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my paradise
jjk,, k. nanami x fem! reader
content info ā short drabble, angst horribly and lazily disguised as fluff. <3 this fic was borne out of my own anguish upon witnessing certain spoilers. (gege hates us all)
authorās note ā sorry for being mia. you guys all know how life can be. luckily iām on break so iāll do my best to send out at least one finished request šāāļø iāll fix this postās format later, for now i hope you guys enjoy my first attempt at writing jjk.
"do you think heaven exists?"
you utter your question so softly, so innocently, in a timid whisper that seems like it barely even leaves your lips in the first place. the moonlight seeping from the window is dim, just enough to surround the room in a bleak, lazy kind of aura. nanami's just about ready to drift away into slumberāwhere it's dreamless and monotonous, and he simply just existsābut somehow there's a feeling that tugs at him. telling him that he should turn his body to face you, to see whether there's childlike curiosity within your eyes or quiet desolation.
so that's what he does. twisting around in the ivory bedsheets, he examines your expression with an air of diligence that probably shouldn't even be possible in the near-midnight hour. nanami ends up being a bit surprised. somehow you look calm. tranquil. like there's nothing else in the world worth focusing on but him.
but he still treads carefully, cautiously. "why do you ask, love?" nanami's voice is a bit hoarse, a little rusty from the lengthy time he's been silent.
perceptively, he sees the column of your throat move slightly as you swallow. "while i was on break earlier today, yuji asked me something," you admit. "he wanted to know how he could, in his words, 'give people a proper death' when the time came. and i guess that made me think about where we even go when we finally depart from this world. where our souls go to rest."
there's a small, intimate pause as nanami waits for you to continue.
"when we were kids, we were always told that there's a place for the good people and for the bad. obviously it's comforting to let yourself believe that it's all really that black-and-white, but i don't know." your voice trails off again. nanami doesn't know how much time passes when he sees your eyes become clouded over, like you're focused on something faraway. something distant, maybe something that wasnāt even there to begin with. "would there be some sort of paradise waiting for us when we die? would we even deserve that, kento?ā you whisper.
he holds his breath.
it was exceedingly rare for you to succumb to such sentimentality. you were almost always driven with diligence, fueled by the need to stick to your schedule of early mornings, midday coffee breaks, and late shifts. in a world where curses ruthlessly threatened to enforce a strict hierarchy of chaos, he recognized the all-too-significant desire to at least maintain a reliable form of organization. especially considering the fact that you were both first-grade sorcerers. some of the very best.
but now, nanami's realizing that maybe, maybe the reason why you were always so vigilant is because there was no other option. there was no time to wallow in self-pity, to question why you both had to live in such a merciless society, to scream out in frustration and curse out every single damn thing in existence and wish that things had been at least a little bit easier.
either you accepted the cards you were dealt with, or you opted out of the game permanently.
nanami quickly wonders what that means for himself. but he shakes off the thought, shakes off the negativity that crept up on him for a split-second with the expertise that he's collected and honed over the years.
right now, his only objective revolved around you.
gently, he reaches out, touching your face with the calloused tips of his fingers. for a moment, he traces the smoothness of your skin, like a paintbrush to a canvas, before moving a loose strand of hair behind your ear. the way you look up at him with eyes just short of being teary makes his chest tighten, but he perseveres for you.
it's all for you. whether he likes it or not.
"i don't know the answer to that, and any sane person living on this planet wouldn't know either," nanami finally utters. as his words hit the empty air, he sees your pink lips curve upwards by the slightest bit. itās like you canāt help but be amused by his trademark bluntness. even in the middle of such a bleak conversation, nanamiās glad that he can at least bring you some resemblance of joy.
ābut the way i see it,ā he continues, hand dipping down to find yours almost instinctively, ānone of that matters.ā
your brows furrow. you curl into his comforting figure. āwhat do you mean?ā
nanamiās eyes meet yours. āi couldnāt give less of a damn about what happens after death. not when iām here with you in this moment,ā he whispers, unable to restrain himself from inching closer, closer towards your face, āand hopefully the millions after.ā
his lips brush against your own. itās tentative, even almost shyāhis way of asking you if this is alright.
you seal the gap without a second thought.
nanami pulls you closer. his arms wrap around your waist, as if he was unwilling to ever let go.
the intimacy of it all is enough to make him forget that for a moment, he was lost in thought, lost in the realization that people truly were helpless to whatever happened in the afterlife. but really, above all else, he was a soldierāhad been since the day he enrolled at jujutsu high. and as long as you were safe, nothing else would matter. including his ownāinsignificant, small, dispensableālife.
at that moment, nanamiās armor became yours instead.
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blog update!
hey yall š«¶ just wanted to pop in & give a quick announcement!! iāve come to the realization that im often unable to properly fulfill actual requests (skill issue on my end. . ā¹ļø), so from now on, i will be taking suggestions!
what this means is that, at any time, u guys can send me a message with any ideas u may have!! it can be a drabble, headcanon, fic, or literally just a brainworm thatās been occupying ur mind. if i like the idea, iāll let u know privately & then iāll post a story based off your suggestion!!
as a reminder, my current fandoms are honkai: star rail, haikyuu, kuroko no basket, demon slayer, & jujutsu kaisen. my strongest fandoms are the first two ā HSR and HQ.
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