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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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I love how every month one of my internal organs just cramps the fuck up to tell me I'm Not Pregnant but could be theoretically. Like thanks for notifying me of something I already know in the most inconvenient and painful way possible.

How about next month you mix it up? Cmon let's shut down one of my kidneys or something to remind me that I have two of them. Yeah that sounds painful and pointless, why not -_-

#not to mention the sensory hell that is bleeding constantly?? and having to wear what is essentially half of a diaper for a week #god im so tirwd #why do i have a body #why do i have a female body even #it just seems cruel #the least i could get is some gender affirmation from this hell but nooo its Dysphoria Only hours #just boy-ly things 😔✌️#actually am feeling very boy-ly though in a way #like im in severe pain but toughing it out like nothing is even happening #literally fighting an internal war with an organ that may or may not be stronger than the human heart #and bleeding all the while. manly as hell tbh #also not sure if this is true or not but i was told testosterone levels are highest in afab folks when this happens so yeah #i do kinda feel like thats true since i would like to engage in the ungodly rage that has come to the surface now #but i cant really do that because everything hurts

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