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jjsloverre · 3 days ago
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blurb of jj rough fucking you in his new bed
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includes… heavy smut, unprotected p in v (don’t do that) oral, (fem!receiving) overstimulation, ROUGHHH sex
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“thought you said you were waiting until you asked me to be your girlfriend hm?” jj pounds into you mercilessly as you moan louder. “couldn’t- fuck… FUCK baby- couldn’t hold back..” jj muttered and railed you even harder.
jj suddenly pulls out, before you could whine, jj connects his lips to your puffy clit and eats you out with abandon. as you reach your high, he plunges his two digits into your sopping pussy roughly, earning another orgasm out of you. “baby.. too much” you whimpered.
“not done yet mama.” he smirked as he suddenly rammed back into your cunt, fucking you rougher and rubbing tight circles on your clit. “you’re so tight and wet… fuck- tell me where you want my nut at baby.” he lifted your legs over his shoulders, making his cock hit magic spots you didn’t even know existed.
jj kept hitting those spots with each thrust until he brung you to the edge. “FUCK JJ!” you screamed and came on his cock, hard. he fucked you roughly through your orgasm, causing you to have another one and let out gushing liquid from your spasming pussy.
“fuck baby that’s all i need, shit that’s it right there.” his thrusts became more erratic as he neared his climax. “where you want it at sweet girl?”
“i-inside…” without another word, jj went harder and faster until his cock erupted, spurts of cum shooting from his twitching tip. “fuck baby, did you like that?”
“yeah, i did”
“good girl, you made a mess.”
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bbyg4rl · 1 day ago
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make it fit ♡
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cw: bf!JJ x reader, smut, aftercare, fluffy, happy ending !
summary: your bf's dick doesn't fit in you, so he makes it fit. MDNI
< size kink x100, little aftercare, established relationship, fluffy, little overstimulation, unprotected piv sex, cream pie, slight praise kink; switch!jj and breeding kink if you squint >
a/n: for my short baddies ong !!! this also sooo self indulgent bc im also a 4'11 baddie 😫‼️
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He didn't fit. It was as simple as that. He was just too big for you. Admittedly, that was what drew you both to each other in the first place— You loved how he enveloped you completely, how you had to stand on your tiptoes just to barely reach his face.
He loved how your face was barely the size of his hand. He'd always felt so small in his life, it was refreshing to feel so big near you. And boy was he big.
This was the first time you both were having sex together. You had the whole house to yourself, You were propped up on his lap, his big hands wrapped around your hips as he guided you against the bulge protruding out of his pants. The Tv playing in the background conveniently forgotten as you rutted into each other.
"I want you" you whisper to him in between soft pants. His eyes flicked open, intrigued at your words.
"Are you sure baby?" He asks you with an eyebrow raised.
"I'm ready" the words gush out of your mouth when his hands tighten around your hips.
He didn't need to be told twice, like clockwork you were lifted up from your seat on his lap and carried off to his bedroom. He laid you down on his bed, quickly discarding his clothes to climb on top of you. He peppered sweet kisses on your body as he slowly undressed you.
"you're so beautiful" he uttered as he faced your core, letting his fingers lightly dance over your clit.
Not an inch of your pussy is untouched by him. He's making out with your folds like its the only thing he ever wants to do. He's eating you like its his last meal on earth. He's pulling sloppy mewls out of you at every thrust of his tongue into your cunt. His hands are wrapped around your thighs, holding you down as he devours your pussy, restricting any movement you might make.
It's not long before he has you teetering over the edge of ecstacy. JJ notices as your hips buck into him harder and your wrists clench tight against the sheets.
"Give it to me baby. Give it to papa J" he hums against your heat, the vibrations from his mouth snapping the coil in your stomach instantly, making your back arch painfully.
He's reduced you into a creaming mess on his tongue. Moaning into you as you clench around his tongue desperately riding out your orgasm.
He pulls his head away from your arousal, his chin and nose covered in your cum as his fingers lap up the cream leaking out of you only to shove it back into you, He's fucking you with his fingers, watching with delight as your face scrunches up because of the overstimulation.
"Already so full baby?" he mocks you with faux sympathy in his voice as your walls spasm around his fingers in need.
"Ready for me mama?" He asks, his gaze locks in on your pussy, lust clouding his bright blue eyes.
You merely nod at his words, unable to let out anything other than moans from your mouth. He pulls his hand away from you, licking the arousal off his fingers.
"Use your words baby. Do you want this?" He asks, as he wraps his hand around his dick, beads of sticky precum leaking from his slit. He gives it a few strokes, low moans leaving both your mouths when he gives your clit a few taps with his tip.
"Please JJ. Need you" You mewl. Your words are like music to his ears, his hands reach under your knees to prop your legs upon his shoulders.
He reaches down to guide his cock to your heat, his tip nudges at your opening a few times before he starts pushing. Only- he struggles to push in.
Your face turns red as he tries to push in again, His face twisting in confusion as he drops your legs to your side to give him more space to work with.
Neither of you could lie and say it didn't turn you both on infinitely more when JJ struggled to fit inside you.
"J, it doesn't fit-" You moan as he tries to push again. A little embarrassment taking over your features as he struggles against you.
"Then I'll make it fit" His eyebrows furrow as he nudged his tip into your opening again. His hand left your thigh to place his fingers on either side of your hole, holding you open. His eyes find yours "Trust papa J princess?"
You nod and close your eyes in preparation. His eyes move back to your pussy. He starts bullying his dick into you slowly. Soft whimpers leaving his lips as your walls clamp down on him instantly.
"Fuck baby, you're so tight"
He pushes in more, wanting to feel your tight walls around all of him. Your eyes shoot open when you feel a sharp pain in your upper abdomen. He quickly connects his fingers to your clit, trying to soothe the pain.
He knew if he pulled out now, he wouldn't be able to last pushing his cock back in again without immediately climaxing. His attack on your clit works, pleasure taking over pain as he starts pushing again. He wasn't even halfway done yet but you could swear you felt him in your throat.
JJ was sure he'd see a bulge in your stomach when he was done. The thought making his dick twitch in anticipation.
Finally, he bottoms out in you. You're panting like a dog trying to adjust around his length. "So big" you whisper as you look down at him. His eyes trained on your pussy, silently admiring how beautiful you looked all stretched out for him.
He looks at you for approval before he starts slowly thrusting. Your eyes roll back into your skull as you feel inch after inch of his dick as he moved, it hurt a little but was quickly replaced by pleasure as JJ started rubbing hearts on your clit pushing you to reach your edge.
He eventually starts thrusting faster, desperation taking over his actions. His eyes were locked shut at the feel of your walls tightening around him so deliciously.
"Jay- I'm gonna-" you mutter as you near your edge, JJ's hand moves faster against your clit, encouraging you to finish around his dick.
"So perfect-" he drags his words as you clench hard around his dick, He relaxes for a second giving you both a moment to fill your lungs with air.
Before you know it, He's fucking you harder and harder. Now chasing his own climax. His thrusts leave you so overstimulated there's tears in your eyes. He bends down to kiss your lips.
"You're so perfect for me baby" he says as he buries his head in the crook of your neck "Please let me finish inside" he whimpers in your ear. His pleads send butterflies down to your clit.
"Please cum in me" You say as an attempt to push him over the edge, earning you a soft groan from him. His thrusts start to get sloppier as he shoots white ropes deep inside you with a moan so loud even your neighbours probably heard. He bites down on your neck, leaving small hickeys as he continues fucking his cum deeper into you.
He slowly pulls out. Shifting to the edge of the bed to catch a glimpse at his cum oozing out of your worn cunt. He pushes it back in with his fingers.
He presses a kiss to your clit and gets up in search of a towel to clean you up and gets you a glass of water before carrying you to the washroom to let you pee. After he's done taking care of you, he gives you his shirt to wear and snuggles you into him, holding you close as he peppers your forehead with light kisses and whispers sweet nothings in your ear. You drift off to sleep safe in his arms.
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maybejj · 2 days ago
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✨ updating my masterlist don’t mind me ✨
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JJ MAYBANK
╰┈➤ GOSSIP GIRL: Outer Banks
► smau, 18+mdni
► jj x pogue!reader
╰┈➤ FRACTURED TIES
► smau, 18+mdni
► jj x kook!reader, rafe x kook!sofia
RAFE CAMERON
╰┈➤ CRIMINAL LOVE
► smau, 18+ mdni
► rafe x college!reader
╰┈➤ The Beginning of Us
► irl series, 18+ mdni
► babydaddy!rafe x sweetheart!reader
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synvil · 13 hours ago
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letting go of their hands // rafe cameron & jj maybank
synopsis : you decide to prank them by letting go of their hands while they drive. tiktok trends series.
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rafe cameron (☆´3`)
it was an often small unconscious detail that rafe always did, acting on instinct whenever you two drove together.
even when he’s in the middle of a phone call that’s connected through bluetooth, he speaks from his car just to be able to hold your hand. plus it’s safer than holding a device, don’t text n drive.
the first time would be when he’s on a call, distracted with talking with barry that he doesn’t notice at first.
you had casually opened your hand and slipped out of his hold, placing it on your lap and looking out the window as he talks on the call. it’s only when rafe instinctively flexes his wrist out of a gesture of annoyance while talking, does he realize and curses.
“what the fuck?—“ he interrupts himself and barry scoffs on the other line. “what’s the problem, country club?”
rafe turns his eyes over to you and furrows his brows, reaching over to grab your wrist and brings it to his side, keeping his gaze maintained on the road. “nothing, just somethin’ stupid.”
hearing his words make you smile a bit in amusement and you wait a little longer.
after a little bit, rafe was no longer on call but you two were just driving to finish up some errands together. he occasionally tightens his grip on you unconsciously as he nods his head lightly to the music, before feeling you pull away again. you barely stifle a laugh when you hear rafe click his tongue.
but then rafe suddenly roughly stomps on the brakes, making you lurch forward a tad and a sharp gasp escapes you. “rafe!”
“we’re not fuckin’ moving until you tell me what the problem is.” rafe grunts, his left hand gripping the steering wheel dangerously tight and you widen your eyes, looking around to see if cars were coming. “r-rafe. you can’t do that, cars are going to come!” even if you were just driving down the local road where hardly any cars came.
but the persistent staring tells you he’s not listening and you huff, reaching for his hand. “sorry-sorry, it was just a joke.”
rafe rolls his eyes as he starts the car moving again. “damn right it was.. don’t do that again.”
with that, he brings your hand up and kisses the back of it gently while you exhale heavily, an inevitable smile curling on your lips.
“so sick of your pranks.. you’re lucky i love you.”
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jj maybank (⸝⸝⍢⸝⸝) ෆ
the two of you were on a small trip, taking a nice long drive to enjoy each other’s time and presence, whilst picking up some things for john b.
there was a calm silence between you, the sunset glazing onto your skin, an empty road, the windows partially down for a soft breeze and a gentle noise of the radio in the background.
jj rubs soothing circles onto your hand with his thumb and you almost feel bad to do it but find yourself going through with the prank anyway. you barely manage to pull your fingers away when jj stops singing and looks to you. “what’s the matter?”
“hm?” you feign innocence as you glance to him and he furrows his brows, trying to keep his eyes on the road. “baby, what’s wrong? why did you let go?”
your lips curl into a small smile and you shrug. “i dunno, just felt like it.”
jj gives you a weird look before reaching for your hand and holding it firmly in his. “just keep it here.” he pouts and squeezes your hand comfortingly. you almost feel bad for wanting to do it a second time and after a few minutes, you slowly pull your hand aside.
before you could fully pull your hand to your lap, jj pulls over with a huff and reaches into the side of his door and pulls out a roll of duct tape. “j?-“ he doesn’t respond as he pulls a string of the tape out. “w-wait, jayj-!”
startling you, jj starts to tape your hand together with his before bringing the roll to his teeth to rip it and once it tears, he secures it before using his free hand to pull onto the road again.
feeling satisfied and proud of himself, jj grins triumphantly.
“there. now you can’t let go again.”
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a/n : so rushed and unedited but hope you enjoy! <3
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nemesyaaa · 2 days ago
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kxkzodlsldllzdkzks i'm literally a slut for everything that happened, every lines. was freaking amazing and yummy. i love that pairing but mostly I love when you write about that hockey verse, this is too good !!! thanks you so much 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️‼️ That was hooot as Fuck, I didnt blink once
The sound of your blades carve into the ice, rhythmically, unlike his own. It wasn’t just your skill that had him in a daze. It was your sheer focus, the ease with which you did the effortful, effortlessly. It was how you smiled when you landed a jump he couldn’t even begin to compute. — arghhshshs I love it
JJ doesn’t respond, too consumed with watching you. Your body turns into a triple toe loop in the air, executing it flawlessly. Rafe looks back at you, feeling a strange mix of admiration and the sting of something else as he catches onto JJ’s mutual desire for you. — TOOOO whipped
“I’m a bitch…” He points his gloved hand at his chest, cocking an eyebrow at Rafe. “Comin’ from you, that means shit,” Maybank laughs as he shakes his head. — lmfaooo, thir friendship is so funny
“Yes, you fuckin’ have to,” JJ answers for you, his brows pinched together in disgust. — 😭😭😭 it's easy to share bud
You shiver from the chill as you adjust to the temperature; Rafe and JJ’s hands are all over you fast. They alternate between kissing your lips and kissing your neck, handing you back and forth as your hands run down their broad chests, dipping into the divots of their cut abs. — hottest picture in my head pls
𝓕𝓮𝓫𝓻𝓾𝓻𝓪𝓯𝓮𝔂
​🇹​​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇵​​🇪​​🇳​​🇦​​🇹​​🇱​​🇾​ ​🇧​​🇴​​🇽​
𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜
𝐇𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐲!𝐑𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐱 𝐇𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐲!𝐉𝐉 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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+18 𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓸𝓻 𝓓𝓝𝓘
𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚁𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙹𝙹 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕.
cw | smut, swearing, pet names, jealousy, possessiveness, unprotected p in v, choking, fingering, squirting, fighting, mentions of blood, oral (male receiving simultaneously), threesome (<- rafe and jj don't kiss - sorry 💋), anal, spanking shower sex, name-calling
𝓼𝓹𝓸𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓻: 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓫𝓾𝓻𝓪𝓯𝓮𝔂 𝓼𝓸 𝓲𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 ��𝓪𝓯𝓮-𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓭 💕🩷
𝕸𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙
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The air at the rink was crisp, carrying the faint scent of ice and sweat. Rafe stands on the opposite side of the boards, his helmet hanging loose from the blade of his hockey stick. His eyes stay locked on the beautiful figure gliding effortlessly across the rink.
You move gracefully, shifting like water, making everything else disappear. You leap and bend, turning like a top—fiercely athletic, leaving him in awe.
He couldn’t look away, not even if he wanted to.
