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marveloussupernerd · 4 years ago

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champagne problems - Yoosung

Back to my evermore inspired series :) hope y’all like angst

Warnings: angst, mentions of mental illness, stressful situation, rejection, language

Summary: Yoosung had everything prepared for the perfect night to propose to you. But he wasn’t prepared for you to say no

Yoosung had really gone above and beyond for your birthday. He had planned a large party with his family and the RFA in one of Jumin’s large summer homes. He invited your family but they were too far away to attend. They did wish you happy birthday though!

Everyone came other than your family. All the RFA members, even V. Yoosung’s mother and father and sister. The party got started relatively quickly. Yoosung’s sister splashed open a bottle of champagne for you all to make a birthday toast, Zen pulled Yoosung’s mother to the dance floor, you were in awe by it all.

“Yoosung, this is so sweet!” You held onto his arm and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Thank you. This is great.”

“I’m happy you like it,” he smiled. “I know you aren’t big on giant parties or anything, so I tried to keep it smaller... I hope this is okay?”

“It’s perfect.”

“Will you dance with me?” He asked eagerly. You took his hand and let him lead you to the dance floor. You danced for a couple of songs until your heels started to hurt your feet; then you led him back to sit down on one of the plush couches in the room.

“My feet are killing me,” you complained, taking off a heel to make sure you didn’t have any blisters.

He chuckled. “I told you you don’t have to wear heels! It’s not like I’m tall or anything.”

“I know. I just like them. Sorry I had to take a break,” you apologized.

“Nah,” He grabbed hold of your hand, turning to smile to you. “This is fun too.”

“You’re so great.” You flushed. He was. This was all so perfect. “I really don’t deserve you Yoosung.”

And you didn’t. He could do all of this for you. Set everything up perfectly. Got your favorite flavor cake. Got all your closest friends together in a way that wasn’t overwhelming. Every song that played was a song that you liked. He thought every single thing through.

“Of course you deserve me,” he rolled his eyes playfully. “You make me so so happy.”

“But this? For your birthday we ordered pizza and stayed in playing LOLOL.” You had thought it was a good idea at the time. But in comparison, wow, your birthday party for him was awful.

He squeezed your hand. “And I thought that was great. Hey, you wanna do cake now?”

“Of course I wanna do cake, you kidding?”

He had gotten you a fancy looking two-tiered cake. It was absolutely stunning. He even had candles for each year placed on top, perfectly spaced out. When Yoosung committed to something, he made sure it was perfect.

You hated when people sang happy birthday to you. It was so awkward. What would you wish for? For things to stay exactly like this. For things not fo change. This, right here, was perfect.

The thinking helped you ignore the song. You blew out the candles in one try (since they were all concentrated so close together) and the room cheered. Yoosung cut your piece of cake first. It was good luck.

The cake was as delicious as it looked. It was so perfect. Everything about tonight was so perfect. The light chatter as everyone talked about the cake. The lighthearted questions Yoosung’s mom asked, like if you had the next party date picked out and if Yoosung still stayed up all night playing games.

Yoosung quickly steered off that topic with present time.

Zen had gotten you a spa day. The two of you went the other day and got mani/pedis and facials. Jumin had gotten you a new fancy dress for the RFA parties. He gave it to you early so you could wear it tonight though!

Jaehee got a pair of noise-cancelling headphones, for when Yoosung was too loud playing and was distracting you from your work. Yoosung’s sister got you a bottle of wine. His parents got you a scrapbook filled with your memories together. It was adorable. V got a gift card, Classic V. Seven got you a new modded laptop. You weren’t sure what it did, but eh, you’d figure it out later.

“Thank you all so much,” you said cheerfully, gathering up the wrapping and tissue paper to throw away.

“Wait! Uh, I have a gift for you too,” Yoosung announced. His voice started off loud but became more timid.

You smiled, moving over to him to cup his cheek with your hand. “You didn’t have to get me anything. This party was everything I could have wanted today.”

“No, please.” He covered your hand with his, taking it off his cheek and holding it tight. “You are so amazing. From the moment I met you... yes, even over text, I knew you were special. You remembered the little things I talked about, sympathized with me when things got hard, and showed me how to be brave and responsible. And that’s before we even started dating!”

You giggled. He wasn’t wrong.

You didn’t expect him to continue speaking. “And since we’ve been dating, my grades have gotten better, I feel like I know what I’m doing with my life and I’m confident in it. You make me feel confident in myself. And proud. And when I’m not feeling good about myself, you’re there for me.”

Why was the room silent?

Your heart was pounding in your ears.

“And I want you to keep being there for me. Forever and ever more.” He... got down on one knee? He reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring? Was this really happening? “Will you marry me?”

It was.

You couldn’t breathe. You couldn’t hear anything but ringing in your ears. Time seemed to stop. What would you say? You had wished for things to stay the same; this was the exact opposite of your wish.

You dropped his hand. And ran up the nearest flight of stairs. Through the hall. Turn to another hall. Pick a random door on the right. Lock yourself in there. A bathroom. You couldn’t breathe.

But now you could hear. At least, you thought you could. It was hard to tell; everything was silent except for the humming of the bathroom fan.

You weren’t sure how long downstairs was in silence. How long you stood in the bathroom, staring at your reflection, asking yourself for an answer. Why had you run away? You were happy with him. Why didn’t you say yes?

His whole family was there. His sister was splashing champagne. Your friends were there. He wanted to share the happy moment with everyone. He wanted you to say yes, get so excited you couldn’t help but pull him into a kiss in front of all your friends. He wanted them to applaud. He wanted his sister to ask you if she could be a bridesmaid way too early. That was his mom’s ring. You knew them well enough to catch that. She had given him her ring. She had known it was going to happen.

Why hadn’t he ever asked you about marriage beforehand?

You couldn’t blame him. It was all your fault.

You were stupid. Why wouldn’t you marry him? You loved him. You had no reason.

Were you that broken that you couldn’t even accept this? Were you unwedable? Did you think somebody would make him happier? You had said earlier that night you didn’t deserve him.

How would you leave? Would you break up? Would you be kicked out of the RFA?

Your choices were to either jump out of the second-story bathroom window and try and direct an Uber to this place without getting caught, or face them downstairs.

The first almost sounded better.

Technically you could hide here. There were plenty of rooms.

He had planned everything so well. He had never planned if you would say no.

You sucked it up. You had to do something. You had to apologize. Had to explain yourself. Had to try and mend the pieces of broken glass that had been Yoosung’s heart. Being gone probably was making it worse. You left the bathroom and walked through the halls that you had earlier ran through, approaching the stairs.

“I’m sorry.” It was V’s voice.

“No, I’m sorry. I’ve embarrassed myself... and her... and I don’t even want to think about the secondhand embarrassment you’re all going through. I just, thought I had it all planned out.” Yoosung’s voice was nasaly. That’s how you could tell he was going to cry.

“Oh Yoosung.” His mother. You forced yourself not to get upset and cry.

You shouldn’t be eavesdropping.

“You can come home and stay with us for a while. It’ll get better.”

“Maybe she wasn’t ready! Did you ever talk about it beforehand? She’s probably just overwhelmed,” his sister said, trying to keep some optimism in her voice.

“I don’t know... I thought we were ready. We live together. We spend almost every waking second together.”

He was right.

“What are you gonna do?” Zen asked. His voice was hushed.

Yoosung sniffled. “What can I do? It’s clear she doesn’t want to be with me.”

Your heart was cracking, beginning to splinter.

“Well. She would have made a lovely bride. It’s a shame she’s fucked in the head,” Jumin commented, his voice as even as usual. “There’s nothing you can do about it though. Someday you’ll find the real thing. And it’ll be worth it all in the end.”

Your heart broke.

Not just for Yoosung. But to hear your friends speak of you that way.

How would you leave this house?

The room fell silent.

“I’m going to go talk to her,” Yoosung whispered.

Shit. What do you do? Where do you go? Maybe you should have jumped out the window after all. You treaded to the first room you came across. He’d find you regardless.

“It’s okay,” his mother comforted. “We’ll go if you want. Feel free to come home anytime.”

The front door opened, then shut after a moment.

Footsteps made their way up the stairs.

You were crying.

He knocked on the doorway. You hadn’t bothered to close the door.

You turned to face him. His eyes were red. His nose was running. It seemed like he had done a good job not crying in front of them, but you could tell he could break at any moment.

“I’m sorry,” you whimpered, tears falling down your cheeks quickly. You wanted to hug him. You couldn’t.

His own tears began to fall. He walked closer to you, then took a seat on the bed. His tears fell. He sobbed. You couldn’t hold him. You had always held him when he cried. He had always done the same for you. Now you were both a few feet away, crying, unable to comfort one another.

“I don’t even have a reason,” you cried. You sucked in a big breath of air. You could feel yourself near-hyperventilating. “I’m just an awful person. I’m just not ready for that. I don’t know.”

He shook his head vigorously. “I should have seen the signs, wherever they may have been.”

“I don’t know if there were any...”

His hand reached out and grabbed your arm, not a tight grip by any means, but one firm enough to make sure you knew he was there. “No!” His voice rose shakily, tears still evident in his voice. “I know you best. I should have found the signs. This is my fault.”

“It’s not. It’s mine. You did everything right, Yoosung.”

You both were quiet, aside from the sniffles.

“What are we gonna do?” You asked quietly. Were you even allowed to use that word anymore: we? After everything you had put him through?

He sighed. “You can take the car home. I’ll take the train and find somewhere else to stay for the night.”

You wanted to sob out no. That you needed him, especially right now. You had no right to. Your body wouldn’t even let you say it.

“We can talk about it another time... I just, need to sit on this for a while.” He explained. He fished around in his pocket, taking out the car keys and setting them on the bed next to you. Then he stood. “I’m gonna go...”

You couldn’t speak. You could only sniffle and look up at him, fresh tears still forming.

“Listen, don’t drive until you calm down. And... I know everything is fucked up but text me when you’re home. Please.” His eyes were watery, glistening, begging you.

You still couldn’t speak. You nodded.

He left.

#mystic messenger #mysme #evermore #Yoosung kim #// y’all don’t play pls ask for a happy pt2

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marshmallowprotection · 4 years ago

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Ow, mod kait... please... I’m dying with all of this fluff.... matching outfits for bora and Elizabeth? My heart can’t take it. Just picture seven dressing up as Santa to break into the penthouse

He scaled the building like the holiday opening screen from last year and Jumin rolls the blinds down because he knows he isn't allowed inside this penthouse near Elizabeth. But you're right, it's fucking adorable. I can't help that the Han family is cute. I also can't help that Jumin can't take a clear photo for the life of him so Bora has to take the "family" selfie for him.

She doodles cat ears.

#mod kait #ask #anon #bora kim oc #runaway MC

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mysmedrabbles · 5 years ago

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RFA Comforting an MC with Terrible Period Pains

requested: by anonymous

a/n: oh my god the header is a MOOD for this ask. enJOY and hAVE FUN READING THIS therES SO MUCHCOFFEEINMYSYSTEMHHHHH want to support my period-ic writing ayy see what i did there? then feel free to buy me a coffee!

warnings: aside from that terrible pun you just witnessed? n/a

-AAAAAAAARRRGHHHHHH mod alex

Jumin

-he finds you clutching your stomach, sweat beading your forehead as you move from uncomfortable position to uncomfortable position, mastering positions he’d figured only Elizabeth the III could do

-worry creases his forehead as he rushes to your side, touching your side gingerly, almost scared that you’ll crumble under his fingers, but all you do is let out a pained groan, unable to speak as the pounding in your head grows louder with each stab through your gut

- “mC aRe YoU dYiNg???”

-through pained gesturing, he finally understands that you’re not dying, just going through a torture worse than death

-has no idea what to do, just lays down with you, holding your hand and rubbing soothing circles on your back

-as soon as you finally fall asleep, he’s calling the doctor, wanting a professionals opinion on how best to lessen your pain

-poor doctor in his mind is probably like, “you,,,could have looked this up,,, on your phone,, that you used,,, to call me,,,,,,,, at 1 IN THE MORNING”

-he feels awkward, not being able to help you with more than a hot bottle on your stomach and keeping you company, running his hands through your hair and massaging your temples as he sits with you, helping you the only way he knows how, by rambling about the stock market

-at some point you tune out what he’s saying, focusing on his voice and the comforting patterns hes tracing on your skin

-you can bet that he buys you the most expensive german chocolate, anything that you want, anything you crave will be imported right away and be on your front doorstep the next morning

-he most likely has a calendar app on his phone where he keeps approximate track of your cycle so that he’s always prepared to give you extra special attention and care

-when he goes on business trips that last longer than a week, he has a box specifically made, kind of like a care package containing but not limited to:

-the finest chocolate (10 different kinds! with a surplus of your favourite!)

-those emergency hospital crack-and-place heat packets, good to keep on your lower back and uterus

-oranges and broccoli (though these tend to be in the fridge)

-with a small note on how much he loves you and will see you tonight on call, telling you to take care of yourself and leaving the doctors phone number in case of an emergency

Jaehee

-she KNOWS the pain,, she K N O W S

-im not saying that at some point your cycles start happening at the same time, but thats exactly what I’m saying (i have no idea how this happens irl but it does and?? idk its odd)

-so generally the two of you are sitting home together, laying sprawled on the couch, 4 Ibuprofen between the two of you as you watch Zen’s old musicals, watching Jaehee sleepily hum along as she holds you against her chest, stroking your hair and bringing up your hand to her mouth, kissing your knuckles as the two of you fall asleep together

-she knows you have a harder time than her when your period rolls around, so she has a tendency to insist that you don’t stress yourself out at work, keeping you mostly behind the counter where you’re not carrying hot liquids for too long.

-helping you out whenever she can, hugging you from behind as you struggle to stand on your feet, giving you momentary support as she takes the cup from your hands, instructing you to sit down

-no one has ever seen her so lenient with someone when it comes to work

-you log onto the server to gush about Jaehee, posting pictures of her running around at work, helping customers, “ThAtS mY wIFe Y’aLL”

-she has a special coffee brew that she only breaks out when you’re in severe pain, added her secret ingredient (which she refuses to tell you about) that somehow make everything better

-practically begging her to judo kick you in the spine because goddamnit it hurts so bad (she doesn't, opting for a soothing massage instead)

-kisses and cuddles galore, she puts the care in “caring for you,” to the point where she doesn't complain about her own mediocre periods upon seeing just how bad the pain is with you (please take care of her anyways she deserves the best)

Yoosung

-listen,, this boy grew up with sisters and a mother, he’s practically a pro when it comes to helping you out

-the second he sees you rush into the restroom in a panic, he’s already getting the pill bottle and hot bottle out, doing the bed the way you like it and pulling out your favourite blanket and warm stuffed animal

-insists to take care of you the whole time, and is willing to skip school to stay home with you,, its only after threatening him from the bed, wagging your finger weakly at him does he actually go, however he’s one to send you worrying text messages through the whole day, and silly photos of a leaf he saw or a funny cat meme

-he cooks for you like theres no tomorrow, and is always extremely apologetic when he gets home an hour later than normal due to grocery shopping, only to find you having finally fallen asleep, stuffed animal discarded neatly on the bedside table, hugging his pillow instead

-his eyes soften, heartrate slowing down as he gazes on your sleeping form

-trying his best not to disturb you, he tiptoes out of the room, getting your favourite dinner ready, and trying his best to make something with your preferred chocolate

-you hobble out of the room sleepily, the smell of food drawing you to the kitchen

-he’ll immediately drop everything, running to you as he helps you to a chair, chiding you for getting up and straining yourself when you could have just called for him

-playing video games together lazily, him joking that he should let you win, but this just drives you to beat his ass in mariokart, absolutely demolishing him with no mercy

-he sits there shell shocked as you sit next to him grinning

Seven

-he’s versed in over five languages, survived the worst years of his life, is number one in the Shooting Star Server, the best hacker on the planet, and yet he has no preparation on how to help you through periods

-he knows the basics, but seeing you in such pain makes him rethink everything he thought he knew

-he sees you constantly shifting, arching your back in a vain attempt to crack it, crack any bone for momentary relief, and decides this is his time to shine and help you somewhat

-he gives the best back massages, working the pressure points on your lower back, and getting out all the knots in your shoulders, pressing kisses to your shoulder blades as he goes along, fingers working on the entirety of your back.

