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OC-interested anon! Thank you for answering :D For now... can I ask if you have a list of all your OCs? :0c Possibly with brief overview(s) of the world(s) they exist in? If there's Too Many, then maybe just your Important ones / your favorites?

WHOOOO BOI ANON U SWEET THING

ok so like i have a LOT of ocs, some i use more then others, so for the sake of brevity, ill list my faves for now;

I’ll start with the god ocs;

Cael-- Cael is the main god, the one most well known and worshiped. Hes youthful but has an old soul, and the Great Sunder thrust him into his position. Hes the god of dusk, life, the wind and sky. The Sun and Moon left the world, so he is the soul source of light, but their “day” is a short dusk, otherwise its a world of eternal night. Hes very kind, but troubled. He wears an amulet his mother gave him long ago, and its his most important possession.

Noctis is next, I dont have an updated picture on him yet though oof. Hes the god of order, magical study, secrets and rest. He is most revered by mages and those seeking magical pursuits, and is most likely to speak for Cael, who is still young in terms of a god, and Noctis often takes the brunt of god hood leg work. He is stoic and proper, ad ensures that the new world is running smoothly as it heals and settles from the Great Sunder.

Now we have Syrilium, or as hes better known, the Weaver. The Weaver is a young god as well, and was asleep for a very long time. He is now the deity of dreams, and the source of the Great Sunder, changing magic as we all know it forever. His influence and raw power surged forth upon his awakening, and Noctis helped to soften the blow to the world, but many things were still lost. (if you want to know how the magic system works btw, im focusing on ocs for now in this post XD) The Weaver is called thus by the Dream Elves, for he weaves transpires of dreams, and can even make dreams into physical tapestries. He is kind, soft spoken, and very shy. Still learning how to be awake.

Nithernal is next, also known as Nith, goddess of self love, care and magical energy. She’s made of pure night magic, and is very old. She sleeps a lot, and is very physically fragile, and shes often kept safe in her caverns and by the other gods. Originally her night realm was separate from the Drown (EverDrown is the name of my world) as she had made it herself, but after the Great Sunder, her night realm became one with the waking one, so dreams and reality (and magic) are melded together and far more accessible. She is kind, gentle, and wears her heart on her sleeve. (she has a lot of lore too if you wanna hear about that my goodness)

Then we have Lady of the Void, or just Lady Void, very little is known of her just yet. Shes a work in progress~

I had more gods in the past, but they have now either gone MIA, or are in a form of deathlike slumber. (Many think the Old Gods have died, but some of their slumbering giant bodies are still laying about; others have taken on disguises and travel)

Here are some of my other ocs in no particular order

Ater- Old Vampire god, no longer active. Location is unknown.

Gelu- Old god of finery, friendship, and ice mages. A woman of her likeness has been spotted roaming old trails. 

Hebes- Old God of the sun. Sleeping.

Darkpool- Old god of heroes, lycanthropes, and shadow magic. Also a notorious Realm Jumper. He could be anywhere. But hes certainly not here.

Som- Old God of demons, strength, justice. She slumbers deep below the earth. Don’t drink her blood, no matter what the cult tells you.

Archivist- Old God of knowledge. She’s still active, but no one has seen her in centuries. Only her faithful Thought and Memory creatures venture out from her grand hidden library. And they will tell you nothing.

Arva- A Brigand (Brigand is the name of the race, they aren't actually criminals XD) A plant being made of magic. Made by Nithernal to be exact! Hes very sweet and fragile just like the rest of his kind. Essentially a sentient flower that lives on moonlight.

Aithlin, and his brother Myrrh- Dream Elves. Aithlin is a young elven youth whose always wanting to go out and seek adventure, whilst his brother is traditional and gets annoyed by his naivety. Dream Elves grow antlers, and it shows age. Myrrh has a full rack, Aithlin is just getting his in.

Iett- A strange demon or spirit of Silence. Some seek her aid for focus and accuracy, though shes not a formal god. it is common to see hunters and warriors have a small idol of her in their home.

That’s... just a few XD I don't want this too get too long oof, because i have several dragon ocs, demons, and elves (glass elves, wood elves, Dream elves) I have this all existing in one world. What you should know is im super indulgent with what i come up with, and its very high fantasy. I’m sorry if its so vague but thats the gist XD

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i'm glad you're feeling better! and honestly i'm shook? i didn't even know you had that many career possibilities in other countries? like my brain automatically went from reading history and german (both truly great subjects btw) to lehramt.. honestly everything sucks about our education system and i'm sorry it's constricting your plans of moving here :( (pt1)

(pt2) though i can't understand why you'd want to leave london the literal best city in the whole entire world for germany like even with my very big love for berlin i just don't get it 🙈 (in case it isn't obvious: i love london with my entire heart) did you always live there? sendung mit der maus is truly quality tv :) did you end up rewatching it?

