#just makes him feel grateful that Azusa loves and feels safe with him

[starry-nights12]

I made this moodboard yesterday about my steambaby,Azusa! I mentioned that she's more close to Zuko and loves spending time with him because she's a daddy's girl! 💛🌻💛🌻💛🌻 • When Zuko isn't too busy, he'll take the kids out or have a one on one day with them. With Azusa; Zuko knows how much she loves painting and will take her to galleries or art museums. They will go to the theater since they both love plays. Sometimes they'll go backstage afterwards to talk to the cast and Azusa will ask the director for screenwriting advice. • Azusa's favorite dessert is lemon cake with yellow rose frosting and a cup of chamomile tea. Sometimes Zuko would bring her a slice of cake with the plate warmed by his bending(she loves it when the cake is warmed) and said cup of tea. • She mostly calls Zuko,'Daddy'. She'll only call him 'Dad' or even 'Father' if she's mad at him.

• On her 9th birthday: Azusa gasped when she unwrapped Zuko’s present.

He remembered that monarch butterflies are her favorite and brought her a glass display of them to hang on her bedroom wall. Azusa squealed,"Oh. My.Spirits! Thank you,Daddy! It's beautiful!" Zuko smiled at her, "You're welcome ,sweetheart." She carefully put the present aside to hug him tightly. • Zuko loves gardening so Azusa gave him a yellow apron that says,'Love Grows Here' with blue hydrangeas around it. • When she was 5 or 6, she was helping Zuko water his plants when she told him, "Sunflowers are really pretty! It would make your garden even prettier,Daddy!" "You think so, Azu?" "Yeah! They're my favorite!" The next day he got new seeds and was planting them when she asked,"Ooooh! What kind are they?" "Oh,nothing special. Just corn." Azusa frowned."Corn?" "Yes." "Why corn?" "Why not? Corn is good." "I guess so...!" She shrugged,pouring water on them from her little watering can. Weeks later as the flower began to grow and the bud slowly opened, he took Azusa outside to water it. “Hey,wait a minute...", Azusa rubbed her chin as she stared at the buds. She gasped at the realization. “Those aren't corn! It's sunflowers!"She exclaimed,tugging on his pants legs and pointing at the flowers. Zuko smiled widely at her excitement. "Do you like them, Azu?"

Her eyes widened at her with her mouth agape. "Like it...? Like it?I don't like it...I love it!" She said then squealed. "Oh my Spirits! Thank you,Daddy! I love them so much and they're so pretty and the best and-and-!" Azusa put the back of her hand on her forehead. "This is too surprising to bare...!" She pretended to faint and Zuko caught her. "You're very welcome, Honey."He chuckled. When the flowers fully bloomed she loved going outside to sit and look at them.

• Whenever Zuko gave her a gift, lil Azusa would make a drawing for him as an extra thank you.

• Zuko was on the floor with Azusa while she painted his nails pink. "Daddy ,you should wear more colors than red and gold." "But I love red and gold. They’re the Fire Nation’s colors." "But you need to explore more color options! That's why I wear yellow. It's my favorite color and pretty!" "I know. You're very pretty,Sweetheart." Azusa beamed. "Thanks,Daddy!" Zuko smiled softly at her."You're welcome,Honey." "Anyways,Daddy,I just haaaave to tell you about what Grandpa Iroh and Mom were talking about! We were at Grandpa's Iroh house and he and Mom were talking. They didn't think I was listening but I was." Zuko quirked his eyebrow, "Oh really?" "Yeah! But don't tell them!" "Okay...what did they say?" "I was playing tea party with my dolls and they were talking about someone that was in his tea shop earlier. Mom said: 'That guy was kind of a jerk.' Then Grandpa said:'Oh,Shufen? He runs the second most popular tea shop in Ba Sing Se.

He likes to come in my shop and compare his to mine just to brag about his. He's always such a asshole-!' " "Azusa! You don't have to repeat the curse words." He scolded lightly. Azusa grimaced,"Oops! Sorry!" "It's alright,Azu. Just remember next time,okay?" Azusa smiled at him."Okay!"She assured while nodding.

"So...what else did they say?" "Oh my Spirits,Daddy. There was soooo much drama!" Zuko simply smiled as his daughter gossip about what his Uncle and wife said about Shufen.