The sound of your blades carve into the ice, rhythmically, unlike his own. It wasn’t just your skill that had him in a daze. It was your sheer focus, the ease with which you did the effortful, effortlessly. It was how you smiled when you landed a jump he couldn’t even begin to compute.
“Holy shit…”
“I know, right?” Rafe responds, JJ’s words hitting him like a slap. He blinks his blue eyes a few times, his head snapping to the left. His teammate stands next to him, his chin resting lazily on the butt of his stick, staring at the same figure skater with addled eyes. Rafe exhales, realizing he’s been holding his breath. He drags his hand through his hair, taking a deep breath. “Fuck, man. She’s somethin’ else, huh?”
JJ doesn’t respond, too consumed with watching you. Your body turns into a triple toe loop in the air, executing it flawlessly. Rafe looks back at you, feeling a strange mix of admiration and the sting of something else as he catches onto JJ’s mutual desire for you.
“No way she goes here–” JJ mumbles dreamily.
“Nah, I haven’t seen her around campus,” Rafe replies, his voice a little tighter now. He follows your movements on the ice, eyes scanning the sheet, knowing you’d be stepping off any second—his pulse quickens, hands clammy inside his gloves.
The door swings open beside them; a few of their teammates spill onto the ice before you can even get off. They lose you in the crowd, looking around big bodies as they move toward the door themselves.
When the boys fan out of the ice, the skater is gone. Rafe’s eyes scan the arena, catching JJ's search as well, making him more frantic. “Who are you lookin’ for, bud?” Rafe snips, making JJ scoff in disgust.
“Nobody,” JJ answers, letting his lips curl in a smirk.
“You’re such a bitch, dude,” Rafe cracks disgustedly, shoving JJ against the boards.
“I’m a bitch…” He points his gloved hand at his chest, cocking an eyebrow at Rafe. “Comin’ from you, that means shit,” Maybank laughs as he shakes his head.
“The fuck does that mean?” He asks as he slashes him tauntingly with his stick, making JJ throw a punch, nailing Rafe’s arm.
“You know exactly what that means–” JJ's voice trails off as he watches you round the arch of the rink, walking toward the two of them, skimming through your phone. You look up, smiling at the two of them.
Rafe opens his mouth to speak, but the words get lost somewhere between his brain and tongue. JJ steps forward, tripping slightly on his own skate blade, muttering a rushed, “Uh, hey,” before Rafe can get a word in.
“Hi,” you giggle and tilt your head slightly in amusement, looking up at the two men in passing.
Rafe clears his throat, forcing himself to recover, catching your attention. You look over your shoulder, meeting his eyes again. “That was… Umm. What you were doing out there was amazing,” he praises.
“Yeah, seriously,” JJ adds a little louder, not to be outdone. “Olympic level, shit. You’re probably the best skater I’ve ever seen.”
“Yeah,” Rafe’s eyes narrow on JJ before returning to you. “I couldn’t do that if I tried.”
Your cheeks warm up at their sweet words. You turn toward them, taking a step closer, making them both blush. “Thank you–” You drag out the word, hoping they’ll fill in the blank with their names.
The names come out in a jumbled mess as the two boys speak over the top of each other. JJ slaps Rafe in the gut with his glove annoyedly, his eyes still locked on yours.
“Rafe Cameron,” Rafe repeats himself with a smile.
“I’m JJ,” he jumps in. “JJ Maybank. And you are?”
You introduce yourself, the sound of your name leaving your lips seemingly making the burly boys swoon. Rafe’s pulse quickens as he watches you smile up at his teammate. “Do you skate here often?” Rafe asks.
“No,” you shake your head and smile, “I go to Harvard… They didn’t have any ice time–”
“Harvard?” JJ questions.
“Mhmm… Just borrowing your ice—”
“You busy tomorrow, sweetheart,” Rafe cuts in, catching you off guard. JJ’s lips tightened, brows furrowing as he looked over at his teammate, frustrated with the forwardness he wished he had at that moment. “We have a game if you want to come. I can put some tickets aside for you.”
“Your game?”
“Yeah,” they both say simultaneously, causing them both to roll their eyes in frustration with each other.
“It’d be awesome to have you there,” JJ smiles as he turns back on the charm.
Their coach's whistle rips through the area, tenseing them both. “Cameron; Maybank. Ice, now!”
“I’ll think about it,” you smile as you adjust your bag on your shoulder, still smitten despite their awkward delivery. You walk away from the two, your figure skating skirt teasing them with each step. The two boys stand back in a daze, watching you until you fall out of sight.
⊹ 💌 ⁺ ˳ ✿ . ♥️ ࿐ 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉
“So,” JJ asks, breaking the silence as he tosses a tennis ball lazily, catching it in his hand as he feigns nonchalance. “What’s the move here?”
Rafe flicks his wrist, stickhandling the ball on the carpet as he does the same. Rafe chuckles and shakes his head before looking over at JJ. “You mean my move, yeah?”
JJ snorts in annoyance. “Didn’t say that. Fix your fuckin’ ears, bud.”
“Why is this complicated, huh? I walked out of the locker room first. I saw her first–”
“By a second,” JJ mumbles.
“And?” Rafe asks as his annoyance builds, his stick blade snapping against the puck a little harder.
“Calm the fuck down, Cameron,” JJ taunts as he throws the tennis ball across the room, whizzing by Rafe’s head, making him flinch before hitting the wall, bouncing back to him.
The boys fall silent, focusing on their distractions in hand, trying to mind-read what the other is thinking.
Rafe drops his stick, plopping down on the couch across from JJ when he sees him take out his phone, doing the same himself— he watches as JJ scrolls aimlessly, with a suspiciously focused expression.
Rafe studies your feed–a mix of professional skating shots, pictures at your university, and sexy shots with your friends from your nights out in Boston. He couldn’t stop— each new photo made you seem perfect.
“You’re stalkin’ her profile, you dog,” JJ mumbles, his eyes still locked on his phone.
“Nah…”
“Nah…” JJ mimics Rafe’s tone, his eyes shooting to him and then back to his phone. “Don’t even try to lie. You got that stupid fuckin’ little look on your face.”
“Fine. Maybe. But you can’t tell me you’re not doin’ the exact same thing.”
JJ shrugs, challenging Rafe with his glare. “At least I own it.”
They sit in silence for another moment, the tension building between them until one breaks again. “She didn’t accept my friend request…” Rafe mutters, his voice just above a whisper.
“Same.”
“Maybe she doesn’t know it’s me–”
JJ cackles and grabs the bill of his hat, pulling it over his face in exhaustion with Rafe. “How many Rafes do you know, man?” JJ sneers before letting out a sleepy yawn. “Stupid fucking bitch ass kook ass name,” JJ grumbles just above a whisper.
“You good?” Rafe laughs.
“Never better, Rafe.”
Rafe rolls his eyes in annoyance, continuing to flip through your account. “We don’t even know if she’s comin’...”
“True… You DM her?”
“No,” Rafe says firmly, shooting JJ a side-eye. “Did you?”
“Nope,” JJ’s reply comes out quick and unreadable.
“You’re lyin’,” Rafe scoffs.
“You’re projecting.”
“Big word for you, Maybank,” Rafe chuckles cruelly.
And the truth is, they’re both dying to text you. They knew it was risky—that it would come off as desperate at the very least… as if they weren’t.
Rafe taps his thumbs against the edges of his phone, nerves rising. Fuck it, he thinks as he opens Messenger anyways, shooting his shot.
Rafe: hey its rafe. Just wanted to say it was really nice meeting you earlier. I’m just wondering if you give lessons? Askin for a friend.
He hits send before he can think about it anymore, throwing his head back in instant regret, wishing he would have said something else.
Across the room, JJ’s doing the same thing.
Hey, it’s JJ. I hope you’re havin a great night. I don’t think we mentioned it but the game starts at 8 tomorrow if you're still thinking about it. Hope you can make it
Both boys sit back in their respective spots, trying to act casual. “So,” JJ hums after a moment, turning his head to watch TV, “what are you workin’ on over there?”
Rafe throws his hand behind his head, lounging a little more into the couch. “Doin’ the discussion board for English–”
“Fuckkk,” JJ groans as he picks up his phone, doing the same. ‘Same’, meaning triple-checking to see if you responded to his message or not.
His eyes widened on the screen as he sees the announcement for one new message.
⊹ 💌 ⁺ ˳ ✿ . ♥️ ࿐ 𝓀𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓎 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀
The buzz of the game is electric–a sea of maroon and gold–all packed in the bleachers. The student section’s alive with fans, but Rafe only has eyes for one person. You were there, just like you said you’d be, casually dressed in a sweater and jeans, and he swears he’s never seen anyone more beautiful.
Rafe skates onto the ice for warm-ups, forcing himself to focus, but it’s useless. His eyes drift from the game to you. You smile at him, making his heart skip a beat.
“Goddamn, dude,” JJ snaps as the boys nearly collide, his tone teasing but laced with venom nonetheless. “Watch where you're goin’, huh?”
“Please…” Rafe huffs.
“Woah… Look who’s here,” JJ smiles, pointing at her playfully like it was some kind of personal victory.
Rafe’s grip on his stick tightens. He glances toward you again, catching the way you giggle and smile at your friend, hoping you’re saying something about him.
When Rafe turns back to JJ, he sees the same thing mirrored in his teammate’s face. The boys stand there for a moment, the sounds of pucks hitting the boards and teammates shouting fades into the background.
“We’ve got a game to play, Maybank. Focus on that, yeah?”
“Sure, Cameron. You first, huh?” JJ chirps as he passes the puck to Rafe a little harder than usual.
Rafe glares at him, but their coach’s whistle slices through the air before he can retort.
They skate to their positions, consciously trying not to look at you. The first puck drops, both boys know one thing: the competition on the ice isn't the only battle tonight.
The situation took its toll on both; Rafe's focus was broken each time he caught a glimpse of you; meanwhile, JJ’s game was nothing short of reckless in an attempt to impress you. Until it finally paid off, JJ gave the Eagles a 1-0 lead 54 seconds into the third period with a power-play goal, scoring on his own rebound.
The student section erupts with cheers. Rafe glances at the stands, watching you cheer, banging your gloves against the glass, following JJ as he celebrates with his team, feeling a flare of jealousy burn in his chest.
After that, Rafe played like a man possessed: sharp passes, clean footwork, calculated shots until he scored a goal of his own. Of course, the celebration happened against the boards right in front of the student section— Rafe riding that high until the last possible second.
During the third period, everything came to a head. The teams were playing more aggressively, post-whistle trash talk started to become a little more targeted.
Rafe and JJ’s chemistry, usually the glue holding the team together, began to crack. Missed passes, botched plays, and a growing animosity between them became impossible to ignore.
“Rafe! JJ! Pull it together!” The coach screams from the bench, red-faced and furious.
The rival team starts to notice, too.
One of their forwards, leaning on his stick during faceoff, smirks, “What’s the matter, boys? Trouble in paradise?”
Rafe’s mitts tighten around his stick, his blood boiling at the comment and the fact that he let it get this bad.
“Fuck off—”
“Saw you two bitchin’ at each other. What, you fighting over her?” He nods toward the stands. “Pretty little thing.”
The puck drops, and the action starts again, Rafe quickly scoring on a power-play goal from the slot, adding another point to the board.
Before he can celebrate, he gets shoved from the back, sending both teams into a frenzy. Rafe drops his gloves first, lunging at the forward, his fist connecting with his jaw. JJ was right there with him, shoving a rival defenseman to the ice, yelling something incoherent as the refs blow their whistles, trying to pry the teams apart.
The defensemen shoves JJ, sending him back, knocking Rafe in the process. “The fuck are you doing?” Rafe shouts at JJ.
“Me? What are you doing?” JJ fires back, getting in Rafe’s face. “You’ve been skating like shit all night!”
“You’re the one showboating, bitch!” Rafe shoves JJ back; Maybank uses the contact to send the two of them to the ice. The crowd gasps, and the opposing team watches on in confusion as the coach loses his shit from the bench until the two get ripped apart.
“You’re embarrassing yourself,” JJ hisses, jerking his arm free from Rafe's grip.
“I’m embarrassing myself? You hit me first!”
“I TRIPPED,” JJ snaps.
“Un-fuckin-likely,” Rafe spits as the two boys get thrown into the penalty box.
They sit there in silence, glaring at each other before one of the boys from the other team skates by, tapping on the glass with a smirk.
“Yo, what’s her name, boys?”
Rafe bites down on the finger of his glove, pulling it off, giving him the finger as he skates back to the center line.
“This is all your fuckin’ fault,” Rafe mutters, his voice low but sharp as he leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
“My fault?” JJ shoots back, kicking out his skates as he crosses his arms over his chest. “Not my fault you can't find the fuckin’ goal, Rafe”
Rafe snorts and laughs. “Oh? You hogged the fuckin’ puck every chance you got just to show off for her.”
JJ laughs bitterly. “At least I have somethin’ to show off. Got two goals, bitch. You got one.”
“I got two, too, you dumb fuck. Is you’re head that far up your ass?”
JJ laughs wickedly, letting his head fall against the glass. “You’re easily forgettable, man. My bad-”
“Check your fuckin’ ego, bitch. We can go round two in here.” Rafe’s stomach drops, JJ’s quickly doing the same. “Wha-What the fuck?” Rafe stammers. “She’s leaving?”
JJ lets out a frustrated sigh. “Yup. And it’s on you, asshole…” He mumbles as the ref skates over, opening the door.
“Me? Maybe if you hadn’t been such a jealous prick—”
“You’re the one who couldn’t handle a little competition!” JJ snarls, cutting Rafe short as they step back onto the ice. Rafe pokes out his stick, tripping JJ slightly as he skates back toward the bench. “Do that again. I fuckin’ dare you,” JJ hisses.
“Calm down,” the ref warns as he skates between them, cutting the tension for a moment.
“I’m going after her,” JJ mumbles as he crashes down on the bench.
Rafe raises an eyebrow. “Good luck with that. You don’t even know where she lives.”
JJ looks across the way, smiling to himself. “Actually, I do.”
“What?”
“She gave me her address last night,” JJ answers smugly, elbowing Rafe tauntingly.
“Well, joke’s on you, pussy. She gave it to me, too,” Rafe smiles that same devilish smile, elbowing him back a little harder making JJ hiss out a sharp breath.
“Game on, Cameron.”
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“Hopefully, that beaters faster than your skatin’, bitch!” Rafe scoffs as he shoves open the arena door.
“Says the guy who gets lost in a fuckin’ parking lot. Good luck finding her place first, dumb fuck,” JJ fires back before pushing past Rafe, sprinting to his Bronco.
“Fuck,” Rafe huffs, not prepared for a foot race, his dress shoes pounding against the asphalt as he closes the gap between him and his Audi.
