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[isaisliterallyhim]

ft. michael kaiser . ooc! kaiser :c . possibly soft! kaiser? . fluff . comfort . gn! reader . established relationships . new years!! . dates >< (kinda more of a hangout) . unreliable narrator

wc: 484

michael kaiser was born on the day where everything was considered a gift. yet his parents never saw him as one — rather, he was seen as an absolute burden.

it hurt the midfielder. to be born on a day in which feelings were to be warm and welcoming, only to be faced with cold and unwelcoming feelings. ironic, isn't it?

kaiser never viewed any holidays as special. no one taught or shown him that holidays were special. could you really blame the poor boy? new years were just more years for him to dread. :(

imagine how he felt at the foreign feeling of warmth from none other than his beloved partner.

the countdown for new years was coming. "mihya!" you grinned, as you clasped your hands with the midfielder's. intertwining fingers. kaiser could hear the excitement and enthusiasm in your voice.

it made him feel a little fuzzy inside — hell he was somewhat flustered about it! a faint smile appeared on his face. the clock ticked, nearing 12.

"it's almost new years!!" one of your friend exclaims. kaiser rolled his eyes out of annoyance. his attitude was well... kinda valid. to be fair, you did force lovingly negotiated with him to go out and watch fireworks along with you n your friends.

"3, 2, 1! happy new year's!"

everyone, well. almost everyone yelled out. kaiser mumbled it but, hey! at least he said it LMAO. the loud ass fire works were an addition to the intensity of the volume. created a gorgeous scene so whatever!

"happy new year's, mihya." you beamed warmly at him. "i'm so happy i'm entering the new year with such an amazing boyfriend like you. you're so lovable, y'know that right?" you continued.

a stupid, mischievous, and sly expression made it's way to your face. he knew it all too well. he crouched down to your level as you pressed a kiss on his lips.

enveloping you into a hug as the fireworks kept shrieking before they blew up. he reciprocated the kiss before holding you tighter.

"ich liebe dich so sehr, mein schatz," kaiser muttered. "i love you so, so fucking much, [name]." he reiterated in english. his accent was so GAHH!!

"i love you too, michael. remember, you're valued, okay? 'love you so fucking much as well." you whispered into his ear. planting a soft kiss on his cheek before shifting your head to position your chin on his shoulder once more.

"scheiße, [name]. you and your damn words." he thought. that warm, fuzzy and foreign feeling was flowing through out his veins. a few tears slid down his cheeks.

seriously, what did he do to have such an angel to be his partner and by his side? his grip on you tightened a little.

"ich liebe dich mehr, immer [name]" he murmured. a shame you didn't really hear it due to the loud fireworks. he was just so grateful to have you.

— ©isaisliterallyhim, 2025

a/n: GODDD MY SWEET SWEET MICHAEL KAISER :(( lowkey teared up while writing this wtf apolgoies for the bumhole plot and the bumhole english jsjsjsjsj cus reminder it id nawt m first lng smh god i love kaiser sm he deserves the WORLD also this wasn't proofread so uh HAHA

[aequitas-herbergier]

↻ 𝕷𝖔𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌…

— The scene starts in the lab.

Yui: ... I have a very bad feeling about this. Having them both in the same room is never good news.

— Yui watches as Ayato plays around with a green looking vial.

Yui: Ayato-kun...

(I am sure that is dangerous. But even if I tell him to not do it he won't listen...)

Ayato: I am sure that Ore-sama's idea is the greatest! Oi, you didn't say anything! Whaddya think of Ore-sama's great idea? Haha, Chichinashi, don't ya agree? Ore-sama is amazing!

Yui: ... Uhh...

(To be fair... I don't want to hurt Ayato-kun's feelings!)

Karla: Hm... To simply put it, whatever you gathered here is mediocre.

Ayato: OI! That is not true, Ore-sama tried his best!

— The purple haired girl sighs; turning around, she takes out some different colored vials.

Karla: But you might be onto something actually brilliant. While the ingredients you wanted to use are rather stupid, if you use these ones here the results you wish for might have a higher probability of succeeding. The procedure is unique but I can't see many flaws.

Ayato: Haha! Ore-sama knew it! I am an actual genius, aren't I?! Ahem... Of course Ore-sama is a genius, Ore-sama never doubted it!

Karla: We both know that praising oneself is a habit that brings only misery.

Ayato: Oi, shut up, stop insulting Ore-sama at once! Tsk, damn you, I'm letting you off the hook this time, ya hear?! I am still owing it to you for that brilliant comeback to Reiji, but next time I will get you for your big tongue, got it?! Anyway, I gotta go. Ore-sama has to put into practice his genius idea! Reiji, I'm coming for ya, hehe!

(I don't know who is actually the genius. Ayato-kun just used the same excuse to let Karla-chan off the hook for the ninth time... But I am still worried for Ayato-kun, I should check on him!)

Karla: Hmm... Now to note the possibilities... I think i was right with this one... Hmmm...

— Yui watches Karla take a notebook, scribbling something on it as she mumbles to herself.

(H-huh? Is it about...?)

Yui: Karla-chan? You actually know the outcome of Ayato-kun's "genius" plan, right?

— The purple female raises her eyes out of her notebook.

Karla: I never said I did.

Yui: H-huh?!! Ayato-kun!

(I mean... She said there might be a high chance of succeeding but still...!)

Monologue

"To say that Ayato-kun just got a punishment is little to say.

I enjoy watching Ayato-kun and Karla-chan interact but whatever comes out of their interactions is always trouble.

And Reiji-san's opinion on Karla-chan is difficult.

I am sure that he enjoys doing experiments with her, even though he might not say it.

