#jongseok

[csodaturmix]

Happy Valentines day!

[stillm0nster]

   ♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :;           the  ruckus  outside  his  door  had  put  jongseok  in  a  very  bad  mood  on  his  day  off.  he  would  have  understood  if  it's  neighbours  yelling  and  throwing  things,  it  has  happened  before,  but  it's  no  other  than  kwon  yongjae  this  time  around.  ah,  the  day  was  going  so  well,  jongseok  should  have  known  it's  too  good  to  be  true.  " you  have  the  audacity  to  come  to  my  place  and  interrupt  me,  huh? "  he  goes  outside  the  door,  rolling  up  his  sleeves  in  the  process.  he's  ready  to  throw  hands  despite  knowing  he'll  end  up  roughed  up  because  yongjae  isn't  one  to  be  underestimated.  he's  had  a  lot  of  long  and  tiring  fights  though,  even  if  it  has  been  years  ago,  he's  still  in  a  good  shape.  " nobody  abducted  your  daughter  for  you  to  come  here  and  act  this  way,  kwon  yongjae.  she  came  here  willingly.  what  exactly  do  you  want? " / @sparkssflv

[numinousher]

“Jungkook.”

Jungkook looked at Sienna.

She looked nice. Of course she did. She had her makeup done well. Her wedding dress was beautiful, but nothing compared to the way your dress hugged your figure and the way you were so much better compared to her. She was nothing special. She was pretty, but you were beautiful.

“Sienna,” he simply said with a dry tone. He looked into her eyes. “What do you want that you had to take me out here instead of enjoying your wedding with Jongseok?”

“I miss you,” she softly said, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. He suppressed an eye roll because her crocodile tears didn’t do anything to him. “I’m regretting all this Jungkook. I am. Jongseok doesn’t treat me like you did.”

She tried placing a hand on his cheek, but he grabbed her wrist, stopping it mid-air.

“Whose fault is that?” He asked, glaring at her. He dropped her hand. “Last time I fucking checked, you cheated on me with him and left. You willingly left. He didn’t make you. You texted me instead and I had to console Y/n because you and Jongseok not only hurt me but her, too.”

“Jungkook, it was a mistake please,” she pleaded with a frown, almost as if she were eager to make him listen to him. “Please.”

“Oh please Sienna,” he scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest. He looked down at her with a condescending expression, obviously finding her feelings hilarious. “You have been doing nothing but harassing me and had the nerve to lie to your mom about me cheating on you instead. You don’t feel sorry.”

“Jungkook—”

“Nah, I don’t want to hear any of the stupid ass excuses you want to feed me,” Jungkook scoffed. He got closer to her. “I fucking gave you everything, Sienna. I opened up to you in a way I never did with somebody and you hurt me. I stayed loyal, which is the bare minimum by the way. I gave you whatever you wanted while sacrificing my own for you. You never gave a shit about me and now that you’re married and seen the way Jongseok treats you, you want to come back. What do you truly want, Sienna?”

“Fuck! Fine,” she exclaimed, irritated. “I want to have sex with you. Jongseok doesn’t please me as much as you do. Hell, he did in the beginning but you truly put my pleasure before yours and it’s something he doesn’t do.”

Jungkook suppressed his pain at her words.

“Is that all I am to you?” He gritted out. “Sienna, I loved you and you’re over here wanting to talk just so you could cheat on your husband behind his back?”

“Jungkook—”

“No, don’t fucking talk,” Jungkook scoffed with a small sarcastic smile. “Because this entire time you’ve done all the talking, all the lying, all this and that, and I’ve been trying so hard to keep my cool.” Sienna opened her mouth but he raised his hand. “And not even for you. It’s all for Y/n. Me holding in all this anger has been for her because let me tell you something, Sienna…”

Jungkook leans down to Sienna’s height to make eye contact since she’s dodging it. Her teary eyed eyes met his.

“Are you looking at me?” He whispered in a stern voice.

“Yes,” she gulped at the intensity.

