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campirebitesarchive · 1 year ago

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hi besties i just got back from the cardiologist and the good news is that i got answers and im not dying but the bad news is i have mitral valve prolapse and i am relieved and also still scared because it is a valve disease in my heart and it causes a bit of mitral regurgitation which is scary and i am being so brave about it

#camshitposts #camyellsOW #my heart also just skips a beat fairly regularly which is really fun and cool (no it is not)#add another fucking thing to the 'whats wrong with me' pile #but hey at least i finally have answers #ive known something was up with my heart since high school and this is the first doctor who has takent the time to figure it out #instead of giving me an EKG and telling me to go home beacuse i jsut have anxiety #this is the second cardiologist ive seen just this year #the first guy was a creepy old bastard. i told him i didnt want to know how much i weigh and he literally joked about ED #like i have a history of anorexia (currently remission) and he joked that I was going to go home and cry because he told me how much i weig #and joked that i would be depressed for weeks because he told me. so I never went back #my current doctor is wonderful and compassionate and let me ask questions and was respectful of me and my history #Dr H my beloved <3 #i love being astounded by men doing the bare minimum <3 #jk no shade @ Dr H he goes above and beyond and put up with me and my scared mother and our 104859485 questions #aaaaanywaaaayyy #thanks for coming to my ted talk i need to journal about this but i am avoiding it for the moment because im having a lot of big feelings #and this feels more like talkign to my friends than journaling #anyway im going to go read my book i think or try thinking more about my wriring bc i was thinking about it before i had to go to my appt #i think i have decided to add vampires to my story and i think it actually makes more sense now i think this was the piece i was missing #me: i added vampires #nobody: is surprised

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