But Karla-chan has a habit of... making people knowledgeable of certain topics even though their intentions might be... rather dangerous.

I am sure though that she just wants to help people learn more.

Karla-chan's arrival at the mansion was chaotic at first; and even now it is still chaotic, but in a somehow lively way.

— END —

[Okay guys I had a random idea of an interaction between these two, Ayato the troublemaker and Karla the enforcer jsjsjsjsj. So I decided to write it and post. I hope yall will enjoy it. 🙏🏻🙏🏻 I also wrote it from Yui's perspective because yes, outsider pov 😂]

[foundationbuilt]

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@survivingpierce, @deceptivemorals & @touchedbydestiny first of all, cathy was one of the very first people to ever ever accept me into tumblr rp and i will never forget how amazing she's been in welcoming me back every time i take a break and come rising back like a phoenix from the ashes. it's great to just pick up where we left off, and i also can't wait to get back into our threads !! the fact that she's kept the same muses for so many years and to be so active amazes me, honestly, i admire her so much for that, i could never jsjsjsjsjs. just know how dearly i appreciate you on my dash and in my IMs, Cathy, you're truly a star on here that i never want to lose &lt;3 !

@silencedrage & @nexusvcrti okay so arrow is amazing, always has been, always will be. i fell so much more in love with hope mikaelson through our threads/plotting/discussions and our hope/hayley/klaus will forever hold a special place in my heart !! also arrow is the one who got me watching yellowjackets, which i love ( going to do a rewatch soon!! and then probably add shauna and callie as muses, if i'm honest because i love them ). when we get going, there never seems to be an end to talking to arrow about whatever it is we're obsessing over and it's so so good, talking to ace just reminds me why i love being on here and making friends and writing these little characters.

@viikingwitch & @troubleah while talking about my old besties on this hellsite, tina, my love, forever my freya !!! you made this place such a pleasure to write in and to explore our muses and the love that you have for your muses will be unmatched. one of the things i admire is that you put so much growth into freya, like the last freya i wrote with was not the freya that i started writing with and i don't know how to express how beautiful that is. on my hiatus, when i think about the people i miss, you're one of them. when and if you're here, just know that i'm always going to squeal with joy at the sight of your name on tumblr or discord because you really have brought me so much of it over the years <3!

[alcarenka]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ♡

Thanks for the question!!!! 💖

1- Have fun with my friends (both friends from my original city and my friends from the city where I am currently living). It's always good to have fun with friends when you haven't seen them for so long, and laughter is always guaranteed jsjsjsjsjs

2- Spend time with my family. Living in another city, I miss my family and when I go to my town, I recharge my batteries with them (mainly with my nieces 🥹)

3- Travel. When I travel to another country or even to another city in Spain, I feel a freedom that I don't feel where I live. Furthermore, I am a person who loves to travel (and this 2024 will not be short in terms of trips and concerts 🤭). Here some photos of my favourites trips at the moment.

4- Watch sports. I have been watching sports for as long as I can remember because in my house my parents always watched sports (football, tennis, basketball, F1, etc.). Therefore, I have grown up watching all kinds of sports. Furthermore, watching sports is one of the only things in this world that makes me escape from my problems or my circle (although sometimes I end up fed up because things in my favourites sports didn’t end well 😅)

5- Lastly, it would be eating chocolate. I am a girl who loves chocolate and I eat chocolate every day (it doesn't matter in bars, cookies or ice cream). Fun fact: I eat ice cream all year round, it doesn't matter if it's winter, summer or whatever...

[fanglessghoul]

I Don’t Even Wanna Die Anymore

"Pain don't hurt the same, I know

The lane I travel feels alone

But I'm moving til my legs give out

And I see my tears melt in the snow

But I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna cry anymore

I wanna feel alive,

I don't even wanna die anymore."

It was around 1 in the morning at Jason's apartment. He was flinching and whimpering in his sleep—another nightmare. Nightmares were common with Jason ever since his death. It happened more often than not, and in most cases, he couldn't wake himself. And like most nights, he wakes on the impact of the clown firing a bullet into his head. He sits up in his bed abruptly, his face soaked in tears as he looks around his room to find it was just a dream. He begins to break down. Crying silently, pushing books off of shelves and acting out of frustration and hurt.

Jason could feel the pain in his chest as he dropped to his knees. He couldn't get the thoughts out of his head. He didn't want to do this anymore. He kept wishing that he would've just stayed dead. He hated having horrible nights like these almost every single night. He was tired of the flashes and the lonely darkness that surrounded him. He hated remembering how lost he was while everyone else continued on.

Such thoughts kept racing around his head, lap after lap, and the voices were becoming too loud. He stepped outside onto his balcony, clenching the railing with his fists, crying, him still straining as not to be loud enough to be heard, even over the loud noise of the city below him. He lifted both legs over the railing and stood on the edge, looking down at the city lights and the cars that sped over the highway below. He continued to think "I can't do this. I can't do this. This isn't worth it." The voice in his head repeating it over and over as he blinked, more tears rushing down his cheeks.

Roy was nearby as he jumped down from the roof silently, careful not to have Jay hear him. Roy always did nightly patrols but he would always come back and sit above Jason's window to make sure he was safe. Roy snuck up behind Jason and wrapped his arms around his chest before speaking, "Jason!" As he pulled him back over the railing.

They both came over and fell to the ground, Roy holding jay close to his chest, "Oh, Jason..." Jay never cried in front of anyone. Nobody but Roy. And even though Roy was the only one he'd trust, he always hesitated. But tonight, he couldn't portray the tough and emotionless man he was supposed to be, Gotham's savior. He wrapped his arms tightly around Roy as he cried into his chest. Roy only patted his back, rubbing it softly, knowing not to speak for now.

