#just havin. thoughts or something
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no because i am actually so obsessed with the idea of strangers impacting each other like. maybe one day you’ll see the kid who always sat on the bus seat behind you in fourth grade and not recognize them and maybe one day you’ll be in the same nursing home as the person who made that graffiti that made you cry under that bridge in the city fifty years ago and maybe someone you see on the subway wrote that one obscure poem off of tumblr that you love and you’ll have no idea. we are all interconnected isn’t that crazy. isn’t that fucking insane huh.
#screaming at the ground we are all connected! we are all connected! how unfair is it that we don’t ever know! how absolutely beautiful is#it that we don’t ever know!#just havin. thoughts or something#brain shapes even#emotions#saph’s rambles#saph attempts words#i’ll put that under my writing tag ig???#ANYWAYS
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Look at him! He successfully hunted something. Good job!
#guilty gear#sin kiske#doodle#just havin silly thoughts about sin‘s childhood#i might draw something more
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pov dating james patrick march
James, placing a MASSIVE diamond ring on your finger: surprise my darling! I had this made especially for you :)
reader: oh my god????
James, with that Gomez Addams kind of affection: do you love it? :)
reader: of course! oh my god, it's gorgeous...
James: It's a 10 carat blood diamond. I had it mined just for you my love :)
reader: oh! oh that's not-
#he's like *welcome to my SICK and TWISTED mind* gomez addams#you then proceed to have a long conversation with him about ethical sourcing#ALSO I DO NOT SUPPORT CONFLICT DIAMONDS!!!! /srs#I just thought this was a funny joke#he surprises you with a lot of ethically questionable luxuries and you're trying to wean him off onto something more sustainable#you tend to react like when a cat brings you a dead bird or rodent like “here I killed this just for you! <3”#the epitome of#james patrick march#james march#ahs hotel#james p march#james patrick march x reader#james march x reader#james march drabbles#james patrick march drabbles#ahs hotel x reader#ahs hotel drabbles#drabbles#I told my sibling oh- that's not...#havin jamie p brain rot if you couldn't tell#kicking my feet and giggling while I talk to janitor bots
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Sometime around tomorrow I plan to make time to watch Caped Crusader and I wanna put this out here now. If this show has a good Harley Quinn with no connection to the Joker whatsoever (I'm talking past present and future), I will never say anything bad about Bruce Timm again. Ever. That is a guaranteed promise.
HOWEVER. There are rules. If at any point, Harley becomes associated with that clown fuck, this deal goes out the window. This goes for later seasons or spinoff material. Second rule is that if there is ANY BruceBabs content, I get to keep making fun of him for that specifically. That is all, thank you for your time.
#and i NEVER break my promises. seriously its like a fatal flaw of mine#don't be too serious about this. im just havin a goof about my fave gal. i know he doesnt give a shit about what i think#i just dont like the guy and thought id do something fun about it#caped crusader#batman caped crusader#batman shitpost#batman show#batman cartoon#batman#bruce timm#harley quinn
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yknow it didn't hit me that me n most of my friends r graduating this month until now,,,, I was in a record store w a friend I hadn't seen in a while just vibing aaaand idk they were playing music w that nostalgic vibe ig. like idk we were in a rly cool part of town I've kind of slept on for the time I've been here aaaand it just kinda hit me that wow. things r gonna change. like I'm doing a masters here hopefully next year so it won't be completely different but still. been so caught up w exams I guess it just crept up on me
#i also have a kind of crush on this friend but (as much as a crush can be for my arospec self)#just havin a lovely afternoon and yesh. got hit w the thoughts ig that things r gonma change#perhaps I will deal w this by drawing pkt at a record store or something even tho the rockers would make more sense#but yeah idk#kas yapping
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just a heads up I may take a break from tumblr for a bit (or I may not. I may fail at it which we’ll deal with if we get there) because it’s starting to feel like the news rn. and I know my limit but also my creativity as an activist and how negativity does stifle it and I’ll be a better activist if I step away and focus on solutions for a while.