💛🌻💛🌻💛🌻

Thank you @a-hams-art for beta reading this!🥰❤❤❤❤

[dixbolik-lovers]

I love the child au! Would you mind writing some headcanons of the mukami's development of them slowly opening up to their caretaker after being placed in thier home after they're experience with the orphanage? Like maybe them going from extremely closed off to being very attached to their caretaker? Thank you!!!

This is assuming that they were adopted together~ :3

. . .

Ruki

It takes a long, long time for Ruki to trust you. He's always had to be the one who keeps everyone safe, who plans for everything, and stays one step ahead of those who want to hurt them. He's been betrayed enough times, especially by authority figures, that actually putting his faith in you would be ridiculous. And yet, as Ruki watches his brothers get attached to you, he's terrified to realize that he's beginning to trust you a little bit too. He stays emotionally distant. Even when he's reached the point of wanting to have a parent again, it's too hard for him to willingly make himself vulnerable yet. He needs more time to get there.

Kou

When you first adopt him, Kou is non-functional. He hides from you whenever possible, won't sleep until his body collapses, and has constant, awful panic attacks triggered by the slightest things. He's fully expecting you to start up the same treatment he experienced in the orphanage— and when you don't, he's painfully confused. Seeing you be sweet and gentle with the other three does something strange to him, though. It gives him a weird, achy feeling that he slowly starts to recognize as want. Trusting you is terrifying, but the first time he lets you pat his head, something changes. Maybe you're someone who can be safe. Only you.

Yuuma

At first, Yuuma is determined to protect his brothers. He doesn't imagine this home will be any better than the orphanage, so he's ready to take the brunt of any bad things that are coming. But then, you're nice to him, to all of them, and Yuuma doesn't know what to do. He's always expecting to be hit or starved, punished when something goes wrong, and yet, it never happens. He gets a garden to himself. All four of them share a room and are never separated. And Yuuma finds himself overwhelmingly grateful before he can stop it. He may not remember having a real parent, but you feel as close to one as he's ever been able to imagine.

Azusa

Of all of them, it's easiest for him to trust you. That trust at first, though, is rather warped. You're kind to him, but that just means that Azusa expects to more easily win good things for his brothers by letting you hurt him. He's confused when you don't beat him like adults always have before— but the first time you hug him, he melts. Azusa sees how kindly you treat the others without ever having to hurt them either, and although it takes a while for him to make sense of being wanted in a way that doesn't involve his pain, eventually, he starts to understand that you really don't want him to hurt. And in the end, having a parent feels safe.

[sakyou]

Diabolik Lovers Tweets (170303)

It’s Girl’s day~ Kou started a chain of tweets....along the way the Sakamaki brothers started blackmailing each other aaaaand we ended with Kino (/)u(\)

(Translation under the cut - Do not use/repost)

Kou: |��・*) ミ＜ Today March the 3rd is Girl’s Day!

Kou: It’s the day for me the man to bring joy to everyone~(♡´ω`♡)

Kou: With that said! Words of love to you all from Kou-kun!

Kou: I loooove M-neko-chan♥ From here on for the rest of your life, I swear I will make you happy!

Kou: I’ll make you smile every day so, give your all, to me ♥

Kou:  @DialoverRukiM Alright! Next is Ruki-kun’s turn!

Ruki: @DialoverKouM What are you talking about

Kou:  @DialoverRukiM Hint: My tweets ★

Ruki: I have the general idea of what Kou is trying to say. However, I do not feel like I need to participate

Kou: @DialoverRukiM Eh? Everyone is waiting for you Ruki-kun? Hurry up hurry up!

Ruki: Are you embarrassed from doing it, or are you really that insistent on asking me to do it? I don’t really want to imagine it’s the latter. In that case...

Ruki: I don’t need words, to make livestock happy

Ruki: Today whether it’s a whip or candy, as long as you desire it i’ll give it to you. Which do you want?

Ruki: @DialoverYumaM Yuma, it’s your turn next

Yuma: @DialoverRukiM Haa?

Ruki: @DialoverYumaM If you don’t do it then for dinner tonight i’ll make curry that you’re weak against

Yuma: That guy Ruki, he doesn’t like to be embarrassed on his own so dragged me into it

Yuma: Oi, Sou. Come to my room tonight. I’ll show you lots of love

Yuma: That’ll do right!