Jason continued to cry and whimper out as he calmed down slightly after a while, tears still running down his face. Roy pried him from his chest to cup his face in his hands, wiping his tears away with his thumbs, looking into his eyes. "Jason, baby, it's going to be okay. We'll be okay. You've got me. I couldn't go on without you." Jason controlled his hitching breath and his stuttered whimpers as the red head continued. "If you had left this world because you were in so much pain, I'd lose myself." He strokes his cheek. "I'd go back to shooting up to get over you, and even that wouldn't help....But I'd still try." He pets at the brunette's hair, softly. "I need you here. You're the reason I'm still here."

Jay presses his forehead to Roy's, tears still soaking his face. Roy only cups his neck and jaw with his hand before he buries his head back into his shoulder. They stayed like that for a long while before Roy carried Jason back in and putting him to bed. Once Jason had fallen asleep, Roy cleaned up Jason's room, putting back the fallen books and cleaning up broken glass. Once he was done, he pulled up a chair beside Jason's bed before falling asleep on it, his weapons next to him just in case.

[zyx]

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[buffthrawn]

men™

i am always like "fuck real men, all are a disappointment to me, no boy is worth my time" but as soon as my tattoo artist comments like the most banal thing in one of my posts i immediately go

[evilbound-remade]

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[karasunology]

━ ❛ ➶ LOVE IN TRANSLATION ❜

➜ a walk through of oikawa's love language told through headcanons.

-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ oikawa tooru <3

[ ♡ ] you've received two love notes from jae ! would you like to read both of them ?

💌 . . . TOORU🚪OIKAWAS ❌ FAVORITE 🎂 FOOD 🥘 IS 🕊 MILK 🥛 BREAD 🍞 HIS 🤤 PERSONAL 📽 MOTTO 🏛 IS 🚕 IF 🦽 YOURE 🧿 GONNA 📈 HIT 🚢 IT 🥃 HIT 🤾 IT 🏐 TIL 💡 IT 📬 BREAKS 🚫

💌 . . . dedicated to my fellow oikawa bitches and these lovely people that helped me put this shit together @tetsuwhore , @miel-meraki , @paripedia , @owlywrites i appreciate y'all😈💞

OIKAWA TOORU.

➜ oikawa is a passionate guy, so if he ever finds someone ― that being you ― that he knows will be worth being with, he'd be very much devoted to you as much he is devoted to volleyball.

➜ oikawa probably doesn't even have an ideal type i would like to say, since he's prolly too busy no thoughts, head empty & just volleyball, to even actually THINK of his own ideal type for an s/o

➜ but he didn't even need an ideal type ― all he wants is for someone to be understanding with his passion for volleyball and just him as a person

➜ and that person was you

➜ you were not only understanding his passion for the sport ― whether or not you play it too ― but you also support him in his games, which somehow was quite a darastic refreshing experience compared to his fangirls.

➜ you started out as a friend, a good one, but it didn't take him long for him to see you in a completely 180° angle.

➜ an angle that he wanted you to see him in too.

➜ he only probably had one or two girlfriends ― both probably dumping him because of volleyball, and he couldn't risk his chances with you.

➜ so when y'all FINALLY got together, he was a bit more clingier to you ― too scared to loose you because he isn't paying attention to you

➜ so when you learned that he was like that because he was terrified of you breaking up with him because he was too focused on volleyball, YOU WERE HAVING NONE OF IT !!! 😡🙅❌

➜ no sirrrr

➜ and when you guys talked it out with you reassuring him that you love him AND HIS UNCONDITIONAL PASSION for volleyball??? MANS ALMOST GOT UP TO TAKE YOU TO THE NEAREST CHURCH AND MARRY YOU RIGHT THEN AND THERE OMG

➜ oikawa : i aM KNEELING IN ONE KNEE BABE 👁👄👁💧💍

➜ mans was all 🏩💒💍🥰

➜ and that's when he knew that he would never fall in love with anyone again if they weren't you in a different life

➜ fuck man why do you got me on my feels like wtf tooru who gave to the right to make me feel like that

➜ loves pda, but not too much of it, you get me??

➜ like he could do it when his fangirls were there to ward them off, and with his teammates around.

➜ but he wouldn't be all over you in the middle of a crowded streets

➜ speaking of his fangirls, he fEELS SO BAD AND GUILTY THAT HE HAS THEM especially when they just crowd over him even tho they know his S/O IS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE BEING ALMOST TRAMPLED ON JSJSJSJSJ

➜ he used to love the attention but now all he wants was yours

➜ holy shit man that's tEETH ROTTENING TOORU

➜ so he knows he can't do much about his fangirls knowing that they're just there to support him too and give him love, but of course he'd definitely let borrow you HIS jersey and only you to let them know who's superior

➜ ✨y/n supremacy✨

➜ never wants to make you uncomfortable with his affections, he's also a very understanding guy and he'd never make you do something you don't want to

➜ that doesnt only apply to pda and stuff, just overall everything

➜ HE IS SO PRECIOUS OH MY GOD PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF HIM FOR ME😭

➜ do😢 it😤 for😆 oikawa🐽tooru🚪

➜ HE'S A HOPELESS ROMANTIC Y'ALL

➜ like for real,,,,,

➜ when you do this thing where you take off his glasses at home just to kiss the bridge of his nose? MMMMM MANS A SUCKER FOR THAT

➜ LIKE BABY HEART EYES

➜ would be 10× clingier to you whenever you do something that made his heart palpitate like it's blasting tf off from earth to meet god himself mm sounds like a plan sir <3

“ but y/nnn-chann, you don't know what you're doing to be and it's unfair even for me ” he'd whine, as he wraps his arms around your shoulders, burrying his head to your neck with a pout rested on his lips.