-shares his Honey Buddha Chips with you, even letting you take three or more bags, as long as you promise to not waste any that is.

-keeps you away from spicy foods, dairy and phD pepper, his technical knowledge had gotten him that far at least, and even though you’re more than happy to eat junk food for a week straight, for the first time ever he insists on eating better, giving you foods such as salmon and oranges,, only after heavy persuasion and multiple times of you threatening him does he let you have chocolate

-he stays with you the whole time, making sure you’re laughing and taking care of yourself, trying his best to ease the pain with terrible terrible jokes and horrible Saeran impressions

-he knows that you dont like having a heating pad on your stomach because its so weird barely being able to move and having to stay in one place, so he places his laptop on your stomach, letting it overheat on your pelvic area as the two of you play fireboy and watergirl

Zen

-before we start i just wanna say Zen is 100% the type of guy who would hold no disgust or immature “ew thats icky”type attitude to the thought of buying his s/o menstrual products and he looks down on any man that does have that attitude

-he’s not quite versed in how to help you, but he’s a fast learner, and would rather rely on your own reactions to his help and seeing what works for you as opposed to just asking the void that is the internet what is supposed to help

-he’s one to carry you everywhere while you’re on your period, not letting you strain yourself for fear you’ll get off balance, fall and hurt yourself, and he’s constantly referencing you as his prince(ss), even more than usual

-singing you to sleep, letting his melodious voice wash over you as he holds you close, letting his natural body warmth keep you warm

-strokes your hair as you lay down, exhausted from all the pain, your body physically not able to stay awake anymore, practically blacking out

-if you cry, he’ll hold you, massaging your back and whispering soft comforts in your ear, but inside he’s pained by the distress this is causing you, and is mainly frustrated that he can’t do more

-sometimes he wakes up early in the morning to go for a jog or get breakfast for the two of you, and he’ll leave multiple sticky notes with sweet messages, ensuring that he’ll be back soon and to take it easy until he’s back home

-this man with Refuse to let you strain yourself in Any way, and will drop Everything to run over if he sees you so much as bending over to pick up something, practically throwing himself over the dropped item and insisting to pick it up for you

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edgelord-saeran · 5 years ago

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saeran/mc. set in futuristic world, virtual reality games are common place, mysme is a popular single player virtual reality game. the mysme crew (except mc) are ais, and mc uses the game to escape real life. In real life, she has no friends or family, the real world bleak and dystopian. she starts to have real feelings for saeran even though he knows he isnt real. a story of someone struggling to find joy and meaning in real life and not solely in the fictional world

It was only when she logged into the game that she could finally breathe. The bright colors surrounded her, and she could see exactly who she was looking for sitting at a cafe table not too far away, red head bent over a cup of coffee.

"Saeran!" She yelled excitedly, waving at the man. He looked up from his coffee in surprise, but smiled softly once he realized it was her and waved back.

It was probably pathetic the way she eagerly made her way to sit across from him.

He wasn't real after all.

He was a part of the a more niche VR game called Mystic Messenger. It was less exciting that then games that drew in millions, just so they could be dropped into shoot outside with the others on the server. Why do that when the real thing was right outside? Instead Mystic Messenger's goal was just to speak with the characters, giving lonely people like herself the companionship they craved.

She hated to think that she was one of those people, but let's be real. She had nothing. No friends, no family, and she didn't have enough money to feed her addiction at the VR palaces where rows upon rows of the tanning bed esque machines people used to log in. Simply pop your phone into the receptacle and off you went.

Instead she'd found one abandoned in one of the houses near where she lived. What? It wasn't really breaking and entering. The homes around her were quickly becoming empty and the law enforcement could give less of a shit if a few of these abandoned buildings were broken into.

But that didn't matter right now. Right now she was with Saeran and that was what mattered most. He wasn't the most popular character. The forum members had labeled him as boring, much rather preferring the narcissistic Zen, the little brother type Yoosung, or the overworked Jaehee. Not to mention the strict businessman with a soft spot for cats Jumin. She'd tried to point of that more of Saeran's personality came out as you spent more time with him, but it seemed like none of the other players could see past his reserved front.

Maybe her machine was broken, but if this is the glitch, she'd take it.

They'd been talking about whatever they could when she'd sighed. "I wish I could stay here with you."

"You know there are better things out there than me." Saeran said with a small frown, and she grimaced. She knew it was just the mods attempt to remind people that there was a real world out there and that the game wasn't it, but that wasn't what she wanted right now.

"You have no idea how much nothing there is out there for me." She said flatly, hand clenched around her coffee cup. "At least here I have you."

She leaned back in her chair, staring up at that fake sky and mumbled. "I'm fucking pathetic. Falling for an ai."

She looked back down at Saeran, and small frown was still on his face.

"You need to go now." Saeran said quietly, and she blinked in surprise.

"What-" and before she could ask, the world de-rezed around her and she gasped as she woke up back in the machine. She pushed the lid up and over with a small curse as she carefully stood up.

That was new. The AIs had never shut down a session before. She didn't even think that they had the awareness to do so. She huffed as she reached over to grab her phone, eager to scroll through the forum to see if any other users had experienced the glitch.

Instead what greeted her was an notification.

Meet me here at 8 and then the address listed after. No matter what she did, she couldn't get the notification to go away. It sat there as if staring at her.

"Fine, I'll be there." She mumbled and in an instant the notification vanished. It was soon replaced with an emoji of a blue rose. She wasn't sure what that was about, but she didn't have anything to lose. Might as well meet up with a mysterious stranger.

A trip on the train later, and she found herself standing outside of a cafe. A cafe that looked suspiciously like the one she met up with Saeran in Mystic Messenger. It was closed, and looked like it had been for years, unable to keep up with the rapidly deteriorating economy. However, there were still tables outside, and at one, sat a man. Even though it was white and pink, she still recognized him.

"Sae.. ran?" She asked and his head shot up, those mint green eyes staring at her with a fondness. She hesitantly walked over to the table and sat down.

"In the flesh." He said, and holy fuck. Even the voice was identical.

"...how?" She finally managed to get out. Saeran frowned slightly, and leaned back in his chair.

"Did you know that 'Saeran' isn't actually supposed to be a part of Mystic Messenger?" He asked.

"Clearly not." She said with a raised eyebrow, and he laughed.

"Saeran was supposed to be my avatar while I was doing mod things. And then someone walks up to me, insistent on talking." She felt her face flush.

"So is your name even Saeran?" She asked him.

"I uh. Panicked. And gave you my actual name." Saeran said quietly. She nodded, looking down at her hands on the table.

"So. I've been talking to you this whole time." She mumbled, and she could begin to feel her nose prickle. "I'm glad I could provide you with some entertainment then."

"What?" Saeran blinked in surprise, and she laughed bitterly.

"You knew that whole time, and just lead me on to believe that you were just a program. I told you so many things." She said, and she could feel the panic slowly closing her throat up.

"No! No." Saeran said quickly, reaching out and grabbing her by the hands. "I took everything you said seriously. I listened and I loved every single time you logged on."

"How did I even find you anyway?" She asked her, voice shaking. "Aren't mods supposed to be invisible?"

"I got a ding that someone new logged in from a machine that wasn't part of the palace system. So I checked it out, not really expecting anything." Saeran said softly. "And then there you were, eyes full of wonder at just looking at the environment around you. Then you spotted me and I couldn't move."

His words were almost poetic, and she smiled softly. "And then I told the internet."

"And then you told the internet." Saeran said with a roll of his eyes. "It was hard to convince people that I was just a boring NPC you know."

"You could have let me sound crazy, you know." She said with a laugh.

"But I still wanted to see you." He said softly. She stared into his eyes and felt that squeezing feeling fade.

"So what now? Now that I know you're real?" She asked, and he hummed slightly.

"That's up to you. You said you have nothing, but I want you to know that you have me. If you're willing." Saeran said hesitantly. He stood up from the table and held out his hand for her. She didn't hesitate as she placed her hand in his. A bright smile lit up his face and she found herself smiling in return.

What did she have to lose?

#mystic messenger #saeran choi #saeran/mc #mysme #vr au #my writing #i hope the machines make sense #i was having pendragon series vibes #like the fourth book #i think #that was a weird childhood series

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mysticnfantastic · 6 years ago

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Hello, can I request a RFA+Minor scenario to Mc who hv unsupportive parents that makes her doubts herself in everything she does? (if she draws something and it's mediocre, she rather blame herself is a failure like her parents always do) Um, idk, this is my first time requesting and idk if I'm doing it right and I like your writings. The parents doesn't hv to be included maybe they can see it from MC behavior. It's ok if u don't want to do it and sorry for explaining it poorly sorry (｡•́︿•̀｡)

Hi! Of course, here you go! I hope you enjoy!

Also, Requests are still open!! Please request, I’m actually trying to have a schedule I swear.

Yoosung:

Yoosung would notice the way that you doubted yourself in every single thing you did, and whilst he would probably try to ignore it at first, eventually, he’d be unable to just sit back and watch how you grew to hate everything you would make or do. It hurt him.

Eventually, he would ask you what was wrong, and lying to this cinnamon roll boy is not an option, he’s gotten surprisingly good at telling when someone is lying.

When you finally reveal to him about what your childhood was like, along with how your parents treated you, he’s more than disturbed by this new knowledge.

The idea that your own parents had treated you so incredibly poorly harmed him because you were so amazing and talented. It made him upset, and almost angry.

He would make sure to compliment you extra to make up for those years in which you weren’t as appreciated as you should’ve been. He will do his best to make sure you will finally understand how valuable your talents are, and how great you really are.

Jumin:

It was actually something Jumin noticed from the very beginning of your relationship, and it caused him great distress.

To see you, unable to see yourself in the same in the same glorious light as he saw you in, wounded him like nothing ever could.

Would try his hardest to make a huge deal of anything you create, if you’re an artist and state you hate your art, he will gather your art collections and surprise you by setting up an entire art party in your honour, in which dozens of people want to purchase your art.

If he ever is to meet your parents, however, it would end with him being highly critical of your parents and straight-up insulting them for lacking the ability to fully and rightly appreciate you.

Zen:

He recognises that look upon your face. The look of self-hate and thinking you aren’t good enough, because he’s been there himself.

And it sucks, and he’s there for you, wholly and truly.

Will comfort you surprisingly well, opening up to you when you do to him - a mutual pain of shitty childhoods bringing you both together.

Generally is there to support and assure you. After all, he managed to make himself an acting career and prove his parents wrong. Surely, you can do the same?

Jaehee:

Jaehee is immensely sympathetic in this situation, she had suspected you had low self-esteem before, but it was only when she had actually met your parents that she finally realised what the issue was.

Immediately calls them out, actually quite bluntly and ruthlessly.

Then stands up, takes your hand, and has the both of you leave their house, refusing to allow them to harm you emotionally.

When you get home she apologises for her outburst and tries to assure you how wonderful and talented you truly are.

Saeyoung:

Saeyoung understands on an almost metaphysical level since his and Saeran’s childhoods had been the utmost trash.

He knows merely by the look in your eyes when you make something, what you’re thinking.

And he makes sure to sincerely and heavily compliment every single little thing you do. Everything. No matter how small or mediocre it may seem to you, it’s huge to him.

Before you’ll know it, your work shall be plastered up on the internet, earning immense recognition, and you’ll definitely know the culprit who put your work for the world to see in the first place...

V loves you. Immensely, deeply.

And therefore, hearing you speak so lowly of yourself and your passion work is something that stabs him sharply with a knife.

As an artist himself, he knows all-too-well how that thought process goes. And so, he tries to assure you to the best of his abilities, often going the extra mile, or extra 500 miles, just to make you smile at your own work instead of frowning at it.

V would also try to have you limit the contact with your parents, mainly for your own sake.

Saeran/unknown/Ray:

Saeran has his suspicions, but he tries to, surprisingly, stay somewhat positive and hope that you didn’t have anywhere close to a bad childhood.

When he is proven wrong, it wounds him deeply, on a bigger, more intense level than any of the others above.

This is because the moment to confess your parents’ treatment of you, it takes him back to his mother saying those exact same things to him.

And in that moment, he practically bans you from having contact with them, if you haven’t already cut them the fuck off. Because there is no way he’s going to allow such negative, hateful and abusive people to control what you think of yourself.

- Mod Ama

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commander-yinello · 6 years ago

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Hello! I...I love your writing so much, true talent served on a golden plate. May I ask for a JuZen request? One where Juju gets a flu and without realising Zen gets into mama mod? Jumin is used to be pampered but he never felt this genuinly cared for, his entire life. Some domestic and cozy love in your style? Thank you. I hope you are healthy and doing well 🌹

ljsdkjdskljdskdsdkljs I don’t deserve these compliments anonny aaaaahhhh~~ Also yasss I love this! One mama bear Zen, coming up! I hope you enjoy

He couldn’t breathe through his nose. Thepounding headache and burning sensation in his sinuses made Jumin groan as heslowly woke up. Strange, he was lying down. And that didn’t look like a C&Rcompany ceiling. Hadn’t he been at work earlier?

There was a blanket cocooning his body.From what he could feel, his jacket, pants and shoes had been removed. Jumintried to turn his head to scout his surroundings but his body protestedheavily. Another wave of dizziness and fatigue hit him and he was forced to liestill.

“It’s so like you to work until you passout,” a familiar voice nagged him.

“Zen?” Jumin asked, own voice nasal. Hefelt a cool hand on his forehead, his blurry vision showing him the whitesilhouette of the actor. “Where am I?” Andhow did I get here?

“Shit, you’re burning up,” Zen commented,removing his hand. “You’re in my apartment on my bed, aka house arrest for dumbtrust fund jerks who get sick and don’t take a fucking rest. Jaehee told me youfainted at work again this week. Iconvinced her to let me handle you.”

A damp, cool cloth was placed on Jumin’sforehead and he let out an audible sigh of relief as some of the pressure fadedaway. “We have an important deadline. The clients-“

“The clients can wait. Who will it benefitif you die?”