Yuma:  @DialoverAzusaM If it’s going to be like this then you do it too, Azusa

Azusa: @DialoverYumaM Un. I was watching so...i’m prepared

Azusa: Eve...I’ll so my best so, listen ne...

Azusa: I love you...So that you can be happy, i’ll protect you

Azusa: Hmm. I should turn it over to someone else next right....?

Azusa: @DialoverKanatoS Kanato-san, today is the day we mutter words of love....So lets do it together....? Everyone will be happy...

Azusa: @DialoverKanatoS I, Mukami Azusa...am not suspicious so, don’t worry....

Azusa: @DialoverKanatoS Perhaps, you’re still sleeping...?

Kanato: @DialoverAzusaM Over and over again you’re persistent. I will do as Azusa says so please do not have anything to do with me ever again.

Kanato: I will only say it once. If you miss it I will not forgive you

Kanato: Stay by my side forever, please only look at me

Kanato: I do not know if I will love you however...as long as you are obedient I will cherish you.

 Kanato: I am tired

Kanato: Besides it is unfair for me to be the only one to have to go through it

Kanato: @DialoverSubaruS If you do not say words of love in 5 minutes then, I will publish the photo you hid in the bottom of your coffin here. 

Subaru: How did Kanato know

Kanato: @DialoverSubaruS 3 minutes have passed

Subaru: Listen up, you belong to me. I won’t hand you over to another guy

Subaru: Kanato, i’ll kill you later

Laito: Oh~? Oh oh?

Laito: It seems like you’re doing something fun

Laito: [Quoting Subaru:  Listen up, you belong to me. I won’t hand you over to another guy] The truth is, “Your virginity is mine♥” is what you actually wanted to say ne? 

Subaru: Laito, i’m going to kill you later too

Laito: @DialoverSubaruS No wayy I was joking ♪

Laito: If it’s saying words of love then, naturally it’s Laito-kun right?

Laito: Ne, Bitch-chan. You know how much I love you right? 

Laito: If you don’t then...i’ll show you very carefully so, come to me right now♪

Laito: @DialoverAyatoS Come on come on~ Ayato-kun too lets do words of love!

Ayato: @DialoverLaitoS Shut up-! This has nothing to do with me!

Laito: Kanato-kun. Chocolate. Kitchen cupboard

Ayato: @DialoverLaitoS You! How do you know about that!

Laito: @DialoverAyatoS I wonder if I should I expose you? It’ll become really bothersome though?

Ayato: Oi, Chichinashi! You’re happy to be looked after by yours truly only right? 

Ayato: From here on, i’ll let you be my toy for the rest of my life! Be grateful!

Ayato: Dammit, why do I have to do such a thing...

Ayato: @DialoverReijiS Oi side parting megane! You do it too!

Reiji: @DialoverAyatoS There’s no reason I have to do it. Not to mention, you have no right to order me about

Reiji: Good grief. If you’re going to come directly to my room then...this is why a lowly intelligent person is trouble. You cannot predict just what they will do

Reiji: I somehow managed to turn him away. I do not wish for him to return. Words of love...I have no choice but to do it, it seems

Reiji: However, you are yet to be a woman worth of my words of love.

Reiji: That’s right, for now,...please be my lady alone. If you memorize how to behave like a lady then, I will give you those words you desire as much as you wish

Reiji: @DialoverShuS  Good for nothing, You’re doing it too. Do not think you’re the only one who can get away with it

Shuu: Heavy

Shuu: This has nothing to do with me

Reiji: It appears that, you do not feel like taking part

Reiji: Come to think of it a preimum CD was found in the living room earlier. My familiar had informed me upon it. Our house is also facing economic difficulties, let’s put it up for auction at once

Shuu: If you’re going to tempt me so well then, I don’t mind being your partner

Shuu: With this my CD is safe right

Shin: Uwaa. Those vampires are doing some strange things

Shin: I’m glad my niisan is honest

Carla: Oi woman. The only person who can truly satisfy you, is me. 

Carla: You should be grateful to be able to call yourself the partner to the first blood king, feel it with your body

Shin: @DialoverCarlaT Niisan....?

Shin: Suddenly coming out with words of love what’s wrong? 

