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liminalpebble · 1 year ago

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My dear friends,

I start my last semester at my job this week before my campus closes after Christmas. The days are numbered. I have 14 weeks. I love this space. I love the work I do. I love my students. This is going to be a very painful long goodbye, and the clock starts ticking tomorrow.

I'm trying so hard to stay positive and grateful that I've had this for some years now...and that I will still have it a bit longer. I'm trying to absolutely make the most of every ounce of it. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but...whew. I could just use a little extra love right now.

I've built this body of irl work over the years, mostly on my own, with trial and error and practice and study and blood, sweat, and tears. And I have 14 weeks to wrap all that up, try to take it with me, and build again.

I know nothing is wasted. I know it mattered. I know I will figure it out, and I know I'm being sad and whiny right now. But I think I just need to be allowed be not strong about it for a minute, in this little void, and admit that I'm heartbroken and change is hard.

And usually writing here is my joy. It's what saves me from how terrifying life is, but I'm even having trouble writing well at the moment. I worry that I'm disappointing those of you who read and are so kind and supportive of my work. I just don't know where to put all these thoughts and feels, so here they are.

Thanks for listening. You're lovely for listening, and read, and messaging, and just basically giving me hope in humanity as a whole by being lovely people. Thank you.

Peb

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#lovely mutuals #lovely fanfic friends #sas #screaming into the void #heated kisses from fictional men could prolly fix me right now #just gotta get it outta my system

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ghost--girlfriend · 26 days ago

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Self Shippers! Here is your free pass to be bitchy about fandom ships! Feel free to reblog, comment, or whatever and rant about how your f/o would NEVER date them(because they wouldn't) and how people just don't understand what f/o wants/needs in a relationship(which is NOT that canon character, it's you!) let that anger out!

#making this post because look im not going to #go out and hate on people directally #BUT OHHHMY GOD BE SO SERIOUS.DO YOU REALLY FUCKING THINK INF/ECTED AND LAMPE/RT WOULD EVER IN #A MILLION YEARS DATE????? THEY'RE FRIENDS.THEYRE LITERALLY JUST FRIENDS #DONT EVEN GET ME STAARRTTEEDDD ON UNPLE/ASENTFFGGFGHGHGFGHHGFGHGHGH UGH #gotta get it outta my system im a lover at heart.but a hater sometimes too okay we all are #sorry if this makes me seem like a mega bitch ive never rb'ed ship art just to piss on it #or sent anon hate to shippers or anything #I PROMMY IM A DECENT PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!#aauughblahblahblah im rambleing you guys get it

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dogpawsswapgod · 3 months ago

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Cait holding Vi's face in her hands and Vi holding Cait's face in her hands reblog if you agree

#arcane #caitvi #true love #I'll be normal again soon i promise #just gotta get this outta my system #they are touching each other!#they are holding faces tenderly!#oh god!#there is eye contact!#wlw #arcane season 2

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mintypsii · 8 months ago

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i think about their older designs all the time

#trust me ill properly draw something with them soon just let me get some silly doodles outta my system first #old man yaoi sanuso save me #also 2nd one is slightly inspired by this exchange between mike and franky from the middle cuz im watching it w my fam and it was so sanuso #i still gotta work on their designs agghhh i love oda's versions but also im not the biggest fan ofusopp's hair so i kept it coily #instead of wavy and straightened #also jewelryyyyyy YAY it looks so good on him for real #op #one piece #sanji #usosan #sanuso #black leg sanji #usopp #god usopp #vinsmoke sanji #art #my art #mintart

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crazylittlejester · 6 months ago

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oh my god what the hell is happening why the fuck am i turning into a Wars x Athena shipper whats going on

this was not the plan. this was not the plot. im bonking them both over the head like “YOU DONT LIKE MEN AND YOU DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP. YOU ARE COWORKERS AND BESTIES STOP IT” and somehow this fic keeps going in a completely different direction!!!!!!

im the writer but its starting to feel more like im a prisoner. why am i writing a tragic straight romance, why am i writing ROMANCE?? HOW DID I GET HERE.

#what yearning victorian soul possessed me that i suddenly feel so much about this ship that i dont even ship what’s happening.#i just gotta write this one fic to get it outta my system 😭#i guess this is what musicals do to a man what the fuck #jes rambles

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kandayuu · 1 month ago

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Im being overtaken by a demon thats urging me to draw lewds of casper a date with death

#adwd casper #adwd #a date with death #listen hes just #SUCH a sub #i promise i will return to being insane about tadc after i jus #gotta get this outta my system

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rayar32 · 1 year ago

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c'mon Miku, eat from the tree, nothing bad could ever come from it

#senki zesshou symphogear #symphogear #hibiki tachibana #miku kohinata #hibimiku #shem-ha mephorash #aka snake shemmy #my art #sometimes you gotta crank out that religious queer art #there's nothing else to add I just wanted to get this outta my system

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yakool-foolio · 1 year ago

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Call me Oingo Boingo cause I will not be The Same Man I Was Before once I play Vivia n Yakou's DLCs on Friday

*winks and then trips down the stairs*

#there are just some things i gotta get outta my system before i completely lose all composure #and that includes stupid jokes like this #rain code

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biblicallyaccurateandrogynoussex · 2 years ago

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Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to write fanfics but for now you guys get my vaguely angsty art

#qsmp #quackcicleriana #or at least it's implied y'kno #slimecicle #elmariana #quackity #what if your bitch wife and lawyer (you are in love with both) start bonding and getting closer through egg death while you were in #self-imposed egg-xile huh??? what do you do when you come back briefly from eggxile and see they're closer than you were with either??#what do you do then? because you think you're unworthy of love and connection so you just go back to eggxile without talking to either #anyways gotta love t4t4gnc/bigender swag. i promise I'll draw fluff of these three at some point i just had to get this outta my system

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huevobuevo · 2 years ago

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The text looks weird cause photoshop’s text tool wasn’t working well so I had to use fffFFFUCKING PIXLR🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨

(As usual tap for higher quality ya silly sausage)

#🌻huevo art #ranlay #I swesr imma make other stuff that isn’t ranlay related I just gotta get these whores outta my system #randall ascot #hershel layton #professor layton

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whumpy-wyrms · 10 months ago

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this man’s hair is changing without my permission again

#very slightly but it’s still a million times better than before imo #erm me drawing sad wet cat anton again? wow what a surprise #ignore the fact i am drawing this diagonally on my canvas. i’m quirky like that okay.#ignore the fact he is staring directly into your soul in this image #also anon i see you. i hear you. more dew art coming soon i just gotta get this outta my system…#i cannot stop drawing him i actually can’t it’s actually a problem (no its not)#anyway this is art that’s gonna be based on the next chappy 💥💥💥#dew will also be in it 💥💥💥#in the art i mean (obviously he’ll be in the chapter) guys that’s why the canvas is like that. that’s why #crazy shit #i love talking absolute complete nonsense and confusing everyone who’s reading #yeah. yeah i bet ur confused right now. about what the hell im talking about. me too #doodles #anton oc

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chocolatewoosh · 2 years ago

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Been incredibly stressed and burnt out by work for the past While, feeling Not Great in general, incredibly bummed about not being able to draw as of late, slowly starting to come back to normalcy after reaching a breaking point and then I promptly got blasted by receiving the Worst news a few days ago! :') Really goin' through it fellas