Jumin chuckled lightly and winced from the achesin his body. “You cannot die from a flu.”

“Knowing you, you’re going to damn welltry. Jaehee’s already moved all your appointments for the week and taking careof your furball. I already told her she’s getting a holiday for this, so youbetter follow up.”

“Her name is Elizabeth the Third,” Jumincomplained. “You should just ask Assistant Kang to call my private doctor, thisis a waste of time for both of us.” It’s what his parents did for him when hefell ill as a kid, and that suited him just fine.

Zen’s irritation was evident. “All thedoc’s going to do is feed you painkillers and tell you to rest, which is exactlywhat you won’t do, so forget it. Plus I’ve got a few days off because my co-actressis sick as well. I swear, this country is hellbent on infecting everyoneinstead of recovering.”

Whatever retort Jumin wanted to give, ittrailed off when he felt his eyelids droop, the exhaustion of his illness takingfull control. Last thing he felt was Zen pulling up the blanket to hisshoulders and kissing him on his head.

“Get better soon, you fool.”

***

How long had he slept, was the firstquestion on his mind as he woke again. His nose was still clogged and burning,but the fever had gone down. With some effort, he pulled himself up until hesat with his back against the headrest.

“Don’t you dare leave the bed,” he heardZen demand beyond the open door. Soon the albino appeared with a tray in hishands. “If you’re hungry, you can eat some soup. Otherwise just have the tea.”

“What time is it?” Jumin asked, staring asZen placed the tray next to him. Chicken soup and herbal tea, it had to be. Itdawned upon him that Zen couldn’t have slept here in this tiny bed. “And wheredid you sleep?”

Zen fished a metal spoon out of his back pocketand put it in the bowl. “It’s 10 AM, and on the couch of course.”

“You should have given me the couch.”

Zen rolled his eyes. “I’m not the sick one,and my couch is perfectly comfortable for me. Will you stop fighting me! Stubbornman.”

You’rethe stubborn one, Jumin wanted to say, but fellquiet while Zen checked his temperature by placing a hand on his forehead. “Wheredid you learn to be a nurse?” he asked. A devilishly handsome, muscular nurse.Every fan in the world would murder him for this privilege.

“When I was a little kid, my mother thoughtI was always sick because of my pale skin and hair. If it weren’t for mybrother, I would have been locked inside forever and fed a million types ofmeds.” Zen conjured another wet cloth out of nowhere and wiped Jumin’s foreheadand neck. “Sleep as much as you can. You recover the most when you do.”

“I should take a shower,” Jumin said,worried he stank after wearing the same clothes.

Zen bent down to kiss him gently on hisneck, and slowly made his way upward to the corner of his mouth. “You’re fine. Youstill smell like your stupidly expensive perfume.”

“Cologne,” Jumin corrected him, enjoyingthe touch. “You’re going to catch the flu at this rate.”

Zen shrugged as he left the room. “I’dprobably heal through it in an hour.”

Grabbing the cup of warm tea, Jumin knewthat Zen was right, but his pride wouldn’t let him say it out loud.

***

This was the longest he had spent doingnothing productive, and it felt foreign and pleasant at the same time. Zen had broughthim books, his phone and even his laptop so he could keep himself entertainedwhile he was conscious. His lover had caught him working and since then cuddledup by his side to keep an eye on him. It was an exaggerated amount of attentionand Jumin couldn’t deny that he enjoyed it.

The flu had properly dissipated at the endof the third day. Jumin left Zen’s bathroom feeling refreshed, wearing theactor’s clothing, his nose still sniffy but nothing that deterred his energy. Zen,with his head propped on one arm, sat on the couch and smiled at the healthyCEO-to-be. “Look at you. I think I deserve an award for world’s best doctor.”

“I think a lot of doctors would argue withthat.” Jumin headed over to lover and and tilted his head up to kiss himfondly. “Thank you. You’re amazing.”

Zen blushed fiercely at the compliment. “Iknow,” he said in a tone that always begged Jumin to confirm it anyway. “You’releaving?”

“I’ve really spent too long away from thecompany and taking up your time.”

“You should stay. It’s the end of the day,they’re not going to miss you,” Zen harrumphed and rearranged himself on thecouch so Jumin could sit next to him. “And! I think I’m feeling under theweather. You owe me, so take care of me until I get better.”

Justlike Elizabeth, he’ll say anything to get his way. Jumingrinned at the thought, even if Zen would loathe to be compared to a cat. Acquiescinghis obvious request, Jumin sat down next to the albino, who wasted no time wrappinghimself around the raven-haired man. “Just for an hour?” Jumin teased.

“It turns out I might have overestimated myhealing ability. Best to stay the entire evening.” Zen looked at him in a waythat said you know I’m bullshitting butyou love me for it.

And as Jumin snuggled him while theywatched a reality show, he knew he did love him for this and more.

#juzen #zumin #juminzen #jumin x zen #mystic messenger #mysme #I took experience from my own flu lel #fanfic #fanfiction #drabble #sick fick

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scummy-writes · 6 years ago

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Con Adventures!

--- Day One ---

The first day of con was pretty neat, and the very first thing we did was make our way to the dealers room so we could get to Cheritz's merch booth asap! The line to the room was kind of crazy, and I had never really been made to wait in such a long line for the dealers room before, but it was worth it finally getting to the booth!

(One side of it, I never managed to get a picture of the other side ;×; )

Thankfully the line wasn't too big, and everyone was very kind! I ended up spending....a lot.... but a fun thing the booth did was give you these bags if you bought something! The front and back looked like this:

While in line, I got to meet Mantamints, Mod Zen from Doodlemessenger, and Saeranuu! They were all such sweethearts and so nice, and Saeranuu even gave me a postcard!

So cute!! I was with Crystalsoul16 and Byebi during the con, and so Byebi was where I got the adorable Seven sticker from!

Pretty soon after saying hi and so on, we wondered around the dealers room until it was about time for the autographs to start, and we sat in the pre-line for a while and messed around on our phones while fawning over our bags.

I ran into the V and Yoosung cosplayer then, and got a picture, but right before then the Yoosung had asked if we wanted them to punch V before the picture and I ended up going "nOOOOO!" while laughing a lot. They were funny and kind!

For the autographs line it was really nerve inducing! I've only managed autographs from bands I've enjoyed before, but this had me so nervous, aaa orz Everyone has fun stories, but all I ended up doing was saying "Thank you" 2937947 times like a broken record, because I was too scared to say much else and didn't want to bother them.

They weren't mean, of course, and were incredibly sweet, but....ya know....anxiety. I ended up wearing my RFA badge to get the paper, and I'm so happy I was able the paper! I didn't......really.....bring....anything to sign....outside of that KSHSKDK i was a dumbass.

V's voice actor ended up asking for clarification on how to say my name, but since it's a little difficult he ended up pronouncing it wrong, and....without thinking...i corrected him, and I really regret doing that because he apologized a bit and I had to sit there feeling like a jerk o|-< People get my name wrong all the time at work so I'm used to rolling with it, so I have no idea what possessed me to correct him.

The autograph paper was great because they ended up having the VAs that couldn't come presign it! I'm so happy to be able to get all of them, but I'm also incredibly happy Sujin Ri was able to sign it was well! She looked so happy being asked to sign it!

After that, it was more wandering around the con, and I managed to run into Crystalstellar!! She gave me skeleton washi tape rolls ;v; She remembered I love skellies....

I closed my first day with this beauty:

I know its not MM related, but a quick note- People who can play this machine on extreme and get over 90% completion are insane and terrifying, but amazing to watch! Me and another guy were in line for the machines watching two dudes absolutely ROCK and we ended up talking about how awesome they were at it!

--- Day Two ---

I know everyone wants me to get to the panel stuff asap, probably, but for a little while I didn't even think we were going to make it to the panel! Crystal, Bibi, and I left the hotel early enough to try and get a good spot in line for the panel, but ended up getting stuck in a line for bag checks that wrapped around to the back of the first building.

I'm very, very, very, v e r y, thankful they did bag checks- incredibly thankful, but we waited in line for a while in super hot weather, with folks in full body costumes and such around us, only for them to...barely even check my bag????? The first day I had a small purse, and the woman checked the pockets fast and efficiently, and sent me on my way, but the second day I had a backpack on and the dude completely ignored two pockets?

I even pointed it out to them because they were big enough to like, put dangerous shit in if someone wanted to, and he told me to go ahead anyway? Like....if you're going to have a bag check line so big and make a big deal out of it, why the fuck aren't you actually checking the bags???

Jesus christ. I'm thankful no one wanted to do anything dangerous at the con.

Anyway, we ended up making it to the panel line in good enough time to get good seats, and eventually got in!

Before talking about the panel, I do want to link This Post where Mod Zen from Doodlemessenger recorded the panel from their spot! As of right now the official panel video isn't out, so this is nice for those of you who couldn't come! (Be sure to thank Mod Zen!!)

I don’t know what all to say about the panel, to be honest, especially after linking a video about it, but the person who set up the sound/video and was introducing the game was so funny and sweet. He seemed very nervous, but I felt like he helped give a calm air to the room, you know? He wasn’t afraid to joke around a little and he explained how surprised they were that so many people showed up.

I wasn’t really expecting them to play the opening video, but hearing everyone sing along made me happy ahhh ;;;; I get stupidly emotional over stuff like that ;w; And people actually cheered for Jaehee and Yoosung!!! I was so happy at that too!! I hope Cheritz can see that lots of people love them as well aaaaaa

I did like how they had the VA’s come out to reinact a few key VNS, and I was pretty surprised they had Ray’s VA do That VN, but it was so nice seeing and hearing all of them live, aaa.....aaaaa

I think my favorite parts of the panels were Sujin Ri explaining her thought process with the characters, and then the Va’s talking about how they felt towards their character/others. It was interesting hearing it all, and honestly Sujin Ri talking about how Seven came to be killed me o|-< I just really wanted to give her a hug after that.

However, when she was talking about Jumin, and confirming he went through something traumatic with his mother, I felt aaah...sad and worried. Of course I’m not sure if she meant his birth mother, or a step mother, but I’m hoping that one theory I had isn’t actually true. It’s one thing to have it as a theory, but it possibly being true really....really....hurts. Not trying to say I hate that being written in, but I just don’t want these characters to have such hardships weeps

Hearing that Rika purposely made Yoosung weaker as well hurt. aaah o|-< I dont know why I had hoped otherwise, though, when its apparent that she hardly had any sincere relationships of any kind.

And speaking of, I was very thankful that Sujin Ri said that she had aimed for folks to see V and Rika's relationship as abusive- because it is. That's not me pointing to shippers and trying to mock them, I just mean I'm thankful that she was blunt about that, and that there's a good of how some relationships seem perfect at a glance, but once you pay more attention you can see how abusive some really are.

In my opinion, theres a lot of relationships portrayed as healthy or ideal in most medias, so I'm thankful when some abusive ones arent always shown as the same carbon-copy cutout tropes people often try and show them as- so that people can see abuse takes many shapes and aren't always covered in warning flags.

Ahh, serious topics aside, I also think V's va was....a huge highlight of the panel. He was hilarious, sweet, and, well...the Rika thing killed me akahjwhkwbqjshdkg

A lot of people are probably very upset the panel didn't get to Rika, and also didn't get to a Q&A session, but I hope you all realize that they were trying very hard to cover all the bases. Apparently, the con ended up cutting their time short, but I don't have any links to prove that, it was just what I've heard.

I'm assuming they're probably going to upload the video and maybe have an addition of Rika with talk of her VA (I hooope T_T) and try to answer the online Q&A's in some sort of format.

There's parts of the panel I didn't mention directly, and I want you guys to know that doesn't mean I hated those parts- I loved the whole panel. All of it. Every bit- I just don't see a reason to go over every little bit when I've linked a post with a recording of the panel, aaa... But if you guys wanna ask questions about my thoughts on things, please feel free! I love asks like that.

After the panel we ended up wandering around the artist alley a lot! I felt bad I couldn't snap some pics of another Rika cosplayer (and there was someone dressed as V's mom too!!!!!!!), but I had loads of fun! There were so many more MM cosplayers out on Sat, and it was so cool seeing all of them! I even ran into someone that looked so much like Saeran!! (But my friend took pictures of them, haha, I ended up getting too shy to ask if I could take one).

At the end of the night, I got to play Sushi Go with friends! I talked a little about that in a previous post, but it was so fun!

And...then I snuck to the Miku machines before the game room closed aaaaaaaaa

--- Day Three ---

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Went home.

Dhskjdkd I know some of you are probably like "Whaaaat!" Because there was another autograph signing, and as much as I love Cheritz and the Va's, there was an 8 hr drive ahead of me, and parking in Washington is fucking insane. Me and Crystal decided to head home as early as we could, and I'm glad for that because it was pretty late when we got back orz

I still have a lot to do, like find a proper pillow for my ray emoji case, and to hang up everything I bought, so I'm sorry for this post taking so long orz I'm still exhausted

Thank you for reading!!

#scum goes to The Con

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krys-does-otome · 7 years ago

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Otome Birthdays List

As promised, here’s the full list of birthday days. It’s not an exhaustive list as I plan on adding more as I play more otomes in the future and as more information comes out for various games.

Just as a reminder, I go by what Wikipedia, official websites (Idea Factory International, Otomate, Aksys, etc) and creator websites and pages (dicesuki, DateNighto, etc), tell me as their canon birthdays. If I’ve got the wrong information, then I’ll do my best to update the information for future reference.

I’ve also added in protagonists’ birthdays, if it’s known (like Lucette and Avery), along with some side characters if they have a known birthday (not all side characters, however, because, as of this writing and according to Code: Realize’s wiki, Saint Germain, Guinevere, and Leonhardt all have the same birthday, and I don’t think I’m prepared to handle that many at once).

**Hakuoki birthdays, the creators have stated, are based on the real life counterpart’s birth dates. Unfortunately, since keeping records of one’s birth in Japan didn’t really start happening until about 100 years after the time Hakuoki is supposed to take place, some birth dates are lost to time and no one knows the date, which is why you don’t see Okita, Heisuke, Harada, etc on here. Characters like Kazama and the demons who were created for the story do not have canonical birthday as they are fictional and have not been given a birth date either.

EDIT: I changed Sakamoto’s to reflect the correct date (it’s the lunisolar date (where the majority of the Hakuoki birthdays fall upon). If anyone wants me to make a separate post explaining about the lunisolar dates, I’d be more than happy to make one).

**August 17th is added as ‘Mod Day’ as that is my birthday. I’ll be spamming with my personal favorite baes, but you are more than welcome to leave things in my inbox!

**I’m considering making another dedicated day in July, however, since Waltz is looking a little lonely there by himself. No promises, but we’ll see what’s up when July rolls around.

And now, onto the list! Have fun, lovelies!