“Good because I want you to see how serious I am when I tell you that me and you… we’re done,” he continued in a soft tone as if he were saying the most loving words. “Have been. I’m happy. I have a girl who genuinely loves me, who sees me, and not as a fucking toy for you to fuck. You are nothing compared to her so don’t even think you’re on the same level. Don’t even breathe near her because you don’t deserve to breathe the same air as her. You. Are. Nothing.”

“Why are you so mean?” Sienna sniffled.

“Because you did this,” Jungkook chuckled. He looked over at you dancing with Jongseok while you two talked. “You see… I know you wanted me here to look like I want you back so Y/n could overthink, so she can break up with me, so I can come back crawling to you begging for you to take me back, but… you don’t know her and you don’t know us. I cannot give two single fucks about you. Because you are a piece of shit, Sienna.”

Sienna’s eyes began to tear up at the audacity of Jungkook. The audacity to disrespect her. The audacity to know what she was truly planning.

“I don’t want you two here anymore.”

“Good because the only reason I came here was for her and for my friends,” he said, backing away while he took out a cigarette to smoke. “She was so excited to get even prettier and to put on that pretty dress so who was I going to be to tell her ‘no’?”

“You never talked to me that way,” Sienna sniffled.

“Yes, I did!” Jungkook exclaimed. “Sienna, I gave you everything. Hell, I’m a lot of things but I was never a bad boyfriend to you. I gave you myself, I gave you all of me, and all I wanted was you so why was I going to mess me and you up if I wanted you? So don’t you dare compare my relationship with Y/n with us because at least I know with her our future is set. You and me, it’s over and has been.”

“Get out of here.”

“Good,” Jungkook said, turning around to leave. Though, he stopped mid-way and glanced at her over his shoulder. “And by the way, whatever plan you and Jongseok had, me and Y/n talked about it because unlike you two, we talk it out and we communicate. And that’s why your plan on trying to break us up isn’t going to work because I let her know you texted me and she encouraged me to say goodbye to you. Goodbye, Sienna.”

Jungkook walked away.

He headed towards you and Jongseok, who was telling you that Sienna was the only one that Jungkook wanted.

“Last time I checked,” he heard you say, “Sienna was the one who wanted Jungkook so is this projection, Jongseok? That Sienna’s first choice won’t be you?”

He chuckled as he came up behind you, placing a hand on your waist. He looked at Jongseok. “She’s just kidding, Jongseok. Sienna tolerates you.”

“Jungkook,” Jongseok greeted with a fake smile considering the fact that the last time they talked Jungkook punched him. Jongseok could still feel the throbbing pain on his nose. “How’s the wedding?”

“So great,” Jungkook smiled. “Though, I am confident that you and Sienna will stop asking me and Y/n to be your fuck buddies behind each others backs?”

The way Jungkook smiled sent shivers down Jongseok’s spine that he tried to suppress. You hid your amusement.

“Anyway, we should go,” you said as you smiled up at Jungkook.

You two excused yourselves from Jongseok before leaving the venue, relieved at being away. Not just relieved but feeling finally free from the shackles of your exes holding you down. From cutting off ties because you knew after this event, they wouldn’t be in your life and you wouldn’t text them and they wouldn’t text you either.

“I told you they were gonna try something,” Jungkook gently said to you in comparison to the way he talked to Jongseok and Sienna. “He wanted to sleep with you, too?”

You nodded. “Yup. Disgusting. Both of them.”

“Well, now it’s just us,” he hummed, helping you get inside the passenger seat. He leaned down to be in your level, his hand on the car door holding it open so he could kiss you. “We don’t have to deal with them anymore.”

You smiled at his whispered words. “Now, wanna go have some fun at home?” You asked, placing your palm on his cheek to rub his bottom lip with your thumb.

He chuckled and nodded, turning his head a little to kiss the palm of your hand, relishing in the feeling of safety, love, and comfortability.

“Of course, baby. Until the bed breaks,” he whispered into your ear before kissing you.

“You freak,” you uttered between kisses.