Carla: Mere vampires, saying words of love so easily. Something of that extent, there’s no way us first bloods cannot do it. To be worthy of the founders, no matter what the time we must come out victorious.

Shin: [Quotes Carla’s previous tweet] As expected of niisan! Niisan really is worthy to be the king of the first bloods! 

Shin: Ne you want words of love too?

Shin: Say that you like me until I am satisfied. If you do then tonight, i’ll come to your room

Shin: @DialoverCarlaT Niisan did you see? I did it 

Kou: Wawa, something amazing happened!

Kou: All of the Sakamaki brothers and even Carla-san and Shin-san did it  (♡ >◡< ♡)ﾉﾞ

Kou: Huh?

Kou: Come to think of it what about Kino-kun?

Kou: @DialoverKino Ne ne! Kino-kun say words of love too★

Kino: I seem to haven gotten a reply notification while in the middle of my smartphone game

Kino: It’s from Kou

Kino: He? Something interesting has happened since the last time I looked

Kino: Then i’ll also...say a word

Kino: I love you, I really like you

Kino: Of course it’s a lie. Stupid

[dixbolik-lovers]

And while we're at it, how would the Mukamis, Tsukinamis - as well as Karlheinz and Ritcher - react to a human reader they loved with all their heart wanting to be killed by them?

Return of the ouchie~

. . . 

Ruki

You don’t get to choose that. If he sees fit to kill you, then he will. It’s not livestock’s decision to die, even if you’re requesting it by his hand. Ruki is unnerved by you asking to die so easily, but he’s grateful that you went to him, where he could deny you, instead of trying something on your own. That said, he keeps a close eye on you from that point on, just to be safe. He doesn’t know if you will decide to do something yourself. 

Kou

Well, that just won’t do at all. If you died, you’d be taking something away from him that you’d have no way to pay back, so you can’t do that. Understand? Internally, Kou is sort of panicking, but playing off your request by being dismissive feels like the best thing he can do to shut it down. He doesn’t want you gone. He doesn’t know if he could take you being gone, so he does what he best feels will stop that weird request quickly. 

Yuuma

Not a fucking chance. You’re his favorite piece of prey, so no way he’s killing you. And anyway... he really doesn’t want you dead. Yuuma is rather open with his feelings on the matter, which amount to him, well, caring too much to let you die. It’s kind of weird to admit it, but it’s not like wants to kill you. You’re worth more as both his bloodbag and the human that he wants to keep around for a while, so stop saying that shit already. 

Azusa

But... why do you want to die? Where Azusa gets tripped up is the reason behind why you want him to do such a thing. He could never hurt you, of course, but it sticks in his head to wonder what’s driving you to ask for death. He promises that he’ll do anything for you, so long as you stay alive, and begs you not to ask for things like that anymore. He couldn’t stand it if you were dead, so please, stay by him for much, much longer. 

Carla

There’s absolutely no reason for you to die, especially not by his hand. You’re the possession of the First Blood King, and decisions such as when you die are consequently not your own. Carla starts out responding to your request harshly, but as it sinks in that you’re serious, he changes his tune a bit. He’s capable of showing a softer side when he needs to, and this is one time where he’ll genuinely reassure you that he wants you by his side. 

Shin

He outright laughs at you. It’s in part because he doesn’t think you’re serious and in part because there’s no fucking way he’s letting you die, let alone doing it himself. You managed to make yourself worth something to him, so now, you get to be his forever. Whether you want to die or not, there’s no getting out of being his so easily. Shin responds to the whole situation with possessiveness and attempting to control your behavior. 

Karlheinz

Oh? And why do you want something like that? Karlheinz can kind of understand why you’re wishing for death. He’s not unfamiliar to that feeling, after all. What he doesn’t understand is that you’re just a human. Your lifespan is short, and you haven’t experienced much pain yet. He responds to your request by reassuring you that he needs you by his side and keeping a careful watch over you from that point on to ensure your safety. 

Richter

Panic attack incoming. Richter can’t stand the idea of someone he loves abandoning him, so what you’re asking of him is terrifying. He’ll deny your request immediately and beg you to stay with him, completely panicked by. the fact that you’re asking to die. Unfortunately, Richter’s attempts to convince you to live come out far more selfish than helpful, and he misses the concern of you wanting to be dead entirely in favor of his own fears. 