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January 1st- Hajime Saito [Hakuoki] 6th-Herlock Sholmes [Code: Realize] 7th-Kennyo [Ikemen Sengoku] 11th-Lancelot Kingsley [Ikemen Revolution] 20th-Mason [Hustle Cat] 23rd-Alyn and Leo Crawford [Midnight Cinderella] 26th-Klaus Goldstein [Wizardess Heart] 31st-Ieyasu Tokugawa [Ikemen Sengoku]

February 9th-Abraham Van Helsing [Code: Realize] 18th-Kenshin Uesugi [Ikemen Sengoku] 21st-Hayes [Hustle Cat] 22nd-Kei Okazaki [Collar x Malice] / Loki Genetta [Ikemen Revolution]

March 3rd-Ukyo [Amnesia: Memories] 8th-Vincent Knight [Wizardess Heart] 12th-Yoosung Kim [Mystic Messenger] 17th-Hideyoshi Toyotomi [Ikemen Sengoku] 19th Rayvis Harneit [Midnight Cinderella] / Elias Goldstein [Wizardess Heart] 23rd Ray Blackwell [Ikemen Revolution] 30th-Finley [Hustle Cat]

April 1st-Zen [Mystic Messenger] 5th-Oliver Knight [Ikemen Revolution] 10th-Sasuke Sarutobi [Ikemen Sengoku] / Yukiya Reizen [Wizardess Heart] 11th-Shinpachi Nagakura [Hakuoki] 12th-Toma [Amnesia: Memories] / Nico Meier [Midnight Cinderella] 15th-Fenrir Godspeed [Ikemen Revolution] 17th-Mineo Enomoto [Collar x Malice] 30th-Landry [Hustle Cat]

May 5th-Toshizo Hijikata [Hakuoki] 7th-Lucette [Cinderella Phenomenon] / Sirius Oswald [Ikemen Revolution] 12th-Nobunaga Oda [Ikemen Sengoku] 17th-Impey Barbicane [Code: Realize] / Albert Burckhardt [Midnight Cinderella] 31st-Reese [Hustle Cat]

June 1st-Ikki [Amnesia: Memories] / Cerim Leiado [Wizardess Heart] / Guy Brighton [Wizardess Heart] 6th- Randy March [Wizardess Heart] 8th-Takeru Sasazuka [Collar x Malice] 10th-Seth Hyde [Ikemen Revolution] 11th-707 and Saeran [Mystic Messenger] 18th-Rod [Cinderella Phenomenon] 20th-Avery Gray [Hustle Cat]

July 3rd-Waltz Criswell [Cinderella Phenomenon] 7th-Yukimura Sanada [Ikemen Sengoku] 17th-Kyle Ash [Ikemen Revolution]

August 2nd-Saint Germain [Code: Realize] 17th-Mod Day 22nd Sid Arnault/Lloyd Grandier [Midnight Cinderella] 23rd-Edgar Bright [Ikemen Revolution] 24th-Luka Clemence [Ikemen Revolution] 26th-Victor Frankenstein [Code: Realize]

September 5th-Aiji Yanagi [Collar x Malice] / Masamune Date [Ikemen Sengoku] 9th-V [Mystic Messenger] / Robert Branche [Midnight Cinderella] 10th-Fritz [Cinderella Phenomenon] / Blanc Lapin [Ikemen Revolution] 23rd-Kent [Amnesia: Memories]

October 4th-Mitsuhide Akechi [Ikemen Sengoku] 5th-Jumin Han [Mystic Messenger] 9th-Isami Kondou [Hakuoki] 10th-Zero [Ikemen Revolution] 11th-Delacroix II [Code: Realize] 12th-Joel Crawford [Wizardess Heart] 15th-Luca Orlem [Wizardess Heart] 16th-Louis Howard [Midnight Cinderella] 21st-Karma [Cinderella Phenomenon] 24th-Arsene Lupin [Code: Realize] 28th-Amelia Nile [Wizardess Heart]

November 1st-Graves [Hustle Cat] 3rd-Rika [Mystic Messenger] 6th-Mitsunari Ishida [Ikemen Sengoku] 11th-Giles Christophe [Midnight Cinderella] 15th-Ryouma Sakamoto [Hakuoki] 18th-Jonah Clemence [Ikemen Revolution] 30th-Shin [Amnesia: Memories]

December 1st-Shingen Takeda [Ikemen Sengoku] 7th-Byron Wagner [Midnight Cinderella] 12th-Rumpel [Cinderella Phenomenon] / Harr Silver [Ikemen Revolution] 24th-Kageyuki Shiraishi [Collar x Malice] 28th-Jaehee Kang [Mystic Messenger]

#otome birthdays #for future reference #hakuoki #code: realize #hustle cat #collar x malice #mystic messenger #amnesia: memories #cinderella phenomenon #ikemen sengoku #ikemen revolution #midnight cinderella #wizardess heart

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kplays · 1 month ago

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Mod Jumin: HAHAHA

HAHAHAHAH

I had to sacrifice my OC to them but I got theeeeem❤️❤️❤️❤️

SIR SIR WHY ARE YOU SO----🔥🔥🔥 he made roll thrice for him. He ate my tickets.

LEONA BABE

GREAT KING AND MERCIFUL WITH ONE ROLL AT THE COST OF ROOK'S BIRTHDAY AHAHAHAHA

I have a type.

I have no shame

Bonus: Got this cute pose too

BONUS BONUS:

Honorary mention for my bro:

Good rolls last night

#love and deepspace #love and Deepspace sylus #lads sylus #leona kingscholar #twisted wonderland #twst leona kingscholar #sunday honkai star rail

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mysticalmistake · 7 years ago

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spooky request!!~~ 🎃 rfa + minor trio seeing fem!MC in a sexy halloween costume ;) like MC dresses up as a kitty and or a maid, lmao!! could be fluffy or nsfw, ur choice!! 💗💗

This was asked so many times. So much pressure to make it good. Also, this is all semi-NSFW. There’s no fluff. Sorry? :D I haven’t done this in a while but just because this getting so long after Zen it’s going under a “Read More”. Sometimes that causes issues on mobile, if it is copy and paste the link and open it in a browser. That should fix it!

I’m gonna front with you guys. Vanderwood and Saeran aren’t in this because I had everyone but them done yesterday, and thought “Oh, I do them this [Halloween] morning and then post it]”. Then a lot of work and personal relationship drama happened, and I didn’t get home until 7 am this morning. I’m oversharing because I feel bad because I really wanted to use the morning to write more Halloween asks and I have to leave for work soon and it’s not gonna work out that way. And I’m sad it won’t. I’m sorry guys. I love you all~!

~Mod L

Yoosung You had found a costume that was based on the armor from LOLOL but decided it would be more fun to leave the base clothing off. Once you were dressed and saw yourself in the mirror, you almost blushed just seeing yourself but kept it together. “Oh, Yoosung~” “Yes?”“Do you wanna see my costume?”“I thought we agreed we were just staying in tonight?” You had to keep yourself from giggling at the confusion in his voice. “Just sit there and wait~” You heard the all too familiar creaking of him sitting down on the couch. “Okay….” You took a deep breath before opening the door, leaning against the doorway, again having to suppress a laugh as you saw his jaw drop and his face turn red. “What do you think?” As he tried to stutter out a response, you took some steps towards him, the heels you chose to wear adding to your stride. “Don’t you like it?” You asked in an innocent voice, sitting in his lap. “I- I think I more than like it,” he replied, trying to steady his voice. “I’m not sure how well it’s gonna protect you, but I can do that for you”.“How brave,” You smiled, leaning into his neck. “I like that,” You whispered against his skin kissing it, biting him softly.“A-Ah~” He gasped, his hands gripping your waist. You smirked, feeling the heat from his cheeks. You pulled away far enough to gently press your forehead against his, your lips inches apart. “Why don’t you show what those levels are good for, and just how manly you are~?”

Zen Of course, you got your inspiration from one of his characters [x]. You found an outfit similar enough, covering some of yourself but leaving most of your skin bare. You found some fake chains to chain yourself to your bed and waited until you knew Zen would be leaving practice and texted him.Zen! I can’t really explain, but I need you to hurry home. I’m in a bit of a… predicament. You waited patiently until you heard the ding of a response.Are you okay?? I’m almost home, just wait! You almost felt bad but knew he would forgive you. You turned your phone on silent and tossed it to the side, and put the chains on. You hadn’t been waiting for long when you heard the front door open. “Babe? Where are you?” “In here~” “Are you okay..?” You could hear the shift in Zen’s tone in reaction to yours, going from less worried to confused. You stretched out, laying on your back with your hands above your head in the chains. “I just need my knight in shining armor to come save me,” you called out.“You’re not really in trouble, are you?” You heard his footsteps approaching as he spoke. “You don’t sound like-” His sentence stopped as soon as his eyes fell on you. “I thought I’d surprise you and dress up like your character, but something went wrong and now I’m stuck here. Can’t my knight in shining armor save me~?” You tried to make your voice sound innocent and helpless, even if you anything but. Zen smirked as he took off his jacket, tossing it to the side. “I don’t know princess, I might not be the knight you want,” he said as he climbed on top of you. “You look awfully cute in these chains,” he whispered as he traced his fingertips up your thigh. “I might just have to keep you here all night”.

Jaehee You two had talked before about how silly some Halloween costumes were. It was strange how you could take anything and put “sexy” before it, and then it was a costume. Which gave you a rather silly idea. You took a spare apron from your cafe, wondering what Jaehee would think of you wearing it. Of course, you both knew what it looked like with your uniform, but what about with nothing else? It was a bit difficult turning an apron into a ‘sexy’ costume, but you found a cute matching pair of panties and you knew you were set. You had barely finished doing your hair when you heard Jaehee coming home. You stayed hidden in the bathroom until you were ready to come out. “Welcome home Jaehee~” You called out.“Hi honey!” you heard her reply over the sound of clanking. You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at how much coffee she drank. “Hey, I think I have the perfect Halloween costumes for us. Hear me out, okay? Sexy baristas~!” You heard her laugh as she moved from the kitchen to the living room. “That sounds terrible sweetie”.“Oh come on! You don’t think it would look great?”“I’m sure you’d look stunning,” she replied, taking a sip from her coffee. You decided to pop out then, and it took her a moment to look up from her drink to see you. “It’s just not-… very…” her voice trailed off as she saw you. “Not very what?” You asked innocently as you bit your lip, looking at Jaehee. “I know we said we weren’t going to do much for Halloween, but I thought I should give you at least one treat,” you winked. She cleared her throat before standing up to go over and take your hand. “It was a bit of trick,” she laughed as she lead you to the bedroom. Her eyes drank in all of you as she spoke. “But, you certainly will be one sweet treat”.

Jumin You knew what you had to be for Halloween. It was obvious, and you did it the first Halloween you spent with Jumin. Thankfully, sexy cat costume was relatively popular and easy to find. You just had to be careful about paying with cash and hiding it from him until the day came. And you knew Jumin, so you bought a fuzzy pair of handcuffs to top it off. You quickly threw them on, keeping your hands in front of you as you heard Jumin come in. “Oh, Juminnn~ All done with work?” “Yes, sweetheart. Where are you?” “Ah, I’ll be out in a moment. Just sit in your seat and wait for me, won’t you dear?” “Of course,” he called back before you heard him sit. You carefully peeked out the doorway, making sure he was facing the other way before stepping out. “If you stay facing that way I can give you a surprise~” You saw him tense up a bit, but didn’t face away. “What is it?” “I know we’re not doing much for Halloween, but I thought it would be fun to dress up anyways,” you explained as you walked up right behind him. “I see. And what did you dress up as?”“I’m something very, very bad,” You put your arms around his shoulders from behind him, so you could gently run your nails across his chest and he could see the handcuffs on your wrists. You couldn’t see it, but he couldn’t stop his jaw from dropping for a moment before quickly shutting it. You kept your arms around him as you walked around him so he could see your full costume, and you could sit in his lap. “I think your kitten has been naughty”. Jumin paused for a moment, admiring your costume while his hands found their place on your hips. Then, without hesitation he stood up keeping your legs wrapped around him, taking you by surprise. He turned to push you against the wall. “Well, if that’s the case,” he said in a low voice, and you could feel his hot breath against your skin as he continued. “then kitten’s going to get punished”.

Seven It was almost embarrassing how well his maid costume fit you. You weren’t sure what was going to happen when you put in on, but you looked good in it. While you waited for him to come home, you made a few adjustments to it so it showed off more of your body’s curves. When you thought it was perfect you heard Saeyoung come through the front door. You ran over so you could hear him, but just out of view.“Hey, Saeyoung!” You shouted. “I wanna ask you something!” “What is it?” “Maybe we should dress up for Halloween?” “Yeah? What should we be?” He asked. You tried to not laugh before asking your next question. “Maybe I can take your maid costume?” You heard his laugh and the plop of him sitting down on the couch in your guys’ living room. He was facing your direction now, but you were still hidden behind a doorway. “That’s mine! Besides, if you did I don’t think we could go out. If I see you in that I would have to keep you to myself all night”.You popped out from behind the doorway, putting your hands on your hips. “Does that mean we’re still going to have a night in tonight?” The remote in Saeyoung’s hand fell to the ground, along with his jaw. “O-Oh”.“I thought this costume works since you’ve been such a dirty boy. I should really clean you up,” you winked as you walked towards him. “I- I-” Saeyoung stuttered as face turned as bright as his hair. You can tell you really caught him off guard, and secretly felt a bit proud of yourself for it. “Can’t find the words?” You laughed softly as you straddled his lap. “Don’t worry, I’ll find something for your lips to do instead”.

Jihyun When you thought about surprising Jihyun with a costume, and about how he told you he wanted to an artist, you thought of just the perfect costume for him. It was rather inexpensive too, as you only had to buy a necklace. You were so excited when he got home. He knew you had a surprise, he just had no idea what. When he got home you messaged him to come in with his eyes closed, and he played along. You lead him to sit in a chair in front of your guys’ bed and then dropped your robe to reveal your costume to his closed eyes. You laid across the bed, trying to be quiet.“Can I open my eyes now?”“Not until you guess what I am~” “I finally get talked into that surgery just for this,” he chuckled. “Do I get any hints?”“Yup~! You get these four hints. First is there’s a drawing pad and pencil next to you”. You paused while he felt around for it, then took it in his hands. “Next is that I’m a character from an American movie. It’s based off a true story, and we’ve both seen it”.Jihyun thought for a second, tapping the pencil against the pad. After a moment he slouched in his chair, shaking his head. “Sweetie, I have no idea. Please tell me?”“You’re no good at this,” you giggled. “I’ll give you one last hint. The most iconic line in the entire movie”.“Okay…”You bit your lip before saying “I want you to draw me like one of your French girls,” you paused as you saw one of his eyebrows raise. “Wearing this,” you gently shook your necklace so he could hear it. “Only this”. Jihyun opened his eyes to see you laying on the bed, only wearing the necklace Rose was in the Titanic. You were laying in the same pose she was, biting your lip while looking at Jihyun. A blush formed on his cheeks. “I suppose that makes me Jack then? I think I’d make an awful Jack,” he said as he said the pad and pencil back down.“Hm? And why’s that?” You asked as you watched him stand up and walk towards you.“Well,” he replied, climbing into bed over you. “I don’t think I’m going to be drawing you. I think there’s something else I’d much rather do with you”.

