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José Rodolfo Loaiza Ontiveros

Pop Artist 🎨.México🇲🇽/Solo Show 🔥 "Demystify"🔥 December 2-31/L.A

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Lucky Bitches

Fuck Disney, and all 80’s and 90’s children’s films for that matter.  My anxiety attacks were so bad this morning when I woke up that I suspected a childhood trigger was at work.  So, after I calmed down a bit, I did inner child work.  I asked to speak to the child who knew about the anxiety attacks.  An eight-year-old childhood self came forward.  It took some coaxing to get her to speak to me as opposed to hold on to my shirt and bury her face in it.  When she started to express herself, she showed me image upon image of movie scenes, most of them scenes from Disney movies.  And after much deliberation, I have decided that Disney contributed to the downfall of my life, and my ability to feel safe alone.  Let me explain…

Most children do not have to live through the experiences that the main characters in movies have to go through.  Most children do not grow up being tortured, stolen, having to live with evil adult figures, getting locked away, or being drugged etc.  And most children have never experienced a person so malevolent that no one can stand up against them (especially their own parents), like the evil characters that are in Disney movies.  In those stories, the parents of the main characters were powerless to their children being taken away and hurt.  But all of those things were the reality of my childhood.  I related to the main characters much more than the average child because I was actually living those experiences.  And I was powerless to get out of my circumstances.  But Disney taught me something… All you have to do to get out of those circumstances is to get one man to fall in love with you, because of how beautiful you are and he will be inspired to rescue you from your situation and take care of you by buffering you from the world and most especially, buffering you from the bad guy.

I used to sit in “the mind space”, (which is a 4 foot by 5 foot hole in the ground lined with stinging nettle, with a lattice like lid made of old wood planks that my childhood abuser used to keep me in) and dream of being rescued by a prince.  That was my only context for rescue back then.  And friends don’t count.  Friends are powerless.  How did I know that they were powerless?  Because all of those characters in the Disney movies I used to watch had lots of friends around them, but they were still stuck in the dangerous situations they were in.  For example, sleeping beauty’s fairy godmothers couldn’t save her from maleficent.  Only the prince could.  And snow white’s seven dwarfs couldn’t save her from the evil queen, only the prince could.  My parents were useless; after all, my abuser had already manipulated them into handing me off to him.  The only friend I had growing up was Lauren.  Lauren lived in a different state and I was lucky to see her twice a year.  She knew nothing of the hell I was experiencing in her absence and her father did not like my “wild” influence over her.  So what good was anyone going to do?  I knew for sure that the variable was a man whose love for me, committed him to my wellbeing.  How many movies did I learn this valuable lesson from?

1. Cinderella when the prince recued Cinderella from her evil stepmother and evil stepsisters. 2. Snow White when the prince recued snow White from the evil queen. 3. Rapunzel when the prince rescued Rapunzel from the enchantress. 4. Little Mermaid when the price saves Ariel from Ursula. 5. Sleeping Beauty when the prince saves Aurora from Maleficent. 6. Bambi when Bambi saves Faline from the vicious hinting dogs. 7. Peter pan when Peter Pan recues Wendy from Hook. 8. Lady and the Tramp when Tramp rescues Lady from Aunt Sarah and the street dogs and the dogcatchers. 9. The Dark Crystal when Jen rescues Kira from the Skexis. 10. The princess bride when Wesley saves Buttercup from the fire swamp monsters and from Prince Humperdinck. 11. Aladdin when Aladdin saves Jasmine from Jafar. 12. The lion King when Simba rescues Nala and the rest of the pride from Scar. 13. Tarzan when Tarzan rescues Jane from Clayton and the pirates. 14. The Never-Ending Story when Atreyu rescues the empress from her illness and from the nothing. 15. Star Wars when Luke and Han Solo rescues Leia from the death star and from Jabba the Hutt. 16. Ninja turtles, when the ninja turtles saved and protected April O’neil again and again. 17. The Aristocats when Thomas O’Maley saves and looks after Duchess and her kittens when they are stranded by Edgar. 18. The Last Unicorn when Prince Lir defends Amalthea from the Red Bull. 19. The Man from Snowy River when Jim Craig searches for and rescues Jessica from being stranded on the cliff. 20. Super Man when he saved Lois Lane again and again. 21. The Beauty and The Beast when the beast saves belle from the wolves and from Gaston. 22. Thumbelina when Cornelius saves Thumbelina from Grundel.

You get the point.  My childhood self saw love as rescue and protection.  This revelation is what has led me incessantly from one relationship to the next since I was old enough to form my first crush.  And aside from the “no self care” programs that were deliberately implanted by my abuser, why do I feel so incredibly unsafe when I’m not in a relationship with a man who is in love with me?  Just imagine what it would feel like to Rapunzel if the prince changed his mind.  Just imagine what it would feel like to the Empress if Atreyu had decided that it was just too difficult to make her happy.  The bottom line is, I may have left my childhood, but my childhood has not left me.  I still feel like this is a very dangerous world.  And despite the fact that I am as powerful as I am, I still feel like all that stands between this dangerous world, and me is a man who is in love with me enough to be committed to my well being.  And when he is not there, it feels like I’m alone against forces I cannot win against.  And let me tell you, if your life is full of that much danger, you will put up with a prince who treats you pretty badly!

I have always felt un-loved because I was the one that rescued myself from my childhood.  There was no prince in my life that loved me enough to keep me safe.  Turns out that Rapunzel and Cinderella and Snow White and Sleeping Beauty were damn lucky bitches.  And I have to tell you, when people try to convince me that it is better that I showed that love to myself, I kind of want to punch them.

I wish it were possible to talk myself out of my desires.  It would be highly convenient.  I also wish that I felt safe in the world now that I have escaped.  But it’s rather hard to convince someone that they aren’t going to be hurt, after they already have been.

- Taken from Teal Swans Blog 

https://tealswan.com/teals-blog/lucky-bitches/

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José Rodolfo Loaiza Ontiveros Returns With ‘Dramaholics’ http://hifructose.com/2019/11/26/jose-rodolfo-loaiza-ontiveros-returns-with-dramaholics/ In the upcoming show "Dramaholics," Mexican painter José Rodolfo Loaiza Ontiveros takes the taboos of reality and injects them into the idealized world of Disney. The show, running Dec. 6-29 at La Luz de Jesus Gallery in Los Angeles, offers new acrylic and oil works from the artist. Ontiveros was last featured on HiFructose.com here.

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