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thinking about robert hanson and sol bergstein and the taylor swift song “lover” off her album of the same name
#and not sobbing at all#jk i am sobbing. i am so soft#i’ve forgotten how much i love this show#love that it’s just gays romance drugs and family bonding
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Haiii i've never submitted a request so bare with me.
What do you think about a criminal jk who's been in prison for over a year (don't know what crime u can pick honestly) him and y/n are in a established relationship and she's been waiting all this time for him to get out. Anyway he comes home and yk.. i'm sure you can get the rest ;)
𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐘 | J.JK
— pairing | fem!oc x criminal!jjk
— summary | (sorry it took so long!🩷) jungkook’s been locked up for 4 years and he’s finally back to see you !
— warning | bad writing (i’m doing my best)
unprotected sex, cursing, praising, daddy kink, dirty talk, crying, fluff(?)
— word count | 3.5k words
— song suggestion | wrong in the right way — chris brown
It was his first night freed from his 4 year jail sentence. After having a buddy drop off his car on the way to her, he was finally there.
Locked up for assault and battery and countless other charges he was finally free and finally able to see his woman again.
His tatted, muscular body stood at her doorstep, “Fuck,” He exhaled, taking a drag from his cigarette.
He was anxious to see her after endless phone calls and letters for years. He surprised her a day early. He finally stopped thinking about it and knocked at her door.
“Coming!” She hurried down the stairs, not expecting any guests at that hour.
She was in her pajama outfit, hair lightly curled and her face bare beside some eye brightener.
She opened the door, and she had almost gone into shock.
She came to a full body pause, color practically draining from her face when she seen him. “J-Jungkook!”
Jungkook's eyes softened at the sight of her, seeing the tears. He stepped forward, grabbing her in a tight embrace.
“I missed you so fucking much Y/n.” He mumbled into her hair. His hands ran up and down her back, holding her close.
She sobbed, “You bastard! Why didn’t you let me know you got out early?! I would’ve picked you up, done my makeup better, took you to dinner—“ She rambled.
Jungkook pulled back, gazing down at her with a smirk.
“Because I wanted to surprise you, Y/n. And you look fucking perfect just like this.” He ran his hand through her hair, tucking a strand behind her ear. “Finally face to face with my queen.”
“Fucking come in.” She sniffed. “All standing here in my doorway.” She hurried him in.
Jungkook stepped inside, his eyes scanning the apartment.
It looked a lot different than what he had remembered. It was a lot more modern and a bit girly. But it still felt like home.
He took a deep breath, inhaling the familiar scent of her perfume. He followed her to the living room, his eyes locked on her as she walked away from him. He couldn't help but grin.
He was finally home.
“Missed you so much” She sniffed. “I didn’t fucking plan anything— Shit. You gotta be hungry right? Are you cold?”
“Relax baby. I didn’t expect you to be completely ready tonight,” He wrapped his arms around her from behind, pulling her close to him.
“But yes, I am fucking starving. Even thought I just wanna sit here and hold you.” He nuzzled his face into her neck, breathing in her scent.
“No baby— Gotta take care of you first. Probably want to eat good. Prison must’ve been so rough.” She pouted, babying him.
“Yeah, it was. But nothing's worse than being away from you, ma. You know that, right?” He pulled away from her, turning her around to face him.
He cupped her cheeks, his thumbs rubbing against her soft skin. “I missed your smile, your laugh, your attitude. Everything Y/n.”
“I missed you more than you could imagine Jungkook.” Her lip quivered. “So much.”
“I know, ma. You always made sure I know. You were always the one person I could count on, even behind bars.” He leaned in, pressing his lips to hers.
The kiss was soft and gentle, but it held a depth of passion that only they could understood. “I love you.”
“I love you more. So much more.” She kissed him back, “I’ll cook for you. I’ll show you to our room— I fixed it up for you!”
She led him upstairs, rushing him due to her excitement. “Are you ready to see it?”
“I'm more than ready, ma. I've been dreaming of this moment for so long. I've missed our bed, our room, all of it."
He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close. "You look stunning, ma. You've never looked more beautiful to me."
Their room looked more homey and relaxing. She bought him a whole new closet full of clothes and shoes to his liking.
“I bought you some new ashtrays to put on your nightstand.” She told him. “There’s some lighters down there too.”
“You're spoiling me. And I’m more than grateful. I can already smell the smoke wafting through the air. You know me more than anyone." He grinned, running his hand over the new clothes.
"I love what you've done here, ma. You really outdid yourself for me and I couldn’t thank you more.” He added, thanking her once more.
“Anyrhing for you. I wanted you to come home and feel comfortable and relaxed.” She smiled.
“Now go shower, change, whatever you need to do to get all that prison time off your skin.” She laughed. “I’m gonna go downstairs and cook you some food that’ll knock you the hell out.”
Jungkook smiled, pulling her into a deep, passionate kiss. "You're the best, ma. I love you so fucking much." He whispered, giving her earlobe a gentle kiss before pulling away. "I'll be down in a few.”
“Take your time baby. Really.” She pecked his cheek, hesitant to leave him while she walked down to the kitchen.
Jungkook grabbed her hand before she could walk away, bringing it to his lips for a gentle kiss.
"Thank you again baby— Seriously." He gave her a reassuring smile, squeezing her hand gently.
She left him and headed back downstairs, prepping dinner for him.
“I’ll miss you!” She called out from the kitchen, blushing and giggling in excitement.
She couldn’t believe he was really out of prison.
For years she spent everyday fantasizing and day dreaming about him finally living at home again. For him to actually be here was ground breaking.
She had devoted herself to that man the entire time he’d been away. Her friends would try to encourage her to see other men to fill in the gaps of his absence but she absolutely refused.
She had many opportunities. She was a beautiful woman.
But no other man could ever compare to Jungkook.
She started preparing a quick yet savory meal for them to eat while he was showering.
She had prepped wonton soup for the actual night of his arrival but she had enough ingredients to make it for him tonight.
Jungkook was upstairs. He stripped down to his white tank, revealing his well-built, tattooed body.
He smirked at himself in the mirror, satisfied with how much he had grown during his time.
He turned on the shower, adjusting the temperature to his liking before stepping in.
After scrubbing and shaving after what felt like forever, Jungkook hummed to himself as he stepped out the shower, feeling refreshed and anew.
He dried himself up before wrapping the towel around his waist, he stepped into the kitchen where his girl was. “Smells amazing baby, what is it?" He kissed her cheek, leaning on the counter.
“I made a homemade wonton soup with a side of rice.” She smiled, “You look clean. Someone’s already comfy back home.”
Jungkook chuckled, “With everything you’ve done, you made it easy.” He grinned as his stomach growled, looking down at himself.
“Go put some clothes on and dry your hair. You’re gonna get sick. I laid out clothes on the bed.” She instructed. “Use my hairdryer in the bathroom. Should be hung up in the bathroom.”
She took care of him and she tried his best to always pamper him. "Yes ma'am." He smiled, standing up and giving her a soft kiss on the cheek. "I'll be right back, baby."
Jungkook went back to the bathroom and dried his hair then put on the clothes she laid out for him.
He took a look at himself in the mirror and smiled. He had been evaluating their home since he arrived, she had really good taste.
He walked back into the kitchen and wrapped his arms around her waist, kissing her neck and inhaling her scent once more.
Couldn’t get enough.
“So much better huh baby?” She hummed, lost in his embrace.
“Definitely, baby. You always make me better." Jungkook whispered in her ear before giving her a soft and lingering kiss.
He reached for the food she was cooking, but she stopped him. “No. I’ll serve you. Go sit down.”
“Body” He obliged, not able to help it but steal another kiss before sitting down to eat with her. "This smells amazing, love."
She served him his soup along with a cup of jasmine hot tea.
She placed his bowl and cup on his side of the table. She served herself after him, sitting across from him. “Let me know if you like it. Too hot, too cold, too spicy, too salty. Anything like that.”
Jungkook blew on his soup before taking a spoon full, burning his tongue a little bit but he didn't care.
He was just desperate for a home cooked meal.
"This is so fucking good, Y/n… like really fucking good." He glanced up at her, giving her a little smirk before taking another bite.
“I’m not just saying that either.” He munched, lost in the taste of his food.
She laughed, “Glad you’ like it.” She enjoyed her soup across from him.
Jungkook finished his soup, but didn't finish his whole bowl of rice.
He sat back and took a sip of his tea. "So how was your day today? Besides making me the best fucking soup I've ever had?"
“I just spent today prepping for you to get here. Cleaned all day.” She exhaled.
“Was the rice not cooked right? You didn’t finish.” She looked at him, concerned a bit at his action.
Jungkook shook his head. "The rice is fine, love. It's just not my favorite thing to eat."
He took another sip of his tea and reached under the table, squeezing her knee. "It’s all I ever ate when I was in there— not really my favorite at the moment."
“Oh my gosh!” Her eyes widened, “I wasn’t even thinking!”
“Baby you make rice with every meal. It’s like muscle memory for you.” He chuckled. “Don’t worry about it. You’re too cute to worry.”
“It’s my man’s first night home from prison. Of course your opinion matters to me.” She sighed.
Jungkook smiled at her and looked down at his empty bowl. He reached for her hand and glanced back up at her. "You don't have to care about anything when it comes to me. I’m amazed by everything you do.”
“Mm so sweet.” She blushed, “Go relax.” She seized their bowls, washing them in the sink.
Jungkook laughed, "I just want to make sure you're happy too. Wouldn’t want my baby like that in her own house" He stood, slowly making his way around the kitchen island.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and moved his lips to her neck, giving her a soft kiss. "Smell so good baby. Can’t get away from you.”
She blushed at the close proximity, continuing the dishes.
Jungkook pulled away from her neck, his eyes glancing over her face. He enjoyed seeing her blush more than he thought he did.
"What's going on in your head? You can tell me you know." He leaned against the counter, watching her intently.
“Nothing.” She shrugged. “I’m just happy you’re here. More than happy I’m just— thankful.”
She started getting emotional, blinking back tears. “I just thought— I thought you’d have to stay longer.”
Jungkook walked towards her, his finger pushed her chin up, making her look at him.
"Don't cry on me now, damn baby. Making me feel guilty.” He wipes away a tear that fell down her cheek with his thumb. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close.
“Sorry sorry” She apologized, fanning herself.
Jungkook smiled, pressing a kiss to her forehead, moving her to clear her teary eyes. "Don't apologize for showing your emotions to me. I love how much you care for me."
“You smell so good too.” She hummed against him. “Better than that nasty fresh out of prison smell.” She laughed.
Jungkook grins, sniffing himself to remind her of the smell she meant, his arms squeezing around her. "If you thought it smelled bad..."
He kisses her cheek, “Imagine when I wasn't this clean for four years.” He teased, laughing.
“Ewww.” She giggled, “I’m okay not thinking about that.”
Jungkook chuckles, pulling back to look at her, cupping her cheek and wiping away loose tears with his thumb. "You're so cute."
He was laughing again. "Y/n, I missed you... I really fucking missed you. I don’t care how many times I told you tonight.”
“I missed you too Jungkook— Writing and calling you definitely isn’t as good as having you here at home with me.” She admitted.
Jungkook smiles, his eyes bright with happiness. "Yeah, I know... I fucking hated the phone. But-" He takes her hand in his.
"Being here now, being able to show up in the morning and see you again and again will make up for it all." He flashes her a wide grin.
“Four years was such a long time.” She groaned, walking out from the kitchen and walking up to their bedroom.
Jungkook nods and follows her, watching her hips sway as his thoughts drift to more primal thoughts.
He felt bad for wanting to get straight to it. But she had been teasing him in those
"It was. But hey-" He says from behind her. He wraps arms around her mid-section. "I'm here now. Should we get to it? Break our bed in together?"
“Oh my gosh you’re so annoying” She smacks his arm, “Go put on a movie while I change. You’re gonna be scrolling for a minute. I’ll be back.”
Jungkook laughs and lets go, jumping onto the bed. He grabbed the remote off the nightstand, surfing through the different streaming services.
He hadn’t seen anything like this in quite some time, but he already knew what he was looking for. She was definitely wrong about him scrolling for a minute.
She changed into a pajama set, being sure to show off a bit by leaving some buttons undone.
She knew what was gonna go down tonight, she just wanted him to wait for it.
She made her way back to the bed, resting her body beside him closely. “What’re we watching?”
“Starting tonight we’re gonna watch every Marvel movie made since I got locked up.”
“Are you serious?” She groaned. “That’s an insane amount of movies.”
“But,” He pouted cutely. “Your baby has been locked up for sooo long.”
“I hate you.”
He wraps arms around her mid-section, resting his head on her waist. "You know you love me, ma... and I sure as fuck love you."
“I love you more” She laughed and pecked his lips, playing with his hair as they watched the first movie together.
Jungkook hums in contentment, closing his eyes and letting her play with his hair.
Throughout the movie, Jungkook couldn’t help but grow more and more desperate.
He was on edge for the past few months. In prison they called and wrote letters but recently her letters had been more
Seductive.
Letters that consisted wordy details of her burning desire and unstoppable urge to have him.
“One more? Please? Last time really.” He pleaded.
“Fine.” She pecked his lips.
A few minutes later.
“Please?”
“Okay.” She pecked his lips.
More minutes go by.
“One more? Last time really.”
“Ugh fine.” She groaned, pecking his lips once more.
“Fuck I can’t take it." He groans as she pecks his lips, unable to help but leaning in and making out with her as their movie plays in the background.
“Don’t know how you expected this to go when you look like this.” He mumbled against her lips, mouth getting messier. “Wanna fuck you so bad.”
“Need to make love to you since you got locked up” Her kisses grew more demanding.
Jungkook flips them over, pinning her down onto the bed and kissing her harder in return. "I needed you to fuckin' kiss me that hard when I was locked up.”
His hips buck up against hers, grinding his hardened cock against her thighs. “Dreamt about this every fuckin’ night.”
“I know baby fuck— me too” She grunted.
Jungkook reaches over to unbutton her pajama pants, before sliding them down her legs slowly— trailing kisses down her thighs as he does. "Take 'em off, baby. I wanna see how fuckin' wet you are for me already."
“Wanted dick since you got locked up— Been wet since you got released.” She couldn’t help the bashful expression all over her.
Yeah?" Jungkook grins, slipping his fingers underneath her panties and teasingly spreading her lower lips, his fingers slipping and teasing over her clit. "And how wet are you actually baby?"
“Fuck” She could cum at the contact alone. “S-So wet.”
Jungkook snickers, slipping a finger deep inside of her and pumping it in and out slowly, moaning at the tight and hot feeling around his fingers. "Fuckin' wet and tight girl hm? Huh baby?"
