#journalthings

[peenybobini]

2:40 am on October 16, 2023.

I stayed up too late and I'm exhausted but in a good way

1. I beat baldur's gate today, 100 hours and 5 minutes on my first playthrough. Melancholic, teared up at Karlach's scenes. Honestly disappointed though. I wish I had gone with my instinct and started a new file when I realized I hadn't successfully romanced anyone but I was too invested lol

2. Started a new resisting the dark urge save, played for like 5 hours tonight. It's definitely not as magical as it was experiencing everything the first time, I so wish this had been my initial experience but I'm still enjoying it so much. Attempted a Jack run as well and that's been wildly ineffective but silly and fun regardless

3. Dylan's dad talked with him on the phone today and was exceedingly kind, supportive, and understanding about his employment situation. We talked a lot about options today and he seems really motivated to make the change. I feel like it's real this time, I feel like I might be getting a part of my life back in a way? I'm obsessed with him and these few long years of being on opposite schedules has been such a trial for me and I think it might be improving so soon

4. My work week looks good and busy, feeling excited about my job

5. Showered at my parents tonight and dad grilled burgers. Had a really good conversation with them and Dylan tonight and that's always my favorite thing in the world to sit in on, my favorite people all hanging out and getting along never gets old

6. Moxie and Kai sleeping next to me the whole like 3ish hours it took for me to complete the last part of the game. I love them so much

[newtras]

The former House of Wonder Los Angeles is on the market with $ 15 million

Check what clicks on foxbusiness.com. Stevie Wonder The Los Angeles House is now on the market for $ 15 million. According to Wall Street JournalThe musician bought the house in 2000 as a gift to his wife, Kai Millard, for $ 2.8 million. The couple lived there until their divorce in 2012, after which he went out while Millard continued to live there with his two sons. “He says,“ I want to show…

[satrthere]

The former House of Wonder Los Angeles is on the market with $ 15 million

Check what clicks on foxbusiness.com. Stevie Wonder The Los Angeles House is now on the market for $ 15 million. According to Wall Street JournalThe musician bought the house in 2000 as a gift to his wife, Kai Millard, for $ 2.8 million. The couple lived there until their divorce in 2012, after which he went out while Millard continued to live there with his two sons. “He says,“ I want to show…

[healthyfamz]

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[bluehummingbirdhandcrafted]

"I reach into the ether and whisper to the unseen. I knead, mold, tether, bind, strip, sew, swing, and plunge. I do not create art. No. I transform. The unseen chaos into tangible energy. The energy you can hold, crave, conjure, and devour. I believe in Art Accessibility. Here I am. Living. Breathing. Shifting. Flowing. Sharing. Changing. Vibrations amid the constellations nestled between this blade of grass and that grain of sand. I am the universe as your neighbor and magic as your acquaintance. It's a pleasure to meet you - a journal in my journey. Share with me your pages and I'll be sure you are never shelved away. Tell your story and let the energy live on, in...through. All my relations." Blue #artiseverywhere #makeartaccessible #junkjournal #journalthings #journaling #journalcommunity #journals (at Kansas City, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpv_Ys_sJyt/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[melsnotebook]

I wrote of you and thought about the kindest things. You said couples are suppose to compliment each other? I have a hard time seeing why you didn’t see that with us. We had it all, but you became so angry towards me and I was so confused and so hurt. You blamed and made me feel bad for saying the things I would say to make you feel better not for my own good. I wanted to make you feel comfortable but you pushed me away, you always pushed me away when all I wanted was to love you endlessly and make you the happiest guy alive. I know I’m not perfect, i know I lash out, but I needed you the most during these times but you thought it was better to walk away from me rather than towards me. You were my home. My safe place. Not just the guy I loved and cared for, but the guy I envisioned myself with in the future. How do I tell myself that it’s okay to leave you alone when it hurts to see that you never looked at me the way I seen you. I really thought you did, maybe you do but you are confused. And that’s okay but why push me away when I speak of you like this? Why can’t you let me help you and guide you. What did I do so bad that had you decide to leave me. I thought you loved me.. I thought you would have wanted to see me happy too.. now im stuck because I can’t move on. I can’t find myself seeking that happiness you gave me. Yes I can be happy alone, but you tore apart this tunnel and made me feel another happy, a happy I never wanted to let go of. You complimented me. You were my future. And you were the love of my life. Just wanted you to trust me enough to let me help you be the you I knew you are. Who am I kidding maybe I never was your happy place and I have to tell myself, more like discipline myself that I’ll never be that for you.

