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all thw quotes DBD chose for amanda were all said towards lynn... what if i blew up
#amanda young#dead by daylight#saw#saw franchise#this doesnt necessarily mean anything i just thought it was interesting#grbgryhubrgRGRGRGRGRRGRGRG FURUJFU CRU CUR FURRU CCF RURUUFF TUF RUFF URFF#just kdding it makes me feel like that<-#but i suppose it makes sense since saw iii is the most focused on amanda but. idk#mine#text#DBD
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CHAPTER IV CAMP EDEN
THIRD PERSONS P.O.V*
Monty and Olivia followed the two foxes into unkown territory. The teenagers were exhausted and shacken up. They walked into ,,Camp Eden" and looked around for someone to help them.
The camp was split by five sectors. The path leading to the place is decorated with colourful rocks. Along side the path are growing mysterious fruit bushes and flowers. The path lead to a big building that was definitely sticking out.
-"Wow..what is this place?" I turned to face my best friend. She didn't answer me but I could see that she was as amazed and confused as I was." Maybe we should knock on the door of this big building?"
-"I have a bad feeling about this place."
-"Mee too but we need shelter"
-"Yeah,you're right we should knock on the door but I'm still not sure about this place being safe."
We were about to knock but someone stopped us.
-"Who are you? What are you looking for here?" Said the unknown figure.
Olivia jumped in front of me with her arms spread in hopes of stopping him from hurting me and protected me from the person in front of us. She growled at him.
-"First of all if you dare to hurt him or me,I will make sure you will not make it out in one piece."
-"Oh gods calm down I'm not going to hurt you haha. My name is Adross; I'm a god of home. Are you looking for shelter?"
-"You're a who?" We asked at the same time.
-"A god of home. Follow me I will show you around the place and provide you with shelter."
Adross knocked on the door and walked in. He stopped in the doorway and looked at us and waved to show to follow him. We did. Olivia still was walking in front of me. She kind of impressed me, usually I was the protective one. We walked in the room,it was massive. The ceiling was decorated with paintings. There were thrones standing against a wall. All of them were differently shaped and they also were painted in different colours. I noticed that the floor under thrones was coloured differently as if there were four sections. In the blue section were standing 7 thrones,in the red there were 5 thrones,in the yellow were 6. The brown section was sticking out a little bit not only there were only 3 thrones as well as there was a path leading to the middle of the room,where a big throne was standing.
-"Welcome to the Eden! This is where all of us meet and talk."
-"Wait there's more of you?" I asked in confusion
-"Well...yes as you can see all of these thrones belong to us."
-"Oh yeah...you're right."
-"Monty could you be even more awkward?"
-"Oh shush Liv, this is a new situation for me as well as for you."
Another figure walked into the big room.
-"Adross,who are those kids?" The tall figure asked
-"Uhh..this is uhh.."
-"Monty."
-"Yes that's Monty and this isss..."
-"Olivia."
-"They are looking for a shelter."
The tall god sat down
-"Come closer, can you use swords?"
-"What no,why would we know how to use swords." I responded confused
-"I kinda know how to but i'm a horrible fighter."
-"Then how did you even survive?"
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After explaining who are we and from where did we come from,I asked a question that was sitting in my head since we found ourself in the forest.
-"Where exactly are we?"
-"Welcome to Nocleanos. We are on an island called Gandaraa. This island is split by four sections the same as this camp.
Right now we are in Vasera,this whole section is just a big forest and this is place is ruled by a blue section named after one of four powerfull gods.
Muemis is the hope. He is the god of the Afterlife.He made his kids from souls of dead mortals. He is the ruler of Vasera
Baella is the sun. The goddess of the Begginings. She rules the section called Ozes. Her kids were born through a supernova explosion.
Eias is the end. The god of endings. He is also my father. The ruler of Deos,where a powerful beast Behemoth lives. He made me and my siblings out of the worst nightmares. He is the creator of all the evil creatures.
Vuraura is the Underground. She is the goddess of Chaos. She is the most powerful goddess. Her kids were born by a single snap of her fingers. She rules Helluri.."
-"What...why is there so many sections? Also are you okay?"
-"Liv,behave please.What's your name again?"
-"My name is Vaius. I'm the god of the land."
-"Annnd how many siblings do you have?"
-"Three.Shujun,the god of funerals. Zuuna,the goddess of torture,Aselia,the goddess of revenge."
-"Should I give them a phone number to my therapist?" Olivia whispered into my ear almost making me laugh.
