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Jinho- To love and to protect (smut) 🔞

⚠️ WARNING: THIS CONTENT CONTAINS SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE! 🔞 🔞

AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is my first ever one-shot smut fanfiction for Jinho! I hope you will all like it my beloved readers! THANKS 😍 😍 😍

The number of words: 7.6k

Y/N is a marketing employee and she has a friend named Jia. But Y/N has an ex-boyfriend in the human resources department named Jung Doyun who keeps bothering her to get back to him. There is one time while she is working, she suddenly received a message from Doyun and it says….

“Y/N, I want to talk to you after our work- Doyun”

As Y/N read it, she rolled her eyes, and then, Jia noticed it.

“Y/N, is that Doyun again?” Jia asked.

“Yes, it is! He wants to talk to me,” Y/N said.

“You know, just talk to him and clear things up with him,” Jia said.

"Okay! To be honest, I really like to settle things up with him already and I don't want him to lurk around me anymore," Y/N said and Jia agreed with her. After hours of working in the office, Y/N went outside the office of their department and Doyun was already waiting for her.

“Y/N, I am glad you wanted to talk to me,” Doyun said.

“I will make this quick, okay?” Y/N said.

“We will not talk about it here. We will go to a bar since it’s Friday and we can about some things there,” Doyun said and then Y/N raised one of her eyebrows.

“In a bar? Seriously? Also, I don’t have the mood to talk to you in a bar,” Y/N said.

“Please, Y/N. Just this once. I will not do anything bad to you,” Doyun said.

“Fine! We will go to the bar, talk quickly and then I will leave you,” Y/N said.

“Okay! Let’s go!” Doyun said. Then Doyun and Y/N went to a bar and they sat in one of the chairs near the bartender's counter and…

“Y/N, you know that I still like you, right?” Doyun asked and Y/N smirked.

“I know you want me back. But I will make it clear to you that we are already over and I don’t want you to be my boyfriend again,” Y/N said.

“But Y/N, I didn’t mean to cheat on you,” Doyun said then Y/N scoffed.

“Really? But you seemed to enjoy that girl’s company and also, you didn’t just do it once but thrice! So, please stop bothering me from now on,” Y/N said. But when Doyun was about to talk to Y/N, a man suddenly excused himself between them and…

“Sorry! I will just get my drink,” the man said which made Doyun angry.

“Hey, mister! Can’t you see that we are talking to each other? Then you will suddenly just come between us to disturb us? Just get your drink and please leave us alone!” Doyun said. Then the man just smirked at him.

"Mister, don't listen to him. To be honest, you have good timing because I don't want to talk to him,” Y/N said which made Doyun surprised.

“I see! Anyways, I will leave the two of you now,” the man said and he left them. But after the man left…

“What did you say earlier?” Doyun asked.

“I don’t want to talk to you anymore and I will never get back to you! I’ll go home now and you can find your bitch here tonight!” Y/N said and she completely left him in the bar which made Doyun got frustrated.

“You will come back to me, Y/N!” Doyun thought. As for Y/N who was already in her apartment, she suddenly thought of the man who disturbed them earlier…

“Why does that man look so familiar to me?” Y/N thought and she just went to sleep.

THE NEXT DAY…

Jia and Y/N are having a lunch break and suddenly Doyun is approaching them and…

“Jia! Let’s go!” Y/N said then Jia nodded.

“Y/N, wait!” Doyun said.

“I already told you last night I don’t want to talk to you anymore! I have to go back to work,” Y/N said and she left him which made Doyun sigh. As Y/N and Jia, went back to work, Y/N suddenly saw an announcement that they will have a company outing and she saw that the CEO will shoulder their accommodation and other things as she saw the CEO's photo, she was surprised…

“Wait! What? The man from the bar is Mr. Jo Jinho? I can’t believe it was him!” Y/N thought and Jia noticed it.

“Y/N, Is there a problem?” Jia asked.

“Jia, I just saw Mr. Jo Jinho in the bar when I am talking to Doyun,” Y/N said.

“What? Are you serious?” Jia asked.

“Yes! He was the one who came between us when I was talking to Doyun,” Y/N said.

“Oh! So, what did Doyun do?” Jia asked.

“To be honest, Doyun was quite rude to him and he just told him that he should leave us alone and he is disturbing us. But for me, I told him it was good timing because I am sick of talking to Doyun," Y/N said.

“Oh! Doyun will be in trouble since Mr. Jo Jinho will be in our company outing,” Jia said.

“I know right! It seems Doyun didn’t recognize him. Let’s see what will happen to him,” Y/N said as she smirked. As time goes by, it was time for them to go home and when she saw that Doyun was about to take the elevator, Y/N closed it making Y/N and Jia laugh.

“It will be better if he will not join us in the elevator,” Y/N said.

“You are right!” Jia said as they laughed. As for Doyun, who was left and didn’t get a chance to get in the elevator…

“This is making me more to get motivated to get her back to me!” Doyun thought. As Y/N and Jia got home…

“You know, I am so excited about our company outing,” Jia said.

“Me too! Especially I am excited that Doyun will know that he messed up with our CEO,” Y/N said as she smirked.

“I know! That will be interesting to watch," Jia said as they laughed. After their conversation, they washed up and went to sleep. The next day, Y/N and Jia went to their working stations then Y/N saw a brown envelope on top of her table and she checked inside and she was surprised because it was Doyun's photos kissing different girls and Jia saw it who also became surprised.

"Woah! Who placed that envelope on your table?" Jia asked.

"I don't know! Oh! Wait! There's a note on it," Y/N said, and as she read it…

“Y/N, don’t ever trust anymore your ex-boyfriend, Jung Doyun. He will just make false promises to you. Also, be careful meeting him again alone. If you are wondering who sent these photos to you, just think I am your secret protector – J”

After Y/N read it, she was surprised.

“Wow! Secret protector, huh?” Jia said.

“I know, right! But whoever sent these photos to me he should have sent it to me when I still didn’t know Doyun was cheating on me,” Y/N said then Jia laughed.

“You know, you should still be thankful that someone cares for you even though he was late to send those photos to you but it seems those photos are recently taken,” Jia said. Then Y/N checked the photos and it has dates on them and she was surprised again.

“OMG! You are right! These photos are recently taken. Doyun should never get closer to me,” Y/N said.

“Also, don’t ever accept invites from Doyun he might really do something to you,” Jia said.

“Yup! I will never go with him anywhere even when we are on our company outing,” Y/N said. As time goes by, it was already their company outing, Y/N and Jia were always together but Doyun kept following them making Y/N angry and bothered. So, she decided to approach which made Doyun quite surprised.

“Can you please stop following me? Just do your thing and I will do mine. How many times will I tell you that I will never get back to you!” Y/N said but Doyun just smirked.

“I won’t stop following you and I won’t give up you to someone else!” Doyun said as he suddenly pulled her closer to her and Y/N pushed him hard making Doyun get back away from her.

“Don’t get closer to me, Doyun! I don’t trust you anymore and let’s see how long will you do that and I bet you will be tired later on,” Y/N said and she left him.

“I will never get tired of you, Y/N!” Doyun thought. At that time, when Y/N is going back to her room, she suddenly bumped onto someone and…

“Oh! I am sorry!” Y/N said and when she saw the man’s face, she was surprised.

“It’s okay! You are Y/N, right?” the man asked.

“Yes! You are Mr. Jo Jinho, right?” Y/N asked.

“Yes! Nice to meet you again,” Jinho said.

“Nice to meet you again, Mr. Jo Jinho,” Y/N said.

“You can just call me Jinho. I don’t want you to be so formal to me,” Jinho said.

“Are you sure? But you are the CEO of the company,” Y/N said.

“I know. But I want you to be comfortable calling me Jinho,” Jinho said as he smiled brightly making Y/N blush.

“Oh! Thank you, Mr. Jo Jinho. I mean Jinho," Y/N said making Jinho slightly laugh.

“Umm… can we talk for a while in the restaurant of this resort?” Jinho asked which made Y/N blush.

“Sure, Jinho!” Y/N said.

“Great! Let’s go!” Jinho said. Then while they are going to the restaurant…

“OMG! I can’t believe I will talk to the CEO!” Y/N thought.

As they went inside the restaurant, they sat across from each other and started to have a conversation.

“What do you want to talk about, Jinho?” Y/N asked.

“I bet that you really remember that I was the man who disturbed you and Doyun talking to a bar, right?” Jinho asked.

“Umm… Yes! To be honest, at first, I didn’t recognize you,” Y/N said.

“Oh! I see. To be honest, I did that on purpose,” Jinho said which made Y/N surprised.

“Why?” Y/N asked.

“I know this will be very surprising to you but I like you, Y/N,” Jinho said making Y/N's eyes go wide.

“I think that’s not a good joke, Jinho,” Y/N said.

“No! I am serious. Also, I am the one who sent those photos of Doyun,” Jinho said.

“Is this a dream? CEO, Mr. Jo Jinho likes me and he was the one who sent those photos?” Y/N thought.

“But why did you have those photos?” Y/N asked.

“I hired someone to follow Doyun and the man that I hired took a picture of some of his cheating habits towards you,” Jinho said.

“What? Really?” Y/N asked surprisingly.

“Yes! I just really cared about you and I don’t want you to go back to him,” Jinho said.

“I will never get back to him because I know he will cheat on me over and over again. But Jinho thank you for the effort that you did. But I really never expect that you will like me, especially since you are the CEO of the company,” Y/N said making Jinho laugh and he suddenly held her hand making Y/N blush.

“Y/N, I liked you ever since I did the final interview with you, and to be honest, I kept checking you out in the office if you were alright. I admit that my heart broke into pieces when you became in a relationship with Doyun but I got so angry at him because he cheated on you. I know this would be fast because this was only our second time to talked to each other. But can you be my girlfriend starting today?” Jinho asked.

“I can’t believe this is happening!” Y/N thought.

“Yes, Jinho! I can be your girlfriend,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“I love you, Y/N!” Jinho said as he kissed her hand making Y/N blush madly.

“I love you too, Jinho!” Y/N said.

“I am glad you accepted me. In the evening, I will introduce you as my girlfriend in front of other employees and will make Doyun surprised,” Jinho said which made Y/N's eyes go wide.

“WHAT? Are you serious?” Y/N asked.

“Yes! Also, because of Doyun’s behavior towards me, I will show him he messed up with the wrong person,” Jinho said.

“That’s interesting,” Y/N said as she smirked. While Y/N and Jinho are still talking to each other, Doyun saw them, and…

“That’s the guy in the bar, right? He just really followed Y/N here! “Doyun thought and stared at them seriously from afar.

“By the way Y/N, while we are on a company outing, many will watch Doyun's actions,” Jinho said.

“What do you mean?” Y/N asked.

“To be honest, the owner of this resort is my friend and I told him that some of his staff should watch Doyun's actions whenever he goes so that you will be safe because you know, not every time I am with you during this company outing and also, you will be with your friend,” Jinho said.

“Wow! Really?” Y/N asked.

“Yup! But don’t worry after my announcement we can be together, okay? Do you trust me?” Jinho asked as he smiled.

“Yup! I trust you and I know you are still busy even though it’s our company outing,” Y/N said as she smiled back.

“Thanks for your understanding, Y/N!” Jinho said.

“No problem, Jinho!” Y/N said.

“Before we leave, I will give this to you,” Jinho said as he suddenly put a titanium steel bracelet on her that has little heart pendants on it making Y/N blush.

“OMG! Thank you so much, Jinho! I didn’t expect you will give me already a gift,” Y/N said.

“No problem, Y/N. I want to see that you are always wearing that and I heard that kind of bracelet didn’t get rusty so you can wear it all day long,” Jinho said.

“Okay! No worries. I will wear this every day and I will not remove it,” Y/N said.

“Good! I have to go back to the room because I still have a zoom meeting with other international investors,” Jinho said.

