#joonsmagicstudio

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Ahhh i disappeared for while ksksk but i just wanna ask how are you doing?

My LOVE YOU HAVE RETURNED TO ME 🥺🤧😭 I hope you have been okay and well and happy and I missed you so much! Welcome back, I'm so happy to hear from you again, my friend!

I've been quite well these days, despite seasonal affectiveness! I recently had some very good thing happen to me and I'm just chugging away at my goals as a writer and in my career, thank you for asking!!!! ☺😚

I love you! 🖤

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I know this is on hiatus but could I pretty olesdr request to be tagged on the your biggest fan fic? It's really good.

thank you and yes ! i will add you but i’m not too sure when i’ll be bringing that fic back from hiatus

[joonsmagicstudio]

Meet Me Where The Waves Touches The Sky Masterlist

Status: completed, just editing.

Note: This story is also up on wattpad under the name of phospheneoblivion. Anywhere else other than here on tumblr under joonsmagicstudio means something is wrong so report it to me if you do find my story somewhere it doesn’t belong.

Story Description: We all have our issues, but some of us are sub-consciously pushing it away without realizing how deep under water we are. You don't realize the things around you aren't what used to be until you meet a celebrity struggling to live. Like the hypocrite you are, you help others without helping yourself first. But no one told you about helping others gives you this exhilarating feeling of being a saint. So for how long are you going to keep being a saint in a doctor's coat?

Genre: Angst, fluff (if you squint) and smut.

Pairing: You x Namjoon ft. Ateez and BTS (it isn’t really focused on real people like fanfics are normally. It’s just that having them in here saved time for me on character building. Hope that’s okay.)

Trigger Warning: It revolves heavily around suicide, depression and death. Please don’t read it if it is a sensitive topic for you. Also keep in mind it isn’t like ‘13 reasons why’. It takes place in more of an adult setting hence mature. It also has mature (+18) scene, alcohol consumption and occasional use of foul language hehe.

I am writing about suicide, death and depression not because I romanticize it or engage in it for others to partake. It is strictly for the purpose of writing a story to convey a message beyond these three words. 

Lastly, I really suggest to read the ‘Note’ and ‘For You’ before you read the story.

                                          Table of Contents:

Note

For You

introduction.

how are you?

take it when you go home.

are you ready?

funny things happen i guess.

why so surprised? - coming soon

would you ever be okay with that?- coming soon

i already know.- coming soon

why are you doing this?- coming soon

if i decide to stay.- coming soon

what about those at home?- coming soon

isn’t it obvious?- coming soon

did something break?- coming soon

it would be the best for now.- coming soon

i need a moment.- coming soon

i did?- coming soon

i got hooked into it- coming soon

untitled part 21.- coming soon

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Lmaoo you thought. Choose: chanyeol, suho and namjoon 😇

TOP 10 ANIME BETRAYALS

Wow joon you did me dirty, huh???

I cannot! Listed below are how each of them could be, because I cannot explain this simply.

Chanyeol is my ideal type because I am a well-balanced extrovert. I can definitely be the center of attention and enjoy partying or doing all of the social things right beside him, but i also need alone time and chanyeol would balance me out. He can also have chill time, so it would be a nice treat when he just wants to vibe and relax at home with his guitar in our pajamas in bed while i snuggle him. He is passionate about a lot of things, as am I. I feel like we would have a lot of endless conversation with our various interests and would probably do some really fun collabs together on various projects for the laughs! Chanyeol also needs a lot of reassurance and physical attention to be sure he is loved and understood properly. I am very in tune with other peoples needs and also need a lot of physical reassurance in a relationship so I feel like we would compliment each other in this aspect! Neither of us would get annoyed if we were being overly touchy or needy lol. He has a temper and can get his feelings hurt easily. While I am guilty of being the instigator because I'm honest- I am also good at owning my faults and our fights would end up in playful banter or otherwise... makeup/forgiveness activities... heh. He also laughs easily and I do too. Someone who understands the same type of humor as me is always a really good feeling. I always compare Chanyeol to the everlasting excitement of Summer.