➜ one of his favourite intimacy with you is kissing you, like call him old fashion or whatever but that mans is hearing NONE OF IT

➜ oikawa : call me old fashioned but i was raised to serve my spouse. i clean the dishes and cook their food. i do whatever they says bc they are my spouse and they make the rules around the house. they own me. i am their property. if they ever cheat on me it's bc i was lacking

➜ he loves getting his nose kissed but he loves kissing yours too

➜ like the first time he did it was a forehead kiss gone wrong and he accidentally kissed your nose leaving him UTTERLY FLUSHED AND EMBARESSED, he has never been so hot-faced before because he thought he just embaressed himself in front of you and aHhhh

➜ YO MANS GONNA BE THAT GIRL WHO FARTED ON CAMERA THAT PLAYED IT OF THAT IT WAS A GHOST

➜ like when he plays it off that he didn't just accidentally kiss ur nose <3

➜ same energy, same chaotic energy.

➜ LOVES IT WHEN YOU KISS HIS TEMPLES AFTER PRACTICE WHEN HE COMES TO CUDDLE YOU AFTER TAKING A LONG BATH BECAUSE PRACTICE WAS A BIT TOO MUCH THAT DAY

➜ just what @tetsuwhore discussed in her ted talk hosted in my inbox, oikawa does NOT only leans on traditional physical affections

➜ like there'd be a day where he'd be randomly clingier and very vocal of his adoration towards you. he'd be nibbling your ears, whispering sweet nothingness and telling you everthing he loves about you; from your acne to your moles

➜ if you got freckles? you bet he'd make constellations of them, connecting them with a pen, and would 100% make up his own constellation name for them AHHH SO ADORABLE

➜ he's a soft dork please please take dont hurt him or I WILL HURT U🔪

➜ and of course you'd hAVE TO give it back to him, like 10 folds, because this baby boy gets REALLY INSECURE and needs dem assurance okay???

➜ like if you ever noticed that he seemed a lot gloomier or especially pressured with up coming matches, or when he does bad at practice, AND YOU TREAT HIM RIGHT AND GIVE HIM CONSTANT RESSURANCE AND LOVE THAT HE DESERVES ( as you should💅 ) mf would would fall in love with you all over again

➜ please do it, give him love he needs

➜ i could see him be vulnerable in front of you when he's that comfortable with ur relationship that he gets to express his worries about beating kageyama or ushijima

➜ or even his guilt when he almost hut his underclassmen because of the pressure he felt while being in the wrong headspace

➜ and that's when you know that he completely trusts you

➜ loves to spoil you !! especially when he finally got a stable slot in the volleyball industry profession

➜ a thank you for dealing with his clingy shit <3 but ig u could never really get rid of him, you love him too much to do that

➜ this mf buys milkbread and SAYS IT'S FOR YOU BUT YOU AREN'T THE ONE CAUGHT AT 2 AM SNACKING ON MILKBREAD WHILE REWATCHING MATCHES IN THE KITCHEN

➜ bold of u to assume that he actually bought it for u <3

[barsformars]

reaction: going to a haunted house w/ another member; ateez

req: (just an idea by @moonchildsaurora that i decided would be fun to write)

a/n: okay look I tried to split them into the members that they wanted (star magazine interview) but it was a little tricky and a little messy to write as well so im just pairing them up according to their age (sorry mingi ik udw san) anyways,, happy halloween!!! please stay safe while having fun <3

Seonghwa

SEONGHWA JSJSJWJW HE he's definitely the type to act all cool and tough while waiting for his turn to go into the haunted house, but mostly to comfort himself uk like if his turn is still far away he's gonna be like "bruh im so scared wtf" but as it gets closer he gets 'braver' and then he just totally collapses in the haunted house because HES SCARED SHITLESS omg bby WILL push hongjoong Infront of him (or behind him if he feels like something is lurking in the back) won't let go of hongjoong's shirt, might accidentally cause both of them to fall from how hard he tugged at it, only good thing about him is that he will never run away and leave hongjoong alone (because he's too afraid to run alone anyways)

Hongjoong

look, i feel like hongjoong is a lot braver than he lets on ESPECIALLY when he's with someone else idk i just get that vibe from him so like....even if he's really really scared he's going to play it off by acting tough and whatever jsjsjw like he's gonna tell seonghwa before they enter "dude don't worry if they jump at us im going to kick their ass" or "they can try me" i feel like he's gonna keep repeating "omg im so scared" but then still like take big ass steps into rooms even tho they sus and like what he says and what he does in the haunted house is just totally different if you get what i mean

Yunho

bruh he's literally going for a stroll in the park, will laugh at the scare actors and the props saying that it looks really fake or that it's not even scary omg i just see him looking at the props and going "omg i saw this rat plushie at ikea the other day" total mood killer for those who want to get a good scare at the haunted house honestly (which i feel is what yeosang wants) too nice to leave yeosang alone or prank him or whatever, probably thinks yeosang is scared as hell and tries to hold his hand or like protect him, super sweet boi hehe

Yeosang

lmao he doesn't want yunho to keep holding or touching him either because 1. he's actually not scared and it's annoying that yunho thinks he is 2. he's really scared but doesn't want to appear that way,, chances are it's the mix of both depending on the different parts of the haunted house,, ok this is if they had to do some missions in the haunted house and stuff, i think he would rather be the one approaching the hints and whatnot than to just stand in the middle of the room feeling vulnerable to any attacks because his back is so exposed uk what i mean, but yea i think after awhile he would get used to the haunted house and not feel so scared