“To be honest, I will also go back to my room and my friend is there. Let’s go,” Y/N said.

“Okay!” Jinho said as he smiled and he suddenly kissed her lips quickly making Y/N surprised and Jinho slightly laughed at her reaction.

“Let’s go, babe!” Jinho said as he held her hand and Y/N nodded and blushed madly. As they went to the elevator, someone was about to get on the elevator too and it was Doyun. But Y/N and Jinho just let him in and as the door of the elevator closed, Doyun looked at them and he was surprised that Y/N and Jinho are holding hands.

“Hey, mister! You are the man in the bar, right?” Doyun asked.

“Yes! Why?” Jinho asked.

“So, you are now following my girlfriend? Also, why the hell are you holding her hand?” Doyun asked then Jinho smirked.

“Girlfriend? If you are her boyfriend, why is she not with you? Also, she is not yours anymore. She’s mine already,” Jinho said then Doyun scoffed.

“No! She will not be yours, mister!” Doyun said and when he was about to punch Jinho, Y/N suddenly slapped his face making Doyun surprised.

“Stop this shit already, Jung Doyun! I did that to you because I want you to wake up from the reality that we are already over and also, he is now my boyfriend. So, please stop lurking around me!” Y/N said as she shouted angrily. Then at that time, Doyun reached his floor and…

“You two will never have a happy relationship as long as I am here, Y/N!” Doyun said and left them inside the elevator. Then as the door closes…

“Y/N, you really need to be careful now and I can feel he is getting aggressive,” Jinho said.

“I know! But since you told me many are watching on Doyun’s actions I will be quite relieved that many can control or stop his plans towards me and for you, of course, Jinho,” Y/N said and Jinho nodded. As they reached their floor, they went out at the same time and when they are going to their rooms, Jinho suddenly kissed Y/N’s lips passionately making her surprised but they quickly pulled out of the kiss.

“Jinho! I didn’t expect that and someone might see us!” Y/N said then Jinho laughed.

“I don’t care. Since I will announce it later that you are my girlfriend,” Jinho said then Y/N blushed.

“Okay! I love you and see you later!” Y/N said.

“I love you too, Y/N!” Jinho said as they smiled at each other and both of them went to their rooms. As Y/N went inside their room, Jia approached her and…

“Y/N, did you just kiss our CEO?” Jia asked making Y/N surprised.

“Me? I will kiss Mr. Jo Jinho? I will never do that to him,” Y/N said.

“You are good at lying, huh? Y/N, I saw it with my two eyes that you and Mr. Jo Jinho kissed! So, please explain, why did Mr. Jo Jinho kiss you?” Jia asked as she raised one of her eyebrows then Y/N sighed.

“I know this was fast but Mr. Jinho and I are already in a relationship," Y/N said which made Jia's eyes go wide.

“WHAT? Are you fucking serious?” Jia asked.

“Yes! I am serious,” Y/N said as she blushed.

“How did that happen? Also, it was just your second time to talk to him, right?” Jia asked.

"Yup! To be honest, things happened fast. But he just confessed to me that ever since he did a final interview with me, he already fell in love with me,” Y/N said.

“OMG! I am so happy for you, Y/N! So, did Doyun see the two of you earlier?” Jia asked.

"Yes! He also joined us in the elevator and it seemed Doyun still did not recognize that he is the CEO of the company and he became rude to him then Jinho just told him that we are in a relationship,” Y/N said.

“Oh! Someone will be really in trouble,” Jia said as she smirked.

“I know right! Also, later in the evening, Jinho will announce something,” Y/N said.

“Oh! Okay! You think Doyun will stop bothering you now?” Jia asked.

“Nope! He will not stop. To be honest, Jinho also told me that the owner of this resort is his friend and he told him that the other staff should watch Doyun’s actions,” Y/N said.

“What? Really?” Jia asked.

“Yup! It seems Doyun will really have some bad plans for me,” Y/N said.

“You are right! You should be careful in going anywhere this resort because even though Jinho made some staff here become a watcher of Doyun, we still don’t know what he can do,” Jia said.

“I agree with you. I hope he will not do something bad to me during our company outing,” Y/N said and Jia nodded. As time goes by, Y/N and Jia decided to swim in the pool together with their other friends named Kino and Shinwon.

“Y/N, how’s dealing with Doyun?” Shinwon asked.

“I am so sick of it! I want him to be out of my life,” Y/N said.

“Is he still bothering you?” Kino asked.

“Yes! As always and I’ll admit it creeps me out because he seemed to be getting aggressive to get me back to him,” Y/N said.

“Don’t worry if Doyun will bother you again, we will be the ones to confront him,” Kino said.

“No need, Kino. I don’t want you and Shinwon will be involved in my problem,” Y/N said.

“But Y/N we are your friends and of course, we care for you,” Shinwon said which made Y/N smile at him.

“I can’t believe that Shinwon will tell those words. It doesn’t suit him,” Jia said as she teased him then Y/N and Kino laughed at her statement but Shinwon just chuckled.

“Done teasing me, huh? But I am just telling the truth,” Shinwon said.

“I understand, Shinwon. But don’t worry, I know and I can feel that during this company outing Doyun will not bother me anymore,” Y/N said.

“How sure you are?” Kino asked.

“I am 100% sure that Doyun will be out of my life as soon as possible,” Y/N said as she smirked.

“Oh! It seems there will be an interesting show to watch, huh?” Shinwon said.

“Yup! It will happen soon,” Y/N said as she smiled at them. Then there is one time, Y/N was about to go to the bathroom, someone suddenly held her hand and it was Doyun making Y/N surprised.

“Let go of me, Doyun!” Y/N said as she shouted.

“No! I will prove to you that you are just mine!” Doyun said angrily. But before they are going somewhere, three men were standing in front of them and blocked their way…

“Get out of our way!” Doyun said.

“What if we don’t want to?" the man asked making Doyun furious then when he was about to punch the man, he suddenly let go of Y/N's arm, and then Y/N ran fast which Doyun realized Y/N escaped and when he was about to chase her, the three men blocked his way again which made Doyun frustrated.

“You are not going anywhere!” the man from his back said and when Doyun turned around…

“You again, mister! Are these three men your bodyguards?” Doyun asked then Jinho smirked.

“What if say yes? Also, you messed up with the wrong person, Mr. Jung Doyun,” Jinho said.

“Who the hell are you? Also, you know my full name! Are you a stalker?” Doyun asked.

“Ha! You are ridiculous. I will never be a stalker of you,” Jinho said which made Doyun angry, and when he was about to beat Jinho, one of the bodyguards held his hands harder which made Doyun yelped in pain.

“Mr. Jung Doyun, remember this day will be your unlucky day and you messed up big time. Let’s go boys. Don’t mind him,” Jinho said as he smirked. Then Jinho and his three bodyguards left Doyun.

“Who the hell he is? I am not the one who will have an unlucky day,” Doyun thought. As Y/N went back to her friends…

“Y/N, what happened? You suddenly ran going back here,” Kino asked.

“Doyun tried to drag me somewhere," Y/N said as she still caught her breath because she ran fast earlier.

“What? But how did you escape?” Shinwon asked.

“Doyun was about to punch someone but he suddenly let go of my arm so I ran fast to get away from him,” Y/N said.

“Thank goodness you were alright!” Jia said.

“I know! I was really scared earlier and thankfully, three men blocked our way and helped me to escape from Doyun,” Y/N said.

“Oh! By any chance do you know those three men who helped you earlier?” Kino asked.

“Nope! It was my first time to see them,” Y/N said but suddenly she saw the three men with Jinho and…

“Wait! Those are the guys who saved me earlier,” Y/N said as she pointed at them.

“Really? To be honest, we know them and their names are Hongseok, Yeo One, and Yuto. Also, they are the bodyguards of Mr. Jo Jinho,” Kino said.

“Really? Wow! They are also handsome and hot,” Y/N said then her friends laughed at her.

“I am glad they saved you earlier,” Jia said.

“Well, it’s because of Jinho,” Y/N said as she smiled making Kino and Shinwon quite surprised.

“Wait! Tell me Y/N, do you and Mr. Jo Jinho already know each other?” Shinwon asked.

“To be honest, we talked to each other earlier and he let me call him with his name only,” Y/N said.

“Wow! It seems you are a special employee, huh?” Kino said then Y/N just chuckled.

“I think so. Anyways, let’s go now and I am getting hungry,” Y/N said then all of them nodded and went out of the pool and wash and went to the restaurant to have some afternoon snack. While they are having their snacks, someone joined them and they are…

“Oh! Hongseok, Yeo One, and Yuto join us!” Kino said as he smiled at them and the three men sat across them and Y/N smiled at them.

“By the way, thank you to the three of you that you saved me from Doyun earlier,” Y/N said.

“No problem. To be honest, Mr. Jinho told us about it and we should watch his actions too,” Hongseok said.

“Oh! I see!” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Mr. Jinho told the three of you that you should watch Doyun’s actions?” Kino asked.

“Yup! We should be alert so that she will not be in trouble,” Yeo One said.

“But why did Mr. Jinho order you to do that?” Shinwon asked.

“It’s because…” Yuto was about to say something but…

“Guys! Enough with the questions, okay? I am just really thankful for Mr. Jinho being caring towards me,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.

“Y/N, why won’t you make Yuto speak? and also, it’s strange that Mr. Jinho will order them to watch Doyun’s actions,” Kino said then Y/N sighed.

“Fine!” Y/N said.

“Yuto, tell us the reason," Shinwon said making Y/N get nervous about what would be Shinwon and Kino’s reaction if they will know that she and Jinho are in a relationship.

“It’s because Mr. Jinho told us that he knows that Doyun will do something bad to someone, especially to Y/N," Yuto said.

“Really? Mr. Jinho knows Doyun’s plans?” Kino asked.

“Yes! He also observes him in the office because he received some complaints of Doyun’s behavior towards other women,” Yuto said.

“Gosh! I thought Yuto will tell that Jinho and I are in a relationship,” Y/N thought.

“I see! Now it’s all clear to us. Thanks for explaining, Yuto,” Shinwon said then Yuto nodded and smiled.

“I really thought something is going on between Y/N and Mr. Jinho," Kino said making the others laugh including Y/N.

“But Kino is right,” Y/N thought as she slightly laughed. After they had their snack, Jia and Y/N decided to go back to their room.

“Y/N, you think Yuto made a story earlier so that he will not reveal that you and Mr. Jinho are now in a relationship?” Jia asked.

“I think so. But to be honest, when I still had a relationship with Doyun, I heard some complaints about him. At first, I didn’t believe it but there was one time I saw him that he is touching someone but that woman is very uncomfortable and kept shoving his hands away from her thigh which made me angry with him and I suddenly stopped his filthy actions towards that woman and slapped him hard and at that moment, I broke up with him. I shouldn’t have trusted him from the start. He is a total jerk!” Y/N said.

“You are right! You deserve better and that is Mr. Jinho,” Jia said as she smiled.

“I agree with you. I didn’t expect he will make some effort to protect me even though I didn’t notice it,” Y/N said as she smiled back. As time goes by, it was already evening and after their dinner, when Y/N was about to go somewhere, someone held her hand and it was Jinho.

“Jinho!” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Y/N, come with me and prepare for yourself because I will now introduce you as my girlfriend and will make Doyun feel that it’s his unlucky day," Jinho said which made Y/N's eyes go wide.

“Right now?” Y/N asked then Jinho nodded and smiled brightly then Y/N blushed.

“OMG! This is the moment of truth!” Y/N thought and she just nodded. Then Y/N and Jinho suddenly went onto the stage making her friends surprised except for Jia.

“Why is Y/N with Mr. Jinho?” Kino asked.

“I don’t know!” Jia said.