Rafe slams his car door shut, adrenaline coursing through his veins as he peels out of the parking lot. It’s a short drive, only a few blocks, but it feels like forever. His ringed fingers twist around the leather steering wheel, anger rising with every red light he hits.
He pulls into the parking lot, muscles tightening as he hears JJ’s SUV screech to a stop; he doesn't even need to look back to know the race isn’t over. Rafe charges to the front door, tearing it open before running to the elevator, rapidly pushing his finger against the up button.
“Ohhh fuck you,” JJ groans as the elevator shuts just before he can reach it, settling for running up the stairwell instead. The elevator crawls upward. Rafe pulls the door the rest of the way open impatiently before sprinting down the hall, watching as JJ barrels toward him in the other direction.
“You’ve gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me!” Rafe growls, his voice low and lethal.
“Out of my way,” JJ snaps, shoving Rafe’s shoulder as he reaches the door.
“Oh, hell fuckin’ no,” Rafe shoots back, grabbing JJ by the arm.
The shoving turned into grappling, the boys wrestling to the floor. “I was here first!” Rafe grunts, trying to pin JJ against the ground.
“Like hell you were!” JJ barks, shoving the bigger boy off him.
The noise echoes through the hallway—shoes scraping, muffled swears, and the occasional thud, so chaotic you hear it from the other end of the door.
Both boys freeze mid-struggle, their hands still gripping each other’s suit jackets when you open the door. They turn to you, seeing you standing there wide-eyed, dressed in a satin robe, stunned and silent.
“Uh…” JJ starts, but his voice cracks as he struggles to his feet.
“We–Umm. We just…” Rafe stammers, releasing JJ as he stands up, combing his messy hair back as JJ fixes his tie.
You lean against the doorframe, crossing your arms over your chest, lips twitching as you fight back a smile. “That was fast,” you say, your voice light and teasing. “You both smell like hockey, you know?”
Their cheeks flush in embarrassment. Rafe hangs his head and nods as JJ looks away–the boys trying their best to collect themselves.
Rafe lifts his head, his pretty blue eyes resting on yours, replaying your words before his face lights up. “You… were waiting?” Rafe asks, his words still breathless from the struggle.
You nod, tilting your head slightly. “Yeah. I figured you’d both get here eventually. Though I wasn’t expecting this.” You giggle, gesturing to their sweat-soaked bodies and disheveled game-day suits.
JJ scratches the back of his neck, glancing at Rafe before looking back at you. “We just… We both just want to–”
“Talk,” Rafe adds, quickly cutting JJ off.
“Talk?” You ask as you quirk an eyebrow. “You just wanted to talk to me?”
Rafe and JJ exchange a look, suddenly at a loss for words. You sigh, stepping back to open the door wider. “Let’s talk then...”
The door closes behind them; Rafe and JJ shuffle in awkwardly. Your space is cozy–warm lighting, a comfy couch, and the faint scent of a vanilla candle wafting through the air.
“So,” you ask as you sit down on the couch. Your robe falls open slightly, showing off your upper thigh, the top swooping low, giving them just a tease of cleavage. Rafe’s eyes fall to a lusty haze, JJ’s lashes fluttering as he swallows thickly. “What’s going on, boys,” you ask through a half-laugh. “What was that about?” You gesture toward the hallway.
“It’s because of you,” JJ says bluntly, though his tone softened. “We both… like you.”
“Both of you?” You ask with a smile.
“I mean… You were talking to us both,” JJ sulks under his breath. “‘Course we do—”
“Look,” Rafe says, “I think we both got carried away. But the thing is… I’ve never met anyone like you.”
JJ nods in agreement. “Same. You’re incredible. I just didn’t expect him to get in the way,” JJ gestures toward Rafe, letting his annoyance bleed through.
“Fuck off,” Rafe mumbles. “We both know who saw her first—”
“You two are impossible,” you giggle. “I mean, I knew you were competitive, but this?” You wrinkle your nose teasingly. “Did I mention you both stink?”
Rafe winced. “Sorry about that, sweetheart.”
JJ looks at you sheepishly. “Yeah��� sorry, pretty.”
“Mhmm…” You hum. “And you,” you whisper as you stand up from the couch, walking over to Rafe, watching as his breath catches in his chest. You run your thumb along your tongue before smudging the little bit of blood off his gashed cheek. “You're bleeding. Did you know that?”
He shakes his head ‘no’ and bites his lip, looking down at you with a smile. “Here’s the thing,” you say, your voice quiet as you lean closer. “I didn’t want to pick between you.” You keep your eyes set on Rafe’s as you reach over, grabbing JJ by his suit jacket and pulling him closer.
The boys blink, their heads tilting slightly as their brain plays catch up with the words leaving your lips. “What?” They mumble in unison.
“I like both of you,” you whisper. “I don’t think I could choose. At least… not right now. Are you gonna make me?” You tease.
“N-No—” JJ stammers
“No. Fuck no,” Rafe pushes out the reply JJ’s too flustered to get out himself.
“—But you two just wanted to talk, huh?” You flirter as your fingers toy with the satin bow at your waist, tugging at it.
“Absolutely not,” JJ blurts. His jaw falls slack as the delicate material falls to a puddle at your feet. Rafe and JJ exchange glances, their expressions a mix of shock and disbelief. “Holy shit, you're serious…” JJ’s voice comes out needy and hoarse.
Rafe let out a slow breath, his mind racing as his eyes fall down your body.
You take Rafe by surprise, pressing your lips against his. As soon as you do, he’s fighting off his suit jacket between messy kisses, the two of you working on the buttons of his dress shirt.
Rafe smiles against your lips as his shirt falls to the floor, quickly pulling you closer, pushing his skin on yours.
You reach over, grabbing JJ by his tie, pushing Rafe back slightly, and just as you turn, JJ’s mouth finds yours. Your fingers scratch into JJ’s damp hair, tugging him closer as he tilts his head, letting his tongue slip inside your mouth as Rafe works on his pants.
Rafe pulls down his boxers and hooks his arm around your waist, pulling you off JJ’s lips and back onto his. His tongue dips in your mouth before sucking off yours. Rafe slows down slightly, letting the rough pad of his finger circle your nipple, making you whimper against his lips.
JJ steps closer, his hard cock brushing against your thigh; his lips find your neck, sucking down harshly as your tongue swirls with Rafe’s.
“Shower... Now,” you mumble as you pull away from Rafe, pressing a kiss against JJ’s lips next.
“Yeah, Princess?” JJ asks, but before he can snatch you away, Rafe takes you into his big arms, picking you up off your feet.
“Start the shower, Maybank,” Rafe hums smugly against your lips as he gets you to himself for a minute. JJ scoffs, rolling his eyes before heading toward the open bathroom door. You scratch your nails into Rafe’s hair as he deepens the kiss, rolling your body into him, feeling your wetness transfer to his hot skin as JJ turns on the shower.
“Hurry the fuck up, man,” JJ mutters as Rafe saunters over, taking his time with you. “Set her down,” JJ snips as the two of you pass through the threshold into the bathroom, making Rafe chuckle darkly–heat already swirling around, the sounds of water pouring out the head and panting breaths filling the small room from your kiss.
Rafe pulls back, looking at you half-lidded, the pupils of his blue eyes blown with lust as he mumbles a simple. “No,” to JJ with a look on his face lets you know he means it.
You lean in, brushing your soft lips against his. “This isn’t gonna work if you don’t share,” you whisper.
“Do I have to,” Rafe hums.
“Yes, you fuckin’ have to,” JJ answers for you, his brows pinched together in disgust.
“I’m listenin’ to you. I'm not listenin’ to him,” Rafe replies as he steps with you into your walk-in shower.
“Share,” you chuckle breathily. Rafe sucks his teeth and rolls his eyes, setting you down on the cool tile floor.
You shiver from the chill as you adjust to the temperature; Rafe and JJ’s hands are all over you fast. They alternate between kissing your lips and kissing your neck, handing you back and forth as your hands run down their broad chests, dipping into the divots of their cut abs.
You pull away from their lips, reaching over for the soap. The boys do the same, their slick hands gliding over your curves with ease–toying with your tits, squeezing your ass, teasing your inner thighs, both too hesitant to play with your pussy just yet.
That all changes when your fingers wrap around her cocks, pulling to the tip, making low moans rumble in their throats. Their hands quickly bump into each other, fumbling to get to your pussy first. Rafe smiles against your lips as he takes the win, circling your clit. You gasp against his lip as JJ slaps your ass.
“Co’mere,” JJ hums, beckoning you off Rafe’s lips and onto his. JJ’s hand sneaks between your ass checks, the tip of his finger rubbing over the tight rim of your ass as Rafe stuffs two long fingers in your pussy. Rafe rolls his thumb on your clit, curling his fingers in your soaked pussy.
Your thighs start to tremble uncontrollably, breathing a little quicker as Rafe’s skilled fingers work on you.
Your moan bounces off the wall as Rafe pushes a third finger inside you, quickly sending you over the edge. Your body flutters around his thick digits as you come undone.
He slips his fingers out of your slick cunt, bringing them to his lips before sucking them clean.
“Holy shit,” JJ mumbles in disbelief as his pretty blue eyes follow you to your knees. Rafe looks down at you as well, breathing heavily, his muscular chest heaving with every deep breath.
“Is this okay?” You ask as you look up at them through wet lashes, your fingers ghosting up the bottom of their dicks to the tip just like you did before, this time just inches from your lips, making them both take a step closer in anticipation.
“Is this okay?” Rafe laughs as he repeats your words, his long, thick cock throbbing in your hand.
“Mhmm,” you whisper as you lean closer to him, letting your tongue flick up his fat tip, catching a bead of precum before it can get washed away.
“Fucking perfect, princess,” he mumbles as his lips part, mimicking your own. He belts his large fist in your hair, pulling you closer. You wrap your lips around his tip, making his muscles flex as you take more and more. “Good fuckin’ girl,” Rafe praises as you gag on as much as much of him as you can get.
You bob a few times back and forth on his length as your other hand palms JJ’s balls, rolling them in your slight hand.
You push away, turning your head toward JJ, before wrapping your lips around him. Your hand continues to stroke Rafe’s cock, drawing out deep moans from them both. You curve your tongue around the bottom of JJ’s dick, tracing to the tip before swirling around his crown, making him clutch the tile wall for support.
Rafe grabs your wet hair, pulling you back to him, thrusting into your mouth, causing tears to spring in your eyes, the water from the shower quickly carrying them away as JJ fucks your fist with the same vigor.
Their moans and breathing get louder and heavier, the two men moving closer until you're practically bouncing between the two of them: stroking, sucking, swirling, kissing, until they’re both mumbling orders telling you to open wide.
You lay out your pretty pink tongue–ropes of pearly white cum quickly panting your face and tongue as they finish in succession; one after the other.
The boys breathe heavily, heads thrown back to the ceiling as the water washes away the rest of the mess on your face, you, swallowing the rest.
“Goddamn,” JJ groans in satisfaction as he helps you to your feet, quickly pulling you into a tender kiss. Rafe fingers lace in yours, tugging you to him for the same.
“What do you want from us, baby?” Rafe asks.
His tongue slides against yours as his large hand traces between your thighs, cupping your pussy in his big hand, making you whimper against his soft lips.
“Fuck, Rafe…”
“You make such pretty sounds, princess,” he whispers as JJ cuts off the water.
“I want both of you,” you smile against his lips.
“Yeah… I can feel that,” Rafe chuckles deeply, feeling the silky wetness of your arousal on his fingers. “What do you want, pretty?”
“Yeah, princess,” JJ murmurs as he walks behind you, finding the sweet spot on your neck as his large hands grab your hips. You giggle breathily as the two boys sandwich you together; the heat of their big bodies keeping you warm. “How do you want us?”
“Just like this…” You whisper against Rafe’s lip as you arch your back slightly, pressing your ass into JJ’s hard cock.
“Yeah?” Rafe asks with an airly rasp, speaking to you like he’s living in a dream. “You want me to cum in your pussy?”
“Mhmm–” You mumble. “I want you to cum in my pussy. And you,” you whisper as you reach your hand back, hooking around the JJ’s neck, kissing him over your shoulder. “I want you to fill my ass—”
“—Holy fuckin’ shit,” JJ mumbles under his breath, riding the same high as Rafe.
“Corner of the bed; I’m gonna ride Rafe. And you’re gonna take care of me. Think you can do that, baby?” You ask JJ as your lips brush against his.
“I can do whatever you want, princess,” JJ mumbles as he pulls you into his arms this time, lifting you off your feet.
The three of you move into the bedroom; Rafe reaches for you fast, doing exactly what he’s told.
You straddle his lap, grinding your slick cunt against him as you kiss him deeply.
You jump and squeak as JJ’s large hand cracks down on your ass again, spanking your bare skin hard enough to leave behind a stinging heat that has you aching to be filled.
JJ rubs his large hand over it, soothing the pain as you circle your hips on top of Rafe, driving him insane.
You push Rafe to his back, the man quickly grabbing your wrist, taking your fingers in his mouth, biting and sucking as JJ bends you over slightly, thumbing over your taunt hole just like before, running a line of spit down on your body.
You reach between your thighs, clutching Rafe’s thick cock in your fist, stroking as your lips meet his.
JJ taps his swollen tip against your ass before gliding his dick through your soaked slit, using your slick as lube.
You trace Rafe’s velvety tip around your drooling hole as Rafe looks between your legs, eyes dazed as your pussy swallows him whole. “So fucking wet,” he moans through panting breaths, your eyes fluttering shut as you take him all.
Your nails sink into Rafe’s muscular chest, breasts moving with you as you bounce on his cock. Rafe bites his bottom lip between his teeth, trying his best to keep his eyes on you, fighting to keep them from rolling back.
“God, you feel so fucking good,” Rafe mumbles–his voice fucked-out and hoarse–muscular body glistening from the shower still. He raises his hand, pressing it against your stomach, feeling himself work in and out before letting his hand fall lower.
You gasp and moan as his thumb finds your clit, rolling on top as JJ pushes his girthy tip into your tight hole.
“Sh-Shit,” you whimper, feeling your eyes glass with tears at the burn and the stretch, the men pushing your body to the limit.
Rafe wraps his hand around your throat, pulling you down to his lips as JJ spits on what’s left of his cock before gliding the rest of the way in as Rafe swallows your moans and cries.
Your body trembles in Rafe’s arms as you adjust to two men, filling you fully. “You okay, princess?” Rafe asks softly against your lips.
“Mhmm… So fucking good, baby,” you hum, feeling him smile against your lips.
“You like me better,” he breathes, his voice barely heard over your panting breaths and JJ’s. “Don’t you, pretty?”
“Are you gonna tell on me?” You whisper.
“Maybe,” he smiles as he grabs hold of your hips, lifting you slightly before fucking up into your pussy nice and slow.