I might post some of these solutions:: I’m doing a course on making an impact via business as well as my urban design stuff and I’m gonna post some of that at some point, some guinea fowl pics and I’ve got some music for over at @edge-oftheworld that’s almost ready to put up. so I’ll still check my notifs and if you see something I’d like please please please tag me in it??? I will appreciate an awful lot. just need to not see sad world news for a second but I want to see your neurodivergence headcanons and ideas and what you think of songs.
also dm me if you want my Instagram or fb or email or linkedin idk just know I rarely check all of those too but I will change my ways if we are having a good conversation :)
#psa#climate solutions#personal mental health tag#sustainable development goals#just filing under these tags so I Remember#also. I’ll probably write an essay about how shakes inspires/captures my entire life’s purpose and need behind it at some point#and probably come back to brainstorm how the merry thieves could stop climate change in an au. you know I’m doing better when I start havin#ideas for that. so if you like that idea please remind me of it I will forget if I’m not feeling it Right At That Moment#I’ve got a post comparing genocide to domestic abuse too comingwhen I’ve got my thoughts together#but I need to take space to figure out something I can actually do rather than just watching helplessly on the internet which doesn’t help
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#no one’s gonna pick date but god that’d be a funny option#he’d be supportive but also would be so caught off guard and so uneducated on the topic he’d say just. the stupidest shit#and you KNOW kiryu would just say it out of the fucking blue. date would probably drop a glass or something behind the counter. whiplash#anyway honestly it’s always been hard for me to pick between haruka and daigo- haruka obviously is the number one most important person to#him and if he’s gonna be that vulnerable with anyone it’s most likely gonna be her#HOWEVER. if he (miraculously) picked up on daigo never having an interest in women and having at least one close male companion that was a#liiiiitttttle too close to be Just a companion#then daigo has an advantage because. i mean. it’d guarantee the person he’d admitting this too wouldn’t judge him for it#and would have- amusingly enough- more experience in the area than kiryu himself thus the possibility for advice/reassurance#which is such an interesting conceptual conversation that I started writing it. maybe one day I’ll finish it……….#I think the only way he’d come out ti majima first would be completely on accident / incidentally#like. getting drunk with him and laughing about whatever havin a good time and after a waitress or whoever hits on kiryu majima says like#‘you know- I’ve known you for like 30 years and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you return the favor when a gal flirts with ya- so what kinda#gals ARE you into–‘ ‘I don’t think I’ve ever really been into any women. ………. ah.’#anyway that’s just one thought#anyway have fun with this#kiryu#kazuma kiryu#yakuza#rambling#polls
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Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.
I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.
It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.