“It seems Mr. Jinho has the guts to tell everyone about their relationship. I am so happy for Y/N!" Jia thought. At that time, Y/N got nervous as everyone is looking at them with confused faces, especially Doyun.

“Why is that man in that stage and what he will tell to everyone? Also, why does Y/N have to be with him?” Doyun thought

“Good evening, everyone! Are you all having fun with our company outing?" Jinho asked then all of them agreed but Doyun is surprised.

“What is he talking about?” Doyun asked someone beside him and that person laughed at him.

“Doyun, I don’t know why the hell you don’t know him and he is Mr. Jo Jinho the CEO of PTG Group of companies!" the man said making Doyun's eyes go wide.

“Oh shit! I am doomed!” Doyun thought but when he was about to leave the hall, Jinho saw him and…

“Mr. Jung Doyun, why are you suddenly leaving?” Jinho asked then Doyun gulped and stopped walking making everyone look at him.

“Well, it will be Doyun’s unlucky night,” Y/N thought as she smirked.

“Umm… Mr. Jinho I will just go to the bathroom,” Doyun said as he tried to smile at him but Jinho smirked.

“Really? But you should listen first to my announcement. So, please take a sit first,” Jinho said then Doyun gulped and went back to his seat.

“Shit! What is he going to announce?” Doyun thought.

“Anyways, I want to announce that Ms. Y/N and I are now in a relationship,” Jinho said as he looked at her affectionately and he suddenly kissed her lips quickly making Y/N blush madly then everyone cheered for their relationship. While Kino and Shinwon looked at Jia surprisingly and…

“What?” Jia asked.

“Do you know about their relationship?” Kino asked.

“Yup! But they started just today and I was also surprised about it,” Jia said.

“So, that’s the reason why Mr. Jinho protected her,” Shinwon said then Jia and Kino slightly laughed. But as for Doyun, he is not amused about his sudden announcement of their relationship and Jinho looked at him and smirked.

“I am out of here,” Doyun thought and when he was about to leave again, Jinho saw him again.

“Mr. Jung Doyun, I need to talk to you and it’s a serious matter,” Jinho said making the others quite surprised.

“Oh! Someone will be in big trouble!” Kino said then their other friends laughed.

“That’s all I want to say and I hope you will enjoy the rest of our company outing. Good evening and good night, everyone!” Jinho said as he smiled then he held Y/N’s hand and went down the stage and approached Doyun.

“Mr. Jung Doyun, follow me and don’t ever touch Y/N. Are we clear?” Jinho asked which made Doyun gulp and just nodded.

"Gosh! I think many things will happen tonight, especially Doyun will be out of Y/N's life starting tonight,” Kino said.

“I know! I am glad Y/N will not be bothered anymore,” Shinwon said.

“Let’s wait for her story when she comes back,” Jia said then Shinwon and Kino agreed. As for Y/N, Jinho, and Doyun went to a beach canopy…

“Mr. Jinho! I am so sorry about my attitude towards you,” Doyun said as he can’t look at him then Jinho smirked.

“You should also say sorry to Y/N because you forced her earlier to come with you and I won’t let that slide that kind of behavior, Mr. Doyun,” Jinho said making Doyun sigh.

“I am sorry Y/N that I forced you to come with me earlier. But Mr. Jinho I did that because I am desperate to get her back to me,” Doyun said.

“I know that. But still, it’s wrong and I want to tell you that I want Y/N to be safe as always so I decided to transfer you to another office that is far from us starting next week but you will still be part of the Human resources team,” Jinho said making Y/N smiled but Doyun was surprised.

“What? But Mr. Jinho. I promise I will not bother Y/N anymore,” Doyun said.

“Nope! Remember, I am the CEO and I can do whatever I want in the company and I will ensure each employee will be safe. If you will not agree to transfer to another office, I will fire you at this moment and you will leave this resort tonight,” Jinho said as he stared at him seriously which made Doyun get nervous and gulped then Y/N smirked.

“Okay! I’ll agree in transferring to another office. I hope you two will have a happy relationship. I will go now,” Doyun said as he sighed and completely left them in the canopy.

“Jinho! Thank you very much that you were able to get rid of Doyun in my life tonight!” Y/N said as she smiled brightly.

“No problem, Y/N. He should still be thankful I didn’t fire him and I just decided to transfer him to another office,” Jinho said.

“You are right! Also, I am glad no one will bother me anymore,” Y/N said then Jinho smiled at her and he suddenly kissed her lips passionately making Y/N surprised and kissed him back then at that time, when Kino, Shinwon, and Jia are finding Y/N they suddenly saw her kissing Jinho which made them surprised.

“Oops! Let’s go now. She is having a moment with Mr. Jinho,” Jia said then Kino and Shinwon laughed and nodded and left the beach area. While they are still kissing, Jinho’s hands went to her breasts and slightly squeezed it making Y/N moan into the kiss but suddenly they stopped and Y/N blushed madly.

“Sorry! I got carried away and I just suddenly remember we are in a public place,” Jinho said then Y/N slightly laughed.

“It’s okay! Umm… we can go to your room and let’s continue it there,” Y/N said as she blushed then Jinho smirked.

“Oh! I like that. Let's go, babe!" Jinho said as he held Y/N’s hand and went to his room. As Y/N and Jinho went to his room…

“Wow! This room looks like already a big condo unit,” Y/N said then Jinho slightly laughed and he suddenly back hugged her and kissed her neck which made Y/N’s body shiver from the sudden contact of his lips onto her neck.

“Jinho, I- I want on the bed not here,” Y/N said then Jinho smirked and he suddenly carried her bridal style and gently laid down on the bed and hovered above.

“Tell me Y/N, did you give up your virginity to Doyun?" Jinho asked making Y/N blush.

“Nope! It means you will be my first," Y/N said making Jinho smile and cupped her face.

“I am glad you are now willing to give yourself to me,” Jinho said.

“Even though it was our first day to be in a relationship, I know I can trust you. I love you, Jinho,” Y/N said.

“I love you too, Y/N,” Jinho said as he kissed her lips passionately and while he is kissing her, one of his hands went underneath her shirt and cupped her clothed breast and squeezed it making Y/N moan into the kiss. After he kissed her lips, his lips went to her neck as he licked, bit, and suck a certain spot that became a hickey.

“You are now mine, Y/N,” Jinho said as he licked and bit her earlobe. Then Jinho looked at her and Y/N blushed madly as she looked at his eyes that are full of lust and love.

“Can I remove your shirt?” Jinho asked.

“Yes! But I want you to take off your shirt first,” Y/N said then Jinho smirked.

“If that’s what you want, babe,” Jinho said as he took off his shirt and Y/N was surprised which made Jinho chuckle.

“Damn! His body is perfect!” Y/N thought.

“I know you like what you see. But of course, I want to see your body too, babe,” Jinho said and then Y/N smirked and she removed her shirt but when she was about to remove her bra, Jinho stopped her and he kissed her neck again and his lips went to her cleavage and he slightly licked it which made Y/N moan his name softly then Jinho kissed again her lips passionately and his hands went on the straps of her bra and slipped it down on her shoulder and then he decided to unclasp the bra at her back and they suddenly stopped kissing and when Jinho completely removed her bra, Y/N suddenly covered her breasts but he removed her hands.

"Don't cover it, Y/N. You are so beautiful and hot," Jinho said as he pushed her into the bed which made Y/N blush.

"OMG! This is really happening right now!" Y/N thought. But her thoughts were cut-off when Jinho started to suck and lick her breast and slightly bit her nipples which made Y/N moan loudly then Jinho smirked.

“So sensitive,” Jinho said then after he gave attention to her breasts, he left some wet kisses on her stomach and slightly licked her belly button and kissed it, earning a moan from Y/N. Then Jinho removed her skirt and underwear which made Y/N close her legs.

“Don’t be shy, babe. I will definitely make you feel that you are sexy for me and I will make you feel so good tonight,” Jinho said then Y/N just nodded and spread her legs widely.

“Good girl!” Jinho said as he went between her legs and without a warning, he darted his tongue and started to lick her core at a fast pace which made Y/N moan loudly and gripped the bedsheets.

“Shit! M-more Jinho!" Y/N said and Jinho smirked then he suddenly pulled her legs closer to his face and continued to eat her out making Y/N slightly arch her back.

“Fuck! That feels so good! Don’t stop!” Y/N said. As Jinho continued to eat her out wildly, Y/N suddenly cum onto her tongue and sucked all of her juices which made a slurping sound surrounding the room. Then as Jinho stood up, he licked his lips and smirked.

“I like your taste, babe!" Jinho said which made Y/N blush madly. But suddenly she got nervous because when she saw that Jinho already removed his pants, she saw that he has already a boner and she gulped at the sight of it and Jinho noticed it.

“Y/N, aren't you staring at it too much?" Jinho said.

“Sorry! I am quite mesmerized,” Y/N said and Jinho slightly laughed but he suddenly hovered above her and grind his clothed cock against her core making Y/N moan his name.

“Feels good already, right?” Jinho asked then Y/N nodded. But Jinho suddenly stopped grinding onto her core and he removed his boxer shorts when Y/N saw his cock, her jaw dropped which made Jinho laugh at her reaction.

“Y/N, don’t worry this will fit you and I will be gentle to you," Jinho said and he pushed her again into the bed and hovered above her.

“Do you really want to continue this?” Jinho asked.

“Yes! I want you to take my virginity, Jinho. I love you,” Y/N said.

“I love you too, Y/N. Be ready for me, okay? Tell me if it hurts so much,” Jinho said and Y/N nodded. Then when Jinho inserted his cock into her core inch by inch, Y/N gripped his arms and slightly yelped in pain.

“Are you okay?” Jinho asked and Y/N just nodded. Then Jinho decided to kiss her lips and her neck to distract her from the pain and then after a few seconds Y/N already adjusted to his size and suddenly moved against him making Jinho groan.

“Naughty girl! You should have told me that it was alright to move,” Jinho said as he smirked. Then he started to thrust his cock into her at a fast pace which made Y/N moan loudly.

“Shit! You are so tight, babe!” Jinho said. Then Y/N suddenly wrapped her legs around his waist and Jinho decided to push his cock fully inside of her and thrust it harder.

“Fuck! Yes! R-right there, Jinho!” Y/N said.

“You feel so good deeper to you, babe!” Jinho said as he bit her neck and suck the bitten part that became a hickey. The room is now full of skin slapping sounds and moans from them which made the temperature of the room to be hotter. But as Jinho is still thrusting at a stable pace, Y/N is getting oversensitive and...

“Jinho! I will cum!” Y/N said

"Cum for me babe," Jinho said. Then Y/N was the first one to cum and Jinho pulled out his cock and spurted his cum onto her stomach, some of it reaches her breasts and Y/N decided to run one of her fingers on his cum and licked it which made Jinho smirk.

“Damn! That’s fucking sexy, babe!” Jinho said and Y/N blushed at his dirty comment. Then Jinho decided to get a tissue and wiped off his cum onto her stomach and breasts and he threw the tissue in a trash bin and laid beside Y/N.

“Thank you for an amazing first time, Jinho,” Y/N said.

“Oh! By any chance, you want another round, babe?” Jinho asked as he smirked.

"Sure! I won't refuse that offer,” Y/N said as she also smirked. Then Y/N and Jinho did it a few rounds until Y/N got tired and both of the went to sleep.

THE NEXT DAY…

Jinho is the first one to wake up and he kissed Y/N’s lips which made Y/N woke up instantly.

“Good morning, babe!” Jinho said as he smiled brightly.

“Good morning, Jinho! Wait! I forgot my friend, Jia,” Y/N said and Jinho laughed.

“I think she knows that you are here with me,” Jinho said.

“Well, you have a point. Can we join breakfast with my friends?” Y/N asked.

“Sure! But wait, wear this scarf first because I made some hickeys on your neck last night," Jinho said and Y/N blushed madly and put the scarf onto her neck then both of them went to the restaurant and joined breakfast with Y/N’s friends.

