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kitttymine · 4 months ago

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I don’t care how much we talk I don’t _owe_ anyone shit. If I say stop and you cross the line fucking BLOCKED

#kitty speaks #just lost a really good mutual #I’m a human don’t forget that

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kuroo-hitsuji · 2 months ago

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I somehow only Just noticed how Lucifer's wings move when he laughs in Surprise Guest interactions and I'm. Kind of obsessed? Like that's inexplicably adorable what

I've been due for some wings brainrot for a while now, hoping this one sticks around for a while afhsfjsf the tails got more than their fair share of my attention i Need to be spinning the concept of wings around in my brain at all times for the next three months At Least--

(Bonus hc infodump in the tags bc I have minimal self restraint)

#obey me #obey me headcanons #<- all in the tags💀#obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #lucifer #how have i not fully processed this big scary* demon having big fluffy probably emotionally reactive wings #his feathers probably fluff up when he's content and comfy #he 100% uses them to make himself seem even bigger and more threatening when he feels like he needs to #which now has lost its threatening capabilities to me bc he's just doing Bird Things xfjjgxgx #he's threatening enough on his own adding the bird tactics on top just loops back around to Little Guy territory somehow--#anyways wings good #they probably make nice sounds when they move and the feathers brush against each other and they're probably really soft in some places and #he'd probably start purring if you pet them (while you're alone ofc lol) especially the places closer to his back #or wherever else he might struggle to reach himself #I'm gonna be so real tho i think doing anything that could qualify as preening to Any of the former/current angels would get to them a bit-#Lucifer would be more subject to returning the favor tho (subconsciously or intentionally. probably both at different times lmao)#the instinct/cultural association with it has died down a bit in the rest of the brothers (at least conciously)#bc it did mostly just apply to helping other angels they were close with with their wings specifically #so lucifer being the only one with feathers would've probably had that habit/association stay more ingraned than it did for the rest of them #bc he'd be reminded of it all the time #ok i should make an actual post about this at some point i think instead of dumping it in the tags bc jfc-#bc im about to start spiraling into how the brothers adapted to their new bodies and being so out of their own culture when they fell #and etc etc #and I'll yap for Years and also maybe cry a lil--#tldr Preening As A Sign Of Affection (mutual) and it effects Lucifer the most for several reasons #personal headcanons

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funkytoesart · 5 months ago

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you can always tell the people who give social media advice who are naturally or conventionally attractive even without even having to look at a photo of them cause they're always the ones that recommend showing your face in reels or videos to promote your art and it's like,,, talk about pretty/skinny privilege lol

#it's one of those days folks #brb going on an extreme diet (jk but not really)#okay but really. all jokes aside Even if I WAS thin or lost a bunch of weight...#I'm still just fundamentally unattractive enough that I think i would lose insta followers if I showed my face in reels or posts 🥲#idk I know it's better for the algorithm but eh. i don't want to subject my subscribers to having to look at me lol #and I would wear makeup but I'm so bad at putting it on that I look worse with it on 😭😂#If i was good at make up i legit wouldn't leave the house without it #that said. i do have decent skin health 🤔 I get like. less than 1 pimple a year IF that. So that's something to be grateful for i suppose #but if a genie offered me a chance to be pretty for ONE day but in exchange I had to give up ALL my talents. interests. personality. etc #and i could never get those aspects of myself back for the rest of my life...#I would 100% take up that opportunity LOL 👍#anyway feel free to ignore me I'm not looking for compliments (I don't think anyone on here even knows what i look like?)#(which is by design lol and trust me. be grateful you don't have to look at my face haha)#I'm just venting into the void bc a mutual on insta did a reel where she showed her face and I was like #*shocked pikachu face* oh she's pretty #oh. oh so THAT's why i never should show my face. I'm pretty toad-like in comparison 😂

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oh-cramity-its-amity · 7 months ago

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i love my friends so much. i feel like yesterday i had a lot of shit going on in my head and i woke up to my friend explaining things in a way that put my mind at ease. i dont feel as anxious anymore because i know i was overthinking. i think my dad said it best when he told me that he thought my wonderful brain of mine just wants to think problems are bigger than they actually are. he is right! im just inexperienced in life and half of the time im scared im doing something wrong but- HEY. i need to be more confident in making mistakes. making mistakes doesn't define me as a person!! i need to stop worrying about doing life right and just live for the sake of living and doing what makes me happy!!!!!!!

