongue moved slowly over your cunt, languidly stroking up and down with wet passes to test the waters. The tip of the muscle inched upwards slightly, curling over the small bump of nerves. That managed a sharp inhale, to which he curiously tried again. Any noise that escaped your lips, he chased it, over and over again like an addict.Â
The taste was, again, nothing.Â
Because itâsâ
He shut his eyes tight.Â
Your hand found the back of his head, fingers curling in soft locks before you pulled him forward, closer, until his nose bumped against your clit and his lips were smushed against you.Â
His wings fluttered again, and the feathers tickled your thighs. His hands wanted to wander and touch himself, and he could have sobbed out at the relief he sought when his hips ground up against the mattress, but he couldnât. Selfishness wasnât a part of him. It never truly had been. Heâd have much rathered to feel your legs wind tight around his face before anything else.Â
His tongue tried again, the flat of the muscle grazing along your clit until you twitched at the sensitivity and pulled his head back for a moment.Â
Sundayâs hand splayed on your hip moved to your cunt, and his thumb pulled back the wet plush skin until your hole stretched wide. He swallowed and his lips pulled taut and he kissed at the entrance once, twice, until you were giggling like an idiot, and a newfound delirium grew haze in his brain.Â
Your free hand pushed the hair from his face when he delved in again, tonguing at your clit before he decided to kiss there as well. Devotion. It is worship. It is the sight of you writhingâitâs everything.Â
His mouth followed you as your hips twisted and squirmed, teeth lightly sinking in around your clit in warning. He was still in control, for the most part. Maybe not of himself, but for how he kept you on his bed. He sucked lightly, feeling you jolt and squirm, and a smile grew on his lips at the sight.Â
He wanted to burn the imprint of his lips on your thighs, and he tried. He abandoned your cunt, now slick with his saliva, to try and mark your legs as his. He hummed to try and release the pressure of his nerves gathering inside of him, but it didnât do much to help. Your thighs bruised easily. He could bite and tear if he wanted to.Â
He pressed his lips to the new bruise before his nose pressed against your clit again and he mouthed at your entrance. He held you firmly, enough to scar with his nails, and tasted again and again and found nothing and everything in all of the wrong places. Perhaps he was too enamoured, for when you grew too sensitive and attempted to push him away, he held stronger and tilted his head to push harder with his tongue.Â
Your clit swelled, and he felt it all the way. His hips stuttered against the mattress. His eyes remained screwed tight, even when your fingers petted his head gently.Â
He was being good. He knew it, and his heart thrummed at the idea. That was his job, his entire life. To be good, and to understand, and to please. He fell in love with every mumble and moan that left your lips. Every babble of praise, or every time you pushed his hair behind his ears. His cock grew harder somehow, despite his resistance.Â
His skin was growing cold again.Â
You were growing wetter with every pass of his tongue, and every flit of his lashes against your thighs when he tilted his head downwards to taste. His longing had grown into overdrive. He never should have been tempted like this. He was beyond temptations and desires and wants. He did not want anything. He had no need for things and love and music and art.Â
And yet, whatâs it to a man of the church who falls in love with something as wretchedly beautiful as you?Â
All ruined and sweaty and mangled and all his to enjoy. Thatâs what you were â all his.Â
His mouth was slow, lips wrapping delicately around your clit to suck hard. It made you shiver without fail, and your hips bucked upwards at the feeling over and over again. The entire premise that it was him, and nobody else, that had you as you were now, almost made him cry out at that very moment.Â
It hurt to breathe and think and feel, but his fingers pulled at your skin to ground himself and press his tongue into your entrance. You clenched instinctively around him, and he tried again and again, forcing his tongue as deep as it would go. Your legs squeezed around his head and the warmth of your pulse and your blood beneath your skin only aided further in making his head spin.Â
He was sure his face was red to match.Â
Your legs wrapped tighter around him, enough to keep him still and his tongue on you as he returned his attention to your clit. You mumbled a spiel of praise he barely picked up on, and it went straight to his cock.Â
It would stay and remain devotion the more he ruined your cunt with his lips, but he couldnât think straight. The world spun on its irregular axes, his hips winded quicker into the mattress, and your breathing was slowly growing into something heavier and harder.Â
He couldnât hear your thoughts â he neednât try. He was sure heâd be able to see pink and white and stars and nothing but the vile image of his head between your legs and your slick coating his face. Some priest. Lowly and unserving. He did not deserve any praise, nor nothing he received. If anything, he was born to remain here, by your side, and grabbed at the throat and the hips until he could think of nothing but your hand twisting around his cock again and again.Â
Complete pain and humiliation climbed up his spine when he pressed his cock hard into the mattress. It was instinctive at this point. His mind wasnât working, and his hips moved of their own accord again and again until he came and still tortured himself with it. The fabric of his pants only made everything seem hotter and tighter, and as his hips twitched with every brush against the mattress, he moaned or whimpered, or made whatever other pathetic noise he didnât realise he could.Â
You said nothing comprehensible, murmuring whispers of pleasure that only served to make him hard again. And so quickly, too, that he throbbed and outwardly cried out at the feeling, though it was muffled.
Curse his stupid tongue that was so smart and silver for tiring when he needed it working more than ever. Never could he exhaust himself of words, but he pushed and pushed now with whatever fleeting strength he had, and the blood rushed to his face when you stirred and pulled on his hair to lessen the distance. Grateful for some sort of grounding, Sunday nosed at your clit while his lips kept busy teasing more slick from your hole.Â
In love.Â
Funny how it works. It torments and shames and lusts and ruins.Â
He lost his mind.Â
The want to taste your cum grew stronger, as did the press of his tongue against your clit until you were mewling and squirming at the pressure. A finger brushed up against your thigh before it sank deep into your cunt. You clenched instinctively, and he rubbed at that sweet little spot that made you writhe around him.Â
He ached and ached and felt you twitch and tremble and he could have cum again if he wasnât so distracted by the feeling of your legs squeezing around his head.Â
This isnât how this was supposed to happen. He should be resting and trying to get better. Heâs sick. He hasnât taken his medication in so long. He shouldnât be trapped in a confessional booth with a whore, or locked away in the wine cellar and brought to his knees, orâÂ
You came, then, and his heart fluttered and stammered and stopped and started anew. You coated his tongue with slick, and his heart raced so quickly he was worried it would burst from his chest and run.Â
He was so enamoured and frazzled with how his mind could do this to him. How heâd been trapped in his own head for so long and curled in his blankets with all the doors in his room shut and the window closed and blinds pulled over.Â
A terrible blush painted his face when you weakly reached down to pet his hair again. His halo shimmered. Heâs so well behaved. So, so good to you, and good for you, and he can be your everything if youâd let him.Â
Your thigh rubbed against his cheek, warm and trembling.Â
He reeled back after overstaying, and your clit throbbed when his lips kissed the poor bud one last time. Your hole clenched desperately for more of him, and his heart jolted.Â
His hands remained between your legs as you found the strength to grab his shirt and pull him upwards and over you. His heart pressed to yours and he kissed you again, this time intent on making his lips bruise. Eyes wound shut, he ground his hips up against yours.Â
You kissed at his jaw.Â
âWretch,â he mumbled. His halo flickered again. His blood burned beneath his skin. He hummed, pleased at the warmth of your flesh. His hands wandered to yours and gripped your fingers tight. Another shove and his legs were entangled with yours in his side.Â
âYouâre in love,â you whispered.Â
And he kissed you, again and again and again until he was breathless. Until his heart warmed and burst, until he was sure he could taste and smell nothing but you, and feel only you.Â
His lips were still unsure. His teeth clicked against yours, and perhaps his heart was thrumming so loudly in his chest it deafened him, but he pulled you harder against him. His hips were rough against yours, dragging his cock through his pants against your cunt in languid strokes. It hurt. The friction was too much for him, and yet he couldnât stop himself.Â
And he was moaning and moaning and it was disgusting what terrible sounds ripped from his throat. He mewled and flustered and breathed so heavily that his lungs were about to combust.Â
That feeling was slowly returning. That guilt and fury and humiliation burned horribly in his stomach. You did this. All of you. He was not at fault for this. For the way you sat pretty in the church and kept your gaze locked onto the floor. How your hands would hesitantly touch the donation baskets as if you were unsure if it was worth the precious pennies you had left.Â
And he would watch silently. As he always did.Â
Heâd watch silently, and then heâd go home that night and cum on his own hands with his eyes shut tight, trying to imagine theyâre your fingers instead.Â
His hand rested in its rightful place between your legs, and his fingers returned wet. Soaked, even. And he realised then heâs brought upon much more than a twisted version of romance; this is desolate, and this is Hell. He is home in all of the Nine Circles, blown about in an endless storm with no hope of rest, a heretic victim to the clutches of flames, and he burns and burns and burns and burns but the pain never dulls, nor ends.Â
His pants were ruined with his cum and your own, and as vile as it was, he desperately clawed until he found leverage to finally be selfish and free the stupid awful thing and grind his cock up against you. The skin was already wet, and yet grew wetter and warmer with the friction. Slippery and grotesque, and yet he felt you clench every time the tip slipped around your hole, enticing him.Â
A fog grew heavy in his mind, and he went blind for a moment. He witnessed pure white and burning. And it was Hell.Â
Despite the incessant grinding, his fingers slid and slipped over your clit, desperate to hear your voice again. His free hand searched for the pendant that was usually strung around his neck. He found nothing.Â
Still, his eyes were shut.Â
He felt as though he was somewhere else. In the church again, where youâd ridiculed him as if this was his fault, and then youâd fucked him over the altar. Or maybe back in the confessional booth where you both had barely fit inside, and you bounced on his lap until he grew dizzy. Or maybe when youâd mouthed at his cock in the bathroom at a dinner to celebrate his sisterâs success. Or maybe when youâd thrown him in the backseat of his own car and made him see stars.Â
Maybe, maybe, maybe.Â
But this was different. This was his bed, his four walls, his private quarters, his everything, and you were his, and this was the intimacy heâd been craving since he was a child. Heâd been denied the closeness of another person, anyone, for so long he had forgotten the feeling of skin. Even his own skin, which heâd hidden away each day beneath layers of clothing.Â
Because he wasnât a person, really. He did not think his own thoughts. He did not have the passion and desires others had; he had no interest in the mundaneânot anymore, at leastâlike art and music and literature. He had no end goal that was his and his alone. The money he used to purchase things was not his. Nothing he had in his bedroom was really his.Â
But you.Â
He held tight onto your thighs and stopped.