“F-Feels good daddy” The sensual nickname slipped from her lips, making his ears ring at the sweet sensation of her voice.
Jungkook groans at that nickname, thrusting his finger in and out of her faster now. "Shiiit, baby, you know I love it when you call me that."
He then pulls his fingers out, sucking them clean. “Love the way you taste. Needed that for years.”
“C-Can’t take it” She whimpered at the feeling of his retracting fingers.
Maybe it had been too long for her. By herself it took a good amount of work for her to get off but this was ruining her in seconds.
Jungkook smirks at that, pulling his pants down, his already hard length flopping out. "You’re gonna take it good baby?”
“Daddy please—“
“Is that all you got?" Jungkook taunts, teasing her entrance with his tip. "Beg some more, or you ain't getting this dick."
His dominant and demanding voice was coming back into play, almost better than what she remembered.
“Want it so bad. I’ll take it good, I promise.” Her voice cried, “So desperate.”
Jungkook groans at her begging, slowly pushing inside her. "Mmm fuck— so damn tight, just like that baby.”
“Take Daddy's dick." Him fully entering into her in a slow, but deep pace.
Her chest rose as he slid inside her. She swallowed, adjusting herself to his length.
Jungkook smirks at her reaction, gripping her hips as he begins to thrust in faster, a low moan leaving his lips.
“Missed this wet ass pussy” He stared her down. “You miss that, baby? How Daddy fucks you like this?"
“Y-Yes”
“Fat ol’ ass and huge ass tits— And a pretty face. God, you're so fucking hot." Jungkook grunts, picking up the pace, thrusting harder and faster.
The sound of skin on skin filling the room, making sure to hit that sweet spot. "This what you wanted, huh baby?
“All I-I wanted— all I needed.” She whined out. “Fucking amazing.”
“I thought I was desperate." Jungkook growls, slapping her ass hard. “Such a pretty girl. Didn’t try to play me once.”
The room is filled with even louder wet slaps of his hips against her ass and his smacks. His thrusts becoming more erratic, his cock growing desperate for release.
“All for you, all yours. Been with no one but you.” She moaned, truthfully speaking.
"Good girl." Jungkook leans forward, nipping at her neck before whispering in her ear.
"Say my name, Y/n. Who's dick are you on?" He grips her throat.
“Fuck! Yours Daddy! Yours!” She was a mess on his cock, eyes rolling back.
“That’s my girl. All fucking mine.” He was watching as her body shudders from his touch.
He admired the way she was breaking down in front of him, going dumb on his dick.
The way her body twitched, he knew she was growing closer.
He watched her, clearly enjoying her lack of breath. The way she squirms, his to control and use.
"Gonna cum on daddy’s dick baby? Gonna let go for me?" He's almost there, wanting to finish strong.
“Want your cum— Need it.” She whimpered, eyes growing teary from the overwhelming pleasure. “Please daddy.”
“So fucking hard to say no to you." Jungkook snorts, pounding into her mercilessly. He was seeking his needed high so he could cum right with her.
The couple both reached their orgasms, moaning each other’s names before giving in and cumming together.
“Fuck— so in love with you.” Jungkook grunts, emptily filling her up. He catches his breath, panting with her.
She could hardly get out of the bed because of him, she was limp.
She was shuttering from her orgasm. Her legs were a trembling mess.
He watches her collect herself, loving the sight of her. The way she looks so used and satisfied, only at his hands.
Once she was all together, she got back in bed with him, kissing and chucking with him as the two panted together.
“I still got it.”
“Goddamnit Jungkook.” She hid her face. “Yes- you do.”
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can you do an anya x female reader where the reader comforts her and they steal a sweetener packet to share
A non acually kiss me. Jk.. or am I? But I love this idea so fucking much. Idk if you wanted pre crash or post crash but I’m gonna do post crash.
But thank you for your request anonnie 💋💋💋💋
Content arting : Period talk for like a sentence
Anya has been acting different.. Everyone has after the crash. But you suspected something was just wrong. So when everyone was busy doing something. You decided to scout her out to figure what was wrong and help!
You were walking the halls to the medical. Before you heard something. The soft sounds of sobbing. You immediately thought to Anya. When you turned the corner. You saw her sitting by the closed medical door, knees to her chest, face in her hands. Sobbing uncontrollably. “Anya! What’s wrong?”, you quickly rushed to her side. She looked up from her hands, looking a bit embarrassed that she got caught crying.
“I-I..I’m sorry you shouldn’t see me like this”, she hiccuped out, through the tears still streaming down her rose tinted cheeks. “Hey! Hey! It’s ok, you can tell me what’s wrong Anya.” You whispered in a calm way, trying to make her feel better. She put her face back in her hands. “J-Ji-Jimmy get’s so mad when he has to f-feed curly-“ she said stuttering through the sentence. Trying to catch her breath. “His-his p-p-pills.” She sobbed harder mentioning the pills. “I can’t take his sounds of agony!” She looked up at you through her tear stricken eyes. “God his sounds. His awful sounds! It’s like they haunt every time I’m conscious!” Anya continued.
“Anya. I’ll start giving him his pills. I don’t need our wonderful nurse stressing anymore.” You said, trying to light the mood up. Which seemed to work as her frown turned into a small smile. “Y-you’d really do that for me, what about jimmy-“. You cut her off, “I’ll start worrying about jimmy when he pulls that big stick out of his ass. Just worry about yourself.” Anya giggled a bit when you mentioned Jimmy’s large ego. “Are you sure you’re okay with giving Curly his pain killers.” She asked warily. “I’m more than 100% positive.” You said. Giving her a confident grin. Which made Anya let out her own sweet smile.
“Now come on, I know exactly what to cheer you up.” You said. Grabbing her hand, pulling her up with you. Before dragging her to the kitchen. Anya gave you a confused look. But she still followed. You bring her to where you could get the packets of different substances. But most importantly. Sweetener. “Why are we by the packet maker. Isn’t only the captain only able to use it?” Anya asked, her look of confusion still evident on her face. Her eyes still glazed over from crying. “Anya would you like to see a magic trick?” You said with a cheeky grin.
“Uh..sure” she said with an awkward, but intrigued smile. You turn back to the packet maker. You start to rapidly push all the buttons at once, until the junky machine let out aloud beep. Anya let out an audible gasp when she heard the beep. She then proceeds to watch you put the code in for the sweetener. Even more to her surprise. It starts making the sweetener. “How.. how did you do that? Wait how did you even figure that out?” She said with amazement. The sadness laced completely gone by now. “All I have to say is never get in-between me when I’m having my period sugar cravings.” You laughed. Smirking wider as she let out her own laugh. You then looked back to the machine sweetener packet was done.
“Where do you decided where we share this together m’lady”. You teasingly say. Jokingly doing a curtsy in front of Anya. “How about outside the medical.” She said, snorting at your silly action. “What ever m’lady wants!” You said. Linking your arms together as you walk back to the medical. Things might be chaos on the tulpar, but these sweet moments made everything a bit better.
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Jikook in bed - Part 3
Are you sure?! Episodes 4 and 5
Before we get started, a little reminder of parts 1 & 2.
Let me start by saying that the occurrences in this post directly follow the whole ramen convo saga.
After speaking ramen and showering (notice how I haven't added the word "separately" there?🤣 ), and spending some time together downstairs all cozy and everything, they both decide to go to bed.
Let's talk about the pre-sleep coziness for a sec before moving on.
Watching the SNTY choreo and talking about it. JM loving the choreo.
Nothing new here folks.
We also got to learn, once again, just how 'informed' they are of each other's business. That's a nice way of saying they know shit about each other even if we don't tell us they do. Like, JM knowing that JK hasn't slept since NY, including on the flight. And if we're on the sleep talk already then funny how JK didn't know his 'husband' 'is struggling with sleeping lately.
And then, as we got to learn throughout the show, the two, once again, make a joint decision to go to bed.
Enough of that.
Let's get to the juicy part of this post, why don't we?
We start it off the two entangled.
JK has zero issue with JM's feet basically in his face.
Well, he did say JM's toes are cute, so...
Do we notice how JK goes for JM's ankle?
Now holding on to JM's foot with both hands (his mobile in his left hand).
And then letting go.
Reminded me of this moment.
And this one too.
JM going for the hug and JK pulling his hand in.
And they stay like that.
We don't know for just how long.
Discussing sleeping together.
It's not about "are you sleeping with me here?" or "where are you sleeping?"
It's "don't hit my nose today... if you do I'll hit you too..."
No questions asked.
Just facts!!!
How long were they just laying like that, calm, intertwined, BEING?
And they clearly do fall asleep together both laying over the covers.
The editors making sure to let us know that the two were sleeping on that one bed.
That angle of the lone empty third bed. Was it really necessary?
But you'll say: JK moved at some point to the third bed. Yes he did. And why? He already fell asleep on the bed with JM.
There is a purposeful omitting of JK waking up and moving to the third bed. They cameras were rolling, and they clearly could have shown us what happened. Makes you wonder why they didn't show us.
My uneducated guess would be that he moved to the bed on the floor because he was cold at night, and didn't want to wake up JM (they fell asleep over the covers and getting under the cover might have woken JM up). We do see JK covered in the morning. A guess, no more.
That was night 1 of Jeju.
Night 2 is a little different. This time they automatically split into 2 beds. Question I ask is why? Were they told to? Did they think it was better that way?
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Either way, we see how JK insists on taking the bed on the floor.
And no, that flimsy excuse of preferring the less soft bed doesn't stand with me. I'm going to go with JK not wanting JM to sleep on the floor. Where Tae was supposed to be sleeping, btw. Funny how that worked out...
And yes, they didn't share a bed for the night, but JM sure couldn't go without his morning cuddles.
Understandable.
Notice how we never see JM getting up? We have zero idea just how much time they lay on JK like that cuddling him. Sob sob. I'm going to go with it not being short lived, which is why they cut the footage.
Ok, so that basically wraps up the 4 nights. 2 in CT (the actual night they spent together in bed the whole night we got zero footage of) and 2 in Jeju.
But how can I end this post without JM's wake up alarm for JK? Waking up is still about bed, right?
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When I first saw this I didn't get what was going on... and why JM thought it was so funny.
Well, until I saw this.
Those two...
🤣🤣
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Drabble about jk taking care of oc on her period? Hehe
the knock on your door gets you to sit up on your bed anticipated. your boyfriend walks in with a bright smile, eyes instantly lighting up because of you. he places the food he brought on your desk and joins you in bed.
"where's your sister?" you immediately frown again.
"you come all the way here for ME just to ask about my sister." jungkook couldn't help but grin, "no, my love. i came here to take care of my beautiful pink princess." he kisses the top of your head, brushing away some of your hair. you groan again, turning over to the side with a huff.
"evie has art class. and my parents are downstairs."
"yes, baby. i talked to them. how're you feeling though?" your boyfriend sits on the very little space you left for him, right arm wrapped around your waist as he pressed your back against his other arm. jungkook kisses your shoulder, breathing in your scent.
"i'm fine. it hurts a little though."
he hums, shaking his head to snuggle his face more into you. you whine, turning around and pulling your boyfriend closer.
suddenly, you slap the back of his head. (really hard) jungkook winces in pain, groaning. "shi, what was that for?"
"i don't know. just felt like hitting you. you probably deserve it."
"damn, what did i do?" jungkook laughs.
you pull away with a pout, face completely sour. but the more you stared at him with your big eyes, the wetter they got. jungkook's silly expression changes into a rather serious one, quickly panicking about what to do. your eyes were getting teary and you were taking deep breaths while looking at him.
"no, no, no, no—" jungkook places his palms on your cheeks, cupping your face as the tears finally fall out with a small sob coming out of your mouth. your lips start quivering, lashes fully wet as you tried to blink away the tears.
jungkook knew what was up, so he just chuckled. you're gonna kill him. why is he laughing. your eyebrows frown again at his reaction.
"it's okay, baby. what's wrong now?" his voice was so soft, it made you wanna sleep.
you take a deep breath to talk, "I—" gulp. jungkook hums, rubbing your cheek with his thumb as reassurance.
"am i annoying you? like, like, whenever i'm on my period i act like this. and i'm also crryyinng. i'm sorry and i don't know why but i just do. and i hit you i'm so sorry." your voice was quivering as you spoke, more tears spilling out.
there was a big smile on jungkook's face as he stared right into your big glossy eyes. he lightly slaps your cheek, sitting back on the bed.
"my love, you look beautiful when you cry. you're beautiful all the time. and i don't care when you act like this. it's normal to feel this way, don't ever think you're annoying me or some because you're not. take it out on me, i love it when you do."
his reassurance just made you tear up even more. "really?"
"yeah, now c'mere." jungkook hooks his arms around your thighs, pulling your body closer to his effortlessly. he lifts up your pj's to expose your tummy, squeezing it after.
"mmm, i love it. so warm. " he rubs your tummy all over with his palm, kissing the area right above your belly button. he squeezes the fat again, watching it recoil.
"you wanna eat now?" you nod, getting up from your bed. jungkook takes the chance to slap and squeeze your exposed ass cheek due to your shorts.
"eek!"
"come on, you big baby."
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Late nights
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It was late at night when you heard the familiar creak of the door to your shop. The soft rustle of footsteps followed, accompanied by a sigh. You didn’t need to look up to know who it was.
Julian let out another heavy breath as he stepped into the dimly lit room, his silhouette barely visible in the soft glow of the candles iluminating the shop . He froze when he noticed you standing by the counter, arms crossed.
"O... oh? Darling, whaaaaat are you doing up this late?" Julian stammered, his voice carrying a mix of surprise and guilt. He averted his gaze, clearly flustered.
"I should be the one asking that," you replied, arching an eyebrow. "You're late, Julian."
"Darling, dear, I'm always late," he chuckled, trying to play it off as he hung his coat on the nearest hook.
"Julian..." you sighed deeply, the disappointment evident in your tone.
"Okay, okay," Julian admitted, raising his hands in mock surrender. "Maybe I’m later than usual, but only because we had so many people at the clinic tonight. It’s been.... hectic ya know ?."
You softened slightly but kept your stern gaze. "Julian, we’ve talked about this. You’re working yourself too hard!"
He looked at you, his usual mischievous glint now replaced with guilt "I know, dear, but it’s hard to say no when people need help."
You sight stepping closer, gently taking his hand in yours. "I’m not mad, Julian. I’m just worried about you. You can’t ...haah...you can't keep running yourself into the ground like this."
Julian seemed to melt at your touch, his tension easing as he intertwined his golved fingers with yours. "I’m sorry, love. I don’t mean to worry you. I just... I guess I don’t know how to stop."