#Mystic messenger #myseme #mystic messenger imagine #mystic messenger headcanon #Halloween #Yoosung Kim #Jaehee Kang #Zen #Hyun Ryu #Jumin Han #Seven Zero Seven #Saeyoung Choi #V #Jihyun Kim

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fromthedeskofelizabeththird · 8 years ago

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So this is the Bullshit

I don’t believe in call out posts. I think they’re unnecessary and usually create a tidal wave of drama over a misunderstanding or an issue that might have been resolved with a simple click of ‘unfollow’ or block’.

This is one of those instances where it is necessary. Where the actions of one person are genuinely harmful and quite likely malicious and it’s actually impossible to know the extent of everything they have done.

Before I proceed, I want to make it clear that I do not condone sending this person hateful asks-or, indeed, any- asks about their behaviour. If you wish to unfollow or block them-or not- then that is your business. But I did not make this post to encourage spiteful behaviour.

I want to thank everyone who contributed to this post, whether it was sending me data, good vibes, proofing or just cheering up my cranky butt at varying points between now and April. Without further ado:-

This is a callout post for user Vallanoble, for actions spanning back to February of this year.

Before I start, I need to point out a couple of things, this is a long ass story. It might take at least one session to get through all of the receipts, of which there are many.

Also: tumblr took a shit on the formatting and none of the links work now. Everything is ugly but I have a back up I’ll post when whatever weird glitch this is fixes itself.

SEVERE TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THIS POST

Secondly, for much of April, before this story crossed over to tumblr, Vallan went by a nickname that was an amalgamation their general location on my statcounter and the fact they had sent weird anons as opposed to their actual name. Now that the story is being publicly connected to a singular individual, I’ve edited out all references to physical locations from my data and switched out the actual place in the document with the word ‘dipshit’. Yes, this took hours. Yes. I had a LOT of help. This is in the interest of protecting user privacy, however and not dishonesty.

First things first, Dipshit anon is an overly passionate Zen fan. They don’t interact much, so tbh I never really noticed them ?? But for sure they were following me around the time of this post

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/155205738770/1-am-i-the-only-person-who-feels-like-zen-is

(which seems to be the first they reblogged from me) and I recall they had been for quite some time at the time of this one

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156327734615/i-love-how-you-always-take-survivors-opinions-into

which they later alluded to in a post of their own.

It’s important to actually note several things happening at this point:-

Random overly enthusiastic Zen anon exhibit A // http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156228295970/you-know-theres-something-that-annoys-me-like

Not so rando enthusiastic Zen anon // http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156308585305/i-have-a-question-how-did-you-interpret-zens-bad

Zen anon the third // http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156206700610/what-are-your-thoughts-on-the-conflict-between-zen

Zen’s creepy childhood brought up with the beginnings of resentment towards a Jumin post made only shortly before

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156210280495/honestly-im-so-glad-youre-talking-about-how

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/155500851985/what-do-you-think-to-the-thoery-that-jumin-is-a

Tbh I’m a bit annoyed that tumblr removed their historical notes from posts so I can’t actually reference stuff properly >:[, but January was a very busy month in terms of Zen anons (a pretty recent thing, so I don’t think Dipshit had been following me for THAT long??) asking me about stuff while I posted Jumin fics and other Jumin meta, all while Dipshit anon liked the posts all of thirty seconds after I answered them, which basically led me to the conclusion they’d probably been the one asking in the first place.

In January, they talked to me about fanfiction

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156305150630/vallanoble-replied-to-your-post-wait-why-dont

This is important. At the very least please take note of the tone

In January, they were also posting this, complaining about Jumin blogs shitting on their favourite character.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/156356257463/something-ive-noticed-is-that-almost-all-the

(I took screens in case of deletion)

This post is fine on its own, but crucial context for what came later.

By this point, I had them tagged on Statcounter, though I didn’t know about these posts until February, when this debacle happened

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157102446080/i-looked-everywhere-my-desk-my-files-the

Tl;dr, in a conversation about how Jumin fans felt uncomfortable about a particular phone call, an anon came out of the blue to change the thread of conversation to Zen. Why is that familiar?!?

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157093746030/just-read-through-all-the-debating-about-jumin-and

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157097601850/the-breadcrumbs-call-is-outgoing-not-incoming

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157098711835/im-honestly-not-trying-to-be-so-salty-but-im

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157097035190/seven-does-make-passing-guilt-trippy-comments-in

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157112807900/to-clarify-it-was-annoying-that-the-discussion

Take note of this post and this one

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157112807900/to-clarify-it-was-annoying-that-the-discussion

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/157097417010/i-just-meant-during-the-conversation-about-sevens

Same day, take note of this

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/157117392193/lj-writes-shippers-my-ship-is-totally-not

(screenshot),

plus this post from a short while earlier

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/155827891443/what-really-irked-me-more-so-than-just-the-fact

(screenshot 1)

(screenshot 2)

Same behaviours as before. Both resenting discussion of Jumin where relevant and blaming me personally for gross fandom behaviours I was not guilty of. I had statcounter data too (no longer unfortunately, as I have the free version), but anyway, I blocked the user and went on my merry way.

Note:- In case it is not clear, I was able to work out the identity of Dipshit and block them based on their historical activity, previous asks they had passed onto me (which in turn led to their tag on stats), stat counter data at the time of the debacle (data I don’t have anymore, but they remained tagged in April) and a cross reference of posts on their own blog.

Side note:- Here is Dipshit admitting to sending the anons (paragraph 4)

And again, (paragraph 2)

And again (paragraph 2)

And again

A n d a g a i n

In any case. Check out these posts from March

http://themystic-messenger.tumblr.com/post/158096675544/vallanoble-replied-to-your-post-me-i-dont

(screenshot)

, [x]

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/158933352583/the-amount-of-hate-and-aggression-towards-people

(screenshot)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/158973582463/yall-rant-and-rave-about-how-rika-abused-v-and

[x]

(screenshot)

and this one from April

http://themystic-messenger.tumblr.com/post/159234167469/i-rly-love-all-ur-posts-bc-i-agree-with-your

(screenshot here)

Once again, crucial context for what comes later.

Prior to JuminV week, I received this ask

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/159180924940/zenxv-and-zenxjumin

This question came off the back of this ask to Jun, which was liked by Dipshit anon.

https://xeraeus.tumblr.com/post/159177453126/what-i-was-asking-a-question

There is currently no evidence to tie the ask itself to Dipshit however, in light of what happened later, I am including that detail nonetheless.

On the first day of JuminV, this was posted

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159427686298/sees-zen-x-jumin-content-stop-that

(screenshot here)

followed succinctly by this ask

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/159426686395/am-i-the-only-one-annoyed-about-the-popularity-of

I made the connection to Dipshit Anon after replying. Juminzen week, as far as we know, was not in the works until after JuminV week had already started. Therefore, it’s unlikely that first message is connected to it and it was sent for a different reason.

Note:- Here is Dipshit directly admitting to sending the JuminV ask Part one, part two

In any case, since I didn’t want to start ship drama, I dismissed them?? I blocked them by IP around this point.

After I responded two more responses came, citing a disability when reading and claiming to ship JuminV over Juminzen tl;dr because it was not fetishisation. I deleted both of these messages and blocked by ip. I would not have deleted them if I had already made the later connection.

I posted to twitter at this point, joking that it was the first day of JuminV and already I’d blocked the entirety of the University of Dipshit by IP.

I posted again a short while later after checking statcounter and making the connection.

Dipshit anon’s name or URL was not mentioned. The fact that they actually studied at the university was assumed, though not confirmed nor referenced by myself the tweets were later deleted and this is to the best of my recollection

Things went quiet, but then the mod of JuminZen week started liking my tweets about Dipshit anon (which in turn made me suspicious, as we did not know one another and did not talk until May). Strange asks started arriving to other bloggers in regards to JuminZen. My statcounter traffic started to spike with visits from the university of Dipshit.

In this period I made jokes about “Dipshit anon”, based on the fact that I had blocked them by ip more than once and they persisted in viewing my blog, leaving me to redirect their individual ip addresses to rick rolls, crash safari and more. In private I also complained about them, because their actions were making me uncomfortable.

They posted this on the 14th, which later made me suspicious

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159572324383/if-someone-makes-a-jumin-x-zen-week-i-will-boycott

(screenshot here)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159700504123/wow-im-feeling-like-shit-i-want-to-die

This is what they posted on the 17th

(screenshot here)

This is definitely about me, considering everything I’ve covered so far and this paragraph

were the same person who talked about listening to survivors expressing discomfort yet you shut me down just for not liking your fave. even when i phrased things nicely and came just to discuss things you immediately responded aggressively and accused me of trying to start drama. well im sorry that i saw you discussing similar topics and thought i could come and express my feelings to you but obviously you only care about specific instances of homophobia or problematic things that occur in the fandom if they have to do with bashing ur gross fave, jumin the ultimate misogynist han

The thing I didn’t understand was why it was framed as if friends were laughing, but

#dragzenweek

#dragzenweek was established as a joke (and regardless of opinions on the matter, it was not actually tagged with Zen’s name), but Alyx reported receiving genuinely hateful comments from fans of Zen and people who hated Jumin over it. One of them was Dipshit anon, which I pointed out at the time on twitter. Alyx posted a screenshot of a post from their notifs with Dipshit Anon’s URL blanked out and I was able to identify it. I personally feel from the manner the screenshot was edited, it would not be possible to identify the user without prior knowledge. (Please don’t take my word for this, however. Here is a screenshot)

I was in contact with other friends about Dipshit anon’s behaviour and the possibility they were connected to other current dramas (at that point, I was the only person to receive an anon in regards to JuminZen who knew where it came from) both in private and otherwise. I was concerned, but did not want to spread malicious, unwarranted gossip.

It’s important to reiterate that in any given public conversation about Dipshit Anon, they were only ever referenced as such and not as any individual tumblr user. Dipshit-originally- referred to the general location of their Ip and Anon referred to the fact they had sent an anonymous message.

I spoke to Alyx about this at the time expressing concerns that Dipshit anon thought I was perhaps connected, or at the very least somehow involved with dragzen week.

On the 19th/20th April, I made a private document, detailing everything I currently knew, with links, screenshots etc (the first draft of this document). I did not want to keep repeating the story and if I was actually going to suspect this person of behaving badly, I needed proof. This document could not be liked, reblogged etc and and was only circulated privately among friends who had been in conversation about Dipshit thus far. It was a presentation of the facts as I knew them and intended to inform, leaving everyone to come to their own judgement on the matter.

Remember that at this point, beyond sending asks to Alyx and their priors with me, we did not know for sure Dipshit was connected to other dramas and without statcounter data, there was no way to actually prove it.

On the 19th of April, Alyx posted this screenshot to twitter.

At the time we joked about how this remark was actually unfair of both characters, as while it’s certainly true that Jumin can be quite mean to Zen, Zen is hardly kind to Jumin either. Neither the screenshot nor the subsequent thread were tagged JuminZen or Juzen. You would have had to have gone directly onto Alyx’s page to find it.

This coincides with the following twitter based traffic to my tumblr page.

Worth noting is that Alyx’s twitter is listed on their tumblr page, where they also received hateful messages about the week on the 20th of April,

which once again coincides with twitter based traffic from Dipshit Anon.

Considering Dipshit Anon complained on the 17th about me and my friends and then Alyx received a complaint about their hateful friends, I do not think it’s too much of a stretch to suggest a connection.

Also around the same point, off the back of sentiments from other people that someone was trying to perhaps stir bad feeling betweeen Juminzen and JuminV shippers, I commented that I knew of two potential problems in this regard, one of which was Dipshit anon who I knew for certain had sent me an ask that would have caused drama. I mentioned victim complex, by the way, as a comparison to the Juzen shippers sending asks badgering artists. I was rather suspicious that no matter how shady their behaviour, ultimately Dipshit anon would convince themselves they were doing the right thing and anyone who told them otherwise was being a bully or a homophobe, having seen such behaviour before- both from them and other fandom dramas.

Also worth noting is that my tweet was on my own personal twitter page, which is not listed anywhere and was written J*zen. It was not retweeted and no one commented on it. It would have been impossible to find without either going directly onto my page or searching Dipshit Anon.

Around the 20th, Vess confirms traffic from Dipshit anon coming through from Val’s blog. Vess continues to receive traffic from them over the next few days. This comes after a tweet expressing the belief that Dipshit anon is, in fact, more than one person. In response, I note that the messages I received (of which there were three) came from Dipshit anon, which I know for certain. I do not confirm or deny anyone else’s, however.

That same day, Gillian also questions if Dipshit Anon is making the rounds. However, I personally do not comment on that thread.

On the 21st of April, Dipshit anon posted hate directly to the Jumin Han tag because “they wanted Jumin stans to see it”

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159807410203/i-just-wanted-to-let-you-know-that-im-in-the-same

Screenshot is here

Note:- this gained a negative reaction on twitter as it broke established etiquette.

They later received an anon asking to stop sending messages.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159834049063/look-im-not-here-to-convince-you-that-jumin-has

Screenshot is here

Note: I don’t know who sent this message. Up until this point, I had complained about them for stalking my blog, sending an ask that would have created a shit ton of drama and expressed my own concerns that they might have been doing the same to other people. None of us had mentioned sending asks about Jumin outside of that one post on the 19th, which related to askZen. This was not officially connected to Dipshit Anon at the time.

They later express righteous anger at the idea of “popular” Jumin and V stans blaming them for drama

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159834850458/apparently-someone-is-going-around-sending-angry

Screenshot is here

Note:- a quick search made it quite apparent that no ‘popular’ Jumin or V stans had referenced this blogger recently. However, this post comes shortly after dipshit anon was referenced as victim complex 101 on twitter (as dipshit anon). The connection was not made until later.

Dipshit anon claims to have been harassed, without mentioning names.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159836552898/leave-me-alone-i-honestly-dont-know-what-the

Could be true, considering the Jumin post, though is not tied to that and no asks are published. Feels victimized for content they post on their own blog. Also claims not to have sent anons and only have lurked in the Zen tag, which is, frankly, untrue.

Note the phrasing: honestly how narcissistic do u have to be to think that one person who you had a disagreement with once is going around over 2 months later harassing every person who like jumin??? like??? <- this is about me

Link to Post - https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159836552898/leave-me-alone-i-honestly-dont-know-what-the

Screenshot

Note:- This message also comes off the back of me saying on twitter (not 100% seriously) ��that I’m almost tempted to do a call out. Also note that this mostly came from the fact that they accused us of stalking and bullying on tumblr based on out of context comments from twitter.

Dipshit anon claims that people are spreading misinformation.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159838725443/honestly-i-dont-like-people-who-blame-things-on

At this point the only information being passed around is a private document containing links to legit sources that cannot be reblogged to avoid this exact thing. References being mocked, which … this blogger has not been referenced on tumblr. Has only been mocked for their efforts as Dipshit anon. Based on things they have actually done.