San

coward #1 keeps trying to comfort mingi and assure him that he's gonna protect him or whatnot in the haunted house like "ill punch them in the face" (please do NOT attack scare actors in haunted houses im begging) or uk when he does that thing where he pats his sturdy ass chest and goes "don't worry im here, you trust me right" and mingi just looks at him like yea suree.......... because honestly this bitch would run away alone and leave mingi in there, and he won't even like give a warning or smth like a scream or whatnot,, just dash and next time mingi turns back he's gone, also like what hwa said in the interview,, will probably push mingi so he goes inside first to 'test the waters' 💀

Mingi

coward #2 poor mingi keeps having to reiterate his point that he's afraid of Satan and not ghosts just so that his members and San would stop teasing him about it, screams super losuly at EVERYTHING so much so that San keeps getting scared by him too but at least he's loyal? like if he was the one who the scare actors were picking on, San would dash without hesitation but if San was in his position, mingi would stay and try to help him uk (but also because he's too afraid to run off alone anyways just like hwa) keeps having to pick San off the floor from the number of times he falls from getting jumpscared (why is San so dramatic,, ANYWAYS) oh yea and also for whatever reasons, you're going to hear a lot of "YAH CHOI SAN!!!!!"

Wooyoung

cocky. so cocky. just because jongho is with him he's so freaking like....he just thinks he's at the top of the world JEJSJSJ you know and i don't blame him because bruh jongho loves him and has a soft spot for him so he probably would not like prank wooyoung and stuff so wooyoung goes around greeting the scare actors or like teasing them,, or going up to the cameras in the haunted house and acting all sexy and shit. basically his confidence and bravery comes from jongho, if it was any other member he probably would be scared shitless too,, but yea i see alot of him acting sexy and seducing the ghosts and stuff

Jongho

just watching wooyoung do his stuff and laughing at the side because this is also a stroll in the park for him, and yes wooyoung was right about jongho not pulling a prank on him to scare him bby is too nice lmao like the most he would do is threaten wooyoung like "hyung if you don't stop doing that im leaving you bye" but he never does and will still say stuff like "hyung there's nothing to be afraid of im here" bet wooyoung would go like yea i know hehe,, OHAND ALSO I JUST KNOW THIS PAIR WOULD MAKE THE SCARE ACTORS WANT TO QUIT LIKE WOOYOUNG BE DOING HIS SEXY DANCE AND JONGHO IS JUST THERE BELTING HIS NOTES OR LIKE RAPPING AND SHIT LIKE ITS A WHOLE CONCERT IN THERE JSJSJSJSJ, bonus: might scare the actors for fun whenever he feels like it

[stenbrozier]

Secrets (Bill Denbrough x Uris!Reader)

“omgg could you write a fic where stan is very overprotective of reader and bill has a huge crush on reader and bill has to prove himself to stan to date the reader? that would be so cute jsjsjsjsjs” - @gogosbeautiful

Plot: You’re Stan’s twin sister and are also very close with the Losers. You’ve known Bill ever since you were little and have liked him for forever. When Richie accidentally lets it spill, that Bill likes you back in front of Stan, Stan tries so hard to keep it from happening. He doesn’t want his little sister to end of broken hearted and messy.

Warnings: swearing + lil bit of angst

A/N: Did someone say...big bro Stan?? Because I did lmao. Also, I know I said I was on a bit of hiatus, but I’m still trying to get the ideas that we’re given to me BEFORE out. If you want to request something, don’t expect it right away!! Thank you guys for your cooperation :)

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You and Stan had been close your whole lives, especially since your parents weren’t as focused on their kids as they were their religion. Stanley had protected you when you guys started daycare, protected you when you guys started elementary school, and protected you when you met the three other boys who became your closest friends. Stanley was closest to Bill Denbrough, and as a kid, Bill would talk about you nonstop. How pretty your hair was, how your eyes sparkled when you’d see him on the playground. Stanley heard all of it.

And he hated it.

As you guys grew up, your feelings for Bill started to develop from just best friends into wanting to kiss him and hold him. You wanted to tell your brother, but you knew how scary he got when he was overprotective. He loved you, more than your parents by a long shot, and he didn’t want you to get walked all over my some guy. But that some guy was Bill.

You knew that he wanted you back because Richie had told you one night where you and him has snuck out the quarry to talk. Besides Stan, Richie was the one you were closest to.

“Bill loves you, you know,” Richie whispered out of the blue. “I-I see the way you look at him, so I figured I’d tell you. When it’s just us guys, he doesn’t fucking shut up about you.”

You smiled to yourself, sighing out loud to show Richie that you heard him. “So Stan knows?”

“Yeah,” Richie let out a huge laugh, “and he doesn’t like it.”

About a week after Richie had told you about Bill’s “hidden” feelings, you decided to confront Stan about not telling you. He was busy doing his homework so you sat on his bed for a while before casually bringing up Bill.

“So did you see Bill today?” you asked calmly, wrapping one of his blankets around you as you sat next to him on his bed. “Because Richie told me something and I wanted to know if...if it was true.”

He furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at his math homework, looking up at you confused and defensive. “What’s wrong? Do I need to beat him up?”

You shook your head wildly, playing with your hands as you heard him drop his pencil onto his folder.

“No! No, um, Richie told me that...Bill-“ Stanley started waving his hands wildly, cutting you off.

“Whatever he said about Bill is-is wrong,” Stanley said loudly. “Bill doesn’t talk about much, esp-especially nothing about you.” He cleared his throat, looking back at his homework. You nodded, looking back down at your hands and then standing up. “(Y/N/N)?”

“Richie told me Bill had a crush on me,” you mumbled softly. “I-I just wanted to see if you heard anything.”