I looked in the direction where Adross was standing and hoped for him to understand that we want to leave this building as fast as possible. He happily unserstood.
-"Alrighty it's time for us to go now. You told them enough and probably metally scarred them for life dude."
We started walking away but Vaius obviously wasn't done talking.
-"Before you go,take this map with you."
-"Was this drawn and written by a toddler?"
-"Olivia please.."
-"Sorry. What is this language?"
-"It's Vammoe,you may walk away now."
-"Thank you,finally."Olivia whispered the last part.
We finally left the building I was still giggling about how rude my best friend was to the God of the land himself. I asked Liv to show me the map. She was right,it did look like a toddler drew this.Adross showed us a little hut where we will spend the night. It was quite cosy, there was only problem,there was only one bed.
-"Dude no..."I cringed at his comment
-"Oh come on man,he's like a brother to me."
-"Ooppsie,okay see you guys tomorrow I guess."
He left the hut slamming the doors behind him. I heard Olivia sigh behind me. We shared a bed before but he made it so awkward that I decided to sleep on the floor instead.
-"What are you doing? Get up here,we shared a bed so many times before."
-"I know but I don't want him to think that we're a thing,you know?"
-"Yeah I know,I understand. Can I ask you something?"
-"Yeah sure,go ahead." I said while tucking myself into surprisingly comfy bed.
-"You have to promise me that you won't be mad at me."
-"I promise."
-"Soo I may or may not overheard your conversation with Jay yesterday. She called you Munchkin? Also were you crying?"
-"Oh boy here we go. Yes she did call me that and yes I was crying."
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I told Olivia about everything that happened yesterday. About the picture frame,about Jay and how I feel towards her. I expected Liv to make fun of me but instead she gave me hug and apologised again before drifting off to sleep.
The next day we were woken up by a knock on the door. We slowly got out of bed before the door opened revealing a young women standing on the other side. She told introduced herself to us.
-"Good morning! My name is Amhena."
-"Good morning. Let me guess you are also a goddess?"
-"Yes just like everyone here. I'm a goddess of youth.Anyways my brother Adross sent me here to wake up and lead you to our eating area." The young woman looked at us and added "Oh don't worry I will give you some time to get ready and them we will go."
-"Okay well give us five minutes."
She nodded and gently closed the door.
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-"How many gods are gonna be there?"I asked with a slight fear in my voice.
-"Oh don't worry only five. I suppose you already met Vaius and Adross. So you will meet Druris and Garrdes."
-"How many of you is in this camp?"
-"For now only five but there are forty of us."
-"Forty?!" I yelled out in fear.
-"Why is there only five of you here?"
Olivia put a hand on my shoulder in hopes of calming me down and asked Amhena.
-"The rest of us are currently visting their children on the Earth."
We sat down and introduced ourself to the gods we haven't met yet. Druris was a goddess of stars she had snow white hair. Her whole appearance really suited the fact that she was a goddess of the stars.We also met Garrdes who was a god of dreams.He had light blue and short hair,and white eyes which really freaked me out.
After we were done with our breakfast I decided to go back to our hut to take a quick shower. Olivia stayed with the Gods. Honestly I thought that she would also come back to our hut,but oh well at least I had some privacy.
*OLIVIA'S P.O.V*
-"Is there a chance for us to comeback to our normal world?"
I was hopeless that I would ever see my friends ever again. Obviously I didn't want to show Monty how afraid I really am. I just wanted to comeback home and worry about my future in my room. The fact that I may never get adopted scared me,the truth is people don't want to adopt teenagers,apparently we aren't trust worthy and we might steal something and run away. Even if I was about to get adopted I would fear that I will never see Monty ever again. God I hate being an orphan.
-"Uhhh...yes there is but It's very dangerous and no at the same time. You see everyone who crosses the border of the Camp is considered a member so every now and then you would have to comeback." Druris looked at me with worry hiding behind his eyes.
-"Wait what do you mean by that? We will have to comeback every few weeks,months or years? Also why is leaving this place dangerous?"
-"Well,first of all you would have to come here every time your necklace starts to shine. Second of all the only way of leaving Nocleanos is by drinking out of a pond in a cave in so called Forsaken Forest."
-"Wait...what necklace?"
I looked at the Gods sitting in front of me. All of them didn't look at me but at Adross. Oh boy now what.
-"Adross,buddy did you give them necklaces? You know that they can't enter the Camp again right?" Druris said with a slight hope in her voice "You know that right?"