#vent#kinda#sorry I'm just having a rough one tonight but I'll recover lmao#I think the AI art thing is really getting to me cuz like.#Anyone can make pretty images if they study and practice hard enough#[not to detract from people who don't tell stories with their images!]#but something in my brain wants to fight back because AI will never be able to Tell a Story through its images.#It can't make narrative choices through its regurgitation of random elements. It will never tell a cohesive and interesting tale through#detail choice#the worst it can do is create surface-level 'pretty' images by smashing together a bunch of mushed up information#but storytelling? that's human touch#that's intention. Thought. Choices.#and idk it's really bothering me lately that my images almost never... 'say' anything about a character.#this does not apply to anyone else's art I look at#it's just a standard I'm starting to feel my head apply to my own work and nobody else's.#which I'm taking as a sign that this is something I'm unsatisfied with#but the thought of starting to develop a completely new skill like that? terrifyingly daunting.#Sorry for the wall of tags I'm havin' some hella moodswings tonight#happens a lot when I get inspired by art I see#which I'm trying to work on but yaknow#it's a long process#anyways how's your night goin#I'm gonna cheer myself up by eating some amazing asparagus casserole
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Please put Final Fantasy 13 characters in Kingdom Hearts I am begging you
Sora needs to talk to Vanille and Fang and realize they mirror him and Riku. but what do I know
#obviously. riku is a far more developed character than fang ever got to be. but. something something sora's darkness and vanille's darkness#and fang doing anything to protect vanille and Riku doing anything to protect Sora........ come on#final fantasy 13#final fantasy xiii#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 4#PLEASE NOMURA#i will shut up about ff13 being in kh when i am dead.#vanille and riku are my two favorite characters of all time dude#also yeah I'm rocking cowboy hat lightning in the dead dunes because I thought it was camp. i'm challenging myself this playthrough to use#different adornments and not dye all my schemata black like i always do. so no cat ears on every schemata and no all black. im havin fun#also. um. this is not to say i think “riku is the only one that can save sora from his darkness”. i just used this screenshot#i think sora is capable and i also think sora has many people his heart are connected to that can help him. dont think abt this too hard
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Sorry, I know that was a heckin' chonker or two of kinda-sorta-mostly original story information I dropped on y'all today...! (There's never any obligation to read those things, by the way! Especially right away. I hope you guys know that!) 🙏 I do, as always, appreciate the interest people do show in it, though. I'd be doing this stuff either way, but the interest makes it even more enjoyable to do and actually share. Just passing along another little thank you to you guys. A "please know there is no pressure to interact, but I'm thankful for the interactions" sort of thank you. 💙
#I will actually hate it if something happens to this site#I know it's fallen far from its glory days already#but I LOVE being able to write and present things on here#and the people I've connected with through here are lovely#That's an if#though#so#until then#I'll be#filling the void 🌌#for as long as I can#with my silly little things#and just havin' a good time#(when I can)#haha!#thought for the day ☕
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#havin thoughts#ive always thought of stevie as a good person who just is so stupid and easily led#hes so easy to manipulate. so eager to please#and because hes always trying to look for something that will make him WholeTM#he misses out on what ACTUALLY would make him feel good#he thinks its found in the physical rather than the mental#but w the recent threads w sweetbittr and exspirtment#there is SUCH a toxic thread of nice guy syndrome in him too#hes just spent so long w Zero Accountability that it all coming back around to kick off his shame spiral is....#a Lot#he still has a final prison sentence left to go at this point#where he Finds Jesus and becomes a councillor for addicts post court ordered rehab that will pays for#and sorts his shit out#no WONDER it takes fucking YEARS for ellie to forgive him#i always played it that phils funeral was his last straw but honestly i think this might be#unless phil dies before he final prison stint#hm.#ooc
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“-other than that, wasn’t so bad.” Simon says, readjusting the material of the balaclava across the bridge of his nose with his free hand. His other hand is busy, keeping yours warm as you lead him down sidewalk after sidewalk.
The two of you have just finished having Sunday morning brunch at a local cafe, something you insisted was becoming ‘tradition’ after the second time it happened. And according to you, after finishing eating, (Simon never wanting to hear a word about you paying for a thing) the next part of this lazy morning routine calls for strolling about at a pace that he would normally find pointless, if not downright frustrating. But for you, he slows down.
“Butcher’s an interesting first job.” You reply, nodding along in thought. You picture a younger Simon, fresh out of school, probably fresh faced as well. He was likely as tall, though not yet as muscular as the military would make him. A meat clever in hand, bloody apron around his waist, he was likely still inadvertently intimidating people back then the way he does now. “I was mostly just taking babysitting jobs until I graduated. Liked it well enough.”
“I actually had to babysit a neighbour one time, when I was younger. Actual baby at tha’ too.” He tells you with a chuckle, slightly shaking his head at the memory.
“What?” You laugh as well, the image in your mind now swapping out the meat clever in a teenaged Simon’s grip for a drooling infant. “How did that work out?”