#thank u blake. u really helped #also nessa!! thank u for that reblog about your perspective on my one post about feeling lost career wise #it helps me to know im not the only one living this life because holy fuck i can feel confused sometimes because.. am i doing this right?#and you know what? theres no correct path that i think there is but im just not good without a direct direction. it makes me a little #anxious about things #i dont know if its because i have some form of a disorder but i function better when i plan stuff out and give myself something to #decompress the problems and thoughts because in my brain theyre just all stuck and clumped together #and that can get a bit scary and overwhelming!!!#im just glad i have people that care about me. it means literally everything to me #so even if i dont 100% reply dont think i dont care because literally any ANY advice or kindness you show to me means the world #we're all just living this little life and we might as well make the best of it #people care..... thats just.... its good... it makes me feel less alone that people do #i love my friends so much #evennnn if we dont talk every day or are only mutuals in passing!!! it literally means a lot if people show me kindness #like holy shit!!! your older than me? and your dealing with a similar experience??? and your telling me that its okay??? and that itll be #okay?????#like #just the reassurance that things will be okay and work out and that im not the only one dealing with a feeling like mine #idk sometimes i just feel like im crazy and like my thoughts make no sense?? you know?? but yall get it #im glad that i have people who are older than me in my life cause yall have experienced stuff that i can use to be better #like your life experiences can help me in a way that can make a difference on my perspective on things #its why i like talking to my coworkers. because theyve seen things and done things i havent and their perspective can teach me potentially #i just dont feel so overwhelmed with life when i talk to people who understand #i feel so young and yet old enough to know but even the people who are older dont know so im sort of on the right track i suppose depending #on how you look at it #so- im just gonna live my life and smile because!!! you gotta.#you gotta surround yourself with people who can enrich you and teach you things for the better and make you want to grow #some of you are like that #you may not know that #but that kindness means so much

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silverselfshippingchaos · 8 days ago

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oh no. please no. no...

#ash rambles 💚#so.. there's a character. it's from a very small series that consumed my life 3-4 years ago. i actually shipped with a character from it #if you scroll back a few years you'll find my posts about him. but i lost feelings and moved on with my life. it's a small series of movies #that no one really knows. but i latched onto it hard as a lonely teen. my love faded though and i moved on with my life. i moved on.#but #i #there's this other character #was he always so.....#i. i thought i was over this. i don't wanna go back to watching that undeniably mid ass series ahjdkwhdj #I'm so glad i had no friends back then because i was so annoying about it LMAAOO #my obsession with it was worse than with y.akuza. and that's saying something.#but i. i havent been able to stop thinking about this one character. it would be insanely embarrassing if i developed a crush literal years #after moving on from a series #and if i do develop a crush i probably won't post much about him #that being said. the ost of the series is super good and I've never stopped listening to it. his theme song is a BANGER #i can't tell if i have a crush or if i really like his theme #... oh who am i kidding. you have any idea how many times I've thought about making out with him when his brother isn't home?#ugh #please god no #not another crush from this fucking series... I've moved on.. don't wanna go back.. ugghhhhhhh #so what if he likes cats and is an asshole to literally everyone.. uggghhh #luckily i dont think any of my mutuals are familiar with the series so I'm fine on the teasing front ajdhqkdj #I'm just embarrassed that I'm even in this position to begin with-#four motherfucking years later and now this fucker wants to show up in my life?!#ugggghhhh... [REDACTED] when i find you I'm gonna beat the shit out of you.#whether i mean with my fists or with my lips is not a detail i will disclose.