His heart melted into mush when he realised you were still lazily grinding upon his cock, and the veins throbbed desperately.Â
You. Imperfect and terrible and everything he shouldnât have loved in another person. And so disastrously awful for him, and all of the subtle changes of this face, and your real one. He canât truly remember everythingâthereâs a small glint in your eyes when youâre perplexed, and there are few patches of colour across your features, and perhaps your eyes are a tad too light, but this is what he remembered.Â
And as imperfect as it was, and as unsatisfying as it was, and ignoring the fact that it gnawed at his insides, he was okay with this. He was okay, somewhat, with what he felt.Â
His palms were embarrassingly wet when he held you open, and guided the tip of his cock towards your hole. He swallowed hard before he softly canted his hips forward and drowned. He held tight, anxiety shooting up his veins and bursting at the seams.Â
He felt you tighten instinctively, trying to swallow him whole while he panted like a hellhound and pushed his hips deeper until the bones were pressed to yours. He stuttered, heat encircling his cock like a vice, and then swallowed as hard as he could to mask his voice.Â
He should be used to this feeling now. Heâs done this before â has he really? Everything felt so familiar, yet so so strange, and so so foreign he held his breath and wished it all to be real. He held on so tightly he grew breathless.Â
His forehead pressed to yours.
You hummed.Â
He felt his lips twitch. âThis is wrong.âÂ
âBut you keep doing it.âÂ
He had no excuse then, and he still had no excuse now.Â
Heâs just like his father.Â
He gritted his teeth. âIâm in love.âÂ
You laughed, and it was the most beautiful sound heâd ever heard. âThere it is.â His hips twitched forward and he buried himself deep inside of you. âYouâre doing so well.âÂ
Oh. The wings below his ears fluttered. His face burned hot like the sun, and a hand dropped low to grasp yours tight. You squeezed his fingers in affirmation, maybe even encouragement to move. He was stuck, frozen, twitching, and he swallowed the lump in his throat.Â
He simply nodded along like an idiot. Â
Warm. So disgusting and warm and his breath grew staggered and uneven with every twitch of his hips. His stomach felt odd, but maybe that was the sickness that warped in his guts. Something so extremely nauseating that he felt alive. He swallowed hard and his fingers moved to your arms to steady himself. He buried his face in your neck. Pear and jasmine and vanilla. He recognised that scent every time he was given that sacramental wine. It was almost the same, yet so so different.Â
He laughed, then, right into your shoulder. It was much more of a huff of hot air against your skin. Because this was insanity. His knees sank further into the mattress, and his pillows were tossed askew. Hurt and pain and heat. It was all the same, for he knew no better.Â
It was so good. Cardinal sin and blood and skin. Good. Great, even. Greater than anything he'd ever tried before. You tasted amazing, better than the flesh of an Aeon. So soft and warm and all his.Â
Something to call his.Â
His stomach turned.Â
He couldnât get enough. His hips bucked slow, so excruciatingly slow, as if to savour. He wasnât sure when heâd ever feel like this again, if he ever would. If his body would ever want him to do this again.Â
His arms shook with his own weight, and he tried not to double over. Good. So, so good. His hips twitched impossibly closer to you and he breathed upon your lips. He melted when you kissed him, as chaste as it was. He hadnât felt this way ever in his measly, putrid existence.Â
All for you.Â
He pulled away slowly, attempting to forget the feeling of you, only to stuff himself back inside, rocking his hips hard until his own met your bone.Â
His heart warmed. How twisted. Your tongue prodded out to poke at the corner of his lip and he buried his nose into your shoulder afterwards, trying to muffle the disgusting noises that snuck from his mouth. He wanted to cry; that familiar prickling behind his eyes teased him.Â
His stomach jolted when he rocked his hips softly. He was sure a tear slipped down his cheek, and it dropped silently on the marred sheets of his bed. Heâd have to clean it later.Â
Slowly taking what he needed. He continued, slowly, slowly, slowly, because he was a thief,
and he did not deserve to force his pleasure upon you. Not like this. Not with you pressed down onto his bed and waiting.Â
He understood the addiction of scent, and blood, and skin, and why he would hear the same telltale stories through the mesh of the confessional booth. He used to scrunch his nose up at the topicâhow could someone be so insistent that carnal cravings were a cure to anger, and hate, and treachery, and violence, and everything?Â
Your lip pressed to his ear gently.Â
It canât be a cure. Itâs not. He certainly didnât feel fixed, or any better. For the moment, maybe, he felt as though he was in Heaven, but it was much more warped than that. Heaven was not a feeling; Heaven is not a place, or a person, or cardinal sin.Â
Truly, heâs not sure what it is. It canât be you. Youâre different, maybe even the opposite. You didnât make him feel beyond the clouds. You made him feel⊠terrible.Â
Infatuated, but terrible.Â
You were whispering something in his ear, and he laughed softly, but he wasnât quite sure what he heard. If anything, heâs relieved for the attention. You could have blatantly insulted him, and his skin wouldâve melted like hot wax.Â
âYouâre overthinking again,â you reminded him. Your voice was strangely steady.Â
His hand tightened around his sleeves. âYou come forâŠâÂ
âSalvation, I suppose.â That was you. You came here. To see him. Or hear him. And seek his guidance and better judgement. He wasnât sure if he could offer you much of himself, seeing that his brain had short circuited the moment heâd heard your voice through the booth.Â
He had imagined this all before. If anything, he remained silent to see if he could listen to anything vulgar.Â
Seconds passed and Sunday swallowed hard.Â
âReverend?âÂ
âOf course,â he forced out. Youâre not going to do anythingâitâs all in his head. Youâre not going to plead for him to open the booth and let you have his way with him. You donât even know him, and he doesnât even know you.Â
Itâs all in his head.Â
âJust try to enjoy it,â you told him.Â
His hips thrusted harder and he could hear the awful noises that escaped from your throat, and he wanted to tear the vocal cords free so you would never sing again, and also kiss you until you were breathless and bruised. Just try to enjoy it. Just stay in your head. Itâs better that way.Â
He could feel himself snapping at the seams.Â
You were probably in your own home, wherever you lived, sleeping soundly. Maybe you were doing the same as him, or maybe you were fucking another man and enjoying him rather thanâ
He had a headache. A blazing pounding behind his eyes.Â
Yet, he persisted. He held you tight against his chest, hoisting you upwards from his bed so your heart could press against his. He fell in love with how he felt around you, even if it made him ill and horrible. Even if it disfigured his mind; even if you killed him.Â
He kissed you again, this time harder. He tried to ground himself firmer to remain on this terrible planet with you, but his mind continued to wander. Overworking, overthinking.Â
Sunday couldnât find himself to care about it anymore. He strangely welcomed the feeling of you attempting to suck on his tongue. He held onto your throat now, only gently, and his finger pressed to your jaw to keep you still.Â
He panted once, twice, and then his breath hitched when he managed to move into you with an increased pace. He tried to keep his rocking even, but he was quickly losing his strength again.Â
How vile. One of your legs was slotted nicely around his own, calf rubbing against his hip as he slammed his own against you. Hard enough to burn and bleed, and his cock twitched and twitched and twitched and twitched.Â
âWhatâŠâ He leaned against the side of the booth. âWhat troubles you?âÂ
He heard you laugh, though it wasnât at all mirthful. Still, it may have been the most beautiful sound heâd ever been blessed to hear. âEverything.â You paused to take a breath. âMy job⊠my life⊠my everything.âÂ
He said nothing. He didnât have to. He knew exactly how you felt.Â
âI donât think I was made to live in a world like this.âÂ
Youâre the same. Maybe thatâs why he had developed this estranged one-sided affection; this sickening obsession thatâs torn through every working cell in his brain. Thatâs left him a horrible, shaken mess of a person.Â
The sounds are abhorrent. The way you wriggled in his grasp to force him deeper inside of you, and the sighs and whispers that left your lips are somehow worse.Â
Sunday lost his strength in one of his wrists, and he almost toppled over you. That only stirred him harder, and his hips winded and jolted when you squeezed tight around him. He could certainly get used to this. One day. With you.Â
âEnjoying yourself?â you asked.Â
He was enjoying you, but he refused to voice it. He understood. He understood the need to escape, to run to somebody elseâs bedroom, to fix everything this way.Â
He kissed you impossibly harder, his lips purpling at the pressure, and that mere feeling brought him so close to the edge he stammered on his own breath. His thrusts grew sloppier by the second, and he cared less about how you felt, and more of that edge he was chasing and trying to grab by the reins.Â
So good. He could feel his cock bubbling at the tip, squishing up against your walls and the skin stretched and ached and warmth burst through his stomach. He wanted to fill you up again, and eventually, one day. Heâd imagined this so many times before; the way youâd sound, or beg, or do whatever you really did. Whatever you did, heâd embrace it, and heâd thank you for a thousand years.Â