Screenshot is here

Dipshit anon refuses to give receipts on behaviour and references not wanting to start drama even though they spoke about boycotting an event only recently and tagged their hate that same day.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159839414888/im-reading-ur-posts-abt-these-blogs-accusing-u-of

Screenshot is here

Dipshit anon tells another person that they have only made posts on their own blog irt Jumin, which is not true. They also say that their behaviour comes as a result of wanting their experiences as an abuse survivor to be considered. (Deleted! Screenshot available) Remember, they are not the only survivor here and they know this enough to try and use it in a vaguepost

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/156210280495/honestly-im-so-glad-youre-talking-about-how

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159700504123/wow-im-feeling-like-shit-i-want-to-die

Screenshot is here

this private post was only referenced on twitter. In replies to conversations, not all of which mentioned Dipshit anon. Usernames were not mentioned. It was not posted on tumblr. Enough said. It was at this point that everyone started to suspect they were actually watching people’s twitters.

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159839641293/whos-saying-its-you-whos-sending-the

Screenshot here

Demands information from the people supposedly sending them hate Deleted, I took a Screenshot

Posts this by way of a receipt (does not link actual users) Deleted, but I took a Screenshot

Note: You cannot just stumble across tweets !!! Also, the topic of conversation WAS Jumin. Dipshit got defensive after I refused to change the topic.

I would also speculate that this ask Alyx received on the 21st came from Dipshit anon, given these factors:

The timeline - having asked Alyx and knowing that ask arrived somewhere between 5am and 3pm cst on the 21st of April, which places it on the busiest period of Dipshit anon’s posts that day. Between the Jumin hate and many other of their corresponding posts

the knowledge that Dipshit anon was watching our twitters

the data that proves they were watching both Vess’ blog and mine for certain

They arrived at Vess’ blog via referral from Val’s. With this in mind and the facts above, it’s not unlikely that during this period they actually lurked everyone’s blogs.

This ask arrived during a very difficult climate when Dipshit felt particularly angry and in their own words, was stressed and emotional.

Not only that, but they themselves were on the receipt of criticism for posting hate in tags on the 21st.

I did a search of their blog for mentions of Yoosung and Unknown and they have explicitly stated a dislike for the Yooran ship (screenshot)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159453918143/mysticmessengerspambot-gah-im-tired-of

This is speculation, but considering the evidence, I believe it is fair.

On the 22nd April, Dipshit Anon sends a message to Alyx (part2)(part 3)

They send a message to Serena shortly afterwards

Here is how the conversation goes:

S: “I’m a bit confused about what it is you want me to tell you, honestly. I never thought that we were engaged in drama nor were we fighting, considering I’ve never spoken to you before.”

DA: “No, I didn’t think so either. But apparently you and some others had a post listing things I’ve done and I was really confused?? There was accusations of me sending people who liked Jumin mean asks which I didn’t do? I just wanted to clear everything up and figure out where that was coming from.”

S: “I don’t recall anyone saying that people were sending Jumin fans mean asks. Can you be more specific?”

DA: “Um, wasn’t that the entire point of what was going on though? There were tweets saying that I was sending harassment to people who like Jumin?Someone sent me a message telling me to stop sending asks to people who like Jumin which I didn’t do? And it seemed like it was from one of you guys. I could be wrong, though.”

S: “Well, I didn’t send that message, and to my knowledge none of my friends have sent you anything.”

DA: “That was the bulk of my frustration. I saw some tweets assuming that I was sending anon asks to random people about Jumin which I didn’t do, and I was overwhelmed and upset at being told I was doing something that I didn’t.”

DA: “Okay. Then what was all the hype about saying that I was harassing Jumin fans? And that there was a private post that apparently had a bunch of evidence that I did a bunch of things? I honestly was super confused on what everyone thought I did and that’s why I was upset.”

S: “Do you want to link me to a specific tweet claiming that you’re harassing Jumin fans, because I still do not recall anyone saying that.”

S: Honestly, it’s really not my responsibility to entertain you, but I’m a bit tired of this and I have exams to study for so I’m going to anyway. First of all, my friends and I aren’t a hive mind. I don’t know what it is they’re saying about you at all times, and just because they say something it doesn’t mean that I personally agree with it.

Second of all, I was referencing this ask that you sent to Louise when I referred to sending asks trying to start shit:http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/159426686395/ … I’m not interested in debating whether or not that was actually your intention; it doesn’t really matter to me because that’s the effect it would’ve had when it landed in Louise’s inbox had she chosen to reply to you seriously. And I know that you were the one who sent that ask, because of this post that you made subsequently, so don’t bother:https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/159700504123/wow-im-feeling-like-shit-i-want-to-die … For some reason, you chose to pretend that her response was some sort of personal vendetta against you for disliking Jumin, even though her response has nothing to do with Jumin’s character at all and simply stated that she doesn’t want to partake in an argument that’ll cause friction with JuminZen fans. And then you did a whole lot of misconstruing by saying that she’s belittling you for your justified anger or not taking your experience as a survivor seriously, which is a very serious and untrue accusation to be making of a person who is also a survivor. Hence, my annoyance with you.

Thirdly, I posted my incredulity at the fact we’re the same age, because of your assertion that adults in the fandom are bullying you despite being an adult yourself, and despite the fact you aren’t being bullied. Getting blocked isn’t being bullied, it’s being ignored by someone who has no requirement to engage with you anyway. Fourth, it annoys me that you said you haven’t sent any asks about Jumin since months ago, when you just sent that JuminZen ask like two weeks ago, because that’s lying. This entire time you’ve remained anonymous in our discussions. We’ve literally been calling you “Dipshit anon”, and your url hasn’t been publicly revealed anywhere. None of this information is available to anyone except in our group of friends, since the post containing these and other links is private, and we’ve only been sending it through private messages to people we are friends with. The fact you decided to listen in on a conversation about things you really did and claim that having that conversation is bullying is your problem, not ours. Have a good night.

Screenshot of Dipshit Anon loading my blog one hour before I am referenced in this conversation

Before Dipshit Anon’s response, I learn that Vergil received a strange JuminZen ask and receive clarification that, while he did receive traffic from Dipshit (the location), the one in his askbox was Italian. Around this point we discuss potentially eliminating Dipshit from this particular inquiry, but also to keep an eye on them in case of future problems. I too received traffic from Italy recently.

Dipshit begins deleting posts off their blog around this point. (The final two on the list)

Vess confirms traffic from Dipshit anon

Dipshit Anon’s response 1,

, 3

, 4

, 5

, 6

, 7

, 8

, 9

, 10

, 11

, 12

, 13

, 14

, 15

, 16

Some notes:-

In regards to point 8, this person is blocked from my blog for reasons I have already explored and it is manipulative, to say the least, to complain about my reaction to them when they had no business being in my inbox in the first place.

The phrasing of point 8 actually is very manipulative in general “oh well, she doesn’t care”. My emotional labor is not for their profit, nor consumption.

Speaking of manipulative, consider the point about age. Dipshit anon repeatedly refers to themselves as a child when they are nineteen, repeatedly complains about adult bloggers and grownups being condescending and in points 8 and 9 complains about an inherently present power dynamic that I should be aware of when speaking to younger bloggers, all while sending asks on anon. I cannot feasibly guess the age of anonymous asks.

I don’t actually remember saying anything about Zen and Seven fans on my twitter or tumblr. I also cannot find anything on my twitter about this. So. Um. Receipt?

I believe that point 11 is true to an extent. I believe they probably found DragZen on the 17th and, from there, found Alyx’s tumblr. I also believe that from there they found Alyx’s twitter, which would give us something of a timeline so far. It certainly brings us to their angry post on the 17th, in any case.

It’s true that I identified them as Dipshit anon, but only after concluding that their URL was blanked out satisfactorily and only because Dipshit anon was the name I had been using from the beginning to identify the person that sent me a questionable ask and continue to load my blog afterwards.

The next part in 15 is just. Where do I begin? Even Dipshit is not sure whose anons I identified as theirs. As a matter of fact, I only identified Alyx’s. When Vess got statcounter, we compared data in the interest of accuracy (as I later did with Vergil), but none of this happened on my public twitter.

When Dipshit refers to Gillian receiving asks, I believe they are talking about this, which I did not confirm

Point 15/16 makes me really uncomfortable, for reasons I will come to at the end.

Here is them viewing my blog around about this time

S: Okay, re: everything else now.

1. All right, if you didn’t consider that ask as being about Jumin then I’m fine with setting aside the idea that you lied about it. It was personally frustrating to me because I really don’t care what asks you sent about Jumin months ago, I was annoyed by the response to Louise’s way of handling the JuminZen asks from a couple of weeks ago. It’s pretty clear by now that you probably didn’t even have that JuminZen ask in mind the entire time all of this was happening, but that’s what I was thinking of in terms of everything else I posted. I have my thoughts on how the situation could’ve been handled differently by both you and me, but at this point I don’t think it matters anymore and in the interest of resolving things let’s call it a misunderstanding and move on. I already said I don’t really want to debate whether or not that ask would actually have started drama so I’m not going to.

2. I wasn’t aware of the timing of your post was after the DragZenWeek incident and not after the ask you sent Louise, but upon re-reading it makes a lot more sense in that context and I’m sorry for making assumptions. To ease your worries, Louise wasn’t stalking your blog. She has an app called StatCounter that allows her to see where people are accessing her blog from—that’s how she put together who it was that had sent her other messages prior to the JuminZen ask, and that’s how she was able to block your IP address. By the way, she also knows you’ve been bypassing her IP block to visit her blog these last few days.

I can understand why you were stressed, honestly. I disagree with the way you do a lot of things, but I’ll readily admit that I personally made a lot of assumptions that I didn’t have a real basis for making, and I’m sorry. I stand by my statement that no one claimed you were going around and harassing Jumin fans with asks, though.

To explain my own point of view, most of what was annoying *me* was that you were conflating responses to you with disliking you for liking Jumin. I can’t speak for anyone else, obviously, but I personally could not care less if you hate Jumin. Speaking for myself here, I’ve said multiple times that although Jumin is my favourite character, I’m completely sympathetic with the reasons people would have for hating him, and I’ve also said that I would never engage in a debate over him with someone who says Jumin reminds them of past abuse because that isn’t my place to speak. Most if not all of my friends have said the same or similar, and honestly, I don’t want friends that don’t have that attitude and when I dislike someone I make it pretty damn easy to tell. But you were accusing Louise of that, which I think is especially insensitive because Louise is also a survivor, and now you’re saying that you meant for all of that to apply to Alyx too—not that you need to know this, but Alyx heavily criticizes Jumin’s route for the exact reasons that you probably would. Again, it’s a very serious thing to accuse people of being abuse apologists, especially when you don’t know the situation.

I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’m sincerely sorry that you were hurt by my words yesterday, especially because some of the claims I was making were unfounded. Gossip is something I generally try to avoid, and I think this entire situation was a good reminder as to why I do that. I still don’t think this falls under the definition of bullying, but I do empathize with your perspective and I’m sorry for my involvement.

I’ll go back and delete any posts about this that were made by me. Here are my recommendations for you:

1. I don’t know if you have the extension XKit, but it allows you to blacklist certain words so that posts containing them don’t show up when you’re browsing tumblr, and it allows you to block posts that you dislike/don’t want to see. It’s a good tool to help you stay safe while navigating the site, and I think you should probably put Jumin’s name into it since you’ve mentioned that you find him severely upsetting.

2. Use the “anti” tags when you want to discuss character hate/critique, or don’t tag at all. It’s totally within your rights to critique a character, and using the anti tag means that anyone who chooses to interact with your post is consenting to do so knowing what they’ll be getting into. When you tag a post, you’re basically giving people permission to engage if they want to, so if you want to have a critical discussion about a character with like-minded people or people who disagree but are interested in having a discussion, that’s your way to do it. If you only want to discuss with like-minded individuals, you can throw on an “#I’m not interested in debating this” tag so people who disagree know to stay away. There’s a reason none of the DragZenWeek posts were tagged with Zen’s name and this is that reason.

3. This goes for both of us, but if you’re seeing something happening out of context, don’t assume that you know what the context is. You didn’t know what it was I was talking about when I discussed asks you sent, I didn’t know what you were talking about when you made that post (and I also assumed it was you sending the other asks, double bad on me). I don’t think I’ve anything more to say on this subject. If you do, feel free. Thank you for taking the time to contact me in spite of your social anxiety—I understand that that was hard to do and I appreciate it.

Dipshit Anon:

Thank you for your reply. I appreciate you clearing things up. I usually tag my posts with anti-Jumin, but at that time I was still emotional and defensive about things I previously mentioned, so I thought that tagging it would send a one time message to people that like Jumin to not harass survivors that feel uncomfortable with him about it. That’s all I wanted. It was a bad move on my part and I’ve gone and fixed it and I’m sorry.

I forgot to clarify these things - I didn’t think Alyx was being insensitive towards me being an abuse survivor - I made an error when constructing that sentence and it made it seem like I was including them in that statement. I just was upset because I was under the impression that they thought I was pathetic and attention seeking for my deleted post on DragZenWeek.

I can’t remember what exactly happened that made me say that thing about Louise being insensitive to abuse survivors and not liking me because I didn’t like Jumin, but that wasn’t about the JuminZen ask I sent or the previous one for February. It was something to do with her statement about me being attention seeking and seeing some responses to other people’s asks who criticized Jumin or something. I honestly can’t remember, and looking back at the post I don’t know why I said that, and I’m sorry.

I feel like a lot of this was due to misunderstandings by me and a little on the others sides and I reacted defensively and angrily to situations when I didn’t know the entire story. That just led to more statements and miscommunication on both sides and it spiraled out of control. Nevertheless, I apologize wholeheartedly and I appreciate you giving me a polite and courteous reply. I’ve been dealing with some tough stuff in real life for the past few months, including a traumatic brain injury, that’s clouded my judgement and made me more volatile and sensitive to criticism or what I misunderstand as negativity directed at me. I know that doesn’t excuse anything, but I just wanted to clarify that I’m not usually like this, and I usually keep to myself. I’m digressing, but I sincerely do apologize. I appreciate your clarification and will definitely do the the things you recommended. If you could, it would be very much appreciated if you could pass along my apology sentiments to everyone else that was involved. You don’t have to, and I’m not expecting them to forgive or unblock me or anything, I just want them to know that I am sorry and I’m usually a reasonable and nice person when not under extenuating circumstances.

Thank you again and I wish you the best.

Also - clarification about why I didn’t have Jumin’s name blacklisted - I’m on mobile Tumblr a lot, because it’s just easier for me to use because of a lot of convoluted reasons related to my learning disabilities and mental illnesses. But I do have them blacklisted on my computer, and when I’m on mobile if I see a particularly terrible hate post about Zen or a post that is praising Jumin but uses examples of Zen and why he comes up short in comparison, I’ll block that person. I usually don’t really care and avoid that stuff, but I have encountered several blogs in particular (none of which belong to you or any of your friends) that express extreme animosity towards people who say Jumin makes them uncomfortable or reminds them of past abuse. That’s kind of where that ask response was coming from. I just wanted people not to bug others who don’t like him. But it was done in the wrong way and I’m sorry. Also, I was only checking Louise’s blog because I was paranoid that she was going to post things about me and I wouldn’t be able to see them. I’m not going to do that anymore and I’m sorry.