“You wouldn’t dare,” you mouth as you look down at him. He shrugs teasingly, looking at the space between you, watching the way your wet pussy drips down his rock-hard shaft, running down his balls onto the mattress below.
“Mine,” he mouths back smugly, making you smile; JJ’s none the wiser.
JJ starts to stroke nice and slow, too, wrapping his hands around your body, taking two fistfuls of tits.
The two boys start to move in and out, hitting all the right spots, your pleasure so strong you feel like you could pass out.
Rafe drives his heels into the floor, throwing his hips up into you again and again, the angle making your toes curl, your hands reaching up to grasp JJ’s wrists for support.
“So fuckin’ tight,” JJ mumbles, warm against your neck. He snaps his hips. His toned body clapping against your ass with each stroke, making your vision blur.
The sounds of your pleasure fill the room as they keep a brutal pace, sending you closer and closer to the edge.
Your eyes slam shut; body unable to take much more. Rafe grabs your wrists, forcing your hands onto his chest again. He reaches up, gripping your cheeks with a single hand, making your heavy eyes lift open on his.
“I know you’re gonna cum, baby. So am I. Cum with me,” he mutters as their movements get messier and rougher.
“Fuck,” you scream as your body gives way, pussy gushing and pulsing around Rafe’s throbbing length, your climax pulls the boys with it, the two cumming hard, filling both holes to the brim.
You tumble down on the bed, falling into Rafe’s arms as JJ clutches your hips tightly, pushing himself as deep as he can go.
Rafe turns your cheek, lifting your lips to his for a gentle kiss, the two of you breathe heavily together as the three of you come down from your highs.
Rafe smiles in satisfaction, burying himself in your neck, lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
“You’re mine, princess.”
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stuckbeingdelusional · 2 days ago
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obx twitter p!links pt2 cause I’m high and bored again MDNI
John B:
Morning sex w John B
studying w John B
coming home after the boneyard
JJ:
passionate sex after smoking
Needy JJ
lazy mornings w JJ
Rafe:
Rafe quickly becoming pussy drunk
I could see him doing this for his own pleasure
Rafe and Sarah’s best friend sneaking off, during the girls weekly sleepover.
Pope:
Backshots w Pope
Tummy bulge
Pope moaning loudly
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deadpcnned · 2 days ago
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you're so vain (jj.m)
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pairing: jj maybank x reader (au)
synopsis: for as long as anyone can remember, jj maybank has been a ladies’ man—willing to charm any girl with a pulse. you, on the other hand, have never been easily won over, shutting down unwanted advances without a second thought in the name of higher pursuits.
so when his friends bet he can’t get with you, he sees it as just another challenge. what he doesn’t know is that you have a bet of your own—act like the worst girlfriend possible, and prove that guys don't just stick around for looks.
at first, it’s just a game. your weird quirks and stubborn attitude are nothing he can’t handle, and his flirtations are nothing more than motivation for you. but with every passing day, it all seems less like a game and more... real. what happens when winning the bet means losing each other?
* this series is inspired by 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' *
content warning(s): au, drugs, alcohol, language
author's note: uh oh, another series... like most girls, i am such a big fan of this movie and i couldn't resist adding my own spin to the plot. this series won't be starting until probably the end of february, but i wanted to go ahead and post it!
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“I seriously doubt a guy would stick around if he were fishing out spinach from my mouth every time we kissed,” You mumble, rolling your eyes at Ruthie as you return to tightly winding Sarah’s hair around the curling iron. Your grip tightens around the pink handle, more from exasperation than focus. Topper seriously needs to reconsider his recent taste in women.
Ruthie pushes herself up from the bed and saunters over to the two of you, a spark of mischief shining in her eyes that catches your attention in the mirror. Without warning, she scoops the ottoman from under your knee, ignoring your annoyed huff as she plops down. “You don’t get it, do you?” she says, shaking her head as if she’s explaining something painfully obvious. “Boys are simple. They’ll do anything for a good fuck.” 
“Ruthie!” 
“Sarah!” You exclaim, pulling away the curling wand hovering dangerously close to her turned cheek. “Stop moving! I almost burned you!” You cautiously rest your curling wand on the vanity, crossing your arms as you address Ruthie’s tireless campaign. “Ruthie, that’s just not true. Men suck, but they’re not that desperate.” 
“Care to test it?” The look she gives you, so full of unwarranted confidence, makes it tempting to agree blindly to whatever nonsense she’s about to spew. But in the short time you’ve known her, you’ve gathered jumping headfirst into whatever she plans is maybe not the smartest thing to do. 
“How would we do that?” You arch a brow, playing it cool, the picture of nonchalance. Girls like Ruthie want you to bark when you should be biting back. The best way to handle them is to beat them at their own game. It doesn’t matter how uneasy her grin makes you. You have to look like the picture of perfect insouciance. 
“Easy. You reel in some sucker and make him regret it. Clingy, loud, jealous – I’m talking full nightmare fuel.” 
“Me?” You scoff, reaching for the iron. “Sarah, I swear, if you move–”
 Sarah hums in acknowledgment but doesn’t angle her face towards the circular mirror like you need her to. She’s too busy watching Ruthie, waiting for her following words. 
“Yes, you.” 
“Why do I have to be the guinea pig?” You fuss, shifting your position to continue working on Sarah’s hair. You twist Sarah’s blond hair around the silver rod as you suggest, “You test it out with Topper. You’re the one with something to prove.”
“I’m actually serious about Topper,” Ruthie counters and you have to physically bite your tongue from making a snarky comment. “And you’re perfect for this. You’re objectively hot and leaving at the end of the summer. No strings with a hot chick? Guys eat that up.” 
“Ruthie, remind me again why you’re with Topper if you have such a low opinion of the entire male species,” Sarah asks. Sarah eyes Ruthie with a mix of genuine curiosity and plain judgment. Ruthie doesn’t dignify Sarah with a response, upholding the same catty attitude she’s maintained with her since the start of the evening. “Or not.” 
You and Sarah share a long look, not hiding your indignation, but you can’t deny that beneath you’re irritation, you’re a little interested. You would be in the Outer Banks for three months; you might as well find a way to kill time. 
“Done,” You announce, pulling back and smiling at your handiwork. As Sarah fluffs through her hair, you ask, “So, I just pick any guy and make him miserable?” 
Sarah spins around at a dizzying speed, her jaw dropping open. “You’re considering it? Like, actually?”  
You give her a sheepish shrug and look to Ruthie for confirmation. 
“No, I get to choose.”
“What, why?” You scoff. 
“Cause you’d choose someone you already know, and those guys have been harboring unrequited crushes on you since you were, like, twelve.” You try not to betray your surprise. Somehow, Ruthie knows more about your life than you want her to. You weren't sure how Ruthie knew this about you, but it wasn’t entirely untrue. 
“Fine,” You huff, flopping down onto your bed. “Who, then?”
Ruthie’s smile is one you could only describe as downright devilish as she leans in, lowering her voice to a lethal whisper. “Who else but Kildare’s biggest fuckboy? JJ Maybank.”
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mmaybanks · 2 days ago
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doing bsf!jj’s skincare routine | wc: ≈ 1.7k
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“jj.” your voice cut through the comfortable quiet surrounding you. you were currently laid in bed, a warm jj practically laying on your lap, watching a cheesy romance film. “hm?”
as if you hadn’t had to beg him earlier to put that movie on instead of an action movie, he was fully invested in it. “can i do your skincare?”
at that he gave you (almost) his full attention, tilting his head to rest perpendicular on your stomach so he could still glance back and forth between you and the movie. “uh, like, what part?”
“all of it. wash your face firstly, because i know it’s been too long—and don’t even disagree with me, y’know i’m right. all the topical stuff, pluck your eyebrows—”
“woah! my eyebrows? that’s like, taking my manhood from me.” you snorted at his reaction, a reflexive hand raising to cover your mouth. “your manhood?”
“okay, bad wording, whatever!” he reached up to pull your hands away from your face, not saying a word about it. “fine, but on one condition.”
you stared at him blankly, waiting for clarification, which you didn’t seem to be recieving. “what’s the condition?” he cleared his throat and looked away suspiciously. “what?”
“i uh, i dunno yet, let’s just say you owe me one, ’kay?” you rolled your eyes but nodded, wriggling off the bed with jj in tow. as soon as you reached the door handle, jj shot back in your room and paused the movie. “y’don’t wanna miss anything, right?”
“i think you don’t wanna miss anything.” he scoffed, pushing you out of your room and in the dirction of the bathroom gently. poguelandia 2.0 was mostly empty, sarah and kie were finishing up in the shop and cleo was cooking dinner with pope in the kitchen, so the only person upstairs was john b. his shared room with sarah was right across from the upstairs bathroom, so when he heard shuffling in the hallway, he looked out through the open door.
he watched you open the door and walk in with a gentle push from jj, who looked back at him with a wink and a boyish grin. “what the hell?” john b murmured to himself before going back to his phone.
“okay, first things first, sit on the toilet!” you ordered playfully, a horribly hidden excited smile on your face that jj swore he would do anything to keep there. “yes ma’am.” he saluted, a flustered giggle escaping your throat. “okay.” you mindlessly mumbled to yourself, a wave of nerves hitting you.
you tried your hardest to ignore the way jj’s annoyingly beautiful blue eyes weren’t leaving your face, tracking every move. his eyes were softened, wide and full of something fluffy and affectionate, something people didn’t see from him often. “i’ll be right back, one sec.” you sped out of the bathroom, on a quick misson to not only grab your headband, but also to have a break from the intimate bathroom air.
when you came back to the bathroom, he was still sitting there silently, waiting for you to come back with a content smile on his face. that was until he saw the baby pink headband with a big bow on it in your hand, his smile dropped into a dramatic scrunch of his nose. “no. why?” he whined.
“jj you literally need it more than i do! your hair is all in your face.” you defended as you ran your fingers through the front messily. he pouted but allowed you to step closer, not pulling away. “fine, i guess i’ll let you, just this once.”
“can i take a picture too? this is like, groundbreaking history. it needs to be recorded.” you teasingly inched your shirt hem up to reach your shorts pocket, fiddling with the corner of your phone. “you’re pushing it now.”
“okay fine.” you sighed, a fake pout forming on your face. “are you seriously—okay, jesus, fine.”
you smiled and squealed, standing closer than before for better reach. you stood between his spread legs, his hands ghosting over the backs of your thighs, unsure of if he should or not. you put the band on him, adjusting it until it was right. you reached to the right to grab your soap, rubbing it in your hands, then on his face.
the silence was comfortable, as it usually was, but jj’s mind was racing. he was trying his hardest not to focus on you, so he turned to simply shutting his eyes and letting you do your thing, but it didn’t help much. his thoughts turned to how domestic this was, how intimate it was. not friendly.
he subconsiously relaxed his hands, bringing them down to rest on your bare legs. the contact of his freezing fingers to your warm skin sent a cold shiver down your spine, a stark contrast to his warm face beneath your fingers.
without fully stepping away, you wetted a face towel with steaming hot water and gently wiped the soap from his face. you couldn’t help but go slow, taking all the time possible for you to admire his relaxed face. his closed eyes, slightly parted lips, and rosy cheeks from the warm water.
“done, back to my room.” your voice was so soft it came out as almost a whisper. his eyes opened slowly, his eyelids staying low and sleepy. his slow eyes tracked your movements, washing the soap off the towel, putting it in the laundry basket all in a mindless routine. “c’mon.” you murmured, grabbing and pulling at his hand.
he willingly followed you without a complaint, heading straight to lay down again while you gathered everything you needed. the whole pampering was making him sleepy, his mind a little fuzzy. “what’s first?” he asked as he felt the bed dipping next to him. “gonna pluck your eyebrows, then toner, a serum or two, and moisturizer. then lip balm, ’cause your lips are dry as fuck.”
“how are you so gentle and so mean at the same time?” he lazily smiled in amusement, watching you with hooded eyes. “sorry, sorry.”
“all good, c’mere.” he wrapped his hands around your waist to motion you over his lap. noticing your hesitation, he panicked. “not like—i mean—you don’t have to. just—easier reach, y'know? more uh, precise, um—”
your giggle cut him off, but your compliance ended his attempts at salvaging. he knew you knew his intentions, but he still worried. he didn’t want to push your comfortability around him, that was the last thing he wanted.
he decided to just do, for the rest of the night. if it was wrong, you would tell him. and he knew he wouldn’t do anything outrageous, but physical touch? that was his forte.
you tried to act like none of his actions affected you, because why would they? this is your best friend. best friend’s rest on each others bare skin all the time, right? jj does, he’s always on you or touching you somehow.
right now, his hands are rested on your thighs, again. maybe he likes holding things, something for his hands to hold and fingers to tap. though, you couldn’t complain about the warmth radiating from his hands to your legs, his oddly gentle and rough fingertips dragging across your skin slowly.
you brushed past it, grabbing your tweezers to start your process. and to no surprise, jj was overdramatic about his eyebrows. “jus’ be gentle, please?” with the way he asked in a quiet and gruff whisper, you almost folded right there and busted in your pants. but you kept your composer, instead just mumbling an ’mhm’, and trying to pluck more carefully (spoiler alert: it didn’t work).
the rest of the routine went by without worsening your flusteredness, until his lip balm. your mind had slipped into muscle memory, not necessarily focusing on the actual actions. jj’s eyes were shut, completely oblivious to what step you were on. you quickly wiped at his lip, rubbing off the spit from him licking his lips, and applied the lip balm.
jj’s initial reaction to your fingers rubbing his lips was obviously shock, it only took half a second for him to realize it was lip balm, but it didn’t calm any of his thoughts. it all felt too tender and too loving. it wasn’t just the lips, though that triggered it, the closeness just hitting him then.
of course, jj wasn’t used to soft touches, he wasn’t used to people showing him affection at all that wasn’t in a sexual manner or in a ’bro’ way. he was used to ’tough love’ or no love. all the more reason for him to melt like puddy in your hands. he didn’t want you to get off of him, he wanted to soak in your warmth as long as possible.
“sorry.” you giggled lightly, wiping the excess off the skin surrounding his lips. “’s all good. gotta get my lips hydrated.”
you let out a short snort, humming in agreement before speaking. “all done.” unknowing of jj’s very requited feelings, you didn’t want to get off yet. the straddling position was semi-awkward at first, but it got comfortable after a few minutes of sitting, and now you just wanted to cuddle up and sleep on him. jj nodded, shutting his eyes again and resting his head on your pillow.
you slid off, to both of your disappointments, and laid next to him on your claimed side of your bed. he repositioned to how you laid before, turning the movie back on. your fingers slowly found their way to thread between his hair strands, gently scratching his head and neck.
jj let out an unwilling whine of satisfaction when you scratched a specific spot on his head, immediately getting flustered and feeling warmth creep up his neck and ears. “what the hell was that?” he asked as if it wasn’t him.