Heâd cum again and again and heâd let you use him as your own personal toy to play with if it satisfied you. Even if you tossed him aside when you grew boredâhe was used to that.Â
Heâd feel this terrible feeling forever if you would just love him.Â
He hoped.Â
His stomach burned, and his cock was throbbing.Â
His bones grew tired, but he persisted, in and out and in and out until nothing left his lips but babbles of worship as he swung his arms around your neck and traced his lips along your ear. Youâre so good to him. So good.Â
You would sit there all pliant and pretty and heâd take and take and take until the only thing left of you was the part that only cared for him, and nothing else. And then youâd watch as he was dragged down below the ground, while you would rise above the clouds. Because thatâs what he deserved, and you and him did not share the same fate.Â
The clutches of a Sinnerâs hands rest on his face, and theyâre yours, just for a moment.Â
His hips stuttered.Â
âCâmon,â you whispered. His nose was cold against yours.Â
âIââÂ
ââClose?â you finished.Â
He frantically nodded his head like an idiot.Â
His lips twitched in some sort of pathetic smile.Â
You reciprocated. âI know.âÂ
He couldnât handle the teasing. If anything, it only made the headache worse. He wanted to cum. That was the only thing that mattered at this point. He wanted to ruin you, as you did to him.Â
He couldnât afford to choke in the air as his cock twitched. He was right there, and his hip bones were aching as they smacked against your skin.Â
âIâll be all yours, Priest,â you told him. âOne day.âÂ
Sundayâs eyes shot open in horror as he came, and he clutched desperately onto some semblance of skinâwhatever his brain could attempt to conjure in a last-ditch effort to make this nightmare real.Â
His hand was twisted tight around his cock, covered in spit and sweat and his own filth, and he wretched the treacherous limb away as if it had developed a mind of his own.
He was trembling, layered in cold sweat as he shivered, his stomach convulsing as his cock slid against the mattress, an angry red flush enveloping the tip.Â
He couldnât develop a coherent thought, nor movement, for when he felt around blindly for you, you were nowhere, and he was alive and awake again.Â
He choked on his own saliva as he tried to sit up. His pillows were soaked with drool, and his clothes were askew. He rested his back against his head and tried to breathe.Â
He glanced at the window. Closed.Â
Because he had closed it. Heâd locked the bedroom door, too, and the bathroom. How would he have forgotten? That had been his routine for almost sixteen years. He wouldnât have forgotten. Not ever. If anything, heâd have grown well aware of the old habit being missed that heâd scratch at his skin until heâd forced himself to get up and fix the window.Â
He heaved at what he had done.Â
He swallowed hard as if there were rocks stuck in his throat. His lungs refused to take in air. He kicked off the tangled blankets and they fell in a pathetic heap onto the floor. Dizziness surged in his mind, and the back of his eyes pounded and pounded the longer he sat there staring blankly at the wall.
His heart swelled horribly.Â
Oh.Â
His eyes slowly dragged over to the bedroom door.
Closed. No light bleeding beneath the door. No footsteps in the hall. Not Robinâs, certainly not yours. He faintly heard the echo of your heels, but that was drowned out by the aching in his head.Â
âYour servicesâŠâ the priest started quietly. The booth creaked. âWhat do they entail?âÂ
You didnât answer for the moment. Perhaps you were nervous, or apprehensive, or a strange string of both. Maybe, even, your hands were busying themselves around the waistband of your pants, slowly unbuckling the belt and thenâ
âMen, sire,â you responded quickly, honestly. You tapped the mesh wiring of the confessional window in a strange rhythm. âIâve never been proud. Itâs dirty work.âÂ
Sunday blinked awake. His hands were pulled tight at his sleeves.Â
âBut you donât have a choice?âÂ
You made a noise. âDid you have a choice to be in the position you are now?âÂ
âMy position is very different from yours,â Sunday reminded lightly.Â
âIs it? We both serve to please the worst of people.âÂ
And, in some sort of twisted way, you were right.Â
Just as if he was made to please you. That is his sole purpose; to be yours. It is why he felt this way. Itâs why he was put in this terrible position; to meet you, and be yours, and nobody elseâs, and escape off this treacherous planet and kiss you until he couldnât bear to breathe the air that wasnât yours.Â
Thatâs love, right?Â
Devotion.Â
He found it in himself to peel away from his bed and trudge to the bathroom.Â
He couldnât bear to see his reflection.
He was afraid heâd see you standing behind him.Â
*àłàŒ
The next evening was like every other. He leaned against the confessional booth, eyelids slowly drooping shut as he listened and listened until his feathers shrivelled and his ears picked up on nothing but static.Â
Please the public.Â
He nodded along mindlessly to whoever was speaking to him through the wiring. He was grateful the booth was dark, and cold, for he was forming a sweat. His mind was running in circles, and though he responded to the lone soul through the window, he felt as though what he said was automated, and not at all a production from his heart.Â
That being said, he was thanked anyway, and they left.
That must have been the final one, for when he called for the next churchgoer, he was met with silence. There were no hushed shuffles of feet against the floor, nor the rustle of clothing, or breathing.Â
Nothing.Â
Alone again.Â
Sunday unlocked the door to the booth and stepped out, grateful he could stretch his limbs properly. Heâd been cramped inside for what felt like days, but was only a few hours. Still, he felt his bones pop and crack as he exited.Â
He took the keys from his pocket and locked the small door.Â
Another day.Â
He could endure. It was what he was made for. He knew no better.Â
To breathe and feel for others.Â
That was all.
Now what?Â
Now, heâd go home. Heâd go home, do the same mundane routine in order as he had always done for every day of his lifeâget changed, maybe have dinner, fill out forms until he was almost asleep at his desk, and then heâd try and sleep. And the same as always, heâd toss and turn and whine that it was too hot and then it was too cold, and all the while youâd mouth at his neck and strip him of his clothes.Â
He inwardly shuddered at the thought.Â
He grew sick with worry as he stared helplessly at the confessional.Â
âRoom for one more?âÂ
His heart leapt out of his throat, and he froze. His fingers tightened around the window of the booth and the material of his gloves stretched and squeaked.Â
He swallowed, unable to turn around. He pulled out the keys again. âOf course.â His hands were shaking.Â
He heard you let out a troubled hum. âYou donât have toââÂ
Sunday stopped you short, perhaps too quickly. âNonsense. This is my job.âÂ
ââWe can talk face to face,â you finished. âIf⊠if thatâs easier.âÂ
Right. He certainly could. It wasnât so much easier for him, but if it pleased you. If thatâs what you wanted.Â
Truly, you didnât care too much about his final decision. But he was pretty in the face, and it was nice to speak to him properly for a change.Â
Sunday stepped away from the booth finally and turned to look at you.Â
He lost his breath almost instantly.Â
You grinned. âHi.âÂ
His lips managed to twitch into a smile. âHi.âÂ
Your feet shuffled against the tiled floor. He recognised the sound of your heels clicking quietly. The same noise he heard in his hallway, and he still heard it every night.Â
He held the keys tight in his clenched fist. The jagged ends punctured a hole through the palm of his glove. The scar that remained from his incessant habit would be opened soon.Â
Your eyes were slightly lighter than heâd imagined, and you wore your clothes neater, and you didnât run your tongue rampant with terrible sullied words. That wasnât you. That was his idea of you.Â
And now, reality sets itself upon him, and he still cannot grasp what is untrue.Â
âYou havenât visited the confessional in a while,â he started softly.Â
You shook your head. âNo.â You glanced back towards the door, perhaps wondering whether it was locked, or maybe even contemplating running for it. âBut I do sometimes attend service.âÂ
He knows this because heâs searched and waited for you every morning.Â
Sunday was simply staring at you. âAnd what has prompted your change of heart?âÂ
A laugh bubbled from your throat, and the sun bled through the stained-glass windows of the church, and flashes of green and yellow and pink and blue dotted along your face.Â
âYou do generous and kind work, Reverend,â you whispered to him. âI hope it makes you happy.âÂ
The offer of praise made him sit up slightly in the seat in the booth. Nothing made him quite as happy as your voice, and heâd hear you sing again and again until he grew deaf. Even then, he was sure he could remember the way your lips formed every syllable that spilled from your throat.Â
If anything, he remembered your sound, because your words were what mattered. Â
If anything, he hopes he can make you happy.Â
âI fell in love with a man.âÂ
And heâd never let go of that hope for as long as he lived.Â
#⊠( after hours. )#⊠( the macrocosmos. )#sunday x reader#sunday x you#honkai star rail x reader
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"A very long thread: To the League fans, We found out this news along with you on Friday. I see the pain and anger and worry out there, which for the LGBTQIA+ fans of the show is of course compounded by whatâs happening across the country right now. #ALeagueOfTheirOwn
So the first and most important thing to say is: Before anything, before you fight for the show or each other, please take care of yourselves. Reach out to your community and ask for help if you need it. You arenât alone. Please be kind to yourselves.