"How about this," you suggested, squeezing his hand gently. "Take a break tomorrow. We can make it a date, just the two of us.Please?"
A tired but genuine smile spread across Julian’s face. "I... haha, you know I can’t say no to you. But can we go to bed now? I am positively exhausted."
"Only after you take a shower," you teased, scrunching your nose. "You stink, Julian."
"Aww, but I thought you liked me in all my stinky, grimy glory," Julian protested, dramatically draping himself over you.
"Julian!" you laughed, struggling to keep the both of you from tumbling over. "Go take a shower, damn it!"
"Fiiiine," he groaned after a moment, dragging out the word as he stood up. "But you’re coming with me."
"Wha-" before you could protest, Julian swiftly scooped you up into his arms, carrying you towards the small washroom at the back of the shop.
"Julian!" you squealed, half-laughing, half-protesting as he carried you effortlessly. "Put me down! You’re going to hurt yourself silly !"
"Not a chance," he grinned, his exhaustion momentarily forgotten as he carried you through the door. "Besides, I need someone to scrub my back."
He finally set you down inside the washroom, the sound of the water beginning to run as he prepared the shower. You couldn’t help but smile at the sight of him, so disheveled yet still managing to look like the most beautiful person in the world ,the way way his hair draps perfectlyover his face ,the way his shirt draps perfectly over his paper white skin .
"You’re impossible," you muttered fondly, watching as he began to strip off his grimy clothes.
"And you love me for it," Julian shot back with a wink.
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Idk how to write a shower scene lol but if yall want I can make a part 2 [after I research how to write a shower scene cus tehe <:3]
ALSO THIS I MY FIRST TIME WRITING READER X CHARACTER sooo criticism is welcome! >:3 [be nice or I'll cry jk jk ]
Also !!! Smol thanks to @wxnderdream and @blueblobbing for encouraging me to post this tehe 👉👈 [sending yall virtual kisses]
Oki I've rambled enough lol ama go sob in the corner for being cringe
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The Forgotten Spaces | ch 9 (jjk)
☆summary: you've been dancing on the same dance crew since your teenage years, and you finally have an important role in it. It feels like life is taunting you when your rival comes back after disappearing for a year, ready to tease you every chance he gets. Will the teasing turn into more, or are you going to take him down with you?
☆pairing: photographer and dancer!Jungkook x dancer!female reader
☆rating: 18+ (minors DNI, there is mature content in previous/later chapters)
☆genre: slow (SLOW) burn enemies to lovers, college!au, slice of life!au, angst (oop), smut and fluff
☆warnings: ending of that lil bit of miscommunication in ch 8, a very heartfelt conversation, probably some curses
☆word count: 7k
☆series masterpost here
☆a/n: Finallyyyyy, the angst is ending my friends. I hope you'll enjoy it <3 and also thank you to @moonleeai for her beta reading on this fic, I won't ever thank you enough, you're the best <3
☆Read What Was Hidden here, the fic that inspired this whole story, written by @daechwitatamic, one of my fav human beings on this app <3 It follows the story of Jo and Taehyung before The Forgotten Spaces
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For this meeting of our end of the world
It's with you that I want to sing
On the threshold of the memories the dead of today
Them that breathe for us
The forgotten spaces
Je t'écris - Gaston Miron (rough translation by me)
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Tuesday, September 25th
You wake up slowly at first. Like a feather, softly falling, unbothered by the weight of the universe. It’s calm, like a forest in the winter when it’s snowing. It’s peace personified, like the world never held any wars or pain.
Then you wake all at once, like you’re struck by lightning, energized by it, electricity coursing through your blood. You feel his presence before you see him, and you think you’d be mad at him for lying next to you.
But when your eyelids flutter open to the sight of his purple room, all that fills you is peace again.
It grows tenfold when you turn and see him lying next to you, on his belly, hand reaching towards you. His mouth is slightly open, and he’s lying on top of the covers.
Which means he never meant to fall asleep next to you.
You haven’t realized how long his hair has grown before. Because right now it’s falling in front of his eyes, and you want to brush it behind his ear. It’s a visceral need, and the peace grows once more.
It grows and grows, and you reach and push his hair back, softly. Fingertips grazing his cheek, staying there as if they’ve found a home. He closes his mouth in his sleep and sighs, but he doesn’t wake up. He returns to his soft snoring a second later, and you just run your fingers along his cheekbone, tracing the planes of his face ever so softly.
But tomorrow has come, or is coming soon. And the peace grows again, until it bursts.
Until it bursts and aches, choking you up. Your hand rests heavier on his cheek as tears blur your vision, and the explosion of peace crushes your heart, until a sob finds its way up.
You choke on the sob, and quickly sit to move away from Jungkook. In this moment, all you can think is that he’s hers. Your brain produces the words like a litany in your mind, and you think it’s making you crazy.
You were crazy to come here in the first place. To think you deserved a spot at Jungkook’s side.
You grab your phone, and see that it’s the middle of the night. You don’t care one bit, and you call Jisung. Not Jiho, because Jiho doesn’t know how to drive, and she also has a midterm tomorrow morning.
Jisung doesn’t pick up, and you choke on another sob as you call again. This time, the call goes on voicemail quicker than it’s supposed to, and you receive a text a second later.
[4:46 am] Sungie: you better have a good reason for waking me up in the middle of the night🙄 [4:46 am] Sungie: what’s up? [4:47 am] You: can u come pick me up? [4:47 am] Sungie: what’s wrong [4:48 am] You: it’s complicated. mom kicked me out, and i’m at jk’s place [4:48 am] Sungie: wtf? [4:48 am] Sungie: i don’t wanna go outside😭 and i’ll kill your mom, but what’s new. [4:49 am] Sungie: omw
You sigh a breath of relief, but it breaks on your lips and you cry out, as the tears and the pain win once again, as they’ve been winning all evening.
You get up, you take a few steps, you stumble on something and catch yourself on the wall. You feel like you’re going to be sick, you’re tired, exhausted, and you wish for your bed.
But you don’t have a home anymore, do you?
Jungkook says your name. He says your name like you’re a prayer, and you break some more, refusing to even turn to look at him. You just stumble to your bags, pick them up and try to reach for the door.
Jungkook stops you with a gentle hand on your wrist.
He repeats your name, and you refuse to look at him. This time, when he tries to pull you in, you resist. You don’t want him to touch you, you don’t want him to hold you when you know it’s all just a lie. When you know tomorrow will come and he’ll be gone.
He’s forgotten you. He’s forgotten you too, he’s forgotten the pain he brings. And you think, if the world was ending, would he stand on the threshold of your memories together with you? Because you think you got lost in the memories, you forgot memories come and go.
“Let me go,” you beg, weakly, because you’re weak. Like you’ve been sick, and you think you might be. Maybe your broken heart festered inside of you, releasing toxins into your bloodstream until it rendered you sick.
“Please tell me what’s wrong,” he says in an equally weak voice, but he does let go of you.
You scoff, and you don’t say anything before turning the doorknob and opening the door.
“I’m sorry that I fell asleep next to you,” Jungkook says, and he sounds like he’s panicking. Like he doesn’t want you to slip through his fingers. But the tighter he holds you, the more you slip. You’re like sand: immortal in the way you’ll always slip through his fingers, like he’ll always slip through yours.
“It’s not that.” You drop one of the bags, because your wrist hurts almost equally as your heart. “Jungkook, you have a girlfriend, we shouldn’t be together.”
You eye your bag, deciding that it’s not worth trying to pick it up. You’ll ask Jo to bring it to you wherever you’ll find a home for the next few days. You’re walking away, striding away, running away.
You’re fleeing like he fled that night he told you about her. Part of you wishes you could rush to your mother’s side, could show her your broken heart and beg her for the love she is supposed to give you. Unfortunately, her maternal affection ran low far too long ago.
But Jisung is coming. That’s all that matters.
You’re at the top of the stairs when Jungkook speaks next. “I broke up with Laura.”
You still. As much as you were breaking a second ago, your heart just stops shattering. Just stops existing altogether for a moment.
“What?”
“I broke up with her Sunday morning.”
You turn to look at him. He’s barely visible in the purple light that escapes his room, and you can’t see his features. But you feel the weight of his gaze on you.
“What?”
“I’m not with her anymore. I wanted to talk to you about it tomorrow only, because I found you already vulnerable earlier.” He pauses. “That’s why I went to the studio in the first place.”
“Jungkook…”
You wonder if he’s breaking in time with you. You wonder if he too was vulnerable tonight, and if that’s the reason why he’s cried so much.
Did he care for her enough to ache from your presence?
“I didn’t want you to think I was taking advantage of you by telling you while you were vulnerable.”
You understand why he chose to do it that way. But you still hate him for it.
“You’re an idiot.”
“I know.”
“You’re a fucking idiot, Jeon Jungkook.”
You think he might be smiling. He does sound like he’s smiling when he speaks next. “Can I hug you?”
“I hate you.”
He laughs, and it breaks, and you only then realize that he wasn’t smiling. He’s crying, and he wipes a hand on his face.
“Don’t…” you trail off, and then you both startle as Jin appears in the doorframe to his room.
“Can you guys please shut the fuck up, it’s the middle of the night.”
You snort. It sounds like a pig, or maybe a hog or a boar. You actually have no idea what it sounds like, just that it’s hysteric, as is the laughter that erupts from you and Jungkook quite at the same time.
Jin just watches the both of you as if you’re crazy, and you are. You’ve suffered so much you’ve gone crazy, and you don’t even care.
You laugh longer than Jungkook, shedding tears that you dry mindlessly with your thumb. Tears heavy with emotions, different emotions than the ones that you’ve been feeling for weeks.
Indeed, hope has cracked some part of the pain, like a sunrise that shines through a veil of thick clouds, sunrays stubbornly refusing to be stopped by the bleariness.
You laugh for all the breaking that you did, and it’s no wonder Jungkook eventually moves to grab your hand and pull you back into his room. Only then do you stop laughing, and you say, “Jisung is coming to pick me up.”
That showers the both of you until you’ve calmed down, enough to be able to glance at Jin that’s still watching with the most disgusted expression on his features. When the two of you find him on his doorstep, Jin figures it’s better to dip, and he goes in, shutting the door softly behind him.
You think you see him winking at Jungkook before he disappears from view.
“Okay,” Jungkook lets out. “That’s okay, let me grab your bag.”
“You’re not angry?”
He shakes his head no in the faint light of the hallway, glancing at you as he grabs the bag you left near his door. “No. I understand that you need some space. And we’ll talk tomorrow, right?”
You nod. You nod because you’re done breaking. “I’ll call you first thing in the morning.” And then you feel infinitely stupid, because he’s blocked your number months ago.
Jungkook has probably thought about the same thing, because as he’s walking back towards you, he says, “I’m sorry I blocked you.”
You raise your hand, the one whose wrist is in a brace. “We’ll talk tomorrow. Just unblock me.”
“I…” he trails off. “I don’t know how to.”
You shut your eyes. “You’re annoying.”
“I’ll figure it out”, he promises. “I’ll figure it out and I’ll be the one calling you.”
You nod, and you look at him. “I… might be angry at you.”
“I deserve it.” He grabs the bag you’re holding, and then motions to the stairs. “You can punch me if you want, but we should go downstairs before Jin kills me.”
“Please do!”
You both laugh once again, and you think you hear a feminine voice scolding Jin.
You follow Jungkook downstairs, shining light with your phone so you don’t fall. Jungkook leads you right to the hall, and he puts your bags down by the door. He then leans down to massage his knee, and you wonder if pain has licked its fingers up his thigh the way it’s been licking its fingers up your arm.
But not in your heart. Your heart is done aching.
You glance outside, and you see that Jisung is already there. He must have been at Felix’s place. Jungkook notices too as he stretches, and you think you see disappointment on his features.
“Do you want me to carry the bags to the car?” he asks, gently.
You reach out between you, hand moving up until it’s cupped his cheek. He looks startled, eyes going round and looking between your two pupils a couple of times.
“I’m sorry I woke you up”, you say as you let your hand fall, because you have no idea why you did that in the first place.
“No, don’t be,” he reassures you. “I’m glad I woke up and could reassure you. I don’t like misunderstandings.”
You think he’s a little full of shit for saying so, because you wouldn’t have been in this position if he listened to you in July. But you refrain from telling him, because you’re going to talk to him tomorrow, and tomorrow only. When you’ll both be ready.
Tonight, you’re still going to cling to the fact that he cares.
He cares, and he hasn’t forgotten about you, or about the July night sky. No, he too still can see the stars that night.
And suddenly, you don’t fear tomorrow anymore.
*****
Felix’s apartment is cozy in the morning light. But the absence of curtains in the living room windows has made it hard to sleep. You’re lucky you don’t have a class today. You usually do, a three-hour long class at 8 am, but the professor gave you a week off before the midterm next week. He’s still available for office hours, but you’ve had him before in another class. You know he’s not a strict grader. So you’re not going to make it to office hours, and you’ll try to catch up on more sleep before Felix and Jisung wake up.
It’s hard to fall back asleep though. Indeed, your thoughts have been clouded with Jungkook. With the anxiety that you can finally talk to him now, that he’s not hers, but that you don’t even know if you have something to tell him.
He was soft yesterday. Willing to help, wearing his heart on his sleeve the way you reckon he did it that July weekend. It reminds you that Jungkook has a heart of gold. It took you years before you saw it, but now it’s blinding you.
Jungkook would go to the ends of the Earth to help the people he cares about. And he cares about you. You, with the flaws that make the mosaic of you. You, who’s never been able to love, and now you think maybe you’ve loved all along.
Because what was that hate for him, if not misguided love? Immature feelings, maybe. Though you wouldn’t call it love. You wouldn’t dare say you love Jungkook. But you do feel for him. You feel for him the way you feel for the early morning. It’s filled with possibilities, with calm and serene moments. It doesn’t ask for anything but offers all. And maybe that’s how you’ve been feeling for him all along.
You sigh, turning so your back is to the window, trying to block out the rising sun so you can sleep some more. It does nothing to how your heart’s been acting up, but you still force yourself to lie in silence, to enjoy the feeling of infinity today carries.
You’ve dozed off a little by the time movement is heard in the apartment, and your eyes flutter open to look at the ceiling, as you’ve turned on your back. You yawn, stretching a little, before glancing to the side.
You let out a high-pitched squeal at the sight of the shirtless man that’s standing there, and he startles just as much as you, letting out a sound that rivals with the one you just made.
He’s not Felix, and he’s not Jisung. In reality, you have no idea who he is. You didn’t even know Felix has a roommate.
“Who are you?” the guy asks, and the first thing you notice is his accent.
“Jisung’s friend,” you reply as you sit up.