“Good morning, Mr. Jinho and Y/N,” Jia said as she smiled at them.

“Good morning, Jia, Kino, and Shinwon. No need to call me Mr. Jinho. You can just call me Jinho,” Jinho said as he smiled at them.

“Thank you, Jinho!” Shinwon said as he smiled back but her friends laughed at him.

“By the way Jia, I am sorry I didn’t go back to the room last night,” Y/N said.

“Don’t worry. I know that you are in Jinho’s room,” Jia said which made Y/N and Jinho blushed madly.

“Also, we think we know the reason why you are wearing a scarf,” Kino said as he looked at them and smirked.

“Shut up, Kino! Jinho is still our superior so don’t be like this, okay?” Y/N said then they slightly laughed.

“Sorry, Jinho,” Kino said.

“No! It’s okay! To be honest, Kino, whatever you think is the reason why she is now wearing a scarf, you are probably correct,” Jinho said as he smiled brightly at them which made Y/N blush but her friends are surprised at his sudden revelation and they slightly laughed in the end.

“You shouldn’t have told them,” Y/N said.

“Why? Also, they know that we are in a relationship,” Jinho said.

“Jinho is right. Also, it will be natural for us to think like that sometimes,” Jia said then Y/N just sighed which made her friends laugh at her.

"By the way, Jia, can Y/N live with me?” Jinho asked then Y/N and her friends were surprised.

“Yes! Don’t hurt her, okay?” Jia said.

“Thanks, Jia! Don’t worry. I will protect and take care of her always,” Jinho said as he smiled at her which made Y/N blush and smiled back. After they had breakfast, Y/N and Jinho talked to each other before they will go back to their rooms.

“Jinho, I didn’t expect you will tell Jia that I will live with you,” Y/N said.

“Why? Are you going to refuse to live with me?” Jinho asked as he raised one of his eyebrows.

“No! I want to live with you. It’s just that I am surprised you suddenly told them earlier,” Y/N said as she smiled.

“Oh! I thought you are going to refuse. By the way, my bodyguards and I can help you get your things in your place,” Jinho said.

“Okay! I suddenly got excited to live with you, Jinho. I love you!” Y/N said.

"I love you too so much, Y/N. I will make our relationship happy as always until we get married,” Jinho said as he kissed her lips passionately and pulled away which made Y/N blush madly.

“I will trust you Jinho, my secret protector,” Y/N said as they smiled at each other. As time goes by, Y/N and Jinho live in one house and sometimes Y/N’s friends visit her. There were times Jinho and Y/N had some problems but they resolve them quickly which made their relationship got stronger.

“I am so happy that I live with you, Jinho,” Y/N said.

“Me too! I love you, Y/N!” Jinho said.

“I love you too, Jinho!” Y/N said as they kissed passionately and had a steamy night.

끝 THE END

Thank you for reading my first one-shot smut fanfiction for Jinho!

Stay tuned for the next member! :)

고마워요 여러분! (Thanks, Everyone!)

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baby-iloveyou · 3 years ago

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Busted.

pairing: jo jinho from pentagon x afab!reader (no pronouns used) genre: smut. that's all warnings: masturbation, jinho secretly watching reader get off, oral (reader receiving and jinho implied receiving but not actually written out), swearing (only a little bit) summary: Jinho has always claimed he doesn't like oral. But seeing you taste your own cum makes it difficult for him to keep disliking it. word count: 625 writer notes: short but sweet lil smut :) hope ya like it!

Jinho had always said he didn’t like oral and wasn’t really up for trying it either. That’s why it felt extra weird when he was watching you get off through the creak of the door, and sucking on your fingers to taste your own cum. It turned him on a lot. Maybe a bit too much.

He knew that it was fine to change opinions on a certain topic, but to suddenly bring it up out of nowhere didn’t seem like a good idea and he was too stubborn to admit he actually was very much into oral. He had committed to the act of disliking it, now he had to stick with it.

However, this spying on you while you fucked yourself into oblivion and then sucked on your fingers to taste yourself became a habit. It happened just a bit too often for Jinho to be alright with it.

So one day when you were in the middle of a session and you were about to pull your fingers out of your hole, Jinho opened the door. The sound of the door closing again is what actually got your attention, seeing Jinho lean against the doorframe, a straight face plastered on his face. You could tell his eyes were focused on one thing: your fingers. As he approached your figure, he licked his lips and took your hand in his own before shoving your fingers in his mouth.

You could feel his tongue swirling around the three digits, reaching in between the fingers too, not leaving anything behind. His eyes were still fixated on yours, too into it to look at anything else. Once he licked your fingers clean, as if it was a lollipop, he slowly lowered his body to line up his mouth with your entrance. He looked up at you, mentally asking whether you were okay with this, but also seeming so innocent right before he was going to eat you out.

The moment you nodded, he shot out his tongue, attacking your folds. If you didn’t know Jinho beforehand, you would think he had eaten out dozens of others before you. But you were almost certain this was the first time he gave oral to someone, and you were impressed. He could tell you were, as you kept gasping over and over, repeating “fuck that’s good” and “keep going Jinho”.

You could feel his nose pressing into your folds as he darted his tongue inside your sopping cunt. The thought of his face being covered with your cum only turned you on more, causing you to be even wetter than you already were. “God Jinho, you’re - fuck - so good… I can’t be-believe this…” You exclaimed, to which the man between your legs hummed, causing more vibrations at your private part.

You were now nearing closure. “Fuck, I-I think I’m go-gonna cum,” you said, “Jinho, I’m so fu-fucking close…” Jinho, being some oral prodigy, knew it was a good idea to add his fingers into the mix, rubbing your nub while his tongue was still going in and out of your hole. This was the last straw. You had to give in, pleasure flooding your body and, as imagined, Jinho’s face being covered with your cum. As he rose from between your legs, you caught his tongue licking his lips, to get most of your essence in his mouth.

Suddenly coming back to Earth, Jinho realised what had just happened and stuttered: “M-maybe I do like oral”, with a sheepish grin on his face. You burst out laughing. Then you proposed an idea: “Well, now we know you like giving oral. But should we try and see if you like receiving too?”

“Get on your knees and we’ll find out.”

#jinho #jinho smut #jo jinho #pentagon #ptg #smut

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sunflowersoonyoung · 3 years ago

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honeyed | jinho

w.c ↠ 2.5k

pairing↠ jinho x fem! reader

genre/s ↠ smut (light bondage, overstimulation, fem!oral), incubus! jinho, soft dom! jinho, supernatural au!, office au!

description ↠ falling asleep at work leads to an oddly realistic dream about your hot boss Jinho

warning/s ↠ suggestive themes, supernatural themes

a/n ↠ wow okay can you tell that jinho is my ptg bias. I seriously thirsted over him in this oneshot. this is one of my favourite smuts I've written here! I wrote it carefully and reread it three times so I'm proud of it :)

tags ↠ @prismwon

Anxiety washed over you from head to toe, rising with each passing second. You clasped a trembling hand to your chest to feel your heart fluttering against your ribcage.

Taking a deep breath, you steeled yourself before pushing open the glass door to work.

The publishing office was bright with mellow, natural lighting, an open room dotted with large desks cluttered with stationary. Some of your coworkers had already arrived and had busied themselves with various tasks - bustling distractedly around the room.

“G-Good morning, everyone!”

You tried to announce your presence as boldly as you could; despite this, barely anyone bothered to even glance in your direction. You swallowed nervously and made a bee-line for your desk.

New to the workforce and fresh from University, acclimatising had been a difficult journey. No one was willing to sacrifice any precious time to help you - or even welcome you, for that matter. You felt utterly ostracised by the team. They had all apparently established their clique, and you were not invited.

The one exception had been the lead editor: Jo Jinho, your boss and the office eye candy.

“Good morning, (F/n).”

As if reading your thoughts, Jinho’s melodic voice drifted over your shoulder. You swallowed, feeling sweat prickle your armpits in response to his presence.

“You look bright today. I hope you’re making good progress on that manuscript.”

You pivoted in your chair to face him, in turn becoming stricken by his gaze. There was something unusual about Jinho, something that had successfully hypnotised many of your coworkers, including yourself.

He was impossible to resist. From his handsome exterior to his pleasant interior, he was genuinely mesmerising - like the sunrise in the morning after a cold night.

“Y-Yes, thank you,” you stammered, forcing a polite smile. Jinho’s smile in response was a thousand watts bright, his creased eyes just as radiant.

He was gone just as quickly as he had appeared, interacting with everyone else on the path to his desk. Your nerves melted from your taut muscles, and you breathed a sigh of relief, secretly thankful that Jinho had moved on. Being beneath his attention was too challenging to handle. You withdrew your laptop from your bag and made a start on work for the day.

Unfortunately, your concentration was coming through like a sputtering hose. You were not yet accustomed to working in a room with ten other people and limited silence.

Your attention drifted around the office. You observed conversations, watching as a young girl was scolded; a middle-aged man answered the phone with a frustrated visage.

You could not help but become drawn to Jinho.

He was hovering over someone’s shoulder - Seunghee, you vaguely remembered her name to be. Girls in the editing team tended to ask him for help suspiciously frequently. It was apparent they all simply longed after Jinho’s presence.

Admittedly, it was tempting. In that position, you could feel his breath against your ear.

You quickly became absorbed in observing him. It was not just his pretty features. His expressions were genuine, his explanations clear and concise. Fully believing you were free to admire him, you forgot your surroundings and lost yourself.

Abruptly, Jinho’s gaze shifted from Seunghee’s work to you. It was such a subtle shift that you almost failed to notice it. Electricity shot across your skin upon realisation, heat blossoming from your ears to your cheeks.

Though it was too late, you looked back to your computer screen. Out of the corner of your eyes, you could see him grinning. That cruel image worsened your embarrassment.

As your mind buzzed with thoughts of Jinho’s grin, you struggled to return your focus to the manuscript as much as you tried. You huffed frustratedly.

“Everything okay, (F/n)?”

You wondered with horror if he intended to make things more difficult. Your humiliation should have been apparent, and yet here he was, standing directly behind you with a hand resting on the back of your chair.

“Y-Yes,” you responded, refusing to tear your eyes from your laptop. You could hear your voice quaking.

His palm settled on your desk, confining you. It was no longer possible to pretend he wasn’t there. His face was far too close for you to deal with.

“Really? Hmm,” He hummed, “There must be some other reason you were staring at me then.”

You could not even begin to imagine how crimson your face was. Was Jinho teasing you? It certainly felt like it.

He snorted faintly, withdrawing. On the edge of your vision, you could see him smiling broadly.

After getting very little work done for the rest of the afternoon, you opted to stay behind and work overtime. The manuscript was due tomorrow evening, after all.

The office buzz began to fade, gradually declining till the room was entirely quiet. The only thing disconnecting the silence was the sound of fingers against keyboards.

You decided to take a short break as your fatigue began to increase. Shadows from the night sky crept across the floor. Usually, you liked to be fed and warm at home by this time. Your eyelids were heavy, your thoughts sluggish and tired.

It was only you and Jinho remaining at this stage. You had managed to keep your thoughts away from him until now. He was wrapped up in his work; his face blank with concentration. Sighing, you ignored him and returned to your own business.

The words on your laptop screen began to blend with each passing second. You squinted, blinking rapidly to counter the weariness that was dousing you like warm water. You had never been so tired at work - it was as if you were being dragged down by an invisible force, and nothing you did could stop it. It was a similar sensation to having too much alcohol.

Before you knew it, your head had lulled onto the cold desk, crumpling the papers in front of you.

Alarm overwhelmed your thoughts as you lifted your head from your desk.

You could not believe you had fallen asleep at work. Rubbing your eyes, you looked towards Jinho’s desk in panic, hoping to apologise and then flee. Relief washed over you - his chair was empty. Perhaps he had gone home.