As Iâve been thinking about whatâs happened, I come back to a quote from Penny Marshallâs film: âThe hard is what makes it great.â Making this show is so hard and so great. Thereâs quite a bit to say about whatâs been hard, but at this point thatâs in the past.
Of course, if we have an avenue to do it well, we will continue the show, and I love seeing the noise youâre making in support of that. The noise matters!
And itâs hard for me to imagine there wouldnât be a home for a show that thanks to you was in the Nielsen Top 10 for three weeks, was the top show on Amazon for a month and in the top five for six, that was recognized by critics as something special, thatâs been recognizedâŠ
âŠwith awards from GLAAD, HRC and a million other organizations, that was on a million year-end top ten lists, and that has a built in and deeply passionate audience.
Amazon is pursuing different kinds of programming, but to the rest of the world this show is a hit and has huge value and even greater potential. But first things first, we have to win this strike and get a fair deal before we can explore what comes next.
But for a moment, I want to talk about what happens if the world didnât quite change quickly enough for you to have all the seasons of this show that we want to give you.
If we donât find a good path forward, I will still know that League did what it came here to do and, in its own small way, changed the world.
And thatâs because of all of you, and the light you continue to shine on the show â How you let it matter to you, how you let it become a mirror, how you let it change you.
Iâve never experienced a response to a show thatâs as deep, personal, creative and meaningful as what the fans have done with League. When we were making the season 1, we all wondered and worried about whether people would accept it on its own terms next to the film.
They have, and you did that, and so much more. You lit up the internet on your first watch throughs of the show, when you realized where it was going (and made all of us laugh in the process).
You wrote enough fan fiction for 100 novels and created an outpouring of art and creativity that could fill its own museum â Iâve truly never seen anything like it.
You lifted up a 95 year old who had just come out of the closet and made her into a celebrity who gets recognized wherever she goes. Every time any member of the cast appears at anything, you turn it into a convention.
You stop Abbi wherever she goes, and though Iâm a happily inconspicuous person, and you constantly find me and stop me and give me gifts that now have a shelf in my house.
When thousands of you appeared to see DâArcy at the stage door of The Thanksgiving Play over its run, you turned it into the hottest queer bar in New York. You made Maxâs suit and Chanteâs beautiful performance into a movement.
A mob of you went to Pittsburgh and saw all of our locations. You dressed as the characters and made our characters into one of the biggest halloween costumes of last year.
You came out, you changed pronouns, you started living more openly, you gave sermons in church about the show, you opened bars, and you got a truly mind boggling number of tattoos that say âto the fiveâ and ârob the bank.â What else am I forgetting? I'm sure you'll remind me.
But most importantly, you made a community, you found each other and found joy, which of course is what the show is about. In many more ways than I would ever have let myself imagine while we were making it, you literally bring the show to life every day.
Thank you for making our work mean something bigger. Weâve heard from so many different kinds of people around the world who are watching League.
But, in a time when all queer people are personally and politically under attack across the country and HRC has declared a âstate of emergency,â my biggest fear is that the many queer fans of League will take this reversal as one more invalidation, one more blow, one moreâŠ
âŠeffect of the general politicization of our identities. Most of us grew up feeling invisible, and as we gain strength, the predictable backlash forces are trying their hardest to get us to go back underground.
In case anyone needs to hear it: You are not small, niche, modest, off-putting or marginal, and neither are your stories. You are multitudes, you are building, and your stories are universal. You are the most rapidly growing audience and consumer group in this country.
You are powerful. You are the future, and the people who donât recognize your importance now will feel be clamoring to catch up in a few years. As Chante said so beautifully when we received the Human Right Campaign Visionary award, you are the main characters. Be proud.
Be angry if you thatâs how you feel, but know that we are going to win, and donât ever let this moment or any other make you small. The biggest lesson of the characters in this show is that, in a world that had no space for them at all, they LIVED. (Continued)
They found love, they did the things they loved, they won. Youâre doing the same thing, and just like them, you are heroes. We are still fighting for League. But whether we win or lose this one, Iâm so proud.
From the time when we began working on the season, Abbi, Deta and I said to each other â Letâs not hold anything back, for as long as we get to be here, letâs do this the right way.
We got so many notes wondering if the exploration of the queer world of the 1940s or Maxâs world would be better saved for season 2, if people needed to start somewhere a little more familiar. Iâm so glad we didnât listen, cause now Iâm sitting here without any regrets.
And no matter what happens, the people behind League arenât going anywhere. Give us a minute, we will be back with more for you to watch and read and feel. Weâre going to win.
And youâre not going anywhere either, because what youâve built and what you are is bigger than this show. Itâs the story of our community, that comes to us through the hidden history that League shows just one small part of: The bars got raided and shut down.
But the people didnât go anywhere, and they opened a new bar, and out of those spaces came music, cinema, dance, culture â What we now see as mainstream was birthed from the spaces our predecessors were forced to hide in. They made joy there."
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Hello you incredible creator and congrats on the 2k followers!! That's kinda mind boggling, but you totally deserve itđ„°
I wonder if I might ask a bit of a needy request: I pulled something pretty bad in my back on Friday, and, despite doing everything from cold and hot packs to getting a massage gun, I'm still pretty near cripplesmd from it. But life goes on - still have to work and cook and do all the normal life things.
Could I request the batch and maybe Fives and Wolffe helping a fem reader go through something like that?
All the love â€ïž â€
Aloha!
So sorry I'm so late with this one, hun! I hope you are doing much better by now! Let me see what the guys can do for you....
The Bad Batch/Wolffe/Fives x Reader HCs - Love And Care
Fluff/Taking Care Of Hurt Reader
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Hunter
He is very considerate and empathetic, so until you get better, you won't have to do anything on your own. Hunter will take over all of your duties that he can, and possibly divide the rest among his brothers, depending on how busy he is in general at that time.
"You will see a doctor, and I will take you there. After that, you will rest until you are better. If you don't take it easy, I'm sure it will only get worse," he says gently but firmly.
Don't worry, Hunter is organizing everything and has it all under control, so you can sit back and relax and take care of yourself for now. He's calm and collected, and even if your current condition complicates things, that won't discourage him in any way. There is always a way to keep things working, and he'll find one.
Hunter doesn't complain, all he wants is for you to recover, it doesn't matter how long it takes you.
Massages and meals in bed are not uncommon, he spoils you whenever he can.
Echo
Oh, dear⊠Echo scurries around you like a headless chicken at times. If it were up to him, you wouldn't do anything alone anymore. He takes over your duties for the time being. Woe betide you if he catches you doing something in the household!
"Cyare! You should rest!", his voice rumbles sternly through the room.
You flinch, startled. Echo takes the duster from your hand and gives you one of his famous, lovingly stern looks.
"You're quite a handful," he grumbles, rolling his eyes with a gentle shake of his head, "Can't leave you out of my sight for five minutes!"
"But-"
He shoots you a reproving, stony look, and you fall silent, before you really start your protest.
Echo is stern, very much so when he needs to, especially when he wants you to take time to recover. But he's also thoroughly loving and caring. He doesn't just push you onto the couch or bed. Echo makes sure you have enough entertainment media, books, holo movies and the like at hand. And of course, very important, food and beverage. Echo is a damn good cook, and he'll do it twice as much for you.
He smiles and says, "You will see, if you listen to me, you will be back on track sooner than you think".
Wrecker
Wrecker looks at you scrutinizing, concern in his gaze.
"Are you in pain?"
You think about downplaying it, you don't really want him to worry, but the piercing look he gives you stops you. That look feels like it could instantly debunk any lies.
As if reading your mind, he says, "The truth, please."
"WellâŠ" you begin uncertainly.
His brows go up questioningly.
"Well?" he asks.
When you finally nod and your hand automatically moves to your aching back, his critical gaze collapses and his expression softens, even if you were a stone, that look would cause you to melt.
You smile lopsidedly, and he finally returns the smile.
Softly he says in his deep, heavy voice, "Okay, Mesh'la, you make yourself comfortable, I'll take over the rest of your duties for today and tomorrow I'll accompany you to see a doctor."
"But-"
He gently but firmly raises a finger and playfully taps your lips.