Junmyeon is my ideal type because I can see myself growing old with him. He is the introverted type but still happily attends the outings with the gang. Since I'm balanced, I could easily adapt to this and enjoy the time at home as well as out and about in crowds at parties or just with us at museums and galleries. I also love art like he does, and as an artist, I could easily and happily go out to visit them as frequently as he would like! His dad jokes are things I actually laugh at, and he'd probably like that. His quiet comforts are perfect to sit back and take it in when I get lost on a tangent talking about something. But he is easy to keep conversation as well. I feel like he is the type to not be clingy, but he is observant and considerate so I think he would easily be able to tell when im feeling needy for physical reassurance without having to ask for it, and would be considerate enough of me to ask why I'm not feeling particularly relaxed. His ease of conversation would make it easier for me to open up about my feelings and needs, too. Junmyeon is very very good at taking care of others well, and himself. He would be good motivation for me to take better care of myself, and I don't mind making a home so I don't mind picking up after him sometimes (but not constantly, that is just laziness!). His genuine appreciation of gifts would compliment me well because I think we are both the considerate and thoughtful type. We also love fashion adskfhshjsjkkk. I often compare Junmyeon to the comforts of Autumn.

Namjoon is my ideal type because of his freedoms. That sounds strange but I mean it- when there are no schedules and he is free to dress how he likes and go where he likes and has time for thoughts how he likes, those things. His awkward tendencies are extremely endearing to me and his struggle with self love is something in understand well and I feel like two people who struggle with it but believe in it for others are best to help build each other up constantly, so we would work well in that sense. I often have thoughts too big for my own comprehension so I think we would have a lot of deep and philosophical conversations, bouncing theories and everything off of one another and constantly challenging the normal. He loves nature and plants as much as I do let's be real here we would be the plant people. Namjoon is the type more like Junmyeon- he is happy to go out and about but if he has a say it is more to galleries or on hikes and I like that kind of quiet date out somewhere, too! He spends a lot of time in his studio and although i would miss him i could just as happily set myself up on his couch and draw or write while he works in Rkive. He is also known to ask for opinions on his lyrics or music and i am always happy to give honest reviews of things and help anyone with anything so i think he woud appreciate a woman's honest perspective on it.. I often compare Namjoon to the refreshing feeling of Spring.

There are TONS of reasons all 3 could be my ideal type, but these will have to suffice for now! I hope that clarifies for you but that was so DIFFICULT I CANNOT CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM!!!!!🥺😭😫😖🤧

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Just out of curiously, what got you to write allotrope? And in general writing?

I wrote a big answer that tumblr ate so when I get off work tonight I'll answer it again!😔

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

87?

87. My greatest fear. The end of the world by nature. Inescapable and almighty, while I am alive. Especially by water. Tidal waves, tsunamis, etc. I'm not sure why, considering I'm an extremely confident swimmer, having grown up in ocean waves. I just know I can't beat that and drowning slowly is my least favorite way to imagine death.

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

What do ya think about let's love?

I haven't heard the full translation and I am not fluent enough in hearing Korean yet to know exactly what he's singing word for word but I will say this-

He is such a wonderful and lovely human being, my Junmyeonnie. The melody is soothing and calm and his emotions come through his voice so clearly as he describes something very poignant. A love he is chasing after. A dream, a wish.

The way he describes what I think I kept picking up is loosely 'knocking carefully'. On someone's heart.

I did catch in the first verse 'not enough'. The slow beat and the emotion he keeps in his voice... is he saying he isn't enough? I'll find out after work today I'm sure when I have more time to look up translations.

He deserves the world and I love him. I'm not ready to be wrecked by this whole album but you can bet your bottom I'm streaming it all day at work.✊🏻🥺

For now, stream 'Let's Love' and his whole album, Self Portrait!😌

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Ooh for the guessing a word in fanfic does maybe CEO comes up?

Oooooh, nope! As much as I am imagining Junmyeon as CEO of NextIn right now (🤤) it's not in any of my wips! :(

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

😍😝💣

😍- this is a tough one between Park Chanyeol and Jeon Jungkook. But I'll have to say JK. He is the personification of Atlas himself.