Strangely enough, the room was hazy. Instead of its usual white light, it was rose-tinted and clouded. It did not look familiar to you.

“You fell asleep? How cute.”

You blinked, and Jinho seemed to appear directly beside you, seated on the table with one leg crossed over the other. He was admiring you, cupping his cheek whilst wearing an affectionate smile.

It took a moment for you to react; your head was abnormally thick, so your thoughts were slow, but once you realised what was happening, you became flustered.

“Your face tells me everything - your expressions are so honest. It’s adorable.”

Jinho leapt smoothly to his feet, circling you to place his hands on the back of your swivel chair and then rotating you till you were facing him. You could do nothing, frozen with anticipation and unsure what to expect next.

He leant in closely, leaning on the armrests, and you held your breath. His nose was close enough to brush against yours, yet his expression was unchanged - still as sweet as usual.

“Why don’t you let me make you feel good?” He hummed. His gaze was direct, and you swooned inwardly when you finally met it. In contrast to his soft nature, his eyes were hard. You tried to swallow but your throat had gone dry.

“Wh-what if someone sees?” You stammered shyly.

Jinho chuckled, his eyes crinkling in amusement, “no one will see. I promise.”

He placed his hands on your knees, maintaining eye contact as he rubbed reassuringly. He pushed his hands up your thighs, catching the fabric of your skirt and baring your thighs to the air. You could not look away, dizzyingly mesmerised by him. Your head was getting light and hot.

Finally, Jinho kissed you. It was a shallow, chaste kiss that tasted of vanilla and made you feel as if you were melting into the chair.

You could not split your concentration between the kiss and the way his warm palms rubbed against your thighs. The combination was causing a spike of burning excitement to prickle between your legs.

He parted from you with a soft pop and offered you a hand. You were too flustered and weak-kneed to stand steadily, but it hardly mattered - Jinho did not make you stand for long.

“Let me taste you, gorgeous.”

Jinho was simultaneously gentle and firm as he guided you to his desk, carelessly sweeping it clear. You gasped when he spun you around, essentially folding you over the surface. The varnished wood was cold through the thin fabric of your shirt, momentarily sobering you to reality.

With your ass in the air, he hitched up your skirt to reveal your underpants. You were uneasy about the fact that you could not see what he was doing.

“Hands behind your back, please.”

This was Jinho’s first true order.

The way his voice dropped a few notes sent chills down your spine, goosebumps travelling across your skin. You were trembling as you obeyed, swallowing a nervous squeak when he loosely wrapped fabric around your wrists, tying them together.

“I’m not punishing you, sweet. It’s just some extra fun for you,” Jinho reassured. Admittedly you were both anxious and aroused by his decision to tie you up. It made your heart pound fast against your ribcage.

With you properly restrained, Jinho determined that it was time to begin his ministrations.

His fingers ran up and down your slit through your underwear before hooking the fabric and drawing it aside. You strained against your bonds and arched your back when he made direct contact with your pussy. It was only a subtle touch, and yet pleasure was already rippling across your body.

“That feels good, doesn’t it?”

Jinho’s voice was dripping with honey, and yet his fingers were cruel. He grazed your clit with his fingertip and then dragged his finger back down between your lips and teased your entrance with slight pressure, and then repeated this process.

He was not entirely giving in to you, and you were becoming so sensitive that tears of desperation were beginning to sting your eyes.

“J-Jinho .... please,” you pleaded, feeling helpless - frantic for more.

“Please, what?” He hummed in response, “Tell me what to do, sweet, and I’ll do it. Use your words.”

Despite being dazed and overwhelmed, you still managed to respond, albeit in a small voice, “I-I want your lips and your fingers.”

“Of course, sweet.”

He pressed his thumb directly to your clitoris, and you gasped, toes curling. He languidly rolled his thumb, observing you whilst cleverly allowing your pleasure to build. Your focus honed in on his touches, no longer paying attention to the noises passing through your lips.

“The more I touch you, the prettier noises you make,” Jinho commented.

Abruptly, he filled you up with his forefinger. Your breath hitched in your throat, hardly expecting him to make that leap.

You cried out when his lips sucked in your clitoris, gradually fucking you with his finger. He eased you into a swift orgasm, pressing fluttering kisses to the backs of your thighs while you trembled.

“Good girl~. One more time?”

Before you could respond, Jinho had added a second finger and was pistoning them inside of you much quicker than earlier. You were incredibly wet thanks to your orgasm, and he seemed to be using that to his advantage.

His tongue teased your swollen clit, and you sobbed, “I-I’m too sensitive!” Seemingly uncaring, Jinho dragged you into a second, far more intense orgasm that had your legs thrashing and drool spilling out onto the desk.

Your ears were ringing, but you could hear Jinho chuckling as he removed himself.

“Was that too much?” He mused, cleaning his fingers with his mouth, “Can you take any more?”

You were still an empty shell, electricity and heat clinging to your skin mingled with a sheen of sweat. His hands smoothed over your ass cheeks, a comforting action that made your heart soften. You twisted around to look at him dazedly.

Jinho was just as gorgeous as ever, though he had lost some of his neatness. The restraint around your wrist was apparently his necktie, which was missing, and he had undone his button-up shirt to reveal a sliver of his flawless chest. He combed his fingers through his hair, gleaming at you proudly.

“The look on your face tells me you want more,” he purred, rolling his hips against your backside. You mewled and rocked backwards, feeling his hard cock straining through his pants. You had never been so delirious, hungry to feel every inch of him.

“Ho~ such an insatiable girl,” Jinho unzipped his pants, sliding the tip of his cock over your slick folds. Even that simple action felt incredible.

“Oh, my God.”

Jinho filled you up, stuffing you in one lazy stroke. You were so full, your pussy throbbing delightfully around him.

“Please,” you begged, wanting nothing more than for him to fuck you, “Jinho-ah, please.” He scoffed in response before giving in to your desires.

The way he fucked you was utterly sadistic in contrast to his sweet nature. He was relentless in the way his hips slammed against yours, no longer offering you any mercy. You were defenceless to him, only able to dig your nails into your palm whilst bracing yourself.

“So tight,” he groaned, hanging his head back in bliss.

He angled his hips upwards, the head of his cock meeting a sweet spot. You started contracting around him, the pleasure in the pit of your belly peaking.

“I’m gonna-,” you managed to slur out before you came hard, so hard that stars speckled behind your clenched eyes. You practically ascended into the ceiling, losing all sense of Jinho’s thrusts and anything else around you.

Ink drowned your vision as you passed out.

“(F/n)?”

Your head was weighty as you lifted it, heat throbbing between your legs in response to the vivid dream you had just woken from.

Jinho was peering down at you, his hand warm on your shoulder.

“You should go home if you’re so tired,” he sighed, wearing a concerned expression. You were in shock, simply unable to process that what had just occurred had been entirely in your head. You could still feel his thickness inside you, still feel the intense climax he had given you.

“Are you okay? You look flushed,” Jinho cocked his head, the worry growing on his face. You waved your hand dismissively.

“I-I’m fine. I should go home.”

He hovered nearby as you packed away your laptop, silently observing you. You were ready to leave when he finally broke the silence.

“Let’s do that again,” Jinho suggested innocently, his smile no different from his usual one, “you’re so cute when you beg.”

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suuho · 2 years ago

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julyarchives · 3 years ago

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Baby, pull me closer || (M)

If you had ever believed in soulmates, it was because of Jo Jinho. When you were just hanging out at a bar with a few coworkers on a Friday night, the last thing you expected was to be confronted with your past.

→ A/n: Jinho x Female Reader

→ Genre: Angst; Smut

→ Words: 3K

→ Contains: Exes to Lovers; some angst; Talk about feelings; Break up.

→ A/n: We might have gotten carried away with the word count 😅 but we hope we could live up to the request! Thank you again for the anon who did it! We hope you all like it 🥰

If you had ever believed in soulmates, it was because of Jo Jinho. You two met in High School and were inseparable since day 1. He was your prince charming, the love of your life, your ride or die. Your life with him was a fairytale, and you caught yourself wondering so many times how lucky you were to have him in your life. You two worked hard to get into the same college and the time you spent there only made your connection stronger, and you knew it in you that you were his forever.

Which only made the break up more painful.

When you were offered the scholarship of your dreams, your first instinct was to go running to him and share the news, so you could celebrate together. But it was only seconds later that you stopped to think about everything that it would implicate. Jinho’s dream job required him to stay in the city and you would never want to be the person to make him give up everything for a relationship. You were selfish enough to put your goals first, but not selfish enough to rip him out of his.

So, after a lot of thinking, you made the most excruciating decision of your life.

“What do you mean? You can’t possibly be serious. You’re joking, right?” Jinho asked, voice trembling and tears pooling in the corner of his eyes.

The lump in your throat almost took your voice away, but you quickly swallowed it, convincing yourself that this was the only right decision.

“I told you, Jinho, I just don’t feel anything anymore. This relationship won’t work if I’m not in love with you. You deserve better, and it’s best if we break up now so you don’t get any more hurt. I don’t want to hurt you, Jinho.”

“Y/N, please” His tears fell freely now. He held you close by the waist, fists curling around the hem of your shirt “Please, don’t say this. I don’t believe you.”

He leaned his forehead against yours, and you closed your eyes, trying -and failing - to hold back your own tears.

“Please” he whispered

His lips grazed against yours and you let him kiss you, tasting the salty tears that were completely unrestrained by now.

“I’m sorry” was the last thing you whispered before leaving without looking back. Completely heartbroken at the sound of him calling your name in between sobs.

That’s why when you hear his voice calling your name again, almost 2 years later, you almost couldn’t believe your ears.

You were just hanging out at a bar with a few coworkers on a Friday night, the last thing you expected was to be confronted with your past.

“Jinho?” you turned around, knowing who you would see.

You always thought Jinho was the most beautiful man you’ve ever seen, and it is not like you haven’t checked his social media after the break up, but nothing had prepared you for the way he looked in front of you.

So much had passed, so obviously he looked way more mature than the last time you actually saw him in person, with traces you couldn’t see over a photo, but adorned his face like it had always been there, and only complemented his charming self.

The suit and glasses added to it as well, but what made your heart stop was the smile. It was like traveling back in time, to when you could see him everyday in comfortable sweatpants and loose T-shirts, playing guitar by the window of his apartment, the golden dawn light shimmering on his skin.

Your daze was broken as he approached and you tried to find anything to say at all, but it felt like you forgot each and every word in your own language.

“Hey” was all that came out of you, and you cursed yourself mentally for being a grown ass woman acting like a teenager again.

"I did not expect to see you here." he said, a confused look on his face

"Yeah, I live here now." You offered a smile, but you were actually nervous thinking how living in this city is basically what broke you two up.

"Nice to know I'll have a familiar face around! I got a job here now, I just moved in"

"Really?" You were surprised "congratulations on the new job"

"Thank you" He smiled in return, eyes turning into crescent moons "since we're here, would you like to grab something to drink? I would love to catch up with you"

You always thought of getting in touch with Jinho over the years. Every time you thought of him or checked him online, you thought of texting. What actually stopped you was the thought that what you did was unforgivable and he probably hated you after you ignored the many times he tried to reach you after you told him you wanted to break up. The last time you saw each other was when you went to return his stuff, and get yours' from him, and that did not go well. You two barely looked at each other and you don't ever remember saying anything, but you couldn't forget how heartbroken he was.

It threw you completely off guard when invited you to catch up because you expected him to hate your guts. But then again, it was a long time ago, he probably was over it, like you were. At least you thought so.

"Sure, why not?" You answered shyly.

He led you both to a table while your coworkers grinned at you, and you silently shushed them.

The conversation started a little awkward, both of you walking on eggshells to avoid the "ex" subject. You caught up eventually, and you were glad to know that he actually achieved the job he always wanted and was very focused on his career, and he was happy to know that the same happened to you.