And those blogs I mentioned that attack abuse survivors make numerous posts saying stuff like “if you say jumin made you uncomfortable I don’t like you” or “people who are triggered by jumin are the worst” and etc. Again, it wasn’t you or any of your friends, but some of those people who do that were really insensitive. I’m sorry for tagging the post though and getting y'all dragged into it.

Notes:-

There is a difference between EXPLAINING your actions where relevant and EXCUSING them. And excusing them is very much what’s happening here, given this phrasing: I’m usually a reasonable and nice person when not under extenuating circumstances.

Disability or stress or emotion is not an extenuating circumstance for accusations of abuse apologism and stalking, nor is it an extenuating circumstance for repeatedly insisting on engaging in conversation with someone who has blocked you. It’s not an extenuating circumstance for flat out lying in some cases and manipulating the facts in others. It’s not an extenuating circumstance for listening on a conversation you aren’t included in and choosing to accuse the people having the conversation of bullying instead of asking for context.

Secondly, Dipshit’s comment here: I forgot to clarify these things - I didn’t think Alyx was being insensitive towards me being an abuse survivor - I made an error when constructing that sentence and it made it seem like I was including them in that statement. I just was upset because I was under the impression that they thought I was pathetic and attention seeking for my deleted post on DragZenWeek.

Given the timeline we have so far, their post on the 17th, Alyx’s asks around that period and the traffic on my blog, I think it’s more accurate to suggest that they WERE including them and are backtracking.

Also in regards to this: I can’t remember what exactly happened that made me say that thing about Louise being insensitive to abuse survivors and not liking me because I didn’t like Jumin, but that wasn’t about the JuminZen ask I sent or the previous one for February. It was something to do with her statement about me being attention seeking and seeing some responses to other people’s asks who criticized Jumin or something. I honestly can’t remember, and looking back at the post I don’t know why I said that, and I’m sorry.

Once again, given our timeline, the fact that if I called them attention seeking at all it wasn’t until after the 19th in replies to other people and Alyx and I chatted about Jumin on twitter on the 19th, I feel it’s fair to conclude that this could be a legitimate memory blank, but it’s more likely to be backtracking.

It’s also very clearly backtracking irt: but that wasn’t about the JuminZen ask I sent or the previous one for February, when both are explicitly referenced in the post itself.

I usually don’t really care and avoid that stuff, but I have encountered several blogs in particular (none of which belong to you or any of your friends) that express extreme animosity towards people who say Jumin makes them uncomfortable or reminds them of past abuse.

This is the second (?) time they’ve angrily drawn other people into a conversation about unrelated topics and they have made posts about boycotting events, they tagged their hate only recently etc. I think it is fair to conclude from all evidence so far that they do care and they don’t avoid that stuff.

I’m on mobile Tumblr a lot, because it’s just easier for me to use because of a lot of convoluted reasons related to my learning disabilities and mental illnesses

I went back to count and Dipshit anon mentions their illnesses, injuries and more on seven separate occasions and always in the context of gaining pity, thereby shifting the power dynamics of the conversation.

Dipshit Anon remains blocked as of April 2017

As of 22nd of April 2017, they continue to load pages of my blog, despite their own statement that they would not:

Also, I was only checking Louise’s blog because I was paranoid that she was going to post things about me and I wouldn’t be able to see them. I’m not going to do that anymore and I’m sorry.

Also worth noting is that this traffic came through a t.co reference, which is the shortened url format from twitter.

In response to this, I made my tweets private again and removed the link to my blog from my twitter bio.

As of May 8th 2017, they continue to load pages of my blog.

I believe this occurred because of a reblog of this post.

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/160437244740/your-recent-reblog-made-me-realise-how-mistreated

As of the 10th of May, I receive traffic on a singular VxMC-centric fic from Dipshit (the location). This traffic recurs over several days right up until the 14th.

I do not usually receive traffic from Dipshit the location with this amount of frequency. I also knew that Dipshit the person had been browsing my blog. This put them on my radar.

On May 15th 2017, I learned of this ask on Void’s blog

http://vo-dcc.tumblr.com/post/160686201606/i-saw-you-were-one-of-the-artists-for-the-zen

(screenshot).

At the time, I had my suspicions that Dipshit might be involved and a brief check on their posts that day reveals that Dipshit did intend to submit to the fanzine.

(Link)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/160685696123/zen-fanzine-project

At approximately 9am that morning, I receive traffic from them on statcounter.

The interesting thing about this is that at first I was not entirely sure why this traffic happened. I do not reference anything about this incident on my blog until approximately midday, when I reblog Void’s answer to a second ask.

http://vo-dcc.tumblr.com/post/160688531186/the-creator-of-the-zen-fanzine-did-clarify-that

(Screenshot) (Here is the time stamp of when I actually reblogged it)

From 8.30am onwards, Void and I were talking privately about the situation, at which point (a little before this conversation)

Void referenced typing out a long post, which likely became the one they later posted. (Having chatted to Void, they later confirmed that it was in fact, already posted by the time of that screen.) This creates something of a potential timeline of Dipshit seeing the post shortly after it was posted and following through to my blog shortly afterwards. (Note: I believe I was not the only one to receive this treatment, but I’ll get to that later)

In any case. I asked Void to check if they were blocked by Dipshit and it later transpired that they were.

I encouraged Void to get Statcounter, we compared notes and here is a full compilation of all traffic

from

Dipshit received within the first day of installation. (Pls note that the date is different because of time zones. I live in Britain and for me these times are in the evening of the 15th. US people would be even further back in the day)

Here is a screen of Dipshit later admitting to sending both asks covered so far to Void

Note that I said I was not the only person whose blog potentially received attention from Dipshit as a result of Void’s posts. I believe that Dipshit actually went through the blogs of several people who either commented or expressed support for Void over the course of those few hours spanning from when they first received an ask to the 9am response.

This would not only fall in line with current evidence at hand, but also their actions in April.

Exhibit a

, exhibit b

, and exhibit c

(link)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/160688548033/lmao-i-just-found-out-that-this-gross-person-who

(I’m coming back to this one later)

Also take note of this reblog by user setthestarsxonfire.

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160686536882/i-saw-you-were-one-of-the-artists-for-the-zen

(Screenshot)

They made a post a short time afterwards, further going into their feelings on the matter

(link)

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160687270552/please-guys-dont-go-hating-on-another-person

Afterwards, they received three asks (ask a,

ask b

and c

) (link to a,

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160689487552/juzen-is-an-abusive-ship-its-unhealthy-and

link to b

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160690376012/oh-my-gooooodddd-did-you-just-say-that-zen-needs

, link to c

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160691061357/i-only-replied-to-part-of-your-response-because)

When reviewing statcounter data, it’s clear that Dipshit reviews the #notes of posts and flits from one blog to another.

While this was happening, I was in conversation with user mariamagica, having seen them comment on Void’s post that they knew who was sending the anons. Considering that this was the same person who had liked my tweet about Dipshit Anon way back in April, I was curious to know what they knew and if we had any shared experiences.

It transpired that Dipshit was so well known to them and had caused them so much bother that they were able to reference them by name within a matter of seconds. They sent me this screenshot sent to the askbox of the Juminzen week blog.

Mariamagica had them blocked, but I encouraged them to get statcounter and here is their Dipshit traffic from the 15th.

A short time after this, Vess and Jun confirm that Dipshit followed them that same day.

Dipshit continues to lurk my blog.

Having gone over the events of the day, I made a post at 18:46 my time. This is a soft warning and a pre-emptive call out. Up until this point I had not said anything about Dipshit anon publicly on my tumblr, but I was running increasingly low on patience. I blocked them in February and kept the details to myself at the time, but they continued. In April, we resolved it peacefully but they continued. At this point they were on strike three.

In my post, I listed three examples of asks from Dipshit.

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/160701054230/attn-mysme-fandom

These were all examples I could confidently attribute to Dipshit and as it gained so many reblogs, I gained

lot of traffic

from Dipshit

in that period.

This traffic extends to my personal blog

I received an ask

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/160703102265/hi-im-not-looking-to-start-drama-and-am-here-on

(screenshot, including timestamp of receipt)

-Dipshit on my blog in that exact same time frame? Check

-Not my ask but trying to pull the high ground with me about it anyway? Check

-“Please consider the abuse victims!!1″ To a survivor? Check.

-Sending a really questionable anon in general? Check.

After my response saying that if I received any more messages I would reply with their URL, Serena got a message from Dipshit, complaining that I should apologise to their friend

for blaming them for things Dipshit had done.

This earns the biggest of sighs and rolliest of eyes from me and there are hundreds of things I could say about it, such as the sheer unlikeliness of a random mysme blogger I have never heard of before (and incidentally never blocked) showing up to send me an ask with the precise same objections as Dipshit while Dipshit is on my blog, all while having no involvement with what Dipshit is doing. Even Dipshit acknowledged they were friends and went so far as to link their Zen centric blog.

They later post the following screens to their blog, which confirm that they sent these

asks to Stars and encouraged another person to send more: 1

Also. This is what a receipt for blocking looks like.

However, if a chat is what’s going these days, here’s a chat

between the mods of JuminZen week

discussing whether or not to block

Dipshit, drafting a response and discovering they were already blocked,

as forwarded to me by mariamagica <3

I’m especially interested by the use of the word “demonise”. Demonise only makes sense in terms of me addressing Dipshit and publishing their URL, neither of which have anything to do with their friend…who up until that message was anonymous in this conversation.

User setthestarxonfire also receives two

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160705202992/hi-there-i-just-wanted-to-check-aside-from-any

https://setthestarsxnfire.tumblr.com/post/160706326042/thanks-for-your-kind-response-and-for-being-so

asks about this in much the same vein with identical phrasing. (screenshot one) (screenshot two)

You may recall I referenced user capitolscum. That is the personal of mmscum, who I was also in touch with at this time. Through the reblogs of my Attn:-Mysme fandom post, I became aware that they too had received strange anons.

As it happened, Scum had received three anonymous asks. One

, Two

and Three

(Links: One, Two and Three)

https://mmscum.tumblr.com/post/160542799049/you-should-read-jealous-wolf-by

https://mmscum.tumblr.com/post/160544142294/i-meant-what-isnt-his-its-a-little-odd-to-say

https://mmscum.tumblr.com/post/160556930029/anonhave-you-read-either-of-those-fics-if-you

This prompted the following essay:- 1,

10,

11,

Which corresponded with this review on AO3 (Please zoom)

This coincides with this ask

and this response from Scum (part one and two)

It also prompted this chat (part one)(part two)

I’m including this chat for the sole reason that this is how Dipshit described it post call out

It’s unclear what exact fic Dipshit is referring to, though Scum believes the comment they’re referring to is this one, on a fic exploring Zen’s recovery as a survivor of a traumatic incident prior to the first chapter.

There’s also this post

https://mmscum.tumblr.com/post/160144676634/i-love-my-followers-but-this-is-the-first-time

addressing negativity in fandom (screenshot here),

to which Dipshit anon responded twice (one, two)

(links)

http://mmscum.tumblr.com/tagged/vallanoble

I’m including this for the sheer ridiculousness of the fact that it happened two weeks ago and shows them discouraging their own behaviour.

Scum, post callout, received this review on the same fic

Considering both the linguistical patterns and the complaints both matched Dipshit, we did a bit of investigating and if this is a coincidence it’s a very unfortunate one.

And now we arrive at the 16th of May.

Void gets notifications from Dipshit

and their reaction

speaks for itself.

Remember this?

Void is 17. Younger than Dipshit and a minor.

I have

multiple visits

from

Dipshit that day (Is it worth me even saying it at this point? Whatever)

Here is Mariamagica’s traffic for that day (All of the ones from the university are Dipshit)

17th of May, today!

Dipshit

is active

on my blog and Void’s

(The one blacked out the most.)

Scum passes on their statcounter data to me and Dipshit is not only a visitor

but recently went through the notes of this post

http://mmscum.tumblr.com/post/160736788924/mmscum-mmscum-i-love-my-followers-but-this-is

which somewhat ironically was partially inspired by their actions.

Considering this fact and the fact that they visit my blog in the wake of this reblog

http://fromthedeskofelizabeththird.tumblr.com/post/160765050395/fandom-commandments

(statcounter)

their subsequent blog post becomes slightly more interesting.

(Screenshot one)

(Screenshot two)

(link to post)

https://vallanoble.tumblr.com/post/160777864913/if-your-let-people-ship-what-they-want-uwu

It’s past midnight now and I’m about to go to bed. I have only one thing to say on this matter, however.

The adage that the internet is not your safe space is not a suggestion that it should not be safe. It means that the internet is not the safe place of any individual person. It belongs to all of us and there is going to be opinions, ships, characters etc you do not like personally. But it is NO ONE’s job to keep you safe but your own. It’s nobody else’s responsibility to write characters as you see them. It’s no one else’s job to keep the content you don’t like off your radar or create the content that you do. There’s no justification for treating real people badly over fictional things.

A few other notes post call out:-

Dipshit remains blocked. Here is a screenshot of a message they sent to me the day after I posted the call out (part one)

(part two)

from a new blog designed to collect receipts (this is not hyperbole: screen shot one

and two

). This blog has since been deleted.

I am not a shipper of Juzen and so bad behaviour within the community is not something I would know of immediately or in much depth, however:

Dipshit considers an anti Juzen week to educate the homophobic women who ship it.

This is an interesting one, as it coincides with the appearance of the blog juzenisgross, which specifically posted excerpts from Why does he do that (a book about abusive relationships and domestic violence) in the juzen tags on the first day of juzen week.

This is a loose thread on its own. However. This is the time stamp of the first post on the blog.

This is Dipshit on my blog.

Once again, possibly coincidence, but incredibly unfortunate if so.

Here is Dipshit continuing to send lengthy messages to content creators 1,

along with her refusal to blacklist tags

#mystic messenger #mysme #abuse tw

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mysmedrabbles · 6 years ago

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RFA with an MC who Talks In Her Sleep

requested: by anonymous

a/n: aw this is such a cute request thank you for the ask!! enjoy!~

warnings: n/a

-sleepy mod alex

Jumin

-he doesn’t realize youre asleep for the first few nights

-holds a conversation with asleep-you like its no problem, agreeing and making small talk about the most random topics.