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year ago

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i don’t think we’re ever getting out of the “we’re just friends” “oh yeah those characters are such good friends (sarcasm)” “they’re not friends they’re gay” etc etc hole. we’re never getting out of that hole

#yes it’s bad when people try to erase gay relationships to portray them as friends and nothing more #that is NOT what i mean. i’m talking about when people do the Opposite Thing and decide that when characters are romantic togethr #then suddenly they’re not friends anymore! or if they say they’re friends they’re lying!#like … i was watching nimona with my friend yesterday and like. if you’ve seen the movie you know how obviously gay and in love bal and #ambrosius are. and then there’s this one moment where ambrosius says ‘i have lost everything the man i love my best friend’ and at that #moment my friend was like It’s sad that they decided to censor their relationship even though this movie is still rly gay :( and i was like #WHAT are you saying ? these two men are clearly in love with one another BUT they’re also best friends. Like those are things that can #coexist!! and DO coexist!!! there are many cases where people consider their romantic partners their best friends . or even refer to them as #their best friends more than just partner!!!!!! LIKE WHAT ARE YOU SAYINGGGG . does anybody get it #does anybody understand #i’m so sick of amatonormativity i’ll start eating drywall #yes i love making ‘oh they seem like really good friends’ jokes because i know how most people interpret those jokes. but to me it’s like #well. they ARE really good friends. they’re just also romantic/gay about it. ghhehghh #maybe one day friendship will stop being seen as something lesser maybe one day people will realize that most romance is also friendship #and your partner can be and in most cases is your friend or your best friend even #and maybe one day we’ll stop acting like friendship & romance are two mutually exclusive things #and maybe sure that gay character is calling their love interest their Best Friend because of denial and repressed emotions and whatever #but have u considered that it’s just true and they really are best friends ?? like when crowley calls az his best friend sure that might be #gay denial but they also literally Are best friends i don’t know what to tell you. and they will always be best friends #DOES ANYBODY GET IT !!!!!!!! js any of this making sense i dont know. I love complaining #crammerposting

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insistonyourcupofstars · 3 months ago

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Oh god, I miss my friends

#like yeah I'm making new friends at uni but...#idk I just miss seeing my old friends #I miss talking all the time. I miss going out to games or parties. I miss going to each other's houses and trying on each other's clothes #I feel like I'm just so unsatisfied socially speaking and I'm supposed to meet up with a good friend of mine on sunday #but the last couple times we've had plans she's had to cancel and I really don't think I can stomach another postponement #I love her so much and I know the feeling is mutual - it's just that we don't have the time to keep seeing each other #I just miss her and my other friends and as much as I know it's natural to move on - even if just temporarily - I just feel lost #I'm feeling sorry for myself but yeah #as emma likes to say ->#it's yearning hours #kiya's ranting hours

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thebratlestat · 4 months ago

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I’m still so devastated that all my blogs were deleted and years of my memories that were on my vent blogs are just gone. They had such a rich and beautiful history, my history. Wiped from the face of the earth. It genuinely still twists my stomach, how can I ever process that.

#honestly the closest I’ve ever come to quitting tumblr for good #it broke my heart wide open that they’d do that to me and not even give me a reason other than ‘we can for no reason it says so in the TOS’#like it genuinely made me want to leave and never come back bc what’s even the point #im really glad I remade for my mutuals and stuff but there’s just such an unfillable hole in my heart for what I lost

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dibrujas · 7 months ago

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Been looking through some of my old instagram posts, and it brought me a lot of nostalgia, and also a bitter feeling knowing I'll probably never get the same amount of engagement on my art again...

#I really make an effort so that numbers dont affect me #but sometimes the worry comes back #I dont even think is just the engangement and likes what makes me a bit sad #it's the way I lost contact with a lot of mutuals from back in the day #like...what happened? is my art no longer good to them?#anyway; if we're still mutuals; love you ♥︎ thank you for apreciating my art for so long #also I now feel this need to draw digitally because of old drawings. we'll see if this turns into anything #rambling

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tsuyoiqueen · 1 year ago

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i just had the saddest thought and i need to share it. what upsets me the most about the finale is not the fact that mobius and loki are separated and alone as of now, because given that they're the only two who didn't get any semblance of a happy ending that only proves how much they need each other and the logical conclusion is that no matter how long it takes, they will meet again. it doesn't matter that they're worlds apart; it's like the legend of the sun and the moon, they're only ever together during eclipses but they are.