“(Y/N)-“ You stood up, walking over to the door and shaking your head. Stanley saw the tears in your eyes, and his heart broke in his chest. “He-I’m sorry, okay? I just, uh, I don’t think he likes you...like that.”

You nodded, wrapping your arms around yourself before feeling tears stream down your face. You took in a sharp breath, and Stanley immediately ran over to you and engulfed you in a hug. He rubbed your back, burying his face in your hair as you fisted his shirt.

“Why...why would Richie lie to me?” you asked with frown on your face. He averted his eyes, biting on his lip and he shrugged. “I-Stanley are you lying to me?”

You pulled away from your brother, staring at him with furrowed eyebrows. He stuttered a little, not giving you a clear response, which was enough for you. You started crying harder, angrily walking out of his room. Going to the front door, you slid on your shoes and yelled for your mom, telling her you were leaving. Stanley was running down the stairs after you but you shut the door in his face. The distance between your’s and Bill’s houses wasn’t astronomical, so you were able to get there in about 10 minutes. As you knocked on the door, it swung open quickly, Bill staring at you on the other side.

“H-hey, (Y-Y-Y/N),” Bill said excitedly, his smile taking over his face. He stared at you for a few more seconds before blushing and inviting you in. He lead you up to his room after yelling to his mom that it was you at the door. “W-what are you d-d-doing here?”

You shrugged your shoulders, wringing your hands as you slid your shoes off and sat cross legged on his bed. “Richie...told me something the other night, and then, uh, Stanley denied it.” You stopped talking, trying to get the courage to confess.

“He-he told you I l-l-liked you...didn’t h-he?” Bill asked dejectedly.

You nodded cautiously, carefully studying his face as he morphed from holding fear to holding a sliver of confidence. You cleared your throat, the words meek and soft as they flowed out of your mouth like a choppy river. “I-I like you, too.”

“Are-are you s-s-sure?” he mumbled in disbelief, his eyes wide as you nodded. “C-cause Stan...”

“Stan told me you didn’t like me,” you quietly responded. “He...told me Richie was lying, but I know Richie wouldn’t lie to me of all fucking people. So I had to come ask you. Cause-“

“Cause you like m-me b-back,” he finished, a big smile spread across his face. “L-listen, if you don’t wanna do any-anything about it b-because of S-S-Stan, then that‘s-that’s okay.” He sat down next to you on bed, turning his body so he could grab your hands in his. You froze, staring into his shiny, green eyes.

“I want this,” you answered confidently. “Fuck what Stan thinks. It’s not his life, and he doesn’t always need to protect me. Especially not from you.”

A wide grin broke out on Bill’s face as it turned beat red, a tiny giggle falling from his lips. Still high off confidence, you leaned forward and kissed his cheek. Bill squeezes your hands before letting one come up to hold the side of your face. He brought it back to him again, placing a tiny, nervous peck on your lips before quickly pulling away. Despite his face’s fast retreat, his hand stayed firm against the junction of your neck and cheek.

“Let’s try, Bill?” you asked, secretly hoping he’d agree. You knew he wasn’t afraid of Stan, but that was still one of his best friends.

“Y-yeah,” he said, rubbing his thumb along your cheek, his other hand moving to encircle your waist and pull you against his chest.

You laughed at the awkward position, pulling away and moving up to the headboard on his bed. He crawled up next to you, wrapping both of his arms around you and kissing your forehead softly, burying his face into your hair as you rubbed one of your hands along his chest. This was the definition of peace, neither of you caring what tomorrow would bring when Stanley ultimately found out.

[cheese-greater-official]

I am disappointed in u for not reacting to the tiktok lyrics 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ but FILL UP THOSE CARTS I ALREADY HAVE 280 MILLION IN TOTAL AND IT’S FUN DOING THE KEYBOARD SMASH BUT WITH NUMBERS

Im it on tik tok but i do know some of the trends or whatever but I’m too lazy to actually look into what I’m supposed to answer. Also ha I knew you were the one who sent that jsjsjsjsj

[banghwa-moved]

so i read the ask you got abt the popular blog or whatever and i read the tags abt her followers being rabid and i have to say i will literally never comprehend the fact that ppl will stan fan blogs 😭 it doesnt make sense to me like are u here for bts or what?? why would u defend someone being racist to ur faves 😭

right like i don’t understand how people can idolize ANYONE on this website like....we are all just a bunch of loser teens/young adults in our room Blogging......what is there to stan jsjsjsjsjs

[lybomb]

jsjsjsjsjs i stayed up late cause my best friend decided to pull an all nighter as she doesn’t have uni atm.. and she woke me up at 5am cause she heard someone come in her house when it was just her brother skksksks i low key love waking up early ksksksks

Oh my god if i was woken up at 5 I would murder someone. Like literally that's way too early.

I get like being able to get stuff done before noon ans having a lot of extra time to do whatever but bruhhhhhhh too early for me lol

[stardust-revengers]

how abt uhhhhh hc with my baby boi Peter where y'all are having a cute date out on the town or whatever and it's just rly fluffy n shit pls and thank u

