#journalofkomal

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Kahile aadhi Raat ko angalo jasto ta,

Kahile bihani le nidhar ma dine nyano chumban Sarah.

Kahile Bhawana ko bojh bisaune chautari jasto,

Kahile malai fakauna lekhiyeko geet Sarah.

Kahile jhaskera nindra Bata utheko bela mayako thapki jasto,

Kahile artha bihin kura sunne euta purano mitra sarah .

Timi theau kasto k bhannu?

Ma barsha aghi ko badal Ra timi tyasbata jharne somya neer jasto.

-k

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Yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Jab raat ko Chand dekha karte ho toh yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Kya abb bhi jab Raat ke Sanato se baate karte huwe subh ki Suraj se gale milte ho toh mere bareme sochte ho?

Abb jab mandiir dekhte ho kabhi raho me toh Mera chehra khayalo me aata hai?

Abb jab khud ko ghere huwe khalipan me sans ruk jaate hai toh Kya Meri aawaz yaad Kiya karte ho?

Kya abhi bhi uss movie ki sound track sun kar Meri baate yaad aati hai?

Yaad karte ho Kya mujhe?

Har Roz toh nhi par kabhi kabhi yaad karte ho Kya?

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कलम र कागज

नीला मखमली,

पहेँला सयपत्री,

पहिलो सूर्यको किरण,

जस्तो की उज्यालो सपनाको विज्ञापन,

अस्थिर खुस्याली,

स्थिर सोचाई,

अनौठो बेचैनी,

सुन्दर अवरण,

बानीको परिहास,

मानवको मैलो अस्तित्वको उपहास,

अपरिचित  नदीको अथाह गहराई,

हृदयको अस्पष्ट हेराई,

कलम र कागजको नदेखिने लड़ाई,

केही अक्षर शब्द बन्दै पोख्दैछन स���सारको सोचाई,

संसारको सोचाई र संसारको देखाई,

भावनाको पहिरो र शब्दको थमाइ,

भावनाको पहिरो मा शब्दको थमाइ।

- कोमल

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The girl I met 14 years ago

We never visited cliffs or seas,

Yet our bond feels like forever wild and free.

Every meeting feels like a container filled with warmth,

Filled with unlimited stories that unfold,

Legends of old yet tales untold.

Meetups? Rather ointment on scared hearts,

Even after having different destinations our ways never parts.

Years will pass things will change,

And I'm sure this bond will remain the same till the end.

Confessions of stupidity and lectures of maturity,

Admist of everything this invisible string still holds purity.

They say the grass is greener on the other side,

But who cares when I have you by my side.

Tolerating and understanding each other when silly or cringe,

Handling me when I'm sane or unhinged.

- komal

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Being in a brown family be like:

I'll say such hurtful things that you can get rid of tears and then they won't even let you cry properly , and after some moments they will search the whole house just to lecture you that crying is not an option, that they had more toxic parents then them, so in comparison they are nowhere close to being toxic .

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समुद्र र चन्द्रमा को प्रेम जति घनिष्ट भएनी त्यत्रो दूरी सहन सक्ने आँट छैन म मा,

के तिमी मलाई जति जे बोझ बोकेर आउँदा नी समुद्र जस्तो अपनाउन सक्छौ?

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In the battlefield of this life I can fight even if thousands of swords are stabbed inside me but one word from my mother will be enough to take me down.

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The point is koi nai samjhne Wala, sabailai afnai kura rakhnu cha tapaiko distikon ko kunai value nai chain, jhan tapaiko sach ma khot matra nikalne hun ini Haru, sabka yahi hai . The society is totally messed up yaar. The only thing I know now is the more to shut your mouth the better it is.

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fear or strength which one to trust???

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कयौं अपरिभाषित भावनाहरुको थुप्रो हुँ म ,

कसैले पनि बुझ्न न सक्ने रहस्यमय कुन्ज जस्तो I