Before you two realized, the conversation was flowing easily, and you were laughing together and messing with each other, feeling like nothing actually changed between you two. The connection was still there and you honestly felt happy about it.

When the bartender warned about the last call Jinho offered to share a cab home with you because it was already late, and you gladly accepted it, just so you could stretch the time spent with him.

"I'm glad we ran into each other" he said like he could read your thoughts.

"Me too, I'm having a lot of fun." You admitted, you two reaching the front door of your house.

"I gotta be honest, though, I thought we wouldn't see each other again." He said with a half-smile "the way that things happened with us…"

"Yeah, I know…" you gently interrupted, too embarrassed to bring that up "But I'm happy to see you, really. I didn't even see the time passing."

"Right?" He agreed "it ended too fast."

"I might have a bottle of wine we can open if you would like to come in" your mouth ran faster than your brain, and you felt really stupid for asking that like you were pushing some kind of limit there.

You felt a little more comfortable when he didn't take long to make up his mind and accepted your invitation.

You entered your house and kicked your heels off to the side while you heard Jinho closing the door behind himself.

Out of a sudden, you felt too shy to look at him, so you kept yourself busy with other stuff.

You tried to take your coat off, but the collar got caught in your necklace's chain, and you simply couldn't undo it yourself.

"Here, let me." Jinho promptly helped, gently untangling it.

He went further and pushed the coat off of your shoulders delicately, his fingers grazing on your bare skin exposed from your sleeveless dress. His knuckles ran all the way down your arms and you were too aware of his body next to yours, goosebumps rising on your skin when his warm breath hit the back of your neck.

"Please tell me you don't have a boyfriend." He whispered, his fingers grazing on your waist while he stood behind you.

Your breath got caught in your throat and you knew the implications of that question. You also knew that what he was suggesting, you wanted just as much.

"No, I don't." Your voice was just a barely audible whisper

You almost couldn't finish your sentence when his grasp on your waist tightened and he spun you around, pulling you closer to him, chest to chest, and his lips didn't hesitate to find yours.

Your body reciprocated him in a reflex that comes with a habit, like you never were not used to having him holding you like that.

The kiss was hungry and desperate, your hand messing his hair while he explored every new curve of your body, grasping for any skin he could find.

Jinho pressed you against the wall, trapping you in between the surface and his body. He wrapped one hand around your leg, lifting it up and squeezing up the hem of your dress, his kisses trailing down your neck.

"Fuck, I wanted to do this since I first laid eyes on you." He whispered against your ear before sucking a spot just under it.

All you could answer was a breathy moan, leaning your body to press harder against him.

You took your time exploring his body and couldn't help but notice that his muscles grew stronger as you grazed your nails on his toned chest.

He grinded his hips forward, and you could already feel a semi-hard growing in his pants, the thought of it making you clench in anticipation.

You chased after his lips again, never having enough of it, nibbling at the plump bottom lip that you always loved

"Bedroom?" You whispered in between kisses, your breath already heavy.

Jinho only nodded eagerly, and you held his hand while walking down the hall.

As soon as he figured out the way he was all over you again, backing you up until the back of your knees hit the edge of your bed and he didn't stop kissing you as you both settled on the soft mattress, every touch of his was very rough and commanding.

He kneeled up and you watched him discard his shirt carelessly, the sight making your mouth water. You bit your bottom lip, admiring his body, and he smirks proudly.

Next thing you know he's grabbing you by the hips and pulling you closer to him, making you slide down the sheets and yelp in surprise.

"You've changed" you addressed his manhandling with a naughty tone to it.

"You have no idea" his husky voice hit your ears like music, a tone as mischievous as the grin on his lips.

He pulled your dress up, off of your body, and you followed his lead without hesitating. Your panties were next and soon enough your hands were opening his fly and button, only letting go so he could get his pants and boxer off.

Jinho kissed you again and you moaned. You didn't think you'd ever need him this much again but you could feel your body trembling for him with only kisses. He pulled away and stood there, heavy breathing, eyes focusing on your every detail.

"I never thought I'd have you like this again", he seemed so sincere that made your heart ache.

"You do now", was all you could say before his hands were all over you. Gently caressing from your shoulder to your thighs, his strong hands guiding your legs to be around his waist.

"I don't think I can wait much more. '' Jinho didn't seem pleased with himself, staring at your chest instead of your face. You could see his hard shaft twitching whenever your skin rose up in goosebumps to his touch but the wetness between your legs was not any better.

"Please…".

Before you could say anything else, Jinho was already touching you, hands firmly grasping your breasts and squeezing, playing with your nipples while slowly grinding against you, his dick moving easily against your folds with how slick you were.

He groaned when you moved your hips back, hands exploring his toned chest and arms, touching all parts of him you could reach. You missed him so much that all these years apart only made you desperate to have him.

You were the one who moved lower and grabbed his member, smirking when he groaned lowly. You guided him to your entrance without a word, knowing you wouldn't be able to say anything. Jinho thankfully went along with it, letting go of your breasts and supporting himself with his hands on top of you while slowly entering you.

It felt like the world stopped. He felt so good inside, filling you up completely. Both of you moaned, his forehead leaning against yours. When he moved, you couldn't stop looking at him, his intense eyes and mouth open, his arms flexing from the movements, his hair already messy. Jinho was perfect and you wished you never let go. Looking back into his eyes, you could see he was watching you just the same and soon enough he was moving intensely with you, never breaking eye contact.

Everything started so easily and so intimate but even then it surprised you when you realized you two weren't just going on a nostalgic casual fuck. Jinho was making love to you, moving gently but also hitting your spot perfectly, his muscles flexing in the most delectable way. Your hands rested on his waist, caressing the skin as much as you could while you both moved, too deep in the moment to realize you didn't let go of each other's forehead.

It didn't take long for you to feel the fire burning hotter inside of you, the pleasure being too intense, and feeling a white-hot shock through your body. Neither of you said anything, your moaning, and heavy breathing filling your room in the most sensual way possible. One of your hands moved to his chest, right above his heart and his eyes widened. Jinho picked up his movements, chasing his orgasm as yours took over your body, making you arch and move closer to his body.

Thankfully you had recovered seconds later, just in time to see, and feel Jinho climaxing, his eyes squeezed shut and a low deep grunt falling off his lips beautifully. He laid gently on top of you and kissed you again, deep and longingly. When you pulled back, you couldn't help the bright smile you gave him, a soft giggle falling off your lips at the feeling of him in your arms again. Unfortunately, Jinho only half-smiled back and your guts twisted.

"I think we need to talk".

You could only manage a small "yeah", your smile died down. You pointed at the corridor, getting up after his nod. You didn't take long in the bathroom, too anxious to hear him out but also dreading what was about to come. You picked a sweater from the bathroom that surely wasn't supposed to be there and came back to the room.

Jinho was laying down in your bed, boxers back in place, and had half of his body covered with your comfy blanket. He was fidgeting with the hem of the blanket and you knew he was nervous as well.

"I felt cold, I hope you don't mind", he said with a shy smile.

"Of course not", you said, moving to lay with him under the blanket. He moved until he was laying on his side facing you, you mirroring his position.

"So", you both said at the same and that got a nervous laugh out of both of you. You motioned for him to go first.

"Why?", Jinho said, looking into your eyes. "Why did you leave me back then? Be honest this time, please".

"I-", you froze. You knew he'd say something about that but why was he so sure you lied? "How do you know I was lying?"

"We were perfect, Y/N", his voice was soft, his eyes gleaming. "We were in love and we fit perfectly together. You made me believe in soulmates, I felt like I would spend my life with you. And I know you felt the same".

"My scholarship", you said bluntly. "I couldn't have you give up your life for my dream and I knew you'd do it. I couldn't let go of my dream scholarship but I could never let you jeopardize yours".

Jinho closed his eyes briefly and breathed deeply slowly. Your eyes were filled with tears suddenly, a lot of feelings coming back at once. Regret, love, sorrow, how you missed him.

"I don't know if I feel relieved or even more hurt", he chuckled but you both couldn't see the humor. "I mean, I was sure you loved me but you were so hurtful that I was starting to believe you never actually even liked me".

"No!", you sit up quickly, eyes wide. "I thought it was the only option but I never stopped loving you", you blurted out.

"You… what?"Jinho sat up too then, slowly but surely.

"I know I made a mess and hurt you, but I always loved you when we were together, loved you when I broke up with you and… I honestly think I never got over you completely".

Jinho moved as if he could scare you off at any second. He slowly lifted his hands, thumbs wiping away the tears that fell. It only made you want to run. You had hurt him so much and even then he was taking care of you.

"I'm here now. I- I don't think we can go back to how we were even if we tried. It hurt too much and I don't think we are still the same person we were", he moved until his face was inches away from yours. "I feel the same and always did. I want to heal, I want to help you heal too".

Nodding, you moved to kiss him and sighed in relief when kissed you back.

"We can be friends", you said, lips moving always completely against his. "We can learn about each other again, I can redeem myself", you finished the sentence with a small kiss on his lips and he laughed.

"Friends that may kiss?"

"Friends that definitely will kiss".

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lucysuniverse · 4 years ago

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Critical Beauty

Am I the only one who thinks Jo Jinho is perfect just the way he is? Probably not. :D

To be honest I incredibly miss this man so I just wanted to feel him a bit closer while I am writing this story and he is serving in the military.

Happy Birthday Jinho! We love you all.

Pairing: Jinho x OC/reader

Genre: comfort, romance, angst

Word count: 6081

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I messed up. Like totally. My dad and those idiot colleagues of mine totally washed my brain. But after all I was the one ruining our relationship completely. And I could not blame him for having the will to break up with me because If I was in his shoes I would have done the same.

-|-

I knew it wasn’t right this way. We lived together for almost a year by now, and I couldn’t tell him. I couldn’t tell him that I was lying to him continuously in order to protect him from pain and save his self-esteem. Or at least this was my intention through-out the years.

We lived in a small flat. This is what we could afford. I just graduated from high-school and he was going to auditions. One after another. He was determined, and he was good. Insanely good. I couldn’t understand what is missing. What do you need more to become a singer? Didn’t he have outstanding vocals? He did. Didn’t he have a bit shy but loveable personality? He did. Didn’t he have sense of humor? HE DID. And on top of that he was handsome. WHAT WAS MISSING THEN???

As his girlfriend my heart was aching to watch all his efforts go to waste after so many years passed. We had a relatively big age gap between us. Well as long as you’re a teenager or young adult even two and a half years difference seem a lot. But later on, it doesn’t really matter. Especially not when you like someone. Because you like them for the person they are.

I loved him so incredibly. Because he was great. He was caring and cute but sometimes surprisingly masculine and very hot. I couldn’t wish for a better man. There was only one thing missing. Actually, not was but were. 5 more inches.

Because although we were quite far from each other in terms of age, we were all the more so close in terms of height. To be honest I guess I might have been smaller than him, but it never felt like that. And every time I thought about this I felt ashamed. Because that was the only thing which gave me hard times. I wouldn’t say I didn’t like his height. I liked everything about him. But sometimes I just wished he was a tiny bit taller, or I was even smaller (if that was possible).

Sometimes I found myself wondering about this: this couldn’t be the reason of him failing all those auditions, right? They can’t be so mean right? If you’ve ever heard a good singer than you would know that Jo Jinho was one of them.

This is why I always told my father to wait just a little. He was really opposing our relationship. I would have understood his concerns if he had real reasons, since I was his only daughter. But what he always said was ridiculous, narrow-minded and I just resent him for that.

“When will he finally stop this stupid joke of becoming a singer. Didn’t he have enough throughout these years?”