no, what upsets me is the fact that they parted the way they did, with mobius feeling like loki perceives him as a second option, as he's left him behind to follow sylvie and even that big declaration of "i know what kind of god i need to be... for you" was ambiguous. it's the fact that mobius probably feels like he doesn't have a place in this world because the one person he chose to spend his existence with couldn't choose him, couldn't stay for him in the end. it's the fact that he loved loki exactly as he was and supported him through everything for god knows how long. he watched him on a screen, saw his entire life unfold over and over again and then got to be a part of it, got to fight for the freedom of the multiverse by his side and they won but at what cost? at the cost of having the chance to go back to his old life or staying at the job he dedicated eons to and knowing none of these places will ever feel like home again. because it's not about where, when or why. it's about who.

#someone has definitely talked about this before #mobius' post-loki depression is so real #but it's the fact that mobius doesn't know loki did this FOR HIM. that loki made the decision after talking to mobius in the past #that they had a tearful goodbye and loki couldn't bring himself to let go of his hand until he absolutely had to #like he doesn't know how much he means to loki!!!#it's the miscommunication part that kills me #if they had at least parted on good terms i wouldn't feel that sad about the finale #because really it's just a matter of time until they meet again #but will mobius search for loki now? knowing that it was loki's decision to leave him again #knowing that the person loki loves is living the life he's granted them and finding her place in this world #but how can mobius move on if he doesn't have anywhere to go? he's lost and he's hurt and he's confused #because mobius loves with his whole heart. he gives all of himself #he did so when it came to ravonna #he did so for the tva when he thought it was his life's purpose #and he absolutely did it for loki #it's the fact that he doesn't know it's mutual that's killing me!!!#anyways. that's today's heartbreak post. follow me for more pain #mobius m. mobius #loki laufeyson #loki #loki series #lokius #marvel #sad thoughts #aryspeaks

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grassbreads · 8 months ago

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Been catching up on a very good fic between tasks/during my lunch break at work, but I just finally got to the next nsfw scene after a long stretch without, forcing me to stop :(

#constant cycle of 'man I really wanna know what happens next' and going to reopen the tab on my phone #and catching myself and reminding myself that no I absolutely cannot read sex scenes at my desk lmao #annoying but objectively quite funny #anyway cheers to beloved mutual travelingneuritis #I stopped reading their latest scum villain fic just a few chapters in for absolutely no good reason #but I'm making up for lost time now #invasion of the frogs

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leatherbookmark · 8 months ago

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also i'm team rinharu for the record. obviously

#shrimp thoughts #thought i started from nitorin and kind of... disliked rinharu. i don't remember if it was because i simply found some shippers obnoxious #or something else BUT i was team nitorin until... man i don't remember if i converted pre-s1e12 or even later... i started writing #(redacted) like... right before s2 started airing. i think a good chunk of why i was a nitorin person was my spite protectiveness of #nitori AND the way people kind of idk. assumed he would be a shrinking violent uke to rin's big rough seme which i took delight in flipping #god. i remember how popular aggressive top rin was pre-s1e12 AND THEN... AND THEN #during s2 i don't think you could find many rinharu shippers who thought rin topped lol. ach! the times of top bottom discourse!#ach... i lost contact with everyone from that time #ACH... THINKS BACK TO THAT ONE CATFISH SITUATION #there's still an artist who used to post cql/md/zs art whom i know and i think was once mutuals with? in the free! times #or maybe i just followed them because they were a great fanartist? idr OTL anyway i'm really happy seeing their art now because #it was already lovely and full of personality but now it's just. literal perfection AND it's still recognizable as theirs :')#omg i checked the url of a friend i had back then and not only are they still active on tumblr they have EXACTLY the same url blog name #and bio... obviously i won't reach out because WITH WHAT but i'm happy they're still here aaaa.... i hope you're happy.....

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landwriter · 2 years ago

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Who's your mutual crush share the gossip with us o.o

I love gossiping, Anon, but I love even more acting on crushes by doing a well-established and rigorous procedure known as Absolutely Fuckall.

My sincere apologies <3