“dunno, must’ve been the wind? or, something?” you went along with it, not trying to embarrass him, knowing damn well that sound would haunt your wet dreams. “y/n.”
“hm?”
“you didn’t take a picture.” he giggled at your loudly exaggerated gasp, the smile on his face felt through your stomach, where his head laid.
“i’ll get it next time.”
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MADDY’S NOTE .ᐟ a little blurb while i work on the big stuff🫡 i have EIGHT ideas for a fic/series....... i love them all but omg i lack motivation for them the second i start writing:( anyway!! this is actually so long for a blurb bc why is it longer than my last one shot?? yeah oops sorry
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rubiehart · 3 days ago
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A WEEK IN PREGNANT!READER’S OUTFITS…
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this is heavily inspired by @princessbrunette’s original idea all creds to her!!
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MONDAY
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not a best start to the week - she gets dragged on a pogue mission by john b, too tired to even dress herself as she lays limp in bed, refusing, as jj tries to pull shrug her boots on her non complying form, mumbling an equally tired, ‘i know baby, ‘m sorry, but when duty calls.’ . he ends up carrying her to the twinkie - bridal style, whilst he whines sleepily into his chest, sleep mask covering one eye and hair still a little messy from her disturbed morning with her husband when she shoots john b a lethal look that has him rethinking if the lead really was worth it. she spends the whole 2 hour drive to the other side of the island curled up in the back of the twinkie in jj’s lap, sleeping.
TUESDAY
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boat day to debrief the previous day’s discoveries, which of course she takes absolutely no interest in, stretched out on the bow with a fluffy towel provided by jj, lathered in sunscreen half-an-hourly by jj and hand fed sips of water, or lemonade, or fruit whenever she wants, because he still partly feels bad for yesterday, and she’s his pregnant baby mama, course he’ll do anything she asks. the whole scene is like a fuckin’ dream for him because she’s sat up in the sun, plump lips wrapping around the ice cold fruit from the cooler, sweet juice dribbling down her chin and between her tits, plumper from pregnancy, the sight is mouthwatering and john b has to keep smacking up the back of the head to keep focus.
WEDNESDAY
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baby scan day - she’s a little anxious naturally, gripping jj’s hands in the waiting room so hard his rings leave indents on her soft palms. once they’re called back she’s still gripping his hands, and jj can’t stop grinning like an idiot at the ultrasound of their baby - who they find out is a sweet baby girl, and yes, he does cry when he finds out, because he knows she’ll be the best mama to their little princess - who he’s sure will be the image of her.
THURSDAY
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john and sarah have errands to run on the mainland - so of course her and jj are on babysitting duty for their three year old daughter, they think of it as practice now they know they’re too having a baby girl, she puts the sweet girls in pigtails and jj carries her on his shoulders all day, his heart growing a little fonder at the sight of you playing in the sea with her, or sharing your ice cream cone.
FRIDAY
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shopping day!! - jj got payed yesterday and he decides it’s been a while since he’s spoiled his girl, so he lets her drag him around the mall all day, buying anything she sees fit for their new baby girl who’s soon to be born - cute little sun hats, or anklets with ‘m’ for maybank on a little dangly charm. even splurges on a new lingerie set that absolutely breaks his bank - but he’s unbothered because the sweet pout on her lips when she’s under him later that night makes it all worth it.
SATURDAY
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date night!! she’s a little sore and miserable so he takes her out to a little spot on the edge of the marsh, follows a crappy tutorial on how to make a bouquet and comes out with a sweet attempt, it’s not perfect but it’s the thought that counts and she still almost cries!! he also whips out two greasy burgers from the lace lined picnic basket he’d borrowed and she almost cries again because she’d been craving one all week. he might not to be a romantic but he sure knows how to make his baby smile, and of course he fucks her sweet and soft on the picnic blanket after her belly’s full.
SUNDAY
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a lazy sunday in the maybank house - they wake up late and she rides him soft and slow, backlight by the morning sun and he swears he’s in heaven. once they decide to get up, she’s forcing him to make cookies but he can’t keep his hands off of her because he can’t ignore the sight of her peaked nipples under the thin fabric of her tank, or the outline of her chubby pussy, highlighted by the evident wet spot which gets her fucked slow and sappy against the kitchen counter. after the kitchen counter’s covered in flour and the cookies are cooling, he smuggles her back into bed and eats her out nice and slow, rubbing her vibrator in gentle circles against her throbbing button, grinning against the chub of her thigh each time she mewls out his name. it was a good week.
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bonnie-the-butcher · 3 days ago
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Rip Tide | Chapter III
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[ MDNI ] [ word count: 6.810 ] [ Masterlist ] 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬: Canonverse/Canon-Divergent; Dark! Content; NSFW; Strong Language; Cheating; Drug Use; Mentions of overdose; Some shades of Munchausen syndrome from dear old Rafe; Manipulation; Toxic, obsessive behaviour; Stalking; Violence; DUBCON/NONCON; My writing is really pretentious and English is not my first language, so please feel free to call me out in whichever grammar mistakes you might find find.
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 | You and JJ have always been in each other's orbit. He's your brother’s best friend, the guy you've known your entire life. He was kind, protective, familiar. You never meant for the two of you to start hooking up. And you never meant for it to last so long. But when this boy you thought you'd come to know like the back of your hand turns out to be no better than the men he'd warned you about, you find yourself in the sights of the guy he hates most, regardless of wether you want that or not.
I refuse to let the fanfics in this app gaslight me into forgetting just how pathetic Rafe was in the show. Like just because a man is dangerous and unhinged doesn't mean that he isn't some needy little dumbass that begs 24/7. Likes, asks, reblogs, and comments are always greatly appreciated! Thank you in advance for reading <3
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Rafe tries to cover up a painful groan, mumbling something unintelligible as you carry him up the stairs. He’s draped entirely over you, half his weight weighing you down as you tiptoe over the steep steps, hoping that your slow pace comes off as caution rather than as struggle.
You are struggling, though.
Struggling to figure out why you got yourself into this mess in the first place.
It's way past ten. The night outside is as dark as anything, the wind howling wildly against the heavy windows of Rafe’s house. But you’re not at home, with a belly full of nothing, sleeping to try and distract from the hunger as your brother’s friends play around outside, their laughter lulling you. You’re carrying a stranger up the stairs of his house, praying that his parents don’t catch you.
Rafe’s arm is tightly wrapped around your shoulders, squeezing your side to his chest. His other arm, once resting carelessly over the handrail, is now crossed over your body, resting in the dip of your waist.
He fists the fabric of your top as he tumbles, a gasp catching in his throat the second you grab him, pulling him upright before he can fall onto the stairs.
A drunken giggle falls from his lips. – Oops. – He’s grinning. You can feel him looking at you, but your eyes drift down the railing, peeking at the distant ground beneath.
It’s a wonder to you that no one has died falling down these stairs.
You press his arm tighter around your shoulder.
Reaching the solid ground of the second floor almost feels like a conquest, but you look forward only to be met with a multitude of doors, all of them painted white, with nothing to tell you who each room belonged to. – Which one is your room, Rafe? Where do you sleep? – He groans, looking around in confusion, as if he didn’t recognize his own home, then he stops and looks at you for a moment, giggling. – Rafe. – You adjust his weight, your back aches from dragging him around everywhere. He must be as exhausted as you are. – I’m serious. Aren’t you tired? Don’t you wanna go to bed?
He seems amused by the question.
– You wanna– You— He laughs loud enough that you have to shush him, but he’s still chuckling with his mouth against your lips. – Sorry. You… You wanna go to bed with me? That was quick.
– Oh, I bet it was.
His smile twists into a frown, brows knitting together. – What’s that– Hey, watch out! Careful.— What’s that supposed to mean? – You’re the one laughing now, but you reach for the first door, and Rafe stops you. – That’s, uhm, that’s Sarah’s room.
– Oh.
– I don’t wanna see Sarah. I don’t. – His voice is heavier than it was before, and you can see his eyes struggling to keep open even as he tries to rub the exhaustion away.
– It’s okay. We’re not gonna see Sarah right now. We’re gonna put you to bed. Your bed, preferably.
Rafe’s laughter has fully died down now. You keep wandering down the hall, opening doors and finding guest rooms, and bathrooms and offices, already resigned to the fact that you aren’t getting any help from him.
– Are you gonna sleep with me? – He asks suddenly, looking at you as if it was a serious matter.
– No, Rafe. You’re the one who’s gonna be sleeping. – You sneak a glance at your watch. 10:46. John’s probably freaking out. You reach for another door, this one closer to the end of the hallway, right beside the double doors you assume belong to his father. – What about this one?
– That’s Wheezie. Wheezie’s room. Why— Why won’t you sleep with me? – He’s ridiculous. You laugh before you can help yourself. There’s a childishness to the way he asks such an absurd question, his voice is so small, his eyes are so big, his lips remain open even after he stops talking. Like a kid asking his babysitter if she can stay for christmas. You don’t answer, still laughing to yourself, because you don’t know what to say.
– What about this one?
– What’s so funny? – He’s not smiling anymore.
– Nothing. Nothing’s funny, Rafe. You have to sleep. Is this your room?
– Guest room.
– Jesus Christ. Which one is yours?
– Are you gonna sleep with me? – He’s trying to stand in front of you and look you in the eye, but he can’t even stand on his own feet, you have to steady him.
It’s better to let drunk people think they’re in control than to anger them by denying. You’ve learned your lesson way back when. So you just tilt your head and bat your eyes at Rafe, trying not to smile too condescendingly. – Is that what you want me to do? – He nods, inching closer, his hands reaching for you. – Sure, then. I will. Where’s your room?
– Kiss me.
– Where’s your room, Rafe?
– Kiss me first. – You roll your eyes at him, though he’s already draped over you again, his eyes, still blown out despite the charcoal purge, staring at your lips. In the darkness that surrounds you, you only see the outline of his expressions: his crooked smile, his parted lips, the gleam that catches his eyes, reflecting something foreign, that you can’t quite read, as he leans into you expectantly. Your lips catch the corner of his mouth, his breath hitches, and he turns to try and deepen that little peck, like a starved man savoring the crumbs before getting to the main dish.
There’s a pleasure that comes from crushing his expectations, though you know it isn't healthy to feel like that. You remain there, your lips against his, for only a split second before you pull away.
You try to move towards the next door, but he’s quicker than you are.
Before you can take another step, Rafe hooks an arm around your waist and yanks you backward. The motion is sudden, but it isn’t ffortless, your back pressing against his chest just as his own crashes into the wall behind him.
You dodge his lips before he can kiss you, and his mouth remains there, against your cheek, brushing upwards to rest against your temples when you exclaim in a hush: – Are you trying to wake the entire house?!
– It wouldn’t have made any noise if you’d kissed me, like you promised. – He bemoans in a whisper.
– I did. – You want to laugh, but you keep your face still, though you smile despite yourself.
Rafe scoffs, still holding you against him. – Y’know, Barry was right. You are a tease.
Just like that, your playful mood vanishes.
You stare at him for a couple seconds, unsure of what he meant by that.
You try to tell yourself that Barry would never say something like that about you, especially while you’re not around, but a little part of you crawls with doubt.
You’re frozen at that moment. He’s watching you, waiting, head tilted, blue eyes gleaming. You want to ask, but you’re not sure you’ll like the answer.
You exhale through your nose and push forward, trying to shake off the feeling like water from your skin. – You’re really high, huh? – You take a step back, but he moves with you, much steadier than someone as inebriated as he is should be.
– Look at me. – He whispers, his voice is soft, but you know he isn’t asking.
Rafe leans in a little too close as you step back, his breath warm on your cheek, his hand now hovering over your waist. His fingers twitch, as if he’s fighting an urge, trying to figure out what part of you to dig in first.
– Look at me. – He whispers again, the command almost too soft to be one. His eyes never leave you, he drinks you in, you can feel his gaze going through every inch of you, his hands struggling to keep in place.
You pull away, eyes darting to the door behind you.
– Rafe. – It’s not a warning, you don’t know what it is. But Rafe doesn’t even seem to hear it. There’s something more in the way he watches you now, a flicker of something far too intense.
– Look at me. – He repeats. It sounds like a plea, the way he barely murmurs it, his body swaying, almost as if magnetized to you. His hand, once hovering, brushes the inside of your arm as he reaches for your waist, then starts climbing upwards. – You promised. – he whispers, lips curling slightly as he presses into you, his touch lingering in places you didn’t think it would go.
It’s as if he's testing the boundaries, seeing how much you’ll let him get away with. How much you will allow.
Your heart skips a beat, almost frozen within you.
You try and focus on the task at hand. You shift your weight slightly, ready to play the part— to let it slide for just long enough to get him into bed, to make sure he’s safe.
To make sure you're safe.
– Where’s your room, Rafe? – You push the question out like it’s any other, because you refuse to let yet another person play with you like that.
You didn’t learn from the mistakes of the other girls JJ tossed aside. So you had to learn from your own mistakes.
Rafe wants you to give him something, something deeper than compliance or defiance, something he can bite into.
You won't.
You're not a doll, hanging on the wall, he can just grab at and play with until he tires himself out. You're not a toy.
You cared about JJ. You don't care about Rafe. You tell yourself that again as you look up at him, waiting.
He doesn’t answer immediately. He just steps closer, his eyes darting to your lips, to the space between you that’s suddenly more charged than it should be. – You’re eager, huh? D’you want me?
His lips glisten as he whispers the question. You can’t tell where he’s looking at anymore. Rafe’s eyes drift everywhere your skin shows, and though his hand still lingers, pressed against your ribcage, just beside your chest, where the top covers you, he seems to delight in the naked warmth of your inner arm, brushing against the back of his hand.
– I want you to go to bed.
– So you can tuck me in? – His thumb draws patterns beneath your chest, gaze shifting between your lips and your neck, almost in reverence.
– I can do that.
– Only if you kiss me first.
His words hang in the air between you.
You know he won't give this up.
He'll be calmer if you give him what he wants. Maybe this will help you, but you have to play your cards right. So you tilt your head, and you smile.
There's something different in the way he looks at you now. All of that edge melting into desperation as he watches you, expectant, frozen in place.
Your hand lifts, slow and deliberate, brushing against the side of his neck. The tips of your fingers trace his jawline as he lets it hang open, breathing heavily, eyes lidded, waiting for your move. Your touch is featherlight, barely there, but Rafe chases it. It’s the only thing he does, he leans in, he breathes deep, brows furrowing. His breath stutters when you touch him, fully, your palm splayed against his skin. His throat bobs, his eyes flutter, but he's finally still.
Waiting.
Hoping. Like he’s letting you do this, instead of cajoling you into it.
You pull him by the neck, slowly, afraid he still isn't steady enough to weather any harshness, and he barely watches, his eyes already closed, opening ever so slightly when your mouth touches his.