The man seems to realize he’s half naked, and he folds his arms on his chest. It makes his biceps pop out, and you reckon he’s quite the sight to see so early in the morning.
You have the decency to blush at the thought, and you look down at the floor.
“He and Felix offered to let me sleep here,” you add, worrying at your bottom lip. “I’m not going to stay.”
The guy shrugs. “Hey, it’s okay. Just was startled.” He laughs a little, before glancing in the direction of what you assume is the kitchen. “Do you want some coffee?”
“Uh,” you let out. “Yeah, sure.”
Turns out the guy is called Chris. The accent you’ve heard at first is the unmistakable Australian accent, and he informs you that he’s moved here with Felix for college. You end up eating breakfast along with him, because he’s decided to make protein pancakes. You’re surprised at how good they are, and you’re idly chatting at the kitchen table when Jisung enters.
He looks between you and Chris once, before saying, “You’ve got explanations about how you ended up at Jungkook’s place last night.”
He’s got a firm authoritative tone to his voice, and you recognize him for the older brother he is to you. You let out a shy laugh, before shrugging your shoulders.
“I already told you mom kicked me out.”
Chris’s eyes go wide as saucers as he looks at you, before his gaze dips down to his pancakes and he focuses on eating them.
“Yes, but Jungkook?”
Felix appears behind Jisung, brushing sleep out of his eyes. “Leave her alone, Han.”
Jisung glares at his boyfriend, before shrugging his shoulders. “I just think it’s weird because he’s got a girlfriend.”
“They broke up”, you say in a defensive tone.
Because it’s Jungkook you’re talking about, and you’d always defend him.
Jisung looks so surprised you almost start laughing. And it’s weird that you’re in a laughing mood – you were kicked out yesterday for God’s sake. But at the same time, it feels like you’ve reached the limit of your breaking, and the morning holds the possibility of healing.
The morning, and Jungkook, you reckon. Because you know healing starts with Jungkook. Healing starts with figuring out where it all went wrong, it starts with the conversation you’re supposed to have later.
Some place you also can study, hopefully, because you’ve got a midterm on Thursday.
“You’re fucking shitting me,” Jisung lets out as Felix starts pouring coffee for himself.
You shrug, feeling shy as everyone’s gaze moves to you. “They broke up on Sunday.”
“And you were over yesterday? Boy’s not wasting time.”
You furrow your brows. “It’s actually a coincidence that I ended up at his place. And Jiji’s fault.”
“Jiji? She hates his guts,” Jisung points out, still not fully believing you.
“She told him to go to the studio, he found me crying about getting kicked out and he offered me to spend the night before I figure out what to do.”
“That’s fair enough”, Felix says, interrupting Jisung who clearly was about to say something vile about Jungkook.
Jisung frowns, but he sighs and lets the expression go. He fully walks into the kitchen, helping himself to some of the pancakes Chris made. “He hurts you again I’ll fucking punch him.”
“Sungie,” you whine. “You’re the one that wanted me to tell him how I felt.”
“That was ages ago,” he reminds you. “I also told you to move on.”
“We’re going to talk today,” you admit.
There’s a heavy silence that follows your words. Jisung looks at you like you’re stupid, Chris seems like he wants to disappear, and Felix scrolls away on his phone as if he hasn’t heard.
“You ask me to come pick you up from his place in the middle of the night and then you say you’ll talk today?” Jisung eventually says, voice low.
It makes you feel stupid, and it makes you realize that maybe, maybe talking to Jungkook will lead nowhere.
Maybe you’re just going to offer each other closure before you truly move on. But you think you still deserve the closure, you still deserve the moving on. No matter how you might feel for Jungkook, some things truly are just not meant to be.
And this morning you think maybe that’s okay.
“I didn’t know yet that they were broken up,” you admit. “He didn’t want to drop it on me while I was crying because of my mother.”
“Valid,” Felix lets out, offering you salvation from Jisung’s wrath.
“Please,” Jisung scoffs. He seems to realize Jungkook might have actually done it right, because he adds, “Whatever. As I said, if he hurts you, he’s dead.” He’s frowning again, shaking his head. “And I can’t fucking believe your mother. My parents will give you a room at home if you want.”
The pain comes back now, but it’s different. Dull, as if Jungkook took its edges and softened them last night.
“Thank you.” You sigh, looking down at your plate, and you know you won’t be able to finish eating. “I’m going to get an apartment.”
It changes the subject to apartment hunting, and Jisung does his best to not appear too pissed whenever you mention that Jungkook will be helping you. Because even if all you give each other today is closure, you know Jungkook will still help.
You think you might know him better than you know yourself after all.
You follow Felix out when he says he needs to leave for college. You reckon sharing a Lyft might be a good idea, because you’re still on the other side of town. Felix agrees, though he admits he usually takes public transport to go to college. You shrug your shoulders, saying you’ll pay, and it’s halfway to your college that you realize something.
You realize you need to stop spending and to start saving money, if you want to be able to afford an apartment. And it makes you feel strange inside, like you might still have more that can break.
You cling to the feeling this morning holds. But some part of you is growing weary, dreary, because you get to college before Jungkook texts, and he told you he’d text you first thing in the morning. You don’t know his schedule though. You can’t assume his morning starts at the same time as yours do, so you try to stay calm and not let panic rise in you.
Felix walks with you on campus, until you part ways because he has to get to class. You decide you’re going to squat in the library, with your damn duffel bag and school bag you’ve been carrying around since yesterday. You find a spot in a corner, and you get busy studying, figuring it’s a better way to pass the time instead of looking at your phone expecting Jungkook to call you, to give you a sign of life.
You like studying. As much as law is a hard subject, it makes you feel connected to your father, somehow, and you like it. You like the highlighters and the lo-fi medieval beats and the books filled with laws and ethics and everything in between. You like being in a library, looking like you’ve got your shit together. You think that, to outside eyes, you probably look like you do. You can invent a life to yourself here, one where you haven’t been kicked out. One where you’re the pride of your family, and where you go skiing in the Alps once a year, taking pictures that you hang over the fireplace.
Not that you’re a big skier, and not that you’d go to the Alps anyway. You’d rather backpack around the world, discovering cultures unheard of before.
But sometimes, you do wish your family would have worked. You do wish your father never left, your mother never cheated. And sometimes, you do wonder who’s your biological dad.
Not that it’s important, and not that you will know one day. Your mother says she doesn’t even remember his name, and he was just a back-up dancer in a foreign country. Not someone that you’d ever have a chance of running into.
You sigh, turning the page of the book you’ve been reading. It’s about international law, your favourite subject, and your hardest class this semester. Professor Wickham is a bitch, and she loves failing people. Loves the look of pure distress people throw at her during exams, because she insists on being there while her students take her exams.
She’s a bitch, but she’s also renowned in the field, and you’ve been trying to make a good impression on her forever. Even though she refused you last semester when you tried getting an internship with her. Even though your summer internship still ended being great.
You run a hand through your hair, and you reach towards the reusable water bottle you always carry with you. Your hand stops halfway when your phone lights up next to you, and you grab it, heart beating wildly in your chest.
To your dismay, it isn’t Jungkook, but Jimin texting you.
[10:17 am] park.jm: jk wants me to tell you he’s an idiot [10:17 am] park.jm: he’s not able to unblock u. But he wants to know where u are🫥
You can’t hold in the smile that decides to grow on your lips.
[10:17 am] You: my college’s library. he can unblock me on insta and dm here..🙄
This time, you laugh a little when you see the next message you’ve received.
[10:18 am] jkonthebeat: i’m fkg dumb [10:18 am] jkonthebeat: is there a cafe near ur library? [10:19 am] jkonthebeat: haven’t eaten yet and figured it’d be great to talk over a cup of coffee? [10:19 am] jkonthebeat: if u still wanna talk [10:19 am] jkonthebeat: like i’d understand if u’d rather not? plz don’t feel like you have to [10:19 am] You: Jungkook [10:20 am] jkonthebeat: …what? [10:20 am] You: yes i still want to talk. i’ll send u the location of a chill place [10:21 am] jkonthebeat: okay, yeah good. i’ll be there as quickly as i can [10:23 am] You: shared location [10:26 am] jkonthebeat: eta 35 min😌
You can almost imagine Jungkook panicking on his side of the screen, and it makes you laugh a little more. Some guy throws you a look from the table where he’s sitting, and you offer him a wry smile before looking down at your international law book again. You still have a few pages to read in the chapter, so you decide to do that before meeting up with Jungkook.
It’s really hard to focus when you know his starry gaze is waiting for you. You eventually make it through, though it takes you so long you have to jog to the café to make it on time. You’re out of breath when you get there, and maybe a little sweaty, which you reckon might be disgusting. But Jungkook arrives almost right in time with you, hands digging in the pockets of his sweater pants. He looks like he came in his PJs, and you offer him a small smile when his eyes meet yours.
It’s an embrace, the same way the sun embraces the Earth every morning. It feels like you’d feel lying down in the morning sun rays, letting them warm your cold skin from the lightless night. It feels like you’re safe, like you’ve journeyed around the world only to return to the same spot that you’ll always return to.
He’s cataclysmic, he really is. Like he created you that night in July, the same way you know you’ve created him. In truth, you reckon the cataclysm might be you two together. As if the stars wrote the story decades ago, as if the universe knew your fate from its birth.
You expect it to hurt, but it doesn’t. It’s peaceful. You reckon you deserve a little bit of peace.
“Hey,” he greets you, and you wonder if you’re imagining the pink tint on his cheeks.
“Good morning.” You glance over your shoulder, at the door to the café, before meeting his soft gaze once more. “Do you want to go in?”
He nods, laughing a little. “I got to admit I’m starving.”
“Well, let’s get some food for you,” you say, and you turn.
You’re about to open the door when he grabs the duffel bag from you. “Let me carry that.”
“Oh,” you let out. “I don’t mind, I’m getting used to it.”
He just offers you a no-bullshit look that leaves no room for arguing, so you chuckle before opening the door. He follows you inside, and you choose a table in a quiet corner before you go to order something. You settle on an almond croissant while Jungkook gets a coffee and a cinnamon bun, along with a muffin that ‘looks too good to be left there’. You roll your eyes at his comment, but he just offers you a wink.
It’s the wink you once thought was cocky. It’s not cocky at all anymore today, just teasing.
You’re back at the table and halfway through your croissant when Jungkook says, “Thank you for accepting to meet up.”
It makes you anxious, because the time has come. No matter how much you want this conversation to happen, you can’t help but dread it too.
“Of course.”
He worries at his piercing, big doe eyes watching you carefully. You feel as if he’s gazing right at your soul, and maybe he is.
Maybe he’s been gazing at it since the very first day.
“I’m going to start by saying I’m sorry,” he says, with a shy insecure voice you’ve never heard from him before. “Not that it changes anything. I can’t imagine how it must have felt for you all this time.”
Straight to the point. For some reason, you expected him to talk about your mother. But maybe he believes the subject to be over, or he’s been wanting to talk to you for too long about what’s been troubling his heart.
“It…” you start but you don’t know how to say it. You don’t know which adjective to employ, because all of them feel like you’re just trying to guilt him. And though you do want him to feel guilt, you know you don’t have to impose it on him.
He’s doing it to himself already.
“It’s been really hard,” you choose to simply say, because it’s the truth. “The way you did a one-eighty in just a few days? Like…” you trail off because you don’t know where to go, but Jungkook’s listening, waiting for you to continue patiently as he surveys you with those big eyes of his. “Like I felt horrible. The moment I told you we shouldn’t have…”
That’s what you wanted to tell him in July. Strange to think that the words are coming out now.
“I don’t think I believed it. Maybe I wanted to believe it, because it was scary, but I never believed it. And I’m sorry I said that.”
He’s still playing with his piercing, and it takes him a while to digest your words. “I knew, if that can make you feel any better. Not that I think it’ll feel better. But you have to understand that it really hurt me. Like…” It’s his turn to look for words, and you anxiously wait for what’s to follow. “I’m not a perfect person. I try to be, and I’ve tried even harder after the accident. But when you said that, I felt ashamed. Like I’m just someone disgusting. And I focused on it so hard the only thing I could think to do was push you away.”
And he did it. So easily, as if you were nothing but some weed he was taking out from his burgeoning flowers.
It hurts, that same pain you’ve grown accustomed to over the last few months. You want to flee, to disappear, but you know you have to face your feelings. Ignoring them brought you nowhere good, didn’t it?
“Did it help you feel better?” you ask.
A crease appears between his brows, and you wish to reach between you so you can flatten it away. Needless to say, you resist the impulse, and hate yourself for having it in the first place.
“It did?” he admits, though he sounds unsure. “I can’t lie and say I didn’t get scared too. It was terrifying. But I think I knew before you did.”
“What?”
“I think the night after I told you about the accident?” he says like a question, waiting for you to nod before he continues. “It changed something for me. I couldn’t see you the same way that I saw you before.”
You remember the day after he told you. You were angry at him, because he ignored the text you sent him when you woke up. Mostly because you were embarrassed that you acted like you cared, and you reckon you already did too. It feels like a lifetime ago, and for a mere moment you wish you could be back there and tell yourself to stop being blind. It’d save you a heartbreak.
“Oh,” is all you can think to say.
“So then it all culminated when you looked like you regretted so much,” he adds. You think you see him gulp. “Not going to lie, it actually really hurt. And when I hurt, I tend to turn into a very ugly person.” At that he can’t hold your gaze anymore, and he chuckles bitterly as he shakes his head. “Ask Tae.”
“You weren’t an ugly person”, you gently say after he’s stared at his half-eaten cinnamon bun for a while. “I hurt you, and you tried to move on. No?”
He looks at you again then. “Yeah. But I think some part of me wanted to hurt you too. And…” His gaze lines with silver, and his words die on his mouth. It makes you feel like there’s lava in your blood again, and you shiver. “And I did hurt you. I saw you wasting away all those weeks. You looked… so sad. And nobody cared.”
You don’t think it’s true that nobody cared. But you think you understand what he’s trying to say: nobody cared the way that he did, nobody can care the way that he does. Or so you like to tell yourself.
“It wasn’t just you, if that can reassure you,” you admit, eyes falling to his coffee cup as he picks it up. He doesn’t move to drink, just holds it, maybe because he needs to busy his hands. “There was my mom, and then Jiho growing distant, and all that shit. The internship was great, but it was rough too.”
All of it is true, though you know it wouldn’t have felt as gut-wrenching if you didn’t have to watch Jungkook loving someone else coincidentally.
