#judge if i'm god forbid An Addict like. spoilers mind your own business and don't ever ask anyone this question jeez
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i know i’ve really gone on that Accustomed To Horror journey in the past like near decade, not that i wasn’t into horror prior to that b/c i was, but back in the day in like idk late 2010 i guess it was when i watched all of what was available of mh at the time aka s1 and literally scared myself w/ my own shadow afterwards but last year i was like “hm lemme rewatch mh” at like midnight or something and was again watching s1 when the power went completely out and i was like “lmao relevant” but just sighed and was like well guess i’ll go to sleep. and then the power was out for like the next couple of days and we were ??? about when it’d get restored cuz the issue was fairly widespread in the area and it was a “nobody really cares” zone so i was conserving water and when the power came back on i coincidentally was passing by while someone was having this weird rum cocktail from the previous week or so and they were like “you want any” and i was like well sure, despite the fact i think rum and pretty much all alcohol is Nasty As and never really want to drink so i don’t but the fact that i was dehydrated as fuck meant that my bloodstream was like “just absorb this directly” and i was like oh my god i’m about to fall down after only getting through like 5oz because as usually i get to the point im abt to gag b/c this shit is gross. so then i had some water
#one of the reasons i don't even like to drink is b/c it's just A Depressive which i mean in that#i just get vaguely tired and maybe the fucking with balance like. it's pointless and i don't like alcohol in the 1st place#plus when i'm having fun and being myself people are like ''lol are you drunk''#because yknow when boring straights get drunk they're actually just as boring as ever but louder and more annoying#like i don't need to say curse words to have fun lmao....but like truly it's a bit weird b/c#i sometimes get on well with sorta drunk ppl cuz then they're on my level of I Can Be Funny and i guess their idea of weird when havin fun#but also i don't always like to know that ppl are drunk if say we're talking and like. it sucks being around ppl you're not rly About &#everyones drunk like ughhhhhh. the time i went to a bar w/ ppl i didnt even know and p much just sat there and then was the designated drivr#plus people like to ''oh why don't you drink? i just think it's Interesting why ppl don't'' like either i'm straightedge or they wanna know#judge if i'm god forbid An Addict like. spoilers mind your own business and don't ever ask anyone this question jeez#but i DID have a bit of fun being the sober chaperone when a few drunk ppl wanted to go into the family cemetery like 20 ft in the woods#in the middle of the night of course. i was like well i'll supervise! that's what i'm talking abt it's like ppl are more on my level sometim#es lol.....i like to be fun and spontaneous and silly and a dumbass sometimes if you're not a goofaround jokester what's the point!!!#and some ppl gotta be drunk for that and i'm like lmao this is just how i can be any time i choose. we're having fun
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