Oof I gothcu -okay it was Friday night and peter asked you out to a dinner date for a one month anniversary cuz he is so shy and soft. -asking you out with flowers at school because he is so cliche -tries so hard to get all the words out and stutters the words out to ask you to dinner -“ so um-y-y/n babe it’s our one m-month anniversary and I was wondering I-if you and I could go to dinner and a-a movie if YOU WANT TO IF not then-it’s-f-fine trust me - I’ll b—“-“peter baby of course I’ll go with you, you dork” -he has the most adorable smile in his face -he runs off doing that jump in the air high five thing -getting ready for your date peter asks aunt may :’) -and you are like taking hours and hours to find the right outfit -finally you found the perfect one just a skirt and a shirt with some makeup-causal :’) -peter showed up with more flowers and now chocolate -taking you to the most expensive (for a 16 y/o) restaurant aka like cheese cake factory-you guys are so nervous and cute you do that thing we’re you look eyes while looking at the menu -and the waiter is like “OKAY can I take your order loves” -shook because you two were having a moment and bam -after dinner he does the offer to pay by you didn’t want him to pay so you did that -“ no I’ll pay”-“no I’ll pay I’m the gentleman”-“no I’ll pay it’s fair”-“y/n if you love me let me pay” -he ended up paying -after dinner you guys went to see a movie -idk which any is fine because you two were just holding hands the whole time -little popcorns fights during the credits of the movie-jsjsjsjsjs-the little “you can borrow my jacket” -he walks you home and says how much he loves you and how much you mean to him -he actually makes you tear he is the best boyfriend -kiss on the forehead kiss in the wrist -makes sure you are home safe -literally texts you 2secs later like -“I already miss you:)”-“peter I can see you walking down my driveway babe”-Oof -okay I’m trash bye

[hausofmamadas]

all i have to say is ....... KEKW

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𖥕 A job you liked, a fiancé, a pending lease to an apartment in a city you never dreamed you’d live in, and, most crucially, a car that worked the way it was supposed to fucking work.

SKSKSKKSKSKS full audible, snort-cackling already occurring, im leaning back in my flimsy metal lawn chair (like the one Lalo uses when he’s sitting in the sewer spying on Gus) with a bucket of popcorn and some 3D glasses ready to see what fucking inane, nonsensical shit Angel does to ruin reader’s life sjskkssk

𖥕 The road you’ve had the misfortune of breaking down on is barren. Stripped back of any life and set into the dry backdrop, black asphalt against rusting earth

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWW OKAY HUST GOT SMACKED WITH THE BIGGEST FUCKING HOMESICK BC I CAN ACTUALLY SMELL THE FUCKING HIGH DESERT, INLAND PART OF CALIFORNIA THAT YOURE DESCRIBING IN FUCKING POETIC DETAIL AND I AM SSKSKSKSKSJE W WIFIEOWBW fine. Im totally fine. Im calm. Im great. Im. fine.

𖥕 You’d recognise him if he was dipped in tar. Angel Reyes, your oldest and most estranged friend.

KEKW THE WAY I AN JUST KEKW ALREADY sjsjsjss also the dipped in tar thing? Amazing? Did we get Nacho’s final hours subconsciously stuck in our minds perchance cause that’s the first thing I thought of sksksksjs poor Nacho just covered in oil. Dang, now just thinking about Angel covered in oil and we are going deeper into homina homina homina territory so I’ll stop before I get ahead of myself

𖥕 ‘Didn’t think I’d ever see you in Santo Padre again, not until one of us died or some shit.’

Okay. So it’s not like I ever doubted your skills at capturing Angel’s voice/personality but this fucking dialogue right off the bat like are you sure you weren’t in the writer’s room o que……… bc TBIS JUST IS FUCKING ANGEL LIKE THERE IS NO FIC FILTER ITS JSUT FUCKING HIM I AM CHOKING

𖥕 He flicks his chin toward you. ‘You look good, yo, real grown up.’

Its actually going to take everything in me not to copy/paste evert fucking word of Angel dialogue. THATS how spot on we are.

𖥕 ‘Thanks. You look old as fuck too, asshole.’ 

NOOOOOK JSJSJSJSJS BC THIS MAKES ME THINK OF THAT ONE TIME WE DISCOVERED CLAYTON CARDENAS IS YOUNGER THAN THE GUY WHO PLAYS EZ BY LIKE 4 YEARS SKSKSKS always with love but I am fully wiping tears from my eyes rn Sksksksjsjsjs

𖥕 It’s enough to say, I know, I’m joking. It’s been a while, but not long enough to forget how. 

Ohhhhhhsskskskksks but I have nothing substantive to say except that I just fucking LOVEEEEEE how this is PHRASED

𖥕 ‘You put gas in it?’  Your face falls open in false shock, gravel crunching under foot as you turn back to him. ‘Oh shit, you mean you have to put something in it, to make it go?’

NOOOOSNSSISKKSKS BUT I AM FUCJING SCREAMING BC IT IS ACTUALLY LIKE WORSE THAN ASKING SOMEONE IF THEY TURNED THEIR COMPUTER OFF AND THEN ON AGAIN SSKSKSK BUT LIKE HOW MUCH WAS ANGEL LEGIT EARNESTLY ASKING THIS IN AN ATTWPT TOHELP I CANT BREATHE

𖥕 You’d forgotten how easily this came to the two of you, how quickly it could bounce back and forth, how nonsensical every conversation could be once you were both there toying with it.

Oh I LOVEEEEEEE that last sentence so fucking much, like it’s one of those people where you can play conversational Madlibs with like fill in the blank or finish each other’s sentences with off the wall shit and then the other person just runs with it no questions ask I am SCREAMING NOW

𖥕 ‘Waiting ’til they come get your shitty car. You don’t want company?’

Literally EVERY fucking bit of Angel dialogue is FLAWWWWWLESS. FLAWLESS. Im calling Elgin whatever his name is now and berating him into giving you a job.

𖥕 A smile chips into his features as you answer the call. ‘No,’ he says, ‘but you’re still a bug.’ 

Haaaksksksksksksjs w w no puedo manejarlo SKSKSKS BUG I AM DEAD THATS THE FUCKING CUTEST NICKNAME IVE EVER HEARD do we love how im already failing at not responding to every bit of dialogue

𖥕 In response, he holds out his helmet for you. So smooth with it that you briefly entertain the possibility that he’d planned all this.