“Thank you for saying so.” He clears his throat, tries a glance your way but decides to let his gaze drop again. He shifts in his chair a little, before saying, “I understand why you didn’t come to dance practice most of the time. And honestly, I didn’t like that you weren’t there. I know it makes me selfish, but I… I wanted to see you? Because…” He gulps, and you watch a tear as it rolls down his cheek. “Because then I could at least know that you were okay?”
You shut your eyes, nodding slowly. “It was just too hard to see you.”
“I know.”
There’s a pause in the conversation, while both of you fight the emotions that are choking you up. You expected you’d get angry at him, but all you’re able to feel is longing, the kind of longing that aches and burns and crushes your heart.
“I was a dick for not listening to you that night after practice,” he says, slowly. You open your eyes to look at him, catching his eyes on you before they flit back to the table. “I knew exactly what you were going to say, and I couldn’t hear it. I think if we had had this conversation then, I would have hated you.”
It’s your turn to gulp. “Why?”
“Because it was too soon. I was still neck deep in the embarrassment, and in the selfishness. But I wish I didn’t have to break your heart for the embarrassment to go away.”
“You think the ending would have been worse if I had told you that night?”
You sound like you don’t believe it. Maybe because for weeks you’ve kept telling yourself that it would have made things better. It’s hard to accept that it could have made things worse.
“Oh, trust me,” he says, scoffing. “I would have been very ugly. Remember all the fights we used to have? They wouldn’t have compared.” He pulls at his piercing, hard, and you think it probably hurts, but he doesn’t look like he cares. “I was ready to hurt you. That’s why I left.”
There’s an untold sentence there, but you hear it nonetheless.
I knew I was already going to hurt you anyway.
And that he sure did. But you find it hard to be angry at him today. You do let a silence linger for a time, only because you feel like cursing and crying at the same time, and you don’t want either to happen.
It passes, with your gaze diverting to the street outside. You watch a woman walking her dog until she’s disappeared from view, and then your eyes move up to the blue sky. It’s strange how sunny it is, when you feel like a tiny storm is brewing between you and Jungkook.
“Were you happy with her?” you ask, eyes still on the world outside.
It takes a while for Jungkook to reply. “I don’t know, honestly. I wasn’t sad by her side, I won’t lie to you, but I don’t think I was happy.” He chuckles sadly. “In all truth, I think I was punishing myself by being with her.”
It makes you look at him again, and this time your gazes connect like long lost lovers hugging after years apart.
“Punishing yourself for what?”
“For all the bad things I told you, all the times I tried to get on your nerves on purpose.” He shrugs. “For the way I purposefully decided to break your heart, and how I tried to ignore the consequences at first.” He speaks with conviction now, like that’s really what he’s been wanting to say all along. “I knew that being with her was hurting me, and I believed I deserved it.”
“But why?”
“Because… I feel like we’re going in circles, so I won’t repeat all that I just said. But because of all of that,” he says, and there’s a ghost of a smile on his lips. “All in all, I just was a fucking idiot.”
You can’t agree more, so you purse your lips and nod once. “That you were.”
He doesn’t even fake offence, just chuckles a little before taking a sip of coffee.
“Do you really want to help me with the apartment?” you ask, thoughtfully, eyes glazing a little as your mind runs miles away from him, to the place of hurt that being homeless at the moment is bringing to you.
“Yes,” he answers softly. “Not even because I want to redeem myself or anything. Like I said yesterday, I do care about you. And I wouldn’t let you go through a situation like this alone.”
You inhale shakily, blinking away the sudden tears. You won’t cry again.
“Okay.”
There’s another silence, only interrupted by the regular café sounds. You only then notice that there’s some music playing, but it’s so low you can barely make-out the song. It sounds like some indie artist you’ve heard once before, but it’s hard to tell.
“Do you think…” he starts, but he doesn’t finish. Instead, he eats a bite of cinnamon bun, as if he’s giving himself time to collect his thoughts. “Do you think we could be friends? Like… I don’t think I deserve your friendship, after everything that’s happened, but I’d forever be thankful if you still gave it to me.”
You don’t even hesitate before you say, “Of course, Jungkook.” You’re choking on tears again. “Of course we’re friends.”
He’s crying too. “We can put it in the past?”
You bite at your lip to keep a sob in. “It might take some time, but yes, I think we can.”
“Fuck”, he curses, then he adds your name like it’s his favourite line from his favourite poem. He says it softly, carefully. “I am so sorry.”
“I’m sorry too.”
He shakes his head, stubbornly blinking his tears away. “No, but like… this is all my fault. I think I’ve never fucked up so bad in my life.”
“Jungkook…”
“I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you.”
It sounds like a promise, with forever laced to it. And maybe that’s what you are to him, a forever he can’t bring himself to let go.
It’s what he is to you too. Because, for all that Jisung and your father said, you didn’t want to move on from Jungkook. Some part of you always believed you’d find your way back to him, and today, you know you weren’t wrong.
And you’d go through the pain all over again, for eternity, just to experience this moment with him right now. This new cataclysm, the one that creates instead of destroying. It creates a world between you, and you find yourself excited to explore it. Yes, the scars will stay, but scars make us who we are.
Scars mar Jungkook’s skin, mar your heart and his too. Scars are the reason why your heart started opening up in the first place, and scars are what makes you want to hold on to him today. They brought you to him, brought him to you, and the pain that they carry, like everything in life, doesn’t last.
No winter lasts forever, no night can stop the sun from shining when the morrow comes.
But you’re right. It’ll take a while before you’re able to fully forgive Jungkook. The look in his eyes tells you that he’ll be with you every step of the way. It tells you that he’d die for you, and maybe he already did. Maybe you both died for each other, and that’s what the scars truly tell. A story of a complicated love that destroys and creates.
The story of the cataclysm of you and him. The story of the forgotten spaces where you always met. Because Jungkook meets you, even in the darkest corners of your heart. He doesn’t balk from it, doesn’t fear the worst of you. And you’d meet him in the desert, in the dance your hearts share, the one his body can’t experience anymore, but his soul and yours know by heart.
Maybe he’s been your forgotten space all along, and you his.
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🎆 HANNArchive 1st Anniversary BTS Fic Recs 🎆
So today is this blogs’ 1 year aniversary 🥺 I actually just made this archive for myself to save the fics i like and might want to read again one day. I didn’t expect to get so many notes and followers just from my navigation post that I made cause i literally forget everything I’ve read immediately and i need the detailed tag-system lmao. Like, i can barely remember what i read yesterday. 🙃 But I’m happy other people are finding my blog useful as well. ✨
Anyway, so i thought i’d make a fic recs list. These are the same fics that’s in my 💖 tag, which is my personal favorites, but i thought i would make a list thats nicer than just going through the tag.
✰ Like real people do by @bangtanloverboys (3.6k) Tae x Y/N, friends/colleagues 2 lovers. Fluff, slight angst, soft smut. ⋆ This is such a comfort fic for me, I too am lonely and touch starved where’s my taehyung ):
✰ Hunt me down by @bonny-kookoo (series, ongoing) Alien!JK x Human!Reader. Fluff, angst, smut. ⋆ I just love her stuff, go read all her other alien fics while you’re at it - and all her other stuff too!
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✰ Ignorantly, yours by @ot7always (10.6k) Alpha!Jimin x Omega!Reader -Werewolf AU, Best friends 2 lovers. Smut, angst, fluff.
✰ Knot today by @kinktae (5.8k) alpha!JK x virgin omega!reader - Werewolf AU, roommates. Mostly smut, pwp, with som angst and fluff.
✰ Colours by @lovelytaes-blog (Series) Singledad!Tae x Artist!Y/N - Angst, fluff, smut.
✰ (1.5k drabble +) sorry (not sorry) by @angelguk (8.1k) Roommate!JK x Y/N - Smut with sprinkles of fluff and angst.
✰ The Sadness of things by @lubdubsworld (Series) Alpha!JK x Omega!OC - Arranged Marriage AU. HEAVY angst, smut, fluff (Please check the trigger warnings) ⋆ Listen, this nearly killed me. I cried several times and even full on sobbed at one point. Broke my heart but it’s so good! 😭 Edit: Find all of the chapters here
✰ War of hearts by @btswrckd (Series) Mafia!Tae x Y/N - Arranged Marriage AU. Angst, fluff, smut. ⋆ I really love the characters in this - despite some dark themes it’s quite entertaining and endearing how everyone interacts with eachother.
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✰ Summer nights and morning dew by @jeonstudios (11k) Alpha!JK x Y/N - Werewolf AU. Fluff, angst. ⋆ This is so cute!!!
✰ Out of the woods by @angelicyoongie (Series) WolfHybrid!Joon x Y/N - Fluff, angst, smut.
✰ Nude by @btssmutgalore (Series) Fuckboy!Tae x Y/N - Smut, fluff, angst.
✰ Summer Nights by @marginalmadness (Series) RabbitHybrid!JK x Y/N - Romance, fluff, smut.
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The Only One || JJK || Ch. 1
Pairings: mafia!jk x fem!reader
Genre: smut, angst, mafia, contract relationship
Warnings: Prostitution, torture, blood, use of drugs and weapons
Summary: You've always wished for a better life. Every single day at work, you were hoping something would change. Although you didn't think that change would come in the form of one mysterious man and a contract.
His controlling and selfish behaviour only wanted to keep you away from any other man that wasn't him, and you only had to wait for him.
Too bad you really thought you'd be smarter than Jeon Jungkook.
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Seoul, South Korea. 02:23 am
Over the techno music, drowned by the thick walls separating the nightclub from the basement, the dry and hollow sound of the wooden bat against the stomach and chest of the man collapsing on the floor echoed between the four walls.
—Take it like a good girl —gasped a masculine, yet sweet voice—. Now tell me where's my money.
—I don't know —the old man lying on the floor cried, while raising his hands—. I promise I don't know.
—So you can't give Jeon's money back, yet you're paying 800,000 wons to get your cock sucked? —the military boots fly to the man's chubby chest.
—Gil —the pain he was going through was almost palpable through his cracked voice—. Nam Gil. He was the one in charge of the distribution.
—I don't give a fuck who was in charge of the distribution —the brunette yelled, grabbing the almost unconscious man by the collar—. You're the one who's in control of what your boys do, and that includes Nam Gil. If one of your boys loses our money, you're the one making up for it.
—Don't tell Jeon —the middle aged man sounded desperate—, please. I'll get the money. I will —his pupils were shaking while trying to convince the man in front of him—. Please —he sobbed—. I will do whatever you want.
—Oh, whatever he wants?
Nobody needed to actually see him, the tone and sound of his voice made everyone go quiet. The tension was palpable as soon as everyone recognized his deep melodic voice, sharper than the different knives aligned on the table.
He appeared through the darkness, imposing his heavy presence over everyone in the room, as if everything that was going on just a few seconds ago was a child's play. Things were serious now that he was there.
—What were you willing to do, Min Joon? —he questions, raising one of his eyebrows— Were you trying to make my men betray me?
—No, oh my god, no —he shook his head, replying with a trembling voice—. I just need time, Jeon. Please.
—But you got time, didn't you? —Jungkook grabbed his jaw, forcing the man to look at him— You got time, and from what I see you also got some of the money. Used it for something better, I see.
—I'm sorry. I'm sorry —he kept repeating.
—I know you are —his expression softened for one second—. I'm sure you regret it, and you are more than ready to work again to make this all up.
—Yes, sir —the old man was close to breaking in whimpers and sobs.
—Give me the towel —Jungkook ordered one of his men.
—Wha...
—Give me the fucking towel —he raised his voice.
The change in his voice, from soft to rough, made everyone jump and remember who they were dealing with. The younger of them rushed to grab the white towel and hand it to their boss, whose expression was again neutral.
Giving the tied man a small smile, he started cleaning the blood that was coming out of his rounded big nose. He was gentle, calm, cleaning everything and making Min Joon relax. It's like he was sure Jungkook wouldn't lay a hand on him after his promises.
—So, Nam Gil? —Jungkook asked, stepping back again and throwing the towel somewhere in the room— He's the man I should be looking for.
Min Joon nodded fast, stuttering on his words while trying to answer vocally.
—He works for you, right? —Jungkook waited for the old man to nod so he could continue— He lives with his family in Guryong, doesn't he? —Min Joon nodded again— Hmm. Horrible ass tattoo on his leg?
The tied man then understood what was going on, there was no hope for him because they already caught the person he was willing to snitch on to be free. He saw Jungkook taking a plastic bag out of his pocket, before he threw something to his naked leg. When he lowered his eyes, he saw the tattooed skin layer of Nam Gil, shining under the lights because of the blood and the fresh cuts.
His breathing stopped when he realized what happened. Lungs totally closed, with his heart racing faster than it ever did while Jungkook's eyes were radiating with the most sadistic ideas.
—It's so funny —he commented—. Before shitting on himself while being flayed alive, he mentioned you were trying to hide the merch to make more money out of it —Jungkook scoffed.
Grabbing the man by the sideburns, he forced him to look at his eyes. Jungkook slicked his tongue through his front teeth, smiling before he pulled away.
—I didn't want to scare you, Joon —he apologized, moving his hands to his shoulders—. But you do understand that these guys right here respecting me depends on you respecting me. And if you don't respect me, you need to face the consequences —his pierced eyebrow raised again—. I promise I don't want to do this, but I have to.
Jungkook finally stood up, looking at the man lying clumsily on the chair, desperate to keep the balance. Lifting two of his fingers, he signaled one of his men to walk towards him.
—Let's give our guest a lesson for free —his dark eyes went down to Min Joon again—. See? Not only I'm letting you live, but I'm also reminding you things you should already know, without having to pay a thing —he tilted his head—. What should you say?
—Th... Th... —the man shook his head, trying to clear himself and manage to let the words leave his thin lips properly—. Thank you, Jeon —he gulped the thick knot on his throat.
—You're welcome —getting ready to leave the place, he turned to Min Joon again—. I want the merch and the penalty in less than twenty-four hours —turning to the man with long hair, he smiled—. Do you have his food?
The long haired man drew a sided and twisted smile slowly, just to nod and assure his boss that everything was under control.
Turning around, Jungkook made his way out through the dark alley, where a black Audi e-tron GT was waiting for him. The tall muscular man opened the door for him as soon as Jungkook's shade in the distance turned into his clear figure walking towards him with a pissed off face.
He had better things to do than dealing with bullshit like this.
As he got in the car, his phone started ringing in his pocket. And it didn't take him long to guess who could it be.
—Jimin, you better have good news.
—Why so serious, Kook? —mocked the masculine voice on the other side.
The silence in his car only made Jimin sigh and mutter a low "Fine", giving in to what Jungkook wanted from him: an update on the negotiation.
—Remember Pedro Montes? —Jungkook rolled his eyes at the name.
—What about him?