(pt3) your masters thesis sounds so interesting! i'd love to know more about it bc i only know a little bit about differences in gay rights between east and west but like next to nothing about how they handled hiv/aids and the influence of language is so fascinating too oh my god that made me crack up 😂 my mum grew up around hohenschönhausen 😅

(pt4) and yes exactly! like some jobs were treated so much more fairly and also what really surprised me was that according to my history teacher the east was actually a bit better/faster than the west in regards to womens rights (for example abortion was legal in the east earlier) okay so from your stories i definitely relate more to the british approach to criticism 😂 i can't tell people their ideas are shit bc i hate confrontation

(pt5) though i too was shooketh about how polite people in the uk are.. like just in a shop or sth everybody was always so nice it was weird 😅 so i get your mum's confusion. also i can't believe you apologise when someone bumps into you?? i mean this particular thing is sth i get very mad about bc i love my personal space but like just in general why do you apologise when it wasn't your fault? like yes i do apologise when i do it but if it's the other person's fault 😶

(pt6) yeah it definitely depends on the situation/person i think for practical reasons i say german first but try to mention berlin asap. aw thank you i appreciate it :) but oh my god i'm actually so sorry that happened to you, like while i love them for nostalgic reasons i agree that pfannkuchen(/berliner) can be so disgusting especially when you're expecting a crepe :( oh YES thank you so much i've been saying this exact thing for years!!

(pt7) like why do we need cases and genders when english works just fine without them? i don't wanna hear about genitiv ever again thank you very much. the correct plural is kakteen and kaktusse just sounds like a profanity and they went and made it an official possibility bc people kept saying it and ever since that i've hated duden with a passion. alex should definitely pay you for the promo & i've seen vegas mentioned on your blog a few times now so i'm gonna listen to it too :) -spoiler twin

thank u!! also i know right trying to explain that in germany was insanity they were like oh so ur working at a school bc u wanna become a teacher? :) and i was like absolutely not and they were like but u study history and german...SNDFJSNKDJF i think its insane that ur expected to choose your whole career path at the age of 18 though thats so stressful! 

omg have you been to london before? also i didnt but i did rewatch an old episode with my parents bc i reminded them about it and we were reminiscing and its STILL as good as i remember it being good old christoph and his green jumper

thank u!! god i dont actually know THAT much about the language yet bc i havent started researching but a few interesting points i’ve picked up are that 1. they always referred to drug users as ‘fixer/fixerinnen’ which is obviusly like...quite a politicised term when they had the option to say like drogenabhängige or sth 2. academics would constantly refer to ‘ansteckungsverdächtigen’ and the verdächtig in that is like...HMMM...not good 3. there was a medical panel held in 1987 in east berlin which used english terminology to describe sexual practices that carried increased risk of hiv transmission (e.g. fisting) and because lots of people didn’t speak english they weren’t actually being educated on what they should be avoiding/doing more safely SO!! theres a lot to look at i havent really started researching like i said i should though but theres already a lot of interseting things in there imo sorry this is probably super boring i just get very excited about it

oh absolutely!! it was because of necessity (the way the ecnomy was set up meant that they needed all available bodies working) but it meant that there were SO many more provisions especially childcare and you can still see that prevailing today theres a huge divide between east/west in terms of maternity leave and childcare 

omg SSNKDJFNKSJDFN honestly i have no idea we just do we literlaly apologise when we bump into lampposts its just an instinct bc u assume that its your fault bc you were in the way so u need to apologise for it but once the kids in germany started being like why the fuck are you apologising i had to physically stop myself apologising SKJDFNSJNDF

thats fair enough go di miss berlin so much i’m so desperate to go back theres stll so many things i havent seen bc ive never stayed longer than a week and its such a rich city you need more time to explore it i miss it so much lord take me back to the alexanderplatz galeria restaurant so i can eat overpriced schnitzel <3 whats your favourite german food? i have to say for me personally linsen & spätzle and maultaschen (my oma is swabian) for nostalgic purposes but marmorkuchen...schnitzel...bratwurst...klöße...weißwurst...brezel...lebkuchen...kaiserschmarrn...plätzchen...theres these lovely plätzchen my mum makes at xmas wait let me ask her what theyre claled i cant describe them. ok apparently theyre just schokoladenplätzchen ‘aber ich hab ein besonderes rezept von der ur-oma ha ha ha!!!!!!!’ (direct quote) GOD now i am desperate to go back to germany we cant get ANY good food here i swear to god . oh you know what i really love as well german junk food god you do junk food like nobody else the chocolate aisle in rewe <3 <3 <3 i miss the ja! chocolate chunk cookies so much

CORRECT i hate cases so much i’m so bad at them i still have no idea if its dem or den half the time how does it make a DIFFERENCE...also correct but the genitiv is dying anyway as we keep being told by our lecturers Der Dativ Ist Dem Genitiv Sein Tod <3 kakteen is a very intersting prospect i never considered that but the more i think about it the more i agree also kaktusse DOES sound like profanity but german swear words just arent that great anyway like fick please that upsets me so much ALSO i hope u enjoyed vegas!