[dboliklover]

Subaru Easter Smut

Subaru - Pregnant, vanilla(?), overstimulation

Warning: Pregnancy. I know some people have a fear of it (Tbh, so do I, but I’m only afraid of getting knocked up in real life, so I like it in fiction) but just so everyone is aware, this does follow the pregnancy of the reader from conception to the second trimester, so be wary. 

Finally got around to continuing this series. Kanato and Azusa are both gonna be left for last, sorry Kanato/Azusa-fuckers. And this is as vanilla as I get, but I needed some soft-core Subaru in my life. 

Also,,,,I needed some soft Subaru in my life, so I apologise this isn’t a rough-fuckin’ but I fucking love Subaru so much and he deserves love and happiness in his life-

Please give feedback. I worked SO hard on this and appreciate comments and reblogs and debates/conversations based on my writing! It encourages me to write more.

also: 

You have been married to Subaru for two whole years now. It was something which was still difficult for him to believe, every night he fell asleep beside you he expected to wake up the next morning in an empty bed only to find out his life with you had been nothing but a beautiful, hopeless dream. 

You knew your husband’s worries and sorrows, and it pained you to know that he carried such immense emotional loads by himself, and so you tried to soothe and assure him to the best of your abilities. 

You had some wonderful news for your husband, which you were certain would bring him immense joy, and yet...you also feared his reaction. You’d recently found out about your pregnancy. It was something that caused you the utmost joy when you first discovered your sickness was actually caused by the life growing inside of you. 

You knew Subaru would make the ideal father, how could he not? He was...perfect, really - even if he didn’t believe he was. 

But you also knew he had a deep-rooted fear of being like his father. You knew, of course, that there was no way in hell he’d ever become such a monstrous man. You knew who you married, and you were more than certain that he would be the best father to ever grace this earth. Nonetheless, this was still a huge step in your marriage - babies were a lot of responsibility, and this would be a whole person that you would both have to care for and love - but it was also a symbol of the deep love between you and Subaru; you literally created life from the love you had for one another. 

So, anxiously, you tried to find a way of telling him. It was immensely stressful for you, the worry only piling on with every minute away from him. Should you try and be sly about it? Find a ‘cute’ way of telling him? Just be blunt? So many possibilities and you simply did not know how to tell him. 

Thankfully for you, your husband walked into your shared bedroom, the moon slowly rising in the night sky. Like usually, you rose from your position on the bed and rushed over to him to greet him, wrapping your hands around his neck and feeling safe and protected as he pulled you closer, kissing you with sensual gentleness. He was a rough man, but would often treat you like a delicate rose that could be torn at the slightest of harsh touches. Sometimes, he did hurt you - accidentally, of course, and then it would take a lot of convincing from your end to assure him that it wasn’t any major harm. He feared so deeply that he’d harm you and that you’d leave him for it, that if he even as much as caused a small bruise on your perfect skin he would freak out and feel obligated to spend months atoning for something that he did not need to atone for.

In truth, you loved how gentle he could be with you. The only times he ever got rough, sexually, was when he was jealous. You loved those moments too, because gentle or rough, Subaru always managed to bring you the pleasure that you were sure you would never find elsewhere. 

“Good evening, darling.” You whispered sweetly to him, your voice soft as your senses were overwhelmed with the scent of your beloved. It took a long time to get him used to the concept of pet names, but eventually, he got used to them. “Good evening…” Subaru sighed, you could tell, without even looking at him, that he was blushing, “...My love.” he said the words with hesitance, and you knew it was because he still couldn’t quite get over the idea of calling you pet names. He was really trying to do so, though, because he knew you enjoyed it. 

You felt your levels of anxiety rising, knowing you’d have to confess your pregnancy tonight; you couldn’t keep this from him any longer. 

Hesitantly, you pulled away from him, which cause Subaru to worry almost immediately when he saw the anxiety within your eyes. 

“Subaru…” You spoke gently, with hesitant uncertainty, before you took his hand in yours and pulled him over to sit on the bed, as you went to get something, telling him to sit and wait. 

“I...I have something I have to show you.” 

 When you came back, you were carrying a little box with you that was tied loosely with a white ribbon. Nervously, you practically shoved it in his face. 