“Neighbour comes bangin’ on our door, she’s carryin’ the thing, it’s screamin’ its bloody little head off,” You roll your eyes at the way Simon refers to the child, swatting his arm playfully but listening on. “She tells me her husband thinks he’s havin’ a fuckin’ heart attack. None o’ the other neighbours are home or answerin’ the door. ‘Fore I know it, she’s passin’ me the kid, askin’ if mum can watch her while she drives him to the hospital. Next thing I know she’s gone and I’m left with the thing.”
“Oh my gosh! Well where was your mum?” You ask, in disbelief that you’ve never heard this story from him before, half wondering if he’s pulling your leg.
“She wasn’t home, I can tell you that! Only me and the new lil’ orphan were.” He utters, strengthening his grip on your hand as you start to hunch over with laughter.
“Okay so wait, you were home alone? Oh no! How long did you have to ‘babysit’ for?” You giggle.
“Well technically Tommy was there but he would’ve only been a hindrance, told him to stay in his room.” Simon adds, pulling his hand out of yours, only to wrap it around your shoulder, now that you’ve come to a standstill at a crosswalk, waiting for the light to change. “Fuckin’ nearly 4 hours went by before mum came home and took over. Longest hours o’ my life. I think that might’ve been the day I enlisted actually.”
You elbow his side as you continue to laugh, seeing that he’s teasing you at the end now. You open your mouth to tease him right back, but your eye catches sight of the shop you’ve been standing in front of, jaw dropping wider.
“Simon!” You’re pulling him with a strength he would otherwise be impressed by if he wasn’t so suddenly caught off guard, senses kicking into high alert now as his head swivels in search of the cause of your distress. “How have we never seen this before??”
Oh.
He should’ve known better.
He actually had been avoiding taking you down this street for a little while now, but had been too caught up in his story telling to notice the direction you’d taken in him. His subtle effort of wrapping his arm around you to tilt you away from the storefront obviously hadn’t worked out. He opens his mouth to answer, but can only sigh when you’re already making your way towards the entrance of the pet store.
“We’re only lookin’, right?” He asks loud enough for you to hear as he follows you in.
Wrong.
#call of duty#call of duty fanfic#call of duty fic#simon ghost riley#simon riley#ghost cod#ghost fanfic#ghost x reader#ghost x y/n#simon riley fluff#simon ghost riley fluff#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x you#simon ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x you#readwritealldayallnight#cod fic#cod fanfic
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i hope biden and trump both die before the election i can't do this again
when they both peace out on election night eve.............like maybe we should just freestyle for a bit
#let the rock run something idk we just need an era of no conflict#no thoughts just vibes thatd be a rock presidency#international joke but also people be like 'aight they just havin fun'
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Rly need to be havin some actual adult conversations about stuff but I'm. So sleepy.
#doll#ok it's rly just me tryin to get mr. v to delete the photos from his phone#n i guess i kinda get why it's such a big deal to him cause he doesn't wanna let go of the person he used to be n the life he had but#some kinda symbolical meaning there or something#but hhhhhhhhhhhh him tryin to barter n talk me into takin new ones as a replacement like he's not fully aware i dun like cameras#just bc the circumstances would be somewhat better doesn't mean i'm ok with it#he knows i have a hard time sayin no to him n if he talks about it enough i'll just end up agreeing#but i can't figure out if he really doesn't get it or if that's exactly what he's goin for#i could manipulate him right back n turn on the waterworks but. there's probably backups n i don't trust him to get rid of em#unless it's actually his decision n not just cause he wanted me to stop crying#n i rly don't wanna do that. i don't want a relationship where we have to play that kinda games.#& now i'm kinda paranoid abt him havin had a hidden camera on at some point#cause he's a lot more attached to his.....keepsakes than i thought he'd be at this point#i guess him still havin the feather he plucked off me months ago shoulda been the first clue...#i don't get why he wants to have the pics that bad when neither one of us was happy back then?? why do you wanna be reminded of that???#i'm too exhausted for this#spdrvent
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Convincing bartender Simon to make one of those overly decorated and sweet cocktails or even add it to the menu because it’s cute and you know it’d do well on the gram and attract the ladies. He’d huff and puff but do it anyway
Like one of these with cotton candy, glitter, and sprinkles etc!: https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/825988387943179970/
OMG wait I soooo want to try that-
The video ends, and Simon stares at the picture of the drink with a furrowed brow.