😝- BYUN BAEKHYUN. Funny thing- I've always been drawn to him and feel like we would get along like soulmates. Then, I had an astrology chart done for he and I's compatibility and it was a triple flip, something the person I commissioned to do it had never seen, which is pretty astounding. So even though I have several other idols as my bias among the groups I stan, and he is my ult bias wrecker, I feel like he's probably the one I'd be closest to if I ever got to meet any of them.

💣- among the many groups I know of, I don't really know anything about any of them, except the ones I stan. So I don't really have an opinion of any groups I might not like...? I'm sorry if that makes zero sense.

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Just poppin by, how ya doing? Sorry I've been coming to your blog frequently

Awwwe bby! You're fine, please don't be sorry I love you.🥺

Thanks for asking! Despite the Pandemic happening, I'm actually quite well! I landed a promotion at my work and have been healthy and safe as best as I can be during all of this. Oddly- things that are affecting everyone and not just me personally, I am quite calm and level headed about. So I'm not too stressed, but of course I hope everyone else is healthy and safe, too!

How are you? I hope you're okay!💕😌

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Hi! (lmao I spend like solid 10 minutes tryna put a creative way of saying hi. This is the end result of my only 2 brain cell functioning.

Lmao I love you. It's okay! 🤧

--

Who am I without a name

I know that you're hesitating because

With the cold air of the dawn

I don't even care here we will burn on this stage

The hands that steadied me when I was struggling.

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Fuckkkkkkkk bruh the cliff hanger in allotrope is killing me damn son. I've been silently following your allotrope FF and bruh it's one of the best suho FF I have ever read.

(SCREAMS INTO THE VOID)

Ahhhhhh!!!! Thank you so much wahhh!!!!😭😭

One of the best Suho fics you've read?!! You're too kind! Thank you so much for loving my fic! I hope it continues to bring you joy and I can't wait to release the next part!🎉😘🥺

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

Oh bby I'm so sorry to hear that. :( you and your family are in my thoughts. 🙏

I've just been doing what I always do. Working and then coming to Tumblr to cry over kpop boys 🤷🏼‍♀️.

@joonsmagicstudio I see you liking things on my blog again darling! You were absent for a short bit. I hope you're well and know I'm wishing for your happiness! 🥰

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

@joonsmagicstudio I see you liking things on my blog again darling! You were absent for a short bit. I hope you're well and know I'm wishing for your happiness! 🥰

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

@joonsmagicstudio you are so adorable. Nothing wrong with writing for yourself and keeping it private! I have a few like that, too huehuehue😏

I'm sorry that it's stress that causes you to write but it sounds like it is a form of relief for you which is nice!!😘😚

I want to work on allotrope but I feel like I'll produce better work after I listen to Self Portrait. I am so excited for it that it is hard to focus on writing.

It just stinks because today is a perfect day for writing! It is pouring buckets outside (happy Spring!) and it's kinda chilly and gloomy and I have coffee and candles and cat snuggles.🥺😩

With that being said- fellow writers, I'm curious! Tell me, what are the atmospheres you vibe with most for writing? Do you like rainy days like me? At home, or out at coffee shops or parks? Day or night?

[softly-savage-mint-yoongi]

@joonsmagicstudio yup! I've been in the animal field for 9 years and for 5 years have specialized in animal biomedicine specifically! It's challenging and fun most of the time! There are days though where it is obviously rough, haha. You'll get through it, horray for biomed! 😁

I am excited knowing that while I still work, having an "essential" career in the Biomedical field, I will have three days off over the weekend. My point is this- getting up early because of my internal alarm clock and making myself a pot of coffee and then sitting down to binge all of the last three weeks worth of RUN episodes will be so 👌🏻💯 delightful and 😌🙌🏻 wholesome. Nothing fills me with joy more than listening to Jeon Jungkook's laugh and the fulfilling bond they all share. What a way to start my weekend I can't wait.