SJSJSJSJSTOOOOOPPPP BUT I LOVE THIS FOR SO MANY REASONS, mostly bc Angel does not have the ….. hmmmm focus and attention to detail that woikd be required to pull something like this off BUT ALSO I can see the exact fucking body language that would make Reader entertain this possibility for like a nanosecond. Just fuckingPROSE!!Y’HEARD?. PROSE.

𖥕 The Reyes’ house was only a few streets over from yours, close enough to feel like nothing, even to littler legs…

I wish you could hear the sound that just ejected from my mouth right now??? It was like beyond an “Aw” it was like a weird mix?? between a bird squawk and “aw”?? Sksksksksn it was like someone picked me up and squeezed my waist too hard?? when I was just saying regular aw?? And reallt, I feel like that’s all I need to say to indicate how FUCKING PRECIOUS THIS IS :angy:

𖥕 Well, almost. Once you met Mick it was split between the two of them.  You never quite got the balance right.

OKAY SKSKSKSKS NOOOO NOOOO IM FINE MY CHEST ISNT JUST IMMEDIATELY CRACKING IN HALF WITH THE REGRET AND THE LONGING HERE NOPE NOT AT ALL IM NOT CRYING YOUR CRYING

𖥕 You swallow some of the nothingness in your mouth as if the quiet might have a taste to it. 

massages temples hhhhhhhuuuuhhhhh alright. Well, now. Now, youre just showing off. Bc this? This is just like ……. i cant even. Like again, is making me homesick like the kind if dry night air that really does have sort if a nothing taste but its like almost clean too? I just— I am sjsjsjssjsjw feeeeling a lot of thiiiiiinnngggs in thus moment

𖥕 He must’ve caught something in your expression because now he’s overcompensating, hands up in innocence. ‘I’m not judging. Shit happens.’ 

OHHHHA BUT OUR BABY BOY he’s just trying to make up for making his friend feel bad 😭😭 like I can see rhe look on his face like simultaneously trying to avoid the doghouse but also being like, “ah, shit. I didn’t mean it like that.”

𖥕 ‘Like I said, shit happens.’ He pauses, then smiles just enough for it to reach his eyes. ‘He was an asshole anyway.’

SKSKSKSSKSKKS IN WHICH ANGEL AND I ARE ONE IN THIS MOMENT BC MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS, “GORL THE FIRST NAME MICK IS A RED FLAG ALONE” ZSKSKSKKS S

𖥕 It had been over with Mick long before you’d plucked up the courage to say so.

Owowowowowowow in no way does this resonate with anything to do with my personal life or the last 6 months, nope nope nope

𖥕 You feel your lips pull into a questioning line, like a downturned smile. It may as well have been a shrug. ’I have no idea what that means.’

OH MJJSJSJSJSJSJSJSJSJEJSJ MJ MJ THIS IS SO GOOD I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT FUCKING FACE THIS IS BUT IVE NEVER SEEN IT DESCRIBED SO WELL

𖥕 ‘I’ll text you,’ you say, handing him your phone, ‘but any drunken calls or shitty bike memes and you’re getting blocked.’

SKSKSKSKS BIKE MEMES SKSJSJSI AM CHOKING this is fuckint canon now, I am so tickled by this idea of Angel sending Reader s bunch of stupid out-of-context bike memes god sksksks s

𖥕 It’s Angel, of course. Or rather, Angelito, as he’d saved himself.

holds finger up, smacks chest coughing phew, wooooofoof okay, wow. That— yeah— that smacked right in my chesticle, mightve dislodged like my aortic arch a bit with how FUCKING JUST MMM that is. Its like beyond sweet, beyond precious I don’t even have the word

𖥕 Fine, Angel says, but he ain’t as fun as he used to be. You need a ride? Hopefully not, you type back, she’s in surgery now. Prayin for you. That shit looked terminal. Maybe you should pick me up, you type, relaying what’s happening in real time. Just heard the guy call something ‘a little bitch’ so it’s not looking good. The reply comes quick. I got you, biche.

I GOT YOU BICHE ;asdjga;sdjf;alsdj f;aoisjf alsjdf aI AM FUCKING SCREAMING OH MYGODDSSSSS THISJSUSISJSJS THIS FUCKING BANTER IS FUCKING INSPIRED TRULY

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when the crows come home

angel reyes x gn!reader, part one of ?, 3574 words

childhood friends, to strangers, to friends, to lovers

a/n: right. i have nose-dived into angel derangement and this is officially the first chapter of what i think will be a long running fic (based on the fact i already have more sections written and cannot fuckign stop) so i hope you enjoy!! (also, -e will be used in place of -o/-a suffixes throughout)

taglist: @drabbles-mc @ashlingiswriting​ @cositapreciosa​ (just now realising i didn’t specify in my post between being tagged for narcos or mayans so i just added u loves who i know are partial to mr. reyes) ((let me know if you wanna be tagged in the future)) ok shutting up <3

You’re shit out of luck. 

Every crumb of luck that life might have once given you, is spent, gone, tossed into the fucking wind with everything else you used to possess. A job you liked, a fiancé, a pending lease to an apartment in a city you never dreamed you’d live in, and, most crucially, a car that worked the way it was supposed to fucking work. All of that was gone now, plucked from your grasp.

You put your forehead to the driver’s door in defeat, phone still in your hand from ringing the tow company. They’ll send someone your way, they said, not to fix it, but to bring it back to the lot. Can’t fix a problem ’til I know what it is, the man had gurgled into your ear. You sure it ain’t the battery?

You open your eyes to the lights on your dashboard. Yes, it isn’t the fucking battery.

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