A quiet, shuddering sigh spills from him before he can stop it. His fingers dig into you, into your sides, pulling you closer, his body pressing into yours like he needs this, like he needs you.
His lips part again, eager, desperate— But he doesn’t devour, he only melts.
His breath is warm, uneven, fanning over your skin with every shaky exhale. You can feel the goosebumps rising along his arm as you let your hand trail there, climbing farther up his bicep until you get to his shoulder, and let it travel to his neck. Rafe sighs again, crumbling in place, his hands gripping you like he's trying to memorize the feel of you beneath his fingers.
Then there's the sound— the softest, neediest noise from the back of his throat as your lips move against his. He's drinking you in, savoring every second, hands slipping lower, mapping the curve of your waist. His fingers press into the fabric of your top, clinging, grabbing, until he finds a single slit of exposed skin on the small of your back, and sinks his hands under the top like he wants to pull you inside out, like he needs more, like he'll never get enough.
You feel the conflict rippling beneath his skin— he's holding back even as his fingers dig into you, even as his lips chase yours as if he needs you in order to breathe. He sways slightly against you, melting into you, his body betraying just how much he wants this.
He makes another sound, this one closer to a moan, his lips parting further, his nose brushing yours as he leans in, chasing the warmth of your kiss as if he’s afraid you’ll take it away.
And then, you do. Just as quickly as you give, you take it back.
Your fingers tighten around his neck, taking a quiet gasp from his lips as you pull away. And Rafe remains there, unwilling to let go, his lips still parted, his chest rising and falling in shallow breaths. His eyes— dazed, glassy— flicker between your face and your mouth, trying to chase your lips back against his, hungry for more.
You don't give him the time to try again.
There are only two doors left. The double doors, and a single one, the one he’s pressing you against. You reach for the handle and turn it. Rafe stumbles into you, and you catch him, laughing again, though a little quieter. – C’mon, let’s get you to bed.
He nearly whines as you close the door behind him, but smiles stupidly when you press him to the door again.
His hand finds your waist, drifting upwards against your back, tangling in the hair at the nape of your neck. He’s still breathing heavily when he pulls you in, but you turn before he can dive into you, and his lips end up pressed on your jaw.
He lets you look around, but keeps you in place, hitting the light switch.
His room is wide, but it's cluttered. The walls, the floor, the furniture, the curtains—everything is bright white, like an asylum. It’s the kind of space that should feel sterile, untouched. But it isn’t.
Clothes are draped over chairs, magazines are thrown haphazardly on the desk, and the only pop of color that looks intentional—an unevenly sprawled blue duvet that hangs off the mattress—looks like it was barely considered, a half-hearted attempt at warmth in a place that rejects it, completely.
The mess isn’t overwhelming, but against all that blankness, every stray item sticks out like a bruise.
You feel Rafe’s hands on your face, his fingers stroking lightly against your cheek. – Like what you see? – He mumbles, looking dazed. – Feels like home, doesn’t it? – You think it's sarcasm at first, but with the way his eyes bore into you, you’re not sure you can laugh.
He’s still looking at you expectantly, as if trying to hypnotize you, but you take his hands, and you pull him in. – C’mon, Rafe, let’s lay you down.
He hums, fingers squeezing yours softly:
– I’m kinda sad, y’know? – He’s almost docile in the way he lets you lead him, eyes clinging to your every move, doing his best to be compliant.
You try to reward him with simple touches. Your hands bracket his shoulders, then drift down to his hands, and back up, leaving goosebumps behind whenever skin touches skin.
Rafe stands there for a moment, back facing his bed as you throw the duvet on the bed and adjust it. He only finally sits down when you put your hand on his shoulder again.
– You really wanted to go to that party, huh?
– Nah. I really wanted you to keep that top off. – He giggles, a feather-light touch as his right hand traces the hem of your shirt, a vice grip as his left cups your hip. – You have a tattoo. I like tattoos. – His right hand drifts upwards, to your collarbone, he reaches to push the sleeve off so he can see better. But you grab his hand again, and he keeps it there.
– Thanks. – Your voice is low, but not a whisper.
Rafe’s grin is sharp, his hand is clammy. And though he still hums when you draw patterns on the back of his hand, he stares at the ink on your chest with a shade of vitriol darkening his eyes.
– You know who has a tattoo exactly like yours?
Of course you do.
You freeze, movements stopping, and he turns his hand in yours to pull you closer, setting it in the dip of his neck. – Who?
– Your little buddy, JJ.
You try to keep your face smooth as you look at Rafe. – We got the tattoo together.
He nods, still smiling, but there’s something else there. – How’d that happen, huh?
That's too long a story to tell to a drunk man.
– Can you lay on your side for me? – He looks at you blankly for a moment, but does, and stays quietly, watching you kneel on the bed, next to him, and pull a pillow from the snowdrift of blankets and cushions sprawled around his bed. Rafe shifts a little forward, his chest pressing against your legs, allowing you to tuck the pillow under him. – Here you go. Is that good?
– It’s nice. Feels nice. – You note the way his eyes droop slightly, almost like he enjoys having you fuss over him. You make a move to step back onto the floor, but his arm loops behind your knees, his hand on the side of your thigh, keeping you in place. – I don’t know what it says, though.
– What?
– Your tattoo.
You swallow. – Of course you do. You saw it.
– Not really.
His hand reaches for your collarbone again.
– Rafe.
– Just let me see it. – He almost pleads, the smile on his face is so cajoling, so sweet. You move his hand, but it remains flush with your skin as you pull the fabric down just enough. – Viam–
– “Inveniam Viam.”
– What is it? – He whispers, fingers brushing the letters softly, insistently, as if they were braille, something he could only grasp by touching.
– The name of his dad's old boat. It just happened to be a motto I really liked. – His hands are warm, too warm, and the way he moves them, just shy of scrubbing, like he’s trying to wipe the words from your skin. – Its shorthand for a Latin saying: “Aut Inveniam Viam aut faciam”. It means “either find a way, or make one.”
Rafe’s eyes go round for a second, and he whispers the translation under his breath as he stares at the tattoo, savoring the words in his mouth.
– It's very… – He stares at the ink for a moment, as if searching for the right word. – proactive. – His eyes bore into yours. His hands are suddenly lighter, suddenly calmer. They don't press as deeply into your flesh. It's like you’re watching someone who's possessed: Rafe flitters back and forth between a nice guy and a manic creature. – It's not very JJ, though. He’s not that kind of guy.
You want to tell him that the motto is JJ to a T. That he’s the guy that does whatever it takes to get at what he wants, but just as the thought strikes, it becomes clear that it’s exactly right: JJ couldn’t find a way to Kie, so he made one, through you.
Whatever it takes.
Even if it takes using someone like a prop to throw around, and then tossing them.
– If you say so, Rafe.
– I do. – Hes’s staring again. – JJ’s a coward. He can’t stick to anything. He's not proactive. He just goes around throwing shit at a wall and hoping it sticks.
You don't say anything.
You don't know what to say.
A week ago, you would’ve thought Rafe was wrong. That he was just talking shit because he hated JJ, and he couldn't comprehend the person beneath the persona. Now you wonder if there truly is a ‘person’ —Something deeper than the antics JJ uses to woo people into thinking he's cool— That maybe that ‘persona’ actually is JJ, and you're the idiot trying to see something softer, sweeter, where there is not.
– You're staying, right? – The question startles you out of that thought. Rafe’s looking at you now, half his face squished against the pillow, and his fingers pull your sleeve back over the tattoo, as if he’s shutting the door on that conversation.
Your mind takes a while to process it.
– What?
– You’re staying. – A statement, not a question. You look at him for a moment, your brain flipping through all the possible responses he could have to a “no” before you can say anything. – You can’t go now. It’s late.
– Lay back, Rafe. – He nods, obedient, but his eyes betray a twinge of mistrust as they fall closed, then slit open, and close again. You look back at the bathroom door, ajar on the corner. – Do you need more water?
– I’m fine. D’you need clothes?
– Clothes?
– To sleep in. I can land you a shirt, if you want. – His hand brushes the fabric of your top, fingers tracing the collar, edging against your skin. – It gets really cold in here in the middle of the night. Of course, if you like to sleep naked, then I won’t stop you either.
You scoff: – And here I was, thinking there were no gentlemen left in this world.
– I aim to please. – He chuckles. His arm is still wrapped around the back of your knees, and he looks up at you, almost hopefully, an absent-minded smile on his face.
– I can’t stay, Rafe. – It would’ve almost pained you to say it, if it weren’t for his previous comment.
– Yeah, right.
– I’m serious. My brother’s probably crashing out as we speak. If I don’t leave now, I’ll probably only get there after midnight and God knows how long his little lecture’s gonna take.
– That sucks, y'know? I really wish there was a way that you could sleep right now and avoid a lecture from the jobless hobo that lives in your house. – He gasps dramatically, ignoring your clear lack of amusement. – Wait a minute! I know what.
– Hilarious. – You step back onto solid ground, but he holds onto you.
– You said you’d sleep with me. You promised.
You didn’t, though. But you were sure he wouldn’t appreciate that fact.
– Well, Rafe, sometimes I lie. – You chuckle, though there wasn’t much humor in your words, yet Rafe remains completely serious.
– You can stay. You’re already here. What else are you gonna do? Walk home? Alone there, at night, in the cold?
– It’s not cold, though.
– Yeah? And what if it starts raining? You’ll get— You’re gonna get sick. Then you’ll miss work, and you’ll lose your job. And then — then — Your jobless brother’s gonna have to figure out how not to starve all on his own.
You raise a brow, stewing in the intent behind his words for a second. – You’re not manipulative at all, are you?
– I'm Persuasive. – He corrects. – Because— Because I’m a proactive kind of guy, alright? And you know I'm right.
To your own chagrin, you do.
He is right.
It would be easy—so easy—to just lay back into the mattress beside him. To just fall asleep and put all your problems —John. Barry. JJ and Kie— on hold until you're in the mood to deal with them tomorrow. And maybe you like the way Rafe’s looking at you, like he needs you there.
But that’s exactly why you can’t stay.
Because everyone you know is already taking the easy way out, and so far, you've been the one that had to deal with the catastrophes that came from that. It was clear enough that none of them could deal with it on their own. So who was gonna help you clean up the mess if you chose the easy option and it eventually blew up in your face?
Not John.
Obviously not Barry.
JJ even less.
You have to do the right thing. Not because it's right, but because you don’t have another option.
– You are right. – You say, and he seems satisfied. This time he lets you step back onto the floor. He lets you step away. – But John’s still gonna be pissed in the morning, might as well get it out of the way now. – This time, you look straight at him. – I'm just…a proactive type of girl, y'know?
He isn't amused at your joke. More than anything, he seems frustrated. – Sleep tight, Rafe. Try not to toss and turn too much.
You open and close the door before he can say anything else, hitting the light switch on your way out.
It's 11:36. You step down the hall with light steps, and down the stairs with firm ones. The Cameron house is beautiful, you’ve always thought so, but like that, empty, in the dark, it looks like a husk. The shed of something that outgrew it, something that had nearly been suffocated within its walls.
You breathe much lighter when you step out through the back door, despite knowing you still have an hour long walk ahead.
There’s a feeling of surveillance in these suburbs, something Orwellian, dystopic. You cross the street, walking past perfectly manicured lawns and white picket-fences with the sense that someone’s watching you. Lurking somewhere.
Rafe’s light, the only light that remained on as you walked away, fades slowly in the distance with every step you take. The transition between the good and bad part of the island gets less subtle with every passing year: Vibrant green lawns become smooth, empty roads; those become overly curated golf fields, that become bumpy, broken roads, that finally become dirt paths and empty lots as you finally reach the Cut.
You try to glimpse at your watch in the all-consuming darkness. 00:04. You get startled by the nervous barking of a neighborhood dog every so often, but the farther you go into the marshes, the less you hear.
It’s 00:21 when the warm lights of your home finally peek through the thick leaves and endless trails around the riverbank, but there’s no comfort that comes with that realization.
The walk up to the porch seems to stretch for longer than the entirety of your walk before it, and you realize you’re dragging your feet. For a moment you ponder the possibility of going in through the back, just to avoid your brother. But it seems stupid. Childish.
For almost eighteen years you came and went through the front door. No one ever asked you where you went, who you were with, what were you doing. Nobody ever cared about what you did or didn’t do. Not your father, and damn sure not John.
You shouldn’t have to sneak into your own home just because he finally started caring.
And you shouldn’t be afraid to face him.
But you are.
The bitter smoke of marijuana still lingers about the ashtrays up front, ignited by a single recent spark that you can see bright as day when you stand before the door. John had probably just walked in, his impatience finally getting the best of him.
You click your tongue, and rub your temples, bracing for the impact to come.
A ceiling fan buzzes lazily in the distance, the creek of its rusty rusty metal blades cutting in every so often, like a pained squeak.
You realize that the deep breath you just took did nothing to help your nerves as you step into the living room to see it almost completely bathed in darkness. The kitchen light is on, but the warmth that bleeds in through the open door does nothing to ease the atmosphere.You feel like the first kill in an 80s horror movie, one foot after the other, the floorboards creaking under your shoes, the phone that buzzes on the dirty dinner table.
You reach for it. It’s not broken, no more than it already was. So at least you have that.
The screen lights up with a notification that vanishes before you can register it.
– So. How was it?
You have to breathe in so you don’t jump at the sudden question.
John stares at you from the couch, his jaw tight, his foot bouncing in a steady rhythm against the floor. JJ sits beside him, shoulders tense, hands clasped between his knees. He’s not looking at you.
You stop exactly where you were, heartbeat hammering in your ears.
The silence is thick, stretching between the three of you like a live wire.
– How was the night? Good? It's a little early to be coming home from a figure eight party. – His voice is steady, cold. But it isn’t calm. He’s staring through you, like he doesn’t recognize the person standing in front of him, like he’s never seen you in his life. – Maybe it wasn’t so good, after all.
You don’t wanna give into him. You know damn well that won’t make it any easier.
– This James Bond routine isn’t really your style, John. Don’t you wanna come right out with the accusations? Save us all some time.
He laughs, but the sound is bitter. Contained. More a scoff than anything.
You try to keep your composure, waiting for his words.
All you hear is JJ exhaling sharply, dragging a hand through his hair. John, though, doesn’t move. Doesn’t blink. His foot just keeps bouncing, a barely restrained coil of anger.
– Who were you with? – he asks, voice low.
– I was with Barry.
– Bullshit! – John stands abruptly, and JJ stiffens beside him. The room is too small, too suffocating. – Barry just left. He was looking for you. Looked like he’d seen a ghost. So what? What’d you do?! Did you leave your best friend to go home with Rafe Cameron?! Is that where you were?
– I didn’t leave Barry. Barry left me with Rafe. I didn’t even go to that party.