All he could do was let out a chuckle before kissing you even deeper.

2U⭑.ᐟ ── O37. sienna

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NOTE: you guys mistrusted jungkook bruh 😭

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Untuk orang yang depresi, dengarkanlah kutipan berikut

Dibalik rasa ingin mati, mungkin terdapat keinginan yang sangat dalam untuk hidup.

Dikutip dari halaman 38 dalam buku Kupikir Segalanya Akan Beres Saat Aku Dewasa karya Kim Haenam dan Park Jongseok; penerjemah, Gitta Lestari

[ifdispatch-blog]

¿Alguien que te haya sorprendido últimamente, Cher? ¿Algo que haya llamado tu atención?

minqi, yaz y jongseok me sorprendieron clavándome una daga en el corazón, mi cerebro no procesa la idea de dejar la competencia cuando estas en los primeros lugares, emocionalmente me sigo recuperando. aparte de eso, también quiero hablar de sunmi y triunfo de capital sins de la semana pasada, en lo personal, no me lo esperaba, y les doy crédito, sobre todo a la líder, porque, bueno, es la líder, aunque siguen dejándome con ganas de más.

[swanlake1998]

jongseok park and hyunhee sim photographed performing as albrecht and giselle in giselle by kballet1962

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: our blooming youth [5/20] ⟣

I knew you would listen to me. I believed you would listen to even a lowly eunuch.

Tell me. We need to save someone if we can.

[miss-mollys-ballet-blog]

Cho Yeonjae and Park Jongseok in Swan Lake.

I highly highly highly recommend watching the entire adagio here.

[csodaturmix]

PRISM's debut album - 흥분 (heungbun)

[stillm0nster]

             ♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :;                he  can  tell  that  something  is  up,  something  juhwan  is  trying  to  muster  up  the  courage  to  tell  him.  would  that  be  about  juyong?  no,  it  cannot  be  it.  hyerin  would  have  been  asked  to  come  as  well.  updates  go  to  both  of  them  at  the  same  time,  so  it's  something  else.  when  the  young  man  slides  a  photo  across  the  table,  jongseok  glances  at  him  and  then  reaches  out  to  take  it.  " sohee  ...  yeah,  this  is  from  our  high  school  days. "  he  remembers  the  time  he  and  sohee  had  a  fling  and  then  just  fell  out  of  touch  at  the  end  of  the  school  year.  the  following  explanation  raises  a  few  question  marks.  the  most  shocking  part  is  that  he  never  heard  of  sohee's  passing.  " she  had  a  child  she  gave  for  adoption?  i  had  no  idea,  we  sort  of  fell  out  of  touch  after  ...  we  realised  that  between  us,  things  won't  happen.  i  didn't  know  she  passed  either. "  maybe  he's  been  too  busy  with  his  life  and  everything  that  was  going  on  that  he  missed  the  news  but  it  still  saddens  him.  " do  i  ...  do  i  know  the  father?  is  that  why  you're  coming  to  me? " / continued with @sparkssflv

[xiumin-x-chen]

Bless this signing❤

[jindoelf]

Hyuk met with Jongseok & friends for dinner 😊 (during Chuseok) 171005 쵸이스(andi****) naver update: In Gangnam with best friends & dongsaengs

[numinousher]

2U⭑.ᐟ ── O29. conversations of past ghosts

You and Jungkook stayed in the jacuzzi of his family’s vacation home until 2 AM.

You honestly don’t remember getting inside it, but you weren’t complaining now as you and Jungkook sat across each other, enjoying the warmth in contrast to the cold air outside.

“This was well needed,” Jungkook said as you two enjoyed the soft music that was playing from his phone. You smiled and nodded in agreement. “I told you.”

“Yeah, yeah,” you playfully rolled your eyes. “I’m happy I agreed. After the whole situation with Sienna and Jongseok… I felt so much more insecure and a whole mess but, being here, it makes me feel better.”