"Looks like somethin' you'd see at a bridal shower." He comments, handing you back your phone.
"Doesn' it?" You say with a smile, shoving your phone into your back pocket. You lean your arms over the bar and poke his side. "Come oooonnnnnn, Simon - imagine how many sales you'd make on something like that! People would love it."
"Imagine the money I'd lose, havin' t' buy bags of candy floss..." he grumbles, hiding his smirk behind his mask when you groan dramatically.
"You could do it as a promotional thing...? Like- ladies' night... in October?"
He snorts. "'Ladies' Night in October', hmm? N' what are ladies celebratin'?"
"Ok, fine- forget Ladies' Night. What about something for Halloween?"
"Like wot?" He grunts, grabbing a glass from the stack and pouring out one of the taps.
"I dunno... something fun, but practical - Oh! You could- like a Moscow Mule, but just serve it in a different glass and use edible glitter!"
Simon quirks his brow as he slides the beer glass to a customer. "Edible glitter?" He asks, wiping his hands on his rag. "Didn't know there was such a thing."
You nod quickly, your eyes full of excitement. "Yeah! God, I could pick up a bunch from the baker's supply down a few blocks. You could call it 'Witches' Brew.'"
He turns it over for a moment - in his opinion, it's ridiculous. He runs a pub, not a college bar. He would have scoffed at the idea of someone else had brought it up - but, it's you bringing it up, and that's a completely different story. You have such a brilliant gleam in your eye that melts his heart. He can't say no to you, especially after making you cry last week. He's still carrying out his penance for that.
"You think it'd sell?"
"Oh, for sure! I can make an insta post about it to get some attention."
He clicks his tongue, turning to the POS and seemingly uninterested by it. "Fine - if you spend anythin' promotin' it, let Price know. He'll reimburse ya."
You let out a triumphant whoop and slide of the barstool. He lets out a huff as you trot back to your tables, a noticeable pep in your step. He chances through the window on the kitchen door to see if his food is ready - what he's met with is Johnny's face, staring through the warming counter as he stands at the stove, a smug grin resting on his lips.
Simon can practically hear the cook's thoughts. Whipped bastard.
You had left without saying goodbye that night. You waited by the counter, rocking eagerly on your toes as Simon grabbed your tips from the night before out of the safe. As soon as he handed them to you, you snatched them and ran out the door. He was a bit irked by that, standing there with a stubborn frown as you pranced out of the restaurant - maybe you're still not back to being cheeky and chipper yet after last week. He can live with that... for now.
However, not twenty minutes later, you come stumbling back in with a paper bag in hand and a smile on your face, panting like you'd just run a marathon. Simon's anxieties quell at the sight of you.
"Got it!" You say breathlessly, walking to the edge of the bar and dropping the bag onto it. Simon folds his arms over his chest as you reach in and pull out a small bottle of glitter. You hand It to him and he takes it, holding it up to the dim light above.
"You can eat this shit?" He asks, brows furrowed.
"Mhmm!" You chirp, settling into a barstool. "Now, bartender - I'll have a Moscow Mule."
He sets the glitter down and grabs a clear glass, working on gathering the ingredients. "Ya only call me that when you want something."
"I'm calling you what you are." You respond, watching as he skillfully mixes everything together, pouring vodka from the jigger between two fingers, tossing in lime juice and topping it off with ginger beer. As shameful as it is to admit, you're kinda attracted to the skill he presents.