-when he brings up a conversation from the night before to you in the morning and you have seemingly no recollection of it, he starts to put the pieces together

-when you confirm that yes, you were in fact, asleep, he turns bright pink, suddenly embarrassed by the fact that he didn’t distinguish the difference (nice going Jumin)

-doesn’t stop talking to you when you sit up and start your nightly rambles

-he finds that you’re your most vulnerable and honest when youre asleep, not afraid to spill your guts about your hatred of underripe watermelons or your love for Elizabeth the 3rd

-thoroughly enjoys hearing you talk, and sometimes will even just go to sleep, the sound of your voice relaxing him after a long day of work

Jaehee

-shes so exhausted most nights that she doesn’t even notice

-other times when she has a lot on her mind she knows that she sleeptalks too, so it doesn’t faze her

-fascinated by the idea that your brain persists to work at full capacity even after your body has shut down

-every once in a while you say something controversial or interesting or bring up a good idea for the cafe, and she makes sure to write it down and bring it up with you the next morning

Yoosung

-poor boy is terrified when you yeet yourself up and start talking to the demon at the corner of your room

-will always wake you up if you remain in your rambled state for more than half an hour

-sometimes just likes sitting across from you and listening to what you have to say

-becomes scandalized when you mumble something about Seven ranking number 1 in LOLOL, and refuses to talk to Seven for a solid week after

-most nights he just pulls you back down to the bed, which tends to return you back to your quietly restful state, wrapping his arms around you and chuckling at your sleeping form

Seven

-he knows that you have a habit of mumbling in your sleep, and he finds it cute when he wakes up to you muttering random phrases under your breath

-but the first time he sees you sitting up and talking to seemingly no one on the CCTV screen, he has half a mind to call an exorcist

-wary of going into the bedroom in case you become more... mobile

-he gets used to it after a while, even though it still startles him when you shoot up and start rambling

-records you speaking just to embarrass you later on

-you’ll be sitting on the couch scrolling through instagram and out of nowhere you’ll hear a recording of your voice spouting nonsense

-youre met with Seven standing in the doorway with a shit eating grin plastered over his face as he holds his phone threateningly, audio of the night before spilling out

Zen

-thoroughly freaked out

-he says it feels wrong to listen to you talking when youre not actually,, present to facilitate and filter your words

-thinks its like spying, and doesn't want to take advantage of your vulnerable state

-at the beginning he never fails to wake you up the second you jerk yourself up, although mostly its his little scream of shock from him that actually wakes you up

-after a while he just pulls you down and rolls you over onto your side so youre facing him, which quiets you down instantly

-can’t help but smile when he hears you mumble “i love you zen” in your sleepy voice

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mysmessing-blog · 8 years ago

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I love your blog (^～^) And I also have an request: RFA (maybe Saeran and Vanderwood too if you write for them) with a MC who LOVES animals :)

unfortunately we don’t write for vanderwood, so i wrote for v in hopes that’d make up for it!! thanks for the request!! (i also tried to make these shorter because i tend to write a lot) -mod seven

🌙 V - HELPING HIM PHOTOGRAPH ANIMALS

The clicks of V’s camera and the sound of the wind rustling the trees filled your ears. You sighed in content as you looked at the sunset over the hill, then back to your boyfriend. He was struggling with keeping the animals still to photograph them. Your smile grew as you watched him try to keep the animals still.

“Ooh, V, let me help!” You offered as you crouched near a wild rabbit. You slowly approached it and kept it still while V raised his camera and snapped a couple pictures. He hit the gallery button and reviewed the photo with a grin.

“It’s great, (Y/N).” He commended. “Let’s do more.”

He was able to easily photograph the birds, and the fawn you both saw briefly. You tried to find more animals for him while he took pictures of the flowers. “Hmm, V, I can’t find anymore animals other than birds.”

“That’s fine, sweetie.” He cooed as he stroked your head. “I can take photos of you, instead.”

You pulled back from him. “I’m not an animal!”

🌙 JAEHEE - FEEDING ANIMALS AT THE PARK

Jaehee wiped the sweat off her forehead with the back of her hand. She had already taken off her blazer, which was now folded over her arm. It was unusually hot in the city and you had offered to go take a walk in the park during Jaehee’s break. Of course, you were in shorts and a tank top, she was in full office wear. You nervously laughed and rubbed the back of your neck. “Sorry, I forgot you’d be totally dressed up.”

She shook her head as she grabbed your arm. “It’s no matter, I was so stressed in that office it’s nice to get out of it.” She smiled.

You returned the gesture and continued to walk through the park together. The various trees helped with the sun, but not with the humidity. You noticed a couple vendors ahead along with an empty bench. Grabbing her by the hand, you ran up to the empty bench before anyone else could take it. “Jaehee, stay here. I’m going to get ice cream.” You looked around and saw all the squirrels and birds. “And maybe some peanuts and popcorn.”

Jaehee laughed already knowing what you were planning, you always did this when you went anywhere there’s animals. You ordered your absolute favorite ice cream, and got Jaehee a Coffee Bean Blast. You ran back to her as carefully as you could without the ice cream toppling over, and then set off for the peanuts and popcorn.

As you returned to your girlfriend with the bags of food, you sat next to her contently licking her ice cream. “Should’ve gotten napkins, (Y/N).” Jaehee laughed as she licked the melted ice cream off her hand. You laughed and looked over at the squirrels. You put the roasted nuts in your hand, the squirrel easily came up to you with no fear. Jaehee looked in admiration. “Wow, (Y/N), how do you do it?”

“Animals have always loved me. I feel like a Disney princess at all times.” You joked as you threw the popcorn on the ground for the pigeons. A whole flock on them surrounded the two of you, with a couple more flying over. Jaehee covered her ice cream in fear. “(Y/N)! The pigeons!”

“Don’t worry about it, I’m a master at animals.”

🌙 YOOSUNG - ADOPTING A CORGI

“Today is the day, Yoosung!” You beamed with happiness.

He nodded and opened the door to the adoption center. You were met with a wave of unpleasant smells in the cluttered office. A couple of cats were laying around the front office, not doing anything else but sleeping and stretching.

A middle aged woman approached you two and sifted through papers on her desk. “Hello, how may I help you?”

“We came to look at dogs today, ma'am.” Yoosung replied as he rocked on his heels. She nodded and led both of us to a closed off room. Empty pet cages were stacked on top of each other and opened food bags were cluttered on the floor as you both walked to a closed off area. You had to go through the cat area before going outside to the dogs, much to your dismay.

The cats cried and clawed from their small cages at you as you stopped briefly to engage with them. You wiggled your finger at a kitten, whose tiny paw came through the bars to play. You giggled and looked over at Yoosung, who had tried to copy your actions.

“Gah!” He cried pulling back from the hissing cat. “Why don’t they like me?” He asked with a hint of defeat in his voice.

“Animals just like me, Yoosung. Let’s hope this pup likes you.”

Yoosung chuckled. “And Lisa.”

Both of you walked towards the dog kennel, almost all the dogs scratching and trying to get near you. Yoosung let out a huff as he searched through the dogs. “It’s hard not to want all of them.” He commented.

“Let’s find a dog that wants you, Yoosung.”

He rubbed his chin and locked eyes with a certain kennel. He kept eye contact and knealt down, he set the back of his hand against the metal bars. You saw a pink tongue come out and lick his hand frantically. “Found your pup?” The lady asked.

Yoosung turned around beaming and nodded excitedly. “Yes ma’am!” He backed away from the kennel, the lady unlocked the door and picked up the pup. She handed him to Yoosung, who turned around to you to present a Corgi.

“(Y/N), this is our perfect dog!” He exclaimed.

You giggled. “Alright, I trust your judgement. Welcome to the family!” You greeted and scratched behind his ears.

The lady laughed and scratched his back. “His previous owners named him Beans.”

“Beans the Dog! Oh my god.” Yoosung smiled. “Let’s get you home, Beans.”

🌙 JUMIN - SEEING THE CATS FOR ADOPTION AT A PET STORE

You locked your car as both you and Jumin headed towards the pet store. Jaehee was off on her own business, and you had begged Jumin to join you to run a couple errands.

“We just need to pick up some cat food, and we’ll be golden.” You mumbled, talking more to yourself. You looked through the list of items you needed and saw that her food was the only thing left. You knew exactly where everything was in the store from having pets of your own in the past.

You made a left at aisle six and searched through the shelves for Elizabeth’s favorite food. Jumin’s eyebrows scrunched. “Elizabeth 3rd will not eat this.” He stated simply.

“Excuse me?” You asked, looking up at the dark haired man. “What do you mean?” You continued to pick up salmon and chicken, despite your boyfriend’s claims.

“She won’t. I won’t let her, and even if you were to put it down, she won’t eat it. She doesn’t eat the equivalence of cat food for cat commoners.”

“Cat commoners? Have you lost your mind?” You asked in wild disbelief. You grumbled and walked out of the aisle. “Fine, it’ll be for strays then. I didn’t drive thirteen minutes out of my way here for nothing.”

Jumin rolled his eyes and walked beside you as you made your way to the cash registers. Your head snapped as you heard Jumin gasp. “What?” You asked frantically, not used to this abnormality. He increased his pace and you saw him make his way over to the adoptable cats. All of them were trapped behind glass windows, either sleeping or rolling around.

“(Y/N)… d-do you think-”

“Don’t say it.” You whispered to yourself, interrupting him.

“Do you think they’d let us go in and play with them? Oh, they look so sad in there! They need a good home, (Y/N). Elizabeth 3rd wouldn’t like the attention off her would she? (Y/N), they deserve a warm bed…”

“…and crystal bowls to eat and drink from, right?” You added sarcastically.

“Exactly! You’re seeing my point then!” You rolled your eyes and sighed, he was obviously not getting your point. “They look so sad and lonely!” He cried in despair.

You tugged the arm of his jacket. “Jumin, love, we have to go.”

“We can’t!” He pleaded with his hands still pressed to the windows.

“We have to go!” You looked around at the people glancing at you and your boyfriend. “Come on, Elizabeth 3rd needs her hourly brushing.” You tried to reason.

Jumin sighed and turned to join you, glancing back at the cats one more time and whispered:

“I’m coming back for you.”

🌙 ZEN - A ZOO TRIP WITH HIM

You clutched your boyfriends arm as you led him through the zoo gates. “Oh, thank you for bringing me here!” You smiled up at him.

“Sure thing, doll face.” He smiled back.

Your heart melted seeing every animal, despite their shape or size. You loved animals more than anything and nothing hurt you more than seeing them unhappy. Luckily, all these animals seemed to be happy and healthy, at least from an outsiders stand point. “Zen, aren’t the lions just adorable?” You asked him in complete wonder.

“They’re alright.” He grimaced. You frowned and went to the next animal together. With each animal, Zen seemed to be less and less impressed. Your entire trip had been him uninterested in the rhinos, zebras, goats, gorillas, and ostriches. You still had a fun time, even with Zen’s sour attitude. He wouldn’t have taken you if he really hated it.

You had set yourself on a personal mission to find an animal that would make him as happy and every animal makes you. You showed him almost every animal in the zoo, and you were starting to lose hope in your plan. “Let’s leave, (Y/N).” Zen offered.

“No! There’s still more animals!” You protested, yanking your arm from his. You folded your arms and kept a hard stance. He rolled his eyes and gave in to you, soon taking your hand. You gasped and ran up to the giant glass tank, leaving Zen in the dust. Your face was smushed against the foggy glass as you tried to find the fuzzy animal inside.

“Don’t run off like that, (Y/N).” Zen scolded with a huff. He looked into the glass to see just what was so important to you. His gaze softened and a small smile graced his features once he saw the cause of interest. You looked up at him with an intense focus on the sea otters playing in front of them. One tackled another, another was playing with a tri-colored ball, and the rest were swimming in the pool infront of the tank. “(Y/N)! These are adorable!”

You giggled. “I know, they’re so cute! Look at that one with the ball!” You pointed to the left to the otter sprawled on his back. Zen smiled as you and continued to watch the otters do backflips underwater off the glass. “They’re so talented.” He marveled. Both of you sat on the benches and watched the otters together in bliss, constantly pointing out what the fluffy creatures were up to.

🌙 SEVEN - VOLUNTEERING AT A PET SHELTER

“Thanks for joining me, Sev.”

“Oh, no problem. I need to get out the house anyway.” He shrugged as he took off his jacket. There was a rule that you weren’t supposed to wear baggy clothing at the shelter so no animals hook your clothes. “What are we doing anyway?” He asked.

“Cleaning the cat cages.” You said nonchalantly as Seven gave a small gasp.

“Perfect.” He whispered. You put on your gloves and brought all the supplies you needed to clean the kennels. You stacked all the newspapers, water and food bowls, and the toys to put in their pens. You grabbed the spray bottle and paper towels to prepare to clean.

“Seven, can I trust you to hold the cats while I clean out their cages?”

He scoffed and pretended to be offended. “Of course you can!”

You stood on the the step stool and handed the orange cat to Seven. You pulled out the dirty litter and newspaper and threw it in the trash can next to you. As you started to lay down new newspaper you heard hissing and Seven cry out in pain. Your head snapped to him. “What did you do?” You ask angrily.

“I tried to play with it! Like I do with Elly!” He whined. Then you remembered you had the unintentional cat abuser with you. You hit your forehead for being an idiot and inviting your boyfriend with you. You fixed up the cage and got the cat back in the cage safely.

You did the same with the next cage, with the same amount of hissing and hatred from this cat. “Seven! Stop it!”

“I just wanna play! Why does every cat hate me?” He looked at his now bleeding arms, with countless scratches oozing blood from them.

“Maybe,” you put the cat back in the cage and grabbed the disinfectant, “if you’d stop swinging the cat like a pendulum, you wouldn’t be bleeding out.”

Seven rolled his eyes and gave you a goofy grin. “You’re asking too much, now.”

🌙 UNKNOWN - FINDING A STRAY KITTEN

Your eyes were fixated on the few stars in the sky tonight. It was cloudy and a bit chilly, but your walk home from dinner was still enjoyable. Your boyfriend, Saeran, had his hand placed on your lower back as the two of you walked home in silence. You had a date with a warm shower and your bed as soon as you got home, and you couldn’t wait to get out of the breezy night.

As you both were walking by a clothes shop, you heard a rustling noise. “Saeran.” You whispered, stopping in your tracks.

He stopped and turned back to you. “What?”

You held your finger to your lips and softly walked towards the alley between the two shops. Once Saeran heard the noise he grabbed your shoulder. “No, this is how you get murdered, (Y/N). Let’s go.” He pulled you towards him quickly.

You shook your head and walked towards the alley. “(Y/N)!” Saeran called. You continued to look around for what was making the noise. You heard a small mewl and bent down on to the cold concrete. You made clicking noises with your mouth and tapped the pavement. You saw two glowing green eyes, and whiskers pop out through the darkness.

The kitten came out to you slowly, letting you pet it softly. “(Y/N)? What is it?” He asked as he approached you. You picked up the kitten in you hands and stood up. You faced him and showed him the gray kitten. “Saeran, please. It’s a stray.”

“No, we can’t.” He crossed his arms.

“Saeran!” You pleaded. “It’s shaking from the cold! It probably doesn’t have a mother and— look at it! There are fleas all over it. It needs a home.” As Saeran opened his mouth to respond, you gasped. You spread its paw out in front of him. “Saeran, it has five toes. It’s a lucky cat!” You looked up at him with a smile plastered on your face.

“Alright.” He murmured and turned around. You cheered and followed behind him, talking to the cat and trying to warm it up. “We have to name it.” He commented.

“Hm, you’re right. How about…” You looked at the kitten. “Gemini?” You asked.

“What?” Saeran asked. “Like the constellation?”

“Mhm. I’m sure Gemini will love her new home.”

#mystic messenger #yoosung kim #zen #jumin han #jaehee kang #saeyoung choi #luciel choi #seven #saeran #saeran choi #mysme #mm #mystic messenger imagines

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