"No buts. I'll take care of everything today, and tomorrow and the day after if I have to"
Tech
"You need to rest"
He won't take no for an answer, not in this case. He examined you himself because he wants to play it safe, as always, and he is determined to force you to recover if he has to.
Tech has everything under control, already included your tasks in his daily routine. It doesn't matter how long you have to take it easy, Tech takes care of everything, including you.
You are always provided with all you need, and of course he likes to keep you informed about what's going on. When he sits down with you, he tells you everything important and, Tech being Tech, a lot more.
"I have everything under control, there is no need to feel uneasy, and a guilty conscience is just as inappropriate, Cyare".
He brought food from the road, cooking is not really his forte, and he just has too many other things to do at the moment. But he sits down and eats with you in the evening, among other things, to make sure you eat something.
Crosshair
He's not the caretaker type. Crosshair is still worried, of course, and tries to relieve you, among other things, by taking over your duties as much as he can and bringing food home, so you don't have to cook.
Other than that, though, he won't coddle you or openly pity you.
"How are you today?"
"Unchanged, so far."
He nods, throws in a holo movie, and orders you some food. His care is rather without comment and far less tender than, say, Echo would do. But you can still rely on him, he won't leave you alone with your pain.
In his own way, he takes the pressure off you and always checks to see how you're doing. With him, you don't have the feeling of being a burden to anyone, Crosshair somehow has a talent for taking away exactly that feeling.
Maybe because he's rather quiet and doesn't express his concern so loudly. Or maybe it's just his quiet closeness and casual way of tossing you a pillow for your back, throwing himself next to you on the sofa, and just pretending you're just having a relaxing movie night. It's probably a little of both.
As cocky as he is sometimes, he doesn't complain.
Wolffe
"The doctor said you need to take it easy. I'm not going to argue with you, just listen to what me and the doctor say".
His piercing gaze is stern on you, his arms crossed in front of his strong chest.
"And don't even start trying to tell me what else you need to take care of, it can either wait or I'll take care of it."
You have no choice but to surrender, no one is more stubborn than WolffeâŠ. Well, Rex maybe, sometimes.
With a surrendered sigh, you finally give in.
"Okay"
He's built you a camp in your living room, one with a support pillow and blanket, so you can sit back and listen to music or watch holos.
He covers you up and says, "I'm going out again to get some stuff for you, when I come back we'll order some food, you'll stay in your sick bed until then"
Wolffe looks at you, expecting you to confirm his order.
You look up at him and say dryly, "Yes, sir!"
He raises his eyebrows briefly, but then nods and goes on his way. Wolffe may be a little rougher around the edges, but he cares, in his unyielding way.
Fives
He is trying to take over your duties, but it is quite possible that this will create more chaos than anything else. Fives provides you with entertainment media, watches movies with you and discusses with you again and again that you should take it easy.
However, when you see the mess he leaves behind, sometimes you can't help but sneak up and do a few things he's only done halfway or not properly.
Fives often catches you doing this and scolds you, gently, but he makes very theatrical gestures, which sometimes just looks hilarious and makes you laugh.
Some days he'll come storming into your apartment with your spare key, exclaiming, "Gotcha!"
Then, as you lie or sit dutifully on your bed, he pauses and his eyes narrow critically.
You say, "Nope"
"You've already done everything, right?"
You smile wryly at him, whereupon he sighs in surrender, throwing his hands in the air theatrically.
"You'll never get better that way!"
Fives is messy but loving, he cares for you, he does his best. He likes to do it with a lot of love and a lot of chaotic energy.
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Another book without a plot.
The Remnant, Left Behind #10, was a deeply frustrating book.
Characters:
The Tribulation Force: Rayford Steele, pilot; Buck Williams, journalist; Chloe Williams, organizer, wife, and mother; Kenny Williams, infant; Tsion Ben-Judah, the greatest evangelist evah; Chaim Rosenzweig, Israeli convert; Mac McCullum, backup pilot; Abdullah Smith, backup to the backup pilot; Albie, former black-marketer; Chang Wong, IT guy on the inside; Steve Plank, Christian in disguise.
The Global Community: Nicolae Carpathia, Antichrist, risen lord and deity of the GC; Leon Fortunato, Satan's little helper; Viv Ivins, role unclear.
The book's subtitle is "On the Brink of Armageddon." Now, the last book ended slightly more than halfway into the seven-year Tribulation and this book picks up immediately after. That means this book will try to take us through roughly three years' worth of catastrophes, persecution, and general drama. Surely we won't suffer from a loss of detail as we hear about rather than see these events.
On the first page the narration refers to "the robe and sandals of an Egyptian" as though that's what all Egyptians wear all the time. (Lest we forget, this describes Rayford's attempt to disguise himself as an Egyptian. Well, that an a generous dose of brownface.)
The bombing of Petra in the last book unsurprisingly has zero effect, and Nicolae decides to take out his frustration on Jewish people in general. Is it not enough that he's the Antichrist, that they have to make him Hitler too?
There's still a handful of refugees in Petra who haven't converted to Christianity, which Tsion finds confusing despite having himself preached that God would mind-control people into refusing to convert.
Mac goes to Greece to try and rescue a Christian who was captured there, and, after he's sprung the guy, they're stopped at a roadblock by a soldier who asks to see their Marks of the Beast. Mac was disguised as a GC officer by a guy whose appearance-altering talents are praised to the high heavens, but he didn't even bother to get a fake Mark. It's pointed out again and again how getting a real Mark would damn him irrevocably to Hell, but no consequences are mentioned for faking one, other than the GC killing you if they find out - and they'll kill you if you don't have one anyway. While the Mark includes a biochip, we never see any Marks getting scanned, leading me to believe the GC is going off visuals alone. The Mark is both a tattoo and a chip, so I figure if you only got the tattoo, you don't really have the Mark. So why not get one and make your disguise foolproof?
The adventure in Greece ends in a Christian safehouse compromised and slaughtered, but Mac and his team make it out because Archangel Michael intervenes on their behalf. I bet everyone involved would have preferred he help the larger number of people who got killed, but whatever.
At the beginning of a lengthy speech in Chapter 13, Tsion refers to the Bible as "the only truly accurate history ever written." You gotta love the little bits of comedy they slip into these books.
He says the Biblical Flood "still boggles the minds of scientists who find fish bones at altitudes as high as fifteen thousand feet." I could give the authors the benefit of the doubt and assume they've never heard of plate tectonics, but these are grown, educated men I'm talking about. They know about plate tectonics, they just don't like it and thus decide to pretend it doesn't exist.
In a description of the coming paradise promised to believers, Tsion states that "the population will grow to greater than the number of all the people who have already lived and died up until now." That's over a hundred billion humans, and, while I've never gotten on overpopulation catastrophe train, I really don't think Earth can support that many people at a standard of living that could be described as "paradise." Tsion further claims that this number of people will be possible because there will be no war. Yes, war kills vast numbers of people, but you know what kills even more? Disease and starvation, especially on the scale that would occur if there were a hundred billion people on the planet.
"How could you not love the God the prophets describe?" God has been killing people with wild abandon since the beginning of this series and intends to condemn most people to eternal suffering for not saying some magic words. Next question please.
Tsion says God is "working in people to get them to make a decision." He never says God will work in people to make the right one, which is accurate given how many times he's said God will "harden people's hearts" and force them to condemn themselves.
"Whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved." Unless you've taken the Mark of the Beast. Then you're outta luck.
Steve learns that he is expected to take the Mark, and Chang offers to change his file so that it looks like he's already taken it. Steve says that "would be like my choosing the Mark" and thus immoral. I will never understand these characters' aversion to faking the Mark.
Steve's friend Vasily, a GC guy who's taken the Mark but regrets it, offers to help Steve escape. Steve's refusal is irrelevant to the fact that Vasily is still willing to do good despite knowing God has rejected him. Perhaps we're supposed to see the Christians as paragons of selflessness for *checks notes* dying, but they know they've got a reward coming. Vasily doesn't, but he's willing to risk his position and his life. That's real selflessness.
Throughout the second half of the book we get randomly placed time skips of a few months each, some of which are in the middle of chapters. The "Great Tribulation" happening in this book is allegedly the worst period in human history - would it kill the authors to focus on it a little?
The GC is starting to fracture, but nobody tries to assassinate Nicolae because they think he'll resurrect. The people vying for power are supposed to be evil geniuses - wouldn't they try something like burying Nicolae under tons of concrete so that when he resurrects he can't get out of his coffin? Maybe stick his body in acid so that when he comes back he immediately starts dying again? You've got options, dammit!
We get a couple more plagues - freshwater turning to blood and a deadly heatwave. The heat is so intense that the ocean is literally boiling and buildings spontaneously combust. That combined with the fact that no living thing has anything to drink, and you have yet another scenario where realistically, everyone and everything should be dead. Of course, the authors could never be convicted of realism.
I'm glad the authors have dropped the angle that the judgements are God's way of getting people's attention. Now they're saying that the plagues are God's way of thinning out the evil population to make the final battle more even. Lemme run that by you again: God, allegedly omnipotent, needs to kill off his enemies before he fights them to make things more even. Can the authors just admit that God is killing people for fun?