"Should be callin' me boss." He says, topping the drink off with a straw.
You slide off your stool and chuckle. "Yeah, you'd be into something kinky like that."
Simon has to bite the inside of his cheek to distract himself from the thought of you - nope. He won't even entertain the idea. He simply steps back a bit as you wedge yourself behind the bar (yes, he actually forces himself to give you enough room - he doesn't need you feeling hiw aroused he is).
You grab a bottle of the glitter and dash some into the drink. After swirling it with the straw, the liquid becomes iridescent with purple shimmer that billows about the glass. You look up at him with a satisfied smile.
"Witches' Brew." You announce, holding the drink out to him.
You look happy - an observation that makes Simon smile, even if he wasn't the one to cause your happiness. He lifts his mask, grabs one of the straws and plugs it, before bringing it to his mouth and sampling the drink.
"Tastes like a mule."
"But it looks like a potion, right?"
"'S this glitter goin' to be in my gut whenever I get autopsied?"
You laugh, grabbing the glass and leaving Simon behind the bar. "That would be a cute party trick." You call over your shoulder.
Simon watches you, arms folded over his chest and his eyes curious. You set the drink on the opposite end of the bar, pulling your phone from your pocket and pointing the camera to the glass. You grimace; your arm reaches over the bar to grab the rag lying over the faucet, and quickly wipe down the bartop. He huffs, grabbing his phone from the register and pulling up his group text with Soap and Price.
Ghost: got ourselves a marketing team.
He looks back up at you - you're hunched over, taking picture after picture of the drink. You twirl the straw in the liquid every few seconds, kicking up the glitter and making it reflect the low lighting of the bar.
Hus phone buzzes.
Price: ??
Ghost: she's making a drink for october and promoting it in social media
Soap: clever girl
Soap: what drink?
Ghost: moscow mule, but in a clear glass and with some edible glitter shit. it's pretty neat.
Soap: picture?
Price: Promoting? Will this cost me anything?
Simon chuckles. He pulls up the camera on his phone and aims it at you-
Except you're in a different position. You're perched so nicely on a barstool, holding your phone at arm's length and your drink in the other hand. You're smiling up at your camera, nose scrunched as you pose for a selfie. Your hair is down, your back is arched, and - did you tug your neckline down? You most certainly did. You're breasts weren't that pronounced before.
Without thinking, Simon takes a photo. The shutter clicks loudly: you look at him, as do the three patrons sitting at the bar.
Fuck. He panicks, clearing his throat and lowering his phone. "Jus' showin' the lads what you're up to." He says, but you can see the tension in his shoulders as he quickly sends the picture to the chat and puts his phone in his pocket.
You smirk - whether it was truly just for Price and Soap, or if it was for himself, you felt a little flattered that you'd caught him in the act. You hoped for the latter.
Simon exhales heavily and rests his palms on the counter. His face burns beneath his mask as he tries to calm his racing heart. Fuck- was that weird? Course it fuckin' was. Goddamn creep.
His phone buzzes again. He sighs and pulls it into his hand.
Price: Cute thing, isn't she?
Simon immediately frowns, any previous shame now replaced with a fire in his chest.
"Fuckin' wot?"
#bartender ghost#ghost#ghost x reader#ghost x you#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#call of duty#cod x reader
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About the Blink 182 shirts I know myself and others have felt like Mark and Tom are very Similar to Patrick and Pete
Oh that's interesting, I've never heard that before. Maybe I gotta tune into the blink fandom more often lol
#fall out boy#fob#pete wentz#patrick stump#blink 182#in what ways are they similar anon#my first thought was songwriting/cryptophasia but is it more than that. is it something else#they do have similar vibes though as I was saying in the tags I think#like they hold the same “spot” in their respective trios#except I do think fob gets to take on some of the green day qualities (such as being consistently around and just dudes havin fun)
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