“Your mom was right, you know?” Jungkook hummed. “He was a piece of shit who took advantage of you and your love. My heart may have been broken, too, and believe me, there are days where it hurts, but… it happened, sweet girl. You got hurt and your feelings are so valid because the person you trusted to have your heart and take care of it broke it like it didn’t matter.”

“It just didn’t have to happen like that,” you whispered, gulping down the familiar ball of pain in your throat.

He looked at you. Intensely. His eyes, doe and hooded simultaneously, gazed at you. You could feel it burning everywhere until it had you withholding in your shivers.

“Come here,” he softly commanded, his arm sticking out so you could grab his hand. You nodded and grabbed it, feeling him bring you closer to his side until you were in front of him. “I don’t know why Jongseok lost you, why he couldn’t do better, and as a man—”

“Don’t remind me.”

“—as a man, I apologize on his behalf for losing someone who loved him unconditionally, who stayed loyal to him… Like I told you, you loved him so much and you should be proud of yourself for loving so openly and giving him your heart and your all.”

“I know it’s just…” you trailed off with a sigh. “He’s a fucking bitch and I hate him because I feel stupid.”

“And it’s okay, alright? Hate him all you want. That little bitch didn’t, and still doesn’t, deserve you.”

“I feel as if I should’ve dumped his ass when he threw a fit over me mentioning I want flowers,” you scoffed, rubbing the skin of your forehead. “All I said was if he could buy me flowers and he said, and I quote, ‘it costs a lot of money.’ Like, what the hell?”

Jungkook hummed at your words. “He’s a little bitch.” You nodded in agreement as he continued staring at you. “You couldn’t have known what he would’ve done. The what-if’s aren’t going to help your pretty brain. He’s not worth thinking about anymore.”

At seeing your teary eyed eyes, he brought you closer.

“I don’t even know why I’m crying,” you tearfully chuckled. “I’m just embarrassed more than anything. Did you see the comments under their posts? Their stupid ass friends.”

“And you’re none of the mean things they said, baby,” he softly whispered in your ear. You feel him place his palm on your cheek, holding your face as if he was holding something so fragile. The pad of his thumb rubbed your cheekbone, soothing you. “They’re all idiots, alright? I’ll treat you better, okay?”

You nodded as he brought your face down, kissing your forehead.

“Promise?”

“Promise,” he muttered. “I would rather be slapped by Jimin before even daring to break your heart, okay? I’ll take care of you, I’ll provide for you, I’ll feed you, I’ll take care of everything. Hell, you want flowers? I’ll buy you the whole store. Never settle for less, you hear me? Never. Not with me.”

“You’re too good to be true I swear,” you chuckled as you looked up at him through your lashes.

He smiled and shrugged. “Just for you, baby.” He nuzzled his nose with yours before glancing at the time. “Come on, let’s get out. We’ve been here for a while and it’s late.”

You nod and watch as he gets out first. He grabs his towel, drying his body. He sticks out his hand for you to grab and you do so, getting out.

Before you could shiver, he already had your body wrapped in a warm, fluffy towel. His arms went around you, rubbing your arms up and down to warm you up even more.

“Thank you, Jungkook,” you softly mutter. He smiled.

“Anything for you, sweet girl.”

BEFORE MASTERLIST AFTER

NOTE: i have to hold back from making them kiss

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Dikutip dari halaman 135 dalam buku Kupikir Segalanya Akan Beres Saat Aku Dewasa karya Kim Haenam dan Park Jongseok; penerjemah, Gitta Lestari

[ifdispatch-blog]

A mi me gustan Haneul y Jongseok juntos

escuché que salieron a almorzar juntos, o algo así, no sé qué tan cierto sea...se me hacen lindos juntos, pero no puedo, siento que haneul aunque es amable también es medio repelente, es como muy...¡ÉL!, y jongseok se merece un ángel, no sé, creo que tengo sentimientos encontrados, ¿ustedes qué opinan chicos? ¿haneul x jongseok: yeet or keep?

[swanlake1998]

jongseok park photographed performing as albrecht in giselle by kballet1962