—He's in charge of absolutely everything that happens here: drugs, gambling... He has a lot of contacts, but he said he'll only accept if you're the one he directly talks to.
—Me? Why me? —he frowned— You're there in representation of our team.
—He said something like "getting the man of Korea out of Korea" —Jimin scoffed—. He won't sit for negotiations if it's not with you. He was pretty clear with that.
After winning a spot in Marseilles, where they worked closely with other European mafias, Spain was the only place they were craving to get a spot in -moving constantly from the south to the north, until they thought they found a place in a small island located at the north-east of the Peninsula.
And it seems like it won't be enough with Jimin being there this time.
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Palma de Mallorca, Spain. 07:23 pm
That time of the year in Mallorca was one of the best for her. The weather wasn't too cold, but it wasn't too hot either. It was the perfect balance between the two extremes. It wasn't that full of tourists either, which made the island accessible and enjoyable for a few more weeks before tourists started raining there.
She also loved every bit of that time of the year because it allowed her to walk everywhere, without worrying about the rain or or the sweat coating her body because of the hotness -there was nothing worse than feeling that sticky liquid, and the fabric humid under her armpit after an hour of being outside.
Y/n carried the bag on her back after a grocery shopping day that got it filled with different things. And, as she crossed the bridge and entered Son Gotleu (1), she realized how living in this neighborhood was never part of her plans. It was her day to day thought, every single time she came here from work or grocery shopping. It hit her how that was her reality after seven years.
As deeper in the neighborhood she got, the harder the smell of parched pee was -mixed with the smell of pot that came from the group of dealers sitting in a bench while waiting for the night to come. The deeper she walked into the neighborhood, the more she remembered why she stayed here despite having the resources to leave and cross the pont.
She entered the communal courtyard of the old block, seeing the same old ladies of every day peeking their heads out of the balconies.
—Coming from work? —asked one of them, raising her voice.
—No, I'm coming from doing some shopping, but I'm leaving again soon —Y/n trumpeted, walking up the stairs as fast as she was able to.
The old ladies started talking between them again, something that only made her smile because it was quite a usual thing for them. Checking who came and left, and discussing the vast amount of possibilities of where that person came from or where they were heading to.
It used to bother Y/n. Until she realized all these people had nothing better to do. They barely were able to leave their homes, strutting around the neighborhood was something that didn't cross anyone's mind -especially when it was already dark.
—Oh, you're back —the old man smiled wide when he heard the door.
—Yup, but not for too long —she made her way to where he was.
When she crossed the double door to the living room, she found Jorge sitting in his corner on the couch, watching one of those cowboy movies that were only played around this time of the day.
—I bought your pills —she informed him, bringing things out of the back—, the baking soda for Carla's experiment, those cookies you like and some vegetables. Don't eat those cookies in one sitting —she warned him.
He smiled wide as he was handed the cardboard box, kissing the young girl's forehead before he went back to the couch.
Jorge was like a father to her when he collected her from the streets. He looked after her, while he was able to. That's why now that he was in such a critical state because of a heart attack he had two years ago, she didn't doubt on helping him the same way he helped her -and it was the same way for Carla, Jorge's teen granddaughter.
They were the only family she's had in the -almost- past decade.
Five minutes later, she was heading out of the building again to take the bus to her workplace. Ready for a new day, or at least she was psyching up on the idea that she was ready for whatever could happen that night. That was part of her job, never knowing what she could come upon.
As the bus crossed the same bridge she crossed just fifteen minutes earlier, she saw the contrast clearer. And she could only wish all the effort she was making would put her, Carla and Jorge on the other side as well. One step forward to a better life.
Another reason why she loved that weather so much... She could wear a jacket, and put the hood on to hide her face and hair as she was getting closer to her workplace. She was able to hide that she was getting into one of the most known brothels in Mallorca. Because working one hour away from home by bus would never be enough to hide what she was doing there.
Nobody would know it was a whorehouse if they saw it while passing by. When you first get in, it seems like the typical bar, but when you go downstairs... That's the reality of that place. Girls swaying her hips on pools, surrounded by men in heat fighting for who runs faster to book the best girl in that place.
Portals Nous gave the establishment some caché, most of the clients were rich assholes desperate to get their dicks wet without their wives knowing, but there were also average men that were willing to spend half of their salaries in just two nights.
That was the reality, her reality.
1*: One of the most dangerous neighborhoods in Mallorca.
Taglist: @kaiparkerwifes @sheylamc
#fanfic#ff#jungkook#jeon jungkook#jungkookxreader#jk#bts#wattpad#kookie#smut#jungkook smut#tattoistjk#mafia!au#The Only One#armpirate
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oh for the ask game: jk + 20 or 22 OR!! kylealex + 11 <3
i am glad to finally be able to exorcize this particular demon that's been rattling inside my head for a week. thank u for the prompt <3
things you said
11. things you said when you were drunk
“Hey,” Kyle slurred as he fell down the wall in a heap of limbs. “We weren’t expecting you tonight.” He looked up to Alex who laughed, a quick, bright fragment of laughter that rang through the air.
“We. There’s only you Kyle, you don’t need to play me like that.” She grinned and sat next to him, elegant in all the ways he wasn’t, her elbows resting on her bent knees, hands dangling in front of her. Her smile faded as she looked to the horizon, gaze stuck in the stars. “Beautiful sky, don’t you think?”
Kyle knew that if he looked ahead, he would catch the dark midnight sky of a Californian beach, far away from the cities so that the entire sky would shine with stars and constellations, with licks of white and pale blue like strokes of paint. He would see the moon, half black and pinned up there, he would see the occasional cloud passing through, maybe catch a few satellites blinking at him from up there.
He couldn’t, because Alex was sitting right beside him, her long hair brushing over her bare shoulder and her eyes so green, so bright.
“Yeah…” He mumbled, too busy studying her face, the line of her nose and the edge of her jaw, committing them to memories. “Beautiful.”
“You’re not even looking.” And she wasn’t looking at him either, eyes still brushing over the picture in front of them, but she knew. She knew and she was grinning. “Lovestruck fool.” She said then, and bit her lips as her cheeks darkened.
“Maybe. But I’m yours.” As he spoke, he felt something vicious twist inside his chest, hot white pain seizing his heart and squeezing until he couldn’t breathe anymore. A sob fell from his lips, a second, and he closed his eyes, turned away from her as tears spilled down his cheek. He tightened his fingers around the neck of the Whiskey and downed several more sips from the bottle, until he could breathe again.
“That’s new,” Alex spoke from his side, so soft he almost missed it, and an ugly laugh escaped his grasp, sad and heavy.
“Right.” He blinked his eyes open, found Alex watching him with a concerned expression. He wasn’t sure when he started drinking, but the sun was still out, hot and unbearable on his neck. Everything felt fuzzy now, far away, and yet he still hurt. He just wanted to forget about it.
“Right.” She echoed, the corner of her mouth twisted in an unhappy frown. “You know I will leave.” He knew, and still, he sat up at her words, the rush of blood making the earth shiver beneath his legs.
“Don’t.” He begged. “Please. Stay. I love you. Please, Alex, I can’t do this without you.” He tried to reach for her, missed when his hand aimed several inches too far, cursed the wave of sickness that the alcohol brought along.
“Oh, Kyle…” Her voice sounded muffled, nothing like the bright and assured tone she always carried. “You can.”
“I don’t wanna.” He felt his stomach lurch at the idea of waking up without her. “I love you. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you enough. I’m sorry for- for everything, Alex, please.”
He reached out, and a scream ripped his throat when his hand collided with the warm construct, nothing like the way her skin felt under his hand, hot and solid. He couldn’t focus on her image, the green light fading to a blurry figure as he felt his brain fogging up, the night of drinking catching up with him.
He let his hand fall, the Green Lantern ring still shining on his finger as the ghostly Alex stood up and walked away, a mess of shapes that slipped through his grasp.
“Please, don’t leave me.” He sobbed and pulled his head between his arms, refusing to watch her fade away. “Please...”
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i am guilty of not remembering muchhh bc of my short term memory 🤓🤠 so i skimmed the previous chapter and was refreshed hehe ANYWAYS wow it really has been a while since the last chapter but while reading blooming and starting palette,,, i felt this sense of familiarity with them and it's hard to describe but it's so good!!! It's like fav dramas/series/books that even when you forgot some details or a lot 😅 u have this instant bond/happiness and u still have these amazing feelings for the characters and the story!!! I'm not sure if ur getting me Rid aha it's the yapper in me but i guess the tldr is that i felt that "WE ARE SOOOO BACK MY BESTIES" like i REALLY felt it lol. And i was really happy to read cmi again ❤️🩹
While I do agree with others that this is also my new favorite chapter,,,,, I think that's also not true for me??? bc every chapter is my fav!!! It's really really really literally the whole story since then and everything u write is a favorite 💜
Aside from all the fluff that i loveeee, so much love for this chapter which included their friends and in a trip setting bc it's so wholesome and in relationships esp if ur the type to always go out with friends, it's fun to see everyone getting together 🫶🏼
Nowww some of my fave lines:
His attention is directed towards Jimin, the main organiser of your trip; everybody’s been posing questions today as if he’s studied the town and journey to the tiniest detail. Jimin rubs a palm over his tired eyes, sighing before he speaks. this is so funny bc MOOD
HEAVY AFFECTION!!!!
“People climb mountains, watch the world from above, need to see forests to figure out how good life can be. And that it can be worth living,” he says, his voice velvety soft. “But I feel that way with you every day, you know? I do… I do love you so much.” 🥲🥲🥲
“Huh?” he breathes out, moving to look up at you. His eyebrows still suggest slight pain, but there’s something so loving in his worn voice when he says, “You want kids with m—” I LOVE HIM PLSSSSS
And a lot more but those are what I instantly copy pasted lol. Also the "fight" at the end starting with jimin was so chaotic and funny to me lmao. It was all just so real + with oc and jk sorting it out in the middle of the road lol.
Anywaysss wow i think it took me 2 hours + to read and im not complaining bc i had fun savoring every word. I think i always say this but i (and i know the others too) am really thankful that you're here and continuing to share your ideas and writing with us 🫶🏼 the writing is always topnotch, its crazyyyy, good crazy 😇 and ig in behalf of us who aren't always here and even from the silent readers, thank you!! You'll always have our heart and support. I hope that during times that it gets quiet here (and i hope it wont) you remember that there's a lot of us who adore you 🫂
kAT 🫂 it's okay lmao even i forgot a lot and had to reread 😭 there's just a lot of info in those 370k words. and yeah, i totally get that… time may pass, but once we return to the fictional world we love, it feels like coming home. i was so relieved, too, once i dove into cmi again 🥺 and pls yap away, i vibe so much with yappers 😂
yes, ikr!!! i was so damn excited to write this chapter bc of the new dynamics and deeper friendships. this trip really brought them a lot closer. and babe, your favourite lines plsss 🥹 the mountain one has my heart… i think i wrote it literally months and months and MONTHS ago :') and i see, the kids one is really affecting people 😂 the fight was skfajksdf she was just so tired and it affected her mood and then jimin's just an idiot, too lmao 😂 ty for literally copy pasting lines??? this is always so flattering to a writer 😭
2 hours is still pretty fast, tbh!! it took me days to edit the chapter, so hahaha :') thank you so so much for providing me with this much love and warmth, kat. i appreciate your words to bits, like :( the last paragraph, i'm gonna sob 🥹 i adore you sm, too, ty for always being here, love 🤍
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for the match ups- this is such a lovely idea <3 thank you!
Oh man there are so many! but the main one I would say I keep going back to is Clean Slated State by The Altogether. The first verse always hits me because it is very theatrical in the references to the ghost light and how each actor will take a character differently. The real kicker of it though is the last verse where it flips to “I don’t have someone. But I want someone. I need someone, I need a new me ‘cause I’ve got two or three and they won’t let me fulfill my clean slated state.” Purely for the fact that sometimes it just feels like I am just acting my way through life- not really having one set “me” aCherrynd so I constantly am changing myself for others. It could also be seen as there are other people in life pushing their own agendas against me, never allowing me to be who I am, never allowing me that fresh start.
Two!
I do not 😬
Okay so- I would play pretend on the playground in kindergarten with some friends that we were this pack of cheetahs? Leopards? I don’t remember, but they were big cats! So I had… An imaginary friend/pet Big Cat that would come along with me everywhere.
Melatonin gummy and usually an episode of The Adventure Zone (Go to episodes are any in the Crystal Kingdom or The Eleventh Hour Episode 8) or VODs of various streamers or my little comfort collection of RedactedAudios 😌
If I had to change my name, I would probably go with the one I use as a shorthand online. I have gone by it for years and I honestly just… Like it a lot? It has no familial connections, simple, and just feels nice.
Anton’s first audio. The one where he is doing work on Asset. I put that on when I need to focus for a solid 30 minutes, need some simple background noise, need something to help ease me to sleep, or just calm down. It is a very nice little simple audio that scratches my brain just right between the soft grumbles and sound design of it all.
Ollie. I enjoyed the silly little game rambles! But in my brain he is just There and that is all. (At least when I remember he is there)
How to Train Your Dragon movie franchise. I used to watch the first one on my little iPod (5th Gen) and got to the point where I would put it on, close my eyes, and picture it in my head as it played. Still can to this day! I just love the silly dragons and relate maybe a little too much to Hiccup. The third movie came after I lost someone important to me and I sobbed like a baby on my couch.
Huxley. I would love for him to be my best friend.
Usually it will be the thing I am currently fixated on. So lately it has been Dungeons & Daddies, Fantasy High, and Genshin Impact.
It was Kum & Go before I moved, but now it is Rhodes. Usually either a Cherry Dr. Pepper or Peach Peach Tea (snack is usually wildberry gummy lifesavers c: )
Not a playlist really, but a couple of albums! Fences by The Altogether and So Much (For) Stardust by Fall Out Boy. If I had to say a playlist though, I would have to say the little playlist I made while writing “journal entries” as my Monster of the Week character to give to another character. It is more on the sad side, but it is the first playlist I put thought into on the order of songs rather than just shuffling them.
Miraculous Ladybug. Sometimes you just need some weird and silly adventures of some kids that have magic powers and weird love squares to make your life whole.
I love theatre, cats, plants/gardening, cross stitching , cooking/baking! Chronic album/playlist shuffler. Love the winter. Mildly addicted to coffee.
