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byanyan · 9 months ago

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I've talked a fair amount about how byan has been bullied and hurt by teachers in the past (& how they'd hit their limit and seek drastic revenge, in some cases), but I've never really talked much about how byan has also bullied and outright tormented teachers for themself... like yeah, it's definitely because they don't trust teachers or authority figures in general due to their past experiences, but that doesn't mean that their 9th grade math teacher deserved to feel afraid for his own safety or that their 10th grade biology teacher should have been so stressed that she retired early. byan has been done dirty by a lot of people in their life but they've also been a genuine menace to others who gave them no real reason to be, and they have taken enjoyment in it in a lot of cases.

#byan has a complicated & difficult relationship with teachers & school staff as a whole #and tends to view them as 'deserving' of whatever torment they choose to cause #bc even if this person hasn't done anything too bad against THEM... they probably have to someone else #very like. black and white thinking when it comes to authority figures as a whole bc of their history with some of them #they anticipate that anyone in that sort of position will abuse their power at some point or another ig?#and in a way... I think them being the bully is them showing that they aren't the prime target for that sort of thing anymore #subconsciously ofc. and obvs that doesn't make it right it's still super fucked up #but byan is Not well known for coping well with their trauma lbr #I'm losing my train if thought... everything is scattered & I'm sure this is disjointed to some level but #I hope the basic point/idea/whatever is coming through #byan is not always the victim... they cause a lot of actual problems... they can & have hurt people who didn't deserve it... that's the gist #I'll try to expand on this at a time where my brain is working better & I can explain a little better #just needed to get the thought out there lmaoahfksg #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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