-"Well you see..I didn't really have a chance to give them to our guests."
-"You gotta be kdding me. My brother is an idiot." Said Garrdes while massaging his temples "Here you go, one for you and the other one for your friend. Tell him what we told you."
I walked away and went towards our hut. After I told Monty about everything they told me he just looked at me,confused almost as if I told him about the fact that we share 50% of our D.N.A with bananas. Man I'm craving bananas now
*MONTY'S P.O.V*
-"Okay,so even though we are able to leave by drinking out of some sort of pond in cave,we will have to comeback here somehow everytime this thing starts to shine. Great." I carefully examined the necklace. It was some sort of rock on a string. I wonder if it actually shines since crystals and rocks usually reflect light and not create a light. Maybe it was the diamond Rihanna was singing about.
-"I mean if can't be that dangerous to leave right?" Olivia looked at me and I already knew I'm gonna piss her off.
-"Liv,you almost died because you fell down the stairs,and you have the audacity to say that going into another forest that everyone here calls "The Forsaken Forest" and finding a cave that surely has some sort of creepy name and drinking out of a goddamn pond can't be that dangerous?. Wow brave."
I made eye contact with my best friend and I knew she was gonna suffocate me with a pillow tonight. Oh well I probably deserve this. We decided to look around the camp. We talked about our friends and wondered if they even noticed our absence.We needed to comeback home as quickly as possible
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if u dont care abt me and my feelings keep scrolling better yet unfollow me so u dnt have 2 see more of my shit on ur dash any more
i dont hate my body or my height specifically but im just saying im JUST saying if i was like about six to seven inches taller clothes would look 100% better on me im saying this bc i actually have such an iconic, basic, but iconic fashion taste and i always look bleh but when i let someone else burrow clothes and wear them they look SO GOOD like my sister whos 5'7 wore a whole outfit from my closet and i am not kdding so many ppl commented on how good her outfit is and i saw that via snapchat cus i have her friends on my sc and i was like um!!!!!!! i literally wore that same outfit n no one commented but ok! and so many other times where id give a friend my jacket and im just like wow thats such a look but when id wear that same jacket i just look stupid point is: either i have to surgeically or magically have longer limbs longer torso longer taller body or clothing stores should make sizes for tiny ppl and im not talking tiny as in skinny im talking tiny as in i am 5 feet tall and nothing looks good on me
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... normal backpacks. honestly was a mess, they don’t tell you what’s happening, by the end of the concert for the send off some people almost missed out bc they were told to go through the wrong door. Like this concert meant my life to me Jiyong has been my role model growing up and after 9 years I got to see him and I have to say you forget about all the bad organisation and everything. In that moment no matter what you just gotta feel it and enjoy the moment. Your memory will stay forever.
ARE YOU KDDING ME A BACKPACK like rn I just hope they'll let us in on time and won't make a fuss over small bags It's so frustrating The wrong door ???? How can they be such assholes omg Yes ; I'll try to simply enjoy it 🌼💙 I've been dreaming of seeing him live since 2011 I'm glad you have made awesome memories in London 💙💙💙
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Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins is RavenDove - yin yin / yang - D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book with Blaze Pascal. with Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.May 22, 2018 · YouTube · suicide-letter https://www.facebook.com/notes/terry-lee-hawkins-jr/suicide-letter/1973830309312970/ Suicide Letter TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.·WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 13, 2017 BLAZE PASCAL·THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 30, 2017 Be it a Letter or Letter of that of the Alphabet be it boy or girl be it an upper case or lower case or maybe just cap. sensitive be it that of ABC AND 123 like abc 123 for you to speak a word on earth is bloody suicide anyway and you all should know that be it suicide doors or suicide knob be it a suicide mission if in deed i have motive and objectives be it to kill myself that take you and everything with me how intelligent would that be existence the universe i it go’s you know you thought was intelligent you to say even pussy with out getting to a non emergency 311 or 911 emergency call to spell that killing my self you could never understand would that could ever mean you could never phasm it to vision it yourself to spell life or death be lifecology or deathcology studying life and death well i say just bring to balance bu to kill my self i have done before to live and you never could understand then be to say i can kiss myself i can not have kids child or children with myself or alone be