Surprised by your sudden, confusing behaviour and the fact you shoved a box in his face, he took it from you and untied the ribbon, letting it fall onto the ground. 

You stood, trying to soothe your body from shaking in anxiety. This was a huge step for your marriage, and you just hoped he’d react positively - or even neutrally, just...as long as it wouldn’t be...negative.

His body stiffened and froze as his beautiful eyes widened at the sight of what this little box held within it. 

A pregnancy test.

A positive pregnancy test.

Subaru swallowed thickly, and you braced yourself for the worst. 

“Is it...is it true?” He asked, looking up at you, his expression fragile and delicate. Unable to speak, you merely nodded your head, trying to smile through your nervousness. 

Subaru was silent for several moments, visibly processing the information. 

“This is...this is amazing.” He choked up, something he rarely did. You’ve only seen Subaru cry three times before; Once when he broke down in front of you, once on your wedding day, and now. 

“S-Subaru?” Your voice was shaky as well, not sure if this was a good or bad sign, but your doubts were soon put to rest as he moved the box out of the way, stood in front of you and pulled you tightly into his chest, you could feel his body shake with suppressed sobs. 

Your heart felt so warm as you realised that he was crying from what seemed to be pure happiness. So you hoped, at least. Your own eyes soon filled with tears, and the two of you hold one another in a tight embrace. 

You stayed like that for a while, just crying and holding one another until Subaru finally pulled away, and placed his forehead on yours. “...Thank you” Subaru muttered softly, smiling. You have given him the perfect life, and for this, he would be eternally grateful. 

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Over the next several weeks, Subaru was truly the perfect husband, albeit a bit too overprotective. You were hardly even showing, and he was already acting as though you were nine-months-pregnant; refusing to let you do anything remotely physically difficult. This was sweet to begin with, but after a while, the cuteness of it wore off and began to annoy you.

“I’m pregnant! Not dying!” You argued with him, pouting as you laid in bed. Subaru sighed, shaking his head at your (admittedly adorable) complaining. “You need to rest, (Y/N).” He stood his ground as he got dressed, getting ready to go downstairs and get you something to eat. For the first few days having your loving husband bring you breakfast in bed was a novelty and wonderfully exciting. Soon, though, that novelty wore off. You were a bit over a month pregnant, and you weren’t even really showing just yet - you were perfectly capable of making your own meals, cleaning and taking care of yourself. Unfortunately, Subaru did not seem to share that way of thinking and believed that even the slightest straining would cause harm to you and the baby. 

“Urgh...Subaru…!” You whined softly, pouting harder, hoping he’d look at you and give in to your request of doing nothing more than just making your own meal. 

You could tell your husband was trying with all his might to not give in to your pleas, but his naturally protective instincts demanded he keeps you in bed, safe and sound. 

However...he was also always so weak when it came to you, and as such he sighed and gave in. 

“...Fine, but only if I’m around. And only until you start showing-” before Subaru could continue, you cut him off with a joyful squeal, thankful that he’d finally allow you to actually do things for yourself again. You crawled out of bed, bad rushed to get dressed as Subaru had to hold himself back from attempting to ‘help’ you. 

The idea of you, being pregnant was still something so...beautifully strange and difficult for him to properly wrap his head around. You were pregnant….with a baby. His baby. 

Subaru had never really considered having an actual family of his own; he always believed himself to be too fucked up to ever be loved, and he always believed it would be cruel to bring life into such an unforgiving world. But then...he met you, and all that just changed. 

He owed so much to you, and he knew that he did not deserve you in the slightest, but yet here you were, so devoted and loving and caring that every single day with you felt like a dream.

Hell, he still couldn’t believe how patient you had been with him, especially when you first met. He was so...violent and aggressive. He supposed he still could be, at times. His hidden inner trauma coming back up every so often, but every time he felt he was falling into the dark, you would be there to hold him up and lead him back into the light. If there was one thing Subaru was grateful for in his whole entire life, it was you. 

And now...you’re going to give him the one thing he never thought he’d have. A family. 

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Throughout the rest of your first trimester, Subaru (hesitantly) kept to his promise of allowing you to do things for yourself, much to your joy. Though, by the time your second trimester came along, he quickly became twice as protective as he was before. 