During the deadly heatwave, Nicolae goes sunbathing. This has nothing to do with anything, but it is funny.
If you thought the ideas in this book were frustrating, wait until you see Armageddon.
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Semi-suicidal self-Reflection
Itâs remarkably difficult to come to grips with the fact that you donât really existâat least not in the way you usually, unquestionably believe. Youâme, everyoneâare a passing composite phenomenon, a hodgepodge of organic parts and processes, basically a patterning of energy that has temporarily arisen and will soon enough cease. This is complex but easy enough to grasp intellectually. The point is, upon a careful, thoughtful and thorough examination, it turns out there is nothing you can point to or single out that is the âmeâ referenced by the usual self-reflective thoughts.
Thing is, even grasping this intellectually, you donât actually believe it. Not really. The habit of being an egoânot just a âmeâ but this specific (insert name) personâis incredibly pervasive and persistent, not just psychologically but also throughout the somatic domain. So even if you can come to understand, intellectually, what is meant by the concept âno-self,â it just becomes another competing idea within the dynamic mental weave of thoughts that contribute to the gestalt of identity. Now you are somebody who thinks itâs quite possible that theyâre not somebody while still âintuitivelyâ sure that they are, indeed, somebody. Regardless of how mind boggling these thoughts are, the concept alone is insufficient for a true understanding. It simply doesnât penetrate beyond the conceptual framework and limits thereof. Thatâs why, even though this sort of conceptual, intellectual understanding is necessary for further personal development, itâs not enough.
This conceptual model must then be explored, deeply and directly and non-conceptually. It must be âlooked atâ (with awareness) and felt into (also awareness) as an energetic phenomenon, an immediate event, not as an idea or some sort of self-commentary, but phenomenologically, again, with awareness; it must be sensed and felt and perceived without interference and without prejudice.
This is difficult enough on a meditative level, involving the development of certain specific introspective skills. Whatâs far more difficult, however, is overcoming the deep and persistent psychological belief in an actual, individual selfâthat is, some âthingâ (soul?) within that acts as a fixed locus of experience. To simply call this patterning âegoâ (or soul) is to fail to understand its depths and to fail in appreciating its multifaceted (mental, sensual, energetic) and psychosomatic (think: DNA-encoded survival mechanisms) complexity. Regardless of its actual veracity, or lack thereof, in investigating this activity, fear of death inevitably and reflexively arises as, indeed, the ego, the old sense of self, and even of the presumed nature of reality, is indeed dying. Fortunately, other skills developed through this process help mitigate the impact of these âdeaths.â
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DoflaminBROS Week 2023 - Day 3: cigarettes
here is my next submission for the DoflaminBROS Week 2023 event! this one is less overarching than the past two. a proper snapshot, playing with my headcanon that doflamingo, contrary to that one canon doodle of him when he's like 10, doesn't like smoking. well, have at it!
characters: rosinante, doflamingo additional tags & cw: canon compliant, fluff...? less angsty than the others at least, mentions of injury, smoking, implied alcoholism and drug use
special thanks to @gali-la for beta reading!! <3
The mission did not go well. The infirmary was packed. The seas were stable at least, so the Numancia Flamingo drifted along easily. A glimmer of light pooling down from a hole atop this tunnel to hell.
CorazĂłn feared his arm was broken at first, since his fingers were so reluctant to cooperate, but after some time and ice, he was sure itâd heal on its own. Foolish of him to try and engage in physical combat unarmed, but one of the damn rugrats mustâve bummed his explosives, Baby 5, undoubtedly, and left him in quite the lurch. The good thing was, despite the pain, there were no open wounds. Last thing he needed were those nasty strings in his flesh.
It was an old habit. Decades old, at this point. The best way to distract pain was a hearty meal. Even if that meant that hearty meal was being consumed well past midnight, alone. Even if that hearty meal was cold, because he wasnât allowed near the ovens. Heâd accept that small nugget of defeat if it meant these cretins would cook for him. Only, those cretins were all laid-up.Â
Oh well. At least cigarettes went well with cold fish.
The cabin door opened. CorazĂłn would be lying to say he didnât jolt. A quick glance over his shoulder revealed that it was none other than his beloved brother, limping across the room with a bandaged gash on his thigh. How they managed to get through to Doffy was more than a bit troubling, but he supposed it was dealt with now. And itâd likely be a while before Doflamingo decided to tangle with anyone on a similar playing field.
His eyes drifted from his fork to his brother when the taller of the two crashed there in a dining chair with limited coordination. CorazĂłnâs chewing rate slowed. He waited for the next stir of movement, the rumble of an order, the mind-boggling questions.
Fingers grazed across the surface of the table. The captain sat up. âDo you have an extra?â
Mind-boggling. If only the bastard wasnât so predictably unpredictable. CorazĂłn just stared, until his brother pointed at his left hand, where his cigarette rested on standby until his meal was finished.
He wanted a smoke? Doffy never smoked. Did he? Rosinante had been here for almost two years now and never saw him smoke. Señor Pink was a furnace and occasionally, Diamante or Giolla would pester him for a light, but never Doffy. Strange time to pick up the habit, but he knew he had no room for judgment, and just handed over the entire box. Lighter, too.
Doflamingo fumbled to open the container with lazy, delayed movements. Likely treated himself to a nice cocktail of liquor and painkillers. Finally, the flap unfurled and he wrangled one of the cigarettes free. Lit it up with enough precision to reveal he had done it before, at some point in his probably-too-long life. Took it into his lungs without a trace of a cough.Â
âItâs not going to happen again.â
Behind his cigarette, Rosinanteâs bloodshot eyes stilled.
âIïżœïżœïżœll never let anyone hurt you again.â
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You mentioned a while back that you had some problems with the mind-boggling scale of the Galra Empire and the like for the VLD aspect of the Kryptonverse, right? Well, I have an idea for that, and at most it would involve changing a few lines of story. Basically, just emphasize that the Galra empire is most of the KNOWN universe, or at least most of the universe that the Alteans manage to explore/map out in any detail before the Galra attacked them. It would certainly jive with how the first chapter of Close Encounters said that Allura remembers that they only encountered the Gems shortly before the war when theyâve clearly been a major presence in their dwarf galaxy for some time, given that theyâre fairly methodical in their expansion due to being immune to aging, let alone how theyâve been throwing feelers into the Milky Way and other local cluster galaxies. After all, thereâs clearly galaxies in all directions from Earth, assuming that the sky in the Kryptonverse is anything like on IRL Earth and/or the MCU, so the Milky Way certainly isnât at the very edge of creation by any means, yet the Galra are only just reaching it after thousands of years of constant expansion. What do you think?
Yeah, I'd agree with you overall. I think I've made some strides in that direction already - as you say, you can kinda read between the lines that, judging by the Galra's rate of expansion and average control of conquered systems, that the Galra rule the universe only on a technicality - they control more galaxies than anyone else, and they're the most numerous organic species (except perhaps some insectoid races out there with bonkers reproduction rates). As far as most of the known universe is concerned, they might as well dominate everything, even if the reality is a little less overwhelming.
Frankly, I don't think any one species could ever be big or powerful enough to fully rule the universe - except the Gems, which are geared exactly towards that purpose, but even then, I don't know if it'd even be possible to accomplish their goal and outrun entropy, so to speak.
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Are you tired of putting out endless social media posts that yield no results? Itâs mind-boggling how much time, effort, and money weâve invested â the struggle is real, and thereâs not enough traffic. Youâre not alone. Every marketer is struggling with the same issues. You want quick results, but the process seems endless. Yes, you read that right. This isnât about throwing money at a problem. Itâs about smart technology, which transforms your approach. Think of it as your secret weapon. No more endless video recordings. No complex editing. There are no massive budgets. Traffic Alchemist uses pre-made templates and schedules. It makes the impossible possible. Youâve got a business to run. This frees up your time. Imagine seeing your content multiply, your engagement soar, and your traffic skyrocket. It will not break the bank. your traffic powerhouse today. So, whatâs the catch? There isnât one. You can purchase it at an early bird price, as it has just launched. Donât miss out.
What Is Traffic Alchemist?
Traffic Alchemist positions itself as a cloud-based software designed to streamline the process of generating traffic through âSocial Micro-Videos.â These bite-sized videos, typically ranging from a few seconds to a minute, are becoming increasingly popular on social media platforms like TikTok, Instagram Reels, and YouTube Shorts.
The core functionality of Traffic Alchemist revolves around repurposing existing viral content within your chosen niche. Instead of requiring you to film and edit videos from scratch, the software leverages legally obtainable video snippets and combines them with customizable templates. This approach aims to produce a high volume of unique micro-videos that can capture attention and drive viewers towards your website, landing pages, or social media profiles.
Traffic Alchemist Review: Overview
Creator: Ram Rawat
Product: Traffic Alchemist
Date Launch: 2024-Jul-16
Time Of Launch: 10:00 EDT
Front-End Price: $23 (One-time payment)
Official Website: Click Here Productâs Salespage
Niche: Tools And Software
Support: Effective Response
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Recommended: Highly Recommended
Bonuses: YES, Huge Bonuses
Skill Level Required: All Levels
Discount Code: âALCHEMISTâ To Get $ Off!
