#just dying to be cuddled up with him rn. augh
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absolutely unfair and unjust that i can’t fall asleep next to my boyfriend every night
#just dying to be cuddled up with him rn. augh#we had a talk today and he basically just. reassured me that he loves me and he wants to take care of me and be with me ;-;#and started planning stuff for when we move in together in the summer which always makes me so so happy#and it just meant a lot cuz i haven’t been able to be ermmm. physically intimate with him in awhile#and that always makes me feel inadequate or useless (which is silly. i do not have to be useful)#because i have it drilled in my head that no one can like me if they aren’t trying to fuck me#and he rlly just pushed that out of my head#he didnt even ask or offer anything sexual. and told me a buncha other reasons he loves me.#before i even mentioned that’s what i was feeling insecure abt#also he baked me honey lavender bread and leek and cheese crostata (? i think that’s how its spelled)#and gave me a buncha kisses and let me bite him#and !! and my friend took me for a walk today which was so nice. i love walking#im just thinking about happy things now yay. but i do miss him tho
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