You were beginning to show now, your stomach full of growing life. Not to mention; you were absolutely glowing. 

It was the point in the pregnancy where you were still happy and the life within you was still an exciting prospect, but before the immense mood swings, swollen feet and sore backs. You’d have some...negative symptoms of course, such as a mood swing here and there (you felt kind of bad with how panicked Subaru looked every time you had one of them and went from laughing to crying to demanding the strangest foods) but Subaru was truly the perfect husband who always helped you past any struggles thus far. 

Though….one thing that bothered you immensely was that he seemed afraid to touch you. He’d hold you close and cuddle with you, but it wasn’t the same. He’d always been afraid fo being too rough with you, but now that you were pregnant he suddenly became convinced that the tiniest harsh movement would shatter you like a porcelain doll. 

Unfortunately for you, pregnancy was making you rather….well, needy. Specifically, a sexual kind of needy. Your hormones were wild and you were craving your husband to relief you from this sexual struggle. 

He’d gotten it into his mind, though, that if he sleeps with you whilst pregnant it’ll somehow cause a tragedy to occur, which truly pissed your hormonal, pregnant self off. 

You were not above begging him to fuck you if that’s what it’d take. 

So, when he went out to get some of the strange food supplies that you craved, you ‘freshened’ yourself up, making sure to wear some sexy lingerie, that thankfully still fit, but your bra was a tad….tight around your swollen breasts, which would surely begin to lactate any day now. Your panties were low-cut, which was perfect since it outlined your growing stomach full of life. Brushing your hair in a way that made you look like a cute little forest nymph, you climbed on your shared bed after laying it out in a ‘romantic’ way, waiting for him to get back to your bedroom.

When Subaru opened the door to your shared room, he was not prepared to see you, his beloved pregnant wife, laying on the bed in the most arousing position he’s ever seen, hand on your swollen belly. He froze, but then quickly shut and locked your bedroom door, the possessive vampiric instincts raging at the mere thought of any of his brothers seeing you like this. He was really fighting with himself, because, damn, you looked so desirable and he wanted nothing more than to absolutely ravish you at that moment, the carnal need within him to fill you over and over again. But he was also far too afraid of harming you and, as such, he was fighting a self-imposed war. 

You noticed this and put your finger to your glossy lips, eyes drooped in a sensual way that was screaming for him to come and fuck you. “Subaru~” You softly moaned out his name, trying to seduce your husband into letting go of whatever fear of harming you he has, trying to appeal to his animalistic side. 

“(Y-Y/N)...” He audibly gulped, with every moment it was getting harder for him to resist his internal desires. 

“W-What if I hurt you?” He questioned, his voice shaky at the mere idea of such a thing, “-You won’t.” Your tone was sincere, your smile assuring as you opened your arms and moved them to where he was standing. “Please come to me...I need you so much, my love…” 

Subaru was hesitant, but yet he also could no longer fight his instincts. Besides, you were looking so sweet and arousing, practically begging him to make love to you. 

He walked over to you, and you smiled brightly, your smile only pulling him further in. His unbeating heart seemed to be pounding - no matter how impossible that may be. 

You put your hand on his shirt and pulled him down to you, softly crashing your lips against his as you lip-locked. Subaru kissed you gently, with notable delicacy as he did not wish to bring any pain to you. Soon, though, your husband melted into the kiss and you scooted up the bed, so he could climb on top of you.

Your skin was so hot, every touch felt more intense than you remembered. Perhaps it was the fact you hadn’t made love in several months now, or maybe the pregnancy hormones increasing your sensitivity and pleasure, but the way his cold hands felt on your hot skin was mindblowing. 

The kisses also became more heated, as you wrapped your hands in Subaru’s snow-white hair, as your arousal rose with every kiss and every sensation. 

“S-Subaru..” You moaned out in carnal pleasure, finally getting what you’ve been craving for these past few months. You swore you were beginning to go into withdrawal from not making love to Subaru for so long! 

This man had you addicted to him, you loved and adored everything about him. 

As he pulled away from your lips, a string of saliva connected the two of you together, your mind hazy and eyes lustful, as you began to undress his shirt, whilst he started to kiss your jaw and neck. Feeling his wet lips on your weak spots brought you to the most euphoric paradise, it was something you never wanted to end. 