You overestimate my self-control if you think you can rave about the new Fall Out Boy Album and not have me to pair you with Asher.
jk there's copious reasons I think you and Asher make a fantastic pair; Fall Out boy being his canonical favorite band is just one of them. For one, Asher would be fuckin tickled by the knowledge that your childhood friend used to be a big cat. He'd be like "Oh, Bäbe, have I got someone for you to meet-"
I also think, in relation to the song lyrics you picked, that Asher would make a fantastic match, because he's so... accepting. Like in his Elevator audio, he would make you immediately comfortable, would never ask anything of you that you're not willing to do or be. Asher would be too enamored with the genuine you to entertain otherwise.
Song:
I ask if you play D&D/ And your face lights up like you've woken up/ From this endless fucking nightmare of pretending this is you/ This is us, this is me and this how we're meant to be/ But your smile tells me I'm safe/ And that voice unspoken's heard
I have been waiting for someone to give me an excuse to use this song, so thank the lord for you. This is one of my favorite songs by a gorgeous duo about finding connection when we’re honest about who we are and what we love, and it’s wonderful.
Runner-Ups:
David is a compelling match for you on an Enneagram basis; a loving, sincere Two would be lovely with him. I love the idea of a soft hearted, open person drawing him out of his shell. Plus, the two of you can cry over HTTYD together. (I’ll join you to make three. The second one is one of my favorite movies ever. Gavin, I like for you because I can see him empathizing with your struggle asserting your identity and supporting you in that, knowing he’s gone through a similar crisis.
Note: heehee if you’re a MOTW fan, please keep an eye on my blog! I’m homebrewing the MOTW rule system to fit the Redacted world and magic system for a campaign I’ll be keeping and will post it up here when it’s done 💌
Want a match-up of your own? Read this post, and tell me about yourself! 💌
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😂😂 it is weird now that i think about it
TC!dad!JK
“WELL YOUR FATHER IS DEAD, JUNGKOOK!! you’re a father now and you know i’d kill you if you had our son beheaded. we don’t even know if the child is his, remember?” you say while trying to calm down and it doesn’t help when jungkook asks if you’re even disappointed in your oldest child.
“i AM disappointed but jungkook, he’s young and in love. i’m not saying he’s right but we can’t just scream in his face like that. what if our son runs away? or worse, what if he never wants to talk to us again? i get you want another baby and one or two more does sound nice but right now, we have to focus on our potential grandchild” you say but despite your response, jungkook is still fuming and seems to be taking it out on you which you’re used to. it’s clear the both of you see parenting in two different views and this could be because of the upbringing you both had.
the classic authoritarian vs. authoritative and the picture of which is which is clear. maybe it’s because you weren’t born with noble blood is why this doesn’t seem like a big deal because having children before marriage seemed normal. your parents had you before they were married but jungkook wasn’t a commoner like you, so maybe you don’t understand.
“and where the fuck is he? I SWEAR TO GOD IF I FIND HIM NEAR THAT GIRL”
“calm down. he’s probably in his room. i’ll go check on him” you say as you leave yours and jungkook’s shared chamber to go and check on your son. it’s probably best if you talk to him anyways, so you calmly approach his door with intentions to simply talk with your son.
“jinseoul?” you knock on his door “jinseoul, can i come inside?” you ask but no response which is to be expected.
“son, you can’t evade your father and i forever” you say sweetly but still no response. you knock one last time and in a panic you open his door and find his bedroom to be empty. his bed is neatly made up, his clothes folded, and everything seems to be in place.
next, you explore ayra and ji-eun’s room, jawon’s, jaehan’s but there is still no sight of your oldest son. it’s not until you hear jungkook talking to ae-cha that you realize he might’ve found jinseoul and though he didn’t, he found something else.
he found out his daughter is one hell of a liar.
“i swear, dad!! i don’t know where he is!!” she says despite being fully aware of her brother’s whereabouts.
~🫧
He can’t believe that his sweet little girl is lying to him, but Jungkook is trying his best to keep his cool, he cannot lose it… you’re right.
There is no point in screaming, but he just came back from his trip of four months and his children are driving him insane.
Jinseoul has got a girl pregnant and Ae-Cha is blatantly lying to his face, and Jungkook resists the urge to roll his eyes at his daughter, “sweet girl don’t lie to me… he’s with that girl, is he not?” He asks, dangerously calm. How do you do it? How did you do it every time he was away?
Jungkook knows jinseoul very well, that’s his blood after all. He’s got his arms crossed across his chest and he’s almost about to scream at Ae-Cha when you come to him, your arm wrapping around his shoulder and you give it a firm squeeze before you take him away.
“Y-Yn Ae-Cha just lied to me.” He’s heartbroken, his tone is so low and soft which is definitely not like himself… “I-I’m not ready to be grandfather yet yn.” He looks at you with sad tired eyes.
“I-I wanted to be a father once more…. But- now..” he hands his head low, “o-our children are scaring me yn.” He finally breaks down in your arms as you both walk into your chamber, and he’s crying to you like a baby.
Your arms feel so secure and comfortable, he feels strangely protected, “y-yn… why?” He sobs, his arms tightly wrapped around your waist.
Why did Jinseoul have to do this?
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Double WIP Word Search Game
I've been double tagged by the ever lovelies @mentallyinvernation (gun, glass, raven, nose, red, and cat) and @dramaoftheendless (Sob, blood, tea, couch, embrace, knife) so I'll do both lists hehe
I have way less wips than what people may think, so bear with me
Gun
Glass - Corinthienne WIP
Lucienne stayed silent as she looked at the nightmare’s slightly crooked smile, dark glasses ever framing his face, hiding the teething eyes Lucienne knew hid behind but hadn’t seen since the nightmare’s infancy - the Corinthian had always worn them during his frequent visits
Raven
Nose - Conrinthienne WIP
To be touched in such a way should have revolted her, but she couldn’t help but stay frozen as the Corinthian brought his nose up to her temple.
Red
Cat & Tea - Pavlovian Reflexes (Morpheus nsfw VA!AU)
It was how, entre autre, Hob had discovered that Morpheus had a cat (a sweet black and white fluff ball with the name of Jessamy), that he had an aversion to coffee (preferring tea), or that he was a morning grump and a night owl.
Sob
Blood - Pavlovian Reflexes (Morpheus nsfw VA!AU)
The man then lightly tapped three times the tinted window separating the back from the driver - of course the guy had a bloody driver, Hob thought - which apparently was a signal to start driving off to their mysterious destination
Couch
Embrace - Corinthienne WIP
Neither of them truly needed to breathe and, thus, their constitution allowed their embrace to linger for far longer than any mortal kiss could ever be.
Knife
Not much new stuff, am afraid (I haven't written anything in a hot sec), but this was still very entertaining to do :3
I tag the air (jk, jk), @seiya-starsniper @honeyteacakes @arialerendeair @serenailith (and whomever wants to do it)
Your words are : bare, melancholy, buzz, lick, heart, magic & softness
#i have like four wips rn ok? leave me alone#i jest#or do i#ask game#wip ask game#ask spockandthings
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ok hold up. stop. i have to tell you how amazing this is in every single way.
and because i don't trust myself to be coherent or write any sort of fluid text, have bullet points listing things i adore roughly in order of them appearing:
Armand following the news, Daniel treating him like a weirdo for it (well - for opening conversations with news headlines, i suppose); i do the same but then i too am a weirdo so <3
TWIST, Daniel's following the news too, he just doesn't trust Armand. god i love it in this house.
Daniel's face as he requests a seventies song. idk something about it. he's happy!
"Don't look back and I love you" end me
Armand's thoughtful expressions, and lil dance over to Daniel!!!
[bulk mention for every "babe" or "baby" in this]
Armand remembers the date and Armand remembers Daniel's favorite and second favorite song. if i was even 1% more weepy than i already am today i would be crying about wanting a love like this.
Daniel's shook face i'm sorry i shouldn't be laughing at the poor boy but oh my god XD
of COURSE the lyrics are "Get it on!" the moment Armand remembers the elevator sex, just what kind of psychic is this ancient twink !! (jk, he's not psychic in that sense, he's just god's favorite black-winged angel - god in this case being you)
also, his smirk. he's so happy <3
Daniel's half-angry, half-incredulous face! he's a meme and i love it XD
Daniel laughing... Armand's still confused but i'm already melting. this could've turned ugly at this point but you said NO! no bitterness today. not here not with them. just love <3
Armand knowing exactly how he died
(and i'm not getting the impression he followed his life closely (or maybe he did ?) but that he just knows this shit. like, you just know that un-natural deaths are his hobby lol)
tHE POUTY PUPPY
i'm sorry i almost missed this on my first read but he's actually pouty @ Daniel calling his Mind Trick "little" ??? what is this happy fluffy universe & how do i inject more of it into my VEINS begone angst this is all i will ever need!!!!!
the way Daniel reassure him
a n d A r m a n d 's s e l f - s a t i s f i e d l i t t l e n o d s
why do i have the feeling this is the 4783247th time they had a similar conversation
(i repeat: HOW DO I INJECT MORE OF THIS INTO MY VEINS. and where do i get it. does anyone want a firstborn child???)
of course these FREAKS can't just do normal telepathy. (read: of course this specific freak can't pass up an opportunity to pretend he can't HD-project everything into his boy's brain in order to get himself some succ)
at first i thought i'd misread something somehow... but Daniel is actually this out of it XDD
and Armand just gives up and fucking bites him, glorious. treat time for him too!!!
oh my god the person telling Daniel to shut up is DEAD lol
(were they standing next to that fence (?) the whole time or did Armand discretely move his boy away from the thick of the crowd?)
idk but something, some fucking thing about Daniel's face when he breaks away from Armand's neck. just Something about it. if i'm being perfectly honest, i was already debating how to properly praise you / this comic, but that frame specifically solidified it in my mind that i Need To Speak About It. maybe it's the style itself but definitely not only that... it just looks like smth straight out of a really deep (or pseudo-deep, but definitely gloomy) comic that will leave you feeling some kind of un-well afterwards. real "shivers down my spine but not the best ones" vibe. and i love that because it tears me from the immersion for a sec and i have to forcibly slam myself back into my reader's seat and realize i am in fact still in this warmfuzzy world. absolutely adore it, 100/10 no notes.
aaand i'm already sobbing with laughter @ the next page. WHY DO THEY HAVE SUCH MEMEABLE FACES!!!!! soft 😏 vs deadpan 😑. i'm deceased
(frankly this almost made it sound (to me) like this genuinely wasn't Armand's fault, he just forgot it because he was so high?? but somehow Daniel doesn't quite make the leap, idk if i'm seeing things or he isn't :'D)
ARMAND'S SHINING EYESSSS
like stars
like galaxies
he's so in love it fills my entire heart to overflowing god fucking bless
and finishing on an indulged "yes, my beautiful boy". like, i think he technically agrees, but that really doesn't matter. he would've said "yes my beautiful boy" to abso-fucking-lutely everything that came out of Daniel's mouth, and we stan
20th Century Boy A 12-page IWTV (2022 series) fancomic about the Vampire Armand, Daniel, Devil’s minion era, sex, drugs and rock n' roll. Content mentions & warnings: drug use, light angst, mentions of sex & death. Fancomic by verimuru and anonymous, 2024.
Some notes about the comic below:
This comic is based on my partner's brilliant fanfiction. They wished to remain anonymous, but the story idea was theirs. I am just a humble servant.
Neither of us speaks English as our first language, so of course after finishing I see a hundred things to tweak in the dialogue... but decided to leave it the way it is, for now. So! If you, dear reader, find clunky sentences and weird mistakes and would possibly like to help us in the future, send me an ask. ;-)
My partner said that banging in an elevator while listening T.Rex on repeat is a plothole because they couldn't do that, but I disagree. They would find a way.
Idk where Louis is - probably left Dubai. Daniel got some of his memories back, not sure how yet. Lots of inspiration was taken from GrayGiantess' fics, but this work is not based on them (just an encouragement for everyone to read them).
I got into this ship, like, less than 100 hours ago. I got possessed by a demon, blinked, and suddenly I made a comic. I have seen the first season of the IWTV 2022 adaptation and everything else I know about the canon is hearsay, whispers in the forest and an Eldritch demon telling me its tales. Consider me as a little fledgling.
And finally, the songs in order by T.Rex are: Get it on, 20th Century Boy, Free Angel and Cosmic Dancer. Rest in piece, Marc Bolan, and thank you for everything.
I'll make an PDF for itch.io... later, now I need to sleep. We would love a comment or an ask, so my box is open. Hope you enjoy. <3
#hyper-long comment END#i just#i'm so freaking in love with this#armandiel#interview with the vampire
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Tardy
Hi friends! So, my poor wips are sobbing in their graveyard (jk I swear I’m working on them—or at least trying) but that didn’t stop me from writing this piece. I was inspired by some…audio, and I just couldn’t help myself. I am a sucker for college!bucky and when inspiration strikes, I try to take it. I hope you guys enjoy xo.
All mistakes are my own, this was not beta’d. Massive shout out to my forever college!bucky muse @bitchassbucky 🤍
Pairing: college!bucky x college!reader
Word Count: 3.6k
Warnings: explicit language, oral sex (f receiving), vaginal fingering, unprotected p in v sex (don’t be like them—safe sex is best!), slight breeding kink if you squint, praise kink, pet names, fluffy morning sex, goofy established relationship talk, and SMUT 18+ ONLY (MINORS DNI)
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“Bucky!” You squealed, laughing as you felt your body being pulled backwards into the bed–metal hand wrapped in the hem of your sleep shirt.
The softness of the bed welcomed you back as Bucky hovered over you with a grin plastered on his face. You had long forgotten how many times you had been pulled back into bed since your initial alarm went off. As you gazed upon the man before you, a warmth began to work its way up your body–beginning at your toes and ending just before your shoulders. Bucky’s hair was equivalent only to a bird's nest–strands going in every which direction, molded by his pillow during sleep. Not to mention the puffiness to his eyes, indicating that the two of you stayed up entirely too late last night to be trying to get up for your first class of the day on time.
Small lines decorated each side of his nose as he looked down upon you, his own cerulean eyes taking in every square inch of your face. The familiar warm feeling flushing your body caused a nervous giggle to slip from your chest and your toes to curl slightly. Each time Bucky looked at you, it gave the reminiscent feeling of how you felt the night the two of you had met. In fact, he still looked at you like he did that night–like every time was the first time he fell in love with you all over again.
Bucky was a lot of things but there was nothing he was more than hopelessly and desperately in love with you.
“I need to go to class, Buck.” Your fingers toyed with the shirt that hung from his body, attempting to make your voice sound stern and serious.
“Mmm, no. I don’t think you do.” Bucky retorted softly, leaning down and pressing his lips against your jaw.
Your fingers slowly curled around the material of his shirt–a breath catching in your throat as his lips moved deliberately across the curve of your jaw. Bucky’s lips moved at a painstakingly slow pace, but each move was calculated–he knew the exact place in which to put his lips to make you forget all about anything that wasn’t him.
