#journalofkomal

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Feels like everyone on Tumblr is suffering from heartbreak.

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Why can't I just disappear? Why can't I kill this anonymous feeling inside me? Why do I keep regretting my existence? Why can't I stop breathing remorse? Why can't I be the girl I was 6 years ago?

Being sad for no specific reason is so strange. Why are tears brimming in my eyes? Why is there this peculiar pain in my chest? Why do I feel so lost? Where can I run to? Where is home? Why? Why?

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To me, poetry is just Hiding your pain and cries in musical rhymes.

-k

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The thing is you can love someone , love someone to the infinity and still not like them. Even though your life is purpose less without them.............. you can still wish to be away from them.

-k

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journaling in notes app or on any other digital device doesn't feels as it feel writing on paper.

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Just a character

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Late night, music in the background, untied hair, mind full of messy thoughts, unbalanced life situations and your diary ran out of pages......Perfect setup for deep cleaning your bedroom.

( p.s. You'll look scary if you have thick and long hair, but who cares)

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Heal yourself 'cause noone else is going to do it for you.

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When you're sleeping so deep that even mother nature thinks that alarm is not gonna work, I will have to shake her up.

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I'm a mess... But the kind of mess that is worth it.

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How these loose sheets of paper holds me more together than anyone could ever .

They never judge me for the way I'm neither do they get angry when something I said is against their beliefs. These unsent letters are more comforting than someone hearing these thoughts.

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It's agonizing, the fact that I can't share anything because not everyone understands me .... Those who do are way too far away from me to hold me and my thoughts.

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The girl I met 14 years ago

We never visited cliffs or seas,

Yet our bond feels like forever wild and free.

Every meeting feels like a container filled with warmth,

Filled with unlimited stories that unfold,

Legends of old yet tales untold.

Meetups? Rather ointment on scared hearts,

Even after having different destinations our ways never parts.

Years will pass things will change,

And I'm sure this bond will remain the same till the end.

Confessions of stupidity and lectures of maturity,

Admist of everything this invisible string still holds purity.

They say the grass is greener on the other side,

But who cares when I have you by my side.

Tolerating and understanding each other when silly or cringe,

Handling me when I'm sane or unhinged.

- komal

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Kahile aadhi Raat ko angalo jasto ta,

Kahile bihani le nidhar ma dine nyano chumban Sarah.

Kahile Bhawana ko bojh bisaune chautari jasto,

Kahile malai fakauna lekhiyeko geet Sarah.

Kahile jhaskera nindra Bata utheko bela mayako thapki jasto,

Kahile artha bihin kura sunne euta purano mitra sarah .

Timi theau kasto k bhannu?

Ma barsha aghi ko badal Ra timi tyasbata jharne somya neer jasto.

-k

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Being in a brown family be like:

I'll say such hurtful things that you can get rid of tears and then they won't even let you cry properly , and after some moments they will search the whole house just to lecture you that crying is not an option, that they had more toxic parents then them, so in comparison they are nowhere close to being toxic .

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Yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Jab raat ko Chand dekha karte ho toh yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Kya abb bhi jab Raat ke Sanato se baate karte huwe subh ki Suraj se gale milte ho toh mere bareme sochte ho?

Abb jab mandiir dekhte ho kabhi raho me toh Mera chehra khayalo me aata hai?

Abb jab khud ko ghere huwe khalipan me sans ruk jaate hai toh Kya Meri aawaz yaad Kiya karte ho?

Kya abhi bhi uss movie ki sound track sun kar Meri baate yaad aati hai?

Yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Har Roz toh nhi par kabhi kabhi yaad karte ho Kya?