#just sad all arounr

[monzterzack]

i have something else to say actually, i am worried at the modern circumstance we face, were even the vanillaest show of affection between two queer people is innapropiate for “teen audiences”

the worse part is that i dont know if its because i draw trans people or if its just cause i draw gay people

not that it matters at the end of the day, sanitization is going to happen to all of us

still, it upsets me so much precisely because i have found that a lot of my intimacy comics connect to others, and i find that delightful! i make comics to communicate!, but having them censored or taken down when they arent explicit makes me feel like it’s becoming harder and harder to show different life perspectives online, and as a comic creator that upsets me a lot

[our-inspire-verse]

My system is still radio silent. Meowing real loud like merorooOOOWWWWWWWW? MrOWWWWWWW?

MROW?

Mow....

Okay... everyone quiets for now thats okay. Ill just wait for them impatiently

[swampy-bkdk-jukes]

My soul outside my body

Sorry but it just came to me.

A Bakudeku Soulmate AU

Hear me out

So you essentially know deep down who your soulmate is there for no matter the circumstances you tend to just gravitate towards eachother and be arounr eachother.

Enter said duo and no matter the trials they stick by eachother like glue. Though bakugou will have you believe otherwise.

Well your life is suppose to play out with your soulmate and as you take your last breathe together, as you both are dying you get to see their point of view of life. You get to see how they see you. And in a way fall inlove all over again into the afterlife

Well say one day Deku just. Dies. And bakugou isnt there to realize it. He just stops as time speeds through his eyes seeing everything deku sees . seeing himself through dekus eyes.

Seeing dekus likes and dislikes seeing everything wizz by his eyes and he cant help but love deku more and more until he sees how he dies. How deku was just apologizing to him for being so weak how he shouldnt have died.

And while bakugou fell inlove all over again he couldnt help but feel his heart tear in two.

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Bakugou could feel it. A string in him snapped. Fully aware and yet he blanked on what happened infront of him.

He looked to his left and to his right. There they were.

There he was.

Deku

His deku. That moment where he and himself felt that tug of a string tying together. For a moment they tried to say it didnt happened.

Atleast he had.

But deku smiled his trademark smile and he fell inlove all over again.

He felt the tug at himself as he remembered that moment.

"Oi Deku!"

"Ah Kacchan? What is it?"

Bakugou turned around to look

Ah that adolescent life. The time where he had asked Deku to a real date. Sure they were soulmates but that didn't mean they had gone out.

"You better not have plans Friday we're going out"

He noticed Deku's smile. He felt his heart beat faster and the adrenaline was well received. In that moment that factor of Deku's excitement made him fall inlove again.

The image changed. That following month where he had grown a pair to make the first move. He held Deku's hand here and there but never dared to kiss him. Though he thought he was ready.

He felt the tingle linger on his lips as he watched his past self and Deku's first kiss.

His heart had leapt out that day. His soul left his body and Deku swallowed it up.

Deku

It was all he had hoped for.

Those following days where he stood by him kissing away at each freckle for every day. It was domestic and not to romantic something that he could do.

"Kachan?"

He turned around and his eyes landed on the pile on the floor. Ragged dirty green curls lay flat on the floor. Sticking to the ground by the dry and caking blood.

"Kachan i know you'll see this I know it because I can feel myself dying"

No. Dont say that!

He wanted to yell.

"I dont want to die Kachan i dont. I want to save people i want to continue this life. I want to be with you and grow old!"

For once Bakugou felt weak again. He tried to help his soulmate out. But how could he when all of this was just passing memories.

And fate was cruel to let him fall inlove again.

It was cruel and it loved making him suffer.

"Kacchan? Dont be sad. Dont be sorry I'm sorry im so weak"

"You're not weak you -" he couldnt finish that sentence

Deku started gagging and coughing.

"I left part of my DNA in a safe. I know everyone will be safe with you"

God stop speaking. Stop. Stop making him fall all over again.

"I'm...sleepy. I'll see you later...i love you"

That last beat was felt. That last bit of love was there. And he wanted to scream at the world and everyone out there for not helping his soulmate out.

For letting him die with caked blood tint his hair.

This deku was not that charming young boy. This was deku his soul.

But Bakugou had to learn to live without it now.

Just how he learned to live with his soul outside his body.

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Soooooo