Effortlessly, Bucky moved from his position beside you to be directly over your frame. Both of his hands found home on either side of your head as his lips continued to work their way down to your neck. Your brain was still yelling at you to get up and not ditch class again–but all you could muster up was a pathetic, barely there tug on Bucky’s shirt. The action did practically nothing except earn a small chuckle from your boyfriend.
“C’mon, baby…” Bucky trailed off as his lips worked against your pulse point, sucking gently before pulling off with a small pop.
“Just a little makin’ out…we can still make it to class on time.”
Now it was your turn to laugh.
“It’s never ‘just making out’ with you, Barnes.” You grumbled, feeling your body melt into the bed.
Bucky simply grinned in response as he continued to move his lips along the expanse of your neck–alternating between kisses and sucks.
A groan passed through your lips and all thoughts of class drifted from your head as you felt Bucky’s hips rest against your own. It wasn’t difficult to notice the growing erection through the thin material of his basketball shorts, especially with the way his hips rolled slowly against yours. As you tried to get your mind to focus on Bucky’s current movements, you felt his hand drift down toward your thigh–his fingertips featherlight as they dragged upwards from your knee.
Shortly after your eyes fluttered closed, the warmth of Bucky’s lips had been removed from your neck. Your mouth shaped into a pout as you opened your eyes to see Bucky’s grinning face above yours once more. Before you had a chance to complain, however, his lips were pressed against your own. The familiar taste of mint toothpaste invaded your senses as his tongue earned entry into your mouth. You reached up to tangle one of your hands into his brown locks as you tried to hold him as close to you as possible.
Kissing Bucky was like something else entirely. There was something about the way his lips moved with yours that made your head feel light and airy. Each kiss from him was somehow different than the last–a mixture of hard and soft, slow and rushed, frantic and calculated. If there were no restrictions or regulations on how you had to spend your time, you would spend every last second of it with your lips pressed against his.
Bucky pulled away from the kiss, chuckling softly as your face continued to chase after his. Huffing, you opened your eyes to pout at him once more. Buck ignored your pout as he reached forward and brushed a strand of hair from your face. Your eyes couldn’t help but train on his tongue as it darted out to wet his lips.
“Wanna taste you…” Bucky’s words were several octaves lower than they had been previously, the bass tones from his voice sending electric shocks through your body, “Can I do that, baby?”
The last few words faded almost to a whisper–a subtle decrescendo that lit every nerve-ending in your body ablaze with desire. Unable to properly form a response, you simply nodded your head with great fervor.
Bucky made quick work of moving himself down between your legs and peeling your panties off–tossing them behind himself with no concern about where they ended up. Bucky’s large hands pushed your t-shirt up your abdomen, just above your belly button as he leaned his head against the inner part of your knee with a sigh.
“There she is.” He whispered softly.
You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at the man between your legs.
“What did we say about you talking to my vagina, Buck?” You chastised, doing your best to hold back the laugh bubbling in your chest.
It was obvious that he had tuned you out–completely oblivious to the fact that you were even talking at all, let alone at him.
Gently, Bucky’s fore and middle finger dragged down your slit. You bit your lip at the sensation, watching intently how his lips parted as he looked at your glistening core and the way his fingers glided across the soft skin.
The look in his eyes, however, quickly turned from admiration to hunger and lust. Licking his lips, Bucky leaned in and pressed a kiss to the top of your mound before dragging his tongue slowly through your folds. You felt yourself inhale sharply as your fists clenched around the bed sheets. You had absolutely no earthly idea how you could still be so sensitive from the night before–a solid 8-10 hours having passed since the last time you had found yourself in this position.
Bucky’s tongue moved slowly up and down your folds at first–his head moving in a linear motion up to the top of your clit and down to the edge of your hole. Each pass of his tongue made your breathing quicken, your fingers dig tighter into the sheets they were wrapped around. The long, languid motions of his tongue turned into broad, short strokes–eventually transitioning into small, rapid flicking motions over your clit. A broken moan tumbled from you as you felt your hips begin to jerk against his mouth, desperate for more friction. Just as you felt your hips lower back to the bed, you felt Bucky’s large hands splayed across your hip bones–tethering your body down.
Just as he kissed, Bucky always made sure to use several different techniques when it came to eating your pussy. There was never a distinct pattern–sometimes alternating between long strokes and shaking his head back and forth to spelling out a love letter to you with his tongue on your clit. This morning there was simply too much going on for you to even begin to focus on exactly what it was he was doing–all you knew is that it felt fucking amazing.
“Jesus–fuck–Bucky, right there! Oh my god, please do that again.” You whined loudly as he took your clit into his mouth and hummed around it.
Bucky obediently followed your command, dragging one of his hands away from your hips to gently press the tip of his finger against your hole. As he repeated his action once more, he pressed his finger inside of you at the same time–turning his wrist so that he could curl his finger upwards inside of you. A string of, “yes”s poured from your mouth as you began to rock your hips against his mouth once more. The pressure building in the bottom of your abdomen was reaching its peak.
“C’mon, baby. I want you to cum all over my face–can you be a good girl and do that for me, hmm?” Bucky smirked as you desperately nodded for him, “Mmm, that’s right. Of course you can.”
Bucky’s mouth attached itself to you and he wasted no time in adding an additional finger into your dripping pussy. The sounds coming from Bucky’s mouth were absolutely obscene–mixed with the sound coming from the quick thrusting of his fingers was enough to almost make him cum on the spot. Bucky’s hips ground into the bed as he mumbled into your cunt.
“Atta girl, you can do it, give it to me.”
The combination of his mouth, fingers, and encouragement quickly caused the band within your abdomen to snap. Bucky hungrily lapped up your release, still moving his fingers just enough to help you ride out your high. Your hips stuttered slightly as you grabbed his wrist, holding it in place to cut down on some of the stimulation to your sensitive cunt. Your head fell back against the pillows as you panted, tossing an arm over your eyes for a moment in an attempt to rest and catch your breath. A soft pair of lips could be felt on the inner part of your thighs and the removal of his fingers from your channel caused you to whine.
“You did such a good job, baby. Taste so fuckin’ good.”
The pair of lips found home on your hip bones, moving slowly toward the middle part of your abdomen as you sighed–breathing finally coming back to a normal tempo. Dropping your hand back to your side, you looked down at your boyfriend as he kissed along your soft belly. His hair dangled slightly in front of his face, but it was still possible to make out the soft movements of his lips against your skin. As though he could feel your eyes on him, Bucky looked up at you from under his lashes–a giant grin spreading across his face as his gaze landed upon yours. Pulling up from your skin, the grin stayed in place as he tilted his head to the side.
“You wanna fuck now?” The words left his lips as though they were the simplest thing in the world to say. Almost as if the connotation meant something completely different to him than it did to anyone else.
And for some reason–that was so, so hot.
Taking your bottom lip between your teeth, you nodded once more at him. Defying the impossible, the grin on his face somehow grew even bigger. Bucky quickly rid himself of his clothes–his cock bobbing against the edge of his abdomen slightly as it was freed. It appeared as though you could see it throb with anticipation as he spit into his hand and pumped himself a few times.
Bucky helped you move your legs open and back for him, lining his cock to your entrance before coming down onto his hands again on either side of your face. Although you had been in this position with him before, there was something so vulnerable about the moments before the two of you had sex. It seemed as though every time Bucky had to take in your face, your body–every inch of you before he could start. This time was no different.
As his eyes gazed upon your body and settled finally on your own, he opened his mouth to speak.
“Can I cum inside you this time?” His voice was barely audible.
His question sent a shiver down your spine and if you weren’t biting your lip–you probably would’ve moaned.
It wasn’t a smart idea. You knew it wasn’t a smart idea. Sure, you were on an effective form of birth control–but you knew that didn’t necessarily mean anything. Bucky would never pressure you into doing something you didn’t want to and you knew that he would gladly reach inside the bedside table and put on a condom if you told him you weren’t comfortable with it. But that little voice in the back of your head just kept saying…
“Yes.” You whispered back, looking deep into his eyes as you reached up and held his face in your hands, “Please. I want you to cum inside me.”
The two of you were silent for a moment–your tandem heavy breathing the only sound filling the room before Bucky leaned down and kissed you harshly. You gladly returned the intensity and felt the excitement begin to bubble up within you.
The two of you had been close, intimate–but never quite like this.
Bucky pulled back slowly before looking down, pushing the tip of his cock into your entrance before looking up to make eye contact with you as he pushed the rest of the way inside. Lips parted, eyebrows furrowed together, and a soft sound of pleasure on your lips.
Bucky thought you looked like a goddamn Monet.
You exhaled a shaky breath as you tried to relax and allow your body to adjust to the stretch and burn that came along with Bucky burying himself inside of you. Tremoring hands wrapped themselves around his neck as you pulled him down to kiss him again—delicate and slow, soft lips against chapped.
Bucky groaned as he heard you whisper a soft, “more.” Gently, he began to move his hips in a rhythmic motion against yours. The feeling of your warmth enveloping him was enough to make Bucky bust on the spot. The two of you remained forehead to forehead as Bucky began to find his pace.
One of the things you loved the most about Bucky was how vocal he was whenever the two of you were intimate with one another. Bucky wasn’t afraid to moan, to speak. As his hips began to find a rhythm the two of you recited breathy moans into one each others mouths.
“Fuck, baby.” Bucky groaned, voice never reaching above a whisper, “you feel so fucking good.”
Your hands tangled themselves into his hair as your back arched off the bed. Due to the lack of barrier between the two of you—you molded to every ridge, vein, and thrust. One particular movement of his hips had you gasping loudly and tugging particularly hard on his hair.
A breathless chuckle echoed above you.
“Did I find your spot, baby?” Bucky adjusted himself so that his hands were wrapped around your hips and his cock hit the target with every single thrust.
“Oh my god, Bucky, please don’t stop!” You squealed as your eyes squeezed shut in ecstasy.
Bucky faltered slightly as he saw the way your face contorted in pleasure. A small curse fell from his lips as he began speeding up his thrusts, desperate to make you feel your absolute best.
“I know you’re—fuck—know you’re close, baby. Play with your clit for me, want you to make a mess on my cock.” Bucky grunted as he pulled one of your legs over his shoulder to gain some leverage.
You opened your eyes to look at him, jaw hung slack as the warmth began to build in your body. Maintaining eye contact you slipped a hand between your legs and began to rub your clit in tight circles.
“Fuck.” The sound was high pitched, breathy—almost whiney as it came from Bucky’s mouth.
The combined sensation of your fingers on your clit and the tip of Bucky’s cock reaching deeper and deeper inside of you with each thrust has you tumbling over the edge before you even had a chance to warn him.
The lower half of your body shook from the intensity of your orgasm as Bucky let out a string of curses as you squeezed the life out of his cock. His motions slowed just a touch as you rode out your high. As your vision came back to you, you looked up at your boyfriend—face pink tinged and sweaty as he worked above you, hair still wild from sleep.
Bucky had made you feel incredible from the moment you woke up. Even though you knew he was feeling just fine right now, you also knew how much he loved when you were on top. Licking your lips and attempting to bring moisture back to your throat, you spoke.
“Baby, baby—let me be on top. Please? I wanna ride you, please.”
Bucky muttered something you couldn’t quite hear before pulling out and readjusting the two of you on the end so you were straddling his waist. Strong, calloused hands grabbed your face with an intensity that made your cheeks squish together.
“I fucking love you, God, I fucking love you so much.” Bucky’s lips came crashing onto yours as you laughed breathlessly into the kiss.
As you pulled away you gave him a small smile before looking down and grabbing his cock—leading him into your entrance and sliding back onto him. Both of you moaned, this time Bucky was the one to lean his head back with his eyes shut tight. You began to move your hips in small circles as you adjusted once more to him.
“Slow, slow, slow—fuck.” Bucky pleaded. The desperation in his voice went straight to your dripping cunt.
His strong hands once more found home on your hips as he helped you move against him.
One hand placed against his chest as the other groped and kneaded your breast, rolling your nipples with your fingers as you moaned.
“So goddamn perfect, baby. God you’re fucking incredible.” Bucky panted as his eyes traveled along your body. Jaw falling open as he watched the way his cock disappeared inside of you with each movement of your hips.
“You wanna make me cum, hmm? You gonna make me cum in that pretty little cunt?”
You nodded your head desperately as you began to move your hips even faster.
“Please, I want you to fill me up so bad, Buck. Wanna feel you for weeks.”
“Go ahead, go on baby, use your cock. Make me cum.” Bucky grunted, digging his fingers again into your hips.
Placing both hands on his shoulders you began to alternate between circling your hips and bouncing up and down on him. Bucky’s moans quickly changed to whimpers and became more and more breathy as you moved up and down on him.
“That’s it, oh fuck baby, I’m gonna cum. I’m gonna—“ Bucky moaned loudly, his head falling back against the wall with a thud as he painted your walls with his spend.
Even as he was cursing and panting through his peak, Bucky slipped two fingers between your body’s and circled your clit for you. A few rolls of your hips was all it took before you were following behind him.
As you came down from your high, your body slumped against Bucky. Bare chest to bare chest, the two of you lay panting and sweaty as you tried to regain strength and slow your breathing.
“You…are fucking amazing.” Bucky finally spoke after a few moments.
You were unable to hold back your laughter at your boyfriend’s nonchalant attitude. As you sat up and looked at him, Bucky joined you in your laughter.
“And you’re…something else.” You giggled as Bucky gave you a grin and squeezed your hips.
The two of you stayed connected for a few moments before Bucky gently pulled himself out of you. After getting up and grabbing a towel to clean you up with, Bucky spread your legs gently—earning a groan accompanied by dragging his bottom lip between his teeth.
“Fuckin’ hell, baby. Watching my cum drip out of you is…” Bucky trailed off, mesmerized at your mixed release.
You whined and hid your face, embarrassed at the way your boyfriend was gazing upon you. After a moment, Bucky gently cleaned you up before disposing of the towel and crawling back into bed with you.
The two of you embraced—your head nuzzling into his neck as he wrapped his arms around you. You let out a blissful sigh as you felt your body form to his once more.
“Told you it’s never just making out with you.” You teased, grinning as you felt his body move as he chuckled.
Bucky’s lips pressed against your forehead and the two of you laid in silence for a few moments.
“You know, trying new things seems to work out pretty good for us…” Bucky spoke in a cheeky tone, causing you to laugh.
You nuzzled your head further into him as you hummed.
“Mmm, yeah. You’re right. Have something in mind?”
Bucky was quiet for a moment as he dragged his fingers up and down your spine.
“What do you think about a threesome?”
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