Don’t tell me you know what heartbreak feels like when you thought your partner was in it forever but walked away to prove to you, you weren’t his happiness.

How do you forget that and move on?

[iambivertsblog]

05.01.2017 How wild it was, to let it be - Cheryl Strayed, Wild. #journalthings #cherylstrayde #wild

[johnslamson]

The Best Sartorial Tip of All Time | The Styleforum JournalThe Styleforum Journal

[yama-bato]

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CountryUnited States

MediumPhotogravure: Text

JournalThe American Amateur Photographer 1892

[peenybobini]

It's 2:17 am on October 14th, 2023.

I'm in bed in the little rent house I share with the lvoe of my life and our animals. I need to get some sleep as I have to go in to work earlier tomorrow and it'll be a good, long, productive day. I'm feeling good and happy.

1. Dylan coming to pick me up and take me home!!

2. Another new client at work today, had a good time and she seemed to enjoy her tint and wax, she rescheduled so we'll see if she comes back! Love when nerve wracking situations go well.

3. Moxxi crying when I come home because she's so happy!! Dylan and I talking about how many of her mannerisms remind me of Jax. I love that guy so much. Learning to clean the immense grief with love.

4. Being able to kiss Dylan goodnight.

5. Feeling emotional about leaving my parents house after staying there for so long. I really love them, even when we get on each other's nerves. I HAVE to start prioritizing spending more neutral time with them, especially my dad.

6. Finishing up the last few quests in Baldurs Gate my first run. Bittersweet.

7. Dylan hooked my PC up to the tv so I could lounge and play my game. He's the best and takes such good care of me when I'm unable to. I hope to be able to return the favor someday.

[newtras]

'I knew I was okay ...': Melinda responds to the statement 'biggest mistake in Bill Gates' of their divorce

Melinda French gates have been more than three years in their high level. Speaking Elle journalThe 60-year-old Cipsites have accepted their separation pain and emphasized her confidence. “See, divorce is painful,” she said. “ In May 2021 announced their divorce in May 2021. After three months they were officially divorced. When Eli Streetiweewered by Streetiwwer addressed the public comments of a…

[satrthere]

'I knew I was okay ...': Melinda responds to the statement 'biggest mistake in Bill Gates' of their divorce

Melinda French gates have been more than three years in their high level. Speaking Elle journalThe 60-year-old Cipsites have accepted their separation pain and emphasized her confidence. “See, divorce is painful,” she said. “ In May 2021 announced their divorce in May 2021. After three months they were officially divorced. When Eli Streetiweewered by Streetiwwer addressed the public comments of a…

[skillstopallmedia]

Sam Bankman-Fried pleads not guilty in federal court in New York

Sam Bankman-Fried pleads not guilty in federal court in New York

FTX co-founder Sam Bankman-Fried (SBF) was charged with fraud and criminal association. In all, 8 counts were brought against him. A first hearing was held on January 3, 2023, with a view to a trial which should take place in October. According to wall street journalthe former boss of FTX pleaded not guilty. SBF pleads not guilty Several observers had announced, ahead of the hearing, the strategy…

[asikomecom]

The focus should be on what Powell's saying — The Fed's going pedal to the metal, says Steve Weiss - CNBC Television

The focus should be on what Powell's saying — The Fed's going pedal to the metal, says Steve Weiss – CNBC Television

The focus should be on what Powell’s saying — The Fed’s going pedal to the metal, says Steve Weiss  CNBC TelevisionCramer warns investors that Powell won’t go easy on stocks: ‘The Fed is not your friend’  CNBCThe Markets Don’t Believe the Fed  The Wall Street JournalThe Fed Is as Out of Step With Markets as Donald Trump’s NFTs  BloombergCramer warns investors Powell won’t go easy… Read more

[bluehummingbirdhandcrafted]

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