it yin and yang and to kill myself yet a again to find i am (je suis) or (suis Je) am i not very much Alive or am just living or just once again much more dead inside it’s not about being dead or alive just dead inside no reason to love no reason to hate but every on earth i have to to even destroy you as the human race to be a person with fucking face who should be able to spell race knowing fuck a grenade to awake neighbors for acre’s or an acre i would wont be solar system and i mean that wop weapon of planetary destruction galaxies to to threaten you how many times do japan have to threaten you how many times do Iran or Iraq have to threaten you how many times do Isreal and the middle east threaten you how many times do England have to begin to threaten you for you get the picture an this isn’t instagram not instant message or intant massage for you to spell age or ages or sage air or gas if that weed for you to smoke to be able to spell week can you spell ram to mar or abrrv. for march to spell mars and not be a planet or a candy bar to spell number im only becoming more numb or numb-er not dumb or dumb what philosophy for dummie’s feeling dumb to dumb to speak see killing me to me is to killing me maybe killing piece’s of me to become the person i need to be same identity that never changes maybe Alias do but Killing myself inwardly not kdding with myself not kissing hey maybe under the sea somewhere it must to be suicide be it door’s or door on a car or just us who have skill or skills pure natural giving talent be it that A "suicide door" is the slang term for an automobile door hinged at its rear rather than the front. Such doors were originally used on horse-drawn carriages, but are rarely found on modern vehicles, and more like found on on a limousine and not lambo be it suicide i wont be floating around in limbo probably you wont find those door’s on lambo Lambhorghini i probably wont be some where in that back of limo think can i spell milo to spell mile to try to smyle or smile for you to spell lime to live or like and spell evil but can not spell live to speak at about me to say booper to really realize what you do as people to spell book and realize you deserve death for what you say about me against me so shall it be you suicide the words you speak and be that a keep sake of words be it you bleed or leak be it you cease to breath to i dearly may want to make you caucuses be it that i can say im maybe Caucasian and not black or white and it’s an a in read and an i write and that of yin and yang symbol how many times the China have to threaten you before you realize it’s real be it chyna or china and or chi and that of tai tao and energy what hunny funny to you people like trina and triangle or tryna or wryte or write right? life or lyfe lyfe jennings right must be nice what life or wife what wife or wifey maybe wifi if you can spell if to spell five to live or evil an not see you all the vile people maybe i might found myself somewhere in the back of limousine with suicide doors not in lambo with scissor doors Scissor doors are automobile doors that rotate vertically at a fixed hinge at the front of the door, rather than outward as with a conventional door. i know for rapper who can not spell booper to spell person to spell paper who can spell people who can not spell bus to spell sub to spell par or rap to spell book and speak words to even open on and not know what they are called just disgusting i like i know right or my favorite A gull-wing door, also known as a falcon-wing door, is an automotive industry term describing car doors that are hinged at the roof rather than the side, as pioneered by the 1952 Mercedes-Benz 300SL race car hence the Mercedes gull wing a beautiful beauty classy and sleek but those of doors of different kind okay be it suicide door or doors on car suicide be it suicide nobs on a steering wheel or be it suicide but however not suicide at all and we meet and it bar car from me to you or car from you to me and a see you soon Amara Amore only my oldest born for how many time will Beautiful Italy Italy threaten you in time to come or the United Kingdom is Us is a word or the entire US or United States @not just Baltimore or Baltimore, Maryland to think you can fucking spell that to even spell trust you can spell trust to spell Us as born @ AMERICAN AMD FOREIGNER’S ALIKE SAD SORRY I KNOW I SHOULD BE ABLE TO SPELL TERRY TO SAY BOOPER AT ALL BECAUSE IM A PERSON AND THAT NAME HAS AN E AND R IN THAT TOO TYPE PEOPLE Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. penname Blaze Pascal signed boop BOOPER (BOOP) OR PERO BE IT SIGNED CAL313 TEAR’S OR BE IT SIGNED TRU TRUE OR TREU Tao of True Religion Circle CREATOR OF TRUE RELIGION CIRCLE AND WITH True Religion ON EARTH signed Terry (True) Boop (BOOPER) OR PERO MAYBE LOKI -( JE SUIS ) I AM THE MISCHIEVOUS ONE I’M NOT BAD AT ALL im just a little mischievous that’s all LikeCommentShareSave
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ONFESSION POETRY LOVE FEELING LITERATURE OR PROFESSIONAL CONFESSION DESCRIBING SUICIDE WITHOUT DEATH ALSO DEDICATED TO CHESTER FROM LP LINKIN PARK : Chester Bennington, https://www.facebook.com/notes/terry-lee-hawkins-jr/suicide-note/1973831959312805/?
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