Refund: YES, 30 Days Money-Back Guarantee
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Traffic Alchemist Review: About Authors
Ram Rawat, an amazing creator, is the idea force behind Traffic Alchemist. He has launched the worldâs first AI-powered platform for producing virtual influencers just for marketers. Ramâs outstanding abilities and imaginative approach have revolutionized digital marketing, enabling organizationâs to easily build realistic virtual identities.
Ram Rawat continues to set new standards in influencer marketing innovation with his numerous launches, including AI Fame Catalyst, TubeTrivia AI, VidSupremacy, ReelRampage AI, VoiceGenesis AI, AI SmartReach, AI BulkShorts, Autopreneur AI, Review Revolution, KleverSend AI, TurboLists, and many others.
Traffic Alchemist Review: Key Features
Done For You Templates
Mass Edit All Videos In Just 1-Click
Edit/Modify Videos Individually
Add Amazing & Never Seen Before Effects With Ease
Add Video Progress Bar
Add Captivating Subtitles
Effortless Branding To All In 1-Click
Edit Canvas & Video Dimension
Easy Multi-Layer Editing
Download Your Videos To Use Anywhere You Want
Add Description, Tags To All In 1-Click
Publish Instantly OR Schedule ALL For Months To Come
Go Viral Instantly Without Guessing
Traffic Alchemist Review: How Does It Work?
Traffic Alchemist Is Really Easy To Use All It Takes Is Just 3 Simple Steps
Step #1: LEVERAGE
Find/Upload a viral video in your niche. Or add a link to your old video, webinar, demo video, explainer video or any video you want.
Step #2: MULTIPLY100x
Turn it video into 20 little ATTENTIONS GRABBING, HIGHLY ENGAGING micro videos, customize them all in 1 click
Step #3: PROFIT
Add your link and publish right way to Facebook and Instagram, or schedule for weeks and months. Keep generating hands-free traffic and profits for months. Just rinse and repeat for Unlimited traffic in any niche or any offer.
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Traffic Alchemist Review: Can Do For You
Get An Unfair Advantage Over Your Competition
Be Up & Running In 5 Minutes
Truly Set & Forget System
Get Results In As Little As Hours From Now.
Save TONS of Time, Effort & Headache
Itâs Suitable For Complete Newbies & Experienced Marketers Alike.
Done-For-You Traffic Solution
Impossible To Saturate
Rinse & Repeat For FAST & EASY Results
FREE UPDATES IN FOREVER
24X7 Support and 100% Uptime Guaranteed
30 Days Money-Back Guarantee
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Traffic Alchemist Review: Who Should Use It?
Newbies & Affiliate Marketers
Bloggers & website owners
E-Com Store Owners
Local Businesses
Coaches, Consultants & Service Providers
Authors & Info-Product Creators
Social Media Marketers
Traffic Alchemist Review: Why You Buy Traffic Alchemist?
Investing in Traffic Alchemist can significantly boost your websiteâs traffic and online visibility. Its automated traffic generation saves time, while targeted marketing ensures visitors are genuinely interested in your content or products. The built-in SEO tools enhance your search engine ranking, and comprehensive analytics help you optimize strategies for better conversions. Itâs a cost-effective solution for growing your online presence and achieving your business goals.
Traffic Alchemist Review: Is Traffic Alchemist Right for You?
Determining if Traffic Alchemist is right for you depends on your specific needs and goals. If you aim to increase targeted traffic, improve SEO, and streamline your digital marketing efforts, this tool could be highly beneficial. Its user-friendly interface and comprehensive features make it suitable for both beginners and experienced marketers. However, consider the initial investment and learning curve. If youâre committed to growing your online presence and maximizing conversions, Traffic Alchemist may be a valuable addition to your marketing strategy.
Traffic Alchemist Review: OTOâs And Pricing
Front End Price: Traffic Alchemist (Price: $23)
OTO 1: Pro (Price: $37)
OTO 2: DFY Edition (Price: $47)
OTO 3: VoiceGenesis Edition (Price: $47)
OTO 4: MultiMarketer Edition (Price: $47)
OTO 5: ChatGPT Edition (Price: $47)
OTO 6: Reseller Edition (Price: $147)
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Traffic Alchemist Free Bonuses
Bonus #1: Commercial License (Value $297)
The commercial license allows you to use our videos in any way you want. This means you can use them for your personal or commercial projects without any restrictions. You can sell videos created with Traffic Alchemist to clients for any price you want. You can sell them on Fiverr, Upwork, Warriorforum, and anywhere you want.
Bonus #2: 100 Hand-Picked Campaigns to Spy On (Value $197)
We have created a collection of 100+ Social Mirco videos that have got 100,000s and MILLIONS of views. You can just look at these campaigns, take inspiration from and create your own quickly.
Bonus #3: How To Scale with Paid Ads (Value $197)
Not just free traffic, it works for paid traffic as well. Learn how to get 10x results from any video ad with TrafficAl chemist. Weâll show you how to start slow and scale your ads to 6-Figures step by step.
Bonus #4: Accelerator METHOD Training (Value $297)
Youâll also get our step-by-step video training to make sure you get the best results with Traffic Al chemist as quickly as possible. How To Craft A Tailored, Social Media Strategy To Build Brand Awareness & Generate Massive Sales Long Term!
Bonus #5: The UNSHAKEABLE Super Affiliate (Value $297)
As you start getting traffic with Vidshortz, use our SECRET affiliate strategies to quickly achieve your 1st $100, $500, and $1000. How to stand out and build a long-term, sustainable, profitable & unshakeable online business with affiliate marketing!
Bonus #6: Become A Successful Social Media Influencer (Value $197)
Learn how to become a successful Influencer and charge huge amounts of money per post. Follow the exact steps, and system other successful Influencers have followed and copy it.
Bonus #7: TikTok Marketing Checklist (Value $97)
Increase your following on both YouTube and TikTok and post your review videos on TikTok as well. Learn 18 TikTok best practices, 25 strategies, and the best organic best practices to get FASTER results on TikTok.
Bonus #8: Free Instagram Traffic (Value $97)
Learn how to use videos to grow your audience on Instagram. This guide will help you to define your audience, retain them, attract more followers, create an online store, drive traffic to your website, and avoid common mistakes.
Bonus #9: Easy Video Strategies (Value $97)
Leverage the power of video marketing to become an online sensation! Connect to your potential customers and become a powerful brand name! Enjoy unrivaled brand exposure and Get a competitive edge over others.
Bonus #10: 100X Youtube Advertising (Value $197)
Want to 100x your results with YouTube ads? Launch a successful YouTube video campaign quickly. Learn how to reach new audiences, and maximize traffic and profits with YouTube advertising!
Traffic Alchemist Review: Money Back Guarantee
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If you buy TrafficAlchemist AI and arenât happy with it within 30 days, we will give you your money back in full, no questions asked. You can keep our goods and still get all the advantages.We wonât even take away your access. Weâre sure youâll love TrafficAlchemist AI and see how useful it is, though, so you wonât ask for your money back. This is our âSTEAL OUR PRODUCTâ promise to you. (Only while the launch is going on) Thatâs the only thing that could be fair.
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Traffic Alchemist Review: Pros and Cons
Pros:
Automated Traffic Generation: Saves time and effort.
Targeted Traffic: Attracts relevant visitors.
SEO Optimization: Improves search engine rankings.
Comprehensive Analytics: Provides detailed insights.
User-Friendly Interface: Easy to navigate.
Cons:
You need internet for using this product.
No issues reported, it works perfectly!.
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQâs)
Q. Do I need to download anything to use Traffic Alchemist AI?
No. Traffic Alchemist AI is completely cloud-based. Login from anywhere in the world with an internet connection and use it.
Q. Is there a monthly fee?
No, once you buy Traffic Alchemist AI, you donât have to pay a monthly fee. Traffic Alchemist AI is a one-time purchase product.
Q. What happens after the launch period?
The price will turn into a MONTHLY SUBSCRIPTION and the low one-time price will never be available again! We encourage you to take action before the launch period ends.
Q. Can I have a refund?
We guarantee that you will get more value from your purchase of Traffic Alchemist AI than what you pay us. However, if for some reason the product is not living up to your expectations at any time within 30 days of buying it, we will give you a full refund, no questions asked.
Q. What if I have no followers on social media? Can I still get traffic?
Yes. Off course, once you start posting these social micro videos, people will instantly start noticing you and your brand, go to your links, follow you and even contact you. And with time it grows exponentially and its extremely easy and fast to automate it with Traffic Alchemist AI.
Q. Can I post these videos to other social media networks?
Yes, currently we provide scheduling options for Facebook & Instagram. But you can customize your video size, edit, manually download these videos and use it for any purpose you want. Post it to any social media you like. No restrictions.
Q. What about the future updates?
You wonât pay a penny extra for future updates. And, youâll get free lifetime updates to keep your product up-to-date.