“I am fine dad. How about you?” I said as a reply. I was so fed up listening to his bullshit all the time. He heard Jinho singing. And even though he would have never admitted, he knew Jinho was born to be a singer. Anybody could tell. But sadly, in his eyes only those are real men who are lawyers or doctors. When they divorced with mom, he even found me a real man… My dad thought I should go on a blind date with the trainee of his divorce lawyer. He even complimented his ears! Like what the heck! My always logical and strict dad tells me to date the trainee of his divorce lawyer because he has nice ears.

Don’t get me wrong I’ve never thought about leaving Jinho, but my dad nagged me all the time so I checked the guy’s social media pages. Funfact: he was born on the freaking same day in April as Jinho. Am I freaking joke?

“Little woman… I am your dad no need to act like this. But think about your future kids. Will they be also minions?”

“Bye dad it was good to talk to you.” And I hung up. I didn’t want to ignore him. After all he was my dad. But we never had a good relationship. Well a relationship at all. But the irritating thing was that even if I tried to ignore all these comments he made me angry. I couldn’t stop myself. I should not marry Jinho but we are already expecting kids?! And minions? And these are my dad’s words when he himself isn’t a giant either. ARRGGGGHHH!

“Hi babe! Is everything okay?” Jinho asked. And as always, I put on a nice smile and said “yeah, all good.” And I hated myself for that.

-|-

“What is that?” He asked curiously. I didn’t know he was still at home. I wanted to put the box back under the bed as soon as possible but it was too late he saw it.

“Oh this? It is just something stupid. It is not important. Did you leave something here?”

“Yeah, I left my phone on the charger. But don’t change the topic. It must be something important if you were staring at it so dearly.”

“Oh no. You misunderstood.”

“Okay, enough of this. What’s that? Do you have something to hide from me?” And even though he didn’t say this in an offended way there was edge in his voice.

“It’s your birthday gift.”

“My birthday gift?”

“Yeah.” I knew this couldn’t work. But I couldn’t come up with a real acceptable reason.

“It was last month. And procrastination is your middle name so it can’t be for my next one, I am not buying this. So, what is that?”

“I will bring this back okay? I don’t know why I bought this. I must have lost my mind. I just …”

“Oh show me finally.” And before I could give him the box he took it out of my hands.

“You must be kidding me, right?” He asked after 3 minutes of torturing silence.

“Look I am sorry. I know we should be saving money and …. but I can ask for refund and also…”

“You created such a big scene just because of this?” And he was laughing. He was LAUGHING!

“What? Aren’t you mad?”

“Why would I be? Should I?”

“Oh… yeah. I mean no. No. I just thought… I just…”

“You thought I would be upset to found out that my girlfriend is secretly buying a pair of high-heels for herself to feel pretty? I am getting more upset now that I know you felt like you should hide this. Also, why did you think I didn’t want to see your pretty legs in this? I thought you knew me better. If that’s all I am off for work. Bye babe see you in the afternoon.” And he gave me a light kiss on my forehead. And I felt on my skin he was smiling. “And I hope next time I see you, you’ll be wearing these.” And he casually left the room.

I made a fool out of myself. I really thought he would be offended by this. I mean it wasn’t a big deal to give up on high-heels. They weren’t very comfortable anyway and we really had to save money. But I was young and for the first time in my life I felt getting more feminine. Maybe I was already but this time I started to realize.

I thought it was selfish of me having these secret desires to put on a bit tighter clothes and wore high-heels especially when he is not really taller than me, but after having this conversation I was even more encouraged. I knew he didn’t have problems with it and that was all that mattered. I was happily tiptoeing to the office. My colleagues even complimented me.

The girls were jealous for having those nice shaped legs, and the boys… let’s not talk about them. If you think they will become serious once they grow up… Well friend you are totally mistaken. Boys will be boys. But they didn’t cross the line, in their own way they complimented me as well. And I felt confident and happy. All thanks to my sweet boyfriend whom I could always rely on.

I was in a really good mood until the point I let some idiots ruin my day. I couldn’t say they ruined it. I was the one let them do it. I just wish I never overheard their conversation.

“I was wondering why she is never coming to the year-end parties but now I see. The company is not yet prepared for those legs.”

“That was a good one bro. But they say she is just staying home all the time with that hopeless guy. I feel sorry for her to have such a boyfriend.”

“What really? Why aren’t they coming together?”

“Another rumor says it the guy is a dwarf. So, she is rather staying home with him.”

“Wow. How do you know so many things?”

“Resources…”

“Which girl then?”

“The blondie in the red jeans.”

“Mmmmmh.”

“Stop it she is mine.”

“Until when?”

“Tonight. Then you can have her.”

“You are disgusting man. Well done.” And they laughed.

“Ah but that sweetie. I really feel sorry for her. Having that boyfriend can be very burdensome.”

“Oh yeah. If I was her boyfriend, I would make sure she feels good in every situation.”

“You mean every position.”

“Exactly.” And they laughed again. “You know me so well.”

I felt dirty. It’s not like they did anything specific to me. They were just fantasizing. But I felt fucking dirty in that moment. I wanted to erase this conversation from my head but instead I heard their words repeatedly in my head.

I heard my shoes making that irritating sound on the street while I was going home. With every step I felt smaller and smaller. I regretted wearing that stupid high-heel… So as soon as I arrived home I put them back in their box cleaned, ready to bring them back to the shop. I would want to throw them away instantly but then suddenly I thought about Jinho.

We need to spare money. He needs to buy some nice clothes for the next audition. And also, we barely manage to pay the bills since I just started studying in the med school and next to collage it is quite hard to work. Sometimes I thought maybe I should just quit dreaming about becoming a doctor but there was a senior doc, my supervisor who inspired me a lot. Last month he helped that well-known celebrity couple. He said the lady had some complications while she was giving birth to their little girl but the doctor helped them and finally the little Daisy was born healthy. Some of my fellow classmates said he even resembles Jinho…. I don’t know why.

Talking about Jinho, he was quite clueless when he found me eating the third bowl of ice cream and watching Lovely Complex.

“You are still watching this?”

“Anime is not only for kids. And well I’ve just become an adult anyway, meaning I am still a kid. Let me be. Oh and if you go to the kitchen can you bring me the last Ben & Jerry’s? I know I shouldn’t be buying these but I just felt like having a pajama party on my own. Thanks babe. ”

“Look.” And he sat down next to me and slowly took away the Ben and Jerry’s from my hands to put it on the table. “Can we talk about today morning?”

“Sure. But what is there to talk about?”

“I hate it when you act like this. And the funny thing is that you know I do.” He smiled bitterly. I was aware of it. None of us were stupid. Well… we both were very clever to be honest. When I acted silly it was either out of fun or I was trying to hide something. Just like now.

“Okay. Sorry.”

“I feel like you are kind of disappointed in me. And I just wanted to let you know and thank you for enduring all these days and months together with me. I know that even if you don’t tell me that it is hard to tell your parents that I still didn’t make it.”

“Jinho it’s not your fault.”

“That is showbiz, I know. The only thing that hurts me is that when I started this utterly long and unpredictable journey, it was me and only me. But since then we found each other, and me failing all the time is not only an individual concern. We are a team. And I am not a good team mate. You just graduated and want to become a doctor. And I should support you.”

“Jinho you’ve already done so much for me, you can’t even imagine. And you do every single day. Even today. So, don’t just please don’t say you don’t support me, when you support me the most.”

“But then what’s wrong?”

“What do you mean?”

“Even after so many years I’ve never met your colleagues and I hardly ever meet your dad. I know you are working part-time and you are tired from doing college and your job at the same time but these parties could help you relieve stress a bit.”

“I don’t want you to meet those idiots.” And well, this was true. Not only because they would make a joke out of us, but after today I was kind of ashamed of working with those bastards.

“But I guess not all of them- oh what’s this? I am sorry babe but I need to pick this up, we will catch up on this okay?”

A producer called him. Or should I say the producer? The one who just became a dad. The one whose wife gave birth to the little Daisy in our hospital with the help of my professor. That producer. I was insanely happy. Finally, good news. I couldn’t bear anything bad any longer. But the worst was yet to come.

-|-

We were walking hand in hand on the streets. Finally, a promising audition. It was on Saturday so I could go with him to the company and show some support as I should. Once the audition was over Jinho shook hands with the producer. I could imagine them working together. I even found cute how they were both quite small.

Jinho said they would contact him later, but he had a good feeling about finally making it. I was so happy. I’ve never saw him so hopeful after an audition. When we were leaving the company there were six model like people nearing us. I was sure they just walked out of Vogue. The two most likely European girls alongside the four men suited each other very well. But not all the boys were Korean. One boy’s appearance shouted “Shanghai Prince” the other’s “Nagano Prince” but don’t ask me why. I just had this feeling.

I don’t know how Jinho felt but I was in awe. They looked stunning. Flawlessly chitchatting about a Flower Shop in the nearby. I always thought models have other topics to talk about. Well the owner of that shop must have done something very well then to become a hot topic.

“They were cool right?” He asked suddenly.

“Yeah.”

“Just wait a little longer. I will become one of them anytime soon.”

“I know.”

And I really knew that he would succeed. He was supposed to be a singer. I even imagined myself becoming his manager. I loved helping people. And I was determined about med school, but for him I could have given up on it. I knew with his music he may be curing more people in his life than me as a doctor. So after all our goal was the same.

As we were nearing home familiar faces were getting closer. The two guys that bullied me in high school. They always had something against me. If I had red nails I was a slut if I wore a turtleneck they called me a nun. They ate my lunch, stole my notebooks etc. Same old thing. Bullies are so uncreative.

“Oh hi dear. Long time no see.”

“Hi guys.” And I started to panic but wanted to grab Jinho’s hand and leave as soon as possible.

“Hey its Saturday, why such a hurry? Knowing you, you don’t have any plans or invitations, do you?”

“I am sorry boys, but we will be leaving.” Jinho said firmly.

“Oh, did you see someone? I heard a voice but I don’t know where it comes from.” One of them said.

“I don’t know man. Maybe our favorite girl can tell us.” And now they were both looking at me challengingly.

“You guys are still not tired of the same old shit, are you?” I asked with a bored face but deep inside I was startled. I hated seeing them again, I hated the fact that even after graduation they can do this to me and Jinho as well.

“Same old shit? Look at you. Are you talking about yourself?”

“It was enough. Get lost.” Jinho said again.

“It is strange I keep on hearing things but I don’t see anyone.” One said.

“Poor girl. You should have higher expectations. Are should I say taller?” The other added. And they laughed. I was about to cry. Why is this happening to us, when finally, things seemed to become better.

“Is he the best you could end up with? Oh god your still so low-class as you used to be… or is he not your boyfriend? Correct me if I misunderstood.”

And that was when I fucked up. I didn’t say anything. I hesitated. There were no good answers. I knew them so well, no matter what I was about to say, they would turn it against me. But even that should have been better than this.

“I am sorry guys, but if that’s the problem, I can tell you we are not together. Look at her. Is she someone to mess around someone like me? Definitely no. She is better than that. She has a taller, funnier and richer guy next to her. He has just entered that building at the end of the corner. I guess you both know which building I am referring to.”

“Is that true?” They asked at the same time.

It was our only chance to finally escape from this nightmare situation. They could stop us if they wanted any time. We were both too small to resist if they were up to something.

“Yeah, that’s right. He works there.”

And as if the curse was broken, they nodded with respect and were no longer blocking our way.

“If that’s the case, we are sorry about what we said. We knew you are going to make it. And who is that lucky guy? Yanan? Shinwon? Yuto? No waaaay. Oh my god are you dating Jung Wooseok?”

I had no clue what they were talking about, but I had this gut feeling that my dear ex-classmates became fanboys throughout the years. FANBOYS! It was ridiculous. I couldn’t help but smile out of embarrassment.

“I am sorry, but you also know that we should respect the artist’s privacy. I cannot say more.”

“Okay, so its Wooseok. Oh my god. He is a legend. Could you please get his autograph?”