– No?! – He laughs again, the sound reminiscent of a rattlesnake. You feel like he might pounce on you at any given moment. – So what? WHAT? You just stayed there? To do what? Fuck him?!
– Jesus Christ! – You exclaim. Your head is pounding. – I’m not the one whose fucking my way up the social ladder, John. You are! Don’t go around throwing stones from your little porcelain house, this shit isn’t cute anymore.
– Yeah! Because you hooking up with Rafe Cameron is just completely normal, right?! Is that why you’ve been acting so weird, huh?! Your drug dealer boyfriend wasn’t enough so you had to go and get yourself a psychopath too?!
– What the fuck is wrong with you?! Barry’s not my fucking boyfriend, John! We’re friends! It’s not my fault you’ve never managed to make friends with a girl you didn’t want to sleep with!
– FUCK YOU!
– No, fuck you! I didn’t sleep with Rafe Cameron, okay?! He was high! He was wasted! All I did was drive him home.
– Yeah right.
– That’s the fucking truth, okay?! If you don’t believe me, I don’t care! But don’t start accusing me of shit I haven’t done!
– I told you not to go!
You shift your weight. – And I told you this shit wasn’t your decision.
– That’s not the point! I tell you that Barry’s bad news, and what do you do?! You go out with him! I tell you that Rafe Cameron is a creep, and you go out of your way to be alone with him! And then you go to a party where I can’t even reach you–
– I DIDN’T GO TO THE PARTY! And you couldn’t reach me because YOU took my phone!
– That’s not the point!
You’re the one laughing now. – Oh, sure! What is the point then?! Please! Enlighten me!
– The point is that you’re doing this shit to piss me off!
– You are UNBELIEVABLE, John! Actually un-fucking-believable!
John lets out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. – Jesus Christ. What the hell is wrong with you?
You clench your jaw. – Nothing is wrong with me! I just don’t need you making choices for me! You never did before!
– Are you kidding me?! – He gestures wildly. – You were the one who left with Barry and Rafe Cameron. How am I supposed to trust you when these are the choices you make?! Do you even hear yourself?
– They’re not as bad as you make them out to be.
John looks at you like he doesn’t even recognize you. – You can’t be serious.
JJ shifts beside him, eyes flickering between you both, his mouth pressed into a thin line. He still hasn’t said a word.
– You don’t get to tell me who I can be around, John. – you say, trying, but failing, to keep your voice even. – You don’t own me.
His face twists. – It’s not about that!
– Clearly it fucking is!
– It’s NOT! It’s about the fact that you don’t fucking listen, – He snaps. – I told you not to go, and you did anyway. Like it was nothing. Like my opinion—like my concern—doesn’t mean shit to you.
That stings.
Your voice softens, just slightly. – That’s not fair.
John exhales sharply, shaking his head again. – No. What’s not fair is me having to sit here, wondering if I’m gonna have to drag your ass out of some mess Barry and Rafe got you into.
– Oh! You’re gonna drag me out of a mess?! YOU ARE? I’m not the one who’s getting detained every other day, okay! I’m not the one who has to be bailed out of stupid, or worse, illegal, situations, John! That’s you! That’s all you! My friends aren’t getting me arrested!
– You don’t have any friends.
The words hang in the air, heavy and final.
You inhale slowly.
John’s watching you, waiting for you to say something—anything—that’ll make this argument last another hour. Something he can use to make you the guilty party whenever he needs you to bail him out of stupid situations again.
But you don’t.
And you won’t.
The silence stretches.
JJ shifts again. His knee bounces.
John clenches his jaw, looking away. – Whatever.
That’s all he says before he turns and disappears down the hall, his bedroom door slamming shut behind him.
JJ exhales, rubbing his face with both hands. He still doesn’t look at you.
You stare at the empty hallway. At the door that won’t open again tonight.
And you wonder why it still feels like you lost.
– You shouldn’t have done that. – JJ’s voice is barely above a whisper. He finally raises his head to look at you, his expression worried, almost saddened. Like half of this isn’t his own fault.
– I’ll take a lecture on things I shouldn’t do from a lot of people, JJ. I’ll even take a page out of my brother’s book. But I don’t wanna hear shit from you.
His blue eyes are narrow as he sits there, brows furrowed, hands clasped. He looks like a beggar. The analogy isn’t very far from the truth. All JJ ever does is take. He begs and he whines and he takes, and no matter how much you offer it’s never enough.
Because he doesn’t want your help.
He doesn’t want your time.
He doesn’t want your attention, or your affection, or whatever it is that you give to him for free.
He wants the validation of knowing he doesn’t have to do anything to get you to give him whatever he wants.
JJ exhales sharply, rubbing his face with both hands. You can feel the tension in the room shift slightly.
You’re tired.
Tired of him.
Tired of John.
Tired of this conversation.
You turn on your heel, but before you can make it to your door, JJ grabs you by the wrist, his fingers digging into you.
– Don't do this. – His voice is softer, quieter now, a hint of something vulnerable underneath the anger.
– What, JJ?! What am I doing?! – You snap, pulling your wrist from his grip, the frustration bubbling up again.
– You’re shutting me out! Again. – His voice drops to a near-whisper, and there's a flash of something else in his eyes—a mix of hurt, of something darker. His hand doesn’t let go, but his grip loosens just slightly, like he’s unsure of himself now. You feel his breath, warm against your skin, as he takes a step closer.
– I’m not doing anything to you, JJ! Let go of me! – You try to back away, but he steps forward, into you, pressing you against your door. The space between you feels thick, too charged.
– You are! – His tone is exasperated now. He's persistent, almost pleading, as if he’s trying to make you understand something he can’t put into words. His hand moves up, brushing your arm lightly, and you feel his gaze on you, unsettling in its intensity. – You know exactly what you do to me! But you're still brushing me off! – He glances over at John’s door, pulse quickening. His voice lowers even more, as if the very air in the room is thick with unspoken words. – Let’s just talk... in your room, okay?
– No. – You say it sharply, not even thinking about it, just wanting the space between you both. – I’m going to my room. And you can fucking leave.
JJ’s eyes flash, but it’s not the rage you expected. Instead, there’s a faint shadow of something deeper, something more twisted beneath his frustration. His jaw clenches, and you see that strange desperation flare up in him again.
He only scoffs at you.
Like the mere suggestion is ridiculous. – Stop acting like a child! This shit isn't fucking funny, okay?!
– Get off of me!
– Oh yeah? Is that what you want?
– It's what you're about to do, right now. Get the fuck off of me!
JJ takes a step back, hands up in mock surrender. And you don't wait for him to change his mind. You turn the handle, and step in.
But you barely have the time to brace yourself before he’s right there, his body pressed against yours, his chest against your back as his arms come around you to slam the door shut behind him. You gasp, caught off guard by how close he is—too close. The heat radiating off his skin, the thundering beat of his heart, and the tension in the air suffocates you as he pulls you toward him, his breath hot on the back of your neck.
His grip on your arm is iron, dragging you back with him until your body is flush against his, barely any space between you. The overwhelming closeness, the way his chest rises and falls against your back, makes your mind race, your heart pounding even faster in your chest.
– I don’t know what you think you’re doing, but isn’t fucking cute anymore, okay?! – His voice is low, rough, as if it’s a demand rather than a question. The intensity in it has your body tensing, your pulse skyrocketing.
You can feel every inch of him pressed against you—his chest, his legs, the creeping feeling of his hands as they climb up against your neck—and it's too much. You instinctively shove at his chest, desperate to put some distance between you, but he's relentless, his grip tightening as he pushes you further into the room.
You stumble, your back hitting the door with a soft thud. But there's no escape, not with him this close. You can’t breathe, can’t think straight with him so near. His eyes lock onto yours, unwavering.
– Stop it, JJ this shit isn’t funny! –You try again, more forcefully this time, your hands pressing against his chest. – Let go of me!
But he doesn’t, his body still caging you in, his face just centimeters from yours. His breath is shallow, and for a moment, it feels like the world has narrowed down to this single point of contact.
– Not until we talk. – he murmurs, his voice rough, almost desperate. He doesn’t back away, his proximity overwhelming in the silence that follows.
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grapejuice32 · 11 hours ago
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can you do a jj x reader where they are secretly dating and sneak off to makeout and mess around when they're with the pogues and when they come back it is so obvious what happened bc her lipgloss is on his lips and neck
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masterlist here JJ x reader
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The two of you had been dating, in secret of course, for nearly two months. While you didn’t want to hide your relationship from your friends, there was that looming rule of ‘no pogue on pogue macking’ even though none of the others in the group followed it anymore. It was difficult not to be affectionate towards each other in public, very often you’d nearly blown your cover by trying to peck JJ on the lips as a thank you after he handed you a beer. It was easier for JJ than it was for you, it had already been a habit of his to throw an arm over your shoulder before the two of you had started dating, so for him to have stopped would have been incredibly suspicious. 
You were both convinced that you were doing a good job of hiding your relationship, being completely oblivious that the pogues had caught onto the two of you weeks ago. Why? Because you weren’t as good at ‘sneaking off’ as you both thought you were and there had been more than one occasion when one of them had gone outside and seen the two of you fucking in the twinkie, just going back inside to tell the others, all of them laughing about it and wondering when you’d finally drop the act. 
It was yet another night of all of you sat around a fire, drinking beer and smoking after a long day of surfing, you’d been trying to get JJ alone all day but to no avail. So, when the opportunity finally presented itself, neither of you were going to pass it up. The two of you had assumed that everyone was relatively buzzed enough not to notice if you both disappeared for a little, a foolish assumption as they all took notice pretty much straight away.
You’d run off to an area where you would both be hidden by some trees, and were instantly all over each other, becoming less careless than you usually were due to the substances in your systems. JJ’s hands were tangled in your hair as you messily made out, hums leaving his lips as you trailed your kisses down to his jaw and neck, the both of you oblivious to the fact your red tinted lipgloss was leaving a trail. 
By the time the both of you returned to the group, giggling like kids at a playground, the evidence of what you’d been doing was significant, from the lip gloss on JJ’s neck, to the state of your hair, to the blooming hickie on your chest which was exposed due to your bikini top. They were all sending looks to each other, Sarah’s lips pressed together to try to contain her laughter as Pope asked, “Hey man, what’s that on your neck?” 
JJ placed a hand on his neck, the stick residue of your lipgloss there causing him to clear his throat, sending you look and then just pulling his hand off, wiping it on his shorts, “Skeeter.”
“Oh, right, right.” Pope nodded, clear not convinced, John B covered his mouth with his hand as he breathed a laugh, he mouthed the words, ‘so obvious’ to the others, all of them beginning to laugh with him. But you and JJ were completely unaware, already consumed in a conversation about something or the other, still under the impression that you were hiding what was going on between you very well and that everyone was clueless to it. 
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Please lmk what you guys think, I'd love to hear from you! I'll also be happy to try and write any requests you may have <3
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sarahsangelicdoll · 22 hours ago
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‘𝑜𝒽 𝓂𝓇 𝒸𝓊𝓅𝒾𝒹, 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒶𝓂 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽?’
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༯ Summary: After a fight with his dad on valentines eve, mr cupid decides to direct JJ to your house
༯ the cupids enchantings event
a/n: had fun writing this :)) lowk had me smiling giggling and kicking my feet 🤭
༯ Content warning: Child abuse, cringey confessions lmao, descriptions of blood and wounds, possibly too much detail in reader disinfecting JJs wounds 😅, not explicit but just long, overall fluffy.
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JJ’s feet were moving. Just moving. He had no idea where he should go, Kiara’s parents would never let him in. John B was gone off wherever for the night. Heyward would maybe let him stay over, but they were too far and it was pouring outside.
Then, while walking he spotted an all too familiar cabin like house. Surprisingly looking nice and in good condition for being on the cut. Flowers decorating the front yard, well kept and cared for grass that seemed to shine a bright green despite being dark and gloomy out.
The window at the front of the house was bright, illuminating a bit of the front yard and JJ could see your form sitting on the couch. As if the light and your presence was guiding him, he found himself just in front of your door without even realizing it.
You and JJ were part of the same friend group, however not particularly close. JJ always tried to keep his distance from you- ‘no pogue on pogue macking’ is what he always said, although he started doubting the rule whenever he was close to you. JJ cared to much for his ego so he would rather ignore you then risk his feelings getting the better of him. Everyone caught onto the fact he was avoiding you- it was painfully obvious. But JJ constantly brushed it off as if they were overthinking.
JJ sucked in a deep breath as he stood outside your door. The pain in his cheek, nose and forehead was overbearing and he had a particularly bad cut on his cheek. He glanced over your figure that was sat on the couch, your knees brought up to your chest as you watched TV and stirred whatever drink you had. He almost felt too bad to knock at your door- you two weren’t particularly close and here he was about to bother you with his issues. But just as his mind decided his body was going to turn and walk away, his body retaliated and knocked on your door, no backing down now.
JJ could hear and see the illuminated light move as you got up, probably confused as to who would be knocking on your door not only in this weather but at this time of night. His breath caught in his throat once he heard the door unlock and open.
Your breath also caught in your throat- not necessarily at seeing JJ of all people at your door, but at seeing the state he was in. Bloody nose and forehead. His cheek bleeding too much to be left by itself. And the realization that this was most likely the work of his father. How a father could do that to their own son? you had no idea.
You sighed, quickly knowing what this situation was, attempting to hide the pity in your eyes as to not bother JJ. “C’mon..” You mumbled. Moving out of the way and motioning with your head for JJ to come in.
The blonde reluctantly walked in. For some reason not expecting you to seem so… calm. Maybe it was just his anxiety talking and saying that you’d be upset at him for disrupting your peace. “Sorry.. just.. had nowhere to go..” JJ grumbled as he took his hat off and fiddled with it in his hands. His hair messily falling over his face.
You walked past him and into your kitchen, not understanding why he was apologizing. “It’s fine, better here than some random place or your house.” You said, giving JJ a soft smile as you grabbed some cloth from a drawer and a variety of disinfectant sprays, followed by bandages. “Want a hot chocolate maybe? Got some strawberry hot chocolate for valentines.” You offered, trying to ease the discomfort in the room.
“Uh.. yeah. Sure.” JJ said, attempting to appear nonchalant despite the fact your presence was making his heart do leaps. The way you effortlessly eased the tension, the way your presence was free of any slight hint of annoyance, the way your presence was filled with silent understanding and care.
“K, made with water or milk?” You asked. Setting the disinfectant items down on the counter to reach up for a cup.
JJ’s brows furrowed slightly at your suggestion. Milk? why the hell would you use milk? “Waters fine.” He said, smiling awkwardly as he shifted his weight onto one of his legs, standing in one place as if you’d get mad at him for moving.