In the moment of sensuality, Subaru’s possessive instincts demanded him to leave his marks on you, and that was exactly what he did. Love bites covered your neck from top to bottom, you would surely be unable to conceal them after tonight, and that fact only increased his arousal. 

How he managed to get such a wonderful, beautiful wife, he had no idea. But you were his wife and he wanted everyone to know that.

Once you finally got his shirt off, you placed your hands all over his chiselled chest, moaning at the feeling of his skin on yours. While your hands were exploring his naked chest, his were moving down the valley of your breasts, to your swollen stomach as he ran his hands over and over your baby bump, feeling nothing but the highest amount of pure happiness as he did so. 

Inside you was the life you created together. 

“...Our baby.” He growled possessively, as he moved his face down, kissing your breasts, ribcage and then your stomach, leaving hot kisses all over your skin. 

By now your core was burning like a deadly fire, demanding your husband’s seed to fill your insides. 

“S-Subaru..!” a whine escaped you as he lowered himself from the bed and between your legs, your cunt was now blazing hot and dripping your slick juices. His cold breath contrasted with the flame inside you and was enough to almost make you cum. Your breath hitched and you could feel yourself whining even more for him. 

Subaru smirked to himself as he started to eat you out, his tongue thrusting inside and out of you, his speed picking up and eventually he started to not only shove his long, wet tongue in and out but also used his entire mouth to kiss your whole core, sending shivers from your spine down to your entire body. 

You chanted his name like a mantra, constantly moaning it out. Hearing your aroused voice only served to increase his libido, as he continued to mercilessly lick you out. You could feel the pressure in your abdomen increase and you came in no time, your high lasting longer than usual. And yet, Subaru did not cease his assault on your core, continuing to suck you dry of your juices, you had long since last track of any sense of time but you were sure he must have been eating you out for at least fifteen minutes, or at the very least it sure felt like it. By the end of it, you had lost track of the times you’ve had an orgasm, but you estimated you must’ve cum at least eight times. Your core was immensely sensitive and raw, but your libido still not nearly satisfied. No, you needed to feel your husbands heat inside you

“Subaru, please! Please just...just make love to me, properly!” Your voice filled with need and longing, and he could no longer hold back. His member was painfully erect and the need to fill you to the brim was overwhelming. Kissing you once more, He hurriedly took off his pants and boxers, and lined himself up with your core.

You pulled him down to kiss you as he thrust into you, both of you loudly moaning into the kiss at the feeling of him inside of you. Your walls were clamped around him so tightly and he had to stop himself from cumming right there and then. You always fit around him so perfectly that he was convinced you were destined for him and just for him. 

Slowly thrusting in and out of you causing lewd sighs to escape both your lips in unison as you moved together in impeccable rhythm.

Everything about this was so fucking amazing; from the friction between his cock and your core, from the heat of your body mixed with his, from the constant kisses of love and desire you kept sharing….you always knew you had the perfect marriage, and this proved it. 

Eventually, he picked up speed, and you wrapped your legs around his waist to pull him into you deeper. Your swollen breasts bounced roughly as he pounded into you, it was slightly rough but also controlled and not too rough - he was holding himself back because of the baby. 

Your shared moans filled your bedroom, and you were so loud you were sure that your moan could be heard throughout the whole manor but neither of you cared about that at this moment. 

Subaru placed his head close to your shoulder, biting down and nibbling on your exposed skin as his cock made harmonically animalistic love to you. 

Hearing his name escape your red, puffy lips was bringing him so close to his edge. 

Your husband always had great endurance, however, you did not. As such, you kept endlessly cumming on his cock, scratching his back roughly out of sheer ecstasy as he relentlessly bruised your walls. 

After what must have been almost a full hour, he finally felt himself coming close to his final edge, and he increased his speed, causing one final orgasm from you as he buried himself into you as deep as he could go, his thick, hot seed overflowing inside you. 

You were both panting and smiling, as he kissed you again and again after, still not pulling out even as he softened inside you. 

“I love you...so fucking much…” The emotion inside him was overwhelming, and you could see the softest tears of love gathering in his eyes. Your hand touched his cheek as you soothed him, and placed his hand on your stomach. “We love you too.”

- Mod Rozalia 

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