“I am sorry but we should get going. Jinho has- wait… Jinho?”

“Oh the small guy? He left couple of minutes ago when it turned out you are dating Wooseok. Is he jealous by the way? He might have some feelings for you. But don’t mind him girl. You are dating the great Jung Wooseok. What else can a person ask for?”

For a forgiving boyfriend I guess. I left these two idiots there and I started to run after Jinho as fast as I could. Did he say he is leaving I just didn’t notice? Was he upset? Did he leave something at the audition? I called him several times but I couldn’t reach him. After going back to the company and checking the possible places where we were that day I decided to finally go home. I just hoped he would be there.

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He was at home. And he didn’t seem upset. He told me to take a shower after this tiring day. It was his tiring day though. If only I had the audition today.

We spent the afternoon calmly he was practicing and I watched a movie. The male protagonist kinda resembled the divorce lawyer’s trainee. Yang Hongseok. And wait a second, he is at the same agency where Jinho had the audition. Nice. I was so happy and excited I really hoped they will call him back with good news.

Jinho was practicing for hours. He only did this when he was determined and wanted to prove himself before an upcoming audition or when he was hurt. I started to have a bad feeling. There isn’t any upcoming audition. Shit.

I prepared some nice food and I cautiously knocked on his door to tell him we can have dinner. He didn’t seem angry or anything he just casually nodded and we started to eat.

“About today… thank you for saving me. These two were always bullying me and if you weren’t next to me today I might have ended up crying and hurt again.”

“At least YOU are not hurt.” And the way he said ‘you’ was different.

After minutes of awkward silence he thanked for the food and was on his way to go back practicing.

“Wait Jinho.”

“Yeah?” He asked indifferently.

And I couldn’t ask what I wanted.

“There is dessert for you in the fridge.”

“For me? Aww. That’s nice. I thought it is for someone else. Maybe for Jung Wooseok.”

Bingo. I knew something was fishy…

“I don’t even know who that guy is. And you are well aware of this. Look, I know those two are disgusting and resentful but it was you who stopped them. It was thanks to your made up story that they finally stopped.”

“Oh right. You are so right. What if we just pretend not dating anymore? Maybe it will solve other worries too?!”

“What? Do you want to break up?”

And I saw that he kinda froze at this question. He didn’t mean it. But if he was mentioning break up he must have been hurt for real.

“No. Of course not. This is why I was kind of avoiding you. I wanted to talk about this when I have calmed down. But fine since it’s out it can’t be helped.”

I was getting nervous. The thought of losing him was more than painful. I didn’t want to live without him. I couldn’t live without him.

“I always thought we are a great team. Even if there are things we should work on we were always open about concerns and we solved the problems together. But I am worried this situation right now is not something we can change even if we work together.”

“We can solve everything together, okay? I want to solve it. Jinho please. I understand and realize that I must have hurt you with my words. And I am so sorry about that. I never wanted to hurt you. I should have told them the truth.”

“Do you know how much happier you looked when I said you are dating this illusionary taller, funnier and richer guy? Do you realize how relieved you were when they showed you respect for dating an idol? Do you get it finally? I love you so incredibly. But this is me. Only this much. I cannot give you more. I am working hard to get there. I might be there someday. But it won’t change facts. I am Jo Jinho, I am 5.6. I don't look like a model. I don’t have money. But I love you. That’s all I can give. But I am not sure it is enough. I am no longer sure I can give you the things you need. I am not sure what I can give you is the same as you want me to give you.”

“What?”

Is this really how I behaved? Is this really how I made him feel?

“I am not saying we should break up, but I am asking you to reconsider what you want from me and from this relationship. I want you to be honest. I promise you even if you say ‘I am sorry but I only date guys above 5.8’ it will hurt and I will be broken, but I will accept it. As long as I know you made the right choice in order to be with someone who can make you happy, I will accept your decision.”

“No Jinho. You totally misunderstood. I don’t want to date anybody else. Who cares about those stupid inches?”

“You. It was only you. Always. Did you ever hear me complaining about it? This might sound cruel but I learned to accept myself and love myself in this way. And it was a hard and long journey. I won’t pretend it is only about you. I don’t want to lose this confidence. I don’t want to become that insecure man I was before. But you make me feel like someone who needs to be protected, someone who should be hidden. I don’t want to feel like this.”

“I never wanted to hurt you.” I said while my tears were falling.

“I know you never did. It was unintentional. But you’ve hurt me. I just want you to realize a lot of things can be improved and changed, but my height is not something I can modify. Please just think about it. If you still want me this way, just let me know. I would be happy to stay together.”

And he left me there. I would want to hug somebody, and I needed his presence but, I was kind of glad he didn’t see my ugly crying face.

He was so damn right. And I could totally understand the way he felt. If you love someone you shouldn’t make them feel like trash. And it was always and only me who had those concerns. The rumors spread by the colleagues and my dad’s stupid words. I am not sure how I really felt. Maybe I was just influenced by them but I was worried I might have cared too much about his height.

Everything was up to me now. He was waiting for my answer. Even after I hurt him so bad, he didn’t want to break up. It was up to me to choose an average life with a divorce lawyer’s trainee type of guy, or choose a different type of life with him. A life with Jo Jinho.

-|-

We’ve slept separately. It was better this way. I was suffering alone but it just made me realize how much I needed his presence, how much I wanted to see his face when I woke up and how badly I wanted to feel his arms wrapped around me.

I prepared a nice breakfast. I wanted to clear things as soon as possible, but food is important too. Kids, don’t forget to eat breakfast!

“Hi! Good morning!”

“Good morning! Wow. So many nice dishes. Is this a compensation?”

“It’s an ‘I am sorry for being a bad girlfriend’.”

“Oh thank god it’s not an ‘I am sorry for breaking up with you’.” He said with a smile. But I couldn’t laugh at it. I know he was hurt. And him trying to make a joke out of it meant that he was hurt more than he showed.

“I am not gonna leave you Jinho.”

“I am sorry I didn’t mean it.”

“Look. I… I… messed up okay? I understand that even if I had good intentions I’ve hurt your feelings. But I think we can solve this too. I wanted to say thank you for finally saying what I should have heard. The thing is that you were right. I was the one obsessed with your height. And the saddest is that not specifically because of you. I thought if I am almost as tall as you I can not be a fragile, small woman. I wanted to be smaller, I wanted to be the one who needs to be protected. And I couldn’t accept myself in this way. I didn’t see me the way I wanted.”

“I wish you would see yourself with my eyes just to understand how beautiful you are.”

“I am sorry to make you feel bad when I was the one who couldn’t love myself. If you could help me to accept myself as you did back then, I think we would be able to stay together. And if you still love me I wouldn’t want anything more than this. I want nothing less and nothing more than you, Jo Jinho.”

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Magic Bra. I was raising my eyebrows. Did she really make a successful business with such a company name? But when I checked on the internet the reviews were praising her insanely.

Lucy_1127 wrote: I was invisible before. But when my longtime best friend saw me in this red bra, he finally realized we were supposed to be together. I love this bra. It is indeed magical. My only regret is that it is more times on the floor than on me. (Moderators please don’t erase my comment *begs*)

Hoetaekie828 wrote: when the owner told me that this lingerie has magical power I was sceptic. I am 27 you know. I don’t believe in fairytales anymore. But when I saw her (my back then best friend now girlfriend)... Wow! She was indeed a beautiful princess from a fairytale. Since than I couldn’t thank the owner lady enough. We are regulars at the shop. I totally recommend it for couples, and for those friends who are shy to admit the truth.

Jinho didn’t tell me why I got this. He just told me this is a gift from him to me and also a part of our therapy. We didn’t apply for real therapy. But we agreed to rebuild our trust and change things. As a first step he told me to wear these. I was kind of surprised. Jinho wasn’t really a shy type but we were both so stressed recently, having a time dedicated to ourselves was so rare like a leap year.

When I put on the ‘magic bra’ I checked myself in the mirror. I wasn’t totally satisfied but I looked so different in these. I finally saw someone who is brave and confident. For the first time I thought if I work a bit harder, not only on my body and carrier but on my behavior and inner values, I might become someone who is worth of Jinho’s love. I really hoped so.

“Okay, so where is my lovely and concerned girlfriend who cannot see herself as a fragile, feminine woman? Because I only see a stunning, confident lady here. I am sorry miss, but even if it is so hard to send you off I will have to ask you to leave because I already have someone closed in my heart.” He said when he suddenly appeared behind my back. Our eyes met in the mirror.

“Oh is that so? That’s a shame then. Are you sure she wouldn’t allow this one? As long as you are happy I think she wouldn’t mind it.”

“Do you think so? Am I that kind of lucky guy? Well… let me see.” And he is seductive gaze was wandering all over my body. “No. I cannot do that to her I am sorry.”

“Why not? Is she so nice?”

“Yeah. She is a precious someone to me. And I promised something to myself. I wanted to show her how beautiful she is. I need to keep that promise. So even if your affair offer is very tempting I have to say no.”

“What a pity. I think she doesn’t even know how lucky she is… Is she more beautiful than me? That can’t be true. Mister you must be lying.”

“No, I am not. I love her and she is beautiful. What if I prove you?”

“Fine. If you prove me than I’ll be leaving and won’t seduce you. If you don’t prove me you’ll have to have an affair with me.”

“Okay.”

“So, how will you prove me?”

“Just look at yourself in the mirror.”

And even if I was confident pretending to be another lady for fun looking at myself in the mirror while he was watching me from behind was kind of embarrassing.

“You know my girlfriend is a bit insecure and even if I tell her she won’t trust me when I say she is beautiful. You have some similarities. You both are stubborn and don’t trust my words… bad girls…”

And I couldn’t help but laugh a bit. He was cute. I was grateful. And I loved him incredibly.

“So, for example if I would say I love how she puts her hair behind her ears she would be like: but it is nothing special.”

And as he said it he put my hair behind my ears and put a soft kiss on my neck. And then looked back at me in the mirror. And I started to get the taste of this whole thing. He was so freaking hot. He decided to show me how he loved each and every part of my body. He put soft kisses on my shoulders and wrapped his arms around my waist without taking his eyes off of me. And this excited me. For the first time I realized it was really not about being small or tall, fragile or not. He loved me and I loved him back. And we were perfect for each other just the way we were.

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“Sorry but could you please go to the hall? Someone passed out. Oh god these fans these days…”

“Sure, I’ll be there in a sec.”

It wasn’t the first time in this week. Fans were crazy about him. And it was good to see that he finally received this much of love after working hard for his dream for the past years.

“I am here. How can I help? Where is the patient?”

“He is here.”

“You two?” I asked a bit shocked.

“Oh! Our favorite girl. Please save him!” Member 1 of the bully duo said. I am sorry but after what they’ve done to me throughout these years I don’t bother calling them on their names…

I just gave him first aid and after he woke up I made sure he is fine.

“You’ll be fine now.”

“Oh my goodness. Thank you. You saved him.”

“You saved me. Thank you. I have never thought one day you’ll be saving my life.”

“Trust me, this is not something I’ve expected either. But what are you two doing here?”

“We are fans!”

“I am sorry to let you down but Wooseok is not present today. This is Jinho’s solo concert…” I said a bit offended.

“Silly. We knooow. We came to support him.” They said.

“Oh, if that’s the case… I am glad. I think he would be happy to see your faces. But promise me you won’t faint in front of him okay?”

“Yes doctor!”

“Good.”

“Also… we are sorry… for everything.”

And I just nodded. I was happy that they apologized even if it happened after so many years later. But in a way I was happy that we met them on that day. I guess I needed to meet them to realize being critical about beauty is just so unnecessary. Beauty is so subjective, and is not only about visuals and heights. And when I looked back on Jinho talking happily with his fans signing the albums, I knew that in my eyes he was the most beautiful person, and nothing else mattered.

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