#joohoeny drabble

[cloudycrystalkpop]

“liar” and “please” and “forget” with Jooheon from Monsta X

spell book

“i thought… i thought you forgot me.” his words were soft as he reached out for you. before his hand could brush you cheek, you stepped back.

“please Jooheon, please let me go.” you swallowed down your tears at the look of hurt on your face.

“what-what do you mean? i made a promise to you, i promised that i’d always stay with you, that i’d never leave your side…” he stepped forwards once more, reaching out for you.

“no Jooheon, you’re a liar. you broken your promise.” you stepped away from him again, rageful tears pooling at the corners of your eyes.

“what are you saying?” he gritted his teeth, his hands and his eyes begging you to let him touch you. to let him hold you. to protect you from the horrors of this world.

“i’m saying you left me Jooheon! you’re not real! you lied!” you finally broke from the pain at seeing his face again.

“…do you even hear yourself? of course i’m real! i’m right here!” he snarled as the tears slipped from his eyes.

“no Jooheon! you’re dead!” you screamed, running to him. he held his arms open as though to catch you in a hug, but you simply stepped right through him.

you fell in a sobbing heap to the ground, the man you loved dead on the floor behind you.