Q. What if I have other questions?
You can ask us your product related question as well as anything about our company or services by emailing us at support@ ramrawat.net
Traffic Alchemist Review: My Recommendation
Traffic Alchemist offers an intriguing solution for automating social media video creation and driving traffic. However, itâs essential to weigh the potential benefits against the limitations and consider alternative strategies like content marketing, social media marketing, and SEO before making a purchase. By carefully evaluating your needs and goals, you can determine if Traffic Alchemist is the right tool to supplement your overall marketing strategy. Remember, building a strong brand and offering valuable content is crucial for long-term traffic growth, regardless of the specific tactics employed. Itâs recommended to conduct thorough research and due diligence before making any software purchases.
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Note: Yes, this is a paid software, however the one-time fee is $23 for lifetime
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Debunking the Myths: The Most Trusted Guide to Online Authentic Indian Recipes in Lorne Park
Are you curious about online authentic Indian recipes in Lorne Park but held back by misconceptions? Now, thatâs what we call spiced-up misconceptions! Don't worry, you're not alone. Indian cuisine, with its vibrant flavours and vast regional variations, often gets shrouded in myths and stereotypes. But fear not, adventurous food connoisseur! Today, we at Indian Cuisine by the Lake are here to debunk the most common myths and pave your way to a delicious and authentic gastronomic experience.
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Ch. 7 is finally posted! Lesbian Interlude time!!!
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The thing between Steve and Eddie was getting out of hand. It had been three weeks since the last time Robin had gotten to spend more than five minutes alone with her platonic soulmate.
She was happy for him, donât get her wrong. But by god was Eddieâs constant presence annoying.
However, if that constant presence meant spending time with Chrissy Cunningham, then Robin could deal.
Chrissy was by far the cutest girl in Hawkins. Probably in all of Roane County. Hell, maybe even all of Indiana. Robin wouldnât say in all of America, though. After all, ReneĂ© Rapp existed.
What was even more mind-boggling than the fact that the beautiful cheerleader and the metalhead vampire were best friends was that Chrissy was also a lesbian. A lesbian! Maybe there was a god.
Too often, Robinâs crushes were on the unattainable straight girls. Even when she and Vickie, a loud and proud bisexual, were in the talking stage, it never pandered out. Vickie, for all of her good qualities, was too hung up on her on-and-off-again boyfriend. Steve had to talk sense into her, because, no, Robin really could not deal with being in an open relationship with someone. Especially when she never knew where she stood with Vickie.
So Chrissy being a lesbian and completely single was kind of a miracle. Robin had to keep reminding herself not to get her hopes up.
âThis is me,â Chrissy said as they reached her house. âWould you like to come inside for a bit?â
Steve would worry if she took too long to get back to his house.
Wait, what was she thinking? Judging by the eyes he had been making at his boyfriend when they left, Steve wasnât going to notice she'd been gone for longer than a few minutes. Besides, Chrissy Cunningham was asking her to spend more time with her. How could she ever turn that opportunity down?
Even though they lived in the same neighborhood, Chrissyâs house was nowhere as large as Steveâs. It still classified as a McMansion, at least in Robinâs book, what with the grand balcony overlooking the street and the ornate French windows on either side of the dark oak doors. The well-manicured rose bushes led her to believe the Cunninghams employed a landscaping service as well. After all, those shits were a bitch to maintain. So, yeah, they were rich.
After calling out a hello to her parents, Chrissy led her up to her bedroom.
It was . . . pink. It reminded her a lot of Nancyâs room, the one time sheâd been invited in. However, Chrissyâs room had more frills and less ammo.
Chrissy flopped onto the quilted bed, pulling a lavendar narwhal Squishmallow to her chest, and qued up one of those YouTube lo-fi study playlists on the TV mounted to her wall.
âSorry, Iâve got to have music playing at all times or Iâll go crazy.â
âYou sound like Eddie.â
âDear god, please donât say that,â Chrissy laughed. Robinâs heart swooped at the sound. âEspecially in front of my parents.â
âNot a fan of him?â Although, she understood why. Most parents wouldnât be too pleased with their child befriending the local drug dealer.
She shook her head. âThey say I spend too much time with him, especially since Jason and I broke up. I swear, no matter how many times I tell them Eddie is just a friend, they still think weâre dating.â
âMy parents used to think the same thing!â Robin smiled as a sense of kinship with the other girl formed. âThey wouldnât shut up about how nice of a boy Steve was, and how beautiful our babies would look. Which, ew. Incest!â
Chrissy giggled again, sending heat to the pit of Robinâs gut. âAgreed.â
Robin felt Chrissy's eyes on her as she inspected the tchotchkes and fruity Bath and Body Works perfumes scattered about Chrissy's dresser top. She picked up a Precious Moments cheerleader girl, smiled at it, then set it back down. âIt wasnât until I finally came out to them that they finally realized our relationship was and only ever would be Platonic with a capital âP.ââ She fiddled with the necklaces dangling from a jewelry hanger.
The other girl sighed. âI wish I could do that with my parents. Not sure if you saw the bajillion crosses on the walls downstairs, but they wouldnât take the news well.â
Dropping the necklace chains, Robin crossed the room and perched herself on the edge of the bed, just to be near Chrissy. âThat sucks.â
âWhat can you do?â Chrissy shrugged and picked at her nails. âMy older sister is getting married in the spring. My familyâmy mom especiallyâis, of course, all excited for her. I am too. Her fiancĂ© is a nice guy, and he seems to treat my sister right. Itâs just annoying because the wedding is all my family will talk about. It made me realize that my family will never have the same reaction and give me the same amount of support whenever I get married.â
Robin exhaled. That sucked. Sure, sheâd been nervous about coming out to her parents, but her parents were communist-leaning hippies. Sheâd had a feeling that they would be accepting of her sexuality, even if they didnât fully understand it.
She took her hand. Chrissy, glossy lips parted slightly, looked up at her. Her hand was smaller and softer than Robinâs own. It made her want to bite something.
She took a steadying breath, trying not to let her words ramble. âFuck them. When you get married, Eddie, Steve, and I will throw you the biggest, most elegant and Chrissy-approved wedding of your dreams. And weâll post the photos all over Instagram and theyâll be so jealous they werenât invited that itâll eat them alive.â
âYeah?â Chrissy blinked up at her. Although a smile had made its way onto her face, the tip of her nose was red and her eyes were filled with unshed tears. Robin refrained from calling attention to it, though. If their places were traded, sheâd rather die than admit her parentsâ bigotry affected her that much.
âYeah,â Robin smiled back at her. âAnd donât even get me started on the bachelorette party. Weâre going to get kicked out of so many clubs.â
Chrissyâs petite nose scrunched as she giggled again. Was this woman trying to kill her?
âI didnât take you for the clubbing type.â
âIâm not. Loud music makes me anxious. And all those sweaty bodies gyrating on the dancefloor, packed together like sardines? Ew.â She stuck her tongue out. âBut, the party would be for you, and that seems like your scene.â
âAw, youâd sacrifice your own comfort for me?â
âOf course.â As if that were ever a question. âYou deserve to be celebrated.â
Chrissyâs face went pink. Her eyes fluttered down to where her fingers played with Robinâs rings. Robin did not know how she was still alive after all of this.
Chrissy sniffed and swiped at her eyes. âSorry for trauma dumping on you.â
Robin waved her off. âThatâs what friends are for.â
âSo, weâre friends?â
âWell, yeah,â A fear struck her. âUnless you donât want to be?â
Chrissyâs hand tightened around her own. âNo, I do. I do. I just didnât think you thought that.â
Robin squirmed. Cool your jets, Buckley. She wanted more than that, but she didnât know if Chrissy felt the same way. Besides, better to take what she could get than scare her off.
âYeah, I do.â
They were still holding hands. Chrissy seemed to notice it at the same time as she did and pulled her hand away to adjust her skirt. Robin missed the feeling instantly.
âWould you like to stick around for a bit? Maybe watch another movie?â
Robinâs heartbeat raced. Chrissy wanted to spend more time with her. Although it was probably for purely platonic reasonsâafter all, they'd just established their friendshipâRobin had a difficult time maintaining her hopes.
âPlease. I do not want to walk in on whatever Steve and Eddie are doing right now.â
âBlech, donât make me think of that. Iâve heard Eddie wax on about Steveâs dick enough that I have permanent mental scars.â
âHe and Steve really must be made for each other. Iâve never seen the man naked, but I could probably draw an accurate portrait of Eddie by just going off of what Steveâs told me.â
Chrissy let out a long-suffering sigh. âBoys.â
âTell me about it.â
The two girls settled against the headboard. Chrissyâs arm brushed against hers as she scrolled through Hulu, and Robin was being so normal about it. Definitely not having a total meltdown inside. Nuh, uh.
She should get an award for what a brave soldier she had been tonight.
Whenever the movie was over, she decided, she would call Steve to let him know she was heading back to his house. That way, the boys would have enough time to collect themselves and save her from any more mental scaring.
But as the movie wore on, the two girls continued to talk about life and school and how hot Aubrey Plaza was, and Robin really, really did not want to leave. So, even as she was nodding off, pressed against Chrissyâs shoulder, she stayed. Because maybe she deserved a little hope.
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A map for the ages: 5 overtimes needed to separate IEM Dallas CS:GO semifinalists
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