You looked over at him, smiling softly as you chuckled. “You can come over?” You said as if it was a question. Flicking the kettle on. You watched him walk into your rather small, isle like kitchen, leaning your back into the counter and crossing your arms across your chest.
JJ eyed your kitchen. It was nicely organized and had not new items, rather old ones, but you clearly took care of them. He stopped just next you, placing his hat down onto the counter as he mimicked your own position. “So ah uh… what are you watching?” He asked dumbly, as if the sound of mean girls wasn’t very much clear in the background.
You chuckled, leaning up off the counter and towards the cabinet as the water started boiling. “Mean Girls.” You replied simply, well aware of how awkward JJ felt. After all, the two of you weren’t close.
You grabbed a small, pink chocolate heart out of a pack of four, one now two due to your own hot chocolate and JJ’s own, and put the pack away. Turning back to the kettle you pulled out a mug from the rack of drying dishes. “Wanna watch something else?” You asked. At the click of the kettle, signifying it was finished boiling, you took it off its little plate and poured it into a mug, following by dropping the chocolate heart into it.
“No- it’s fine.” He said, watching your movements and how the heart of chocolate, tinged with the flavour of Strawberry, started melting into the cup.
You hummed as a reply. Handing JJ his mug and grabbing your tools for cleaning JJ’s wounds. “Come,” You said simply as you made way for the living room. You stopped at your couch, turning on the lamp that rested on the couch side table. Sitting down you rested your back against the arm of the couch, sprawling out the items in front of you.
JJ sat down on the other side of the small couch, criss-cross applesauce style, looking at the array of bandages and disinfectant stuff. He felt that they were un-needed, but he knew that it’d be useless to say no. So he simply let you arrange your stuff. He took the cloth from your hands once you handed it to him, looking at you questionably. “Hold it onto your cheek to stop or lessen the bleeding.” You said simply with a small smile.
JJ did as you said. Wincing at the feeling but holding down nevertheless. His eyes glanced to the tv that was the only other thing, next to the bedside lamp, illuminating the room. His eyes trailed back down to you. You were pouring a bit of Hydrogen Peroxide disinfectant onto a smaller cloth. The other items you had were baby wipes, bandages and white petroleum lotion. JJ couldn’t help but smirk at your dedication to cleaning his stupid wounds. Always so thoughtful.
After about a minute you pulled out a baby wipe, smiling softly as you reached up to pull his arm down and started cleaning the blood and guck around the wounds, being particularly careful on his cheek. JJ glanced down awkwardly, attempting to ignore how his heart fluttered in his chest.
Next, you picked up the cloth with the disinfectant. “It might sting a bit.” You warned before placing it down onto his cheek. JJ almost flinched away but didn’t, instead hissing in a breath. You gently wiped at the wounds before bringing the cloth down and folding it. Grabbing the bottle of disinfectant and spraying it on all three wounds.
JJ flinched again, moving away from the spray. “Jesus is all that really necessary?” He asked as he ignored the irritation swelling on the wounds that mixed with a stinging sensation.
You chuckled at his words, letting the spray sit for a couple seconds before bringing the cloth up to wipe away all the pus and guck that started forming on top the wound. “Yes it is. So that it can prevent infection.”
JJ couldn’t help the blush that formed on his face as he finally looked at you. Seeing the unyielding focus and care in your eyes. He could feel the warmth of your body on his and you were the closest you ever were to him. His heart did flips when he heard your quiet sigh as you pulled away the cloth and reach down for the white petroleum lotion.
You opened the cap of the lotion and poured a bit onto your finger. Closing the lid with your knee you plopped the bottle back down, dapping your other finger into the small bit on the tip of your right pointer finger, before diverting your attention back up. You smiled as you locked eyes with him; missing the way he was looking at you with nothing but love and adoration.
You gently placed the bit of cream over the wound on his forehead, forming a thin layer. The white petroleum also stung a bit but not as much as the bloody hydrogen peroxide.
JJ watched you, admiring every bit of your face and focused expression. He was feeling himself grow increasingly more confident and wanting to do nothing but just say how he feels out loud in this exact moment.
You moved your finger back down to get a bit more of the lotion before placing it onto the wound on his nose. “Sorry if it hurts a bit, almost done. Just got your cheek next and then bandages.” You said, your voice half distracted with focus.
And that’s when it came out; “I love you.”
Ok, JJ had to admit that was a tad bit of dramatic- but it left his mouth before he could even think about it. The words left him in a quick breath. He gulped as he watched your eyes widen and your movements freeze. Your own breath catching in your throat. It took you a couple seconds to process what he said before you let out a breathy chuckle.
“Bullshit.” You said chuckled, dapping your finger into the lotion again, gathering more this time as you shifted to the wound on his cheek next. “You’re just feeling emotional because all the stuff that happened tonight.” You said simply. Attempting to ignore the way your brain was hoping he was being 100% honest. How much you yearned to be this close to him and hear him say those words.
JJ didn’t know what it was tonight, but he was feeling very bold in this moment. He leaned away from your touch just as you finished applying the thin layer. He took your hand in his as he looked at you with an expression more firm than before. “No. I mean it completely y/n- You just… have such a comforting presence and i’ve actually liked you for a long, long time but i didn’t wanna break my.. “No pogue on pogue macking” rule so i started avoiding you.. but right now i could care less about that stupid rule, honestly.” JJ rambled on, only stopping to catch his breath.
“But i mean it, so so much y/n. I really like you and.. i want to be with you.” He finished, his face flushing once he realized how out of character he was sounding- and how abrupt it was with a tad of dramatics.
You stared at him in shock, letting his words sink in. And once his words did finally sink in you had to bite back a grin. “Really?” You asked, hating yourself for sounding so giddy.
“Really.” He replied nodding. Now attempting to appear nonchalant. But he couldn’t help the smile that formed on his face just as a wide one spread on yours and your lips landed on his in a matter of seconds.
Your hands found way to his face. Your touch gentle as to not hurt his bad cheek. JJ leaned into the kiss as his hand found your own cheek, rubbing soft circles onto the soft skin.
Once you two finally pulled away JJ looked down on you, a cheeky grin quickly forming on his face. You quickly grew a matching grin as you pulled away. Grabbing the bandages as you attempted to appear nonchalant. “You seem happy.” You teased. Looking back up at him to place a bigger bandage on his cheek.
“I would say you look equally as happy princess.” he teased back. Noticing the way your cheeks flushed even more at the nickname that he hasn’t used on you in forever.
“Well maybee you’re right.” You replied. Placing a medium sized bandage onto the wound on his forehead, followed by the smaller one on his nose.
Once you finished bandaging his wounds he took your hand in his, leaning down to place a kiss on your hand. “Ain’t nothing to be embarrassed about princess.” He said. Attempting to fluster you even more, however you weren’t having it.
“I guess you’re right. After all i wasn’t the one who rambled on like a weirdo.” You teased back, poking him in the chest with your finger. Smirking as you saw your attempt at flustering JJ work. You got up, throwing the stuff you used onto the couch side table. You then grabbed his hands and dragged him up, making way for the bigger couch that sat a couple feet away from the tv. “Now stop talking and watch the movie with me, I’ll restart it and it can be our own lil late valentines date.”
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gimmebackmyskeeball · 2 days ago
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needed to speak abt this cuz HELLO
might be controversial, might be a bit of a stretch, might be rude but some of y’all are WEIRD
madison has a gf, rudy has a gf, the two never publicly spoke about ever dating which means even if they did, they DON’T want people knowing or speaking about it
yes I liked Jiara, yes I miss Jiara, yes I think it was EXTREMELY forced but it was sweet, yes I don’t think JJ should’ve ever died and yes I think it sends the wrong message that contains ‘abused kids never get a happy ending’ which could cause some serious mental issues for kids that take it seriously— but that’s not what we’re talking about here
the season is OUT, jj DIED, rudy LEFT (he’s mostly likely not coming back) y’all have no business tryna create more drama
“madison didn’t recognized her own gf, she recognized rudy!!!!” don’t care. doesn’t mean they dated. nobody asked. shut the fuck up.
“rudison 2025 = jiara obx s5! jj comeback confirmed!!!” do u hear the shit leaving ur mouth? do u seriously hear the delusional bullshit that is leaving your mouth?
“they dated, y’all don’t GET IT” I’m employed, what does this mean? why do u care? WHYYYYY do u care? go get a job.
this shit is exactly the reason why the cast got fucking icky and why rudy left and now y’all wanna go out there and cry about jj’s death when all this time YOU WAS THE REASON
as a FUCKIN FAN I’m tired of hearing this bullshit imagine mariah or elaine (I have no comments on both, I’m not interested in their personalities, they can suck as people, doesn’t mean y’all have the automatic right to mess with their relationships)
I need y’all to be so fucking fr for one second, it is SO disrespectful and BORING to come out here and write paragraphs about why you think rudison ever happened. “it’s time for us to accept the truth!!” bitch, it’s the time for you to go do your damn assignments
y’all need to learn the concept of boundaries and sit your asses down and read fucking fanfiction to cope. I don’t wanna stalk madison bailey and see comments about her ‘BOYFRIEND’(?) rudy. you FREAKS.
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jjsloverre · 2 days ago
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introducing… babydaddy!jj x pouge!reader
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babydaddy!jj who… was the biggest fuckboy in the obx, but after knocking you up, he decided to be there for you
babydaddy!jj who… cheated on you multiple times until he realized how much pain it was causing you and the baby.
babydaddy!jj who… always protected you from all the kooks and anyone who dared to even try you.
babydaddy!jj who… deep down, loved you to death but never knew how to show it.
babydaddy!jj who… always took you shopping, and catered to your every need.
babydaddy!jj who… was excited to have a baby with you, and even asked you to be his girlfriend!
babydaddy!jj who… was terrified he’d end up being just like his dad to his kid, so he swore to love and protect you forever, no matter the cost; he’d make sure you and the baby would be safe and sound.
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pouge!reader who… never understood why jj was the way he was until he opened up to her.
pouge!reader who… was extremely heartbroken when she found out jj kept sleeping with other women while she was carrying his child.
pouge!reader who… was super excited to have a baby, even if he would be a potential deadbeat.
pouge!reader who… loved jj deeply, flaws and all; even if she had to let him go.
pouge!reader who… was extremely emotional during her pregnancy, crying over everything, but jj was always there to help her.
pouge!reader who… constantly helped jj in any way she could, or any way he would allow her.
pouge!reader who… always kept jj going, even if he didn’t believe in himself. her love was the only thing that kept jj going.
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a/n: feel free to request anything! this is gonna be so fun to write i feel!
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snowluvvie · 2 days ago
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the way i keep going back to ur JJ farmhand scenarios is insane. more please i beg 😭 u write him so well 😩
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₊˚⊹ ♡ . FARMHAND!JJ and CALF!READER sneaking around
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You peeked your head around the corner of the barn doors, eyes scanning the ground and the stacks of equipment that were lit up by the early afternoon sunlight. The peaceful noise of the farm was interrupted by a loud “RAHHH!” just as your shoulders were grabbed roughly from behind, shaking you.
With a shriek, you spun around to find JJ’s grinning and dirt-streaked face.
“JJ!” You exclaim, swatting his chest.
His hands don’t leave your shoulders, continuing to shake you around lightly as he backs you into the barn with him, your feet dragging over the dirt and bumping against the occasional object since you couldn’t see where you were going.
“How was church?” He asked, his voice tinged with mocking.
You gave a little shrug. “It was church. The bible’s the same every time, believe it or not.”
As you spoke, it looked like he was only half listening, and he was still backing you up, until your back hit hard wood. You glanced over your shoulder to find the ladder to the hayloft, and gave a soft laugh at JJ's expectantly raised eyebrows. Obliging, you turn and begin climbing the ladder, the wood rough against your fingers—you know you'll get a wicked splinter doing this one day, it's just hopefully not today.
JJ climbs up behind you and takes the opportunity to swat your ass under your dress from his place below you, a yelp falling from your lips. The sound amuses him and he reaches up to pinch you again, laughing. You scramble up the ladder to escape his prying hands, the dusty floor of the loft rough and prickly from the hay shoots littering it, and they dig into your butt and legs as you climb onto it. JJ's biceps flex when he pulls himself up to join you, clambering to hover over top of you as you scramble backwards from him, dissolving into giggles that only make him come after you more.
"Tha hell is this?" JJ yanks on the sleeve of your dress. "Vomit green?"
You sigh. "Mama says it's olive."
"It's ugly."
You laugh loudly at his words, at the way he always catches you off guard with the ridiculous things he says.
"It'd look better over... there. Buried in the hay. Forever."
You can't stave off the giggles that wrack your body as he dips his face down to your neck, nipping at your throat and pressing open-mouthed kisses to it. Your laughter dissolves into a soft, tiny moan when he runs his tongue over your skin, and JJ pulls back to tease. "I'm barely even touchin' you."
You open your mouth to respond, but before you can, JJ claps his hand over your mouth. It's rough against your skin, and smells like soil and sweat, and the indignant cry you let out is muffled. His head whips up, looking back and forth like he's waiting for something.
A few moments pass before you hear it: "Boy? Y'in here?"
Your daddy.
JJ glances at your wide eyes, his lips quirking up into a smirk before he shouts down. "Yes, sir. Up here."
"Thought you brought hay down this mornin'?" Your father questioned him. You squirmed slightly under JJ, unbelievably nervous, but his hands were firm on you as he kept you where you were.
"Yeah, I did. Jus' got worried about the ventilation and thought I'd check f'mold."
"Ahhhh, gotcha. On top of it, aren't you?"
"Sure try to be!"
It bewildered you every day that JJ was doing manual labor and not working in the theatre—he lied so convincingly it shocked you every time. Not just lying, embodying. His personality with your father was totally manufactured, it didn't hold even one shred of his real self.
"Anyways, ya seen my girl around?"
Your eyes got even larger, and JJ's head snapped to look at you. The panic in your eyes was all encompassing, but his shoulders shook with silent laughter. You suddenly felt burning hot, and he felt extremely heavy and warm on top of you.
"No, sir!" He hollered down, giving you a smug look.
"Alright, then, I'll let ya get back to work. Have a good one, son."
"You too, sir!"
You hadn't heard your father approach, but you certainly heard his heavy footfalls thudding as he walked away from the barn. JJ waited a few more moments before he removed his hand from over your mouth, and the two of you looked at eachother wildly—you recognized the unmistakable look of adrenaline in his eyes. He loved this.
You smacked him on his chest for that, but he was unfazed. "You're a pig," you insisted.
"Oink oink." He mocked you, leaning in to fit his lips to yours in a kiss that became sloppy fast, his tongue sliding against yours demandingly.
His hands moved up your thigh, fingers digging into your flesh as he maneuvered you out of your dress inch by inch, keeping your mouths connected firmly the entire time. He only broke away for a moment to murmur against your lips.
"Now—let's get this god awful thing off ya."
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